Chapter Ten
Freddie realised he was holding the arms of the
chair. When he glanced down, he saw his knuckles were white.
He took a deep breath. However grim, whatever she
was about to tell him, it was long over now. The horror belonged in
the past.
‘Go on,’ he said, but steeling himself.
‘It was a beautiful day. Later, I remember thinking
how wrong it was, that something so terrible should happen on a
morning of such light, such blue skies.
‘My family was lucky. We were visiting friends on
the other side of the mountains. We had set off early, at dawn, to
make our way back to the village. The mist still hung low in the
valley. The sun was not yet high in the sky. On the outskirts,
where the woods come down right to the village, we saw a boy, a
friend of my brother, running. He said soldiers had been seen, a
thin line of men making their steady way towards us. He said . .
.’
Freddie could not help himself. ‘What? What did he
say?’
‘That they were burning the villages of the lower
valley,’ she said. ‘He said men, women and children had been cut
down where they stood.
‘Without delay, we hurried to the square. All was
uproar. People were crying, shouting. Some wanted to stay, refusing
to believe that the threat was real. Others wanted to defend our
village against any attack. Others again, who had seen the terror,
knew that to stay would be to sign your own death warrant.
‘The Marty sisters said they were too old to be
driven from their homes again. They refused to leave. A young
couple, married but a week, had gone out early and had not
returned. Some of the men chose to stay. To cause a diversion, if
need be, to stop the soldiers from seeing our tracks into the
mountains. Peter Galy, Michel Auty and his sons, William and Paul,
also stayed.’
‘I’m surprised there were so many men left,’
Freddie said. ‘Hadn’t all the men of fighting age been called
up?’
‘It was different here.’
He had a prickling feeling at the base of his
spine. He couldn’t put his finger on it, but what
she said didn’t make sense. He had passed monuments to the dead in
every village, every town. In the graveyards of every church, there
were lists of the fallen - fathers, sons, friends, brothers. All
the men had gone.
But before he could ask her another question, she
was talking again.
‘There was only enough time to gather what we could
carry on our backs and leave. A loaf of bread, wine, blankets for
the cold mountain nights, my father’s ink and paper.
As the sun rose in the sky, my parents, my brother
and I joined those heading up into the woods. My brother was ten
then. He was a weak boy, thin and often ill, but so strong in
spirit. Brave.
‘We travelled by foot. We could not risk taking the
animals, the cart, for fear the tracks would give us away. The
mules, the sheep, the goats, these too we left behind. We dared to
hope they would be there when we returned.’
Freddie frowned. ‘But where did you go? There must
have been so many of you.’
She looked at him for a moment, as if surprised he
needed to ask such a question.
‘There are caves within these mountains, hidden
from view.’
‘Enough to provide shelter for an entire
village?’
She nodded. ‘Some caves are small and linked by
narrow tunnels. In other places, there are underground cities
within the mountains - tunnels, caves, hidden places. Each family
found somewhere to rest.’ She paused. ‘Besides, we did not think we
would be there long.’
Questions were nagging at Freddie. So many things
did not add up or fit with what he knew.
‘But if you knew where the caves were, how did the
soldiers not hear of them? Someone must have talked? Someone always
does.’
She shook her head. ‘They had not been used for
many years before that.’
He frowned again thinking how odd it was she gave
the impression of so much time passing. The war had begun in 1914
and run its grim course until 1918. They were terrible years
certainly, but only four years in all.
Her voice cut in to his thought. ‘The soldiers knew
we could not have gone far. They searched and searched. The cave in
which we found shelter was some way up the highest peak. Ancient
roots from the old trees formed steps in the ground. The only way
in or out was a small opening in the mountain. From below, it
looked like a half moon cut into the rock face,
just a semicircle of stone. It did not appear to lead anywhere and
seemed like a dead-end.’
‘So you lived there for days? Weeks?’
‘Longer than that. Spring tipped into summer.
Later, the leaves turned gold on the trees. Still they did not find
us. Later, the snows came. We thought they would leave, but they
did not. They kept watch.’
‘Your brother,’ he said. ‘How did he cope with the
winter?’
‘He did not,’ she said quietly. ‘The cold was in
his bones, in his chest. He needed fresh air and sunlight and good
food, the very things we could not give him.’ Her voice dropped to
a whisper. ‘He never complained. Even when he was suffering, he
bore it bravely.’
Grief turned her brown eyes to black.
‘I could not save him,’ she said.