NOAH SPEAKS
“Don’t fret,” Weyland said, with a charming grin to take away any sense of sarcasm. “This is no trap. If you want to leave, then I will show you the way. But it is, in its own way, a manner of test. A Mistress of the Labyrinth would know the way out. If you learn well, then eventually you won’t need to ask me for guidance every time you want to leave.” Then he nodded at a blue-tiled archway to my left. “In this Idyll, tonight, that is the way back into the house of Idol Lane.”
“Tonight?”
“Every time you enter the Idyll it is slightly different, slightly reconfigured. Not much, but enough to confuse.”
“You have built yourself a tricky haven.”
“And do you blame me? With all these gods and witches and Kingmen and Mistresses and the gods know what other faerie creatures out to trap me?”
I could not answer that, and I found his gaze too direct, too challenging. I looked away, hating that he’d forced me to that evasive action.
“Noah…” He moved very close now, our linked hands pressed warm and tight between our bodies. “Do you want to trap me?”
“Of course. Every time you set that imp to work within my body I cursed you, and wished you every foul fate I could devise. I will see you trapped once more within the heart of the labyrinth, Asterion, if it is the last thing I—”
He kissed me, stopping the flow of my words.
I pulled my mouth away.
“I am sorry for that imp,” he said, very softly.
“No,” I said, “you enjoyed it.”
He kissed my neck, my ear. “When I set him, yes, of course I did.”
I flushed, remembering that night he’d taken on the glamour of Silvius, and taken my virginity within the stone hall.
“And when, in this life, you were far distant from me, then yes, I am afraid I enjoyed it when I set the imp to work. I knew it caused you pain and sorrow, and that fed my hatred of you.”
“And this,” I said, meaning his closeness now, his kisses, “does this feed your hatred of me?” Sweet gods, he knew how best to use his mouth. Damn it, this man was my forefather! I battened down my thoughts. I couldn’t let myself think of this now, not with Weyland so close.
He stood back, watching me curiously. “I don’t hate you now, Noah. If I hated you, then I would never have brought you to my Idyll.”
“You want to manipulate me, to use me.”
“That is why I brought you to Idol Lane, yes. But that has changed. It is what I no longer want.”
My face set in hard, disbelieving lines.
“I loved Ariadne, and in return she had me murdered. For millennia, Noah, I hated the very thought of love. I distrusted it.” His voice became very soft. “But what if I had been mistaken? What if love provided, not a trap, but a shelter?”
I went cold. There, again, the use of the word shelter. All he had to do was to ask me for shelter and I would be lost. My goddess name meant shelter, it defined who I was. If he asked for shelter, then I would need to give it. Worse, Weyland was defining shelter in terms of love. I need shelter, Noah. I need love. All he had to add to that was, Give it to me, I ask it of you, and I would—both shelter and love, for Weyland had bound the two concepts together so tightly they could not be separated.
How did he know? How?
I tried to feel panic, fought for panic, but in the end all I could summon was a quiet calmness at the prospect. Perhaps that was resignation.
Perhaps.
Weyland stepped back, although he still held my hand loosely. “Come to bed, Noah, and talk with me a while.”
“We can talk here well enough.”
His mouth twitched. “When we lie side by side, naked, then there can be no secrets between us. That makes for good conversation.”
I stared at him, and he laughed at the
expression on my face.
He led me to a chamber several archways and bridges and cloisters distant from the entry vestibule. The chamber was intimate, although not claustrophobic, with a domed ceiling painted a deep blue and patterned with pink and scarlet flowers rioting amid soft grey-green leaves. It was beautiful, and I think I might have embarrassed myself by staring at it a moment too long. I lowered my gaze eventually, and saw that directly under its apex stood a circular bed loosely draped with silken sheets and scattered with soft pillows.
“There is a washing chamber through there,” Weyland said, indicating a small arched doorway to one side, “and a closet stocked with robes and linens through there.” He nodded to another doorway. “There is nothing you can lack for. Except Brutus, of course.”
His voice became tighter at this last, and I glanced at him, surprised by this evidence of jealousy. He hadn’t been jealous when he’d lain with me as Silvius and all I’d thought about was Brutus.
But now he was. Why?
Weyland was disrobing, laying his shirt and breeches carefully atop a chest to one side of the bed.
I averted my eyes and turned my back, twisting my arms behind myself to undo the buttons of my bodice. I could have used the washroom, but that would have admitted defeat.
The next moment I heard him step up behind me, and then his hands brushed mine aside, and he deftly undid the buttons and laces of both bodice and skirt.
“They will need to be hung,” I said, thinking to take them from his hand and into the clothes room where I might escape his presence, even for a moment. But Weyland paid me no attention, draping the clothes over a chair which had mysteriously appeared just to our side.
I closed my eyes, gathered my courage, and stepped out of my chemise and petticoat, and then my underdrawers.
“Where is the bracelet, Noah?”
I held up my left arm, and, lo, there it twinkled. It came and went mostly to my summons.
He touched it, and it vanished.
That startled me, for it was not of my doing.
“I did not like Cornelia,” he said. “Perhaps we can do without the bracelet.”
I nodded, and glanced at the bed. Thank the gods it had silken linens for me to hide my nakedness beneath.
In the instant before I bolted for the bed I felt his hand caress my back, running lightly over the scars the imp had made, and I flinched away.
“You said you would not touch my naked body.”
Abruptly the warmth of his hand vanished. “I apologise. Now, come to bed, Noah, and talk to me before we sleep.”
I turned and walked the few steps to the bed, climbing in and sliding the silk sheet over me, trying not to appear as if I rushed, but knowing from the amused gleam in his eyes that he had noted my hurry.
He lay down beside me, not bothering to hide his nakedness.
“Of what do you wish to speak?” I said.
“Ah, how formal you are.”
He lay close to me, not touching, but I could feel his warmth even so.
“Talk to me of Catling, Noah,” he said.
My eyes filmed with tears. Damn him. That hurt was too recent for me to talk of it unemotionally.
“Noah?”
Ah, gods, if that care and concern in his voice was forced pretence then he was a far better actor than I had ever given him credit for.
I heard and felt him turn over.
“Was it because she was not a daughter of Brutus that you disliked her?” he said. “You always seemed so detached from her. I found that odd.”
“You never commented on it,” I managed to say.
His voice was amused. “Being an evil Minotaur, I had other things on my mind than mother-daughter relationships.”
“Do not jest about it!”
“Noah, I’m sorry. What could she have done that has caused you so much distress?”
How to answer that? Well, Asterion, you see, I brought the Troy Game itself into your house, save that I did not know she was the Troy Game, because I thought she was my beloved daughter.
“I lost a daughter once,” I said.
“I did not know,” he said. There was infinite sympathy in his voice, and no question. He had left it up to me as to whether or not I continued.
Naturally, at that sympathy, and that tact, I began to babble.
“In my life as Cornelia, Brutus hated me, had gone to Genvissa, and I thought that the only way to get him back was to fall pregnant to him. I did, a daughter…oh, I wanted her so much! I wanted someone to love me. My son was all Brutus’ child, and I thought that even if I lost Brutus to Genvissa completely then I would have his child, and she would love me…”
I stopped, aware that not only was I babbling nonsense but I was crying openly, and completely unable to stop myself. All the emotions of the past few days had bubbled to the surface at Weyland’s kindness (false kindness it may have been, but at this point any kindness at all had the power to undo me). One of my hands, dangerously trembly, dashed at the tears, and I continued relentlessly along the road to utter destruction.
“I was seven months pregnant, Brutus had abandoned me completely. Genvissa thought to rid herself of me, and of the child. One night she…she—”
“You lost your daughter through Genvissa’s malevolence.”
“And my own life as well…but Mag came to me, and saved me, and set me on the road to—”
“To my complete obliteration. Yes. But the daughter? Mag did not save her?”
I had never thought of that. Mag had saved me, but not my daughter. I was the more severely damaged of the two of us. If Mag could have saved me then she could have given breath to an infant that was but two months shy of full-term.
She could have saved my daughter, and yet she didn’t.
“No,” I said. “No. And I thought…I believed I would have my daughter back one day…and Catling…”
“Catling was not what you expected.”
I couldn’t talk about it. I put my hands over my face, hating my tears.
With a sigh, Weyland moved closer and gathered me into his arms.
“Noah…” he began, kissing my brow in comfort rather than passion, and then—
Then it was if the chamber vanished. And all I could see was Silvius, leaning down to Louis, driving an arrow through Louis’ hand and deeper and deeper into Louis’ brain.
I gasped, unable to help myself, and Weyland’s arms tightened about me.