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The Beauty did arrive before the others returned, securely wrapped in her hood and scarf, and once they were secure in the upstairs room Breaker introduced her to the Archer, who bowed elaborately.
"The pleasure is mine," the Archer said.
"You may not mean that, but it's largely true," the Beauty said. "I take no great delight in meeting you, since it is dozens of deaths that brought us here, and the need for one more that drives us forth. We are thrown together by the roles we live, not by choice."
"Yet I would have chosen to meet you, had I but known where you were."
"Of course you would," the
Beauty said, and Breaker could hear the disgust in her voice.
"You're a man, and I'm the most beautiful woman in the
world."
The Archer opened his mouth
to respond, but apparently could find no words.
"My mother used to say that
true beauty comes from within, in actions and words," Breaker said,
hoping to avert what he feared might become an ugly
confrontation.
The Beauty turned her attention to him. "Your
mother spoke platitudes. You don't know what beauty is, and neither
did she."
"You could show us," the Archer
challenged.
The Beauty sighed. "I could," she said. "But the sight of my face
or body would arouse your lust, and I don't care to deal with
that just now."
The Archer clapped a hand to his bosom. "Do you
think so little of me, that you think I could not control my
passion?" he asked. "Yes," the Beauty said, before he could
continue. Breaker smiled.
"It's magic," he said.
"Remember, Bow? Her beauty is just as supernatural as your skill
with an arrow, or mine with a sword, and would pierce our hearts
figuratively just as surely as arrow or sword would do
literally."
"Yes," the Beauty said, slightly startled.
"It must be a curse, really,"
Breaker continued. "Far worse than our need to practice our arts
daily, perhaps even worse than the constant chatter the Speaker
hears—you can never know what any man would think of you were the
magic not there."
"That's right," the Beauty
said, gazing at him with interest. "I'm surprised you understand so
well—did the Seer or the Scholar explain it to you?"
"No," Breaker said. "It seems
plain enough—how could it be otherwise? You live here so you can
keep your beauty concealed without abandoning the company of
others, yes?"
"Yes."
"And you only lower hood and scarf when no men can see, I suppose? Among women?"
"Not even then," the Beauty said. "Women—well,
it's never so simple as the lust of men. There's envy in it, and
lust of another kind, and often enough outright hatred."
Breaker blinked. "Ah," he said. "I hadn't thought of that. But of course, women aren't blind to beauty."
"Indeed."
"The Seer said she actively avoided meeting you. Now I think I see why. She would not like her reactions."
"You see much, for so young a man!"
"She knew your predecessor; they were not friends. I hadn't appreciated the reasons."
"I can guess."
"But I still cannot," the
Archer said. "You speak of your beauty as a curse, but the mere
sound of your voice has my heart pounding in my chest!"
"And other parts pressing at your breeches, I'm sure," the Beauty said dryly. "But what makes you think I want that?"
"But I. . . uh . . ." "I can't make it stop," she said. "I can't turn it off. Ara feathers can help—they drive away the ler that provide the extra glamour. And in theory, the men of the Chosen are less susceptible to the magic than anyone else. But the feathers
and the immunity don't change the sound of my
voice, or the shape of my face, or the color of my eyes. They don't
make my breasts sag or my belly bulge. I know from when I met the
Scholar, long ago, that the Chosen are still men, and I cannot talk
to a man without arousing him. I cannot walk down a street
uncovered without drawing every eye. Men would follow me wherever I
go—if I work in the fields, they trample the crops the better to
gaze at me; if I fetch water from a stream, they muddy the water
with their boots. Work goes undone, wives and lovers are
abandoned—do you think I enjoy that?"
"I don't. . . uh . . . " The Archer muttered in confusion.
"For twenty-three years,
since I was but fifteen, I have lived with this curse," the Beauty
continued. "As did others before me, and for a hundred years it's
been for nothing. We have had our lives ruined by it, our chances
for happy families destroyed—but at least now I will be able to use
it for its intended purpose, and accomplish something! I almost
feel as if I should be thanking the Wizard Lord for his
atrocity."
"I would hardly go that far," Breaker said.
"But at least now I can make my misery mean something!"
"Vengeance," the Archer said. "We can avenge the dead of Stoneslope."
"Justice," Breaker said.
"Call it what you will," the Beauty said, "so long as I have a purpose!"
And with that she turned away.
An hour later the others
returned, and the seven Chosen gathered in a council of war. The
Beauty promised to hire the best guide in Winterhome to see them
safely back west as far as Riversedge in the Midlands, and all of
them reviewed their abilities and talents—and the accompanying
burdens—for the group. Breaker was interested to hear that the
Scholar was required every day to learn at least one true thing
that he had not previously known, that the Leader's daily task was
to convince someone (or something, if he was alone) to do something
he or she would otherwise not have done, and that the Seer was
required to wake for an hour each night and spend it in meditation,
receptive to any visions the ler might see fit to send
her.
"Not that they ever do," she added.
The Speaker and the Beauty had no burdens save their inability to
cease their magic, and the Beauty's inability to
conceive a child, but Breaker thought those quite enough. His own
daily practice, or the Archer's, seemed trivial by
comparison.
It was a pleasant surprise that the Beauty had
some talent as a healer, but other than that the magical abilities
described were no more than Breaker had expected. He wondered
whether the others neglected to mention anything when listing their
talents; he knew that he was not being completely truthful himself,
since he said nothing about his skill with women, and he suspected
the others of similarly keeping their own counsel about irrelevant
matters.
When these introductions and
explanations were complete the discussion moved on to the Wizard
Lord—where he lived, how best to get there, what they might do to
penetrate his defenses.
The Wizard Lord watched the
proceedings through the eyes of a mouse; the Seer pointed it out,
but no one saw any point in chasing the creature away, or killing
it. The Wizard Lord would undoubtedly know their plans soon enough
no matter what methods they tried; real secrecy was simply not
possible. Details might be concealed, but at present they had no
details to hide; the plan so far consisted simply of, "Go to the
Wizard Lord's tower in the Galbek Hills and kill him." That was
hardly a secret worth worrying about.
The Leader assured them that he would devise a
better plan in time, but as yet he did not have enough to work
with. They knew little about what they might find in the Galbek
Hills. The Wizard Lord was said to dwell in a lonely tower he had
built atop a hill, attended only by a handful of young women from
the neighboring town of Split Reed—and that was all they
knew.
That did not lend itself to
detailed schemes.
At last, later than Breaker
liked, they all took to their beds. The Beauty invited the Seer and
the Speaker to stay the night in her home, while the Leader had
bedding brought for the Archer, the Scholar, and the Swordsman to
sleep in his room at Karregh's Inn.
Breaker slept only fitfully;
the excitement of finally having the Chosen gathered and agreed,
the knowledge that they would soon be on their way to the Galbek
Hills, kept him from resting soundly.
At one point as he lay half-awake he thought he
heard voices outside the door of the room, but when he bestirred
himself to listen, they stopped. He waited for a moment, but they
did not resume, and in the end he decided he had imagined them—or
perhaps, in his state midway between the waking and sleeping
worlds, he had momentarily been able to hear the ler around him,
talking among themselves.
At last he fell asleep again, though in his
dreams he could sometimes still hear strange voices, murmuring just
out of earshot.
In the morning the seven
Chosen gathered at the inn, met the old woman Beauty had hired to
guide them to Riversedge, and set out.
They began walking west while still in the
shadow of the Eastern Cliffs, of course; all of Winterhome lay in
that shadow for much of every morning, and they could hardly
justify waiting until the sun cleared the cliffs before starting
their journey. That meant that for the first hour or so the sky
directly above was bright and blue, while the world around them
remained dim. Clouds huddled on the western horizon, but the air in
Winterhome was dry and pleasantly warm.
Before they cleared the shadow of the cliffs
they passed the great guesthouses bearing the banners of the
Uplander clans; the Beauty identified each banner along the route
and provided a few details about the clan that flew it, facts she
had learned in her years in Winterhome.
Breaker was only mildly
interested in the stories, but the sound of the Beauty's voice was
a never-ending pleasure, so he listened avidly—as, he noticed, did
the other three males in the party, while the other three women
took the lead and paid no attention to her recitations.
The Scholar seemed genuinely fascinated by her account, and asked pertinent questions; he was undoubtedly adding to his store of historical and cultural knowledge, and had presumably filled his daily quota of new learning from this discussion. The Leader appeared to be listening out of habit. And the Archer was clearly only interested in the Beauty, and not what she was telling them; on the few occasions when he spoke, his remarks were always
general and unrelated to whatever the Beauty
had been saying.
When they passed the last of the clan houses Breaker asked, "Were
you born among the Host People? You seem to know Winterhome
well."
"No, I was born in a town
called Hen's Corner, in Shadowvale, but I have lived here more than
twenty years, since I was a girl of seventeen."
"Because of the attire?"
"Yes."
"We're out of Winterhome, though," the Archer
said. "You can take off that hood and scarf now—the day is warm
enough."
"I would prefer to keep them on," the Beauty
replied. "These clothes are comfortable at this temperature, and
I'm accustomed to them."
"We'll all see your face eventually, you know," the Archer
said.
"Yes, I suppose you will," she agreed, "but
could it please wait a while longer?"
The Archer glanced at the Leader, then
shrugged. "As you please," he said. He looked up. "You might be
glad of the warmer clothing soon, in any case."
Breaker looked up as well,
and saw what the Archer meant—clouds were blowing in from the west
and thickening rapidly, the blue of the sky fading. A cool breeze
brushed his face, ruffling his hair.
"You think a storm is
coming?" he said. "In the daytime?"
"And fast," the Archer
replied.
"The Wizard Lord controls the weather," the
Scholar said, in a surprisingly unsteady voice, "and I do not
believe the storm he sent on our way to Stoneslope was even close
to the worst he can do. That was just an attempt to discourage us;
this time he may mean us real harm."
Breaker threw the Scholar a glance, then looked
back at the sky.
The clouds were indeed thickening with unnatural speed—or at least,
Breaker thought it was unnatural; since he had always lived in
Barokan, where the Wizard Lord's magic moderated the weather, he
could not be sure just what natural weather was
like.
How bad could a storm be,
though? There were tales of the great gales that swept across the
Uplands, driving the flocks of ara before them and blowing down the
Uplanders' tents, but what could the Wizard Lord send down here
beneath the cliffs? Could he really do more than he had in the
forests of the southern hills?
"He waited until we were west
of Winterhome," the Leader said. "Away from shelter."
"The guesthouses are right
there," Breaker said, gesturing.
"But we'd have to turn back . . ." the Leader began.
"And they're locked for the summer," the Beauty interrupted. "We can probably break in if we need to, but. . . "
"We aren't going back," the
Seer said. She had heard the conversation and dropped back to join
it. "We can't let him slow us down. After all, how bad can it be?
We've all seen storms before, I'm sure."
"I don't know," the Beauty said. "The Uplanders
say that we don't get true storms in Barokan, even at night, that
the Wizard Lord keeps them back—they get real storms up on the
plateau that make our worst seem like a summer breeze."
"Do you believe them?" the
Archer asked. 'They were probably just boasting to impress
you."
"I hope you're right," the
Beauty said, as the first clouds reached the sun and the light
suddenly dimmed.
"It doesn't matter," the Leader said. "If the
Uplanders can survive the worst storms, then so can we." "He sent a
storm when we went to Stoneslope," the Seer said. "We came through
it well enough."
That memory cheered Breaker; the Seer was
right. That storm had been impressive, and by the time they had
reached Stoneslope he had been tired and soaked through, but no
worse than that. The Scholar was surely worrying about nothing,
suggesting the Wizard Lord could do much worse.
He glanced at the Scholar and
noticed that Lore was huddling in his woolen coat.
T think he can send much more
severe storms than that one," the Scholar said. "But there's
nothing we can do about it now. If we're ever to reach the Galbek
Hills, we'll have to face his storms sooner or later."
Breaker had not thought about it in those
terms, but the Scholar was obviously correct—any attempt to wait it
out would be pointless, as the Wizard Lord could wait them out, and
send a storm when they finally moved on. The sun had vanished, and
the sky was gray from end to end; the wind was starting to whip at
their hair and clothes and stir the trees—not just the leaves, but
the limbs. When Breaker glanced back he saw dust swirl from the
rooftops behind them. The wind made his eyes sting, but squinting
and blinking kept them clear enough.
"He must know this won't stop us," he said.
"He's just trying to discourage us," the Leader
said. "To let us know he won't make it easy for us."
Breaker nodded; that made
good sense. They marched on—and the clouds continued to darken; by
noon the sky was darker than when they had set out. The wind
continued to rise, as well, until it not merely whistled in the
trees, but screamed; dying leaves fluttered like bees' wings, and
branches snapped like whips. Deadwood crackled and splintered, and
broken twigs and shreds of bark flew in the travelers' faces as
they walked.
And then the storm broke, and
the rain poured down in blinding torrents. This was far worse than
the path to Stoneslope—but then, the Wizard Lord had taken longer
to build it. Lore had been right, and Breaker wrong. Breaker had
never imagined such a rain was possible; within, seconds his cloak
was soaked through, his boots filled by the water streaming down
his legs. Even when he had cleared the water from his eyes and
sheltered them as best he could, he could barely see the Scholar to
his left, the Beauty to his right; the Leader's laden back, ahead
of him, was just a vague gray shape, and the others were invisible
in the downpour. He tried to keep staggering forward, but every
step was a struggle, as the wind pressed him back, his saturated
clothing weighed down his limbs, and his waterlogged boots seemed
to weigh a hundred pounds apiece. The pack on his back seemed
heavier than ever, and had presumably taken on water, but his back
beneath it was the one part of him that remained dry.
The roar of wind and rain drowned out all other
sound, and his attention was focused entirely on placing one foot
ahead of another; it was not until he felt the Beauty's hand on his
sleeve that he realized anyone was speaking.
"What?" he
bellowed.
He could not make out all of
her words, but he could see her gesture, and one phrase
penetrated—". . . turn back?"
"No!" he shouted. "No! We can't let him see. . . " He realized she couldn't hear him, and just shook his head and roared, "NO!" He pointed at the road ahead. She screamed something in reply, and he thought he heard her say, " . . . shelter!" He nodded, and pointed ahead again. "First chance we get!" he agreed. "Shelter, first chance!" He turned to the Scholar.
"/ heard!" the Scholar said, before Breaker could speak. Breaker was unsure whether it had something to do with the direction of the wind, or whether the Scholar simply had a far more powerful voice than he had realized, but the words were clear.
Breaker looked ahead, where
he could see the Leader's back; he knew the guide, the Seer, and
the Speaker were somewhere beyond, but he despaired of
communicating with them. Then he looked to his right, past the
Beauty, where he could see the Archer clinging to the Beauty's
right arm.
He had obviously heard, just
as the Scholar had. Breaker considered taking the Beauty's left
arm, to make sure they were not separated in the howling madness of
the storm, but he dismissed the idea; he knew he was just looking
for an excuse to touch her. If he had genuinely been concerned for
the party's collective welfare he would have reached for the
Scholar, who did not already have the Archer's aid.
He turned his gaze ahead again, and saw the Leader turning.
"We're looking for shelter!" the Leader shouted. "We'll wait it out—he can't keep this up for long!" Breaker nodded, and waved an acknowledgment.
They pressed on, and after a few more minutes
Breaker began to wonder how they would ever see any shelter if they
reached one. The rain showed no sign of slacking; if anything, it
was heavier than ever. The wind continued to blow directly in their
faces, forcing them to keep their heads down.
After several more minutes
Breaker was no longer worrying about such details; he was focusing
all his attention on his feet, on simply continuing to walk.
Lifting each foot meant pulling it out of inch-deep water and a
thick layer of sticky mud beneath, heaving it forward against the
wind's pressure, then dropping it back through the icy water and
trying to find firm footing under the mud.
Breaker took some very, very small comfort in
the realization that the road here was slightly elevated; if it had
been sunken below the surrounding terrain it would undoubtedly be
flooded up to his knees by now. The sheer volume of water spilling
from the sky was incomprehensible, like nothing he had ever
imagined; any crops that had been standing in this area must surely
have been washed away. Fields would be flooded, drainage ditches
becoming overflowing rivers. The soil would be too wet to work for
weeks. Fruit would have been ripped from the orchards, as well—if
the wind hadn't snapped the branches right off!
What could the Wizard Lord be thinking,
unleashing such a disaster? He already had the Chosen after him,
and a thing like this storm must unquestionably anger the Council
of Immortals, as well.
The Wizard Lord, scourge of rogue wizards, had himself become a rogue wizard, misusing his magic and carelessly harming innocents. If, of course, this storm was really the Wizard Lord's doing. Perhaps some other wizard . . .
But no. The Wizard Lord
controlled the weather, for the good of all Barokan. A storm like
this could not be natural, and surely no other wizard had the power
to create such a thing. The Wizard Lord was doing this to delay
them, to deter them. . .
There was a touch on his sleeve, and Breaker
looked up to see the Leader's face just inches from his
own.
"Barn!" the Leader bellowed, pointing. "Barn, over there! Shelter!" Breaker had no extra breath to shout back; he nodded, and began turning his steps.
Their route took them across a hundred yards of
pasture, and as Breaker had feared, it was flooded at least six
inches deep with freezing-cold, fast-running water. He slogged on,
his ankles and feet numb from the cold, water spilling from his
boot tops with every step, only to be immediately replaced by new,
colder rain.
The rain was getting colder, he realized. It
had been chilly to start with; now it was icy. He risked an upward
glance as he passed under a fair-sized oak, and saw that yes, the
rain was freezing onto the branches, sheathing them in glittering
ice.
That should not be possible this early in the
year, Breaker knew; he shuddered with cold and dismay.
And then his shin collided with something hard,
and he felt hands closing on his arms, pulling him upward. He
stumbled across a platform, then through an opening into utter
darkness.
And he was out of the rain.
It was as if he had thrown off a great weight; he straightened up,
his back aching, and water spilled from his hat brim as if poured
from a bowl. He flung open his drenched and freezing cloak and took
a deep breath of the damp air— he had been unable to fill his lungs
properly in the downpour.
Then he turned and saw the others, silhouetted
against the door—the Seer and the Speaker helping the Beauty and
the Scholar into the barn, the Leader guiding the Archer across the
platform.
A light sprang up, and Breaker saw the guide
kneeling on the barn floor, lighting a lantern.
"We're all here," he said, shouting to be heard over the roar of the rain on the barn's roof.
"Astonishingly, yes," the guide said, as the lantern flared up. "I'm amazed we didn't lose anyone in the storm."
"Yes," Breaker agreed. "It's very fortunate."
The Leader and the Archer staggered through the
door, supporting each other; the Archer promptly slumped to the
floor and sat, leaning against the wall beside the opening while
the Leader panted, "Is everyone all right?"
"I'm cold," the Beauty said.
The Archer looked up. "Perhaps I. . . "
"It's the wet clothes," the Leader said,
cutting him off. "We'll all feel better if we get them off—at
least, if we have anything dry to wear instead."
The Beauty looked at him,
then at the Archer.
"I'll be over there," she
said, pointing to the darkest corner of the barn. "Don't follow
me."
"I wouldn't think of it!" the
Archer protested.
The Scholar stopped peeling off his drenched
cloak to look at the Archer. "You know, I don't think I'll remember
you said that," he said, "and it's really rather a shame, to forget
such audacity!"
The exhausted Archer needed a moment to puzzle
this out, and before he managed a reply the Speaker said, "It's
stopped."