Chapter One
The door was made of thin panels, cheap stuff
he could put his fist through. She was screaming on the other side.
He hated the screams. He raised his fist and saw a knife in it, and
he knew where he was then, always this place, this point in this
inescapable hell. He shouted at her, meaning to quiet her, but the
voice wasn’t his own, something heavy, sinister, frightening:
‘Lily! Lily!’ Her name like blows on the door. He raised his fist
and the knife flashed and he
woke. The old dream. The dream more real for
a few seconds than the room. He never dreamed of her any more
except in this one horror, bellowing her name with a knife in his
fist.
He was slumped down in his armchair, one shoulder
painful, his neck with a crick in it. Sitting up, rubbing his neck,
he came completely to in the present: not the young husband of a
suicide but a kind of collage, pieces of him from here and there -
that town, the war, the farm - the creation a paste-up of
contradictions: an American in England now, a soldier who sought
peace, a farmer in a heaving city, a nobody who had become a
literary lion. He shook his head the way a dog shakes off water and
shouted for companionship.
‘Sergeant!’
His voice disappeared into the carpets and the
curtains and the padded furniture of the room, which smelled of his
cigarettes, of polish, of coal, of gas, of fish that he had had for
supper.
‘Sergeant! ’
He heaved himself up, grumbling, strode down the
room through the arch, past the alcove where he kept a spirit stove
and dishes and bottles, down to the end of the room where a turn to
the left led to the stairway and the upper shadows, and to the
right was the door down. He opened it, put his head through.
‘Sergeant!’
At the bottom, a door opened, a fan of green-grey
gaslight widening on the floor. ‘Well, what is it?’ Then, before he
could answer, ‘We’ve got a bell, you know.’
The old argument. ‘You know I don’t like to use the
bell.’ He meant that he didn’t like summoning a man with a bell,
but he wasn’t arguing, only going through the motions because he
was grateful for another voice.
‘This ain’t a democracy, General. You pay me enough
to call me with a bell, just like a dog. Plus I don’t like being
shouted at, do I?’
‘You got some biscuits down there?’
‘Biscuits!’ Biscuits were, the voice said,
unimaginable. In fact, Atkins was chewing something as he said it.
‘I could rustle up a biscuit, I suppose.’
‘Bring some up, will you?’
‘Cheese, too - you want cheese, I suppose.’
‘If you have it—’
‘Apples? Nice apples in the shops now. Cheese and
apple, very tasty.’
‘Anything, anything.’
‘Oh, yes, my eye!’I’
Denton closed the door. He was smiling now. The
sergeant’s performances always cheered him, as they were meant to.
Sergeant Atkins, ex- of the Fusiliers, pretended he had missed a
career in the music halls, now believed he had found it with his
employer. And in fact he had; Denton had hired him for the cheeky
persona. He walked back down the long, sparsely lighted room, which
he no longer saw with any great interest. A year of living in it
had dulled his taste for green velvet, gold fringe, dark wood,
Karamans bought second-hand. The books, on the other hand - the
books were another matter, his and other people’s, in ranks on
either side of the bow-topped black stone fireplace, books rising
to the dark cornice that loomed into the room at the top of every
wall.
He sat again in the same chair - big, deep, green,
comfortable - and touched his moustache and his upper lip, an old
habit. The moustache now grizzled, worn rather long, the lip thin,
fingers big and hard that had held a plough and harnessed horses in
cold so deep it made the trees pop like rifle shots, now softer,
calluses gone; the pen may not be mightier than the plough, but it
is easier on the hands. His nose was too big, a beak, a proboscis,
a scimitar, a nose for Mr Punch, thin down the bone with
deep-flared nostrils, dominating the face, somehow not comical at
all but rather threatening. Consider this nose an eagle’s beak, it
seemed to say - never mind the chin, that’s irrelevant, watch the
nose and the eyes, which have all the warmth of two dry pebbles
until the mouth smiles and the wrinkles form above the cheeks; then
you may relax a little and know I won’t bite.
‘What a mess,’ the sergeant groaned, coming through
the door. He hadn’t seen the remains of the supper tray yet; saying
it was a mess was merely habit. Now he was halfway down the room
and could see the tray; ‘A right mess,’ he said with gloomy
satisfaction. He was carrying another tray in both hands, on it two
kinds of biscuits, Stilton, Cheddar, something smelly that proved
to be an Italian cheese he identified as pecorino, meaningless to
Denton.
‘Join me?’ Denton said.
‘Not tonight, thanks. Port?’ Atkins unfolded a
two-tiered biscuit table and began to lay things out.
‘Have some yourself, if you like.’
‘You finished with me, then?’
‘You’re in a great hurry to be gone. What’ve you
got down there, a woman?’
‘I’m writing me memoirs, Thirty Years a
Soldier-Servant. Some of the scenes of polishing boots are
quite exciting. Actually, I’m having a good read through Lever
again. You lonely, want my company?’
‘I’m going out.’
‘I know that! I’ve laid out your clothes,
haven’t I? What time - half-ten?’
‘Eleven.’
‘Opera don’t let go easily, does it?’ Denton was
meeting a woman named Emma Gosden after the opera, but he wouldn’t
sit through it with her. The sergeant was nibbling a biscuit now.
He said, ‘See here, General.’ A typical Atkins opening.
‘Now what?’
‘What would you say to a mechanical safety razor?’
Atkins, unlike many ex-soldiers, didn’t believe that buying a pub
was the key to heaven: he saw his future as a captain of industry,
preferably in domestic goods. He was attracted by ‘getting in at
the start’ of some money-making business.
‘I’d say it was daft.’ Denton had already heard
about a self-sealing chamber pot, a carpet sweeper that sprayed
scent and a bicycle-powered mangle.
‘Winds up with a key, like a clock. Put it to your
face, turn it on, does all the work.’
‘And then you send for the ambulance
service.’
‘Ten pounds, I can have a third of the business.
The latest thing.’
‘You’d do better with a tip on a horse race.’
Atkins nibbled another biscuit and said, ‘Hmm,’ and
then, ‘Faint heart never won fistfuls of money.’ He picked up a
third biscuit. ‘Coming in later or shall I double-lock?’
‘I’ll be back, but I’m not sure exactly—’
The outer bell rang. The sergeant threw down the
biscuit. ‘What the H?’ He went to a door, almost opposite the
fireplace, that led down to the street entrance. ‘Shall I answer
it, or am I off duty?’
Denton looked at the mantel clock - ormolu, ugly as
sin, came with the house - saw that it was only a few minutes
before ten. ‘Better see.’
The bell rang again; Atkins groaned. ‘Oh, Chri -
crikey.’ He opened the door. ‘All right, all right, I’m coming,
don’t put the bell through the bleeding door—’ His voice dwindled
down the stairs. Cold air blew in from the lower hall, a depressing
space that existed only to give an entrance to Denton’s rooms at
the side of the house, the rest of the lower storey being rented to
a draper, as it had been when he had bought the place. Denton had
put a carpet and a settee down there to no avail; a marine painting
on the wall hadn’t helped, nor a bit of Scottish genre picked up
cheap; the space remained an excuse for the stairway and the door
under it to the sergeant’s part of the house.
Denton heard a male voice, not Atkins’s, some sort
of negotiation, the slamming of the door. More voices, so whoever
it was had been allowed in.
The sergeant clumped back up the stairs. Pulling
the door closed behind him, he said, ‘Rum sort calling himself
Mulcahy. If I say a bowler hat and a cheap suit, will you get the
picture? Wants to see you in a desperate fashion.’
‘Why?’
‘If I knew, I wouldn’t have him down in the hall,
would I? Just said he must see you, mentioned life and death,
looked awful. I can tell him to come back tomorrow.’
Denton glanced at the clock again, thought about
half an hour of solitude, said, ‘Send him up.’
The man who called himself Mulcahy was small, one
of a million Britons - Atkins was another - from the manufacturing
cities who hadn’t been fed the right things when they were
children. He had a sharp face, vaguely rodent-like, narrow
shoulders, a pot belly just beginning to show. Denton, standing,
judged him to be about five-six, weak, forty, bad false teeth, and
felt an immediate sympathy, then a kind of revulsion. When the
sergeant tried to take his hat, Mulcahy held on to it as if
stopping a theft; then he let go, and Atkins exchanged a look with
Denton, rubbing his fingers over the greasy brim and making a
face.
‘Uh-hum,’ Mulcahy said, clearing his throat.
He was intensely nervous, his fingers moving constantly, one knee
jerking inside his baggy trousers. Denton went through the
courtesies, got the man seated, established that neither cheese nor
biscuits nor port was welcome. ‘You wanted to see me,’ Denton
said.
‘Yes, ah - yes - alone.’ Mulcahy’s eyes slid aside
towards the sergeant. ‘Confidential.’
Denton raised one eyebrow. Atkins picked up the
empty tray and went on down the room, pausing to open the door of
the dumb waiter, installed by a former owner when the rear half of
the space had been a dining room, thus allowing the sergeant to
hear what was said from the floor below. He went out.
‘Well, now,’ Denton said. ‘I have to go out soon,
Mr Mulcahy.’
‘Yes. Well.’ Mulcahy hunched in his chair, his
nervous fingers joined over his middle. The chair was too big for
him, made him seem a child called in for punishment. ‘Something
terrible happened. To me. I’m in a right state.’
‘You should go to the police.’
‘No!’ Red circles showed on his grey cheeks; the
word heaved his body up and then let it go. ‘That’s why I came to
you. I can’t—’ He looked into the shadowed corner towards the
street, licked his lips, said, ‘Just can’t.’
‘Well—’
‘I know who you are, you see? I mean, everybody
knows. Fact, right?’
Not everybody, but many people, indeed knew ‘who he
was’, which was to say not who he was but what he had been for
barely six months, twenty-five years ago - the American marshal who
had shot four men and saved a town. It was part of his myth despite
himself, despite his having come to England to get away from it.
Newspapers loved it, regularly trotted it out if he wrote a new
book or even so much as had tea with the Surbiton Ladies Literary
Society.
‘Well—I don’t see what I can do, but tell me what’s
happened and maybe I can advise you.’
‘I need protection, I do.’
‘Tell me what happened, Mr Mulcahy.’ He made a
point of looking at the clock.
Mulcahy looked at his trembling fingers. ‘I seen—I
saw the man they call -’ he clenched his hands - ‘Jack the Ripper.
And he seen me!’
Denton’s interest sagged. The Ripper had been gone
for fifteen years; people who saw him or heard him or got in touch
with him in seances were loony. Denton managed a tight smile that
was meant to lead to ‘Goodnight’.
‘And he recognized me! I know he did; I could see
it in his eyes. He’s after me!’
Ripper stories popped up like daffodils in spring.
They were trotted out by the newspapers for space-fillers. Denton,
aware that he was dealing with one of the (he hoped) harmlessly
deranged, said gently, ‘How do you know it was the Ripper, Mr
Mulcahy?’
Mulcahy worked his mouth, studied his hands again.
‘We was - were - boys together.’ He looked up. ‘In Ilkley.’ Then,
‘There!’ he said, as if he had scored a point.
Denton had heard of a woman who said she’d been
married to the Ripper. Also one who claimed to be his love child.
If Mulcahy had not so clearly been terrified, he’d have eased him
out right then. He looked at the clock again, then at the little
man, felt again revulsion but also a somewhat clinical interest. A
psychological case study, in his own parlour. He could spare seven
minutes more. ‘Tell me all about it,’ he said.
Mulcahy needed to look at the door twice before he
began; he seemed to need to know that the door, the way out, was
still there. He did look shockingly bad, his face sallow in the
gaslight, his cheeks grey where his beard was beginning to show. He
touched his forehead, then his nose, and said in spurts and starts
with many pauses, ‘We was boys together up north. He was never
right, but I kind of palled about with him, I did. He was older.
Nobody else would, because he was—A kid like me maybe didn’t notice
what he was. I don’t mean I was with him all the time, you know,
but off and on like. Couple of years. Just - somebody, you know -
we’d walk out to where there was some green, you know, and he set
snares, for rabbits, he said, but he never caught nothing. Birds -
prop a box on a stick. Nothing ever came into the box.
Anyways.
‘I was, maybe, fourteen. I was fourteen. He
got himself a girl for walking out, he did. He made jokes about her
to me but they walked out. Elinor Grimble. She was fat, not a
pretty girl, glad even to have him, I suppose. He told me things
about her - said he, you know, did things to her—’ Mulcahy looked
up to make sure that ‘did things to her’ was understood. ‘She let
him do things, if you follow.’
Denton wondered if Mulcahy’s was some sort of
sexual insanity. The kind of man who bothered women? Some form of
compulsion, like exhibitionism? A number of the books on Denton’s
shelves were about such men.
‘He said - he said I could watch if I wanted. There
was a place they went to outside of town, down a railway cutting, a
kind of little grove sort of, trees. In there. So I hid there and
he brought her and they were in the trees and she let him, you know
- he put his hands on her, you know, up top. And she didn’t like
it, I could see, but he got quite excited, and when she said that
was enough, stop, and so on, he got more excited and more excited
and he hit her.’ He didn’t look at Denton but seemed lost in
the tale - and excited by it. ‘He hit her.’
Too late, Denton had a sick sense that he was being
used. Like being forced to watch a man masturbate.
‘He got rougher and took some of her, you know, her
upper clothing off, and she got nasty and he hit her again, and
that went on, I mean him hitting her, and he took out his
pocket-knife and he cut her.’ Mulcahy paused. The idea of
cutting a woman seemed to astonish him. He was sweating. With his
eyes closed, he said, ‘First, he did it to her. He violated her.
And while he was still - you know, he was, um, inside of her, he
cut her. Throat.’ His voice was hoarse.
‘All right, all right—’ Denton stood.
‘And then - it was awful, oh, God! - he went to
stabbing her and cutting her and him half-naked, his thing hanging
down, cutting her and cutting her—! He cut right into her female
place and cut through the skin of her belly and then he reached up
inside and—!’ He was bug-eyed. Shaking with what seemed like real
fear now, but somehow excited. ‘It made me puke!’
Mulcahy must be eased out; even a little man could
be dangerous if he was crazed. Mulcahy was, he saw, using him to
arouse himself - maybe hoping to arouse him, too. Perverse. He went
to the door.
Mulcahy didn’t seem to notice him. ‘Then he run
off. Right off. Disappeared.’
‘So you were well rid of him.’
‘Not half.’ Mulcahy’s voice was a whisper. ‘I
didn’t hear nothing for six years. Then—Then comes a letter from
Germany with bits of newspaper in it - that funny-looking
lettering. They was about three murders. Women. I knew it was
him.’
‘I’m afraid I don’t see how you could know
that.’
‘Couple more years, I got a letter from France.
Nothing but clippings - more women cut up, murdered. Then Holland!’
He looked up. ‘He was keeping me up to date, see?’
Denton had his hand on the doorknob. ‘I’m afraid
this is all the time I can give you, sir.’
‘My mum was dead by then, nothing to hold me. I
moved on to a couple of places, and the letters they stopped.
Couldn’t find me, and good riddance! I was free of him, see? And
then, tonight—’ He put his face in his hands. ‘Tonight - oh, my
dear God! - I’m walking on the street and—’
‘Well, sir, you know, we see people who look like
people we used to know, but—’
A crash sounded from below and the house shook.
Denton heard the sergeant curse. Mulcahy jumped to his feet,
shouting, ‘It’s him—!’
Denton strode to the dumb waiter. ‘Sergeant -
sergeant, you all right?’
‘What d’you think, bloody silver tray on my head?’
Over the words was the sound of running steps on the stairs, two at
a time, going down, and then the front door crashed. Denton walked
back down the room. Mulcahy’s chair was empty, the door open.
Denton looked down, saw that the hall was empty, too. Mulcahy was
gone.
‘Mental case,’ Denton muttered. He shouted over his
shoulder, ‘I’m just stepping out, Sergeant - then I really have to
dress—’
Denton trotted down the stairs and opened the door.
It was two strides to the gate, which was open; beyond it, Lamb’s
Conduit Street was dark. Denton looked to his right; not until he
saw one of the whores who gave the street its reputation did he see
another human being. She hadn’t seen anybody, she said, worse luck.
He strolled back the other way. Somebody coming out of the Lamb had
seen a man running up towards Holborn.
‘Damned little loony.’
The sergeant was waiting at the top of the stairs.
‘Left his hat,’ he said. He waved it. ‘Valuable object.’
‘How much did you hear?’
‘A lot, until the dumb-waiter clutch gave way and
dropped the dishware on my head. Mad story, I thought.’
‘Mad, yes.’
‘You don’t believe him!’
‘I believe he was really frightened, but I think
it’s all inside his own head. And maybe he really did see something
as a kid - although it could be the sort of fantasy a certain type
might invent to entertain himself.’ He looked at the clock. ‘Men
like that pull a lot of details out of the newspapers.’
‘One more crackpot trying to climb on the tired old
Ripper’s back.’
‘Why come to me?’
‘To be able to say he’d laid his mad tale on you.
Good story with the girls. “How I Met the Sheriff.” You’re going to
be late.’
‘Mmmm.’ Denton doubted that Mulcahy told this story
to ‘the girls’. Mulcahy, he thought Krafft-Ebing would say, was one
of those men who had difficulties with women. Probably impotent. He
started towards the stairs at the rear. ‘Still, these cases are
interesting.’
‘And you say you don’t like opera!’
‘Well, he didn’t sing.’
As he dressed, he thought about the story, the
obvious inventions. The newspaper clippings, for example - Mulcahy
hadn’t said anything about getting them translated, but surely he
didn’t read German, French and Dutch. And not a word about the
uproar that would have followed such a murder as that of - what was
her name? - Elinor Grimble. Of Ilkley.
There didn’t seem to be anything that needed to be
done about Mr Mulcahy, and as for his tale that the Ripper was
back, that was merely stupid. Mulcahy was a sad freak, to be
forgotten, at least until he returned for his valuable hat.
Denton went off to Emma Gosden’s. He carried a
derringer in his coat pocket out of habit. A certain caution, never
lost. The rain had stopped, leaving an occasional misting drizzle
that was pleasant to walk through, the streets wet and shining,
lamps reflected in long, shivering tracks down puddles.
Alice, the elderly maid, recognized him and took
his damp coat, hat and stick and let him into the small drawing
room, which he knew well enough to know which was the most
comfortable chair. When Emma came in, he was staring into the coal
fire, already thinking of her, but he stood, and she smiled but
stopped well short of him and so postponed his kiss.
‘I thought I’d be ahead of you,’ he said. ‘How was
the opera?’
‘Awful people with me. I don’t know why I go out so
much.’ She had moved to the small fireplace, a dark red love seat
behind her, clashing with her dress, also dark red but the wrong
shade. She was remarkably pretty, nonetheless, the dress cut low,
her arms bare.
He moved a half-step towards her, the beginning of
something he never finished; he would have embraced her, kissed
her, started them upstairs.
‘Not yet,’ she said, holding out a hand, palm
towards him. She smiled. ‘I wanted to have a word with you first.
Down here.’ She laughed. ‘Where it’s safe.’ They looked at each
other. Her smile was brilliant, slightly false.
‘Well, Emma, what?’
She chuckled, surprising him. ‘This is more
difficult than I thought,’ she said. The smile became more
brilliant. ‘I’ve found somebody else, Denton. There!’
At first, he didn’t make sense of ‘finding’
somebody else. Then he understood: she’d found somebody she
preferred to him and was giving him his walking papers. He wondered
later if he had closed his eyes, because he couldn’t see her for
one sightless instant, a moment of horrendous rage that deafened
and blinded him. When he could see again, she was smiling at
him.
‘Now, now,’ she said. ‘Take it like a man.’
Smiling.
He governed himself. ‘While you take it like a
woman? A professional woman?’ He managed to force his violence down
into words, words alone. She had meant that tonight would be their
last time together, but that there would be tonight. That
she had found somebody she preferred so much that this would be the
last, but this would happen - that she would open herself to
him while she had already decided on the other man, undoubtedly had
already opened herself to him too.
Her face flushed; her eyes widened.
‘“Take it like a man,”’ he said, ‘what the hell
does that mean - take it from you and then jump in bed with you and
then leave you for your new man to—?’ He crossed the little room to
her in two strides, still not able to control himself fully but
getting enough control so that he wouldn’t do something terrible.
‘Goddamn you!’ he said very low. ‘How long have you been going to
bed with both of us?’
‘Long enough to know which I prefer.’
He wanted to say But you’re mine, to shout
You belong to me, but he knew she belonged to nobody, never
had; it was what he liked about her. He was panting, his collar
seeming to strangle him. ‘You whore,’ he said.
‘Get out of my house,’ she said in a voice so low
it sounded like a growl.
‘Christ, woman—’ He leaned towards her and she
backed away, leaning on the love seat and putting it partly between
them.
‘I gave you a chance to make me admire you, Denton.
You failed.’ She was still flushed but very much in charge of
herself. She chuckled. ‘I gave you the chance to act like a
gentleman, and you showed yourself to be the vulgar American oaf
everybody thinks you are. Get out!’
He tried to stare her down, failed, turned in a
rage and tore the door open and rushed out. The elderly maid was
there in the dark hall, frightened, recoiling when she saw him but
muttering, ‘Coat, sir, your coat—’
He rushed on, tore open the front door, thinking
To hell with the coat, thinking To hell with her and
everything, hating himself and her for what she had done to him
and for what she had said. The drizzle was in the air again,
beading up on the black shoulders of his dinner suit. He went down
the stone steps in two jumps and raged up the street, leaping a
puddle to run across and turn at the first corner, to put her and
her house and her words behind him. He walked, then broke into a
run to the end of the street, then another, heart pounding and
breath coming hard. Then he stopped. Looked around, momentarily
lost, and then, breathing more slowly, he began to walk.
He headed towards Regent Street without knowing it;
the people he began to pass looked at him - hatless, coatless in
the rain, somebody crazed or drunk. In the end, he went into the
Café Royal because he found himself there and it was bright and
warm and he felt battered. He headed for the tables along one side
where he wouldn’t know anybody, ordered brandy and glowered at
anybody who looked his way. By being rude to people he knew, he
managed to drink alone, his thoughts ugly; then a cadger of drinks
named Crosland came by trying to sell anybody for a shilling apiece
the news that Oscar Wilde had died in Paris. Then people were
weeping and shouting - the Royal had been Wilde’s hang-out, his
table, until his trial, a salon - and Denton was caught up in what
became a wake. There were shouted arguments about who had supported
Oscar and who had abandoned him; Denton, who had known Wilde only
slightly but who had by then drunk too much, was doing some of the
shouting. Then he was talking to a man he didn’t know about the
perfidy of women, and then he was standing on a table with the
notorious writer and editor Frank Harris, who was proposing a toast
to the dead man’s memory, and when the response wasn’t quick enough
to suit him, Denton roared, ‘On your feet, you bloody bastards! You
killed him, now you’ll damned well drink to him!’
Then the room was half-empty and Denton was alone,
looking down at Wilde’s old table, a heap of flowers that had
accumulated on it. Peeping out from one side were the remains of a
dried and pressed green carnation. Somebody’s secret past, pressed
flat. Denton turned to share this insight with the world, and he
stumbled and would have fallen if Oddenino, the Royal’s manager,
hadn’t caught him.
‘Taxi, sir?’ Oddenino said.
‘Certainly not!’ He could make his own damned way
home!
The streets were dark and silent. He was standing
looking up at a row of houses he didn’t recognize when a boy came
towards him. Denton saw him only as a shape until he passed under a
gaslight, thought then it might be a woman or a small adult.
‘Newspaper, sir? ’Stonishin’ murder, sir. Girl cut
up like the Sunday joint.’ The boy pulled a newspaper from a sack
he wore over one shoulder by a piece of rope. ‘Oscar Wilde dead in
Paris, sir. Bobs says boys will be home by summer. Paper?’
Denton read Grisly Murder in the
Minories.
He took out a coin, fumbling and at last aware that
he was drunk, and the boy ran off into the drizzle without giving
him change - clearly aware that Denton was drunk, too. Denton,
swaying, opened the newspaper under a street lamp. Horrors
Committed with a Knife. Unspeakable Mutilation of a Young
Victim.
How mad was Mulcahy now?