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CRAIG MILLER HELD UP A WINE BOTTLE. IT WAS A VERY
GOOD LABEL. “I snagged some real wineglasses from the galley.” His
face lit with an endearingly boyish smile as he poured.
Erin stood on the threshold of his compartment.
She thought of Shane. He’d seen her naked, watched her masturbate,
sat next to her as Dominic took her. He was a known quantity. But
this man she would never have to see again. He wouldn’t surprise
her in coffeehouses, wouldn’t pop up in other areas of her life. He
was safe. He was attractive. And this was what Dominic
wanted.
So, with her husband in the aisle behind her,
she adjusted her limits, and stepped fully into the sleeper. Fuck
everything else. She was going to have fun no matter how it
ended.
“Wow, this is pretty cool. Thank you.” She took
the wine Craig offered—it tasted expensive, too—and gazed around
the compact room. On the left, the lower bunk was neatly made up,
the head of the bed by the door, indicated by the pillow. Above,
the closed upper bunk slanted out slightly from the wall, the
release handle in the center.
“The bed can be folded up into seats, but since
I’m alone and there’s another chair over there”—Craig pointed to a
single seat in the corner—“I just left the bed down.”
“You’re in the lap of luxury.” She dropped her
carryall down by the window seat and did a one-eighty, noting the
sink and mirror and a door that read TOILET and SHOWER in small
lettering.
Dominic remained just inside the compartment’s
opening. “We should have gotten one of these, sweetie,” she told
him.
“It’s only a seven-hour trip to Reno.” He took
the wine Craig had poured. “Thanks.”
Erin slid onto the corner of the bed by the
window, pushing the curtain back to gaze out. “Look, there’s a ski
lift.” The chairs were full despite the snow flurries, the riders
bundled up, skis dangling in the air. “I wonder which resort that
is.”
Before either of them could answer, if they even
knew, an announcer came over the PA to say they were about to enter
the oldest, longest tunnel still existing over the mountain pass.
Suddenly plunged into darkness, the compartment door closed with a
discernible click over the whoosh of the train. She was alone with
them.
It gave her the oddest sense of power.
Like the letter in her desk at DKG. She could
say yes. Or she could say no. Thumbs up or thumbs down. The power
of the emperor in the gladiator ring. She was in charge, and these
two men would do what she said. There was awesome control in that.
Just as there was a weird sense of power in knowing she could dial
the number in that letter and tell the CEO of WEU that he could
take her company off her hands, lock, stock, and barrel.
She didn’t think Dominic would even object. And
he wouldn’t object to anything she did in this cabin.
Her eyes adjusted to the light from a row of
thimble-size bulbs running along the outer edges of the ceiling.
Dominic was a tall shadow by the door. A sentinel. A protector. A
symbol of her freedom from restraint.
She fluttered her eyelashes at Craig and patted
the bed beside her. “Sit.”
Craig shoved the half-empty wine bottle into an
ice bucket beside the sink and sat. She hadn’t given him a choice
of which seat to take.
She hadn’t given Dominic a choice either. He
took the single seat across from her.
The train burst into light, and they were once
again surrounded by the overcast sky and evergreens laced with
snow. She started to tuck her feet beneath her. “Do you mind if I
take off my boots so I can put my feet on your bed?”
Craig shook his head. She pulled off her jacket,
tossed it at Dominic as if she were doing a striptease, then toed
off her boots. “So,” she said, “how far are you traveling?” She’d
assumed when Craig said he was going a little farther than Reno
that he’d meant within the next couple of stops like Elko or
Winnemucca, but obviously he was riding the train overnight.
“Denver. I have a book signing.”
She gaped. “That’s three days of travel
time.”
“It’s part of a conference, then I’m doing some
local signings.” He shrugged. “And I don’t fly.”
“Why not?”
“Remember that flight into SFO that dropped ten
thousand feet?”
“Yeah. Everyone was okay except for bumps and
bruises.”
“I was on it.”
She puffed out an amazed breath. “You’re
kidding.”
“It lasted about ninety seconds. Do you know how
long ninety seconds is?” He paused, letting her imagine. “I’ve
never gotten on another a plane.”
Ninety seconds that could alter a life. How
quickly things could change. How utterly. She looked at Dominic. He
was staring at her, waiting, not a muscle moving, not even a
breath. Ninety seconds could lead you to a stranger’s room while
your husband waited with bated breath for you to do something kinky
and taboo.
She knew then that she was going to do it.
“WHY’D YOU GET SUCH A BIG CABIN?” ERIN ASKED,
CURLING COMFORTABLY in her corner of the bed. She looked like a
sleek cat. Dominic was dying to hear that sweet, sexy purr of
hers.
“I don’t share my shower.” Craig grinned. The
guy had a wickedly hot grin Dominic knew had Erin’s panties wet and
warm. “At least not with unknown people in there before me.” Then
he swept a hand out. “I can write in here undisturbed.” He stuck a
thumb over his shoulder. “You close the door on one of those
two-person cabins and it’s claustrophobic.”
“Yet you were up in the panoramic car.”
He gazed at her a long moment, then smiled. “I
liked the view better up there.”
She blushed, realizing Craig was talking about
her, and Dominic knew she was pleased.
“In here,” Craig went on, “I’ve got room to
entertain.”
Christ, this was better than anything Dominic
could have dreamed up. A good-looking man ten years younger,
curtains open, the white world rushing by outside, and Erin. She
was chatty, asking and answering questions. It wasn’t like her, not
the usual nervous chatter she made in crowds and with strangers,
but comfortable, easy, probing. She’d once told him that her mother
said it was rude to be nosy; you should let people volunteer what
they wanted instead of prying. He didn’t agree, but it had been
standard operating procedure for Erin. Yet now, she pestered Craig
about his writing, how he’d started, where he was from, how big his
family was, if he had a girlfriend.
It was fascinating, like a fly on the wall,
watching a woman he didn’t know. He let them talk, said nothing
beyond the occasional murmur when she turned to him. Sometimes it
was with shock in her eyes, as if she’d forgotten he was
there.
“Tell me about your research?” The kid wasn’t
even trying to be sly. He was opening the door to sex, and they all
knew it.
This time when Erin looked at him, there was
complete awareness. Dominic gave her an imperceptible nod, the
hairs on his arms suddenly on alert. What would she say now? How
much would she reveal? His breath became shallow with anticipation,
as if he’d miss something essential if he breathed too
loudly.
“My last story took place at a nudist
colony.”
Craig laughed. “So you had to find out if nudist
colonies really exist.”
She nodded, then flashed a sexy smile that
wormed inside Dominic. A flush zipped across his skin.
“Of course.” She dropped her voice to that
seductive note he was getting used to. “And they’re very
real.”
“What did your characters do in this nudist
colony?”
“A foursome. I wanted to explore the whole
foursome dynamic,” she said as if she were a real writer.
“That must be an interesting story.” Craig
raised a brow. “You really have to tell me your pseudonym.”
He’d somehow moved closer, shifting, one knee
pulled up carelessly next to hers, within a hairsbreadth of
touching, an electric current arcing between them as she told him
different scenarios she’d written about; flirting with men in a bar
with her husband by her side, watching people at sex parties,
masturbation, threesomes with two men. His skin a ruddier shade,
breath faster, she commanded Craig’s attention. The man couldn’t
tear his gaze away from her. Dominic felt the same sizzle of
electricity along his own skin.
He experienced an uncanny sense of being outside
himself, as if he were sitting in a bar observing a hot chick he’d
never seen before, watching her work her wiles, picking up the most
desirable guy in the place. It was sexy, fascinating, as erotic as
the stories she spun for Craig.
For the first time, Craig spared a single glance
for Dominic before turning back to Erin. Then he rested his hand on
his knee, his fingertip brushing hers. The first touch in front of
the husband, no table obscuring the view. “So what’s the premise
for your WIP?” he asked as if he didn’t have his hand in plain
sight on Dominic’s wife.
Jesus, the anticipation was combustible.
Erin tipped her head, a tiny flash of confusion
creasing her brow. “WIP?”
WIP was an inventory term to her, an unfinished
gauge sitting on her tech’s workbench, not a writer’s incomplete
manuscript. That wasn’t how she thought.
“I choose the premise,” Dominic said.
Craig gave him a long look. “That’s an
interesting way of doing it.”
“On old writer’s trick for stepping outside
yourself,” he improvised.
“And what did you pick for Erin this
time?”
Dominic stared him down. “A voyeur watching
another man take his wife.”
Even the train seemed to hold its breath for a
long moment, silent as if it were coasting on air, then the sounds
returned.
Craig cocked his head, his eyes a dark brown
fastened on Erin. “And I’m the research material?”
Dominic leveled a steady look on Erin. If she
wanted to stop it, all she had to do was speak for herself. She
didn’t. So he said everything for her. “You most certainly
are.”
Craig’s gaze flickered between them. “Are you
two really married?”
Dominic smiled, pinning Craig with a look.
“Yeah.”
“Have you done this before?” Craig had no
illusions now. This was real, not a premise.
“You’re the first.”
Craig’s eyes bore the keen interest of a writer,
a journalist, a scientist needing to figure out the cosmos. “How
can you actually want to watch your wife with some other
guy?”
Dominic felt Erin’s scrutiny, the air suddenly
crackling with intensity. He couldn’t remember if she’d asked as
directly as Craig. He thought of all the reasons Craig couldn’t
possibly know, about Jay, about forcing Erin to see him again as a
man, as her husband, about sex being their only connection, and the
odd logic of this whole thing being about them, not the man who was fucking her. All the
things he wasn’t sure he could explain even to himself.
He could say his brain was wired differently,
which he believed was true, but it was also the flippant answer one
man would give another. While that was good enough for Craig, it
wasn’t good enough for Erin.
“Because she’s the most beautiful woman I’ve
ever known and I want to see her pleasure. There’s the excitement
of the first sex session with someone new, someone attractive and
desirable. It’s like reliving something we had years ago. And it’s
something we can share together later.”
Erin shifted on the edge of the bunk, pulled her
legs closer to herself, and he knew he could lose her this way,
that even as he pushed her to see him, to connect with him, to
share with him, he risked pushing her further away rather than
dragging her closer. Yet he wanted this with her, no one else. With
another woman, it would be like watching porn. He wanted to feel it
with her, share it, come back to it again in those dark hours past
midnight when she usually shut him out with silence.
“That’s all very nice,” Craig said, “but man is
inherently territorial. He doesn’t share what’s his.” The guy was a
writer, all right, looking for the motivation in everything.
“I’m not territorial.”
Craig snorted. “Everyone’s territorial. What if
I’m better than you? What if I make her hotter, make her come
harder, longer, make her scream my name instead of yours? What
then?”
Craig really was a boy. He had no clue how
utterly fucking hot it was for Dominic that his wife was another
man’s fantasy. Craig’s younger-man definition of marriage and love
and sex had nothing to do with fifteen years together, tragedy
tearing you apart, loss, real life, growing up together, living in
each other’s pockets, at work, at home, things that couldn’t be
found in a chance meeting on a train.
But did Erin know? Or did she see only the
tragedy that had destroyed them, feel only the pain? Would he lose
her to something that was merely physical?
He willed her to meet his eyes. When she did, he
spoke only to her. “It’s about Erin’s pleasure, not your prowess or
mine.”
“But wouldn’t it make you totally crazy?” Craig
pushed.
“Yes, it’ll make me crazy,” he agreed. “That’s
part of the emotion, making it hotter, making me feel deeper. And that’s why I’d love it.” He stopped
short of saying he loved her. He needed her to feel the emotion
without the words, to know it was there, unspoken and waiting for
her.
“Excuse me,” Erin broke in, turning both their
heads at the same time, “but maybe you should both shut up and let
me be the judge.” Then she curled her fingers in the open collar of
Craig’s shirt and yanked him close. “Put your money where your
mouth is.” Then she smiled, as sexy siren as they come. “Or maybe
you should put your mouth where it’ll prove your point.”
Holy shit. They were in for a hell of a
ride.