3
Which brings me back around to where I was, more
or less: standing in Ginny Parris’s drying blood and swallowing the
bitter pill of her true identity with a growing sense of
dread.
‘Rafi’s girlfriend.’ I repeated the words.
‘Yeah,’ Coldwood confirmed with a laconic nod.
‘I note the pained emphasis, Castor. I know Pen Bruckner is the
only woman who deserves that label in your book, but this is all
ancient history now. Ginny Parris was named on the incident sheet
when Ditko was first brought into the Stanger for psych evaluation.
Her statement was still there in the paperwork, and that’s how she
described herself. Relationship to patient: girlfriend.’
He stared at me for a moment, as if he was
expecting me to argue the point. It was the last thing on my
mind.
‘So,’ I said, my casual tone sounding hollow
even to me, ‘did your forensics boys come up with anything?’
Gary shrugged with his eyebrows. ‘They took
prints,’ he said.
‘From where?’
‘The door. The broken table. The light. Even a
good virtual from the dead woman’s throat. Whoever it was didn’t go
out of his way to be discreet.’
‘Whoever it was?’ I must have sounded like I was
clutching at straws.
Coldwood’s eyebrows rose and fell in a virtual
shrug. ‘We haven’t had a chance to match them yet,’ he said.
‘That’s what we’re doing now. Ditko’s prints are on file. If it was
him, we should get a positive in the next couple of minutes.’
He looked past me towards the door. ‘So he comes
in through the door,’ he said didactically. ‘We’ll assume it’s a
he. He doesn’t force it. Doesn’t have to. Left hand on the knob,
which is consistent with using a key. Smeared print on the lintel
above the door, which we’re taking to mean . . .’
‘That’s where she kept the spare,’ I said.
Coldwood smiled dryly. ‘You’ve got a larcenous
mind, Fix.’
‘I keep the wrong company. Coppers,
mainly.’
Gary let the insult slide, turning his head as
his gaze travelled from the door to the broken table and then on to
the bed. ‘She hasn’t heard him yet. Most likely she’s asleep. He
walks towards her. Maybe he smashes the table then, to wake her up,
to get her attention. Maybe he just says her name. But she hears
something anyway, and she reaches out for the light.’ He glanced
down at the bedside lamp lying on its side on the floor: its feeble
little pool of radiance reminded me of a votive candle in a funeral
chapel. ‘She turns the lamp on, but her hand slips - probably she’s
panicking a little. The lamp falls but doesn’t break. She can see
him now. Her gentleman caller - again, just for the sake of
argument. He doesn’t touch the lamp himself. No prints of his
anywhere around there. So evidently he doesn’t mind being
seen.’
Coldwood turned again, to look at the window. My
gaze followed his, and a little bile rose in my throat as I stared
at Ginny’s broken body.
‘The fingerprints on the throat were a telling
little detail,’ Coldwood ruminated. ‘I mean, given that the cause
of death wasn’t strangulation. It ties in with what you said about
him being in here with her for a long time. He held her by the
throat, but he wasn’t trying to kill her. Not straight away.’
‘You don’t know that.’
Gary was measuring angles with his eye, his head
turning to the bed, to the window, back to the bed. ‘Yes, we do,’
he said absently. ‘Well, if it’s Ditko we do. Because he could have
snapped her neck one-handed in half a second. He might have been
giving her a shiatsu massage, or intimidating her, or feeling for a
pulse, or doing pretty much anything else, but the one thing he
wasn’t doing right then was killing her. So . . .’
He paced out the distance from the corpse to the
bed, walking around the tangle of bedclothes.
‘So there was something else,’ I finished.
‘Something he did first. Or tried to do.’
‘Makes sense, doesn’t it?’ Gary knelt at the
head of the bed, staring at the headboard. I’d only just noticed
that there was blood on it, and on the pillows beneath it. ‘What do
you make of this?’ he asked, pointing.
I thought of the emotions - recent, strong -
that hung in the air of the room like a visible fog. Fear had been
the most vivid of all, but hope had been in the mix too. Ginny
Parris knew what Rafi was now: who he bunked with. But at least
once after she woke up and realised she wasn’t alone in the room,
she had thought she might make it out of this alive. What did that
mean? That she saw Rafi, as well as Asmodeus? Spoke to him?
I tried to piece it together in my mind.
‘He was holding her still,’ I said tentatively.
‘Maybe while he talked to her.’
‘About what?’
‘No idea. Maybe I’m barking up the wrong tree.
But whatever they were doing, he started to get angry. The blood on
the headboard means she was injured here, right?’
‘Lesion to the back of the head. Lots of
superimposed lacerations.’ Gary smacked the back of one hand into
the palm of the other. ‘Bang, bang, bang. Then he lets go of her,
and she runs. But for the window. Why not the door?’
I ignored the question because I was still
thinking about the previous one. If it was
Rafi - Asmodeus - then what would he want to talk to Ginny about?
Would she still have connections among Fanke’s all-American
satanists? Fanke himself was dead, but did she still subscribe to
the newsletter? Attend the AGM? Was he shaking her down for a phone
number or an address? That didn’t feel right, somehow. Surely
Asmodeus would have better ways of making contact with the
necromantic fraternity than dropping in on Rafi’s ex? And if he
wanted to send a message, he’d probably have had enough
self-control not to shoot the messenger.
‘She runs,’ I agreed. ‘And he kills her. Without
a second thought. So either he’s already got what he came for by
this time, or else he knows it’s not here. Or maybe he’s lost
interest. Anyway, for whatever reason, it’s game over now. He . .
.’ I didn’t finish the sentence. I just nodded toward the broken
table.
‘We’re three storeys up,’ Gary persisted. ‘I
don’t know why she didn’t head for the door.’
‘He was between her and the door,’ I pointed
out, but that was only half the answer. She knew she couldn’t fall
forty feet to the ground and walk away. She didn’t care. She had to
get out of this room, and away from the thing that had come for
her. Even death must have seemed better than the alternative right
then. No, cancel that: death was on the cards either way. She just
wanted to meet it on her own terms, without any help from the thing
that was wearing her former lover like a glove puppet.
The opening bars of Beethoven’s ‘Für Elise’
sounded in the room. Gary fished about in his pocket and came up
with his mobile.
‘Hello?’ he said into the phone, and then,
‘Right. Thanks. Keep me posted.’ The voice at the other end of the
line gabbled, sounding - as voices at the other end of the line
always do - like a sound effect from a 1940s Looney Tunes cartoon. Gary frowned. ‘What? What’s
that supposed to mean? Well put him on then. No. No, I’m still at
the effing crime scene. I’ll come in when I’m done here, not
before.’
He lowered the phone and put it back where it
came from. ‘That was the lab,’ he said. ‘It’s Ditko all
right.’
‘Asmodeus,’ I corrected automatically. I was
already so sure it was him that I felt no surprise, just a faint
sense of increased pressure weighing down on me, as though my
invisible bathysphere had descended another hundred feet or so into
the shit soup that now surrounded us.
‘Listen, I’ve got to get back to Uxbridge Road
nick,’ Gary said. ‘Some tosspot from SOCA has popped up and started
throwing his weight around. Says he wants to review the case. I’ve
got to slap the cheeky sod down before he gets his feet under the
table.’
He headed for the door, and I followed
him.
‘You want a lift?’ he asked.
I thought about that. It was a long way home,
and the last Tube train had gone more than an hour ago. It would
have been easy to say yes. But I had a lot to think about, and I
wanted to shake off the atmosphere of that room by walking in the
clean air.
‘No thanks,’ I said. ‘I’m good. Gary, keep me in
the loop, yeah? I know Asmodeus better than anyone. If you get a
lead on where he is, count me in.’
‘Makes sense to me,’ Gary answered as we went
down the stairs. ‘No offence, Castor, but I’d rather have you face
this bastard than any of my lads - or me, for that matter. At least
you know what you’re letting yourself in for. If we get anything,
I’ll call you. But keep your bloody phone turned on for once, all
right?’
We parted company at the door and I walked away
through the thinning crowd of onlookers. Nothing to see now: just
the dead woman’s arm up at the window, raised as if she was waving
to us. Gary’s hard-working boys and girls were packing up their
circus and the novelty had all worn off. Tomorrow was another
working day.
As I walked back up Brixton Hill, I tried my
best to think about the circumstances of Ginny’s death without
letting the image of her body, sprawled on the floor like a broken
toy, intrude into my mind. I didn’t manage it.
What had Asmodeus come back for? Why had he
taken the trouble to find her, and then to talk to her before he
murdered her? Had he come there with bloody execution already on
his mind, or had his gleefully sadistic nature, which I knew only
too well, simply got the better of him?
The night was hot and sticky, with the smell of
tarmacadam rolling in from somewhere on a lethargic wind. It
drowned out the more enticing smells of cooking from closer at
hand: someone was having a very late supper of jerk chicken, and it
wasn’t going to be me.
Perhaps because I’d been playing my whistle such
a short time ago, my death-sense was fully awake. I saw a ghost
sitting in the middle of the road, its knees drawn up to its chest
and its head bowed. Hard to tell if it had been a man or a woman;
after a while, unless you had an unshakeable self-image when you
were alive, the fact of being dead tends to erode you at the edges.
Little by little, you start to dissolve - unless someone like me
gets to you first and wipes the slate clean all at once.
There was a much more recent ghost standing in
the mouth of an alley just before the junction with Porden Road: a
young man in a faded blue shell suit, conducting one half of the
conversation he’d probably been having just before he died. The
sound reached me as a thin mosquito whine. In his chest there was a
deeply shadowed hole about the size of a grapefruit.
In a doorway a little further on, an old woman
sat clutching a Tesco carrier bag like a baby in her arms. I could
tell without looking that she was dead: not a ghost this time, but
risen in the body, a zombie. The smell of putrefaction hung around
her, as solid as a curtain.
There was nothing unusual about these sights.
London, like the rest of the world, had been playing host to the
walking, waking dead for about a decade now; and London, like the
rest of the world, had adapted pretty well, all things considered.
If a ghost minded its own business, you ignored it; if it became a
nuisance, you hired an exorcist to drive it away. You steered clear
of zombies unless they were family or close friends, and you put
wards on the doors of your house because you knew there were other
things abroad in the night that had never been alive in the
conventional sense, and an ounce of prevention is worth a metric
ton of cure.
So, yeah, this was the new status quo. And for
me it’s a living, so it would be a bit hypocritical if I complained
about it. But I couldn’t shake the suspicion - the fear - that the
status quo was changing. Maybe it was just that drunk-dream about
the new note I couldn’t make my whistle play, or maybe it was the
stuff I’d learned on the Salisbury estate about how human souls -
given the right conditions - can metastatise into demons, in much
the same way that axolotls can become salamanders. What with one
thing and another, the ground didn’t feel too solid under my feet
right then.
And being preoccupied with weighty metaphysical
questions, I let my guard down like a total fuckwit.
I was walking past the high wall of someone’s
backyard, which was topped with an ornamental layer of broken glass
to deter casual visitors. That gave me the only warning I got.
Something moved - the merest flick of dark-on-dark at the very
limit of my vision - and there was a faint, brittle sound from
above my head as one of the shards of glass was broken off clean.
Then a great weight hit me squarely between the shoulder blades and
I pitched forward, the pavement coming up to meet me.
I managed to turn a little as I fell, meeting
the cracked grey paving slabs with my shoulder rather than my face.
That was the most I could manage though. I still got the wind
knocked clean out of me, and a second later a boot hammered into my
midriff to seal the deal. I lay there on the ground, curled around
my pain, trying to pull my scattered wits together enough to
move.
There was the sound of a footstep right beside
my head. ‘You see? You see that?’ a harsh voice grated. Actually it
didn’t sound like a voice at all; it sounded like someone trying to
scrape up a tune by sliding one saw blade across another. ‘Even in
this fucking weather, he wears the coat. I think the concept of
mercy killing applies here.’
Booted feet walked into my line of sight. One of
them drew back for another kick, which gave me time to throw my
arms up and catch it as it came forward again. I twisted and
pulled, hoping to throw my attacker off balance, but he tore loose
from my grip before that could happen. I completed the roll anyway,
came up facing him on one knee with my hands raised en garde.
Asmodeus threw back his head and laughed, which
isn’t a sound you want to hear with a full stomach. He stared at me
with contemptuous amusement. But when he spoke again, the words
were so much at odds with the expression on his face that I felt an
eerie sense of unreality.
‘Run, Fix,’ he said. ‘For Christ’s sake, run.
Don’t try to fight him!’
This time it wasn’t Asmodeus’s voice; it was
Rafi’s. It came as something of a jolt because Rafi had almost
never managed to surface by himself, without the help my whistle
could provide. Asmodeus was the dominant partner in their forced
marriage, with all the rights and privileges that entailed.
He was dressed very differently than when I’d
seen him last. He’d have to be, of course: you can’t walk around
Brixton dressed in Marks and Spencer pyjamas and hope to avoid
public notice. From somewhere he’d dredged up an all-black ensemble
- boots, trousers and an overlarge shirt open to the waist over a
string vest of the kind our American cousins call a wife-beater. Or
maybe these things had been some other colour to start with, and
had turned black after the demon put them on.
He walked around me, taking his time. The face
was still Asmodeus: the black-on-black eyes, like holes in the
world, would have told me that even without the mocking, bestial
expression. If he was surprised that Rafi had taken momentary
control of the communal vocal cords, he didn’t show it.
‘Think he’ll make a fight of it?’ he growled.
‘Or will he turn and run? I don’t mind either way; I’m just asking.
As his friend, which way do you think he’ll jump?’
Asmodeus was talking to Rafi, over my head. If I
hadn’t been preoccupied with the matter of my imminent death, I
might have been offended. My hand went to my tin whistle by
automatic reflex, but there was no help there. I’d never managed to
work out a full exorcism for Asmodeus, though I’d tried a hundred
times. Oh, I could have come up with a tune that would have have
changed the balance of power between Asmodeus and Rafael Ditko, but
there was no way I’d get beyond the first few bars before the demon
made me eat my whistle.
He smiled, interpreting the gesture correctly
and obviously being of much the same opinion as me with regard to
my chances.
‘He’s funny, isn’t he?’ he grated, continuing
his conversation with his internal audience. ‘He makes me laugh.
He’s got that Dunkirk spirit. Eat as much shit as God wants to cram
into your throat, but never say die.’
He took a step towards me. I threw a punch, but
it didn’t connect. Asmodeus moved, faster than a snake, and batted
my hand aside. ‘Count backwards,’ he said, ‘down to zero.’ Then his
arm came back, and he smacked me open-handed across the face.
The force of the blow spun me round as a DJ
spins a record. I hit the pavement again, tasting blood in my
mouth, my head ringing. I looked up blearily as Asmodeus, in no
particular hurry, walked across to join me. Behind him, headlights
stabbed out of the darkness, turning the demon momentarily into a
silver-edged silhouette.
I had to force myself to move. Knowing that it
was either move or die helped, but the ringing in my ears
distracted me and my fingers didn’t want to do what they were told.
I reached for my whistle again and drew it out as the bright red
double-decker bus loomed up behind the demon’s shoulder.
Asmodeus stared down at me, shaking his head in
pitying wonder. ‘It’s like people say,’ he snickered. ‘If all
you’ve got is a hammer, everything looks like a nail. And if all
you’ve got is a whistle, the whole of life is one big fucking show
tune.’
He leaned down, his hands reaching for my
throat. ‘Opera,’ I corrected. ‘Götterdämmerung, you smug bastard.’ I plunged the
whistle a couple of inches deep into his left eye, and as he
bellowed in pain and rage I slammed my foot into his stomach with
all the force I could muster.
The timing was almost perfect. Asmodeus took two
steps back, but regained his balance almost immediately and didn’t
actually fall. That didn’t matter though, because the two steps had
taken him off the edge of the pavement. He went under the nearside
wheel of the bus and vanished from my sight.
The bus went into a skidding stop, slewing round
in the road. A body like a shapeless sack was dragged along with
it, trapped in the wheel arch in some way and dispersing itself in
red-black smears of pulped flesh across the rough dry
asphalt.
I was up and running by this time. One glance
back over my shoulder showed me that Asmodeus was moving again
already, his arms weakly twitching as he tried to lever his ruined
body up off the road surface. I knew from past experience that no
amount of purely physical damage would keep a demon down for long.
Flesh is like an item of clothing to the Hell-kin, and they’re used
to making running repairs. It would take Asmodeus a few minutes to
replace his lost body mass though, and I could use that time to get
clear.
I was sorry that Rafi had had to suffer along
with Asmodeus, sorrier still for the poor sod of a bus driver,
whose trauma at running down a pedestrian was now about to be
compounded by seeing the man in question get back on his feet
looking like a couple of hundred pounds of rough-chopped chuck
steak. But needs must when the devil drives, and the pushy bastard
has been my chauffeur for as long as I can remember.
I ran with my head down and my arms pumping,
putting the adrenalin that had flooded my system during the fight
to good use. God help me when I crashed, but at least now I had a
fifty-fifty chance of living long enough to do it.
I risked a single glance behind me. Asmodeus was
already up and running. His gait was drunken and asymmetrical, but
he had more than human stamina and he seemed to be at least
matching me for speed. Further back, a thin scattering of shrieks
rose raggedly into the air as the passengers on the bus saw what
had risen from under its wheels. They had nothing to complain
about: the demon was heading away from them.
At Baytree Road, where the one-way system kicks
in, God decided to smile on me - although with most of the street
lights down it was a miracle he could find me in the first place. A
black cab with its flag up was coming slowly into the bend. The
cabbie must have been lost: you don’t go wandering around Brixton
Hill at two in the morning just to take the air, and it’s not a
salubrious place to fish for fares. Not unless you’re prepared to
do a Teddy Roosevelt and kerb-crawl lightly while carrying an
apocalyptically big stick.
I leapt into his path, throwing my arms into the
air like some idiot at a Neil Diamond concert. He slammed on the
brakes, started to curse me out and then thought better of it as I
brandished a twenty-quid note under his nose and shouted, ‘North of
the river. Anywhere.’ He waved me in with a long-suffering shake of
the head, and we picked up speed as we headed west.
In the cab’s rear window, Asmodeus receded into
the distance. I was safe. Even so, it took the better part of ten
minutes before I stopped trembling. I’ve looked death in the face
before but it’s a little different when he’s wearing your best
friend’s face. It gets you on a whole other level. I had to fight
to get my breathing back under control, and to stop the
window-shutter slamming of my ribs against my heart. I was like a
marathon runner hitting his twentieth mile, and the stink of the
cab’s upholstery, unleashed by the long hot evening and compounded
of equal parts sweat, cigarette smoke and crappy perfume, didn’t
help one bit.
But tonight’s events, whichever angle you looked
at them from, stank worse than anything the cab had to offer.
After we crossed Father Thames at Vauxhall I got
the cabbie to fork right onto Millbank, where New Labour used to
keep shop in the good old days before they availed themselves -
with no sense of irony - of the cheaper work-force available in
North Shields. There were lights on in the decaying tower block,
shining pale and a little baleful across the restless night: the
ghosts of Tony Blair and Gordon Brown, maybe, pursuing their old
disagreements like the boarhound and the boar through the rifts of
some low-rent eternity.
The cab dropped me off at the western end of the
Strand, near Cockspur Street. There was eighteen quid on the clock
and the cabbie took the twenty with bad grace, no doubt believing
that a pick-up in Brixton at that hour of the morning deserved
something special in the way of a tip. I was inclined to agree, but
that was all I had on me so the argument was purely academic. He
muttered something under his breath as he drove away: probably, in
the circumstances, something more or less accurate.
The walk from the centre of town back up to
Turnpike Lane took me over an hour. I felt like I needed the time
to think, even if my thoughts kept circling around the same drain.
Asmodeus had killed Ginny, and then he’d hung around the scene long
enough to pick up my scent and take a crack at me. What the Hell
was he up to? We’d had a sort of love-hate thing going for most of
the time Rafi was at the Stanger. Asmodeus knew who he had to thank
for his human ball and chain, and would have liked nothing better
than to rip my head off and spit down my throat. But he knew that
killing me would close a possible escape route, so for the most
part he contented himself with more subtle forms of revenge. The
only time he’d ever seriously tried to kill me was when he was sure
Fanke’s satanists were going to cut him loose again with a ritual
involving human sacrifice.
Was that the link? Ginny. Fanke. The Satanist
Church. Was Asmodeus demob-happy again, looking for an early
remission on his life sentence? Or had he just given up hoping that
I’d find a musical sieve that would strain out the demon from the
man? Either way, it was bad news for me.
In Somers Town I passed a small group of zombies
sitting huddled around a fire they’d made in the eternally closed
doorway of an abandoned parking garage. It was a pathetic sight,
because there was no way the fire could warm them: the nerves in
the dermal layers of the skin are the first to go. And the night
was still clinging onto the day’s heat like a lover keen for one
last sweaty embrace, so surely this was the only campfire burning
in London tonight. Comfort food for the dead.
Zombies get a lousy press in movies, horror
novels and comic books, but I’ve always found them pretty easy to
get on with. Ghosts, now they can be bad news. A poltergeist is a
ghost that’s made of nothing but pent and pissed-off feelings, and
they can do real harm unless you bring in someone like me to cut
the feelings off at the source. But the poor bastards who come back
in the flesh have put all their fortunes in a sinking ship, and
with a few notable exceptions they’re as docile as lambs. Who wants
trouble when your body’s falling apart anyway and can’t repair
itself from damage? It’s better to sit tight: to think good and
hard about that last shallow ledge you’re about to fall off, and
what you’re going to do when it gets too narrow to hold on
to.
These guys didn’t look like they were going to
be any trouble. There were around a dozen or so, and I’m using
‘guys’ in the inclusive sense: it was a mixed gathering. In the
hot, humid air they smelled like a fridge on the third day after a
power cut, but that was the only offence they were capable of
giving.
‘Spare a quid, guvnor?’ one of the women said,
holding up her hand as I passed.
If I’d had one I would have flicked it over my
shoulder and kept on going. But the cab had taken the last of my
liquid funds, so I was denied that easy out.
‘Sorry, love,’ I said, slowing involuntarily.
‘I’m boracic.’
She stared at me with one eye, the other socket
being full of some milky-white goo that I was trying not to examine
too closely. ‘All right, sweetheart,’ she said, resignedly. ‘Have a
good night.’ She looked down and away suddenly, as though staring
at my face hurt too much.
One of the other walking dead took up the slack,
favouring me with a truly hideous grin. ‘What about plastic, mate?
We take everything except American Express.’ A hollow snicker went
through the ranks of the undead, like a breeze through dry
grass.
I turned out my pockets theatrically. ‘Only
thing between me and you lot is a pulse,’ I said. ‘But I come
through this way a lot. When I’m in funds, I’ll stop by
again.’
‘Course you will,’ one of the zombies agreed
sardonically.
I’d stopped walking now, which in purely social
terms was a mistake: once you’ve stopped, how do you start again
without looking like a selfish, blood-warm bastard who thinks of
the dead in the way racists think of people with a different skin
colour, as belonging to an alien species?
‘What do you spend the money on?’ I asked, by
way of small talk. The walking dead can’t eat or drink: they don’t
have any stomach enzymes to break food down, or any blood to carry
the disassembled feast through the lightless chambers of their
bodies.
‘Wards.’ It was the woman who’d asked me for
money in the first place. She spoke bluntly, tersely, her face -
still averted from mine - expressionless. ‘Wards and
stay-nots.’
I laughed politely. ‘Right,’ I said. ‘Scared of
ghosts, are we?’
Now she looked up at me again, and the others
did too. ‘Not ghosts, mate,’ one of the men said.
‘Loup-garous?’ That did
make a kind of sense, although it would be a pretty desperate
werewolf that fed on this meat.
I was still the focus for all eyes. The woman
put her hands out towards the fire, the gesture forlorn and futile,
like a bereaved mother singing a lullaby to her dead child’s doll.
The fire was only a memory of something she’d had once and would
never have again.
‘There’s other things besides the hairy men,’
she muttered. ‘More all the time, from what I can see. They come in
the night, wriggling all around you. Shining, some of them. Don’t
know what they are, or where they came from, but I don’t want them
crawling over me in the dark, that’s for bloody sure.’
There were murmurs of agreement from all sides.
I flashed on a memory: the tapeworm-like ribbons of nothingness
that had drifted around me as I sat on the pavement, drunk out of
my mind, and tried to play the new note I was hearing in the
night.
‘World’s changing,’ said another of the zombies,
his voice a horrendously prolonged death rattle. ‘It don’t want us
no more.’
‘Never fucking did, mate,’ said another man
gloomily. ‘Cold leftovers is what we are. Shoved to the side of the
plate.’
‘Something always turns up though, doesn’t it?’
I pointed out with impeccable banality. I fished in another of my
coat’s many and capacious pockets and came up with something that
might cheer them up - a half-bottle of blended Scotch. I handed it
to the woman, who looked at it with solemn approval. Although I
said that the dead couldn’t eat or drink, some of them do anyway,
even though they know it will sit in their stomach and rot, giving
the vectors of decay something extra to work on. Others, like my
friend Nicky, drink the wine-breath and take some attenuated
comfort from that.
‘Thanks, mister,’ the dead woman said. ‘You’re a
diamond.’
‘Take care of yourself,’ I said, probably at
least a month or so too late, and went on my less-than-merry
way.
Pen was not only still up, she was actually
outside the house, prowling around the floral border underneath the
ground-floor windows in a state of simmering rage.
‘Look at this,’ she said as I came up, as though
we were already in the middle of a conversation. ‘I only planted
these tulips yesterday, and something’s trampled right through
them. You can’t keep anything. Not a thing.’
The sheer ordinariness of the topic was welcome
right then. ‘You could put a circle of salt down,’ I said. ‘That’s
what my dad used to do, to stop cats shitting in our coal
bunker.’
Pen breathed out hard and audibly. She hates the
way I elide the fragile boundary between folk magic and
bullshit.
‘Seriously?’ I said. ‘You’re standing in the
garden in the middle of the night because something broke your
tulips?’
Pen looked at me and shook her head. ‘No,’ she
admitted. ‘I’m laying down some more wards.’ She showed me the lump
of white chalk in her hand.
‘The ones on the doors and windows aren’t
enough?’
‘They always have been. Now . . . I don’t know.
It’s weird, Fix. This is a warm night, isn’t it?’
‘Very.’
‘But I can’t stop shivering. Everything feels
wrong, somehow. It has done ever since . . .’ She didn’t have to
finish the sentence. By tacit assumption, all unfinished sentences
could be taken to refer back to the night of Asmodeus’ escape. She
might have had some more to say about how she felt, but it was then
that I stepped into the light from the open doorway. Pen gave an
audible gasp as she stared at my damaged face.
‘Oh my God,’ she said, dismayed and solicitous.
‘What happened? Don’t just stand there, you twerp. Come on inside
and let me put something on those cuts.’ She shoved me toward the
house, leaving chalk marks on the sleeve of my coat.
‘I was in a fight,’ I said, putting up only a
token resistance.
‘With what? A combine harvester?’
I hesitated. Sooner or later, I’d have to tell
Pen what had happened tonight but, given the mood she was in, if I
did it right then and there I’d be guaranteeing her a sleepless
night.
‘It was just an argument that got out of hand,’
I said.
‘At Coldwood’s crime scene?’ Pen didn’t sound
convinced.
‘Well, some of these grass-green constables
still need the rough edges knocking off of them . . .’
She let the lie stand, but since she knew that
was what it was, she reneged on her promise of a hot poultice. She
handed me a yellow Post-it note instead. Sue
Book, it read. 10.30. Get back to her
tonight if you can.
But I couldn’t. Not now. Sue might be shacking
up with a sex-demon, but she was a humble librarian and she worked
nine to five like most ordinary, decent people. If I called her up
at three in the morning and interrupted her beauty sleep, I might
get a tongue-lashing from Juliet. And pleasant though that sounds,
Juliet’s tongue can strip rivets off steel.
‘She sounded like she’d been crying,’ Pen said,
as Arthur the raven came swooping down from the banister to take up
his station on her left shoulder.
Sue? Crying? That was unnerving.
‘Anyone else?’ I asked.
Pen shook her head.
‘Then I guess I’ll turn in,’ I said. ‘Unless you
want to draw some more stay-nots. I’m good for that if you’ve got
another piece of chalk.’
Pen snorted. ‘As if I’d trust a ward you’d
written,’ Pen said. ‘I know mine work: all I know about yours is
that they’d be spelled wrong. Goodnight, Fix.’
It wasn’t, particularly. I couldn’t get to sleep
for a long while. The night was a furnace and the booze-craving was
still churning sourly in my stomach and sending static through my
nerves.
When I did sleep, it was a shallow doze
punctuated with disconnected, rambling dreams. A dog scratched at a
dry crumbling fence; a butcher sharpened an overlarge knife on a
leather strap, accidentally slashing his own arms every so often
with the tip of the unwieldy blade; an old gramophone played all by
itself in a dark empty room, the horn echoing with nothing but
scraping static because the song had finished.
Some time before dawn I opened my eyes, still
half-adrift on the tides of sleep. What was the sound now? I
wondered dully. But this was the waking world, and the intermittent
scratching that had accompanied me along all the avenues of my
dreams was now sounding from directly over my head.
Something was up on the roof.
My room is under the eaves, with nothing but a
skin of plasterboard and another of slate between me and the
outside world. Whatever it was that was moving up there, it was
close enough to register on my death-sense as a synesthetic thicket
of jangling, discordant notes. This wasn’t a cat out for a night on
the tiles. It was one of the dead, or the undead, or the
never-born.
I responded instinctively, whistling a few of
those spiky notes between my teeth. I know damn well that the tin
whistle I carry is just an amplifier for something inside me: I can
work unplugged when I need to, and that was what I did now.
The scratching stopped. There was a single
muffled thump and then a skitter of movement. I jumped out of bed,
tracking it, moving with it across the room, around the chair where
I’d dumped my clothes to the open window.
The dead thing got there before me. It dropped
down from the roof onto the broad window ledge, man-sized and
man-shaped, outlined in silhouette for the briefest of seconds
before it bunched the muscles in its legs and kicked off backwards,
somersaulting out of my field of vision.
In that second I’d been staring into Rafi’s face
- twisted into something like agony, his mouth straining open as
though he was emptying a continuous scream into some fold of the
night I didn’t have access to.