CHAPTER FIVE
“Why are you doing this to us?” she heard her friend, Leslie, cry out.
Marianne Bowles sat up in bed for a moment. She was thirty-two and single, with blond hair, blue eyes, and a lovely figure—though Marianne felt she stood to lose about ten pounds. She was in from Boston on business with Microsoft, and decided to spend the weekend with her old college roommate, Leslie and her husband, Kurt.
At the moment, it sounded like the two of them might be having a fight. In a weird way, it was kind of a relief to know Leslie and Kurt Fontaine weren’t so damn perfect after all. Marianne envied her old college pal. Leslie was still a knockout. She and Kurt seemed terribly happy. They lived in a gorgeous little English cottage–style house at the end of a cul-de-sac in the Madrona neighborhood. It had a sweet English garden with a stone pathway to the garage, which Kurt had converted into an office for Leslie and her thriving website-design business. It made ideal guest quarters—with its full bath, mini-fridge, microwave, and comfortable sofa bed, on which Marianne now slept. At least she’d been sleeping—until the voices from the house woke her up.
They’d dined out at Cactus in Madison Park and had a few too many margaritas. But it had been a wonderful time, with lots of laughs and old college stories. Marianne had staggered down the stone pathway to her guest quarters at around 11:30, and she’d been asleep by midnight.
She squinted at the clock on the end table: 1:55 A.M. She couldn’t believe Leslie and Kurt were still awake—and arguing, no less. Maybe they’d hit that wall some people hit after a certain amount of happy drinking—and then they become angry-drunk.
“Oh, God, no!” Kurt yelled. “Wait, wait!”
Marianne slumped back down in the bed and put her hands over her ears. She didn’t want to hear their private discussion, which sounded almost violent. She could still detect some muffled yelling from Kurt. So Marianne rolled over on her side and pressed the extra pillow to the side of her head. That seemed to block it out.
She must have drifted off, because then she heard a tapping noise and glanced at the clock again: 3:17 A.M. It took her a moment to realize someone was knocking on her door. She’d locked it earlier. There was just enough light in the room for her to see the knob turning back and forth a bit.
Pulling back the bedcovers, Marianne was about to climb out of bed. She hesitated—she wasn’t sure why. She already had a bit of a hangover, and didn’t want to have to listen to Leslie’s version of what they’d been arguing about. Marianne was just too tired.
There were a few more taps on the door.
She figured if Leslie wanted to talk that badly, she’d go fetch the key and let herself in. Marianne fell back into bed. After a few moments, she saw a shadow in the window—moving back toward the house.
Her eyelids grew heavy and she felt herself drifting off to sleep again. Marianne’s last thought was about the light coming through the window. Strange, how bright it seemed outside. It was as if every light was on inside the charming English cottage–style home.
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“Chris? Erin?” Molly called from the bottom of the stairs. They were both in their respective bedrooms. Erin had a ballet recital at 2 P.M. Chris was getting together with Elvis this afternoon. Molly had emerged from the shower an hour ago and was still in her bathrobe. She’d promised to drive Erin to her recital and attend the show.
That had been two weeks ago—before she’d found out Angela would be there, too.
Perhaps that was why Molly had been on edge most of the morning. It was Saturday, and the ballet show was in an hour.
“Did either of you take the MapQuest directions from the basket on the kitchen counter?” she called upstairs to them.
No response.
“Erin? Chris?” she yelled.
“I didn’t take’m!” Chris yelled back, his voice muffled by the closed door.
“Me neither, and please, I’m trying to get dressed!” Erin screamed, very much the prima donna ballerina.
Molly checked her purse for the directions. The night before last, she’d printed the MapQuest directions and set the printout by the phone on the kitchen counter. Now it wasn’t there. All she could remember was the recital hall was someplace where God lost his shoes in Mountlake Terrace.
The printout wasn’t in her purse, either.
She didn’t even want to go to this stupid thing. Why the hell couldn’t Angela drive Erin? Wouldn’t a mother want to spend that time with her daughter? What an incredible jerk. Molly really didn’t want to see her today. Angela was probably ready to dole out some more Don’t Trust Jeff advice, too.
It had been a little over a week since Molly had spoken with Angela at the Neighborhood Watch potluck. They’d learned about Ray Corson’s murder that same morning.
The police still hadn’t found his killer yet. Molly heard they’d interviewed Ian Scholl’s parents. They’d even spoken with Jeff at his office that day. They didn’t dare let on that he was a suspect, or even a person of interest. But he must have been—for a brief while anyway.
From what Molly had read, the police figured Corson’s death was the result of a random robbery that had gotten out of hand. The Arboretum was close enough to the University District, where there had been a rash of armed robberies lately.
Chris had told his dad he wanted to attend Mr. Corson’s wake this weekend. He wanted to pay his respects, and maybe even apologize to Mrs. Corson for that whole mess back in December. But Jeff insisted it was a private service, and Chris wouldn’t be welcome there. Besides he didn’t need to apologize to anybody for anything.
In the end, Chris had ceded to his father’s ruling and sulked about it for the better part of an evening.
Jeff had spent the last four nights in Denver. He was coming back in time for dinner tonight—if his flight wasn’t delayed.
Molly had endured the last few nerve-wracking nights without him. The Cul-de-sac Killer had struck again last weekend, slaying a Madrona couple. An old college friend visiting from Boston had been asleep in a guesthouse behind the residence. She hadn’t heard about the Cul-de-sac Killer, so she hadn’t been alarmed when she noticed nearly every light on inside her friends’ house when she awoke Sunday morning. She found her friend’s husband in a coat closet on the first floor. His hands were tied behind him, and he’d been stabbed repeatedly. The wife was in the master bedroom closet with her throat slit. The woman from Boston told police that she’d heard them in the middle of the night—and thought they were arguing. And later, someone had tapped on her door, but she hadn’t answered it.
Of course, Molly read every article she could about the murders—and then she wasn’t able to sleep at night.
Last night had been the worst. Chris had gone out for a movie and pizza with Elvis. Molly had let him take her car. But when Chris still hadn’t come home by midnight, she grew more and more anxious—not only about her stepson but also for Erin and herself. After tucking Erin in bed, she’d been reluctant to go up to her studio and work. If someone broke in, she might not hear anything until it was too late. She imagined coming down from her studio to discover Erin’s empty bed—and her body in the closet.
So Molly sat in the family room with the TV on. She kept expecting to see someone through the glass doors, lurking at the edge of the forest in the back. Finally, she closed Angela’s ugly drapes, blocking the view entirely. She almost telephoned Henry down the block, but stuck it out until 12:25, when Chris finally came home.
Just having a semi-adult in the house made her feel safer—which was also kind of silly, because three of the killer’s victims were adult males. Still, Molly was able to relax a bit with Chris there.
He’d asked to use her car again this afternoon to hang out with Elvis, but she had to drive Erin to her ballet recital.
Molly still couldn’t find the damn MapQuest directions. She decided to go into Jeff’s computer, check the sites she’d last visited, pull up the page, and print it again—a solution she should have thought often minutes ago.
On her way to Jeff’s study, she ran into Chris coming down the stairs. His hair was carefully combed, and he wore a pair of pressed khakis, a crisp-looking blue shirt, and black loafers, shined and buffed. He carried a lightweight, dark jacket.
“Well, you look nice,” Molly commented. “I thought you were getting together with Elvis. You look more like you’re going out on a hot date.”
He frowned at her a bit. “No, we’re just hanging out, that’s all,” he muttered. At the front door, Chris threw on his jacket. “We—um, we might go to the art museum. I just didn’t want to look like a bum.”
“Can I drop you at Elvis’s? It’s on the way, and there’s still time before Erin’s Swan Lake stint.”
“It’s okay. I’m taking the bus downtown and meeting him.”
“Well, try to be back in time for dinner,” Molly said, patting his shoulder. “Your dad’s coming home, and I’m fixing lasagna. Tell Elvis he’s invited, too.”
Chris just nodded distractedly. “I’ll call and let you know. Bye.” Then he headed out the front door.
Molly glanced at her wristwatch. She still had to get dressed. “Erin, honey!” she called upstairs. “Just to let you know, we’re leaving in about twenty minutes!” Then she murmured to herself. “If I can ever track down how to get to this damn place . . .”
She headed into Jeff’s study, sat down at his computer, and got online. She clicked on the browsing history arrow. She was about to scroll down to MapQuest.com Search Results when she noticed two sites listed near the top: King County Metro Online Trip Planner and Bonney-Watson Funeral Home, Seattle.
Molly shook her head. “Oh, that sneaky son of a . . .”
She stood up and peered out the window. She could see Chris at the end of the cul-de-sac, near the NO OUTLET sign. Molly felt a little sad pang in her stomach as she watched him. His head down as he walked, Chris pulled a tie from his jacket pocket and started to fix it around his neck.



The bus was late.
Chris stood at the stop, by the pole with the route table listed on a small placard. It was a chilly, overcast afternoon, but he wore his sunglasses anyway. He hiked up the collar of his jacket, and then felt his tie knot again. He figured it was crooked, but he could always straighten it out when he got to the funeral home.
He wondered if he’d read the bus schedule wrong when he’d checked it online. From his jacket pocket, he pulled out the piece of scrap paper on which he’d written the bus numbers and pickup times. On the back of the scrap paper was a MapQuest printout to someplace in Mountlake Terrace. He turned it over and glanced at his notes. He had to make three transfers, and it would be a ninety-minute trip each way.
He wondered if attending this wake was such a good idea. He didn’t want to upset Mr. Corson’s family, and chances were good he’d upset them—big-time. But he had to make amends and apologize to someone.
He remembered trying to get ahold of Mr. Corson after he left school in December. But his guidance counselor, who had always been there for him, changed his cell phone number and e-mail address. Chris used to run the high school track alone late afternoons, hoping against hope that Mr. C would surprise him and show up. He knew it was a crazy notion.
Mr. Corson once mentioned he sometimes ran on the Burke-Gilman Trail along north Lake Union in Seattle. So for three nights in mid-February, Chris took two buses to the University Bridge and then strolled along the trail in search of Mr. Corson. He didn’t spot him until the fourth trip.
It was unseasonably warm, and the setting sun marked the sky with streaks of red, orange, and plum. The colors glistened off the lightly rippling water of Lake Union. The trail had a steady stream of people running, walking, and riding their bikes. Chris was momentarily distracted by a pretty blonde in a clingy black jogging suit, and he almost missed Mr. Corson—jogging a few feet behind her.
“Chris?” he said, slowing to a stop.
Chris gaped at him. He looked so different. He had a heavy five o’clock shadow, and his hair was longer. He appeared tired—and older, somehow. He wore a Huskies sweatshirt and black knee-length workout shorts.
“Um, hi, Mr. C,” Chris murmured.
Mr. Corson wiped the sweat from his brow. “What are you doing here?”
“Trying to find you,” Chris admitted. “I—I feel awful about everything that happened.”
Mr. Corson nodded. “So do I, Chris.” Frowning, he glanced over at the sunset and then sighed. “The big difference is you’re still in school and you still have a future—and me, well, I doubt I’ll be able to get a job in any school again. That’s a done deal.”
Chris shook his head. “I’m so sorry, Mr. C,” he said meekly.
Mr. Corson nodded toward a nearby park bench that faced the water. “C’mon, I need to sit down and take a break anyway. I’m so out of shape lately, it’s not even funny.”
He lumbered toward the bench, and Chris walked alongside him. Mr. Corson brought his hand up toward Chris’s shoulder, but then he hesitated. Chris noticed him pull away slightly. They sat down—with a gap between them, big enough for another person.
“I don’t really blame you for anything, Chris,” Mr. Corson said, staring out at the water. “It’s just that Courtney Hahn and her pals made all those accusations about me on Facebook and Rate-a-teacher-dot-com. So many parents—especially the Willow Tree Court group—they got all stirred up, and it was over absolutely nothing.”
He leaned forward and ran a hand through his brown hair. “You know, there’s a big difference between folks who look out for the welfare of their kids, and the ones that spoil them rotten and let them get away with anything, simply because they’re their kids.” He let out a defeated laugh and shook his head. “Do you have any idea how difficult it is for teachers nowadays? We have to put up with kids texting and Twittering during class and then rating us online. We have these self-righteous parents calling us up and screaming at us about why their kid didn’t get a better grade or more time playing in a varsity game or more pages in the yearbook. Shit, I should be glad they fired me. I guess I’ll survive this. But your neighbors on Willow Tree Court and the ones like them, they’ll have to pay. They’ve raised a bunch of coddled, selfish brats who have an overblown sense of entitlement and absolutely no accountability. It’s going to bite them on the ass eventually. It reminds me of this saying my wife has: ‘Time wounds all heels.’
Dumbfounded, Chris just stared at him. He wasn’t quite sure what Mr. Corson meant. He’d never seen him this upset and angry before. Did Mr. Corson consider him a selfish, coddled brat?
It turned darker—and colder—in a matter of minutes. Chris shivered and rubbed his arms to fight off the chill. “Is there anything I can do—anybody I can talk to—that will help you get your job back?”
“No, it’s too late for that,” Mr. Corson sighed. “The damage has been done. When I think of poor Ian Scholl . . .” He rubbed his eyes. “No, Chris, you can’t fix it. All the gossip and lies have taken their toll. My marriage is pretty much a shambles now—along with my finances. Plus my daughter, Tracy, this has really hurt her, and she’s been acting out in all sorts of—disturbing ways. I’m really worried about her. Fortunately, Todd is too young to understand what’s happening. I think maybe we’ll sell our home here and move to the East Coast, try to start over. . . .”
Biting his lip, Chris tried to think of something he could say to make Mr. Corson feel better—the way Mr. Corson had always seemed to know exactly what to say to him. The only thing that came to mind was one of Molly’s expressions: This too shall pass. But he was worried he might sound like a smart-ass. And besides, it hardly seemed true in this case.
“You didn’t come here to listen to how shitty my life has become,” Mr. Corson said. “You came here because you feel bad and don’t want me blaming you. Well, I don’t blame you, Chris.”
“But you got such a raw deal, Mr. C, and I feel like—”
“You saw something that confused and disturbed you, so you went to your stepmother about it, and things just got out of hand. It wasn’t your fault, Chris.” He gave him a sad smile. “Even if I was mad at you for a while, I couldn’t stay angry at you. It sounds corny, but you’ve been like a son to me—and I’ll always think of you that way.”
Chris could see the tears in his eyes. Mr. Corson cleared his throat and then suddenly stood up. “Listen, I should go. Obviously, your mom and dad don’t know you’re here meeting with me. If it ever got back to them—well, there’d be hell to pay for both of us.”
Chris quickly got to his feet. “Can I get your new e-mail address or—or—or phone number? I don’t want this to be—”
“No,” Mr. Corson said, cutting him off. “That’s a bad idea. Your parents wouldn’t want you communicating with me, Chris.” As he spoke, he kept glancing down at the ground—and not at him. “I don’t want it, either. I don’t think we should see each other again. . . .”
“Oh, c’mon, Mr. C, you can’t mean that.”
But Chris saw the tired, defeated look on Mr. Corson’s face—and he knew his beloved guidance counselor meant every word.
Chris’s heart sank. He went to hug him.
“Don’t,” Mr. Corson muttered, backing away. “That’s what got me into trouble in the first place. You should know better than anybody.” He took a deep breath, then grabbed Chris’s hand and shook it. “Good-bye, Chris. Good luck.”
“Bye,” Chris murmured. Dazed, he watched him turn and start toward the trail. “Mr. C!” he called, his voice cracking. “Mr. C, if it weren’t for you, I never would have made it through the last year! Mr. Corson?”
A few people on the track stared at him. But Mr. Corson didn’t even turn around. He started running down the trail, and never looked back.
That was the last time Chris saw him.
And now he was going to his wake.
At least, he hoped to go—if the bus ever showed up. With a lump in his throat, Chris glanced at his wristwatch: 1:35. The bus was fifteen minutes late. He felt so lonely and lost. He hated going to this wake alone—and facing all those people who might hate him. He should have asked Elvis to come with him.
He took off his sunglasses and anxiously peered down the street. No sign of the bus. But he recognized Molly’s dark green Saturn coming up the street. It was close enough that she probably saw him. And from what he could tell, she was alone in the car.
His mouth open, he watched her pull over to the stop. With a hum, the front passenger window descended. Chris leaned toward the car and suddenly remembered he was wearing a tie. His hand came up to cover it, but too late. “Um, what’s going on?” he asked.
“I could ask you the same thing,” Molly said with a wry smile. “I like your tie.”
Mortified, he took his hand away. He noticed she was wearing a dark, formal coat and a black dress. Her blond hair was all done up.
“Where’s Erin?” he asked, still hovering close to the car.
“I called Marlys Bourm to see if Erin could get a ride with Allyse. They just picked her up five minutes ago. She’s a little disappointed I’m not going to the recital, but she’ll survive. Besides, your mother will be there.”
“So—where are you going?”
“To a wake—with you,” Molly said. “C’mon, get in.”
Chris stared at her and blinked. “How did you—”
“I’ll tell you on the way,” she said, cutting him off. “Get in—before we cause a traffic jam.”
Chris quickly opened the passenger door and climbed inside.
“If you’re so determined to go to this wake, despite everything your father told you and all his warnings,” Molly said, glancing in the side mirror, “well, honey, you shouldn’t have to face that crowd all by yourself.”
Chris felt the lump in his throat return. He was so grateful for the company, for the ride, and for her uncanny intuition. He almost went to hug her. But he held back and strapped himself in with the seat belt.
“Thanks, Molly,” was all he said.



“Okay, here’s what I think we should do,” Molly whispered to Chris as they stepped into Bonney-Watson Funeral Home’s elegant lobby. It resembled the foyer of a rich, old estate. Vases of flowers and Kleenex boxes were strategically placed on mahogany tables between cushioned chairs and love seats. “Once you see Mrs. Corson,” Molly continued, “we’ll wait until she’s alone or down to just one person talking to her—and then we’ll make our approach. Say what you need to say, and then let’s beat a hasty retreat.”
Chris looked nervous. “Um, Molly, I—I don’t know what Mrs. Corson looks like. I’ve never met her.”
She was thrown for a loop for a moment, but then she nodded and straightened his tie. “Well, okay, we’ll just figure it out. You look nice.”
By a double doorway at their right, a small placard on the wall had CORSON spelled out in white plastic letters on a ribbed black velvet background. Molly and Chris stepped into the crowded room and made their way toward the closed bronze casket at the far end. Molly guessed there were about a hundred people attending the wake. She stopped and asked a skinny, twentysomething woman if she could point out Mrs. Corson for them.
The woman nodded in the direction of the casket. “Mrs. Corson’s over there in the black dress.” she said. Then she moved on.
“Well, that narrows it down to about twelve women in the general vicinity,” Molly muttered to Chris. “C’mon, let’s see if we can weed her out.”
Hesitating, he glanced around the room. “I’m not so sure about this now.”
“Well, personally, I agree with your dad,” Molly whispered. “It’s a bad idea, Chris. You have no idea how she’s going to react. My guess is we won’t be welcomed with open arms. So just say the word and we’re out of here. If you’re so determined to apologize to her, you can always do it in a sympathy card.”
Biting his lip, he stood there for a few moments. He shifted his weight on one foot and then the other.
Molly remembered over a year ago, going to that woman’s front door on Gunnison Street in Chicago and trying to apologize to her—only to end up with a face full of spittle for her efforts.
“I vote we leave,” Molly said.
But Chris shook his head. “No, I need to do this.” He started toward the casket.
Molly followed him. She spotted a pale, dowdy, brown-haired woman in an unflattering wrap-around black dress. Two people were talking to her—and one of them was holding her hand in a consoling way. Beside her stood a bored-looking teenage girl with heavy Goth eye makeup and stringy black hair. She had on a black skirt and a ratty, black sweater with sleeves that came down to her fingers.
“Do you think that might be her?” Molly whispered.
“I—I guess,” Chris replied under his breath. “It sounds mean, but I always thought Mr. Corson’s wife would be really pretty. They have a daughter around my age—and she’s supposed to be kind of weird. So maybe . . .”
The two people moved away from the woman, and Molly meekly approached her. “Mrs. Corson?”
The woman stared at her. “I’m Ms. Corson. I’m Ray’s sister, Sherry.” She held out her hand.
Molly shook it. “Hello, Sherry. I’m so sorry for your loss. My name’s Molly Dennehy.”
“This is my daughter, Serena. . . .” Ray Corson’s sister started to gesture toward the teenage girl. But she hesitated. “Did you say Dennehy?”
“Yes,” Chris piped up. “I’m Chris. Mr. Corson was my guidance counselor at James Monroe. I was hoping I could talk with Mrs. Corson. . . .”
Dennehy,” the woman repeated, scowling at them. “I know that name. I’ve heard about you from Jenna.”
“I’d like to talk with her—and—and—and explain some things,” Chris said in a shaky voice.
Molly put a hand on his shoulder. She could feel him trembling.
Ray Corson’s sister slowly shook her head. “You have a lot of nerve showing up here.”
Molly cleared her throat. “If we could just talk to your sister-in-law . . .”
“Jenna is in Yakima with her sister,” Sherry whispered. “She’s in no condition to see anyone. . . .”
“Well, she went there before Uncle Ray was killed even,” the girl piped up. “She was ready to leave him—”
“Serena, please,” her mother growled.
“Well, she was!” the girl said, rolling her eyes. “And still, Uncle Ray left everything to her. Anyway, Aunt Jenna’s not even in Yakima right now—”
“That’s enough, young lady,” her mother hissed. “Why don’t you see if Grandma Berry needs a glass of water or something?”
The girl rolled her eyes again. “Excuse me for living,” she muttered, wandering off.
“Do you happen to have her address in Yakima?” Molly asked. “Someplace we can send a card or flowers?”
“Haven’t you done enough damage?” she asked. “For God’s sake, leave her alone. She’s been through hell, thanks to you people.”
“Is—is their daughter okay?” Chris asked suddenly. “The last time I talked with him, Mr. Corson said he was worried about her, because she was having a lot of problems.”
“Tracy ran away two months ago,” Sherry said. “She hasn’t been seen or heard from since. Now, if you don’t have any more questions, would you please leave? I have nothing more to say to you.”
“I’m sorry,” Chris murmured. “I really am.”
“My condolences,” Molly said to the woman. She gave Chris’s shoulder a squeeze. “C’mon, honey.”
She steered him toward the exit. She noticed Serena, the Goth girl, talking with an old woman. She gave Chris a crooked smile, but he seemed oblivious. Molly waited until they reached the lobby before she patted him on the back. “Are you okay?” she whispered. “I know that was rough. But you have to remember, people say things they don’t really mean when they’re grieving.”
He jerked away from her. “Would you leave me alone?” he grumbled.
Perplexed, Molly backed off. “Fine. . . .”
“I’m going to take the bus home, okay?”
“Why? Chris, honey, that doesn’t make sense. Are you upset at me about something?”
Chris hurried for the door and ducked outside. Molly went after him. He paused by the entry—under an awning that was flapping in the wind. He put on his sunglasses.
“Chris, what’s wrong?” Molly asked him. “Are you angry with me?”
“You’re the one who insisted we go to the principal about Mr. Corson.” He shook his head. “I never should have told you what I saw. None of it would have happened if I’d just kept my mouth shut.”
“You’re blaming me?” Molly asked. “For this?” She motioned toward the glass double doors to the funeral parlor. “Chris, Mr. Corson isn’t dead because of us. What happened back in December—”
“Leave me alone!” he yelled, cutting her off. “God!”
A passerby on the sidewalk stared at them. Chris glanced down at the pavement. “I’m taking the bus back,” he said quietly.
Molly sighed. “Suit yourself. But can I say something?”
“What?” he muttered.
“Why is it, Chris, every time I start to feel we’re really connecting, you pull the rug out from under me? And once again, I’m just this stranger you resent, living in your mother’s house.”
Pull the rug out from under me,” he repeated. “Is that another one of your expressions? Because I don’t understand it.”
“Yes, you do,” she replied. “You know exactly what I’m talking about. You did it to me again just now.”
She turned and started down the sidewalk. “Be home in time for supper,” she called over her shoulder. “Your father’s expecting you.”
Molly knew she’d worry about him until then.