Chapter 16
Kristoff roared in anger, throwing himself toward
Alec.
No slouch on the reaction front, Alec spun around
and was out the door, Kristoff in hot pursuit.
“Stay here,” I told the others, dashing after
him.
Andreas tried to push me aside, but I slapped at
his hands, grabbing his wrists and yanking him to a stop. “You have
to stay with Frederic and the gang,” I told him.
His scowl was familiar, if not identical to
Kristoff’s. “You stay.”
“That’s the man I love out there!” I said, jerking
him back.
“He’s my brother!” He grabbed me around the waist,
plopping me down in a chair before running for the door.
“Love takes precedence over blood,” I said, tossing
up a wall of light in front of him, keeping him from leaving the
room.
His glare as I ran through the light should have
dropped me dead on the spot, but I simply repeated, “Stay with
Frederic!” as I ran off.
Kristoff and Alec were no longer in sight as I
raced down the hallway, Andreas’s frustrated curses following me. A
door opened as I passed it, Rowan’s eyes visible as he peeked out
before fully opening the door.
“Pia? What’s going on?” Magda asked as they emerged
from the room. Raymond was clutching his camera in one hand, the
Taser in the other. Rowan glanced up and down the hall, doing a
double take at Andreas trapped behind a wall of shimmering,
glittering silver light.
“Alec is here. He’s betrayed us! Kristoff is after
him. Reapers in the room back there with ghosts. No time to talk.”
I threw myself forward, slamming right into Mattias, who had
evidently come back from escorting the other Zorya out.
“Pia-pooh!” he burbled happily, rubbing his mouth
where my forehead had smacked into it. “Smooch?”
“Get out of my way, you giant Viking,” I said,
disentangling myself from him in order to run around the corner. I
hesitated for a second, unsure which way to go. I was in a
reception area, a flight of stairs on my left, while the space to
my right was taken up with an empty curved desk, and the typical
setup of chairs and small occasional tables bearing what looked
like informational pamphlets. Across the wall on the far side of
the room was a banner that proclaimed, THE BROTHERHOOD AND YOU!
FIVE SIGNS THAT YOU MIGHT BE HAUNTED.
“Wait for us; we’re coming, too,” Magda said as I
hurried up the stairs.
“You need me. I go with you,” Mattias told
me.
“No! Stay with the reapers, all of you! They could
be up to something, and Andreas is alone with them!”
Rowan, who had been about to follow, nodded and
disappeared back into the hallway. Magda and Raymond continued on,
determined looks on their faces.
“We’re your posse,” Magda declared as we reached
the top. I was a bit breathless, but didn’t pause, just charged
down the corridor that resembled the one behind us. “You need
us.”
“My dear, really, posse?” Raymond asked somewhat
wheezily as I opened door after door, searching for the man whose
life was woven into mine. “You don’t think that’s a bit
dated?”
“I love you!” declared Mattias as he followed them.
“I want to be your posse, too!”
“Do you have a better word for it?” Magda asked
Raymond somewhat snappishly.
“Well . . . associates.”
“Dammit, Kristoff, where are you?” I muttered,
flinging open the door next to me, giving the room a quick
once-over, and running to the next one. “Don’t do this to
me!”
“I love Kristoff, too.”
“Compatriots,” Raymond suggested.
“That’s just being pedantic,” Magda told him,
following me. “‘Compatriot’ is much more dated than ‘posse.’”
“Supporters, then,” he offered.
“We’re her friends, not garter belts!”
The last door opened to reveal an empty room. I
stepped inside it, looking around in bewilderment, defeat bowing my
shoulders before I realized what that meant.
“Roof!” I shouted, shoving Mattias and Magda out of
the way as they both tried to come into the room at the same
time.
“Good God, a rooftop fight? I hope I have enough
film left for this,” Raymond muttered as we ran en group up the
last flight of stairs.
The sunlight was blinding when we emerged from the
relative dimness of the offices, the heat already kicking into high
gear. The roof held a tiny little garden on one side, with all the
big cooling units and communication equipment on the other side. In
the center of the small swath of green grass, two men lunged at
each other, both clad in coats and hats, the blades of their swords
flashing silver in the sun.
“Kristoff!” I yelled, shoving aside a lawn chair as
I dashed forward.
“Stay back, Beloved,” he yelled, glancing over his
shoulder at me.
Alec lunged, his blade coming away dulled and
wet.
“Watch out!” I bellowed, picking up the chair with
the intention of throwing it at Alec.
“Perhaps I should be fighting Pia rather than you,”
Alec taunted him. I threw the chair, but he moved aside
easily.
Kristoff snarled an invective that had Alec
laughing.
“Then you would know what it’s like to watch your
Beloved die before your eyes.”
“You what?” I asked, setting down the second
chair I had just hefted.
Alec laughed again, dancing around Kristoff, his
blade moving so fast it was just a blur. I had no idea how Kristoff
parried those jabs, but he did, moving as easily as if he’d been
born to it.
“Let’s jump him,” Magda said, prodding Raymond
forward a couple of steps. “You have the Taser. Go zap Alec.”
“Haven’t told her yet, have you?” Alec asked
Kristoff.
“Told me that you made him a vampire? Oh, yes, he
told me that,” I said, anger causing the light to gather in my
palms.
Raymond watched the intricate dance as the two men
fought, shaking his head. “I wouldn’t dare. They’re moving too
fast.”
I agreed. And they were moving fast, inhumanly
fast, their faces and hands turning red as they fought. I released
the light, shaking my hands free of it, looking around for
something else I could use to disarm Alec.
“You’d think vampires would have had the sense to
fight somewhere they couldn’t get sunburned,” I said, eyeing a
large potted plant.
“Ray, do something!” Magda demanded. “Posses don’t
just stand around watching!”
“Er . . .” Ray pulled his camera out of his pocket
and took a picture.
“Oh, for the love of all that is right and holy . .
.” Magda snatched his camera away.
“He didn’t tell you how he killed my Beloved? How
he watched her die slowly, her flesh melting off her body? He
didn’t tell you how I almost died that night, too?” Alec
called.
My eyes widened as I looked at Kristoff. You
killed Alec’s Beloved?
No.
Then why—
My wife did. I told you she killed the mate of a
Dark One.
You didn’t tell me she was Alec’s
Beloved!
I didn’t know until you showed me that damned
reaper journal.
“I thought you said vamps couldn’t live without
their Beloveds,” Magda said as Raymond pestered her for his camera
back.
“They can’t,” Alec yelled, leaping aside as
Kristoff lunged forward, simultaneously throwing a metal bench at
him. Alec jumped back, then immediately started an attack on the
other side.
I realized at that moment what Kristoff was doing.
He was keeping himself between Alec and me. My heart warmed with
love for him. He wasn’t just keeping me alive for his own sake, but
because he truly did have gentler emotions for me. They wouldn’t
ever be what he had for his late girlfriend, but I had at last
resigned myself to being happy with what he could give me.
“How did you survive, then?” I asked, sending
Kristoff wave after wave of love.
He glanced back at me for a split second, startled.
I blew him a kiss. Mattias, next to me, blew him one as well.
“We weren’t yet Joined. I had just met Eleanor when
she ran into the Zorya.”
The word echoed with a horrible reverberation in my
head.
Kristoff stumbled.
“A Zorya?” Magda asked, just as astounded as I was.
“Uh-oh.”
“No!” I screamed, throwing myself forward as Alec,
taking advantage of the misstep, kicked Kristoff’s other leg out
and was instantly upon him, the sword held at Kristoff’s heart.
“Nooo!”
Alec looked up from Kristoff, his green eyes like
those of a cat, relish evident in them as he panted, his face and
hands blistered. “Why shouldn’t I kill him, Pia?”
“Because I love him,” I said simply.
He hesitated, his eyes searching my face. Tears
spilled over my eyelashes as I looked at Kristoff, his skin
blistering as well, his gaze steadfast on mine.
Alec shook his head, his fingers tightening around
the hilt of the sword. “Not good enough.”
“Then . . . because I can do this.” I pulled as
hard as I could on the power of the moon, pulling from it the
silvery cool light that filled me with a calm sense of rightness,
slamming it into Alec’s chest.
He flew backward into a storage bench, knocking it
over, his arms and legs tangling up in the chair cushions that
spilled out from inside it.
Kristoff reached for the sword Alec had knocked out
of his grip, stalking over to where the man who had once been his
friend lay inert in a small stream of blood seeping from a cut on
his head.
I joined Kristoff. We both stood and watched Alec
for a moment.
“You didn’t kill him,” Kristoff said.
“No. There was only enough power in that ball of
light to knock him backward and maybe singe off a little chest
hair. Your wife was a Zorya?”
Pain washed through him. Pain and guilt and
something that, for a moment, reminded me of fear. “Yes.”
“Which means, unless things have changed over the
centuries, that you were a sacristan.”
Kristoff turned to me, his eyes robin’s-egg blue.
“I did not know the woman was his Beloved.”
I touched his mind with mine. He was reluctant to
allow the intimacy, but I was insistent, and he finally let me in.
The dark, stained part of his mind that I thought was due to his
plans with the vampires was now lit brightly.
You thought I would hate you if I knew you were
once a reaper, too?
You did not wish to be Zorya anymore.
So?
You have to be married to a sacristan to be
Zorya. I could not risk giving you up. And I knew that once you
were aware of what I had been, how it was my wife who had started
the reapers on their path of murder, you would not wish to remain
with me.
I stared at him in growing disbelief. Do you
seriously believe that I would dump you because of something you
were a couple of hundred years ago?
Other women have when they found out.
Other women like Angelica?
He turned away from me, prodding Alec with his
shoe.
“Show’s over, I guess,” Magda said softly. “Why
don’t we go inside and give them a bit of privacy?”
“Probably best,” Raymond said, fussing over the
camera that Magda had handed back to him. “Oh, now look what you
did. You had it set completely wrong for this amount of sun. . .
.”
“Come on, Mattias. Mattias. Honey, we need
to have a talk about Pia. Why don’t you come with Ray and me, and
I’ll tell you how things stand.”
The others left. I grabbed Kristoff’s arm and made
him turn around to me. “I know you don’t want to talk about her.
And I promise I will never bring up her name after this, but
please, Kristoff, answer me. Did the woman you loved above all
others shun you because she found out about your origins?”
His eyes narrowed. “The woman I loved above all
others?”
“Angelica. Your girlfriend. The one the reapers
killed,” I said, in case I’d gotten her name wrong.
“I loved her, but I didn’t love her above all other
women,” he said. “And yes, we were tracing some reapers when
somehow she stumbled across information about my past. She was
repulsed by what I had been, and ran away from me. It was then that
the reapers caught her.”
“Wait a minute,” I said, waggling a finger at him.
“You were mourning her when I first met you.”
“No, I wasn’t,” he said, stroking his chin.
“But . . . you had sworn eternal vengeance or
something like that. Alec told me.”
He gave a little shrug. “I had sworn to avenge her
death, yes. As well as find out who had given her the information
about me that sent her fleeing to that death.”
“Still haven’t figured it out?”
We both looked down to the source of the question,
Kristoff immediately putting the sword tip to Alec’s neck.
Alec waved it away, pulling himself up until he was
propped up on a nearby bench. “You can drop the sword. I’m not
going to kill Pia.”
I widened my eyes. “Were you going to try?” I
squeaked.
“Yes. It seemed only fitting to take his Beloved as
he took mine.” Alec winced as he felt along his head, his fingers
coming away smeared with red. “And speaking of killing, why didn’t
you end my suffering once and for all?”
“I couldn’t do that without a ceremony and a group
of reapers,” I said, watching him carefully. “Not that I would. You
really would have killed me?”
“Yes.” He looked up, his gaze meeting mine before a
wry smile stole over his mouth. “No. I thought I could, but I guess
I’m just too weak.”
“I don’t think it’s weakness,” I said, smiling
slowly. “I think you realize that Kristoff did not kill your
Beloved.”
Alec leaned back against the bench, his eyes
closed. “Does it matter anymore?”
“Yes, it does,” Kristoff said, lowering the sword.
“You told Angelica the truth.”
“Yes. As I did Mabel, and Augustine, and who was
that dairymaid in Alsace whom you used to visit every Sunday?
Marie? I told them, just as I told every woman who ever captured
your heart.”
“Only one woman has captured my heart,” Kristoff
said, raising the sword again.
I looked at him in surprise, hope bursting into
unreasonable but undeniable being deep inside my heart, growing
with a desperate prayer. I thought you just said you didn’t love
Angelica above all others.
Kristoff shot me a look. I’m a little busy. Now
is not the time to discuss relationships.
I think it’s just a perfectly fine time. Who
have you given your heart to? I was suddenly giddy, almost
light-headed as I waited for him to answer.
“And she took me by surprise,” Alec said with a
rueful little laugh. “I wanted to destroy her as I’ve destroyed all
the others, hoping each time that it would do the job, drive you
beyond bearing.”
Dio! You pick now to have this conversation?
Right now? This second? This instant?
Yes! Now! Stop stalling! Tell me!
“But you weren’t driven beyond bearing. You never
were. So I changed tactics. I figured if I couldn’t rip your heart
out the way you ripped out mine, I’d destroy the other parts of
your life.”
“He didn’t rip out your heart. His wife did. He had
nothing to do with it,” I pointed out.
Alec cracked open one eye and glared at me. “Pia,
you do not interrupt a man when he is explaining his master plan
after having been soundly defeated. Don’t you watch any James Bond
movies?”
“Sorry,” I said contritely, with a pointed look at
Kristoff. “Go on. Both of you.”
Alec opened his mouth to speak, checked himself,
then glanced at Kristoff. “I’m missing something, aren’t I?”
“She’s making me admit I love her,” Kristoff said,
his voice and face equally pained.
“You said it!” I shrieked, clutching his chest and
kissing the pained expression right off his face. “You can’t take
it back! You said it out loud in front of a witness! Wait—are you
sure? You’re not just saying that because you have mild feelings of
affection for me, and don’t want to break my heart? You’re not just
being nice?”
“Alec?” Kristoff asked, his hands on my butt.
“Are you daft, woman? You can’t tell he’s arse over
heels in love with you?” Alec shook his head, winced at the
movement, and slowly pulled himself onto the bench until he could
slump down with a grunt. “You must be losing your touch, Kris. None
of the others doubted you were anything but a devoted slave to
their merest of whims.”
“This is different,” Kristoff said, hoisting me up
so my mouth was level with his. “This is my Beloved.”
Say it again, I demanded as I bit his lower
lip, welcoming the lovely taste of him as he gave me what I
wanted.
I love you, Pia. I don’t know why you ever
thought I didn’t. I believed I was making myself quite
obvious.
That’s because you’re a man, and it doesn’t
occur to you that other people might think you were so much in love
with your dead girlfriend that you could never love anyone
else.
Never is a long time.
So you really did love her?
Yes.
I thought about that for a moment. That’s OK.
I’ve been in love before, too. You’re right. What we have is
totally different from that. Say it again.
I love—You’ve loved other men? What other
men?
I giggled at his outraged tone, releasing his lip.
“You knew I had been with men before you.”
“Been with,” he said, an irritated flare to his
nostrils. “‘Been with’ is completely different from ‘in love with.’
I will require the names and addresses of these men you were in
love with.”
“So then I decided, What the hell, I’ll let her
live. And they’ll live happily ever after, while I continue to
suffer untold, endless agonies because I had a Beloved once, and
his first wife killed her before I could so much as bed her. This
is the thanks I get for my generosity.”
“Shut up, Alec,” Kristoff said, scooping me up in
his arms and starting toward the door that led back into the
building.
“You’re going to leave me here?” he called after
us. I stopped licking Kristoff’s ear and looked back at Alec. “I’m
wounded! I let you win! I didn’t kill Pia and watch you die slowly,
in agony, while laughing and telling you about each exquisite
moment of hell that my life has been since your first Zorya wife
killed my love.”
“Set me down,” I told Kristoff. He did so. I took
his hand and marched back to where Alec was hunched over on the
bench. “I think it’s time we got this over with once and for all.
Kristoff, your wife was a Zorya.”
“Yes.”
“Did you know she was going to kill Alec’s
Beloved?”
“She said her oxen ran wild and trampled the woman.
I did not even know she was Moravian.”
I turned to Alec. “You said your Beloved was
melted. Did you see Kristoff’s wife do it?”
His face twisted. “Not the actual cleansing, but I
didn’t need to. She was decapitated, and her body was horribly
mangled, with parts of her burned away. Only the damned reaper
light could do that.”
“That’s what she meant,” Kristoff said slowly, his
gaze inward.
“Your wife?” I asked.
“Ruth said she’d tried to clean away the stain of
the death, but couldn’t. I thought she was speaking metaphorically,
but she was speaking literally instead. . . .”
“She was telling the truth about the trampling,
then.” More puzzle pieces were coming together. “But then she
probably panicked when she saw a dead vampire, and used the light
to try to get rid of the body. Poor woman. She must have been
scared to death to try to hide the whole thing. And then when Alec
found out and went nuts . . .”
Alec froze for a moment before slumping back
against the bench, one hand over his eyes. “An accident. It was an
accident after all. All this torment, each second since that moment
a unique hell of its own, and her death was due to an accident. I
should have killed the oxen.”
“You did. They were my best team,” Kristoff said,
then cleared his throat when I nudged him. “Why did you never tell
me this?”
Alec sighed and looked up at him. “You were my most
hated enemy. You killed the one woman who could save me. Or so I
thought. I turned you, pretended I was your friend so I could
shadow your every footstep, and make sure that you suffered just as
I did. I drove away your women, tried to take your Beloved, and
plotted with infinite detail both of your demises. Why do you
think I didn’t tell you?”
“But you’re not Kristoff’s enemy, are you?” I said
gently, leaning against Kristoff, so happy I thought I might break
into song at any moment.
“No,” he said dolefully. “Sometime over the last
hundred years the enjoyment has gone out of watching you
suffer.”
“You didn’t tell the reapers where to find
Kristoff’s girlfriend, did you?” I asked, suddenly wary.
Alec shook his head. “I told her about him. I never
thought she’d run straight out into the pack of them. I did my best
to save her.” He looked up at Kristoff. “I was truly sorry about
that.”
“I know.”
“Before this breaks down into a true Hallmark
moment and we all start buying each other Precious Moments
figurines, why don’t we get you off the roof?” I said, holding out
my hand for Alec. “The sun is moving and it’s going to hit you
soon. And although the blistering is gone off your face, you don’t
look like you could stand too much more.”
Alec let us help him to his feet, supporting him
between us as we got him back to the door. “If I said I was sorry
about everything, Kris . . .” He let the sentence trail off, but
looked expectantly at Kristoff.
Kristoff nodded and socked Alec on the shoulder in
a guy gesture of forgiveness, but Alec was still recovering from
that ball of light, and tottered into the wall. Kristoff righted
him with a word of apology, dusted him off, then held open the door
for him.
“Why did you tell Frederic we were coming to kill
him?” I asked.
“I knew by that time that I couldn’t kill you. I
figured I’d have them do it for me,” Alec admitted.
“But you couldn’t even do that, could you, you big
galoot?” I said, taking Kristoff’s hand. Mattias bounded up the
stairs to greet me, refusing to stop kissing my free hand until
Kristoff pushed him down half the flight of stairs.
“Kristoff!” he said in a wounded little voice as he
picked himself up. Magda and Ray were next to him, looking
startled.
Ray snapped a quick picture as we descended to the
first floor.
“He’s sorry, Mattias. But no more kissing,
OK?”
He sighed. “Magda says we weren’t really
married.”
“No, we weren’t, because Kristoff was a sacristan.
But don’t worry,” I said, patting his hand. “I’ll find you another
Zorya, someone who will like you kissing her all the time,
OK?”
“That’s all we need,” Alec murmured under his
breath. “Another Zorya.”
“Everything OK?” Magda asked, her eyes round as she
looked from Alec to Kristoff.
“Yes. Everything is just fine now. Old wounds
healed over, misunderstanding cleared up, forgiveness given. It’s
an Oprah kind of moment.”
“I’ll say. So what now?”
“Now we go tell Frederic to stop killing vampires,
or else. Oh! Why did the Ilargi give a Dutch necromancer your phone
number?” I asked Alec as we headed down the stairs to the main
floor.
“I have no idea,” he answered, seeming somewhat
startled by the idea.
“Yes, you do. Or at least, you made me think you
did last night, when you were rescuing me from the reapers.
Remember? I asked you if you were doing undercover work for the
Brotherhood, and you said yes.”
“Of course I did. I was lying. I knew nothing about
a necromancer and an Ilargi.”
“Great. Now what am I going to do?”
Rowan was waiting for us. His eyebrows rose at the
sight of Alec being supported by Kristoff.
“I missed it all, didn’t I?” he asked his
cousin.
“Yes. I’m sorry. Next time I’ll wait for you,”
Kristoff told him.
“You’d better.” Rowan examined Alec for a moment,
then slid his shoulder under Alec’s arm.
“I don’t suppose anyone has any idea where I can
find the Ilargi?” I asked mournfully as our little ragtag group
made its way down the hall to the boardroom. No one answered. “I
didn’t think so. Damn.”
“There’s something—Gah . . . I think the shutter is
jammed. . . .” Raymond stopped, fighting with something on his
camera.
“The Brotherhoodians aren’t going to go ballistic
when they see all of the vampires, are they?” Magda asked as she
walked next to me.
“I’m thinking that’s not going to be a big
problem,” I said, smiling at the memory of the worried look worn by
the governors.
Rowan opened up the door, he and Kristoff helping a
still wobbly Alec to a couch. Andreas, who stood with a gun pointed
at the small herd of reapers, looked utterly astonished.
“Was it bad?” he asked his brother.
“Very. Pia made me tell her I love her in front of
Alec.”
“Ouch.”
I sent a tiny little ball of light to Andreas’s
feet.
He grinned at me. “I mean, congratulations.”
“I’m sorry about all this,” I told Frederic as he
rose slowly to his feet. “It was really just a big
misunderstanding. Alec doesn’t want you to kill us.”
“He doesn’t?” Frederic asked, his face as placid as
ever.
“No. Do you, Alec?”
“Not anymore, no. Ouch. I don’t suppose you have a
healer handy? I think a couple of my ribs are piercing my
lung.”
“Suck it up, buttercup,” I told him. “You have
healing powers. Go to it.” I turned back to the reapers. “And just
in case you’re still worried, I will repeat that we’re not here to
hurt any of you guys.”
All of the reapers looked pointedly at
Andreas.
He grinned sheepishly and put away the gun.
“So you see? All’s well. Oh, there is just one
thing,” I said, biting my lip.
Boo, would you mind it if I made sure that the
Brotherhood doesn’t hurt any more vampires?
Kristoff sighed into my mind. I’m becoming used
to the idea that my Beloved could strike me dead with the slightest
flick of her fingers. If you think that’s the only way, go
ahead.
That’s just one of the many reasons I love you.
And it’s two flicks of my fingers.
“What’s that?” the female reaper asked when I
didn’t finish.
“Hmm? Oh. I understand you don’t have a Zenith. I’d
like the job, please.”