CHAPTER 2

Rogan liked the girl so well that he
arranged for her to live with him in his hotel for the next week.
This involved complicated financial arrangements with the
proprietor, but he didn’t mind. Rosalie was delighted. Rogan got an
almost paternal satisfaction out of her pleasure.
She was even more thrilled when she learned that
his hotel was the world-famous Vier Jahrezeiten, the most luxurious
hotel in postwar Hamburg, its service in the grand manner of the
old Kaiser Germany.
Rogan treated Rosalie like a princess that week. He
gave her money for new clothes, and he took her to the theater and
to fine restaurants. She was an affectionate girl, but there was a
strange blankness in her that puzzled Rogan. She responded to him
as if he were something to love, just as a pet dog is something to
love. She stroked his body as impersonally as she would stroke a
fur coat, purring with the same kind of pleasure. One day she came
back unexpectedly from a shopping trip and found Rogan cleaning his
Walther P-38 pistol. That Rogan should own such a weapon was a
matter of complete indifference to her. She really didn’t care, and
she didn’t question him about it. Although Rogan was relieved that
she reacted this way, he knew it wasn’t natural.
Experience had taught Rogan that he needed a week’s
rest after one of his attacks. His next move was to Berlin, and
toward the end of the week he debated whether or not to take
Rosalie along to the divided city. He decided against it. Things
might end badly, and she would be hurt through no fault of her own.
On the last night he told her he would be leaving her in the
morning and gave her all the cash in his wallet. With that strange
blankness, she took the money and tossed it on the bed. She gave no
sign of emotion other than a purely physical one of animal hunger.
Because it was their last night together she wanted to make love
for as long as possible. She began to take off her clothes. As she
did so she asked casually, “Why must you go to Berlin?”
Rogan studied her creamy shoulders. “Business,” he
said.
“I looked in your special envelopes, all seven of
them. I wanted to know more about you.” She pulled off her
stockings. “The night you met me you killed Karl Pfann, and his
envelope and photograph are marked with the number two. The
envelope and picture of Albert Moltke are marked ‘number one,’ so I
went to the library and found the Vienna newspapers. Moltke was
killed a month ago. Your passport shows you were in Austria at that
time. Envelopes three and four are marked with the names of Eric
and Hans Freisling, and they live in Berlin. So you are going to
Berlin to kill them when you leave me tomorrow. And you plan to
kill the other three men also, numbers five, six, and seven. Isn’t
that true?”
Rosalie spoke matter-of-factly, as if his plans
were not extraordinary in any way. Naked, she sat on the edge of
the bed, waiting for him to make love to her. For a bizarre moment
Rogan thought of killing her and rejected it; and then he realized
that it would not be necessary. She would never betray him. There
was that curious blankness in her eyes, as if she had no capacity
to distinguish between good and evil.
He knelt before her on the bed and bent his head
between her breasts. He took her hand in his, and it was warm and
dry; she was not afraid. He guided her hand to the back of his
skull, made her run her fingers over the silver plate. It was
concealed by hair brushed over it, and part of it was overgrown
with a thin membrane of dead, horny skin; but he knew she could
feel the metal. “Those seven men did that to me,” he said. “It
keeps me alive, but I’ll never see any grandchildren. I’ll never
live to be an old man sitting in the sun.”
Her fingers touched the back of his skull, not
recoiling from the metal or the horny, dead flesh. “I’ll help you
if you want me to,” she said; and he could smell the scent of roses
on her and he thought, knowing it was sentimental, that roses were
for weddings, not for death.
“No,” he said. “I’ll leave tomorrow. Forget about
me. Forget you ever saw those envelopes. OK?”
“OK,” Rosalie said, “I’ll forget about you.” She
paused, and for a moment that curious emptiness left her and she
asked, “Will you forget about me?”
“No,” Rogan said.