all. Agree, because we have two more things to know before the party tonight."
"What two things?"
"Will you draw and be drawn to all leopards, wolves, and lions? Do the ardeur's effects travel outside Belle's line?"
I looked at Jean-Claude, tried to read past his face. "You're still shielding so hard, I can't tell how you really feel about this. Let me see inside your shields."
He shook his head. "I think it would be no help to you."
"Why not?"
"Because part of me is happy our powers are growing, no matter what the cost. Part of me is frightened of what the council may do about it. Do I want you to take another lover? No, but do I prefer that it is you whom the ardeur hunts to this degree, and not me, yes. I am sorry, ma petite, but that is the truth."
I thought about it, then nodded. "If you have a human servant who can't hold her shit together the other masters may forgive you. Like a bad marriage, not your fault. If you can't hold your shit together, they won't let that pass."
"Please, Anita," Requiem said, "please, feed the ardeur upon me, please."
"I will."
The look on his face was amazing, so joyous even through all the bruises. The look scared me. No one but your nearest and dearest should ever look at you like that.
"But not right now," I said.
Some of the joy faded. "Why not now? It is morning. You have slept."
I nodded. "Yeah, usually that does raise the ardeur." I looked at Jean-Claude. "That's a good question, why don't I feel all ardeurishl"
"I, too, am well fed."
"You feasted last night," Requiem said, "on Augustine and his people."
I looked back at Jean-Claude. "Is he right? Was it such a powerful meal that we're safe for longer?"
"Perhaps."
"You don't sound convinced."
"The ardeur is not always a predictable power, ma petite. I would need more than one feeding of such magnitude before I agreed that that was the reason."
"Or perhaps," Elinore said, "you should be trying to figure out how powerful a meal you would need to abate the ardeur. You cannot feast on another