10
‘My name is Lydia Ivanova.’
She held out a hand to him and he knew what she was
expecting. He’d seen them do it, the foreigners. Seizing each
other’s hands in greeting. A disgusting habit. No self-respecting
Chinese would be so rude as to touch another, especially someone he
didn’t know. Who would want to hold a hand that may have just come
from gutting a pig or stroking a wife’s private parts? Barbarians
were such filthy creatures.
Yet the sight of her small hand, pale as a lily and
waiting for him, was curiously inviting. He wanted to touch it. To
learn the feel of it.
He shook hands. ‘I am called Chang An Lo.’
It was like holding a bird in his hand, warm and
soft. With one squeeze he could have crushed its fragile bones. But
he didn’t want to. He experienced an unfamiliar need to protect
this wild fluttering little creature in his hand.
She withdrew it as easily as she had given it and
looked around her. He had led her out of the settlement along the
back of the American sector and down a dirt track out to Lizard
Creek, a small wooded inlet to the west of town. Here the morning
sun lazed on the surface of the water and the birch trees offered
dappled shade to the flat grey rocks. Lizards flicked and flashed
over them like leaves in a breeze. Beyond the creek the land
stretched flat and boggy after last night’s rain all the way north
to the distant mountains. They shimmered blue in the summer heat,
but Chang knew that somewhere hidden deep within the crouching
tiger was a Red heart that was beating stronger every day. One day
soon it would flood the country with its blood.
‘This place is beautiful,’ the fox girl said. ‘I
had no idea it existed.’
She was smiling. She was pleased. And that created
a strange contentment in his chest. He watched the way she dipped a
hand into the gently flowing creek and laughed at a swallow that
flashed its wings as it skimmed the water. Insects hummed in the
heat and two crickets bickered somewhere in the reeds.
‘I come here because the water is clean,’ he
explained to her. ‘See how clear it is, it lives and sings. Look at
that fish.’ A silver swirl and it was gone. ‘But when this water
joins the great Peiho River, the spirits leave it.’
‘Why?’ She sounded puzzled. Did she know so
little?
‘Because it fills up with black oil from the
foreigners’ gunboats and poisons from their factories. The spirits
would die in the brown filth of the Peiho.’
She gave him a look but said nothing, just sat down
on a rock and tossed a stone into the shallows. She stretched out
her legs, bare and slender, toward the water and he noticed a hole
in the bottom of one of her shoes. The fiery hair was hidden away
under a straw hat, and he was sorry for that. The hat looked old,
battered, like her shoes. Her hair always looked new and he wanted
to see its flames again. She was watching a small brown bird
tugging at a grub in a dead branch at her feet.
‘Your English is excellent, you know.’
She spoke softly and he wasn’t sure if it was not
to disturb the bird or because she was suddenly nervous alone with
a man in this isolated spot. She had shown courage in coming here
with him. No Chinese girl would ever take a risk like this. They’d
sooner feed their pet turtles to a cobra. Yet she didn’t look
nervous at all. Her eyes shone with expectation.
He moved to the edge of the water, keeping his
distance from her so that she wouldn’t become alarmed, and squatted
down on a patch of grass. It was still damp.
‘I am honoured that you think my English
acceptable,’ he said.
While her attention was on the brown bird, he eased
the rubber shoe off his right foot. Pain crashed around inside his
skull. He began to unwind the blood-soaked cloth that was holding
the flesh of his foot together.
‘I had an English tutor for many years,’ he told
her. ‘When I was young. He taught me well.’ The putrid smell on the
cloth rose to his nostrils. ‘And my uncle went to university at
Harvard. That’s in America. He always insisted that English is the
language of the future and would speak nothing else to me.’
‘Really? Just like my mother. She speaks God knows
how many languages.’
‘Except Mandarin?’
She laughed, a bright ripple of sound that sent the
bird up into a tree, but for Chang the sound of her laughter merged
with the song of the river and soothed the burning in his
foot.
‘My mother is always telling me that English is the
only language worth . . .’ She stopped. A tight gasp reached his
ears.
He turned his head and found her staring, mouth
open, at his foot. Her gaze rose to his face and for a long moment
their eyes met and held. He looked away. When he lifted his foot
off the sodden rags and placed it into the swirling flow of the
river, she said nothing. Just watched in silence. He started to rub
his hands over the wounds under the water, massaging the poisons
out and the life back in. Clots of dried blood drifted on the
surface and were instantly snapped up by hungry mouths from below.
A steady trail of bright blood drew a darting shoal of tiny fish
that flashed green against the yellow stones of the riverbed. The
water was cool. His foot seemed to drink in the coolness.
He heard a noise and swung around. She was kneeling
on the grass beside him, her face white under the fraying hat. In
her hand lay the needle and thread. The presence of her so close
made the air between them flutter like doves’ wings on his cheek,
and his fingertips longed to touch her creamy European skin.
‘You’ll need these,’ she said and held them out to
him.
He nodded. But as he reached for them, she swayed
away from him and shook her head.
‘Would it help if I did it?’ she asked.
He nodded again. He saw her swallow. Her soft pale
throat seemed to quiver in a brief spasm, then settle.
‘You need a doctor.’
‘A doctor costs dollars.’
She said nothing more, but threw off her hat,
letting loose the wonderful fox spirit of her hair, the way he’d
once loosed the fox from the snare. She leaned over his foot. Not
touching. Just looking. He could hear her breathing, in and out,
feel it brush the jagged edges of his damaged flesh like the kiss
of the river god.
He emptied his mind of the hot pain. Instead he
filled it with the sight of the smooth arch of her high forehead
and the copper glow of one lock of her hair that curled on the
white skin of her neck. Perfection. Not pain. He closed his eyes
and she started to sew. How could he tell her he loved her
courage?
‘That’s better,’ she said, and he heard the relief
in her voice.
She had removed her underskirt, quickly and without
embarrassment, cut it into strips with his knife, and bound his
foot into a stiff white bundle that would no longer fit inside his
shoe. Without asking, she cut the shoe’s rubber sides, then tied it
over the bandage with two more strips of cloth. It looked clean and
professional. The pain was still there but at last the blood had
stopped.
‘Thank you.’ He gave her a small bow with his
head.
‘You need sulphur powder or something. I’ve seen
Mrs Yeoman use it to dry up sores. I could ask her to . . .’
‘No, it is not needed. I know someone who has
herbs. Thank you again.’
She turned her face away and trailed her hands
through the water, fingers splayed out. She watched their movement
as if they belonged to someone else, as if she were surprised by
what they had done today.
‘Don’t thank me,’ she said. ‘If we go around saving
each other’s lives, then that makes us responsible for each other.
Don’t you think?’
Chang was stunned. She had robbed his tongue of
words. How could a barbarian know such things, such Chinese things?
Know that this was the reason he had followed her, watched over
her. Because he was responsible for her. How could this girl know
that? What kind of mind did she possess that could see so
clearly?
He felt the loss of her from his side when she rose
to her feet, kicked off her sandals, and waded into the shallows. A
golden-headed duck, startled from its slumber in the reeds, paddled
off downstream as fast as if a stoat were on its tail, but she
scarcely seemed to notice, her hands busy splashing water over the
hem of her dress. It was a shapeless garment, washed too many
times, and for the first time he saw the blood on it. His blood.
Entwined in the fibres of her clothes. In the fibres of her. As she
was entwined in the fibres of him.
She was silent. Preoccupied. He studied her as she
stood in the creek, her skin rippling with silver stars reflected
from the water, the sunlight on her hair making it alive and
molten. Her full lips were slightly open as if she would say
something, and he wondered what it might be. A heart-shaped face,
finely arched brows, and those wide amber eyes, a tiger’s eyes.
They pierced deep inside you and hunted out your heart. It was a
face no Chinese would find alluring, the nose too long, the mouth
too big, the chin too strong. Yet somehow it drew his gaze again
and again, and satisfied his eyes in ways he didn’t understand but
in ways that contented his heart. But he could see secrets in her
face. Secrets made shadows, and her face was full of pale
breathless shadows.
He lay back on the warm grass, resting on his
elbows.
‘Lydia Ivanova,’ he said quietly. ‘What is it that
is such trouble to you?’
She lifted her gaze to his and in that second when
their eyes fixed on each other, he felt something tangible form
between them. A thread. Silver and bright and woven by the gods.
Shimmering between them, as elusive as a ripple in the river, yet
as strong as one of the steel cables that held the new bridge over
the Peiho.
He lifted a hand and stretched it out to her, as if
he would draw her to him. ‘Tell me, Lydia, what lies so heavy on
your heart?’
She stood up straight in the water, letting go of
the edge of her dress so that it floated around her legs like a
fisherman’s net. He saw a decision form in her eyes.
‘Chang An Lo,’ she said, ‘I need your help.’
A breeze swept in off the Peiho River. It carried
with it the stench of rotting fish guts. It came from the hundreds
of sampans that crowded around the flimsy jetties and pontoons that
clogged the banks, but Chang was used to it. It was the stink of
boiled cowhide from the tannery behind the godowns around the
harbour.
He moved quickly. Shut his mind to the knives in
his foot and slipped silently past the noisy, shouting, clattering
world of the riverside, where tribes of beggars and boatmen made
their homes. The sampans bobbed and jostled each other with their
rattan shelters and swaying walkways, while cormorants perched,
tethered and starved, on the prows of the fishermen’s boats. Chang
knew not to linger. Not here. A blade between ribs, and a body to
add to the filth thrown daily into the Peiho, was not unheard of
for no more than a pair of shoes.
Out where the great Peiho flowed wider than forty
fields, British and French gunboats rode at anchor, their white and
red and blue flags fluttering a warning. At the sight of them Chang
spat on the ground and trampled it into the dirt. He could see that
half a dozen big steamers had docked in the harbour, and near-naked
coolies bent double as they struggled up and down the gangplanks
under loads that would break the back of an ox. He kept clear of
the overseer who strutted with a heavy black stick in his hand and
a curse on his tongue, but everywhere men shouted, bells rang,
engines roared, camels screamed, and all the time in and out of the
chaos wove the rickshaws, as numerous as the black flies that
settled over everything.
Chang kept moving. Skirted the quayside. Ducked
down an alleyway where a severed hand lay in the dust. On to the
godowns. These were huge warehouses that were well guarded by more
blue devils, but behind them a row of lean-to shacks had sprung up.
Not shacks so much as pig houses, no higher than a man’s waist and
built of rotting scraps of driftwood. They looked as if a moth’s
wings could blow them away. He approached the third one. Its door
was a flap of oilcloth. He pulled it aside.
‘Greetings to you, Tan Wah,’ he murmured
softly.
‘May the river snakes seize your miserable tongue,’
came the sharp reply. ‘You have stolen away my soft maidens, skin
as sweet as honey on my lips. Whoever you are, I curse you.’
‘Open your eyes, Tan Wah, leave your dreams. Join
me in the world where the taste of honey is a rich man’s pleasure
and a maiden’s smile a million li away from this dung
heap.’
‘Chang An Lo, you young son of a wolf. My friend,
forgive the poison of my words. I ask the gods to lift my curse and
I invite you to enter my fine palace.’
Chang crouched down, slipped inside the
foul-smelling hovel, and sat cross-legged on a bamboo mat that
looked as if it had been chewed by rats. In the dim interior he
could make out a figure wrapped in layers of newspaper lying on the
damp earth floor, his head propped on an old car seat cushion as a
pillow.
‘My humble apologies for disturbing your dreams,
Tan Wah, but I need some information from you.’
The man in the cocoon of newspaper struggled to sit
up. Chang could see he was little more than a handful of bones, his
skin the telltale yellow of the opium addict. Beside him lay a
long-stemmed clay pipe, which was the source of the sickly smell
that choked the airless hut.
‘Information costs money, my friend,’ he said, his
eyes barely open. ‘I am sorry but it is so.’
‘Who has money these days?’ Chang demanded. ‘Here,
I bring you this instead.’ He placed a large salmon on the ground
between them, its scales bright as a rainbow in the dingy kennel.
‘It swam from the creek straight into my arms this morning when it
knew I was coming to see you.’
Tan Wah did not touch it. But the narrow slits of
his eyes were already calculating its weight in the black paste
that would bring the moon and the stars into his home. ‘Ask what
you will, Chang An Lo, and I will kick my worthless brain until it
finds what you wish to know.’
‘You have a cousin who works at the fanqui’s
big club.’
‘At the Ulysses?’
‘That is the one.’
‘Yes, my stupid cousin, Yuen Dun, a cub still with
his milk teeth, yet he is growing fat on the foreigners’ dollars
while I . . .’ He closed his mouth and his eyes.
‘My friend, if you would eat the fish instead of
trading it for dreams, you might also grow fat.’
The man said nothing but lay back on the floor,
picked up the pipe, and cradled it on his chest like a child.
‘Tell me, Tan Wah, where does this stupid cousin of
yours live?’
There was a silence, filled only by the sound of
fingers stroking the clay stem. Chang waited patiently.
‘In the Street of the Five Frogs.’ It was a faint
murmur. ‘Next to the rope maker.’
‘A thousand thanks for your words. I wish you good
health, Tan Wah.’ In one swift movement he was crouching on his
feet ready to leave. ‘A thousand deaths,’ he said with a
smile.
‘A thousand deaths,’ came the response.
‘To the piss-drinking general from Nanking.’
A chuckle, more like a rattle, issued from the
newspapers. ‘And to the donkey-fucking Foreign Devils on our
shore.’
‘Stay alive, friend. China needs its people.’
But as Chang pushed away the cloth flap, Tan Wah
whispered urgently, ‘They are hunting you, Chang An Lo. Do not turn
your back.’
‘I know.’
‘It is not good to cross the Black Snake
brotherhood. You look as if they have already fed your face to
their chow-chows to chew on. I hear that you stole a girl from them
and crushed the life out of one of their guardians.’
‘I bruised his ribs. No more.’
A sigh drifted through the heavy air. ‘Foolish one.
Why risk so much for a miserable slug of a white girl?’
Chang let the cloth fall back in place behind him
and slipped away.
He let his knife do the talking. It pressed hard
against the young boy’s throat.
‘Your badge?’ Chang demanded.
‘It’s . . . in . . . in my belt.’
The boy’s face was grey with fear. Already he had
pissed himself when dragged into the dark doorway. Chang could feel
the thick flesh on his bones as he removed the identity badge and
see the sleek sheen on his skin like a well-fed concubine.
‘What part of the club do you work in?’
‘The kitchens.’
‘Ah. So you steal food for your family?’
‘No, no. Never.’
The knife tightened and a trickle of blood mingled
with the boy’s sweat.
‘Yes,’ he screamed, ‘yes, I admit, sometimes I
do.’
‘Then next time, you dog-faced turd, take some to
your cousin, Tan Wah, or his spirit will come and feed on your fat
stomach and burrow into your liver, where it will suck out all the
thick rich oil and you will die.’
The boy’s whole body started to shake and when
Chang released him, he vomited over his smart leather boots.