Thirteen
“I have no idea what you’re talking about,”
Eve told him. Pavane angled his head and regarded her suspiciously.
“I speak of the fulfillment of the prophecy, of course. I speak of
the T’airna woman destined to restore her once mighty lineage. For
eight score years and ten I have waited in wretched darkness for
the enchantress with the power to pierce the realms and call me
back. I waited for you.”
“No. You’re wrong,” she insisted, shaking her head,
even as things that Grand had told her—or tried to—about her
destiny came to mind. “I didn’t call anyone back from anywhere. I
don’t practice magic. And even if I did, I certainly don’t have the
kind of power to . . .” She swept her hand in the air. “To do what
you said, piercing realms and the rest of it. I wouldn’t even know
where to begin.”
“That proves I am right. You don’t need to know;
you are. Before I departed this realm, I joined my essence
to the talisman with a binding spell. I knew that only the
prophesized one, she with the true gift of T’airna blood, would be
able to summon the full power of the talisman to release the
binding spell and summon me as well. And that’s what you have done.
All my praise and gratitude is yours, dear Enchantress.”
Eve struggled to make sense of what he was saying.
Could he be right? Could Grand be right? No, this was no time to
start wondering about Grand’s predictions. She couldn’t even wrap
her brain around what was happening at that moment. Could it be
true that she somehow, unknowingly, brought about Pavane’s return
by—how had he put it—summoning the talisman’s power and him along
with it?
Consequences, there were always consequences. And
judging by her experience, they were usually bad. How could she
have forgotten that? She hadn’t forgotten, she realized. She’d
simply wanted to help Hazard enough to put her convictions aside
and hope for the best. And now the lamentable result was standing
right in front of her, hands outstretched, and moving closer.
This time she couldn’t help flinching.
“Touch her and die, Pavane.”
Hazard’s voice came from behind her, soft and
deadly and at that moment the most heartening sound she’d ever
heard. It didn’t matter that he was still trapped behind the shield
she’d conjured; she believed, with the same unsubstantiated
certainty with which she once believed in Santa Claus, that he
wouldn’t allow anything bad to happen to her.
Pavane sneered contemptuously, but he didn’t move
any closer to her.
“Yours?” he inquired of Hazard.
“Not really,” Hazard returned in a careless drawl.
“I simply enjoy taking women away from you. Not that it’s much of a
challenge. Especially now. I didn’t think it was possible for you
to look more withered and decrepit than when I saw you last.” He
paused just long enough to run his derisive gaze down to Pavane’s
feet and back up. “I was wrong.”
Pavane tried to hide his displeasure with a raspy
laugh, but it was obvious Hazard had hit a sore spot.
“You lie,” Pavane said to him. “And try to distract
me with insults. But I see the truth. You have feelings for the
enchantress; that will make the coming days all the sweeter for
me.”
“I’ll tell you what’s sweet,” countered Hazard.
“Knowing you went to all the trouble of sending yourself on a
roundtrip to nowhere just so you could come back here and end up
dead at my hands.”
“It’s I who should have killed you, you swine,”
retorted Pavane. “Instead, I bowed to pride and vengeance and
cursed you, and by doing so I cursed myself. Immortality, that was
my curse to you.”
Eve stiffened as if she’d touched a live wire.
Immortality? Somewhere in her brain a dam let go and bits and
pieces of information that had been getting caught and accumulating
there rushed forward. The curious, dated aspects of the tale Hazard
told of being cursed . . . and the curious, dated quality of his
speech and his manners. The way Pavane was dressed, and his claim
that he’d been waiting for her for eight score years and
ten, and how quickly Hazard had recognized him.
The only explanation that made sense made no sense:
the man who’d appeared before them today wasn’t a descendent of the
original Phineas Pavane as she’d first thought; he was the
original. The man who stole the talisman from her family was the
same man who used it to curse Hazard. And suddenly the notion that
it was an immortality curse didn’t only sound less crazy, it
sounded like the truth.
Lines spoken by Taggart just moments ago ran
through her head . . . red for life, black for death, white for
passage safe. And there had also been something about a last
desire. She’d wondered what all that had to do with a bad-luck
curse, but she’d figured they knew better than she did. Glancing
down, she saw the pocket watch Taggart had placed on the mirror
with such care. Magic was full of pomp and metaphor, and a watch
was the perfect symbol for the passage of time, far better suited
to immortality than bad luck.
It all added up to one thing: if Pavane was telling
the truth, then Hazard hadn’t.
It was as simple and as devious as that.
He’d lied to her, and used her . . . or tried to.
He might well have succeeded if Pavane and his binding spell hadn’t
gotten in the way. Eve could feel her face growing hot as the
direction of her thoughts made her bristle and fume inwardly. The
ritual was meant to block the energy fueling the curse so that
natural order would be restored. And it didn’t take a genius or an
evil sorcerer to figure out that for a man cursed with immortality
two hundred years ago, the natural order was dead.
If things had gone as planned, Hazard would be
dead. And she would have had a hand in it. The realization
infuriated her, but the sharp sudden pain in her chest went deeper
than anger. It cut right through to the fear buried beneath all the
little bits and pieces of life that make up the days and the weeks
and the years, all the things that dull and distract and make it
possible to go on living when you’ve lost someone you love, when
grief and guilt join forces and threaten to obliterate everything
you were before, and everything you could have been.
Refusing to give in to fear, she concentrated on
breathing, and to listening to Pavane rant about his reason for
cursing Hazard, his twisted desire for Hazard to go on living so he
would feel the pain of losing someone he loved over and over
again.
“A fitting punishment for your transgression, don’t
you think?” Pavane taunted.
Hazard refused to take the bait. He stood with arms
folded, his weight resting on one leg, saying nothing. He appeared
almost bored save the dark steel blade of his gaze fixed
unblinkingly on Pavane’s face.
“That foolish curse cost me dearly,” Pavane went
on, his wild-eyed expression turning bitter. “Better I had taken my
revenge by ripping your still-beating heart from your chest and
been done with you. Cursing you drained the talisman of its power,
power I needed, power I had earned, and without it . . .”
His words were choked off; he stared into the
distance, rigid with anger and resentment. “Without it I was at the
mercy of those who sought to do me great harm. I had no choice but
to do what I did. If I wanted to live, I had to seem to die. And
bide my time.”
There was a faint rasping sound as he pulled in a
deep breath. He looked from Hazard to her with a malicious smile,
and then with surprising speed he snatched the talisman off the
pedestal and held it in his clenched fist. “Now I’m back and all is
well. Or soon will be. I have my talisman, and soon I will
have—”
“Your talisman?” Eve blurted before she
could stop herself. “That pendant belongs to me. It was stolen from
my family over two centuries ago.”
“Not stolen,” he corrected. “Claimed. By me.
Foolish Maura. She hoped to win my favor with her tale of the
powerful talisman that safeguarded T’airna hearts, and she got her
wish. I favored her then as I now favor you, sweet Enchantress.” He
pinned Eve with his gaze. “Though I expect you to prove a great
deal more useful to me.”
His tongue came snaking over his lips in
anticipation.
“Is that why you murdered her?” Eve asked. “Because
she wasn’t useful?”
“She was beyond useless,” he replied, not bothering
to deny the accusation. “And you have already proven to me you are
not. You are the one awaited, the most powerful enchantress in a
millennium. Together we will be unstoppable.”
“I stopped you once,” Hazard reminded him. “And
I’ll do it again.”
“Silence, blackguard.” With the hand not clutching
the talisman Pavane scooped a ball of fire from the candle flames
and hurled it at Hazard. It hit the shield and bounced back at
Pavane, but just before it struck him, Pavane serenely lifted his
hand and the fireball disappeared.
“Parlor tricks,” scoffed Hazard. “Is that the best
you can do, old man?”
“Take down your shield and I will show you my
best,” Pavane shot back.
“You’re the big bad sorcerer—take it down
yourself.”
Hazard wanted the shield down and he was trying to
goad Pavane into doing it, Eve realized, not sure how she felt
about that. She was wary of what might happen if he and Pavane were
both unleashed.
Pavane appeared to consider the challenge and then
shook his head. “I think not. I have much to catch up on and much
planning to do. And besides, I want to savor the anticipation of
your grisly demise as long as possible.”
As he turned toward the door, Eve—driven by
something stronger than common sense—blocked his path. She nodded
at the talisman in his hand. “That belongs to me,” she said
again.
He smiled. “And you want it?”
“Yes, I do.”
He twined the chain around and through his fingers
and then held his hand up so that the pendant dangled in front of
him.
Eve gasped. His palm and the inside of his fingers
were red and smoldering, as if he’d grabbed a handful of hot embers
and embedded them in his flesh. She could feel the heat six feet
away.
“Come and take it from me, Enchantress.”
“Don’t do it, Eve,” ordered Hazard. He no longer
looked or sounded the least bit bored.
She hesitated, itching to snatch the pendant from
him but afraid to get close enough to do it.
“No?” Pavane laughed softly and moved his hand just
enough to make the pendant swing back and forth. “Don’t fret. You
shall see your precious talisman again; you shall see both of us
again. And soon. I promise you that.”
With that same surprising swiftness, he brushed
past her. “Follow him,” Hazard growled at Taggart, who was already
on his way. Then he slammed his fists against the shield and
shouted, “Stop. First take down this blasted shield.”
“Can’t,” Taggart said with an impatient nod at Eve.
“It’s her doing. Only she can take it down.”
He was gone before the words were out, and Hazard
shifted his frustrated glare to Eve. “Do it. Now.”
She didn’t care for his tone, but she didn’t think
that was the moment to say so. Not sure exactly how she was
supposed to do it now, she tried the opposite of what she
did the first time. She focused on making the shield disappear and
it worked.
As soon as it was gone, Hazard bolted forward and
was out of the room in two long strides. By the time Eve reached
the hallway, he was standing at the open front door. Though he had
his back to her, she could tell he was glaring out at the
street—his hands were balled into fists and he seemed to be
straining at the end of an invisible leash. After a few seconds, he
slammed the door and turned around.
Still glaring.
He looked volatile, and if she had been even a tiny
bit less consumed by her own ire, Eve might have reasoned that
perhaps it also wasn’t the time to launch an important and quite
possibly contentious discussion.
As it was, she didn’t give a damn. She was feeling
more than a little volatile herself. In the very pit of her stomach
was a churning brew of anger and indignation and blind panic over
what might have been.
“Would you mind explaining to me what just
happened?” she asked.
He responded to the cool note of demand in her
voice by raising one dark brow. “Why? You saw everything I
saw.”
“Yes, but apparently I don’t know everything you
know. I don’t like being kept in the dark. And I don’t like being
used.”
He looked as startled, and hurt, as if she’d struck
him. “I didn’t use you. I never would. As for lying . . . I simply
told you what you needed to know.”
“You told me it was a bad-luck curse. Was that a
lie?”
He shrugged. “It’s an interpretation of the truth.
The curse has been nothing but bad luck and misery for me from the
day it happened.”
“And exactly what day was that?”
After a slight hesitation, he said, “May 3.
1828.”
So it was true. Stunningly, bizarrely true. And
though she’d already pretty much come to that conclusion on her
own, it was still jarring, and more than a little strange, to hear
him say it.
“So Pavane was telling the truth,” she said. “About
everything.”
“It would seem so.” His tone was rueful on the
surface, bitter underneath. “Though I need to investigate his claim
that he was able to attach himself to the talisman with a binding
spell before I can say for sure. I didn’t think he had the skill or
the power to pull off something like that.”
“He had the power of the talisman to tap into,” Eve
pointed out.
“Did he? I seem to recall him blaming me for
draining that power by provoking him into cursing me.”
“But he also said that I summoned the talisman’s
full power. How could I do that if cursing you drained it? Can a
talisman recharge itself?” she asked.
Hazard gave a slight shrug. “It’s your
talisman.”
“But I haven’t spent close to two hundred years
obsessing over it the way you have,” Eve retorted.
He shrugged again, but his black brows lowered in
concentration. “I know it wouldn’t be possible for it to
spontaneously regenerate. Something from nothing. It doesn’t work
that way. For all its mystery, magic is governed by a few—a very
few—principles, the exchange of energy being one of them.”
Eve nodded. The idea was vaguely familiar to her
from long-ago discussions with Grand. “That means the energy from
the talisman must have gone somewhere. It couldn’t
disappear.”
“Or be destroyed,” he added with a confirming
nod.
“So where is it?”
Silence.
After a moment of thought, he said, “There is a law
of physics that might apply. Actually, it’s a law of thermodynamics
that deals with the creation of an efficient system of energy
transfer related to—”
Eve held up a hand. “Stop. You’re making my head
ache. If the answer involves learning thermodynamics, I’ll just
remain in suspense.”
She turned to walk back into the living room, but
before she made it through the doorway he was at her side. She
tensed in surprise when he caught her by the arm.
“How the hell do you do that?” she demanded before
he had a chance to speak. “Move so quickly. You did the same thing
the other night in the garage.”
“I don’t know.”
“Oh please,” she snapped, trying to pull free and
failing. His hold on her upper arm was gentle but inescapable. “If
you don’t want to tell me, don’t. But don’t lie.”
“I’m not lying. Certain . . . enhanced qualities
came along with the curse. Speed is one of them. I can also do
things without getting hurt that I shouldn’t be able to.”
“Like dropping fifty feet onto concrete and walking
away?”
He nodded. “Like that. I still feel pain, and I can
still be injured, but never seriously, and not often. And when it
does happen, I heal quickly.”
“So, invincible and faster than a speeding bullet .
. . that’s your idea of bad luck?”
“It’s more complicated than that,” he insisted, his
voice troubled, his eyes grim.
Eve resisted the thread of sympathy that tugged on
her heart when she looked into those eyes.
“Yeah, I’m sure immortality’s a real bitch,” she
said. “That must be why people have been searching for the key to
it since, oh, the dawn of time.”
He dragged his free hand through his hair
impatiently. “Those people are idiots; they don’t appreciate what
they have. I didn’t when I had it.”
“You still have what they have. You just have lots
more of it.”
“Exactly. Too much of anything lessens its value.
It can even make some things unbearable.”
“An astute insight,” she told him. “But then you’ve
had a lot of time to work on it. And just for the record, if you’re
trying to make me feel sorry for you, it’s not working.”
“I don’t want you to feel sorry for me. I don’t
want you to feel anything for me. That’s the reason I didn’t tell
you the truth about the curse in the first place.”
“Really?” she challenged. “I figured it was because
you knew if you were honest with me about what you were planning to
do, I wouldn’t help you.”
“I never wanted you to help. That was all Taggart’s
doing,” he reminded her, disgusted. “Deciding at the last minute
that he didn’t have enough power to do it on his own. And it was
you who insisted on being here. If it had been left up to me, you
wouldn’t have been anywhere near here when . . .”
“When you died?” Eve interjected when he hesitated
for a split second. “That is what was supposed to happen, right? If
the ritual went according to plan, you would have ended up
dead.”
“That was one possibility,” he allowed.
“Name another.”
“My research showed it was possible that if the
curse was ended, my life could pick up where it left off and I
would resume aging naturally.”
“Possible. But not likely.” She said it
serenely, as if she didn’t feel a silly little puff of hope at the
prospect of a happier ending.
He lifted his shoulder in an uneasy shrug. “There’s
not a great deal of verifiable information on the subject of
immortality curses. In fact, there’s none.”
“How convenient.” She glanced pointedly at his hand
on her arm. “Please let me go.”
With obvious reluctance, he let his hand drop and
then followed her into the living room, where she paced around, too
wound up to sit.
“I need a drink,” she said when her gaze landed on
the bar.
Hazard immediately went to there and returned with
a glass holding more whiskey than she’d had to drink in her entire
life. She hated whiskey.
She lifted the glass and downed a third of it,
paused, and swallowed another mouthful. It burned all the way to
her belly, but after a minute or so it began to smooth the jagged
edges of her nerves. She put the glass down and paced some
more.
“You may not have wanted or needed my active
participation,” she conceded, “but you wanted the pendant.”
“And I had it,” he reminded her. “That night at the
park, you gave it to me to hold and then forgot about it. I didn’t
have to give it back.”
“Why did you?”
“Damned if I know,” he muttered. “It’s not like me
to be noble and self-sacrificing.”
Eve wasn’t so certain of that; every time she
thought she was seeing Hazard’s true colors, they changed right
before her eyes.
“I didn’t want to steal it from you,” he told her.
“Or trick you out of it. I don’t know why other than that your good
opinion mattered to me . . . more than anything has mattered in a
long time.”
“You didn’t think lying to me—especially about
something like this—would affect my opinion of you?”
His expression turned stubborn. “I lied because I
had to . . . to protect you. And I hoped you’d never find out the
truth.”
“How did you plan to pull that off? Death is a
little hard to slip by someone.”
“I made arrangements,” he replied. “Everything
would have been fine if Taggart had just stuck to the plan instead
of dragging you into it and opening the door for Pavane. Then when
it was over he would have come down and returned the pendant to you
as promised. He would explain to you that the ritual was a success,
but that I was in no condition to talk to anyone and would be in
touch soon. After a day or two he would mail a note I’d written
ahead of time, thanking you and telling you I’d been called away
and wasn’t sure how long I’d be gone.”
“And then I’d never hear from you again.”
His perfect mouth curved into a small, jaded smile.
“Not the most chivalrous approach, but the best I could do under
the circumstances.”
“I see.”
“Do you?” he asked, drawing nearer until he was
standing dangerously close, so close she had to tip her head back
to meet his eyes. He gazed down at her, studying her face as if it
mattered very much to him that she understood what he was trying to
tell her. “I didn’t want you involved in this because I didn’t want
you to feel responsible for what happened. I didn’t want you to
suffer any guilt or regrets after I was gone. I didn’t want you
hurt.”
“Too late,” she said softly.