Chapter Seven

Hamanu sent them away—all of them: Windreaver, Pavek, Enver, the myriad slaves and templars whose labor fueled the palace routine. The Lion-King retired to distill the reagents and compose the invocation of the stealthy spell he’d need to get close enough to see his creator’s prison with his own eyes and—more importantly—get away again.

“Oil, O Mighty Master?” Windreaver whispered from the darkest depths of the room where Hamanu worked into the night.

The storerooms beneath the palace were flooded. Their contents had been hurriedly hauled to the upper rooms for safekeeping, leaving Hamanu’s normally austere and organized workroom in chaos. The treasures of a very long lifetime were heaped into precarious pyramids. Windreaver’s shadowy form would be lost amid countless other shadows, and Hamanu didn’t break his concentration to look for his old enemy.

“Do you truly believe oil from the egg-sack of a red-eyed roc will protect you from your master?”

“…nine hundred eighty… nine hundred eighty-one…” Hamanu replied through clenched teeth.

Shimmering droplets, black as the midnight sky and lustrous as pearls, dripped from the polished porphyry cruet he held over an obsidian cauldron. Four ages ago, he’d harvested this oil from a red-eyed roc. It had vast potential as a magical reagent—potential he had scarcely begun to explore—but he did not expect it to protect him from the first sorcerer.

Nothing but his own wits and all the luck in the world could protect the last champion from Rajaat.

“You’re a fool, O Mighty Master. Surrender and be done with it. Become the dragon. Any dragon would be better than Rajaat unchained. You certainly can’t fight Rajaat and your peers.”

“…nine hundred eighty-eight… nine hundred eighty-nine…”

Unable to provoke an explosion from either Hamanu or the concoction in front of him, Windreaver turned his attention to the clutter. Save for his acid voice and the swirling wake of his anger, the troll had no effect on the living world. That was his protection—he could slip undetected through all but the most rigorous wardings, including the ones Hamanu had set on this room. It was also his frustration.

Whirling through the room, Windreaver shook the clutter and raised a score of cluttering dust devils from its shadows. Hamanu stilled the air with an absentminded thought and counted the nine hundred ninety-second drop of oil. The devils collapsed.

There was another table in the workroom, uncluttered save for writing implements and two sheaves of vellum: one blank, the other already written upon, It drew Windreaver’s curiosity as a lodestone attracted iron. The air above the table sighed. The corners of the written-upon vellum rustled.

Hamanu imagined a thumb in the center of the sheaf. “…nine hundred ninety-four… nine hundred ninety-five…”

Driven by a very local wind, the brass stylus rolled to the table’s edge and clattered loudly to the floor. The vellum remained where it belonged.

“Memoirs, O Mighty Master?” The rustling stopped. “An apology?”

Windreaver’s accusations were icy knives against Hamanu’s back. The Lion of Urik wore the guise of a human man in his workroom where no illusion was necessary. Human motion, human gestures, were still the movements his mind knew best. He shrugged remembered shoulders beneath an illusory silk shirt and continued his count.

“What fascination does this street-scum orphan hold for you, O Mighty Master? You’ve wound him tight in a golden chain, and yet you plead for his understanding.”

“…one thousand… one thousand one.”

Hamanu set the cruet down and, taking up an inix-rib ladle, gave the cauldron a stir. Bubbles burst on the brew’s surface. The two-score flames of the overhead candelabra extinguished themselves with a single hiss and the scent of long-dead flowers. A coal brazier glowed beneath the cauldron, but when Hamanu stirred it a second time, the pale illumination came from the cauldron itself.

“I noticed him, this Just-Plain Pavek of yours, Pavek the high templar, Pavek the druid. His scars go deep, O Mighty Master. He’s scared to the core, of you, of every little thing.”

“Pavek is a wise man.”

“He’s young.”

“He’s mortal.”

“He’s young, O Mighty Master. He has no understanding.”

“You’re old. Did age make you wise?”

“Wiser than you, Manu. You never became a man.”

Manu. The troll had read the uppermost sheet of parchment where the name was written, but he’d known about Manu for ages. Windreaver knew the Lion’s history, but Hamanu knew very little about the troll. What was there to know about a ghost?

Shifting the ladle to his off-weapon hand, Hamanu reached into an ordinary-seeming leather pouch sitting lopsidedly on the table. He scooped out a handful of fine, dirt-colored powder and scattered it in an interlocking pattern across the cauldron’s seething surface. Flames leapt up along the powder’s trail.

Hamanu’s glossy black hair danced in the heat. He spoke a word; the flames froze in time. His hair settled against his neck; illusion maintained without thought. Moments later, screams and lamentations erupted far beyond the workroom. The flames flickered, died, and Hamanu stirred the cauldron again.

“You’re evil, Manu.”

“So say you.”

“Aye, I say it. Do you hear me?”

“I hear. You’d do nothing different.”

“I’m no sorcerer,” the troll swore indignantly.

“A coincidence of opportunity. Rajaat made you before he made me.”

“Be damned! We did not start the Cleansing War!”

“Nor did I. I finished it. Would you have finished it differently? Could you have stopped your army before every human man, woman, and child was dead? Could you have stopped yourself?”

The air fell silent.

Iridescence bloomed on the swirling brew. It spread rapidly, then rose: a noxious, rainbow bubble as tall as a man. The bubble burst, spattering Hamanu with foul-smelling mist. The silk of his illusory shirt shriveled, revealing the black dragon-flesh of his true shape. A deep-pitched chuckle rumbled from the workroom’s corners before the illusion was restored.

Hamanu released the ladle. The inix bone clattered full-circle around the obsidian rim, then it, the penultimate reagent, was consumed. Blue light, noxious and alive, formed a hemisphere above the cauldron, not touching it. With human fingers splayed along his human chin, concealing a very human scowl, Hamanu studied the flickering blue patterns.

Everything appeared in order. The turgid brew, the shimmering light, the lingering odor were all as his research and calculations had predicted. But predictions could be wrong, disastrously wrong, when spells went awry.

Rajaat, creator of sorcery as well as champions, had written the grammar of spellcraft in his own youth, long before the Cleansing Wars began. Since then, additions to the grimoires had been few, and mostly inscribed in blood: a warning to those who followed that the experiment had failed. Hamanu’s stealthy spell was perilously unproven. Its name existed only in his imagination. He would, in all likelihood, survive any miscasting, but survival wouldn’t be enough.

Still scowling, Hamanu walked away from the table. He stopped at a heap of clutter no different from the others and made high-pitched clicking noises with his tongue. Before Windreaver could say anything, a lizard’s head poked up. Kneeling, Hamanu held out his hand.

The lizard, a critic, was ancient for its kind. Its brilliant, many-colored scales had faded to subtle, precious shades. Its movements were slow and deliberate, but without hesitation as it accepted Hamanu’s finger and climbed across his wrist to his forearm. Its feet disappeared as it balanced on real flesh within the illusion.

“You astonish me,” Windreaver muttered from a corner.

Hamanu let the comment slide, though he, too, was astonished, hearing something akin to admiration in his enemy’s voice. He was evil; he accepted that. A thousand times a thousand judgments had been rendered against the Lion of Urik. He’d done many horrible things because they were necessary. He’d done many more because he was bored and craved amusement. But his evil was as illusory as his humanity.

The Lion-King couldn’t say what the lizard saw through its eyes. Its mind was too small, too different for him to occupy. Scholars had said, and proven, that critics wouldn’t dwell in an ill-omened house. They’d choose death over deception if the household doors were locked against their departure. From scholarly proofs, it was a small step to the assumption that critics wouldn’t abide evil’s presence, and a smaller step to the corollary that critics and the Lion of Urik should be incompatible.

Yet the palace never lacked the reclusive creatures. Shallow bowls of amber honey sat in every chamber for their use—even here, amid the noxious reagents, or on the roof beneath Hamanu’s unused bed.

With the critic on his arm, Hamanu returned to the worktable, dipped his finger in just such a delicately painted bowl, and offered a sticky feast to his companion. Its dark tongue flicked once, probing the gift, and a second time, after which the honey was gone. A wide yawn revealed its toothless gums, and then it settled its wrinkled chin flat on the Lion-King’s forearm, basking in the warmth of his unnatural flesh.

With a crooked and careful finger, Hamanu stroked the critic’s triangular skull and its long flanks. Bending over, he whispered a single word: “Rajaat,” and willingly opened his mind to the lizard as so many had unwillingly opened their minds to him.

The critic raised its head, flicked its tongue—as if thoughts were honey in the air. Slowly it straightened its legs, turned around, and made its way back to Hamanu’s hand, which was poised above the blue light, above the simmering cauldron.

A shadow fell across Hamanu’s arm. “This is not necessary, Manu.”

“Evil cares nothing for necessity,” Hamanu snapped. “Evil serves itself, because good will not.” He surprised himself with his own bitterness. He’d thought he no longer cared what others thought, but that, too, was illusion. “Leave me, Windreaver.”

“I’ll return to Ur Draxa, O Mighty Master. There is nothing you can learn there that I cannot—and without the risk.”

“Go where you will, Windreaver, but go.”

The critic leapt into the cauldron. For an instant the workroom was plunged in total darkness. When there was light again, it came only from the brazier. The brew’s surface was satin smooth; both the troll and the critic were gone.

With doubts and emptiness he did not usually feel, Hamanu lifted the cauldron. He set it down again in an iron-strapped chest inscribed all over with words from a language that had been forgotten before Rajaat was born. Then Hamanu locked the chest with green-glowing magic and, feeling every one of his thousand years, sat down before the ink stone and parchment.

The reagents must age for two nights and a day before they could be decanted, before the stealthy spell could be invoked.

There was much he could write in that time.

* * *

I removed Bult’s sword from his lifeless hand. It was the first time I’d held a forged weapon. A thrill like the caress of Dorean’s hair against my skin raced along my nerves. The sword would forever be my weapon. Casting my gorestained club aside, I ran my hand along the steel spine. It aroused me, not as Dorean had aroused my mortal passions, but I knew the sword’s secrets as I had known hers.

The dumbstruck veterans of our company retreated when I swept the blade in a slow, wide arc.

“Now we fight trolls,” I told them as Bult’s corpse cooled. “No more running. If running from your enemy suits your taste, start running, because anyone who won’t fight trolls fights me instead.”

I dropped down into the swordsman’s crouch I’d seen but never tried. I tucked my vitals behind the hilt and found a perfect balance when my shoulders were directly above my feet. It was so comfortable, so natural. Without thinking, I smiled arid bared my teeth.

Three of the men turned tail, running toward the nearest road and the village we’d passed a few days earlier, but the rest stood firm. They accepted me as their leader—me, a Kreegill farmer’s son with a wordy tongue, a light-boned dancer, who’d killed a troll and a veteran on the same day.

“Ha-Manu,” one man called me: Worthy Manu, Bright Manu, Manu with a sword in his hand and the will to use it.

The sun and the wind and the homage of hard, human eyes made me a warlord that day. My life had come to a tight corner. Looking back, I saw Manu’s painful path from Deche: the burning houses, the desecrated corpses of kin… of Dorean. Ahead, the future beckoned him to shape it, to forge it, as his sword had been shaped by heat and hammer.

I couldn’t go back to Deche; time’s tyranny cannot be overthrown, but I was not compelled to become Hamanu. A man can deny his destiny and remain trapped in the tight corner between past and future until both are unattainable. The choice was mine.

“Break camp,” I told them, my first conscious command. “I killed a troll last night. Where there’s one troll, there’re bound to be more. It’s nigh time trolls learned that this is human land.”

There were no cheers, just the dusty backs of men and women as they obeyed. Did they obey because I’d killed Bult and they feared me? Did they listen because I offered an opportunity they were ready to seize? Or was it habit, as habit had kept me behind Bult for five years? Probably a bit of each in every mind, and other reasons I didn’t guess then, or ever.

In time, I’d learn a thousand ways to insure obedience, but in the end, it’s a rare man who wants to go first into the unknown. I was a rare man.

We had three kanks. Two of the bugs carried our baggage: uncut cloth and hides, the big cook pots, food and water beyond the two day’s supply every veteran carried in his personal kit—all the bulk a score of rootless humans needed in the barrens. The third kank had carried Bult and Bult’s personal possessions and our hoard of coins. I appropriated the poison-spitting bug and rode in unfamiliar style while our trackers searched for troll trails.

I counted the coins in our coin coffer first—what man wouldn’t? We could have eaten better, if there’d been better food available at any price in any of the villages where we traded. I found Bult’s hidden coin cache and counted those coins, too. Bult had been a wealthy man, for all the good it had done him. Wealth didn’t interest me, not half as much as the torn scraps of vellum Bult had kept in a case made from tanned and supple troll hide.

While the others slept, I examined the scraps and gave thanks to Jikkana, who’d taught me human script. There were maps on some of the scraps: maps of the Kreegills, maps of the whole human heartland. Roads were lines; villages were names beside dots of greater or lesser size. Deche was marked on the Kreegill map, with a big red slash drawn through it. Deche and other villages, more than I cared to count.

Bult had made other marks on his precious maps: blue curls for sweet streams that flowed year around, three black lines with a triangle below them to mark where we’d buried our dead. Those black lines surprised me: I hadn’t thought he’d noticed. The last five years of my life were written on those vellum scraps.

Another scrap held the names of the veterans in his band. I laughed when I read the words he’d written about me: “Bigmouthed farm boy. Talks too much. Thinks too much. Dangerous. Squash him when Jikkana lets him go.” A man who has to write such things down in order to remember them is a fool, but I read his entries carefully, committing them, too, to my memory before I burnt the vellum. After all, he’d been right about me; he just hadn’t moved fast enough.

There were intact sheets of vellum in the case. Each bore the seal of a higher officer. The words were unfamiliar to me, even when I sounded them out. A code, I decided, but aren’t all languages codes, symbols for words, words for things, motions, and ideas? I’d cracked the troll code before I knew that humanity had a code of its own. I had no doubt that I could crack any code Bult had devised.

Of course, Bult hadn’t devised the code. It was Myron of Yoram’s code: the orders he—or someone he trusted—had sent to bands like ours. On each folded sheet, the officers whose paths crossed ours had written their thoughts about us. As we rarely saw the same officer twice running, the sheets were a sort of conversation among our superiors.

Pouring over them, I easily pictured Bult doing the same. The image inspired me. I cracked the Troll-Scorcher’s code three nights later. It was a simple code: one symbol displacing another without variation from one officer to the next. The Troll-Scorcher’s officers weren’t much cleverer than Bult had been, but their secrets had been safe from our yellow-haired leader. He would never have carried those closely written sheets around for all those years if he’d known how Yoram’s officers belittled him.

But there were more than insults coded on those sheets. Word by word, I pieced together the Troll-Scorcher’s strategy. He herded the trolls as if they were no more, no less, than kanks. He culled his bugs and kept them moving, lest they overgraze the pasturage: human farms, human villages, human lives.

We—Bult’s band and the other bands that mustered each year on the plains—weren’t fighting a war; we were shepherds, destined to tend Myron of Yoram’s flocks forever.

I read my translations to my veterans the next night. Honest rage choked my throat as I described the Troll-Scorcher’s intentions; I couldn’t finish. A one-eyed man-one of Bult’s confidants and, I’d assumed, no friend of mine—took up after me. He was a halting reader; my ears ached listening to him, but he held the band’s attention, which gave me the chance to study my men and women unobserved.

They were mostly the children of veterans. They’d been raised in the sprawling camp in the plains where the whole army mustered once a year until they were old enough to join a band. Their lives had been completely shaped by Myron of Yoram’s war against the trolls. When One-Eye finished, they sat mute, staring at the flames with unreadable expressions. For a moment I was flummoxed. Then I realized that their sense of betrayal went deeper than mine. Their very reason for living—the reasons that had sustained their parents and grandparents—was a fraud perpetrated by the very man they called their lord and master: Myron Troll-Scorcher.

It was no longer enough that I lead them from one village to the next, looking for trolls who had—as they did from time to time—vanished overnight from the heartland. If I wanted my veterans to follow me further, I’d have to replace the Troll-Scorcher in their minds.

I’d come to another corner in my life, hard after the last one. I could have sat with them, staring at the flames until the wood was ash and the sun rose. With neither leader nor purpose, we would have drifted apart or fallen prey to trolls, other men, or barrens-beasts, which were, even then, both numerous and deadly. But destiny had already named me Hamanu; I couldn’t let the moment pass.

“Perdition,” I said softly as I rose to my feet. There was no need to shout. The camp was grave quiet, and I had their attention. “Perdition for Myron of Yoram and the trolls. We’ll tell the truth in every village and slay any rounds-officer who sniffs up our trail. We’ll take this war back to the trolls. We’ll finish it, and then we’ll come back to finish the Troll-Scorcher!”

This time there were cheers. Men took my hand; women kissed my cheek. Guide us, Hamanu, they said. We put our lives in your hands. You see light where we see shadows. Guide us. Give us victory. Give us pride, Hamanu.

I heard their pleas, accepted their challenge. I led them toward the light.

After studying Bull’s maps, I found a pattern to our wanderings. More, I studied the vast, empty areas where we never wandered and where, I hoped, trolls might go when they vanished from their usual haunts.

There were twenty-three of us left in what had been Bull’s band, what had become Hamanu’s. We were nowhere near enough warriors to confront trolls in lands that they knew better than we did. So we wandered before heading into the unknown, visiting map-marked villages. By firelight and the blazing midday sun, I told our tale to anyone who’d stand still long enough. Our message was simple: humanity suffers because the army sworn to protect it pursues the unfathomable goals of the Troll-Scorcher instead.

“Turn away from the Troll-Scorcher and the trolls. Take your destinies into your own hands,” I said at the end of every telling. “Choose to pay the price of victory now, or resign yourself to defeat forever.”

Instinct told me how to hold another human’s attention with pitch, rhythm, and gesture, but only practice could teach me the words that would bind a man’s heart to my ideas. I learned quickly, but not always quickly enough. At times, my words went wrong, and we left a village with dirt and dung clattering against our heels. But even then, there’d be a few more of us leaving than there’d been when we arrived.

From twenty, we grew to forty; from forty to sixty.

Our reputation—my reputation—spread. Renegade bands whose disillusionment with the Troll-Scorcher’s army was older than ours met us on the open plains. Alliances were proposed. My band should fall in step, they advised, and I, being younger in both years and experience, should accept another leader’s authority. Duels were fought: I was young, and I was still learning, but I was already Hamanu, and it was my destiny—not theirs—to forge victory.

Bull’s metal sword carved the guts of four renegade leaders who couldn’t perceive, that truth. After each duel, I invited their veterans to join me. A few did, but loyalty runs deep in the human spirit, and mostly, duels left me with a cloud of enemies who wouldn’t join my growing band and couldn’t return to the Troll-Scorcher’s army. Cut off at the neck, without leaders, and at the knees, with nowhere to go, they were of little consequence.

I had no greater concern for the Troll-Scorcher’s loyal bands, which dogged us from village to village. They threatened the villagers who aided us, then melted away, and got in the way of trolls when I tried to pursue them. My trackers guessed that there were, perhaps, three loyalist bands shadowing our movements and intimidating the villages we depended upon for food and water, now that our number I had grown too large for easy forage. Thirty men and women, they said, forty at most, and not an officer among them.

I believed my trackers.

I was stunned speechless one cool morning when the dawn patrol reported dust on the eastern horizon: something coming our way. Something large, with many, many feet.

We’d made a hilltop camp the previous evening. The camp Bult would have made on the ground he would have chosen: the Troll-Scorcher’s loyal veterans didn’t care if the trolls saw fire against the nighttime sky. They’d choose defense over concealment every time. But the morning’s dust cloud didn’t rise from the feet of trolls.

“How many?” I demanded of the trackers who’d failed me.

Shielding their eyes from the risen sun, they grimaced and squinted with eyes no sharper than my own.

“A lot,” one leather-clad woman declared, adding, after a moment’s pause. “A lot, if they’re trolls. More, if they’re human.”

Her companions agreed.

“Are they human?” I asked, already knowing the answer. There were humans in the vicinity, but we hadn’t seen troll sign since the day Bult died.

By then the whole camp was awake. The ones who weren’t staring at the sun were staring at me. No tracker would meet my eyes.

“How many?” I cocked my wrist at my shoulder, ready to backhand the woman if she failed to answer.

“A hundred,” she whispered; the count spread through the camp like fire. “Maybe more, maybe less. More’n us, for certain.”

Veterans had at least a hundred curses for an incompetent leader, and I heard them all as the cloud broadened before us. They were getting closer—spreading out to encircle us. There were a whole lot more than a hundred. Sure as sunrise, there was an officer among them, and where there was a loyal officer, there was the Troll-Scorcher’s magic, or so the older veterans promised. I’d never seen magic used before—except at the muster, when Myron of Yoram fried a few trolls, or the piddling displays Bult made when we’d held hands and shouted the Troll-Scorcher’s name at the moon. We couldn’t stand against the one and needn’t fear the other.

“What now, Hamanu?” someone finally asked. “What do we do now?”

“It’s all up,” another man answered for me. “There’s too many to outrun. We’re meat for sure.”

I backhanded him and drew the sword that was at my side, night and day. “We never run; we attack! If Myron of Yoram has sent his army against us instead of trolls, then let his army pay the price.”

“Attack how, Hamanu? Attack where?” One-Eye chided me softly.

I’d kept Bult’s one-time friend close since he’d taken up my cause. He was twice my age and knew things I couldn’t imagine. When he’d been a boy, he’d listened to veterans who’d made the victorious sweep through the Kreegills. I gave One-Eye leave to speak his mind and listened carefully to what he said.

“If we run now,” One-Eye continued. “If we scatter in all directions before the noose is closed, leaving everything behind, a few will get away clean. If we stand, we’re trapped, Hamanu. Say, they don’t have enough punch to charge the hill, they can set the grass afire. There’s a time for running, Hamanu.”

“We attack,” I insisted, fighting my own temper.

My sword hand twitched, eager to slay any man or woman who cast a shadow across my ambitions. The veterans around me saw my inner conflict. Four times—five counting Bult—I’d proven that I could kill anyone who stood in my way. One-Eye presented a greater challenge. His wisdom alone could defeat me, and gutting him would be a hollow victory.

The dust cloud was growing, spreading north and south. We heard drums, keeping the veterans in step and relaying orders from one end of the curving line to the other. My heart beat to their tempo. Fear grew beneath my ribs and in the breasts of all my veterans. There was panic brewing on my hilltop. When I looked at the dusty horizon, my mind was blank, my thoughts were bound in defeat. I wanted to attack, but I had no answer to One-Eye’s questions: how? and where?

“You can’t hold them,” One-Eye warned. “They’re going to run. Give the order, Hamanu. Run with them, ahead of them. It’s our only chance.”

Hearing him, not me, a few men lit out for the west, and a great many more were poised to follow. My sword sang in the warming air and came up short, a hair’s breadth from One-Eye’s neck. I had my veterans’ attention, and a heartbeat to make use of it.

“We’ll run, One-Eye,” I conceded. Then my destiny burst free. Visions and possibilities flooded my mind. “Aye, we’ll run—we’ll run and we’ll attack! All of us, together. We’ll wait until their line is thin around us, then, just when they think they’ve got us, we’ll shape ourselves, shoulder-to-shoulder, into a mighty spear and thrust through them. Let them be the ones who run… from us!”

In my mind I saw myself at the spear’s tip, my sword Bashing a bloody red as my veterans held fast around me and my enemies fell at my feet. But, what I saw in my mind wasn’t enough: I watched One-Eye closely for his reaction.

His lips tightened, and his lumpy nose wrinkled. “Might do.” His chin rose and fell. “Worth a try. Better to die fighting in front than get cut down from behind.”

My fist struck the air above my head—the one and only time that I, Hamanu, saluted another man’s wisdom. The orders to stand fast, then charge as a tight-formed group, radiated around the hilltop. Not everyone greeted them with enthusiasm or obedience, but I ran down the first veteran who bolted, hamstringing him before I slashed his throat. After that, they realized it was better to be behind me than to have me behind them.

I held my veterans on the hilltop until the encroaching circle was complete. Grim bravado replaced any lingering thoughts of panic or fear once the circle began to shrink: either we would win through and roll up our enemies’ line, or we’d all be dead. At least we hoped we’d be dead. That’s what gave my veterans their courage as we started down the hill. Any battlefield death was preferable to the eyes of fire.

How can I describe the exhilaration of that moment? Sixty shrieking humans raced behind me, and the faces of men and women before us turned as pale as the silver Ral when he was alone in the nighttime sky. I’d never led a charge before, never imagined the awesome energy of humanity intent on death.

Every aspect of battle was new to me, and dazzling. We ran so fast; I remember the wind against my face. Yet I also remember realizing that if I continued to hold my sword level in front of me, I’d skewer my first enemy and be helpless before the second, with a man’s full weight wedged against the hilt.

There was time to change my grip, to raise my weapon arm high across my off-weapon shoulder, and deliver a sweeping sword stroke as we met their line. A man went down, his head severed. Beside me, One-Eye swung a stone-headed mallet at a woman. I’ll never forget the sound of her ribs shattering, or the sight of blood spurting an arm’s full length from her open mouth.

A glorious rout had begun. Destiny had pointed our spear at the handful of humanity who could have opposed us: the life-sucking mages who marched with Yoram’s army. Their spells were their own, independent of the Troll-Scorcher. But spellcasting requires calm and concentration, neither of which existed for long on that battlefield.

The enemy had expected an easy victory over ragtag renegades. They expected magic to do the hard work of slaying me and my veterans. They weren’t prepared for hand-to-hand bloody combat. We took the fighting to them, and they crumpled before us—fleeing, surrendering, dying. At last, we stood before fine-dressed officers with metal weapons, mekillot shields, and boiled-leather armor.

The battle paused while they took my measure and I took theirs. My veterans were ready, and they were prepared to die defending themselves.

But they preferred not to—

“Peace, Manu!” Their spokesman hailed me by my name. “For love of human men and women, stand down!”

“Never!” I snarled back, thinking they’d asked me to surrender, knowing I had the strength around me to slay them all.

To a man, they retreated.

“You’ve made your point, Manu,” the spokesman shouted from behind his shield. “There’s no honor in killing a man when there’re trolls for the taking not two day’s march from here.”

I raised my sword. “You lie,” I said, not bothering to be more specific.

The officers halted and stood firm. There were five of them. An honor guard stood with them, armed with metal swords and armored in leather, though they lacked the mekillot shields. I judged the guard the tougher fight. We’d already lost at least ten veterans from our sixty, and the pause was giving the enemy the opportunity to regroup.

I took my swing—and reeled into my left-side man as a better swordsman beat my untutored attack aside.

“Don’t be a fool, Manu,” another officer said. I recognized her from earlier times and wondered which of the coded parchments had been written by her hand. “We know where the trolls are. We’ll lead you to their lairs. Remember Deche, Manu. Which do you want more, us or trolls?”

One-Eye and six other voices counseled me against the officer’s offer, but she knew me, knew my dilemma. Trolls were the enemy because, after ages of warfare, there could be no peace between us. Myron of Yoram was the enemy because he wouldn’t let his army win the war. But humanity was not the enemy. I’d kill humans without remorse if they stood between me and my enemies, but, otherwise, I had no cause against my own folk.

“Lay down your swords,” I said to’ those before me, and they did. “Call off your veterans!”

Another of the officers—a short, round-faced fellow that no other man would consider a threat in a fight but was the highest ranked of all—shouted, “Recall!” From the midst of the honor guard, a drum began to beat. I waved the armed guard aside and beheld a boy, fair-haired, freckled, and shaking with terror as he struck the recall rhythm with his leather-headed sticks.

His signal was taken up by two other drummers, each with a slight variation. The round-faced officer said there should have been five drummers answering the recall, one for each officer. The drummers were boys, not veterans, not armed. They’d been no threat to us when we attacked and rolled up their line, but the round-faced officer swore they wouldn’t have run, that they were as brave as any veteran, ten times braver than I. By the look in his eye, I understood that at least one of the boys was kin to him, one of the boys who hadn’t sounded his drum. He judged me the boy’s murderer, just as I’d once held Bult responsible for Dorean.

By my command, we searched the field, looking for the missing drummers. We found the three missing boys before sundown, their cold fingers still wrapped around their drumsticks.

Battle is glorious because you’re fighting the enemy, you’re fighting for your own life and the lives of the veterans beside you. There’s no glory, though, once the battle has ended. Agony sounds the same, whatever language the wounded spoke when they were whole, and a corpse is a tragic-looking thing whether it’s a half-grown boy or a fullgrown, warty troll.

There were more than a hundred corpses around that hilltop. I’d walked away from Deche, and the death it harbored, hardly by my own choice. When the time came, I’d buried Jikkana, and Bult, and I’d seen to it that all the others went honorably into their graves. But a hundred human corpses…

“What do we do with them?” I asked One-Eye over a cold supper of stale bread and stiff, smoked meat. “We’ll need ten days to dig their graves. We’ll be parched and starving—”

One-Eye found something fascinating in his bread and pretended not to hear me. The woman officer answered instead:

“We leave them for the kes’trekels and all the other scavengers. They’re meat, Manu. Might as well let some creature have the good of ’em. We head west at dawn tomorrow—if you want to catch those trolls.”

And we did, but not at dawn. The round-faced officer kept us waiting while he buried his boy deep in the ground, where no scavenger would disturb him.

They held me in thrall, those five officers did, with their hard eyes and easy assurance. I knew I was cleverer than Bult and all his ilk, but, though I’d taken their swords away, I felt foolish around them. My veterans saw the difference, sensed my discomfort. By the time we’d marched two days into the west, those who’d joined me before the hilltop battle and those we’d acquired in that battle’s aftermath heeded my commands, but only after they’d stolen a glance at my round-faced captive.

“Show me the trolls!” I demanded, seizing his arm and giving him a rude shake.

He staggered, almost losing his balance, almost rubbing the bruise I’d surely given him. But he kept his balance and kept the pain from showing on his face. “They’re here,” he insisted, waving his other arm across the dry prairie.

The land was as flat as the back of my hand and featureless, except farther to the southwest, where a scattering of cone-shaped mountains erupted from the grass. They were nothing like the rocky Kreegills, but trolls were a mountain folk, and I believed the officer when he said we’d find trolls to the southwest.

“The mountains move!” I complained later that day. I’d reckoned the odd-shaped peaks were closer, that we’d be among them by sundown.

There was throttled laughter behind me. As veterans were measured, I scarcely passed muster. I’d seen the Kreegills, and the heartland, but the sinking land—that’s what the officers called the prairie—was new to me. It appeared flat, but appearances deceived, and sinking was as good a description as any for the land we crossed.

The dry grass was pocked with sinkholes large enough to swallow an inix. The holes weren’t treacherous—not at a slow pace, with men walking ahead, prodding the ground with spear butts to find the hidden ones, the ones crusted over with a thin layer of dirt that wouldn’t hold a warrior’s weight. But sinkholes weren’t the only difficulty the grass concealed. The prairie was riddled with dry stream beds, some a half-stride deep, a half-stride wide. Others cut deeper than a man was tall—deeper than a troll—twice as wide. They were banked with wind-carved dirt that dissolved to clumps and dust under a man’s weight.

When we came to such a chasm, there was naught to do but walk the bank until it narrowed—or until we came to an already trampled place where crossing was possible. Muddy water lingered in a few of the chasms. There were footprints in the mud: six-legged bugs, four-footed beasts with cloven hooves, two-footed birds with talons on every toe, and once in a while, the distinctive curve of a leather-shod foot, easily twice the size of mine.

A band of trolls could hide in those muddy chasms. If a troll knew the stream’s course—which crossed which, which went where—his band could travel faster than ours, and unobserved.

As the sun grew redder and shadows lengthened, our round-faced officer advised making camp in one of the chasms. There weren’t many who wanted to sleep in an open-ended grave. Myself, a boyhood in the Kreegills and five years with Bult had conditioned my notions of safety: I wanted those odd-shaped mountains beneath my feet. I wanted to see my enemy while he was still a long way off.

And I was Hamanu. I got what I wanted.

Marching by torchlight and moonlight, pushing the veterans until they were ready to drop, I made camp at the base of one of the strange mountains. In form, the mountains were like worm mounds or anthills—if either worms or ants had once grown large enough to build mountains with their castings. Their grass-covered slopes were slippery steep, without rocks anywhere to give a handhold or foothold.

By daylight, we’d find a way to the top; that night, though, we made a cold camp at the bottom. The sinking lands were familiar in one way, at least: scorching hot beneath the sun, bone-chilling cold beneath the moon. Veterans and officers wrapped themselves into their cloaks and huddled close together.

I took the first watch with five sturdy men who swore they’d stay awake.

I faced south; the trolls came from the north. The first thing I heard was a human scream cut short. I know we’d fallen into a trap, but to this day I wonder if that trap had been set by the trolls or the Troll-Scorcher’s officers. Whichever, it wasn’t a battle—only the trolls had weapons; humans died tangled in their cloaks, still drowsy or sound asleep.

I had my sword, but before I could take a swing, a human hand closed around the nape of my neck. My strength drained down my legs, though I remained standing. Fear such as I’d never known before shocked all thoughts of fight or flight from my head. A mind-bender’s assault—I know it now—but it was pure magic then, for all I, Manu of Deche, the farmer’s son, understood of the Unseen Way.

I thought I’d gone blind and deaf as well, but it was only the Gray, the cold netherworld sucking sound from my ears as I passed through in the grip of another hand, another mind. For one moment I stood on moonlit ground, far from the odd-shaped mountain. Then a raspy, ominous voice said:

“Put him below.”

Something hard and heavy hit me from behind. When I awoke, I was in a brick-lined pit with worms and vermin for my company. Light and food and water—just enough of each to keep me alive—fell from a tiny, unreachable hole in the ceiling.

I never knew how the last battle of my human life ended, but I can guess.