Jewel sat on the side of her sagging mattress, pulling her brush carefully through pillow snarls. Her hair was still damp from last night’s washing. Her mother had often related how, when she was born, the midwife exclaimed, “What a little jewel, with that garnet-red hair!” Garnet did not appeal to her mother as a name; hence she was dubbed Jewel. With a pang she recalled how Norman had loved gathering her curls with his callused hands.
“Mummy, I’m all dressed. But look. What’s wrong with this stocking?”
Snapped from her reverie, Jewel smiled and opened her arms. Becky stepped forward, and Jewel hefted her onto the bed beside her. “There is just one problem, mite. You see this bump? That’s where your heel’s supposed to be.”
The girl laughed, touched Jewel’s cheek while her stocking was adjusted. “Why do you have freckles, Mummy?”
“I swallowed a pound and it broke into pennies.” Something else her own mother used to say.
“And why do I have them?”
Jewel thought fast. “They’re where angels kiss you as you sleep.”
“They kiss me?”
“How can they resist? You’re so sweet.” Jewel turned her face up to plant a kiss upon Becky’s forehead. “And there’s one from me. Now, let’s hurry or we’ll be late.”
Jewel helped her into a crisp pink muslin, slightly faded from having been passed down through Vicar Treves’ four daughters. She dressed herself in a navy-and-gray striped poplin, purchased from a secondhand stall on Market Street. The cuffs were frayed, but it was nicer than the two dresses she rotated on factory days.
She gathered Becky’s hair with a ribbon, and her own into a straw bonnet.
With Saint Philip’s Chapel being in a poor section of Birmingham, Jewel would have felt out of place clad in finery, were she to possess any. Even Mrs. Treves did not wear Parisian fashions, though she probably could, for rumor was that the vicar’s family had wealth. In the vestibule, Mrs. Treves leaned to slip a peppermint into Becky’s pocket.
“I trust you’ll save that for after the service, little lady?”
“I shall,” Becky said, and pleased Jewel by adding, “Thank you, ma’am.”
Mrs. Treves smiled. Well past thirty, and plump from having birthed seven children, she was a beautiful woman, with jade green eyes and strawberry-blond ringlets. She was known for compelling merchants to give discounts so as to stretch the poor-box pennies as much as possible.
“Mr. Chandler’s boy will be here with a cart of eggs and butter afterwards.” Mrs. Treves leaned close so as not to embarrass Jewel, in spite of the fact that several others would be extended that same charity. Even the most desperately poor had their pride. Not the sinful pride stemmed from arrogance, but that of not wishing to be pitied.
Jewel thanked her. For Becky’s sake, she would take any charity offered. The vicar’s sermon, “The Hope of Heaven,” from the first book of Thessalonians, was so encouraging that she could actually sense Norman and her mother watching them from above. Also encouraging was the generous parcel of butter and eggs she carried home. After a lunch of cold mutton and potatoes, followed by the luxury of Sunday luxuries, a nap, she stood in the queue twice at the communal tap to fill water buckets while Becky still slept. Afterwards she escorted the girl down the corridor to see the Bell family’s kittens.
“Mayn’t they open their eyes?” Becky asked with such concern on her little face that Mrs. Bell laughed. Back in the flat, Jewel taught her daughter how to make shortbread with some of the butter. The day was so fine, so perfect, that she was able to keep the familiar nagging fear at bay.
But in the dark of night, the fear swooped through her with renewed strength. Over two weeks had passed since Mrs. Platt gave her the news that Mr. Dunstan had been sacked. But did men like him slouch away quietly?
Father, please keep him away from us, she prayed, and wished she had the faith to push him from her mind completely.
Monday morning, she carried still-sleeping Becky downstairs as usual, murmuring, “You’ll be too heavy to do this before long.” In Mrs. Platt’s parlor, Jewel deposited her and her little blanket onto the worn horsehair sofa and kissed her forehead.
“What’s this?” Mrs. Platt said when Jewel took a handkerchief-wrapped bundle from her pocket.
“We made shortbread last night.”
“Ah, you know my weakness!”
“I do now,” Jewel quipped, and they traded smiles. She stepped out into the corridor with her heart lighter than it had been in ages.
Mrs. Fenton waved her down from just inside the entrance door.
“He’s out there.”
Jewel’s throat tightened. Mrs. Fenton eased open the door a bit. In gaps between laborers rushing to their jobs, she could see Mr. Dunstan, leaning against the tenement building across the lane with arms folded, as if waiting for someone.
Me.
“Just pay him no mind,” Mrs. Fenton said. “Let him rant and rave all he wants, get it out of his craw.”
“Are you sure?”
The older woman peeked through the gap. “Come along . . . too many men out there for him to try anything. As I say, he’s got to rant.”
Jewel’s heart hammered in her chest as Mrs. Fenton opened the door, then threaded an arm through hers.
“Mind you don’t look at him.”
Jewel followed that advice down the three steps, bracing herself for the rail of abuse, the embarrassment of having passersby witness a row.
When it did not come, her relief was overwhelming.
And short-lived.
Why wasn’t he saying anything? Twenty feet up the lane, Jewel looked over her shoulder. Only the position of his head had moved. Their eyes locked. His eyes narrowed over a smile that chilled her to the core.
Mrs. Fenton tugged at her. “Forget him.”
Jewel took two more steps, halted, whispered, “I can’t leave Becky.”
“Nip back and warn Mrs. Platt to keep her inside.”
“I’ve done that. But she’s too sympathetic toward him. What if she lets him visit?” She unwound her arm. “You go on.”
The walk back to the building was the longest Jewel had ever taken. She did not have to look at him to know his eyes followed her.
“What’s wrong?” Mrs. Platt asked. The mother of one of the infants looked at her curiously, as well.
Becky lay on the sofa, still asleep. She blinked as Jewel lifted her.
“Mummy?”
“Yes, it’s me, Becky.” To Mrs. Platt, Jewel said, “I won’t be going in.”
“You’ll still owe me for today.”
“Of course.” At the moment, that was the least of her worries. By the time she had Becky upstairs, the girl was wide awake.
“I’m staying home with you,” Jewel said.
Becky’s blue eyes brightened. “All day?”
Jewel combed a hand through her red curls. “All day.”
She went into the kitchen, slowly moved aside the curtain. Mr. Dunstan stared up at her with his maddening, knowing grin. She dropped the curtain as if it were on fire, stepped backwards.
“What’s wrong, Mummy?”
Jewel turned to her. “Shall I tell you a story?”
She had recited “The Cinder Maid” so many times that her mind was able to churn over other things while Becky listened intently. Was his plan to lurk outside all day? Hopefully Mrs. Fenton could smooth over Mr. Fowler’s ire. After all, this would be her first absence. Mourning her husband, stomach cramps, a bout with ague, and maddening worry when it moved on to Becky had not given her excuse to miss.
To keep from pacing the floor, she occupied herself with little tasks: mending the quilt that had been her grandmother’s, tightening up buttons on clothing. By lunchtime, the knot in her stomach made the thought of food nauseating, so she fed Becky the cheese sandwich she had packed for the factory.
“May we visit the kittens?” Becky asked after her nap.
“I’m afraid not,” Jewel said, trying to maintain the illusion that this was just a normal day. “The Bells will be at work.”
Hours later, as she trimmed eyes from the last of the potatoes for boiling, someone knocked, and Mrs. Fenton’s voice called, “It’s me, dearie!”
“Keep an eye on the potatoes for me, but don’t go near the stove,” Jewel said to Becky before stepping out into the hallway and putting a finger to her lips.
Mrs. Fenton nodded, whispered, “He just left.”
Relief made Jewel’s knees buckle.
“But . . . he gave me a message for you.” She bit her lip. “He said you did him a favor, that he found a job as night watchman that pays more than rent collecting. That he gets plenty of sleep and gets off just in time to come ’round to bid you good morning.”
Now Jewel’s knees went weak for another reason. She put a steadying hand on the doorframe. “How long does he intend to do this? I can’t miss work again.”
“No, you can’t. Mr. Fowler says a dozen women a day ask about hiring on. If you don’t go in tomorrow, you’ll be sacked.”
Frantically, Jewel thought. “Do you think your mother would—”
“She can’t abide children,” Mrs. Fenton said with a head shake for emphasis. “She couldn’t even abide her own. I’m the only one who has aught to do with her, but . . .” She shrugged. “She’s my mother. And I must go now. I’m sorry to bring you bad news.”
Hours passed before Jewel was able to drift into fitful sleep. Early the next morning, she carried a pot of water into the parlor for her bath, even though Mr. Dunstan would have to be fourteen feet tall to peer through the threadbare curtains. After dressing, she braced herself to ease aside a corner to have a look. The sun’s tepid rays diluted the darkness to the color of weak tea. Even so, from the far side of a stream of day laborers, she could see him. Looking up. He touched the brim of his hat.
I hope your neck gets a crick, Jewel thought.
What to do now? She would have to confront him, however dreadful the thought.
The stream of humanity would dry up very soon. Trying to keep the fear from her voice, she roused Becky and said, “Come, Becky. Let’s dress.”
Quickly she led the half-sleeping child through the morning ritual: taking her to the water closet, sponging her with a flannel, pulling a dress over her head and arms, combing her hair.
“I need you to wake now, Becky,” Jewel said, easing her down at the foot of the stairs. “I can’t carry you the whole way.”
Becky yawned and looked up the staircase. She was awake enough to know that they had passed Mrs. Platt’s. “Where are we going, Mummy?”
“For a walk,” Jewel said through chattering teeth.
Suddenly wide awake, she did a little bounce and said, “May we go to the park?”
“Not today.” Jewel took her hand.
If walking past Mr. Dunstan yesterday morning was terrifying, it was doubly so with Becky beside her. She kept the girl to her right. Fortunately, Becky was too busy chirping her happiness to look around her skirts.
“I thought I was dreaming when you said that, Mummy! Will you stay home again?”
“I’m afraid not, mite,” Jewel told her. If the police were to take Mr. Dunstan in this very morning, she would have to deliver Becky back to Mrs. Platt and hurry to the factory. She would still be late, but if she begged hard enough, perhaps Mr. Fowler would extend mercy.
Please, God.
“And what did the man say to you?” Constable Whittington asked, unable to disguise his pained tone.
“Nothing to me directly, sir,” Jewel admitted. “But he bade a friend tell me that he would return to bid me good mornings.”
“And he has not approached, nor laid a hand on you?”
Jewel shifted her weight upon her feet. If only there were a chair facing the sergeant’s desk so she would not have to stand there like a worker called up for slacking. If only Becky weren’t standing right beside her, taking everything in through wide eyes. But there was no way she would allow her daughter out of her sight.
“Why would he be there, sir, if not to intimidate me? He knows I won’t leave Becky if he’s out there.”
“Again I say, it’s no crime to stand in front of a building. And we didn’t give the owner your name when we spoke with him—for which you seem to have no gratitude.”
“I’m grateful, sir. More than you can know. But my daughter’s safety outweighs even gratitude.”
He sighed. “I’m not unsympathetic to your plight, Mrs. Libby. But the law—”
“Then it’s the law that’s unsympathetic,” Jewel said, voice shaking from humiliation and desperation. “If I were the lord mayor’s daughter, I believe you would find a way around the law.”
“Now, see here!”
But what was there to see? She took Becky’s hand, walked back on Great Russell Street. The bells of Saint Mary’s chimed eight o’clock. Shop fronts and carriages blurred. She blinked salt tears.
“Are you crying, Mummy?” Becky asked.
“No.” Jewel sniffed, lowered herself to reassure her daughter. “Well, a bit. But you mustn’t worry.”
Becky pressed hands against Jewel’s cheeks. The smallness and coolness were a balm. “He’s a bad man!”
“No, Becky. He’s a good man. He’s just done a bad thing.”
Visions tormented her, of losing her job, of turning Becky over to an orphanage just to put a roof over her head and food in her stomach. Father, please don’t let it come to that!
“Will we go home now?” Becky asked.
“Not now.” But where to go?
Saint Philip’s snug vicarage appeared younger than the chapel in whose shadow it rested, but the worn stones had seen their share of decades. A round-faced housemaid led them through a narrow hallway and out to a compact garden where Mrs. Treves sat in dressing gown and slippers.
“Why, good morning,” said the vicar’s wife, rising from a cast-iron bench. “I was just collecting my wits after the mad rush to send the children and Paul off to—”
She paused, jade eyes meeting Jewel’s.
“Mrs. Libby? What’s wrong?”
Jewel opened her mouth but could not force out the words. Her eyes, however, had no difficulty producing tears.
Mrs. Treves eyed her for a second, then stooped to touch Becky’s shoulder. “Mrs. Exter’s making gingerbread. Why don’t you go and watch?”
The look Becky gave Jewel was half hope, half worry.
“Go ahead, dear,” Jewel said, forcing a smile.
Mrs. Treves nodded at the maid, who led Becky back into the house, saying, “Mrs. Exter bakes the best gingerbread in England, lamb.”
“Now, come sit and tell me what’s happened,” Mrs. Treves said.
With such kind prompting, Jewel spilled out the story. “If I still have a job, I’ll be docked yesterday’s and today’s wages. I’m barely hanging on as it is.”
“Why haven’t you come to us before?” Mrs. Treves asked.
“We were getting by. And you have so many parishioners worse off than us.”
Mrs. Treves shook her head. “When Paul returns from his morning calls, I’ll ask him to deliver you to the factory and speak with your employer. Becky may spend the day here.”
Jewel let out a relieved breath. But on the heels of that relief came a terrifying thought.
“But what about tomorrow? And the next day? Mr. Dunstan’s never going away. I saw it in his eyes.”
The maid returned with tea. Jewel took three sugars. Sympathy and sugar. Both immensely comforting, but what she needed was a solution.
“You must stay here with us tonight,” Mrs. Treves declared. “However long it takes. Paul will help us figure out what to do.”
Again, the swallowing of pride. But relief helped it go down easier.
“How can I ever thank you?” Jewel asked, her voice thick with emotion.
Mrs. Treves patted her arm. “You would do it for us.”
“I—I would hope so.”
“I know so,” Mrs. Treves said. “Which is not why we’re helping, mind you. It’s our Christian duty. But I’ve known you long enough to recognize the quality of your character, Jewel Libby. And I believe you would help anyone within your power to help.”
It had been far too long since Jewel had heard anything so kind said of her. The words caused fresh tears to threaten her eyes.
But she would hold them in, lest she lay yet another burden upon Mrs. Treves’ kind shoulders.