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‘Do you know what the penalty is for harbouring a
known fugitive? ’
‘Just one minute, what reason do you have for
thinking he is a fugitive? He is a friend of mine who is wounded
and needs help, that’s all.’
‘In a shed?’ Alexei Serov’s tone was
sceptical.
‘I really don’t see that this is any business of
yours,’ she said crossly.
They were standing in the middle of the drawing
room, but she didn’t want to discuss things. She wanted him to
leave. She had not invited him to sit, nor offered to take his
immaculate grey overcoat and silk scarf.
‘Anyway, what were you doing snooping around my
shed?’ Even as she said it, she had a feeling she could have put
that better.
‘Snooping? Miss Ivanova, I regard that as an
insult.’ He drew his shoulders back stiffly. His short hair
bristled. ‘I called at your front door and it was your servant who
informed me that you were in the shed with your rabbit. He was the
one who suggested I go down there.’
Wai, the cook. Damn the lazy fool.
‘Then I apologise. I meant no insult. I just feel
that you . . .’
‘Intruded?’
‘Yes.’
He looked at her with a cool questioning gaze and
came a step closer, his hand tapping impatiently on the lapel of
his coat. He spoke in a low voice. ‘I think you are taking a big
risk. Yet again. These are violent times, Miss Ivanova, and you
should take great care. The bombs that explode, the intrigues that
cut the ground from under any agreements, the dangers to someone
who doesn’t know what they are involved in - these are things you
know nothing about. People get killed every day for doing less than
you are doing.’
Some of her confidence evaporated, and it must have
shown on her face because he said more pleasantly, ‘It’s all right,
I don’t bite.’
She smiled and made it look easy. ‘Thank you for
your advice, but it is of no concern to me.’
‘What are you saying?’
He knew damn well what she was saying. ‘That it’s
all nothing to do with me. Of course I hear of what is going on
here in Junchow, but . . .’
‘But you’re not involved?’
‘No, I’m not.’
‘And that man in your shed is not a
Communist?’
‘No.’
He laughed, tipped his head back, and made a soft
mocking sound, blowing out air between his white teeth. ‘You are
not a very good liar, Miss Ivanova.’
She was stung. She’d always been a bloody good
liar.
‘What I’d like to know,’ she said curtly, ‘is what
brought you over here in the first place. Why have you called on
me?’
‘Ah yes.’ He tilted his head in a polite bow,
reached into his coat pocket, and brought out a card. He held it
out to her. ‘From my own dear mama, Countess Serova.’
Lydia accepted the card. It was ivory tinted, very
thick, and embossed with a gold coat of arms at the top, an eagle
with wings spread wide over a quartered shield. It wasn’t hard to
guess that it was the Serov family crest. On the card was an
invitation to an evening of dance and entertainment at the Serov
villa on Rue Lamarque on Monday at eight.
Monday? Monday was an age away. Much too far ahead
to think about. First she had to get herself and Chang An Lo
through this weekend.
‘Just to make it official,’ he said amiably. But
with that superior smile again.
‘Thank you. I shall think about it, but I’m not
sure of my plans for next week until my mother returns
tomorrow.’
A ripple of surprise crossed his face, as if he
were not used to Serov invitations being refused, but he hid it
smoothly. ‘Of course. I understand.’
She walked him to the front door. When he strode
out onto the drive the wind snatched at his scarf, but he ignored
it and turned back to face her. His green eyes met hers, and for a
long moment he considered her in silence. ‘Don’t forget my advice,
Miss Ivanova,’ was all he said at last.
But it was a step too far. ‘Alexei Serov, why don’t
you just look after your own life and leave me to take care of
mine?’
She shut the door. All things considered, that
hadn’t gone very well.
‘Darling, surprise!’
Lydia froze. She was in her bedroom. She had just
hurried upstairs to fetch an extra sweater before going down to the
shed to tell Chang An Lo how things had gone with Alexei
Serov.
‘Lydia, we’re home.’
‘Mama.’ She ran down the stairs.
They were in the hallway, surrounded by luggage and
packages. Shaking off their coats, laughing and stamping their cold
feet, stirring up the air, and filling the house that had been so
silent all week with noise and bustle. Bringing in the outside
world.
‘Darling.’ Her mother opened her arms wide and
Lydia ran into them.
Something happened and Lydia was totally unprepared
for it. Valentina wrapped her arms so tightly around Lydia it was
as though she intended never to let go, and her elegant figure gave
way to a deep tremor as she kissed her daughter’s cheek. Suddenly
Lydia’s throat hurt, so much it felt like fishhooks caught
there.
‘Did you miss me, darling?’
‘Oh really, have you been away? I didn’t even
notice.’
‘You wicked child.’ Valentina laughed and squeezed
Lydia hard.
Alfred came over and patted Lydia awkwardly on the
back. ‘Good to see you looking well, my dear. But where is
Deng?’
‘The houseboy?’ Still she held her mother. Drew the
scent of her perfume deep into her lungs. ‘I gave him the week
off.’
‘Why on earth . . . ? Ah well, never mind. I’ll
take the cases up myself. Good exercise anyway.’
She heard his footsteps tread heavily up the
stairs, and she felt her mother’s quick breath on her ear.
‘Lydia,’ was all Valentina said. ‘Lydia.’
‘Mama.’
They stood alone in the hall. Neither willing to
release the other.
‘You’d have loved it, Lydia.’ Alfred was beaming
at her and took a contented puff on his pipe, sending blue smoke
coiling to the ceiling.
Lydia preferred the aromatic scent of the tobacco
to the harsh smell of her mother’s cigarettes. They were all seated
in the drawing room after an excellent meal of fillet of pork
followed by pineapple syllabub. Wai was showing off his wider menu
now that his master had returned. Alfred had lit the fire in the
drawing room, as there was no houseboy to do it for him, whistling
the whole time, and Lydia noticed a marked change in him. No more
nervous foot-shuffling silences. Lots of sounds coming from him.
Humming or whistling or talking. As if the happiness inside kept
flowing out of him in noise.
‘One day, Lydia,’ Alfred said as he tossed a match
into the glowing coals, ‘I will take you to the Yungang cave
temples as well. You must see for yourself how astonishing they are
and what wonderful building skills the Chinese possessed nearly two
thousand years ago. Good Lord, in England we have nothing to
compare with them. Quite remarkable.’
‘I’d like that.’
‘Oh dochenka, you really must see the seated
Buddha. It’s amazing. Sixty feet high and cut into a yellow cliff.
I’ve never seen such a huge man.’ Valentina laughed and glanced
teasingly at Alfred on the chesterfield beside her.
The radio was playing softly in the background,
some new kind of syncopated jazz, and Alfred was humming again.
Lydia was sipping a tumbler of lime juice with a handful of ice in
it and trying hard to make conversation, but her mind was outside
in the cold.
The hot-water bottle needed heating again. The
poultices on the burns needed changing. The next dose of herb tea
was overdue and . . .
‘Darling, do listen. You look as if you’re miles
away. I was telling you about the system they have for their
temples and tombs and things. It’s called feng shui. They’ve
used it for more than two thousand years. It’s supposed to make
sure the sites are . . . Oh, what was that word they used, my
angel?’
‘Propitious?’ Alfred offered.
‘That’s it, propitiously sited.’
Valentina was very animated. She seemed to have
shed the cloak of cultivated indifference she used to carry around
with her and taken on an enthusiasm for everything. Lydia found it
quite odd. She couldn’t decide whether it was something released
from the inside or stuck on from the outside. But Alfred was
clearly entranced.
‘I know about feng shui, Mama. The trouble
is that the Europeans haven’t taken any notice of it at all. We
drive railroads through their spiritual places, and missionaries
build churches that throw shadows on ancient Chinese ancestral
graveyards, disturbing their dead. Don’t laugh, Mama. It really
matters to them. And they believe our church spires pierce the
skies with their sharp points and prevent the good spirits
returning to earth. Feng shui means wind and
water.’
‘Does it? How clever of you, darling. Don’t I have
a clever daughter, Alfred?’
‘Yes, very clever.’ He beamed at Lydia again.
But she knew that if Valentina had asked him if her
daughter was bright green with pink spots he’d have said yes just
as willingly. Lydia chose her moment. She stretched casually and
stood up.
‘It’s good to have you home again but I think I’ll
go to bed now, if you don’t mind.’
‘So soon?’
‘Mmm, I’m sleepy.’ She smiled at her stepfather.
‘It’s the heat from this wonderful fire. I think I’ll just pop out
and check on Sun Yat-sen before I go up, though. He’s still a bit
nervous in his new home, so . . .’
‘I don’t think so, Lydia,’ Alfred said firmly. ‘I
don’t want you wandering around out there in the dark.’
‘But there’s a moon. It’s not too dark.’
‘No, you go to bed now, my dear. Leave the rabbit
till tomorrow morning.’ He smiled at her but his eyes were serious,
and suddenly she remembered the deal she’d made with him in
exchange for the two hundred dollars.
Her heart sank. She looked to her mother for help,
but Valentina was at the cocktail cabinet pouring a glass of vodka
for herself and a snifter of brandy for her husband.
‘Please, Alfred,’ Lydia said coaxingly.
‘Not tonight, dear. You trot up to bed now and
leave the bally rabbit till morning. There’s a good girl. Sleep
well.’
Lydia nodded. ‘Good night, Mama,’ she said and gave
her a light kiss. Then she did the same to Alfred, avoiding his
spectacles.
Upstairs she drew a big letter A on a sheet of
paper and stuck pins in it.
They lay among the blankets on the dusty floor.
Gently, soothingly, he stroked her nipple with his thumb. Together
they watched the moon travel slowly across the skylight above them.
Lydia yearned for it to be a full moon, a complete magical disk, so
that they could wish on it but it was at least a week too early,
its perfection marred by reality. Her head rested on his shoulder,
their limbs so entwined she no longer knew where hers ended and his
began. His skin a part of hers. Her breath a part of his.
‘Lydia.’
‘Mmm?’
They had been silent a long time, wrapped
comfortably around each other. The crisp rectangle of translucent
light that the moon shed over them turned their naked skin silver
and made shadows leap from one face to the other as their lips
brushed. Earlier they had made love and it had been different.
Fiercer. Hungrier. As if their bodies knew time was running out.
Lydia had waited impatiently in her room until she was certain her
mother and Alfred must be asleep, and then she’d crept downstairs
and sped across the grass. Frost made it crunch underfoot. Trees
lurched at her with spiky elongated shadows, and a bat flitted low
over her head as she turned the key in the padlock.
‘Are you all right?’ he’d asked immediately. He was
standing to one side of the doorway, a blanket over his
shoulders.
‘No. I’m not all right. Not remotely all
right.’
He kissed her mouth.
‘My mother came home early, just as you said she
might, and so I’ve been stuck up there in the house worried sick
about you and what you must be thinking Alexei Serov will get up
to. Damn the man. Why did he have to call? But honestly I don’t
think he’ll betray us. He’s helped me once before. I know he can be
a real supercilious bastard at times, but he’s not so bad
underneath. The danger is that he might feel a strong duty to the
Kuomintang and . . .’
‘Hush, hush, my love.’
His dark eyes searched hers and the expression in
them made all the words tumble straight out of her head. He drew
her into his arms, enveloped her in his blanket, and for the first
time in hours she felt safe again. In the middle of a rickety old
shed, freezing to death and with every possible thing going wrong.
Yet she felt safe. And happy. She only had to look at him and she
felt happy. And when she wasn’t with him, she only had to think of
him and her limbs turned liquid with desire.
‘I must leave tomorrow,’ he said.
‘No.’
He kissed her hair and she could hear him breathing
in deeply, preparing himself. She knew she should make it easy for
him. Already she could feel that his body was starting to burn up
again. The exertion of the day had been too much for his fragile
state, but he hadn’t allowed her to nurse him tonight, just drank
the herb concoction for the fever. She mustn’t make it harder.
Mustn’t.
‘To leave you, Lydia, will tear my heart into a
thousand pieces. But I can stay no longer. It is dangerous for you.
I love you too much to risk that.’
She held him close. Said nothing. She was
frightened the wrong words would come out.
He caressed her ear with his fingertips. ‘I must
leave Junchow . . .’
Everything inside her started to hurt.
‘ . . . but it will be hard. Kuomintang troops
check every road in or out. That means I must find somewhere else
to hide . . .’
She breathed.
‘ . . . until I’m strong enough to swim the
river.’
She closed her eyes.
‘Kiss me,’ she whispered.
His lips came instantly to her mouth and his tongue
found hers, soft and sensuous. His hand moved down between her
legs, stroking the silky inner thigh. They didn’t hurry, just took
their time. In the moonlight.
They agreed he would leave before dawn. She had
brought what was left of the two hundred dollars and hidden part of
it in his leather satchel, part bandaged to his thigh and part
tucked inside his boot.
‘No rickshaw,’ he warned.
‘Why not?’
‘The pullers have loose tongues. They are in the
pay of the tongs. Black Snakes could track me. And you. I’ll
walk.’
‘I’ll get Liev,’ she said quickly.
‘No, my beloved. I want help from no one who leads
to you. You see? I escaped from Po Chu. The loss of face will be
worse than a blade in his belly and he will work to destroy anyone
who . . .’
She put a finger to his lips and nestled close
under the blankets. ‘Sleep,’ she murmured. ‘It’s not dawn yet.
Sleep. Grow strong.’ Their bodies clung together.
But when the first hint of grey tinged the
skylight, Lydia knew Chang An Lo would be going nowhere today. The
fever was back.