After three days of awful symptoms following my last entry, I’ve decided to just risk it tomorrow. I can’t take feeling like this all the time. The inconsistency is the worst, I can’t get used to not knowing what’s going to happen everyday. My daily schedule would be exactly the same everyday except for Sunday if it weren’t for the swings of the virus. That’s part of the punishment, I think, keeping you on such a consistent daily routine so the changes in your body are more apparent. Whoever came up with this system, it works dreadfully well.

I hope they die from an incurable disease.