Chapter Five
The first cracks appeared shortly after the execution of Sha’ik. None could know the mind of Adjunct Tavore. Not her closest officers, and not the common soldier under her command. But there were distant stirrings, to be sure, more easily noted in retrospect, and it would be presumptuous and indeed dismissive to claim that the Adjunct was ignorant of the growing troubles, not only in her command, but at the very heart of the Malazan Empire. Given that, the events at Y’Ghatan could have been a fatal wound. Were someone else in command, were that someone’s heart any less hard, any less cold.
This, more than at any other time beforehand, gave brutal truth to the conviction that Adjunct Tavore was cold iron, thrust into the soul of a raging forge…
‘None to Witness’
(The Lost History of the
Bonehunters)
Duiker of Darujhistan
‘Put that down,’ Samar Dev said wearily from where she sat near the window.
‘Thought you were asleep,’ Karsa Orlong said. He returned the object to the tabletop. ‘What is it?’
‘Two functions. The upper beaker contains filters for the water, removing all impurities. The water gathering in the lower beaker is flanked by strips of copper, which livens the water itself through a complicated and mysterious process. A particular ethereal gas is released, thus altering the air pressure above the water, which in turn—’
‘But what do you use it for?’
Samar’s eyes narrowed. ‘Nothing in particular.’
He moved away from the table, approached the work benches and shelves. She watched him examining the various mechanisms she had invented, and the long-term experiments, many of which showed no evident alteration of conditions. He poked. Sniffed, and even sought to taste one dish filled with gelatinous fluid. She thought to stop him, then decided to remain quiet. The warrior’s wounds had healed with appalling swiftness, with no signs of infection. The thick liquid he was licking from his finger wasn’t particularly healthy to ingest, but not fatal. Usually.
He made a face. ‘This is terrible.’
‘I am not surprised.’
‘What do you use it for?’
‘What do you think?’
‘Rub it into saddles. Leather.’
‘Saddles? Indirectly, I suppose. It is an ointment, for the suppurating wounds that sometimes arise on the lining of the anus—’
He grunted loudly, then said, ‘No wonder it tasted awful,’ and resumed his examination of the room’s contents.
She regarded him thoughtfully. Then said, ‘The Falah’d sent soldiers into the keep. They found signs of past slaughter – as you said, not one Malazan left alive. They also found a demon. Or, rather, the corpse of a demon, freshly killed. They have asked me to examine it, for I possess a little knowledge of anatomy and other, related subjects.’
He made no reply, peering into the wrong end of a spyglass.
‘If you come to the window, and look through the other end, Karsa, you will see things far away drawn closer.’
He scowled at her, and set the instrument down. ‘If something is far away, I simply ride closer.’
‘And if it is at the top of a cliff? Or a distant enemy encampment and you want to determine the picket lines?’
He retrieved the spyglass and walked over. She moved her chair to one side to give him room. ‘There is a falcon’s nest on the ledge of that tower, the copper-sheathed one.’
He held up the glass. Searched until he found the nest. ‘That is no falcon.’
‘You are right. It’s a bokh’aral that found the abandoned nest to its liking. It carries up armfuls of rotting fruit and it spends the morning dropping them on people in the streets below.’
‘It appears to be snarling…’
‘That would be laughter. It is forever driven to bouts of hilarity.’
‘Ah – no, that wasn’t fruit. It was a brick.’
‘Oh, unfortunate. Someone will be sent to kill it, now. After all, only people are allowed to throw bricks at people.’
He lowered the spyglass and studied her. ‘That is madness. What manner of laws do you possess, to permit such a thing?’
‘Which thing? Stoning people or killing bokh’arala?’
‘You are strange, Samar Dev. But then, you are a witch, and a maker of useless objects—’
‘Is that spyglass useless?’
‘No, I now understand its value. Yet it was lying on a shelf…’
She leaned back. ‘I have invented countless things that would prove of great value to many people. And that presents me with a dilemma. I must ask myself, with each invention, what possible abuses await such an object? More often than not, I conclude that those abuses outweigh the value of the invention. I call this Dev’s First Law of Invention.’
‘You are obsessed with laws.’
‘Perhaps. In any case, the law is simple, as all true laws must be—’
‘You have a law for that, too?’
‘Founding principle, rather than law. In any case, ethics are the first consideration of an inventor following a particular invention.’
‘You call that simple?’
‘The statement is, the consideration is not.’
‘Now that sounds more like a true law.’
She closed her mouth after a moment, then rose and walked over to the scriber’s desk, sat and collected a stylus and a wax tablet. ‘I distrust philosophy,’ she said as she wrote. ‘Even so, I will not turn away from the subject…when it slaps me in the face. Nor am I particularly eloquent as a writer. I am better suited to manipulating objects than words. You, on the other hand, seem to possess an unexpected talent for…uh…cogent brevity.’
‘You talk too much.’
‘No doubt.’ She finished recording her own unexpectedly profound words – profound only in that Karsa Orlong had recognized a far vaster application than she had intended. She paused, wanting to dismiss his genius as blind chance, or even the preening false wisdom of savage nobility. But something whispered to her that Karsa Orlong had been underestimated before, and she vowed not to leap into the same pit. Setting the stylus down, she rose to her feet. ‘I am off to examine the demon you killed. Will you accompany me?’
‘No, I had a close enough examination the first time.’
She collected the leather satchel containing her surgical instruments. ‘Stay inside, please, and try not to break anything.’
‘How can you call yourself an inventor if you dislike breaking things?’
At the door, she paused and glanced back at him. His head was brushing the ceiling in this, the highest chamber in her tower. There was something…there in his eyes. ‘Try not to break any of my things.’
‘Very well. But I am hungry. Bring more food.’
The reptilian corpse was lying on the floor of one of the torture chambers situated in the palace crypts. A retired Avower had been given the task of standing guard. Samar Dev found him asleep in one corner of the room. Leaving him to his snores, she stationed around the huge demon’s body the four lit lanterns she had brought down from above, then settled onto her knees and untied the flap of her satchel, withdrawing a variety of polished surgical instruments. And, finally, her preparations complete, she swung her attention to the corpse.
Teeth, jaws, forward-facing eyes, all the makings of a superior carnivore, likely an ambush hunter. Yet, this was no simple river lizard. Behind the orbital ridges the skull swept out broad and long, with massive occipital bulges, the sheer mass of the cranial region implying intelligence. Unless, of course, the bone was absurdly thick.
She cut away the torn and bruised skin to reveal broken fragments of that skull. Not so thick, then. Indentations made it obvious that Karsa Orlong had used his fists. In which, it was clear, there was astonishing strength, and an equally astonishing will. The brain beneath, marred with broken vessels and blood leakage and pulped in places by the skull pieces, was indeed large, although arranged in a markedly different manner from a human’s. There were more lobes, for one thing. Six more, in all, positioned beneath heavy ridged projections out to the sides, including two extra vessel-packed masses connected by tissue to the eyes. Suggesting these demons saw a different world, a more complete one, perhaps.
Samar extracted one mangled eye and was surprised to find two lenses, one concave, the other convex. She set those aside for later examination.
Cutting through the tough, scaled hide, she opened the neck regions, confirming the oversized veins and arteries necessary to feed an active brain, then continued on to reveal the chest region. Many of the ribs were already broken. She counted four lungs and two proto-lungs attached beneath them, these latter ones saturated with blood.
She cut through the lining of the first of three stomachs, then moved quickly back as the acids poured out. The blade of her knife sizzled and she watched as pitting etched into the iron surface. More hissing sounds, from the stone floor. Her eyes began watering.
Movement from the stomach, and Samar rose and took a step back. Worms were crawling out. A score, wriggling then dropping to the muddy stone. The colour of blued iron, segmented, each as long as an index finger. She glanced down at the crumbling knife in her hand and dropped the instrument, then collected wooden tongs from her satchel, moved to the edge of the acid pool, reached down and retrieved one of the worms.
Not a worm. Hundreds of legs, strangely finned, and, even more surprising, the creatures were mechanisms. Not living at all, the metal of their bodies somehow impervious to the acids. The thing twisted about in the grip of the tongs, then stopped moving. She shook it, but it had gone immobile, like a crooked nail. An infestation? She did not think so. No, there were many creatures that worked in concert. The pond of stomach acid had been home to these mechanisms, and they in turn worked in some fashion to the demon’s benefit.
A hacking cough startled her, and she turned to see the Avower stumble to his feet. Hunched, twisted with arthritis, he shambled over. ‘Samar Dev, the witch! What’s that smell? Not you, I hope. You and me, we’re the same sort, aren’t we just?’
‘We are?’
‘Oh yes, Samar Dev.’ He scratched at his crotch. ‘We strip the layers of humanity, down to the very bones, but where does humanity end and animal begin? When does pain defeat reason? Where hides the soul and to where does it flee when all hope in the flesh is lost? Questions to ponder, for such as you and me. Oh how I have longed to meet you, to share knowledge—’
‘You’re a torturer.’
‘Someone has to be,’ he said, offended. ‘In a culture that admits the need for torture, there must perforce be a torturer. A culture, Samar Dev, that values the acquisition of truths more than it does any single human life. Do you see? Oh,’ he added, edging closer to frown down at the demon’s corpse, ‘the justifications are always the same. To save many more lives, this one must be surrendered. Sacrificed. Even the words used disguise the brutality. Why are torture chambers in the crypts? To mask the screams? True enough, but there’s more. This,’ he said, waving one gnarled hand, ‘is the nether realm of humanity, the rotted heart of unpleasantness.’
‘I am seeking answers from something already dead. It is not the same—’
‘Details. We are questioners, you and I. We slice back the armour to uncover the hidden truth. Besides, I’m retired. They want me to train another, you know, now that the Malazan laws have been struck down and torture’s popular once more. But, the fools they send me! Ah, what is the point? Now, Falah’d Krithasanan, now he was something – you were likely just a child, then, or younger even. My, how he liked torturing people. Not for truths – he well understood that facile rubbish for what it was – facile rubbish. No, the greater questions interested him. How far along can a soul be dragged, trapped still within its broken body, how far? How far until it can no longer crawl back? This was my challenge, and oh how he appreciated my artistry!’
Samar Dev looked down to see that the rest of the mechanisms had all ceased to function. She placed the one she had retrieved in a small leather pouch, then repacked her kit, making sure to include the eye lenses. She’d get them to burn the rest of the body – well away from the city, and upwind.
‘Will you not dine with me?’
‘Alas, I cannot. I have work to do.’
‘If only they’d bring your guest down here. Toblakai. Oh, he would be fun, wouldn’t he?’
She paused. ‘I doubt I could talk him into it, Avower.’
‘The Falah’d has been considering it, you know.’
‘No, I didn’t know. I think it would be a mistake.’
‘Well, those things are not for us to question, are they?’
‘Something tells me Toblakai would be delighted to meet you, Avower. Although it would be a short acquaintance.’
‘Not if I have my way, Samar Dev!’
‘Around Karsa Orlong, I suspect, only Karsa Orlong has his way.’
She returned to find the Teblor warrior poring over her collection of maps, which he’d laid out on the floor in the hallway. He had brought in a dozen votive candles, now lit and set out around him. He held one close as he perused the precious parchments. Without looking up, he said, ‘This one here, witch. The lands and coast west and north…I was led to believe the Jhag Odhan was unbroken, that the plains ran all the way to the far-lands of Nemil and the Trell, yet here, this shows something different.’
‘If you burn holes in my maps,’ Samar Dev said, ‘I will curse you and your bloodline for all eternity.’
‘The Odhan sweeps westward, it seems, but only in the south. There are places of ice marked here. This continent looks too vast. There has been a mistake.’
‘Possibly,’ she conceded. ‘Since that is the one direction I have not travelled, I can make no claim as to the map’s accuracy. Mind you, that one was etched by Othun Dela Farat, a century ago. He was reputed to be reliable.’
‘What of this region of lakes?’ he asked, pointing to the northerly bulge along the coast, west of Yath Alban.
She set her equipment down, then, sighing, she crouched at his side. ‘Difficult to cross. The bedrock is exposed there, badly folded, pocked with lakes and only a few, mostly impassable rivers. The forest is spruce, fir and pine, with low-lying thickets in the basins.’
‘How do you know all that if you have never been there?’
She pointed. ‘I am reading Dela’s notes, there, along the border. He also says he found signs suggesting there were people living there, but no contact was ever made. Beyond lies the island kingdom of Sepik, now a remote subject of the Malazan Empire, although I would be surprised if the Malazans ever visited. The king was clever enough to send delegates proposing conditions of surrender, and the Emperor simply accepted.’
‘The mapmaker hasn’t written that much.’
‘No, some of that information was mine. I have heard, now and then, certain odd stories about Sepik. There are, it seems, two distinct populations, one the subject of the other.’ She shrugged at his blank look. ‘Such things interest me.’ Then frowned, as it became obvious that the distant expression on the giant’s tattooed visage was born of something other than indifference. ‘Is something wrong?’
Karsa Orlong bared his teeth. ‘Tell me more of this Sepik.’
‘I am afraid I have exhausted my knowledge.’
Scowling at her answer, he hunched down over the map once more. ‘I shall need supplies. Tell me, is the weather the same as here?’
‘You are going to Sepik?’
‘Yes. Tell the Falah’d that I demand equipment, two extra horses, and five hundred crescents in silver. Dried foods, more waterskins. Three javelins and a hunting bow with thirty arrows, ten of them bird-pointed. Six extra bowstrings and a supply of fletching, a brick of wax—’
‘Wait! Wait, Karsa Orlong. Why would the Falah’d simply gift you all these things?’
‘Tell him, if he does not, I will stay in this city.’
‘Ah, I see.’ She considered for a time, then asked, ‘Why are you going to Sepik?’
He began rolling up the map. ‘I want this one—’
‘Sorry, no. It is worth a fortune—’
‘I will return it.’
‘No, Karsa Orlong.’ She straightened. ‘If you are prepared to wait, I will copy it – on hide, which is more resilient—’
‘How long will that take?’
‘I don’t know. A few days…’
‘Very well, but I am getting restless, witch.’ He handed her the rolled-up map and walked into the other chamber. ‘And hungry.’
She stooped once more to gather in the other maps. The candles she left alone. Each one was aspected to a local, minor god, and the flames had, one and all, drawn the attention of the host of spirits. This hallway was crowded with presences, making the air taut, bridling, since many of them counted others as enemies. Yet, she suspected, it had been more than just the flickering flames that had earned the regard of the spirits. Something about Toblakai himself…
There were mysteries, she believed, swirling in Karsa Orlong’s history. And now, the spirits drawn close, close and…frightened…
‘Ah,’ she whispered, ‘I see no choice in the matter. None at all…’ She drew out a belt-knife, spat on the blade, then began waving the iron through the flame of each candle.
The spirits howled in her mind, outraged at this unexpected, brutal imprisonment. She nodded. ‘Yes, we mortals are cruel…’
‘Three leagues,’ Quick Ben said under his breath.
Kalam scratched at the stubble on his chin. Some old wounds – that enkar’al at the edge of the Whirlwind’s wall had torn him up pretty bad – were aching after the long forced march back towards the Fourteenth Army. After what they had seen in the warren, no-one was in the mood to complain, however. Even Stormy had ceased his endless griping. The squad was hunkered down behind the assassin and the High Mage, motionless and virtually invisible in the darkness.
‘So,’ Kalam mused, ‘do we wait for them here, or do we keep walking?’
‘We wait,’ Quick Ben replied. ‘I need the rest. In any case, we all more or less guessed right, and the trail isn’t hard to follow. Leoman’s reached Y’Ghatan and that’s where he’ll make his stand.’
‘And us with no siege equipment to speak of.’
The wizard nodded. ‘This could be a long one.’
‘Well, we’re used to that, aren’t we?’
‘I keep forgetting, you weren’t at Coral.’
Kalam settled down with his back against the ridge’s slope and pulled free a flask. He drank then handed it to the High Mage. ‘As bad as the last day at Pale?’
Quick Ben sipped, then made a face. ‘This is water.’
‘Of course it is.’
‘Pale…we weren’t fighting anyone. Just collapsing earth and raining rocks.’
‘So, the Bridgeburners went down fighting.’
‘Most of Onearm’s Host went down fighting,’ Quick Ben said. ‘Even Whiskeyjack,’ he added. ‘His leg gave out under him. Mallet won’t forgive himself for that, and I can’t say I’m surprised.’ He shrugged in the gloom. ‘It was messy. A lot went wrong, as usual. But Kallor turning on us…that we should have foreseen.’
‘I’ve got a space on my blade for a notch in his name,’ Kalam said, retrieving the flask.
‘You’re not the only one, but he’s not an easy man to kill.’
Sergeant Gesler edged into view. ‘Saw you two passing something.’
‘Just water,’ Kalam said.
‘The last thing I wanted to hear. Well, don’t mind me.’
‘We were discussing the siege to come,’ the assassin said. ‘Could be a long one.’
‘Even so,’ Gesler said with a grunt, ‘Tavore’s a patient woman. We know that much about her, anyway.’
‘Nothing else?’ Quick Ben asked.
‘You’ve talked with her more than any of us, High Mage. She keeps her distance. No-one really seems to know what she is, behind the title of Adjunct. Nobleborn, aye, and from Unta. From House Paran.’
Kalam and Quick Ben exchanged glances, then the assassin pulled out a second flask. ‘This one ain’t water,’ he said, tossing it to the sergeant. ‘We knew her brother. Ganoes Paran. He was attached to the Bridgeburners, rank as captain, just before we infiltrated Darujhistan.’
‘He led the squads into Coral,’ Quick Ben said.
‘And died?’ Gesler asked after pulling at the flask.
‘Most everyone died,’ answered the High Mage. ‘At any rate, he wasn’t an embarrassment as far as officers go. As for Tavore, well, I’m in the dark as much as the rest of you. She’s all edges, but they’re for keeping people away, not cutting them. At least from what I’ve seen.’
‘She’s going to start losing soldiers at Y’Ghatan,’ Kalam said.
No-one commented on that observation. Different commanders reacted in different ways to things like that. Some just got stubborn and threw more and more lives away. Others flinched back and if nothing then happened, the spirit of the army drained away. Sieges were battles of will, for the most part, along with cunning. Leoman had shown a capacity for both in this long pursuit west of Raraku. Kalam wasn’t sure what Tavore had shown at Raraku – someone else had done most of the killing for her, for the entire Fourteenth, in fact.
Ghosts. Bridgeburners…ascended. Gods, what a chilling thought. They were all half-mad when alive, and now…‘Quick,’ Kalam said, ‘those ghosts at Raraku…where are they now?’
‘No idea. Not with us, though.’
‘Ghosts,’ Gesler said. ‘So the rumours were true – it wasn’t no sorcerous spell that slaughtered the Dogslayers. We had unseen allies – who were they?’ He paused, then spat. ‘You both know, don’t you, and you’re not telling. Fiddler knows, too, doesn’t he? Never mind. Everybody’s got secrets and don’t bother asking me to share mine. So that’s that.’ He handed the flask back. ‘Thanks for the donkey piss, Kalam.’
They listened as he crawled back to rejoin his squad.
‘Donkey piss?’ Quick Ben asked.
‘Ground-vine wine, and he’s right, it tastes awful. I found it at the Dogslayer camp. Want some?’
‘Why not? Anyway, when I said the ghosts weren’t with us, I think I was telling the truth. But something is following the army.’
‘Well, that’s just great.’
‘I’m not—’
‘Hush! I hear—’
Figures rose from behind the ridge. Gleaming, ancient armour, axes and scimitars, barbaric, painted faces – Khundryl Burned Tears. Swearing, Kalam settled back down, resheathing his long-knives. ‘That was a stupid move, you damned savages—’
One spoke: ‘Come with us.’
Three hundred paces up the road waited a number of riders, among them the Adjunct Tavore. Flanked by the troop of Khundryl Burned Tears, Kalam, Quick Ben and Gesler and his squad approached the group.
The misshapen moon now cast down a silvery light on the land – it was looking rougher round the edges, Kalam realized, as if the surrounding darkness was gnawing at it – he wondered that he’d not noticed before. Had it always been like that?
‘Good evening, Adjunct,’ Quick Ben said as they arrived.
‘Why have you returned?’ she demanded. ‘And why are you not in the Imperial Warren?’
With Tavore were the Fists, the Wickan Temul, Blistig, Keneb and Tene Baralta, as well as Nil and Nether. They looked, one and all, to have been recently roused from sleep, barring the Adjunct herself.
Quick Ben shifted uneasily. ‘The warren was being used…by something else. We judged it unsafe, and we concluded you should be told of that as soon as possible. Leoman is now in Y’Ghatan.’
‘And you believe he will await us there?’
‘Y’Ghatan,’ Kalam said, ‘is a bitter memory to most Malazans – those that care to remember, anyway. It is where the First—’
‘I know, Kalam Mekhar. You need not remind me of that. Very well, I shall assume your assessment is correct. Sergeant Gesler, please join the Khundryl pickets.’
The marine’s salute was haphazard, his expression mocking.
Kalam watched Tavore’s eyes follow the sergeant and his squad as they headed off. Then she fixed her gaze on Quick Ben once more.
‘High Mage.’
He nodded. ‘There were…Moon’s Spawns in the Imperial Warren. Ten, twelve came into sight before we retreated.’
‘Hood take us,’ Blistig muttered. ‘Floating fortresses? Has that white-haired bastard found more of them?’
‘I don’t think so, Fist,’ Quick Ben said. ‘Anomander Rake has settled in Black Coral, now, and he abandoned Moon’s Spawn, since it was falling to pieces. No, I believe the ones we saw in the warren have their, uh, original owners inside.’
‘And who might they be?’ Tavore asked.
‘K’Chain Che’Malle, Adjunct. Long-Tails or Short-Tails. Or both.’
‘And why would they be using the Imperial Warren?’
‘I don’t know,’ Quick Ben admitted. ‘But I have some notions.’
‘Let us hear them.’
‘It’s an old warren, effectively dead and abandoned, although, of course, not nearly as dead or abandoned as it first seems. Now, there is no known warren attributed to the K’Chain Che’Malle, but that does not mean one never existed.’
‘You believe the Imperial Warren was originally the K’Chain Che’Malle warren?’
The High Mage shrugged. ‘It’s possible, Adjunct.’
‘What else?’
‘Well, wherever the fortresses are going, they don’t want to be seen.’
‘Seen by whom?’
‘That I don’t know.’
The Adjunct studied the High Mage for a long moment, then she said, ‘I want you to find out. Take Kalam and Gesler’s squad. Return to the Imperial Warren.’
The assassin slowly nodded to himself, not at all surprised at this insane, absurd command. Find out? Precisely how?
‘Have you any suggestions,’ Quick Ben asked, his voice now strangely lilting, as it always was when he struggled against speaking his mind, ‘on how we might do that?’
‘As High Mage, I am certain you can think of some.’
‘May I ask, why is this of particular importance to us, Adjunct?’
‘The breaching of the Imperial Warren is important to all who would serve the Malazan Empire, would you not agree?’
‘I would, Adjunct, but are we not engaged in a military campaign here? Against the last rebel leader in Seven Cities? Are you not about to lay siege to Y’Ghatan, wherein the presence of a High Mage, not to mention the empire’s most skilled assassin, might prove pivotal to your success?’
‘Quick Ben,’ Tavore said coolly, ‘the Fourteenth Army is quite capable of managing this siege without your assistance, or that of Kalam Mekhar.’
All right, that clinches it. She knows about our clandestine meeting with Dujek Onearm and Tayschrenn. And she does not trust us. Probably with good reason.
‘Of course,’ Quick Ben said, with a modest bow. ‘I trust the Burned Tears can resupply our soldiers, then. I request we be permitted to rest until dawn.’
‘Acceptable.’
The High Mage turned away, his eyes momentarily meeting Kalam’s own. Aye, Quick, she wants me as far away from her back as possible. Well, this was the Malazan Empire, after all. Laseen’s empire, to be more precise. But Tavore, it’s not me you have to worry about…
At that moment a figure emerged from the darkness, approaching from one side of the road. Green silks, graceful motion, a face very nearly ethereal in the moonlight. ‘Ah, a midnight assignation! I trust all matters of grave import have already been addressed.’
Pearl. Kalam grinned at the man, one hand making a gesture that only another Claw would understand.
Seeing it, Pearl winked.
Soon, you bastard.
Tavore wheeled her horse round. ‘We are done here.’
‘Might I ride double with one of you?’ Pearl asked the assembled Fists.
None replied, and moments later they were cantering up the road.
Pearl coughed delicately in the dust. ‘How rude.’
‘You walked out here,’ Quick Ben said, ‘you can walk back in, Claw.’
‘It seems I have no choice.’ A fluttering wave of a gloved hand. ‘Who knows when we’ll meet again, my friends. But until then…good hunting…’ He walked off.
Now how much did he hear? Kalam took a half-step forward, but Quick Ben reached out and restrained him.
‘Relax, he was just fishing. I sensed him circling closer – you had him very nervous, Kal.’
‘Good.’
‘Not really. It means he isn’t stupid.’
‘True. Too bad.’
‘Anyway,’ Quick Ben said, ‘you and me and Gesler have to come up with a way to hitch a ride on one of those fortresses.’
Kalam turned his head. Stared at his friend. ‘That wasn’t a joke, was it?’
‘I’m afraid not.’
Joyful Union was basking in the sun as it dined, ringed in by stones, with Bottle lying close by and studying the way it fed as the scorpion snipped apart the capemoth he had given it for breakfast, when a military issue boot crunched down on the arachnid, the heel twisting.
Bottle jerked back in dumbfounded horror, stared up at the figure standing over him, a surge of murderous intent filling his being.
Backlit by the morning light, the figure was little more than a silhouette.
‘Soldier,’ the voice was a woman’s, the accent Korelri, ‘which squad is this?’
Bottle’s mouth opened and closed a few times, then he said in a low tone, ‘This is the squad that will start making plans to kill you, once they find out what you’ve just done.’
‘Allow me,’ she said, ‘to clarify matters for you, soldier. I am Captain Faradan Sort, and I cannot abide scorpions. Now, I want to see how well you manage a salute while lying down.’
‘You want a salute, Captain? Which one? I have plenty of salutes to choose from. Any preference?’
‘The salute that tells me you have just become aware of the precipice I am about to kick your ass over. After I shove the sack of bricks up it, of course.’
Oh. ‘Standard salute, then. Of course, Captain.’ He arched his back and managed to hold the salute for a few heartbeats…waiting for her to respond, which she did not. Gasping, he collapsed back down, inhaling a mouthful of dust.
‘We will try that again later, soldier. Your name?’
‘Uh, Smiles, sir.’
‘Well, I doubt I will see many of those on your ugly face, will I?’
‘No, sir.’
She then walked on.
Bottle stared down at the mashed, glittering pulp that had been Joyful Union and half a capemoth. He wanted to cry.
‘Sergeant.’
Strings glanced up, noted the torc on the arm, and slowly climbed to his feet. He saluted, studying the tall, straight-backed woman standing before him. ‘Sergeant Strings, Captain. Fourth Squad.’
‘Good. You are mine, now. My name is Faradan Sort.’
‘I was wondering when you’d show up, sir. The replacements have been here for days, after all.’
‘I was busy. Do you have a problem with that, Sergeant?’
‘No, sir, not one.’
‘You are a veteran, I see. You might think that fact yields some relief on my part. It does not. I do not care where you have been, who you served under, or how many officers you knifed in the back. All I care about is how much you know about fighting.’
‘Never knifed a single officer, sir…in the back. And I don’t know a damned thing about fighting, except surviving it.’
‘That will do. Where are the rest of my squads?’
‘Well, you’re missing one. Gesler’s. They’re on a reconnaissance mission, no idea when they’ll be back. Borduke’s squad is over there.’ He pointed. ‘With Cord’s just beyond. The rest you’ll find here and there.’
‘You do not bivouac together?’
‘As a unit? No.’
‘You will from now on.’
‘Yes sir.’
She cast her eyes over the soldiers still sprawled in sleep around the hearth. ‘The sun is up. They should be awake, fed and equipped for the march by now.’
‘Yes sir.’
‘So…wake them.’
‘Yes sir.’
She started to walk off, then turned and added, ‘You have a soldier named Smiles in your squad, Sergeant Strings?’
‘I have.’
‘Smiles is to carry a double load today.’
‘Sir?’
‘You heard me.’
He watched her leave, then swung about and looked down at his soldiers. All were awake, their eyes on him.
‘What did I do?’ Smiles demanded.
Strings shrugged. ‘She’s a captain, Smiles.’
‘So?’
‘So, captains are insane. At least, this one is, which proves my claim. Wouldn’t you agree, Cuttle?’
‘Oh yes, Strings. Raving wide-eyed insane.’
‘A double load!’
Bottle stumbled into the camp, in his cupped hands a mangled mess. ‘She stepped on Joyful Union!’
‘Well, that settles it,’ Cuttle said, grunting as he sat up. ‘She’s dead.’
Fist Keneb strode into his tent, unstrapping his helm and pulling it free to toss it on the cot, then paused upon seeing a tousled head lift clear of the opened travel trunk at the back wall. ‘Grub! What were you doing in there?’
‘Sleeping. She is not stupid, no. They are coming, to await the resurrection.’ He clambered out of the trunk, dressed, as ever, in ragged leathers, Wickan in style yet badly worn. The childish roundness of his cheeks had begun to thin, hinting at the man he would one day become.
‘She? Do you mean the Adjunct? Who is coming? What resurrection?’
‘They will try to kill her. But that is wrong. She is our last hope. Our last hope. I’m going to find something to eat, we’re marching to Y’Ghatan.’ He rushed past Keneb. Outside the tent, dogs barked. The Fist pulled the flap aside and stepped out to see Grub hurrying down the aisle between the tents, flanked by the Wickan cattle-dog, Bent, and the Hengese lapdog, Roach. Soldiers deferentially moved aside to let them pass.
The Fist headed back inside. A baffling child. He sat down on the cot, stared at nothing in particular.
A siege. Ideally, they needed four or five thousand more soldiers, five or six Untan catapults and four towers. Ballistae, mangonels, onagers, scorpions, wheeled rams and ladders. Perhaps a few more units of sappers, with a few wagons loaded with Moranth munitions. And High Mage Quick Ben.
Had it been just a matter of pride, sending the wizard away? The meetings with Dujek Onearm had been strained. Tavore’s refusal of assistance beyond a contingent of replacements from Quon Tali made little sense. Granted, Dujek had plenty to occupy himself and his Host, reinforcing garrisons and pacifying recalcitrant towns and cities. Then again, the arrival of Admiral Nok and a third of the imperial fleet in the Maadil Sea had done much to quell rebellious tendencies among the locals. And Keneb suspected that the anarchy, the horrors, of the rebellion itself was as much a force for pacification as any military presence.
A scratch against the outer wall of his tent. ‘Enter.’
Blistig ducked under the flap. ‘Good, you’re alone. Tene Baralta has been speaking with Warleader Gall. Look, we knew a siege was likely—’
‘Blistig,’ Keneb cut in, ‘this isn’t right. The Adjunct leads the Fourteenth Army. She was commanded to crush the rebellion, and she is doing just that. Fitting that the final spark should be snuffed out at Y’Ghatan, the mythical birthplace of the Apocalypse—’
‘Aye, and we’re about to feed that myth.’
‘Only if we fail.’
‘Malazans die at Y’Ghatan. That city burned to the ground that last siege. Dassem Ultor, the company of the First Sword. The First Army, the Ninth. Eight, ten thousand soldiers? Y’Ghatan drinks Malazan blood, and its thirst is endless.’
‘Is this what you’re telling your officers, Blistig?’
The man walked over to the trunk, tipped down the lid, and sat. ‘Of course not. Do you think me mad? But, gods, man, can’t you feel this growing dread?’
‘The same as when we were marching on Raraku,’ Keneb said, ‘and the resolution was frustrated, and that is the problem. The only problem, Blistig. We need to blunt our swords, we need that release, that’s all.’
‘She should never have sent Quick Ben and Kalam away. Who gives a rhizan’s squinting ass what’s going on in the Imperial Warren?’
Keneb looked away, wishing he could disagree. ‘She must have her reasons.’
‘I’d like to hear them.’
‘Why did Baralta speak with Gall?’
‘We’re all worried, is why, Keneb. We want to corner her, all the Fists united on this, and force some answers. Her reasons for things, some real sense of how she thinks.’
‘No. Count me out. We haven’t even reached Y’Ghatan yet. Wait and see what she has in mind.’
Blistig rose with a grunt. ‘I’ll pass your suggestions along, Keneb. Only, well, it ain’t just the soldiers who are frustrated.’
‘I know. Wait and see.’
After he had left, Keneb settled back on the cot. Outside, he could hear the sounds of tents being struck, equipment packed away, the distant lowing of oxen. Shouts filled the morning air as the army roused itself for another day of marching. Burned Tears, Wickans, Seti, Malazans. What can this motley collection of soldiers do? We are facing Leoman of the Flails, dammit. Who’s already bloodied our noses. Mind you, hit-and-run tactics are one thing, a city under siege is another. Maybe he’s as worried as we are.
A comforting thought. Too bad he didn’t believe a word of it.
The Fourteenth had been kicked awake and was now swarming with activity. Head pounding, Sergeant Hellian sat on the side of the road. Eight days with this damned miserable army and that damned tyrant of a captain, and now she was out of rum. The three soldiers of her undersized squad were packing up the last of their kits, none daring to address their hungover, murderously inclined sergeant.
Bitter recollections of the event that had triggered all this haunted Hellian. A temple of slaughter, the frenzy of priests, officials and investigators, and the need to send all witnesses as far away as possible, preferably into a situation they would not survive. Well, she couldn’t blame them – no, wait, of course she could. The world was run by stupid people, that was the truth of it. Twenty-two followers of D’rek had been butchered in their own temple, in a district that had been her responsibility – but patrols were never permitted inside any of the temples, so she could have done nothing to prevent it in any case. But no, that wasn’t good enough. Where had the killers gone, Sergeant Hellian? And why didn’t you see them leave? And what about that man who accompanied you, who then vanished?
Killers. There weren’t any. Not natural ones. A demon, more likely, escaped from some secret ritual, a conjuration gone awry. The fools killed themselves, and that was the way of it. The man had been some defrocked priest from another temple, probably a sorceror. Once he figured out what had happened, he’d hightailed it out of there, leaving her with the mess.
Not fair, but what did fairness have to do with anything?
Urb lowered his massive bulk in front of her. ‘We’re almost ready, Sergeant.’
‘You should’ve strangled him.’
‘I wanted to. Really.’
‘Did you? Truth?’
‘Truth.’
‘But then he slipped away,’ Hellian said. ‘Like a worm.’
‘Captain wants us to join the rest of the squads in her company. They’re up the road some. We should get going before the march begins.’
She looked over at the other two soldiers. The twins, Brethless and Touchy. Young, lost – well, maybe not young in years, but young anyway. She doubted they could fight their way out of a midwives’ picnic – though, granted, she’d heard those could be rough events, especially if some fool pregnant woman wandered in. Oh, well, that was Kartool, city of spiders, city that crunched underfoot, city of webs and worse. They were a long way from any midwives’ picnic.
Out here, spiders floated in the air, but at least they were tiny, easily destroyed with a medium-sized stone. ‘Abyss below,’ she groaned. ‘Find me something to drink.’
Urb handed her a waterskin.
‘Not that, idiot.’
‘Maybe in the company we’re joining…’
She looked up, squinted at him. ‘Good idea. All right, help me up – no, don’t help me up.’ She staggered upright.
‘You all right, Sergeant?’
‘I will be,’ she said, ‘after you take my skull in your hands and crush it flat.’
He frowned. ‘I’d get in trouble if I did that.’
‘Not with me you wouldn’t. Never mind. Touchy, take point.’
‘We’re on a road, Sergeant.’
‘Just do it. Practice.’
‘I won’t be able to see anything,’ the man said. ‘Too many people and things in the way.’
Oh, gods crawling in the Abyss, just let me live long enough to kill that man. ‘You got any problem with taking point, Brethless?’
‘No, Sergeant. Not me.’
‘Good. Do it and let’s get going.’
‘Want me out on flank?’ Touchy asked.
‘Yeah, somewhere past the horizon, you brain-stunted cactus.’
‘It’s not your average scorpion,’ Maybe said, peering close but not too close.
‘It’s damned huge,’ Lutes said. ‘Seen that type before, but never one so…huge.’
‘Could be a freak, and all its brothers and sisters were tiny. Making it lonely and that’s why it’s so mean.’
Lutes stared across at Maybe. ‘Yeah, could be it. You got a real brain in that skull. All right, now, you think it can kill Joyful Union? I mean, there’s two of those…’
‘Well, maybe we need to find another one just like this one.’
‘But I thought all its brothers and sisters were tiny.’
‘Oh, right. Could be it’s got an uncle, or something.’
‘Who’s big.’
‘Huge. Huger than this one.’
‘We need to start looking.’
‘I wouldn’t bother,’ Bottle said from where he sat in the shadow of a boulder, five paces away from the two soldiers of Borduke’s squad.
They started, then Lutes hissed and said, ‘He’s been spying!’
‘Not spying. Grieving.’
‘What for?’ Maybe demanded. ‘We ain’t even arrived at Y’Ghatan yet.’
‘Met our new captain?’
The two looked at each other, then Lutes said, ‘No. Knew one was coming, though.’
‘She’s here. She killed Joyful Union. Under her heel. Crunch!’
Both men jumped. ‘That murderer!’ Maybe said in a growl. He looked down at the scorpion ringed in by stones at his feet. ‘Oh yes, let’s see her try with Sparkle here – he’d get her ankle for sure, right through the boot leather—’
‘Don’t be a fool,’ Bottle said. ‘Anyway, Sparkle’s not a boy. Sparkle’s a girl.’
‘Even better. Girls are meaner.’
‘The smaller ones you always see are the boys. Not as many girls around, but that’s just the way of it. They’re coy. Anyway, you’d better let her go.’
‘Why?’ Lutes demanded. ‘Ain’t no prissy captain going to—’
‘She’d be the least of your problems, Lutes. The males will pick up her distress scent. You’ll have hundreds following you. Then thousands, and they’ll be damned aggressive, if you get my meaning.’
Maybe smiled. ‘Interesting. You sure of that, Bottle?’
‘Don’t get any stupid ideas.’
‘Why not? We’re good at stupid ideas. I mean, uh, well—’
‘What Maybe means,’ Lutes said, ‘is we can think things through. Right through, Bottle. Don’t you worry about us.’
‘She killed Joyful Union. There won’t be any more fights – spread the word, all those squads with new scorpions – let the little ones go.’
‘All right,’ Lutes said, nodding.
Bottle studied the two men. ‘That includes the one you got there.’
‘Sure. We’ll just look at her a while longer, that’s all.’ Maybe smiled again.
Climbing to his feet, Bottle hesitated, then shook his head and walked off, back towards the squad’s camp. The army was almost ready to resume the march. With all the desultory lack of enthusiasm one might expect of an army about to lay siege to a city.
A sky without clouds. Again. More dust, more heat, more sweat. Bloodflies and chigger fleas, and the damned vultures wheeling overhead – as they had been doing since Raraku – but this, he knew, would be the last day of that march. The old road ahead, a few more abandoned hamlets, feral goats in the denuded hills, distant riders tracking them from the ridge.
The others in the squad were on their feet and waiting when he arrived. Bottle saw that Smiles was labouring under two packs. ‘What happened to you?’ he asked her.
The look she turned on him was filled with abject misery. ‘I don’t know. The new captain ordered it. I hate her.’
‘I’m not surprised,’ Bottle said, collecting his own gear and shrugging into the pack’s straps. ‘Is that Strings’s kit you got there?’
‘Not all of it,’ she said. ‘He won’t trust me with the Moranth munitions.’
Thank Oponn for that. ‘The captain been by since?’
‘No. The bitch. We’re going to kill her, you know.’
‘Really. Well, I won’t shed any tears. Who is this “we” anyway?’
‘Me and Cuttle. He’ll distract her, I’ll stick a knife in her back. Tonight.’
‘Fist Keneb will have you strung up, you know.’
‘We’ll make it look like an accident.’
Distant horns sounded. ‘All right, everyone,’ Strings said from the road. ‘Let’s move.’
Groaning wagon wheels, clacking and thumping on the uneven cobbles, rocking in the ruts, the lowing of oxen, thousands of soldiers lurching into motion, the sounds a rising clatter and roar, the first dust swirling into the air.
Koryk fell in alongside Bottle. ‘They won’t do it,’ he said.
‘Do what? Kill the captain?’
‘I got a long look at her,’ he said. ‘She’s not just from Korelri. She’s from the Stormwall.’
Bottle squinted at the burly warrior. ‘How do you know that?’
‘There’s a silver tracing on her scabbard. She was a section commander.’
‘That’s ridiculous, Koryk. First, standing the Wall isn’t something you can just resign from, if what I’ve heard is true. Besides, this woman’s a captain, in the least-prepared Malazan army in the entire empire. If she’d commanded a section against the Stormriders, she’d rank as Fist at the very least.’
‘Only if she told people, Bottle, but that tracing tells another story.’
Two strides ahead of them, Strings turned his head to regard them. ‘So, you saw it too, Koryk.’
Bottle swung round to Smiles and Cuttle. ‘You two hearing this?’
‘So?’ Smiles demanded.
‘We heard,’ Cuttle said, his expression sour. ‘Maybe she just looted that scabbard from somewhere…but I don’t think that’s likely. Smiles, lass, we’d best put our plans on a pyre and strike a spark.’
‘Why?’ she demanded. ‘What’s this Stormwall mean, anyway? And how come Koryk thinks he knows so much? He doesn’t know anything, except maybe the back end of a horse and that only in the dark. Look at all your faces – I’m saddled with a bunch of cowards!’
‘Who plan on staying alive,’ Cuttle said.
‘Smiles grew up playing in the sand with farm boys,’ Koryk said, shaking his head. ‘Woman, listen to me. The Stormwall is leagues long, on the north coast of Korelri. It stands as the only barricade between the island continent and the Stormriders, those demonic warriors of the seas between Malaz Island and Korelri – you must have heard of them?’
‘Old fishers’ tales.’
‘No, all too real,’ Cuttle said. ‘I seen them myself, plying those waters. Their horses are the waves. They wield lances of ice. We slit the throats of six goats to paint the water in appeasement.’
‘And it worked?’ Bottle asked, surprised.
‘No, but tossing the cabin boy over the side did.’
‘Anyway,’ Koryk said after a moment of silence, ‘only chosen warriors are given the task of standing the Wall. Fighting those eerie hordes. It’s an endless war, or at least it was…’
‘It’s over?’
The Seti shrugged.
‘So,’ Smiles said, ‘what’s she doing here? Bottle’s right, it doesn’t make sense.’
‘You could ask her,’ Koryk replied, ‘assuming you survive this day’s march.’
‘This isn’t so bad,’ she sniffed.
‘We’ve gone a hundred paces, soldier,’ Strings called back. ‘So best save your breath.’
Bottle hesitated, then said to Smiles. ‘Here, give me that – that captain ain’t nowhere about, is she?’
‘I never noticed nothing,’ Strings said without turning round.
‘I can do this—’
‘We’ll spell each other.’
Her eyes narrowed suspiciously, then she shrugged. ‘If you like.’
He took the second pack from her.
‘Thanks, Bottle. At least someone in this squad’s nice to me.’
Koryk laughed. ‘He just doesn’t want a knife in his leg.’
‘We got to stick together,’ Bottle said, ‘now that we got ourselves a tyrant officer over us.’
‘Smart lad,’ Strings said.
‘Still,’ Smiles said, ‘thanks, Bottle.’
He smiled sweetly at her.
‘They’ve stopped moving,’ Kalam muttered. ‘Now why would that be?’
‘No idea,’ Quick Ben said at his side.
They were lying flat on the summit of a low ridge. Eleven Moon’s Spawns hovered in an even row above another rise of hills two thousand paces distant. ‘So,’ the assassin asked, ‘what passes for night in this warren?’
‘It’s on its way, and it isn’t much.’
Kalam twisted round and studied the squad of soldiers sprawled in the dust of the slope behind them. ‘And your plan, Quick?’
‘We make use of it, of course. Sneak up under one—’
‘Sneak up? There’s no cover, there’s nothing to even throw shadows!’
‘That’s what makes it so brilliant, Kalam.’
The assassin reached out and cuffed Quick Ben.
‘Ow. All right, so the plan stinks. You got a better one?’
‘First off, we send this squad behind us back to the Fourteenth. Two people sneaking up is a lot better than eight. Besides, I’ve no doubt they can fight but that won’t be much use with a thousand K’Chain Che’Malle charging down on us. Another thing – they’re so cheery it’s a struggle to keep from dancing.’
At that, Sergeant Gesler threw him a kiss.
Kalam rolled back round and glared at the stationary fortresses.
Quick Ben sighed. Scratched his smooth-shaven jaw. ‘The Adjunct’s orders…’
‘Forget that. This is a tactical decision, it’s in our purview.’
Gesler called up from below, ‘She don’t like us around either, Kalam.’
‘Oh? And why’s that?’
‘She keeps cracking up in our company. I don’t know. We was on the Silanda, you know. We went through walls of fire on that ship.’
‘We’ve all led hard lives, Gesler…’
‘Our purview?’ Quick Ben asked. ‘I like that. You can try it on her, later.’
‘Let’s send them back.’
‘Gesler?’
‘Fine with us. I wouldn’t follow you two into a latrine, begging your sirs’ pardon.’
Stormy added, ‘Just hurry up about it, wizard. I’m getting grey waiting.’
‘That would be the dust, Corporal.’
‘So you say.’
Kalam considered, then said, ‘We could take the hairy Falari with us, maybe. Care to come along, Corporal? As rearguard?’
‘Rearguard? Hey, Gesler, you were right. They are going into a latrine. All right, assuming my sergeant here won’t miss me too much.’
‘Miss you?’ Gesler sneered. ‘Now at least I’ll get women to talk to me.’
‘It’s the beard puts them off,’ Stormy said, ‘but I ain’t changing for nobody.’
‘It’s not the beard, it’s what lives in the beard.’
‘Hood take us,’ Kalam breathed, ‘send them away, Quick Ben, please.’
Four leagues north of Ehrlitan, Apsalar stood facing the sea. The promontory on the other side of A’rath Strait was just visible, rumpling the sunset’s line on the horizon. Kansu Reach, which stretched in a long, narrow arm westward to the port city of Kansu. At her feet prowled two gut-bound skeletons, pecking at grubs in the dirt and hissing in frustration as the mangled insects they attempted to swallow simply fell out beneath their jaws.
Even bone, or the physical remembrance of bone, held power, it seemed. The behaviour patterns of the lizard-birds the creatures once were had begun to infect the ghost spirits of Telorast and Curdle. They now chased snakes, leapt into the air after rhizan and capemoths, duelled each other in dominance contests, strutting, spitting and kicking sand. She believed they were losing their minds.
No great loss. They had been murderous, vile, entirely untrustworthy in their lives. And, perhaps, they had ruled a realm. As usurpers, no doubt. She would not regret their dissolution.
‘Not-Apsalar! Why are we waiting here? We dislike water, we have discovered. The gut bindings will loosen. We’ll fall apart.’
‘We are crossing this strait, Telorast,’ Apsalar said. ‘Of course, you and Curdle may wish to stay behind, to leave my company.’
‘Do you plan on swimming?’
‘No, I intend to use the warren of Shadow.’
‘Oh, that won’t be wet.’
‘No,’ Curdle laughed, prancing around to stand before Apsalar, head bobbing. ‘Not wet, oh, that’s very good. We’ll come along, won’t we, Telorast?’
‘We promised! No, we didn’t. Who said that? We’re just eager to stand guard over your rotting corpse, Not-Apsalar, that’s what we promised. I don’t understand why I get so confused. You have to die eventually. That’s obvious. It’s what happens to mortals, and you are mortal, aren’t you? You must be, you have been bleeding for three days – we can smell it.’
‘Idiot!’ Curdle hissed. ‘Of course she’s mortal, and besides, we were women once, remember? She bleeds because that’s what happens. Not all the time, but sometimes. Regularly. Or not. Except just before she lays eggs, which would mean a male found her, which would mean…’
‘She’s a snake?’ Telorast asked in a droll tone.
‘But she isn’t. What were you thinking, Telorast?’
The sun’s light was fading, the waters of the strait crimson. A lone sail from a trader’s carrack was cutting a path southward into the Ehrlitan Sea. ‘The warren feels strong here,’ Apsalar said.
‘Oh yes,’ Telorast said, bony tail caressing Apsalar’s left ankle. ‘Fiercely manifest. This sea is new.’
‘That is possible,’ she replied, eyeing the jagged cliffs marking the narrows. ‘Are there ruins beneath the waves?’
‘How would we know? Probably. Likely, absolutely. Ruins. Vast cities. Shadow Temples.’
Apsalar frowned. ‘There were no Shadow Temples in the time of the First Empire.’
Curdle’s head dipped, then lifted suddenly. ‘Dessimbelackis, a curse on his multitude of souls! We speak of the time of the Forests. The great forests that covered this land, long before the First Empire. Before even the T’lan Imass—’
‘Shhh!’ Telorast hissed. ‘Forests? Madness! Not a tree in sight, and those who were frightened of shadows never existed. So why would they worship them? They didn’t, because they never existed. It’s a natural ferocity, this shadow power. It’s a fact that the first worship was born of fear. The terrible unknown—’
‘Even more terrible,’ Curdle cut in, ‘when it becomes known! Wouldn’t you say, Telorast?’
‘No I wouldn’t. I don’t know what you’re talking about. You’ve been babbling too many secrets, none of which are true in any case. Look! A lizard! It’s mine!’
‘No, mine!’
The two skeletons scrambled along the rocky ledge. Something small and grey darted away.
A wind was picking up, sweeping rough the surface of the strait, carrying with it the sea’s primal scent to flow over the cliff where she stood. Crossing stretches of water, even through a warren, was never a pleasant prospect. Any waver of control could fling her from the realm, whereupon she would find herself leagues from land in dhenrabi-infested waters. Certain death.
She could, of course, choose the overland route. South from Ehrlitan, to Pan’potsun, then skirting the new Raraku Sea westward. But she knew she was running out of time. Cotillion and Shadowthrone had wanted her to take care of a number of small players, scattered here and there inland, but something within her sensed a quickening of distant events, and with it the growing need – a desperate insistence – that she be there without delay. To cast her dagger, to affect, as best she could, a host of destinies.
She assumed Cotillion would understand all of this. That he would trust her instincts, even if she was, ultimately, unable to explain them.
She must…hurry.
A moment’s concentration. And the scene before her was transformed. The cliff now a slope, crowded with collapsed trees, firs, cedars, their roots torn loose from dark earth, the boles flattened as if the entire hillside had been struck by some unimaginable wind. Beneath a leaden sky, a vast forested valley clothed in mist stretched out across what had moments before been the waters of the strait.
The two skeletons pattered up to crowd her feet, heads darting.
‘I told you there’d be a forest,’ Telorast said.
Apsalar gestured at the wreckage on the slope immediately before them. ‘What happened here?’
‘Sorcery,’ Curdle said. ‘Dragons.’
‘Not dragons.’
‘No, not dragons. Telorast is right. Not dragons.’
‘Demons.’
‘Yes, terrible demons whose very breath is a warren’s gate, oh, don’t jump down those throats!’
‘No breath, Curdle,’ Telorast said. ‘Just demons. Small ones. But lots of them. Pushing trees down, one by one, because they’re mean and inclined to senseless acts of destruction.’
‘Like children.’
‘Right, as Curdle says, like children. Children demons. But strong. Very strong. Huge, muscled arms.’
‘So,’ Apsalar said, ‘dragons fought here.’
‘Yes,’ Telorast said.
‘In the Shadow Realm.’
‘Yes.’
‘Presumably, the same dragons that are now imprisoned within the stone circle.’
‘Yes.’
Apsalar nodded, then began making her way down. ‘This will be hard going. I wonder if I will save much time traversing the forest.’
‘Tiste Edur forest,’ Curdle said, scampering ahead. ‘They like their forests.’
‘All those natural shadows,’ Telorast added. ‘Power in permanence. Blackwood, bloodwood, all sorts of terrible things. The Eres were right to fear.’
In the distance a strange darkness was sliding across the treetops. Apsalar studied it. The carrack, casting an ethereal presence into this realm. She was seeing both worlds, a common enough occurrence. Yet, even so…someone is on that carrack. And that someone is important…
T’rolbarahl, ancient creature of the First Empire of Dessimbelackis, Dejim Nebrahl crouched at the base of a dead tree, or, rather, flowed like a serpent round the bleached, exposed roots, seven-headed, seven-bodied and mottled with the colours of the ground, the wood and the rocks. Fresh blood, slowly losing its heat, filled the D’ivers’ stomachs. There had been no shortage of victims, even in this wasteland. Herders, salt-miners, bandits, desert wolves, Dejim Nebrahl had fed continuously on this journey to the place of ambush.
The tree, thick-boled, squat, with only a few twisted branches surviving the centuries since it had died, rose from a crack in the rock between a flat stretch that marked the trail and an upthrust tower of pitted, wind-worn stone. The trail twisted at this point, skirting the edge of a cliff, the drop below ten or more man-heights to boulders and jagged rubble.
On the other side of the trail, more rocks rose, heaped, the stone cracked and shelved.
The D’ivers would strike here, from both sides, lifting free of the shadows.
Dejim Nebrahl was content. Patience easily purchased by fresh meat, the echoing screams of death, and now it need but await the coming of the victims, the ones the Nameless Ones had chosen.
Soon, then.
Plenty of room between the trees, a cathedral of shadows and heavy gloom, the flow of damp air like water against her face as Apsalar jogged onward, flanked by the darting forms of Telorast and Curdle. To her surprise, she was indeed making good time. The ground was surprisingly level and tree-falls seemed nonexistent, as if no tree in this expanse of forest ever died. She had seen no wildlife, had come upon no obvious game trail, yet there had been glades, circular sweeps of moss tightly ringed by evenly spaced cedars, or, if not cedar, then something much like it, the bark rough, shaggy, black as tar. The circles were too perfect to be natural, although no other evidence of intent or design was visible. In these places, the power of shadow was, as Telorast had said, fierce.
Tiste Edur, Kurald Emurlahn, their presence lingered, but only in the same manner as memories clung to graveyards, tombs and barrows. Old dreams snarled and fading in the grasses, in the twist of wood and the crystal latticework of stone. Lost whispers in the winds that ever wandered across such death-laden places. The Edur were gone, but their forest had not forgotten them.
A darkness ahead, something reaching down from the canopy, straight and thin. A rope, as thick round as her wrist, and, resting on the needle-strewn humus of the floor, an anchor.
Directly in her path. Ah, so even as I sensed a presence, so it in turn sensed me. This is, I think, an invitation.
She approached the rope, grasped it in both hands, then began climbing.
Telorast hissed below, ‘What are you doing? No, dangerous intruder! Terrible, terrifying, horrible, cruel-faced stranger! Don’t go up there! Oh, Curdle, look, she’s going.’
‘She’s not listening to us!’
‘We’ve been talking too much, that’s the problem.’
‘You’re right. We should say something important, so she starts listening to us again.’
‘Good thinking, Curdle. Think of something!’
‘I’m trying!’
Their voices faded away as Apsalar continued climbing. Among thick-needled branches now, old cobwebs strung between them, small, glittering shapes scampering about. The leather of her gloves was hot against her palms and her calves were beginning to ache. She reached the first of a series of knots and, planting her feet on it, she paused to rest. Glancing down, she saw nothing but black boles vanishing into mist, like the legs of some giant beast. After a few moments, she resumed her climb. Knots, now, every ten or so arm-lengths. Someone was being considerate.
The ebon hull of the carrack loomed above, crusted with barnacles, glistening. Reaching it, she planted her boots against the dark planks and climbed the last two man-heights to where the anchor line ran into a chute in the gunnel. Clambering over the side, she found herself near the three steps leading to the aft deck. Faint smudges of mist, slightly glowing, marked where mortals stood or sat: here and there, near rigging, at the side-mounted steering oar, one perched high among the shrouds. A far more substantial, solid figure was standing before the mainmast.
Familiar. Apsalar searched her memory, her mind rushing down one false trail after another. Familiar…yet not.
With a faint smile on his clean-shaven, handsome face, he stepped forward and held up both hands. ‘I’m not sure which name you go by now. You were little more than a child – was it only a few years ago? Hard to believe.’
Her heart was thudding hard against her chest, and she wondered at the sensation within her. Fear? Yes, but more than that. Guilt. Shame. She cleared her throat. ‘I have named myself Apsalar.’
A quick nod. Recognition, then his expression slowly changed. ‘You do not remember me, do you?’
‘Yes. No, I’m not sure. I should – I know that much.’
‘Difficult times, back then,’ he said, lowering his hands, but slowly, as if unsure how he would be received as he said, ‘Ganoes Paran.’
She drew off her gloves, driven by the need to be doing something, and ran the back of her right hand across her brow, was shocked to see it come away wet, the sweat beading, trickling, suddenly cold on her skin. ‘What are you doing here?’
‘I might ask you the same. I suggest we retire to my cabin. There is wine. Food.’ He smiled again. ‘In fact, I am sitting there right now.’
Her eyes narrowed. ‘It seems you have come into some power, Ganoes Paran.’
‘In a manner of speaking.’
She followed him to the cabin. As he closed the door behind her, his form faded, and she heard movement from the other side of the map-table. Turning, she saw a far less substantial Ganoes Paran. He was pouring wine, and when he spoke the words seemed to come from a vast distance. ‘You had best emerge from your warren now, Apsalar.’
She did so, and for the first time felt the solid wood beneath her, the pitch and sway of a ship at sea.
‘Sit,’ Paran said, gesturing. ‘Drink. There’s bread, cheese, salted fish.’
‘How did you sense my presence?’ she asked, settling into the bolted-down chair nearest her. ‘I was travelling through a forest—’
‘A Tiste Edur forest, yes. Apsalar, I don’t know where to begin. There is a Master of the Deck of Dragons, and you are sharing a bottle of wine with him. Seven months ago I was living in Darujhistan, in the Finnest House, in fact, with two eternally sleeping house-guests and a Jaghut manservant…although he’d likely kill me if he heard that word ascribed to him. Raest is not the most pleasant company.’
‘Darujhistan,’ she murmured, looking away, the glass of wine forgotten in her hand. Whatever confidence she felt she had gained since her time there was crumbling away, assailed by a swarm of disconnected, chaotic memories. Blood, blood on her hands, again and again. ‘I still do not understand…’
‘We are in a war,’ Paran said. ‘Oddly enough, there was something one of my sisters once said to me, when we were young, pitching toy armies against each other. To win a war you must come to know all the players. All of them. Living ones, who will face you across the field. Dead ones, whose legends are wielded like weapons, or held like eternally beating hearts. Hidden players, inanimate players – the land itself, or the sea, if you will. Forests, hills, mountains, rivers. Currents both seen and unseen – no, Tavore didn’t say all that; she was far more succinct, but it’s taken me a long time to fully understand. It’s not “know your enemy”. That’s simplistic and facile. No, it’s “know your enemies”. There’s a big difference, Apsalar, because one of your enemies could be the face in the silver mirror.’
‘Yet now you call them players, rather than enemies,’ she said. ‘Suggesting to me a certain shift in perspective – what comes, yes, of being the Master of the Deck of Dragons?’
‘Huh, I hadn’t thought about that. Players. Enemies. Is there a difference?’
‘The former implies…manipulation.’
‘And you would understand that well.’
‘Yes.’
‘Does Cotillion haunt you still?’
‘Yes, but not as…intimately.’
‘And now you are one of his chosen servants, an agent of Shadow. An assassin, just like the assassin you once were.’
She levelled her gaze on him. ‘What is your point?’
‘I’m not sure. I’m just trying to find my feet, regarding you, and whatever mission you are on right now.’
‘If you want details of that, best speak with Cotillion yourself.’
‘I am considering it.’
‘Is that why you have crossed an ocean, Ganoes Paran?’
‘No. As I said, we are at war. I was not idle in Darujhistan, or in the weeks before Coral. I was discovering the players…and among them, true enemies.’
‘Of you?’
‘Of peace.’
‘I trust you will kill them all.’
He seemed to wince, looked down at the wine in his glass. ‘For a short time, Apsalar, you were innocent. Naïve, even.’
‘Between the possession of a god and my awakening to certain memories.’
‘I was wondering, who created in you such cynicism?’
‘Cynicism? You speak of peace, yet twice you have told me we are at war. You have spent months learning the lie of the battle to come. But I suspect that even you do not comprehend the vastness of the coming conflict, the conflict we are in right now.’
‘You are right. Which is why I wanted to speak with you.’
‘It may be we are on different sides, Ganoes Paran.’
‘Maybe, but I don’t think so.’
She said nothing.
Paran refilled their glasses. ‘The pantheon is splitting asunder. The Crippled God is finding allies.’
‘Why?’
‘What? Well…I don’t really know. Compassion?’
‘And is that something the Crippled God has earned?’
‘I don’t know that, either.’
‘Months of study?’ Her brows rose.
He laughed, a response that greatly relieved her.
‘You are likely correct,’ she said. ‘We are not enemies.’
‘By “we” I take it you include Shadowthrone and Cotillion.’
‘As much as is possible, which isn’t as much as I would like. None can fathom Shadowthrone’s mind. Not even Cotillion, I suspect. Certainly not me. But he has shown…restraint.’
‘Yes, he has. Quite surprising, if you think about it.’
‘For Shadowthrone, the pondering of the field of battle has consumed years, maybe decades.’
He grunted, a sour expression on his face. ‘Good point.’
‘What role do you possess, Paran? What role are you seeking to play?’
‘I have sanctioned the Crippled God. A place in the Deck of Dragons. A House of Chains.’
She considered for a time, then nodded. ‘I can see the reason in that. All right, what has brought you to Seven Cities?’
He stared at her, then shook his head. ‘A decision I chewed on for what seemed forever, and you grasp my motives in an instant. Fine. I am here to counter an enemy. To remove a threat. Only, I am afraid I will not get there in time, in which case I will clean up the mess as best I can, before moving on—’
‘To Quon Tali.’
‘How – how did you know that?’
She reached for the brick of cheese, produced a knife from her sleeve and sliced off a piece. ‘Ganoes Paran, we are going to have a rather long conversation now. But first, where do you plan to make landfall?’
‘Kansu.’
‘Good, this will make my journey quicker. Two minuscule companions of mine are even now clambering onto the deck, having ascended via the trees. They will any moment begin hunting rats and other vermin, which should occupy them for some time. As for you and me, let us settle to this meal.’
He slowly leaned back in his chair. ‘We will reach port in two days. Something tells me those two days will fly past like a gull in a gale.’
For me as well, Ganoes Paran.
Ancient memories whispered through Dejim Nebrahl, old stone walls lit red with reflected fire, the cascade of smoke down streets filled with the dead and the dying, the luscious flow of blood in the gutters. Oh, there was a grandness to the First Empire, that first, rough flowering of humanity. The T’rolbarahl were, in Dejim’s mind, the culmination of truly human traits, blended with the strength of beasts. Savagery, the inclination towards vicious cruelty, the cunning of a predator that draws no boundaries and would sooner destroy one of its own kind than another. Feeding the spirit on the torn flesh of children. That stunning exercise of intelligence that could justify any action, no matter how abhorrent.
Mated with talons, dagger-long teeth and the D’ivers gift of becoming many from one…we should have survived, we should have ruled. We were born masters and all humanity were rightly our slaves. If only Dessimbelackis had not betrayed us. His own children.
Well, even among T’rolbarahl, Dejim Nebrahl was supreme. A creation beyond even the First Emperor’s most dread nightmare. Domination, subjugation, the rise of a new empire, this is what awaited Dejim, and oh how he would feed. Bloated, sated by human blood. He would make the new, fledgling gods kneel before him.
Once his task was complete, the world awaited him. No matter its ignorance, its blind disregard. That would all change, so terribly change.
Dejim’s quarry neared, drawn ever so subtly onto this deadly track. Not long now.
The seashell vest glimmered white in the morning light. Karsa Orlong had drawn it from his pack to replace the shredded remnants of the padded leather he had worn earlier. He sat on his tall, lean horse, the blood-spattered, stitched white fur cloak sweeping down from his broad shoulders. Bare-headed, with a lone, thick braid hanging down the right side of his chest, the dark hair knotted with fetishes: finger bones, strips of gold-threaded silk, bestial canines. A row of withered human ears was sewn onto his belt. The huge flint sword was strapped diagonally across his back. Two bone-handled daggers, each as long and broad-bladed as a short sword, were sheathed in the high moccasins that reached to just below his knees.
Samar Dev studied the Toblakai a moment longer, gaze lifting to fix on his tattooed face. The warrior was facing west, his expression unreadable. She turned back to check the tethers of the packhorses once more, then drew herself up and into the saddle. She settled the toes of her boots into the stirrups and gathered the reins. ‘Contrivances,’ she said, ‘that require no food or water, that do not tire or grow lame, imagine the freedom of such a world as that would bring, Karsa Orlong.’
The eyes he set upon her were those of a barbarian, revealing suspicion and a certain animal wariness. ‘People would go everywhere. What freedom in a smaller world, witch?’
Smaller? ‘You do not understand—’
‘The sound of this city is an offence to peace,’ Karsa Orlong said. ‘We leave it, now.’
She glanced back at the palace gate, closed with thirty soldiers guarding it. Hands restless near weapons. ‘The Falah’d seems disinclined for a formal leavetaking. So be it.’
The Toblakai in the lead, they met few obstacles passing through the city, reaching the west gate before the morning’s tenth bell. Initially discomforted by the attention they received from virtually every citizen, on the street and at windows of flanking buildings, Samar Dev had begun to see the allure of notoriety by the time they rode past the silent guards at the gate, enough to offer one of the soldiers a broad smile and a parting wave with one gloved hand.
The road they found themselves on was not one of the impressive Malazan feats of engineering linking the major cities, for the direction they had chosen led…nowhere. West, into the Jhag Odhan, the ancient plains that defied the farmer’s plough, the mythical conspiracy of land, rain and wind spirits, content only with the deep-rooted natural grasses, eager to wither every planted crop to blackened stalks, the soil blown into the sky. One could tame such land for a generation or two, but in the end the Odhan would reclaim its wild mien, fit for naught but bhederin, jackrabbits, wolves and antelope.
Westward, then, for a half-dozen or so days. Whereupon they would come to a long-dead river-bed wending north-westward, the valley sides cut and gnawed by the seasonal run-off from countless centuries past, gnarled now with sage brush and cacti and grey-oaks. Dark hills on the horizon where the sun set, a sacred place, the oldest maps noted, of some tribe so long extinct their name meant nothing.
Out onto the battered road, then, the city falling away behind them. After a time, Karsa glanced back and bared his teeth at her. ‘Listen. That is better, yes?’
‘I hear only the wind.’
‘Better than ten thousand tireless contrivances.’
He turned back, leaving Samar to mull on his words. Inventions cast moral shadows, she well knew, better than most, in fact. But…could simple convenience prove so perniciously evil? The action of doing things, laborious things, repetitive things, such actions invited ritual, and with ritual came meaning that expanded beyond the accomplishment of the deed itself. From such ritual self-identity emerged, and with it self-worth. Even so, to make life easier must possess some inherent value, mustn’t it?
Easier. Nothing earned, the language of recompense fading away until as lost as that ancient tribe’s cherished tongue. Worth diminished, value transformed into arbitrariness, oh gods below, and I was so bold as to speak of freedom! She kicked her horse forward until she came alongside the Toblakai. ‘But is that all? Karsa Orlong! I ask you, is that all?’
‘Among my people,’ he said after a moment, ‘the day is filled, as is the night.’
‘With what? Weaving baskets, trapping fish, sharpening swords, training horses, cooking, eating, sewing, fucking—’
‘Telling stories, mocking fools who do and say foolish things, yes, all that. You must have visited there, then?’
‘I have not.’
A faint smile, then gone. ‘There are things to do. And, always, witch, ways of cheating them. But no-one truly in their lives is naïve.’
‘Truly in their lives?’
‘Exulting in the moment, witch, does not require wild dancing.’
‘And so, without those rituals…’
‘The young warriors go looking for war.’
‘As you must have done.’
Another two hundred paces passed before he said, ‘Three of us, we came to deliver death and blood. Yoked like oxen, we were, to glory. To great deeds and the heavy shackles of vows. We went hunting children, Samar Dev.’
‘Children?’
He grimaced. ‘Your kind. The small creatures who breed like maggots in rotting meat. We sought – no, I sought – to cleanse the world of you and your kin. You, the cutters of forests, the breakers of earth, the binders of freedom. I was a young warrior, looking for war.’
She studied the escaped slave tattoo on his face. ‘You found more than you bargained for.’
‘I know all about small worlds. I was born in one.’
‘So, experience has now tempered your zeal,’ she said, nodding. ‘No longer out to cleanse the world of humanity.’
He glanced across and down at her. ‘I did not say that.’
‘Oh. Hard to manage, I would imagine, for a lone warrior, even a Toblakai warrior. What happened to your companions?’
‘Dead. Yes, it is as you say. A lone warrior cannot slay a hundred thousand enemies, even if they are children.’
‘A hundred thousand? Oh, Karsa, that’s barely the population of two Holy Cities. Your enemy does not number in the hundreds of thousands, it numbers in the tens of millions.’
‘That many?’
‘Are you reconsidering?’
He shook his head slowly, clearly amused. ‘Samar Dev, even tens of millions can die, one city at a time.’
‘You will need an army.’
‘I have an army. It awaits my return.’
Toblakai. An army of Toblakai, now that would be a sight to loosen the bladder of the Empress herself. ‘Needless to say, Karsa Orlong, I hope you never make it home.’
‘Hope as you like, Samar Dev. I shall do what needs doing in my own time. None can stop me.’
A statement, not a boast. The witch shivered in the heat.
They approached a range of cliffs marking the Turul’a Escarpment, the sheer face of the limestone pocked with countless caves. Cutter watched Heboric Ghost Hands urge his mount into a canter, drawing ahead, then reining in sharply, the reins cutting into his wrists, a flare of greenish fire blossoming at his hands.
‘Now what?’ the Daru asked under his breath.
Greyfrog bounded forward and halted at the old man’s side.
‘They sense something,’ Felisin Younger said behind Cutter. ‘Greyfrog says the Destriant is suddenly fevered, a return of the jade poison.’
‘The what?’
‘Jade poison, the demon says. I don’t know.’
Cutter looked at Scillara, who rode at his side, head lowered, almost sleeping in the saddle. She’s getting fat. Gods, on the meals we cook? Incredible.
‘His madness returns,’ Felisin said, her voice fearful. ‘Cutter, I don’t like this—’
‘The road cuts through, there.’ He pointed. ‘You can see the notch, beside that tree. We’ll camp just up ahead, at the base, and make the climb tomorrow.’
Cutter in the lead, they rode forward until they reached Heboric Ghost Hands. The Destriant was glaring at the cliff rearing before them, muttering and shaking his head. ‘Heboric?’
A quick, fevered glance. ‘This is the war,’ he said. Green flames flickered across his barbed hands. ‘The old belong to the ways of blood. The new proclaim their own justice.’ The old man’s toadlike face stretched into a ghastly grimace. ‘These two cannot – cannot – be reconciled. It is so simple, do you see? So simple.’
‘No,’ Cutter replied, scowling. ‘I do not see. What war are you talking about? The Malazans?’
‘The Chained One, perhaps he was once of the old kind. Perhaps, yes, he was that. But now, now he is sanctioned. He is of the pantheon. He is new. But then, what are we? Are we of the blood? Or do we bow to the justice of kings, queens, emperors and empresses? Tell me, Daru, is justice written in blood?’
Scillara asked, ‘Are we going to camp or not?’
Cutter looked at her, watched as she pushed rustleaf into the bowl of her pipe. Struck sparks.
‘They can talk all they want,’ Heboric said. ‘Every god must choose. In the war to come. Blood, Daru, burns with fire, yes? Yet…yet, my friend, it tastes of cold iron. You must understand me. I am speaking of what cannot be reconciled. This war – so many lives, lost, all to bury the Elder Gods once and for all. That, my friends, is the heart of this war. The very heart, and all their arguing means nothing. I am done with them. Done with all of you. Treach has chosen. He has chosen. And so must you.’
‘I don’t like choosing,’ Scillara said behind a wreath of smoke. ‘As for blood, old man, that’s a justice you can never put to sleep. Now, let us find a camp site. I’m hungry, tired and saddlesore.’
Heboric slipped down from his horse, gathered the reins, and made his way towards a side track. ‘There’s a hollow in the wall,’ he said. ‘People have camped there for millennia, why not us? One day,’ he added as he continued on, ‘the jade prison shall shatter, and the fools will stumble out, coughing in the ashes of their convictions. And on that day, they will realize that it’s too late. Too late to do a damned thing.’
More sparks and Cutter glanced over to see Felisin Younger lighting her own pipe. The Daru ran a hand through his hair, squinting in the glare of the sun’s light reflecting off the cliff-side. He dismounted. ‘All right,’ he said, leading his horse. ‘Let’s camp.’
Greyfrog bounded after Heboric, clambering over the rock like a bloated lizard.
‘What did he mean?’ Felisin asked Cutter as they made their way along the trail. ‘Blood and Elder Gods – what are Elder Gods?’
‘Old ones, mostly forgotten ones. There’s a temple dedicated to one in Darujhistan, must have stood there a thousand years. The god was named K’rul. The worshippers vanished long ago. But maybe that doesn’t matter.’
Tugging her own horse along in their wake, Scillara stopped listening to Cutter as he went on. Elder gods, new gods, blood and wars, it made little difference to her. She just wanted to rest her legs, ease the aches in her lower back, and eat everything they still had in the saddle-packs.
Heboric Ghost Hands had saved her, drawn her back into life, and that had lodged something like mercy in her heart, stifling her inclination to dismiss the mad old man outright. He was haunted in truth, and such things could drag the sanest mind into chaos. But what value could be found in trying to make sense of all that he said?
The gods, old or new, did not belong to her. Nor did she belong to them. They played their ascendancy games as if the outcome mattered, as if they could change the hue of the sun, the voice of the wind, as if they could make forests grow in deserts and mothers love their children enough to keep them. The rules of mortal flesh were all that mattered, the need to breathe, to eat, drink, to find warmth in the cold of night. And, beyond these struggles, when the last breath had been taken inside, well, she would be in no condition to care about anything, about what happened next, who died, who was born, the cries of starving children and the vicious tyrants who starved them – these were, she understood, the simple legacies of indifference, the consequences of the expedient, and this would go on in the mortal realm until the last spark winked out, gods or no gods.
And she could make peace with that. To do otherwise would be to rail at the inevitable. To do otherwise would be to do as Heboric Ghost Hands did, and look where it took him. Into madness. The truth of futility was the hardest truth of all, and for those clear-eyed enough to see it, there was no escape.
She had been to oblivion, after all, and had returned, and so she knew there was nothing to fear in that dream-thick place.
True to Heboric’s words, the rock shelter revealed the signs of countless generations of occupation. Boulder-lined hearths, red ochre paintings on the bleached walls, heaps of broken pottery and fire-split, charred bones. The clay floor of the hollow was packed hard as stone by countless passings. Nearby was the sound of trickling water, and Scillara saw Heboric crouched there, before a spring-fed pool, his glowing hands held over the placid, dark-mirror surface, as if hesitating to plunge them down into the coolness. White-winged butterflies danced in the air around him.
He journeyed with the gift of salvation. Something to do with the green glow of his hands, and the ghosts haunting him. Something to do with his past, and what he saw of the future. But he belonged to Treach now, Tiger of Summer. No reconciliation.
She spied a flat rock and walked over to sit, stretching out her weary legs, noting the bulge of her belly as she leaned back on her hands. Staring down upon it, cruel extrusion on what had once been a lithe form, forcing an expression of disgust on her features.
‘Are you with child?’
She glanced up, studied Cutter’s face, amused at his dawning revelation as it widened his eyes and filled them with alarm.
‘Bad luck happens,’ she said. Then, ‘I blame the gods.’