CHAPTER TWELVE
“When fear cometh as a storm . . .”
PROVERBS 1:27
IT had been light for nearly three hours when
Morgan and Duncan rode through the northern limits of the Gunury
Pass. The day was clear and bright, if still cold, and the horses
picked up their feet smartly in the crisp morning air. They could
smell water ahead, for Lake Jashan lay just beyond the trees
surrounding the shrine of Saint Torin but a half mile ahead. The
riders, rested after their long journey of the day before, surveyed
the countryside idly as they rode, each immersed in his private
speculations of what the day might bring.
That portion of the Marcher highlands where Dhassa
nestled among the mountains was a forest area, covered with great
trees and plentiful game, with teeming streams and lakes, but with
little native stone. To be sure, the highlands rested on a backbone
of rock, and there were some areas where stone ruled and nothing
would grow. But these were in the high peak lands of the mountain
country, far above the timber line, and such places were not
suitable for men.
Hence the people of Dhassa built their homes and
towns of wood; for wood was plentiful and in great variety, and the
dampness of the mountain air all but precluded the danger of fire.
Even the shrine before which Morgan and his kinsman would shortly
draw rein was built of wood—wood in all the myriad hues and
textures the country could provide. It was altogether fitting and
proper in this particular place, for Torin had been a forest
saint.
Just how Torin had managed to earn his sainthood
was a matter of conjecture. There were few facts available about
Saint Torin of Dhassa, and many legends, some of dubious origin. He
was known to have lived about fifty years before the Restoration,
at the height of Deryni power in the Interregnum. It was believed
that he had been the scion of a poor but noble family of great
hunters whose males had always been hereditary wardens of the vast
forest regions to the north. But little else was known for
certain.
He was said to have had dominion over the beasts of
the forests he guarded, to have performed many miracles. It was
also said that he had once saved the life of a legendary king of
Gwynedd when that monarch was hunting in the royal forest preserves
one stormy October morning—though no one could recall just how he
had managed to do this, or which king it had been.
Nonetheless, Saint Torin had been adopted as the
patron of Dhassa soon after his death, and his veneration had
become an integral part of the life of this mountain people. Women
were exempt from service to this particular cult; they had their
own Saint Ethelburga to intercede for them. But adult males of
whatever country, desiring to enter the city of Dhassa from the
south, must first make pilgrimage to the shrine of Saint Torin,
there to receive the burnished pewter cap-badge identifying them as
one of his votaries. Only then, after paying their respects to
Saint Torin, might they approach the ferrymen whose task it was to
shuttle travelers across the vast Jashan Lake to Dhassa
itself.
Not to make the pilgrimage was to court unwelcome
attention, to say the least. For even if a boatman could be bribed
to provide lake crossing—there was no other way to get around the
lake—no innkeeper or tavern master was likely to serve any man not
wearing the prescribed pilgrim badge. And it was almost a certainty
that attempts to carry on more serious business in the city would
be met with similar resistance. Dhassans were very militant about
their saint. (An ancillary shrine guarded the approach from the
north.) Once it was learned that there were travelers in the city
who did not exhibit the proper degree of piety, pressure could and
would be brought quickly to bear. As a consequence, travelers
rarely ignored the amenities at one of Saint Torin’s shrines.
The waiting area to which Morgan and Duncan guided
their horses was grassy and damp, a small, partially enclosed plot
of ground just off the main road where travelers might rest
themselves and their horses or prepare to pay their respects to
Saint Torin. A rough, weathered wooden statue of the forest saint
guarded the far side of the enclosure, its arms outstretched in
benediction, and huge, dripping trees spread their gnarled branches
over the heads of the pilgrims.
There were several other travelers in the enclosure
that morning, their cap devices indicating that they had already
made the pilgrimage and were merely pausing here. Across the yard,
a slight man in hunter’s garb similar to that of Morgan and Duncan
doffed his cap and entered the outer door of the shrine.
Exchanging glances, Morgan and Duncan dismounted
and secured their horses to an iron ring set in the low stone wall,
then settled down to wait their turn. Morgan loosened the chin
strap of the close leather cap he had pulled over his bright hair
and bent his head to relieve the crick in his neck. He longed to
remove the cap, but to do so would be to risk revealing his
identity—a chance he could not afford to take if he hoped to reach
the archbishops’ Curia in time. Few men of Morgan’s stature sported
golden hair, and he dared not be recognized.
Duncan glanced at the travelers on the opposite
side of the enclosure, then allowed his eyes to flick back to the
shrine as he leaned slightly toward his cousin.
“Strange, the way they use wood in these parts,” he
remarked in a low voice. “That chapel almost seems to grow from the
ground itself, as though it weren’t fashioned by human hands at
all, but just grew up overnight like a mushroom.”
Morgan chuckled, then glanced around to see if any
of the other pilgrims had heard him. “Your imagination is running
rampant this morning,” he chided mildly, hardly moving his lips as
he continued looking around. “The Dhassans have been renowned for
woodcraft for centuries.”
“That may be,” Duncan said. “Still, there’s
something eerie about this place. Don’t you feel it?”
“Only the same aura of sanctity that surrounds any
holy place,” Morgan replied, glancing sidelong at his cousin. “In
fact, there’s perhaps less of that than usual. Are you sure you
aren’t suffering pangs of priestly conscience?”
Duncan snorted softly under his breath. “You’re
impossible. Do you know that? Has anyone ever told you that?”
“Quite often, and with startling regularity,”
Morgan admitted with a smile. He glanced around the enclosure to
see if they were attracting undue attention, then moved closer to
Duncan, his face taking on a more serious expression.
“By the way,” he murmured, not looking at his
cousin, “I neglected to tell you about the fright I had last
night.”
“Oh?”
“It seems that the side altar at Saint Neot’s was
once sacred to Saint Camber. For a few moments there, I was afraid
I was going to have another visitation.”
Duncan controlled the impulse to turn and stare.
“And did you?” he asked, keeping his voice low only with an
effort.
“I surprised a rat,” Morgan quipped. “Other than
that, I’m afraid it was just a case of nerves. So you see, you are
not alone.”
He glanced at a movement down the road that had
caught his eye, nudged Duncan in the ribs.
Two horsemen had just rounded the bend—a
commonplace enough event that probably had first caught Morgan’s
attention because the men wore uniform livery of royal blue and
white. As he and Duncan watched, the men were joined by a second
pair, and then another and another.
They counted six pairs of outriders before the
small coach rounded the curve: a well-appointed vehicle paneled
with blue between the dark sections of frame and drawn by four
matched roans, the horses blanketed and plumed in blue and white.
On their own, the liveried men-at-arms would have attracted enough
attention on the muddy Dhassa road this spring morning. Their
escort of such a lavish coach simply confirmed that someone of
importance was en route to Dhassa—probably not a bishop, though
that was Morgan’s first thought. But the livery was wrong for an
episcopal escort. Considering the city’s neutral status, it could
be anyone.
As the coach and escort drew nearer, the pilgrim
came out of the shrine and returned, the bright Torin badge winking
softly from his peaked leather cap. Since Morgan had shown no sign
of being ready to go next, Duncan unbuckled his sword and hung it
over his saddle bow, then headed briskly toward the shrine—for one
did not bear steel into Saint Torin’s shrine.
The riders had drawn almost abreast of Morgan. As
they moved past, he could see the gleam of mail beneath their
tabards, heard its muffled clink, the jingle of bits and spurs and
harness. The coach horses foundered in mud nearly to their knees as
they drew even with the waiting enclosure, and then the coach
lurched to a jolting stop. A wheel had bogged in the mud, and the
horses could not pull it out.
The driver whipped at the horses and shouted—though
he did not swear, which Morgan thought in passing strange. A pair
of riders took the bridles of the lead horses and attempted to urge
them forward, but it was no use. The coach was stuck.
The riders glanced his way, and Morgan jumped down
from his wall perch, peering attentively at the stalled cavalcade.
He was about to be pressed into service, he knew. The liveried
riders would not want to muddy themselves getting the coach
free—not when there were common folk to provide that service. And
to all outward appearances, the Duke of Corwyn was a commoner
today. He must act no differently.
“You there,” one of the riders called, moving his
mount toward Morgan and the other travelers and gesturing with his
riding crop. “Come and give a hand with her ladyship’s
carriage.”
So, it was a lady who rode behind the coach’s
curtained windows. No wonder the coachman had not sworn at his
team.
With a deferential bow, Morgan hurried to the wheel
and put his shoulder behind it, gave a mighty heave. The carriage
did not budge. Another man braced himself against the wheel below
Morgan and tensed for the next trial as several others joined on
the other side.
“When I give the word,” the lead rider called,
moving to the front of the coach, “give the horses their heads and
a little whip, and you men push. Ready, driver?”
The driver nodded and raised his whip, and Morgan
took a deep breath.
“Now, go!”
The horses pulled, Morgan and his colleagues pushed
with all their might, the wheel strained. At first nothing moved,
but then the coach started climbing slowly out of the pothole. The
driver let the coach roll forward a few feet, then pulled up. The
lead rider backed his mount a few paces toward Morgan and the other
pilgrims.
“Her ladyship’s thanks to all of you,” the man
called, raising his crop in friendly salute.
Morgan and the other pilgrims bowed and started to
back off.
“And her ladyship wishes to add her personal
thanks,” said a light, musical voice from inside the coach.
Morgan looked up, startled, into a pair of the
bluest eyes he had ever seen, set in a pale, heart-shaped face of
incomparable beauty. That face was surrounded by a smooth cloud of
red-golden hair, swooped down on either side like twin wings of
fire and then twisted into a coiled coronet around her head. The
nose was delicate and slightly upturned, the mouth wide, generous,
tinged with a blush of color that by rights should have belonged
only to a rose.
Those unbelievably blue eyes locked on his for just
an instant—long enough only to forever engrave her likeness on his
mind. Then time resumed, and Morgan recovered his wits enough to
stand back and make an awkward bow. He remembered only just in time
that he was not supposed to be the suave and polished Lord Alaric
Morgan, and modified what he had been about to say
accordingly.
“It is the pleasure of Alain the hunter to serve
you, my lady,” he murmured, trying unsuccessfully not to let his
eyes meet hers again.
The head rider cleared his throat and shouldered
his mount between the coach and the men who had freed it, setting
the tip of his riding crop lightly but firmly against Morgan’s
shoulder.
“That will be all, hunter,” he said. His voice had
taken on that edge associated with authority that fears it is about
to be usurped. “Her ladyship is impatient to be off.”
“Certainly, good sir,” Morgan murmured, backing off
from the coach but not quite taking his eyes from the lady as he
did so. “God speed her ladyship.”
As the lady nodded and started to withdraw behind
the curtains once more, a small, tousled red head poked up from
below the window to stare wide-eyed at Morgan. The lady shook her
head and whispered something in the child’s ear, then smiled at
Morgan as both disappeared from sight.
Morgan, too, grinned as the coach pulled out and
continued down the road. Very shortly, Duncan came out of the
shrine with a Saint Torin badge affixed to his hunter’s cap and
retrieved his sword from his saddle. With a sigh, Morgan returned
to the horses to remove his own blade. Then, with resolute step, he
crossed the wide yard to enter the antechamber of the shrine.
The room was tiny and dim. As Morgan stepped
inside, he noted the hollow echo of parquet flooring under his
boots, surveyed the carved and pierced grillwork masking the walls
on either side. Heavily carved double doors lay at the other end of
the chamber, leading into the shrine itself. He could sense a
presence behind the grille on the right, and he glanced in that
direction and nodded.
That would be the monk who was always stationed in
the antechamber—both to hear the confessions of penitents who
wished to unburden their souls, and to serve as guardian of the
shrine, that only one unarmed pilgrim might enter at any one
time.
“God’s blessings on thee, Holy Brother,” Morgan
murmured, in what he hoped was his most pious tone.
“And upon thee and thine,” the monk replied, his
voice a harsh whisper.
Morgan made a short bow acknowledging the blessing,
then moved toward the double doors. As he set his hands on the door
handles, he heard the monk shift position in his wooden cubbyhole
and cough, and the thought crossed his mind that perhaps he had
rushed matters. He turned to glance in the man’s direction, hoping
he had not aroused the wrong kind of interest, and the monk cleared
his throat.
“Didst thou wish to shrive thyself, my son?” the
voice grated hopefully.
Morgan started to shake his head and go through the
doors, then paused to cock his head thoughtfully in the direction
of the grille. Perhaps he had forgotten something. A small
smile tugged at the corners of his mouth as he reached into his
belt and withdrew a small gold coin.
“I thank thee, no, good brother,” he said,
controlling the urge to smile. “But here’s for thy holy
work.”
With a deliberately awkward and embarrassed
movement, he reached across to the grille and placed the coin in a
small slot. As he turned back to the doors, he heard the soft ring
of the coin rolling down a groove, and then a not too carefully
masked sigh of relief.
“Go in peace, my son,” he heard the monk murmur as
he stepped through the doors. “Mayst thou find what thou
seekest.”
Morgan closed the doors behind him and allowed his
eyes to adjust to the even dimmer light. As shrines went, Saint
Torin’s seemed not terribly impressive. Morgan had been in larger
and more splendid ones, and ones built to far more august and holy
personages than the obscure and strictly local forest saint. But
the place had a certain charm that almost appealed to Morgan.
To begin with, the chapel was constructed entirely
of wood. The walls and ceiling were wood; the altar was a huge slab
cut from a giant oak. Even the floor was formed of thin strips of
many different kinds and textures of wood, all inlaid in a striking
chevron and cross-hatch pattern. The walls were rough-hewn, carved
crudely with life-sized stations of the cross. The high, vaulted
ceiling was likewise beamed with rough cross-members.
It was the eastern end of the chapel that impressed
Morgan the most, however. Whoever had fashioned the wall behind the
altar had been a master craftsman, had known every kind of wood his
land had to offer and how best to display and contrast each. Inlaid
strips ran inward from the sides and fountained behind the crucifix
like a burst of wooden water frozen timeless there, symbol of the
eternal life awaiting. The statue of Saint Torin, to the left, had
been carved from a single, gnarled branch of a great oak.
In contrast was the crucifix before the altar—dark
wood, pale figure; stiff, formal, the outstretched upper limbs in a
perfect T, the head upraised and gazing straight ahead. King
Regnant, not the suffering Man on the tree.
Morgan decided he didn’t much like this cold
depiction of his Lord. It sucked away the humanness, almost
nullified the air of life and warmth the living walls provided.
Even the glow of blue vigil and votive lights, the golden wash of
pilgrim candles, could scarcely soften the cold, unyielding
countenance of the King of Heaven.
Distractedly Morgan dipped his fingers into a font
of holy water to the right of the doors and crossed himself as he
started down the narrow aisle. His initial impression of serenity
had been shattered by his closer scrutiny of the chapel, to be
replaced by an air of uneasiness. He missed the weight of his blade
at his side. He would be glad to be away from this place.
Pausing at a small table in the center of the
aisle, he lit a yellow taper, which he was required to carry to the
front of the chapel and leave by the altar. As the wick flared, his
mind flicked back for just an instant to that same color of flame
in sunlight that had been the hair of the woman in the coach. Then
his candle was lit, and wax was dripping down his fingers,
reminding him that it was time to continue.
The candles of other pilgrims flickered on stands
behind the altar rail, before the image of the saint, but the gate
in the altar rail was closed. Nodding respect to the altar, Morgan
dropped to one knee and reached for the latch behind the gate,
stood as it released with an audible click. As he pulled away, the
back of his hand scraped against something sharp enough to draw
blood. Instinctively he put the wounded spot to his mouth, thinking
as he stepped through the gate that this was a strange place for
something that sharp.
He leaned down to take a closer look, still nursing
his wounded hand—and the whole room began to spin. Before he could
even straighten, he felt himself being drawn into a whirling
maelstrom laced with all the colors of time.
Merasha! his mind shrieked.
It must have been on the gate latch—and then he had
further carried it to his mouth! Worse, it was not just the
mind-numbing effect of the Deryni-sensitive merasha he was
fighting. Another force was impinging upon his consciousness: a
surging, powerful presence that threatened to surround him,
to drag him into oblivion.
He fell to hands and knees and fought to resist it,
fearing as he did that it was too late, that the attack had been
too sudden, the drug too powerful. It was like a huge hand reaching
down for him, a hand that filled the room, blotting out the
swimming, trembling light as it curled around him.
He tried to cry out to Duncan as pain engulfed his
mind, tried in a final effort to shake the sinister force that was
overpowering him. But it was no use. Though it seemed his screams
could split the firmament, a detached part of him knew that they,
too, were being absorbed by this thing.
He felt himself falling, and his scream was
soundless, frozen, as he slipped into the void.