Chapter Eleven
‘I wash my hands of the whole damned business!’
Denton raged as he went up his own stairs. He meant Stella Minter
and Mulcahy, but Guillam most of all, and Hector Hench-Rose into
the bargain. He was angry about Guillam’s handling of the lists of
names - days of work, money, tossed into a basket to moulder - and
Hench-Rose’s lack of sympathy had made it worse. I wash my hands
of it. His mood, if anything, was blacker than when he had left
Guillam’s office; Hench-Rose’s easy brutality hadn’t helped, nor
had the stodgy lunch and Hench-Rose’s going on about that joke.
‘Another joke about women, my God,’ Denton said out loud.
‘What’s that?’ Atkins was leaning out of the alcove
to look at him as he came in the doorway; another head appeared,
this one Maude’s; then, at knee level, the angular muzzle of the
dog.
‘I wash my hands of the whole damned lot!’ Denton
shouted.
‘Good enough for Pontius Pilate, should be good
enough for you, Major.’
Atkins’s voice changed to a martial bellow as he
began to order Maude about. Apparently the cleanliness of the
alcove hadn’t been to his liking. After explaining that he didn’t
give two hatpins whether Maude thought that cleaning was part of
his job or not, Atkins said something disparaging about servants
who thought they were too genteel to get their hands dirty; then he
leaned into the sitting room again and said, ‘There’s mail for
you.’ His voice took on a hectoring tone. ‘More bills, I’m
sure.’
‘I wash my hands of them, too.’
‘Oh, no you don’t!’ Atkins came down towards him;
Rupert padded behind, panting like a blacksmith’s bellows. ‘You
neglect the bills, I’m on my way to the agent’s for a new
position.’ He stood beside Denton’s chair, quite unembarrassed now
by the hat’s sitting on the bandage, the Indian robe. ‘You wash
your hands of Mulcahy and the dead tart, all well and good; best
get to work on that book, then.’
‘You’re as good as a mother-in-law.’ Denton was
opening bills and putting them with others he hadn’t paid. Soon,
he’d have to write apologetic letters and ask for time. Bad. He
opened a plain one that looked like a begging letter - he got those
now and then; people thought writers were rich - and took out a
note of a different size, scrawled in an almost illegible hand. It
was from the woman he’d visited, Mrs Striker: he could talk with
three young women if he would come to her office at five o’clock on
the second.
Today was the second. It was barely two.
Telling himself No, I’m done with it, done with
all of them, he slit another envelope with a finger without
looking at its origin and realized only when he held the contents
in his hand that it was from his typewriter and that the women
she’d hired must have found more Mulcahys in the directories.
More expense. With it was a mere phrase scribbled on a blank
sheet - ‘As promised, the names from the adverts’ - and her
bill. He crumpled that before Atkins could see it but couldn’t keep
his own eyes from going to the total, which was startling.
‘Oh, no,’ Atkins said, reading over his shoulder.
‘Not more Mulcahy! Send it off to that copper, Guillam.’
‘Never again.’
‘You just said you’ve washed your hands of Mulcahy
- didn’t you? You did; I heard it with my own ears. You’re done
with Mulcahy!’
‘I’m more done with Guillam. I wouldn’t send him my
old drawers.’ He was looking at the new list Mrs Johnson had sent.
Only seven addresses, all businesses; four were far from the
metropolitan centre, all suburban shops that seemed to offer him
nothing. Of three closer in, one was a Regina Mulcahy, Fine Linens
- not likely; one was a Richard Mulcahy, Processed Beverages, the
Famous So-Do-Pep, Health Drinks for the Health Conscious -
possible, but nothing leapt out at him; and one was a Regis
Mulcahy, Now Proprietor of the Photographic Inventorium, Under New
Management, the Famous Periscopic Lens, Patent Applied For.
‘Photography!’ he said.
‘Wash your hands of it, General!’
‘A camera, Atkins! That’s what he could have left
behind in the closet - a camera! And that’s why the murderer went
after him - he thought Mulcahy had taken a photo of him and had run
out with the plate. And maybe he had! My God, no wonder
Mulcahy was terrified!’
‘You’re making it up, General!’
‘It fits.’
‘You’re writing fiction. Go make money off of
it.’
‘It all fits, damn it!’
‘I’ll have fits if we don’t pay some of those
bills!’
Denton turned on him and was ready to say something
ugly, but he was stopped by Atkins’s ridiculous costume and his
ridiculous dog. He grunted, shook his head, said, ‘I’m going
out.’
‘Oh, no - no, don’t, Captain! Bloody hell, you’ll
be in it up to your elbows again!’
‘Just this once.’
Atkins groaned, but Denton was already grabbing up
his mackintosh and hat. He grinned. ‘Don’t wait up.’
Atkins met him at the downstairs door with the
overcoat he’d been working on. ‘You can’t wear a mac on a day like
this - what would people say? Take it off.’ He took the Colt from
Denton and demonstrated his handiwork: the revolver’s barrel
slipped through a hole into the overcoat’s lining; a kind of
envelope of canvas-lined tweed held it upright, the grip ready to
the hand.
‘Ingenious,’ Denton said. He put the coat on. The
pistol’s weight dragged it down on the right side, but he could
draw the weapon easily without having to fumble for it as he had
before. ‘And it’s practically invisible,’ he said.
‘It’s invisible the way Nellie’s mistake’s
invisible in about the sixth month, General, but it’s better than
it was and you’re not an embarrassment to me going out in it.
Though I say again, you ought to be filling the coffers and not
chasing will-o’-the-wisps.’
Denton put a fingertip on Atkins’s shoulder. ‘Was
it a will-o’-the-wisp that put that turban on your head?’ He
withdrew the finger. ‘Expect me when you see me.’
The Photographic Inventorium was in a tall
building behind Camden Passage in Islington, a former house that
may once have stood alone. Denton’s eye told him it was eighteenth
century, maybe a bit earlier; it looked asymmetrical because one
rank of windows had been bricked up, but in fact it had a centre
entrance with two bays on each side, small pediments over the
windows like plucked eyebrows, and a shallow hip roof that hung
over the top storey. Only from the side could he see two tall
dormers in the steep part of the roof, the window open wide in one
of them.
If the neighbourhood had ever been up, it had come
down; lower houses on each side had weeds where there might once
have been grass, broken windows stuffed with rag or filled with
paper. From somewhere behind the street, the sound of a machine
thudded, and there was a faintly chemical smell. Denton went close
to the building on one side, trying to look along it, but a tall
wooden gate closed off the narrow space between it and the next
house. Looking in through a crack, he could see only weeds, in a
space the sun never touched.
He went up the three steps to the central door. On
one side, the remains of a stone urn, in which torches had long ago
been extinguished, remained; the other had been tipped down into
the lower entry, where it lay in pieces among smashed bottles and
weeds. The door was open; through it, the thudding noise was
louder, rather menacing, and the chemical smell was strong. Denton
stepped inside. Straight ahead was a stairway, and beyond it
another door, also open; through it, he could see part of a yard
and a wooden building. To his right, a door was closed; that was
the side where the windows had been bricked up. To his left, a
large opening showed where a wall had been pulled out; three men,
stripped to the waist, were working over vats of poisonously
coloured liquid in there.
Denton walked to the back. The yard was littered
with metal castings and wooden boxes; at one side, a workman was
hammering sand into one of the boxes. Denton knew enough of
manufacturing to see that the box was a mould; the workman was
preparing a sand casting. The foundry, he guessed, was still
farther back.
He went in again and looked into the big room with
the vats. Two of the men were lowering a casting into a vat with a
chain hoist. Plating, he thought. Or cleaning. He
tried to get the attention of the third man but was ignored; maybe
it was the noise of the thudding, ponderous machine, probably a
drop forge but sounding like the footsteps of a monster.
Finding no sign to tell him where the Photographic
Inventorium might be, he went up another storey. Here, a single
door on the left opened on a space the length of the house,
undoubtedly made from two or even three old rooms - the cornice
changed halfway down; a ragged scar ran across the floor where a
wall had been removed. Far down the room, a dark man in a skullcap
stood on a small dais, a kind of counter around him. The rest of
the room was bins, both along the walls and down the middle. While
Denton watched, a young man rummaged in a bin, pulling out bits of
lace, studying them, picking out one or two and dropping them into
a sack. When Denton moved deeper into the room, he saw a sign
behind the dais: A. Gold: Findings, Trimmings and Best
Remnants.
‘Mr Gold?’
The man on the dais folded his arms over his chest,
cocked an eyebrow. Standing up there gave him an advantage, and he
was aware of it. ‘So?’ he said.
‘I’m looking for something called the Photographic
Inventorium.’
Gold pointed skyward.
‘You know the man who operates it?’
Gold shook his head.
‘Have you seen him in the last few days?’
Gold shook his head.
‘Thanks.’
Denton went up to the next floor. There, a young
man who was planing panels for a door said he didn’t know Mulcahy
and wouldn’t recognize him if he fell over him, and he’d seen only
one person on the stairs in the last week, and he didn’t know him,
either.
‘What’d he look like?’
‘Who wants to know?’
Denton offered a couple of shillings, glad Atkins
wasn’t there to see him, and the young man said what did he think
he was, a flunkey? ‘I’m a self-employed craftsman; I don’t take
charity and I don’t take bribes. You see this here door I’m making?
It takes skill. It’s hard work, and not many can do it. And nor can
I if you won’t let me be!’ He turned his back and began to run a
steel-bodied, rosewood-filled plane across the wood. Denton wanted
to linger, the odour of the wood enticing, the artisan’s
concentration impressive, but the young man gave him an angry look
and he left.
The Photographic Inventorium, Under New Management
- no mention of Mulcahy - was on the top floor. Two doors stood up
there, silent and closed; the other, if it had an owner, bore no
sign. The door to the Inventorium had two hasps, both locked with
big Brahma padlocks. Denton knocked and waited and knocked again,
but nobody came.
The Inventorium was closed.
The drop forge thudded. The cabinetmaker sawed a
plank. Denton tried the other door and called out Mulcahy’s name,
but the building, if it knew something, was dumb.
He was up in the part of the building, he thought,
where the dormers projected from the steeply pitched hip roof. Yet
the stairs, which had moved from the centre to the far side of the
house on their way up, here broke off and, like a snake cut in two,
continued in a different place. He found them only by prowling the
corridor and seeing, right at the back, the walled-in stairway
going up. If he was right about how high he had come, these stairs
led to the roof.
He went up.
The stairs turned once and ended under a trapdoor
that must, he thought, open in the almost flat part of the roof
that covered the centre of the house. Denton could come within only
four steps of it; even then, he had to duck his head. The trapdoor
had been locked with a chain heavy enough to haul logs, and a
padlock as big as his fist.
Which had been broken.
Denton felt his heart lurch. He looked at the lock,
which hung from the chain as if still locked, perhaps arranged so
that the casual eye would think it was. He put his eye close to it,
his hands on the dirty stairs, his hat off. A gouged scar marked
the inside of the lock’s curve, but he saw nothing to tell him when
it had been made. The metal was dark with time, the gouged line
hardly brighter. It could have been made months before. Or
yesterday. He reached to take the lock out of the loops of chain,
stopped himself, thinking of Guillam. Tampering with
evidence. Would he even tell Guillam about any of it? Well,
just in case— He took out the white handkerchief that Atkins
insisted he carry and removed the lock with the care of a man
stealing an egg from under a hen. Then he used the handkerchief
between his fingers and the trapdoor to push it open.
The trap must have weighed thirty pounds. He let it
rest on his head and neck while he peered under it over the roof.
Here, the roof was made of four triangles like pieces of a square
pie that met in the centre; at their outer edges, the roof plunged
into the steep decline he had seen from the street. Orienting
himself, he turned his head towards the side where the Inventorium
sat behind its locked door.
He made himself breathe slowly. He knew he was
going to have to go out on the roof, and he was afraid of heights.
But he would go out only to look. Only to look.
He lowered his head, letting the trap down; gloom
closed in on the stairs. He laid his folded overcoat on the top
stair, then put his hat - grey, American, soft and somewhat
wide-brimmed - on top of it. He hesitated. It was early December,
cold outside; the grey sky threatened wet snow. He decided against
taking off his jacket. He breathed.
Unable to postpone things any longer, he raised the
trap again and got ready to step out. Then, thinking that somebody
(but who?) might put the broken padlock through the chains while he
was on the roof, he used his handkerchief to slip the padlock into
his pocket. Only later did it occur to him that anyone who wanted
to lock him out need only loop the chains - no padlock needed. But
it would be too late to go back by the time he had the
thought.
He went up a step; his head rose above the roof,
and he was able to look along the slight incline and beyond to the
grey sky. Up another step, he could see housetops and chimney pots,
and if he’d dared look that way, he could have seen the edge along
the Inventorium where the roof plunged down its final dozen feet to
the eave. He went up another step.
Edgar Allan Poe had written a story about the pull
of an abyss on the onlooker, ‘The Imp of the Perverse’. That
imp had tempted Denton all his life - on barn roofs, on cliffs, on
the rail of a steamship. Now, it beckoned to him from the edge of
the roof: Down here - come down - look over the edge, it’s
lovely - take a step out into the void— His fear was not so
much of heights as of the imp, and what he might make Denton
do.
The central peak was to his left, the slope down
towards the Inventorium’s edge to his right. Ahead - he didn’t dare
turn his head yet - was the peak and then the panorama of London.
Even dimmed by autumn mist, it seemed inhumanly large, the sky as
huge a bowl as over Montana. Far off to his left was St Paul’s;
nearer to his right, the sand-coloured bulk of St Pancras station,
Euston beyond it; move the eyes a bit to the left, there was the
British Museum. The Thames was there somewhere in the middle
distance, hidden by buildings, but he could make out London Bridge
and the clock tower at Westminster. Looking from a height at this
distance, the depth of the house separating him from the void, he
didn’t hear the imp.
He took a breath and went out. Not daring to stand
out there, he sat down. He looked all the way around, the entire
compass of London. The thudding of the machine was clear, but under
it, around it, was a steady roar made of iron wheels on pavement,
the scuffing of shoes, voices, music, hooves, the clatter of
machinery - the city.
He would have to look at the Inventorium’s side of
the building, which was the side, he was sure, where he had seen an
open window. Only look.
He removed the black silk that served as a sling.
He took off his shoes. His stockings were instantly wet from the
slates, which were shiny from the mist and which had moss growing
in their chinks.
He swung around with his feet pointing down the
gentle slope and his heels trying to dig into the moss. The roof
was slippery with condensation, but at intervals of a dozen feet or
so iron prongs curled up like monkeys’ paws to support roofers’ or
repairmen’s ladders. A few were broken off; all were rusty. Still,
as he started to work his way down on his rump, he clutched one for
as long as he could. It felt solid enough, as did another, and then
one crumbled away in his hand, and his heart rate accelerated and
he had to lie back with his head on the slates.
Come on, the Imp said, down here - just
slide down and look over—
He started down again. His injured arm ached. He
thought he must look like an inchworm, sliding his rump down until
his knees pointed up, then straightening his legs and sliding
again. His suit was being ruined. He didn’t look where he was going
but used the lines of the slates as a guide, his face turned to the
sky, until he felt a change under the backs of his calves and knew
he’d reached the end of the easy part, and his feet were now
sticking out over empty space. The imp was shouting with
glee.
He told himself he couldn’t go any farther. He told
himself he was too frightened to go farther.
He wished he’d taken his coat off, because he was
running with sweat. He could feel it in his hair and trickling into
his eyes. He breathed once and forced himself to look towards his
feet.
He saw his own legs and shoeless feet, then empty
air, London rooftops a distant background. His heart lurched. The
next building was a storey shorter, but he could see its peak and
part of its roof. It seemed far down. Down there, four storeys
below, he thought, was the weedy gap he’d peeked at through the
gate. Dizzied, he looked to his left: there was the roof he was
lying on and, jutting from it, the triangular bulk of a dormer - if
he was right, a dormer of the Photographic Inventorium.
Well, he had looked. He didn’t dare do more.
He brought his feet back and reversed the inchworm
motion of coming down, pushing himself up several slates, palms
slipping, then crab-crawled sideways until he could by reaching -
heels braced, legs flat against the roof, back arched to keep his
balance back - touch the beginning of the dormer.
Now.
He wouldn’t try to go down, but if he did, the
worst part would come right at the beginning of the last descent,
when he would have to put his feet on the sharp pitch downwards but
couldn’t yet get a grip on the dormer eave. A glance told him that
there was no gutter there, only a rotten soffit and eave and the
slates, one of which was hanging out into space from a single
nail.
Heart pounding, Denton inchwormed down. His
buttocks reached the beginning of the sharp downslope. His palms,
braced on the tiles, were just at the point of sliding. He told
himself that he hadn’t committed himself yet; he wasn’t really
going down there; the imp wasn’t tempting him—
He rolled on his belly. He put his feet down until
toes felt slate, his torso and arms extended up the central, gentle
slope, his right hand with a death grip on an iron monkey’s paw. He
groped left and right with his toes, then up and down, looking for
one of the iron supports, trying not to think of what he was doing
- lowering himself to a seventy-degree pitch with no support. Sweat
was running stingingly into his eyes; he tried to wipe it off on
the moss that was pressed against his face. He swore.
His left foot found an iron paw. He pushed on it;
it felt solid. He put more of his weight on it. Still solid. He
looked to his right, twisting his neck, to locate the dormer. Three
feet away. Could he put his weight on the iron support and still
reach out for the dormer eave and—?
The iron support broke. Not slowly, not crumblingly
like the other one, but like a snapped twig, and he slid off the
central part of the roof. He was still twisted towards the dormer
and he made a grab at it, actually touched the broken slate, but
the slide was accelerating, and he tried to get on his back, not
knowing why - what good would it do? - but down he went, fingers
scrabbling at the slates, nails breaking, like a nightmare, the
worst of nightmares realized: he was going over the edge and into
the abyss.
The iron paws had been put up in lines at right
angles to the eaves, so that one jutted up eight feet below the
broken one. His foot caught it, slid over, and would have gone on
except for his turn-up, which snagged and held - good British
woollens. The paw sagged, bent, but held. He felt it, felt his
direction change from a downward plunge to a swing as the turn-up
became the centre of a circle on which his weight spun, throwing
him down and to his right, closer to the dormer. He dug with his
hands, his arms; he tried to force his chest into the slates; his
injured arm felt a jolt like electricity as it took all his weight.
His hands, swinging around, struck the side of the dormer and he
slowed and stopped, his hands spread against the wood as if he were
a suction-toed frog, held for as long as his trousers and his arms
could hold out; and then there was nothing for it but to look down,
terrified, down the steep slope to the vertical drop-off. Just
short of the edge, another iron support jutted up, closer to the
line of the dormer than his right foot, which had got within inches
of the edge. He thought he could have hung there longer except for
the pain that was burning up his injured arm and into his shoulder,
now spreading over the top of his left arm towards his
clavicle.
He moved the foot over and caught the iron paw. And
then hung there. Listening to the imp.
He could see the dormer’s corner now; it rose in
line with the building’s external wall, about eighteen inches from
the edge of the roof. He was still two feet above the corner, his
right foot six inches below it. He had either to move his left foot
so as to put all his weight on the one support, or move his hands
down the dormer wall until he could grasp something, perhaps a
window ledge, to pull himself up.
The fingers of his right hand inched down the wall,
palm flat against it. At the bottom, an irregular brick gave a kind
of fingerhold. Then he inched his left foot off its support and
moved his left leg over towards his right, finding it impossible to
put both feet on the paw because he couldn’t get his left leg under
his right, and then he was lying partly on his left side. Bending
his legs, he let himself down the dormer and felt around the
corner, up, then a few inches across the face, and at last to the
sill of the open window.
He found a handhold in the windowsill, a blessed,
blissful handhold, and he pulled his weight to the corner and then
up, and then he could pull his right foot up and put the left foot
briefly on the paw, and then he was sitting in the open window with
his feet on the slates, his toes six inches from the edge of the
roof.
Then he was going to be sick, and the imp was
tempting him to be sick over the edge, and he scrambled through the
window, his knees on the floor inside and his belly on the
windowsill, and he bent forward, ready to vomit, his chin where his
toes had been, almost at the edge. And he looked down, straight
down into the void, and saw the black walls of the buildings like
the sides of a funnel, and the strip of weeds at the bottom, and
among them an unrecognizable dark shape like a twisted dark
star.
He had found R. Mulcahy.