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They did the water trick twice more. Each time for
longer. Her lungs burned. She retched up filth. Snatched at air.
Vision blurred. She wanted to die, yet each time she fought for
life like a wild animal.
The man with the gloating laugh enjoyed his work.
He kept slapping Box’s sides and chattering in high-pitched
Chinese. Only when she knew that this time she would drown for
certain, when stars flared in the black tunnel that filled her head
and her lungs were seared by fire, did he dart around and slide a
narrow slat from under her. The water gushed out and she curled
very nearly dead on the floor of Box. Everything hurt.
When her bowels opened, she barely noticed.
She lost track of time.
Sometimes she pinched her cheek to make sure she
was still alive. Still Lydia Ivanova.
She was beginning to doubt it.
When the bolt drew back again, her whole body
flinched. The footsteps on the stairs. She forced her lungs to drag
in air, deep down, expanding even the tiny sacs at the end of each
airway. She had to stockpile on air. Before the water came. Her
skin felt numb with cold. With panic. She crouched. Ready.
But this time there was no sound of dragging
hosepipe. This time it was the scrape of something wooden across
the floor and the flickering light grew brighter.
What now?
Focus. Breathe. Don’t cry.
Suddenly the world changed. The roof flew off. A
hand reached in and grabbed her hair, wrenching it from its roots,
hauling her to her feet. Her stiff body was sluggish and earned her
a blow on the ear. She was staring into the face of an
olive-skinned Chinese man with a pointed face and black eyes set
close together. His teeth were red and for one crazy moment she
thought it was blood, that he was eating some live creature, then
she saw he was chewing on some dark red seeds that he held in his
free hand.
‘Guo lai! Gi nu.’
He yanked her out of Box and she looked around her,
eyes screwed up against the dim light. She was right. It was a
cellar. Two rats paused in a corner and inspected her, whiskers
twitching. Box was a metal cube raised on a wooden plinth with a
drain underneath and a small ladder propped against its side. She
fell down the ladder, her feet too numb to guide her.
Don’t cry. Don’t beg.
Spit in his goddamn face.
She didn’t cry. She didn’t beg. She didn’t spit in
his face. She did as she was told. Her captor slipped wooden
shackles on her wrists and a rope around her neck, then led her
like a dog out of the cellar along a narrow dank corridor, slatted
walls on both sides like some kind of passage between buildings. Up
steps. Five of them. Should she try to break free? Here?
But it took everything inside her just to walk
upright. When she stumbled or hesitated the rope was tugged tight
with such force, she was under no illusion about the man’s strength
and knew her own body was a physical wreck. So. No. No escape yet.
The narrow-faced man pushed open a door.
Warmth.
That was what hit her first. It flowed over her
skin, silky golden waves of it, sucking out the cold from her
bones. She wanted to weep with pleasure. She felt a sudden rush of
gratitude toward her captors for giving her this warmth, but part
of her mind insisted that was insane. She hated them. Hated.
Then came the noise. The room was so full of sound
it made her head spin. Big voices. Boisterous laughter. It boomed
inside her hollow brain and the bright lights cramped her eyeballs.
She squinted, adjusting quickly, and tried to make out what kind of
place she was in. A large high-ceilinged room, ornate carvings
peering down at her from painted beams, red patterned tiles under
her bare feet, small barred windows. The walls were covered in
heavy embroidered drapes and lined with wooden settles. Full of
Chinese faces. Jeering. Fingers pointing. Mouths spitting. Black
figures everywhere. Too much black. Too much death.
The fact that she was wearing nothing except a
primitive form of handcuffs and a rope around her neck did not
distress her. She was beyond that. She cared no more about her
nakedness than she would if she were standing in front of a pack of
wild dogs.
A bunched fist swung lazily at her face. She ducked
and it missed. The faces around the room split open into wide red
caverns of laughter, but the man who had tried to strike her found
no amusement in it. He was broad across the chest, solidly built,
with a fleshy face and smooth oily skin. She was useless at
guessing Chinese age, but he looked about thirty to her and carried
himself with an air of authority. He had a high hairline and dark
petulant lips. Oddly he wore a respectable black Western suit. It
gave her hope. He stood in front of her and cursed in
Chinese.
‘You the filthy bitch whore of the shit-eater
without the fingers. ’ The English words startled her. ‘You lose
fingers too. And eyes. And white putrid breasts. I feed to rats in
cellar.’
The threats came not from the smooth-skinned man
but from a young boy, no more than fourteen or fifteen years old
with long unruly hair and nervous eyes, as he mouthed the words
with no emotion of any kind. He stood behind the shoulder of the
big man who was cursing her, and it dawned on her sluggish mind
that the boy was only the interpreter, echoing his master’s
words.
She switched her gaze back to the master and
abruptly the cogs inside her brain turned faster. She recognised
him. From the Chinese funeral Chang had taken her to. He was the
one in white prostrating himself behind the coffin. Yuesheng’s
brother, Feng Tu Hong’s son. It was Po Chu himself. She spat at
him, the man who tortured Chang An Lo. He hit her hard and growled
something. ‘Ni ei xi xue hui vhun.’
‘You learn respect,’ the boy translated.
‘Release me,’ she hissed, tasting blood inside her
cheek.
‘You answer questions.’
‘I am the daughter of an important British
newspaper tycoon. Release me immediately or the British Army will
come with their rifles to . . .’
‘Bao chi!’
‘Silence,’ the boy echoed.
The man’s hand seized a hank of her hair and
twisted her head back. He shouted in her face, his breath sour with
alcohol, and his dark gaze roamed over her breasts and throat, down
to her thighs and . . . She shut her eyes to block him out.
That was when he released her hair, reached down,
and yanked out a piece of her pubic hair. The pain was sharp but
brief and she didn’t cry out. He held up the copper curl as a
trophy for all to see, and the men around the walls cheered.
Instead she thought of how Chang An Lo had twirled those same hairs
around his good fingers and called them her fox flames. But what
disturbed her more was the glimpse she got of her forearm when she
struggled to free her hands. The skin was covered in bite marks.
They were the marks of her own teeth where in the dark inside Box
she’d been gnawing at a limb. Like a fox in a trap. That frightened
her.
She made herself stand straight. ‘Sir Edward
Carlisle will skin you all alive for this.’
The boy translated. Po Chu laughed. ‘Zai na?
Where Chang An Lo?’
‘I don’t know.’
‘Yes. You know. You say.’
‘No. I don’t know. He ran away when the Kuomintang
troops came.’
‘You lie.’
‘No. Bu.’
‘Yes.’
Each time the words came from Po Chu, with the boy
echoing softly in English.
‘Tell truth.’
This time the question came with a slap.
‘Tell truth.’ Another slap. ‘Tell truth.’ Slap.
Slap. Slap. Again. Again. She lost count.
Her lip split. The space inside her head turned
red. Her ears hummed.
Slap. Slap.
Harder. A knife point nicked the corner of her left
eyelid and started to slide along the bottom of her eye as if to
pop it out.
‘He’s dead.’ She screamed it.
The knife froze. The slaps ceased. She breathed.
Small panicky gasps.
‘When dead?’ Po Chu demanded. In English. But she
barely noticed. Her mind was struggling.
‘How dead?’ He ran the knife blade in a circle
around one breast, and she felt the sting and the trickle of
blood.
‘From sickness.’
‘Shen meshi hou? When?’
‘On Saturday. I took him to the docks. Nursed him .
. . In an old shack . . . he died.’ Tears started to pour down her
cheeks. It wasn’t hard.
The boy translated, but it was the tears that
seemed to convince Po Chu. He stepped back with a shrewd smile,
flicked the knife spinning up into the air, and as it fell caught
its ivory handle with an easy sweep of his fist. He stared at
her.
‘Guo lai.’
‘Come,’ the boy said.
Po Chu seized the rope attached to her neck and
dragged her across the room toward a screen that closed off one
corner. Her eyes fixed on its panels inlaid with lapis and coral,
ivory and mother-of-pearl, and she burned them into her memory. If
this bastard was going to blind her, she had to make her last
moment of sight go a long way.
‘See, gi nu.’ Po Chu thrust the screen
aside.
She saw. And wished she’d drowned inside Box.
On a table, neatly laid out like precision
instruments of surgery in an operating theatre, were two rows of
tools. Heavy tongs and blades, some serrated and some with
needle-sharp points, and beside them lay small blunt hammers,
chains and leather collars and cuffs. Her eye was drawn to a piece
of iron with a long narrow shovel end and stout wooden handle. Not
in her wildest dreams could she begin to guess its purpose.
Her inner organs turned to liquid. Nothing worked
anymore. Her breathing stopped. She felt warm fluid dribble down
the backs of her thighs and she knew her body was trying to flush
out the fear. She felt no shame. She’d left that behind long
ago.
‘See, gi nu,’ Po Chu repeated. ‘Putrid
whore. See.’
Her ears still worked. They heard the anticipation
in his voice.
‘Tell truth.’
She nodded.
‘Where Chang An Lo?’
‘Dead.’
He picked up a pair of heavy iron-teethed tweezers,
casually weighed them in his hand, lowered his thick black eyebrows
in a frown of concentration, and clamped the metal teeth round her
nipple. He squeezed.
She screamed.
Blood, bright red like paint. A burning pain in her
breast. She screamed her anger and her hatred at him, bellowed it
in his face, and would have hurled herself at him and bitten his
eyes out if the rope around her neck had not been pulled tight from
behind.
‘Good.’ Po Chu smiled coldly, a spatter of her
blood on his chin. ‘Now tell truth.’