Chapter Six
It began with a spark. Only that. The first
inkling of what a kiss might be. The spark skittered lightly across
her lips, delicate as dandelion fluff. It teased and tickled, this
dance of a sprite over the curve of her mouth. She was smiling at
the exact moment the spark became a flame.
Heat licked her lips. Fingers of fire slipped under
her skin. She was boneless suddenly, melting like candle wax before
the flame, and it was his mouth that shaped her, his hands that
gave her form.
One of his palms cradled the back of her head. The
other lay flat against her abdomen. Each one of his fingertips was
a point of heat. There was no weight, no pressure. It was as if his
touch had no substance, and the proof that it existed at all was
the raised flesh that it left in its wake.
Her fingers folded around the front of his jacket.
She didn’t hold it as much as clutch it. It was something
substantial, something quite real in the face of everything else
that seemed otherworldly.
This kiss, his kiss, was far and away
exceeding her expectations.
His tongue flicked her upper lip and touched the
underside. She slid her tongue forward, touched his. She’d been
tentative, but his response made her bold, and she sucked on his
tongue, deepening the kiss, opening her mouth and his to the
current of liquid fire.
She heard a sound, one she didn’t recognize as
coming from herself until she felt the vibration deep at the back
of her throat. She realized she was purring as contentedly as her
cat. Or almost as contentedly, she thought, because what she wanted
was something more than being scratched between her ears.
Restless, she arched her back. Her heels dug into
the upholstered bench. He pressed her back with the flat of his
hand before she could turn on her side. She loosened her fingers
where they gripped his jacket so they could climb his chest. She
slipped them around his neck, lacing them together. She held his
head, held it there, afraid he would end the kiss too soon.
His mouth hummed against hers. Her lips trembled.
Her tongue quivered. She tasted a hint of coffee in the kiss. Like
his tea, he took it without cream or sugar. She didn’t shy from the
faint bitterness. It had the opposite effect. She wondered if they
could make it sweet.
They did.
He drew in a sharp breath. She moaned. The sounds
mingled. Overhead, a gull tapped at the skylight, its tattoo
identical to the one that her heart beat against her chest. She
felt the thrum of the pulse in his neck. It had the same cadence.
The very same.
His hand moved from her abdomen to just below her
breast. The heat was almost intolerable, yet she couldn’t move
away. She stroked his neck and wound dark copper threads of hair
around her fingertips. She wished she had not plaited her hair. She
wished she had combs and pins and ribbons for him to remove. He
would take them out one at a time, as slowly as he liked. She
wouldn’t shake her head; she’d let him sift her hair between his
fingers and tug so gently that her scalp would tingle.
It tingled anyway. And then so did the rest of her.
It was like the first shiver in the face of a fever; the one that
slipped along every muscle. She seemed to contract all at once,
folding in on herself so that her skin was no longer a comfortable
fit.
She did not expect him to swear, but somehow it was
appropriate, more reverent than blasphemous, and when he broke off
the kiss and laid his forehead against hers, she knew she was
right.
Bode was still on his knees. Raising his head, he
sat back slowly, slipping one hand out from under Comfort’s head,
and the other, the one that rested near her breast, he let fall to
the edge of the bench. She had to surrender her hold on his neck,
and her fingers trailed over his shoulders as he moved away. Her
eyes remained closed a moment longer, and when they opened, their
focus was the ceiling.
“Comfort?”
She held up one finger, cautioning him to be
quiet.
He didn’t mind. He stayed where he was and watched
her breathing ease. There was a like response in him, a settling in
his chest that made him aware of his slowing pulse.
Comfort turned her head to the side and studied his
face. None of his features had shifted from their symmetrical
plane. There was no eyebrow arched with inquiry, no lift to one
corner of his mouth. His jaw was relaxed so no muscle could jump in
his cheek. He looked neither happy nor unhappy, nor any other
emotion she could name. She thought she must be staring into a face
of extraordinary tranquility, the face of a man at ease with
himself, a man without regrets or misgivings.
She smiled then, because she knew he wasn’t
sorry.
Sitting up, she inched her way down the bench until
she could put her legs over the side. She smoothed her dress over
her lap. She could still feel the warmth of his hand where it had
come so close to cupping her breast. Her skin smoldered with the
lingering heat until it ignited in a flush that spread from her
chest to her face. She pressed her palms to her cheeks and was
grateful when Bode didn’t comment.
Bode swept up the fallen tumbler of whiskey in his
hand and stood. “Careful that you don’t drag your skirt through
what spilled. Give me a moment.” His mouth twitched. “I’ll swab the
deck.”
Comfort relaxed. It really would be all right. They
would have a conversation that embraced what was usual, even
mundane, and they would go on from there. There would be no regrets
and no recriminations. Likewise, there would be no
discussion.
“Well, it is very much like a ship,” she
said.
He glanced over his shoulder on his way to the
broom closet and asked, “Have you ever been on a ship?”
“No.” Her eyebrows knit, forming a neat vertical
crease between them. “That is, not on one that was bound for
anywhere.”
Bode retrieved a mop. “One at berth in the harbor,
then.”
“Mmm, not precisely berthed.”
“Ah,” he said, understanding. “You were on one of
the ships abandoned during the early days of the rush. My father
said that until the hulks burned and sank, it was possible to walk
across the bay and never touch water. Was that true?”
“I don’t know. I never tried. But it seems as if it
might have been true. There was more wood on the water than there
was on land. Men fled the ships as soon as they arrived—even the
men who sailed them.”
“I know. My father and the other masters lost
entire crews to gold fever. They had to pay exorbitant wages in
excess of fifty or even a hundred dollars a month to keep enough
men to make the return voyage.” He finished wiping the spill and
set the mop in front of him, holding it in a two-fisted grip that
turned his elbows out. “So if you weren’t using the hulks like lily
pads to traverse the bay, did you live on one?”
“No. Some people did, of course, but not us. Newt
and Tuck like terra firma, they would say.” She saw Bode’s ironic
smile and appreciated it. “I know. They have long since recognized
the contrariness of making San Francisco home, but they’re settled
now, and will tell you they still prefer shifting land to shifting
seas.”
“Then I don’t have another guess,” he said. “Why
were you on one of the ships?”
She didn’t answer right away, considering whether
this was something she wanted to tell. In the end, she decided it
hardly mattered. The deed had been done so long ago that no one was
in danger of being punished for it. At the time, no one thought of
it as a crime.
“Uncle Newton heard there was a safe on one of the
ships that could be had if it could be taken off. He told Uncle
Tuck about it, and they decided it was worth looking into. They
were preparing to open a lending store and had enough business that
they needed a safe.”
“But not so much business they could buy
one.”
She shook her head. “No, they were just being
thrifty.”
Bode started to chuckle and then swallowed it whole
when he realized she was serious.
“It also would have taken too long to order
anything like it and have it transported west. Enterprising men
looked closer at hand for the solutions to their problems. The most
successful found them.”
“They always do,” he said. “You accompanied them,
obviously.”
“I accompanied one or both of them almost
everywhere. It wasn’t safe for me to be left alone, or at least
they didn’t think so.”
“They were right.” He paused. “They still
are.”
Comfort ignored him. “Uncle Tuck rigged some kind
of contraption that enabled them to hoist the safe out of the hold.
They came close to sinking the rowboat and the safe because
that part of their plan was not well thought out, but eventually
they managed to get it on board without drowning themselves. There
was an old mule and a travois waiting for us onshore, and the poor
animal earned its feed that night for pulling that safe through
Sydney Town.”
“That’s a good story.”
“It’s true.”
“That’s what makes it good.” He let the handle of
the mop sway back and forth. “What kind of safe was it?”
“A Hildesheim.”
“No, I meant what kind of locking device did it
have? Padlock? A combination?”
“It had a pin and tumbler mechanism.”
“How was it opened?”
She smiled. “I did the job on the box.” Surprise
made Bode lose his grip on the mop handle, but he caught it before
it hit Comfort on the head. He was too stunned by what she’d told
him to offer an apology. “You were only a child.”
Comfort clapped her hands together once, delighted
with his reaction. “I made it a better story, didn’t I?”
He realized he’d been taken in. “All right,” he
said. “I believed you. And yes, it made for a better story, but
tell me what really happened. How did you get the safe open?”
“It was already open. The ship’s captain emptied it
before he left his command. Tuck worked on it for a long
time—weeks, not hours—before he was able to reset the pins and
tumblers so they operated on a new combination of numbers. He and
Newton got stumbling drunk the night he finally figured it
out.”
“I imagine they did. What did you do?”
“Filled and refilled their glasses.”
He eyed her suspiciously. “Really?”
“Really. I liked to take care of them. I wanted to
be useful.” As soon as the words were out, Comfort wished she could
call them back. The slight tremor in her voice caught her off guard
and somehow attached a deeper meaning to her words, one that she
hadn’t meant to reveal or, having revealed it, one she didn’t
intend to examine.
Bode considered asking her if wanting to be useful
was the reason she worked in the bank. It wasn’t a fair question,
he decided, because she was already looking away, obviously
regretting that she’d let him see vulnerability. He also decided
against asking her because it wouldn’t have been easy to stop with
that single question. He’d want to know if being useful to her
uncles, to the men who were in every way her saviors, was the
reason she’d been so long in accepting a proposal.
He picked up the mop and carried it back to the
closet. The last time he tried to ask her about proposals, she’d
crippled him.
Comfort picked up her hat and ran her fingers back
and forth along the straw brim. When Bode turned away from the
closet, she said, “I’d like to leave now, Mr. DeLong.”
“Mr. DeLong? Is that truly how you want to address
me?”
“It’s your name.”
“It was my father’s name, too. I prefer
Bode.”
Comfort felt leveled by the stare he turned on her,
and perhaps it was only her imagination, but she believed he was
threatening her with a discussion of their kiss as well. “Bode,”
she said, and butter wouldn’t melt in her mouth.
He looked her over, waiting. “Imagine that,” he
said when nothing happened. “Lightning didn’t strike you.”
Comfort rolled her eyes. She fixed her bonnet on
her head and picked up her shawl. After snapping it open, she cast
it around her shoulders and stood. “You don’t have to accompany me
home. As I said, it was a kind offer but unnecessary.”
He pretended she hadn’t spoken. Sometimes that was
the smoother course, he was learning. Opening the hatch, he crooked
his fingers to motion her over. The dilemma that presented itself
was whether he should assist her through the hatch and follow her
down or whether he should go in first and make certain she made the
descent safely.
While he was being uncharacteristically indecisive,
Comfort took the matter out of his hands and put her right foot on
the first step. She held on to the open hatch for support and
brought around her left foot. She made a graceful pivot, grabbed
the ropes, and started down the stairs in the same position she’d
made the climb.
Bode was impressed. After two years in his employ,
his clerk still hadn’t mastered the steps, unwisely choosing to use
them like stairs instead of ladder rungs. Bode watched Comfort
until she was only a few feet from the bottom before he lowered
himself through the hatch and followed.
Alexandra regarded Bram over the rim of her
teacup. “I don’t know how this will change things,” she said. “But
I’m certain it will.”
“It was an accident.”
“I know that.” Her tone was crisp with a hint of
impatience. “Even I can acquit you of doing something that is
foolish and painful.”
“Painful is inadequate to describe what I’m
feeling, Mother.”
“As foolish is often inadequate to describe so much
else that you’ve done.”
Bram conceded the point. His head was supported by
two large down pillows, but his splinted leg was supported by
three. This morning he’d been visited by Alexandra’s choice of
physicians. There was a frightening discussion about weights and
pulleys that went on around him and that he tried not to hear. The
laudanum made that easier. He did learn that whatever Dr. Harrison
intended to do to him, it wasn’t going to happen today.
Gritting his teeth, Bram pushed himself up to his
elbows. He carefully supported himself on one and reached for the
bottle of laudanum at his bedside. He was aware of Alexandra’s eyes
following him. She would only give him the drops as the doctor
prescribed, but if he could manage to get them for himself, she
didn’t try to stop him.
He unscrewed the stopper, raised it, and allowed
three drops to fall on his tongue. When he’d closed the bottle, he
returned it to the nightstand. His elbows slid out from under him,
and he collapsed back onto the pillows. The movement jostled his
leg. He groaned.
“I don’t see that it’s worth the trouble you take
to get it,” Alexandra said.
“It will be,” he told her. “In a few minutes, it
will be.”
She sipped her tea and said nothing.
His mother’s silence was sometimes her hardest
censure, and Bram didn’t bear it well. “Did I hear Dr. Harrison
mention Rigoletto when he was here?” he asked.
“He did. He attended the performance we
missed.”
“And? Was it the success Newland Jefferson
predicted it would be?”
“It’s Harrison’s opinion that it was. I haven’t
looked in the papers yet.” She set her teacup aside. “I don’t think
you heard the more important part of my conversation with the
doctor.”
“The weights and pulleys. I heard.”
“Not that. It seems your brother attended the
play.”
“Bode?”
“Do you have another brother?”
Her tone, as dry as dust, made him chuckle. “A
brother that you bore? No. But I can’t speak for father’s
bastards.”
“I should have had Dr. Harrison put a splint on
your tongue.”
He grinned, unabashed. “Why do you suppose Bode
went? I know he enjoys opera, but he doesn’t enjoy opening nights.
I don’t think he’s been at one for years. Probably not since he
moved out.”
“If I have to hazard a guess, and it seems that I
do, Bode was there because Miss Kennedy was there.”
“She was? She went without me?”
“Apparently, yes.”
“She didn’t sit with Bode, did she? That would be
odd. I’m not sure she even likes him.”
“She was escorted by her uncles and sat with
them.”
“Good. I’m glad she didn’t forget herself. She’s
my fiancée.”
“Hmm. The doctor says she left in Bode’s
arms.”
“You mean, on Bode’s arm.”
“I said what I meant.” Alexandra absently fingered
the cameo brooch at her throat. “Harrison didn’t see what happened,
otherwise he would have lent assistance, but he had it from someone
who was present that Comfort fainted during the break between the
second and third acts.”
Bram shook his head. “I don’t believe it. That
someone got his story wrong.”
“She might have been ill, Bram. Fevered. It can
happen, you know.”
“If she was ill, then it came on her suddenly. She
wouldn’t have left the house if she didn’t feel well, not even for
the opera, not when she knows how much her uncles dislike
it.”
“I wondered about that.” She shrugged. “I don’t
suppose we’ll know until we ask. She’d tell you the truth, wouldn’t
she?”
“Yes. What reason would she have to lie?”
Alexandra’s steady glance fell on her son. “Perhaps
she would if she’s pregnant.”
Bram reared back slightly, pressing his head more
deeply against the pillows. “Comfort is not pregnant. Who
would the father be?”
“I thought it might be you,” Alexandra said,
arching an eyebrow at him.
“Well, it’s not.” Reaching behind his head, he
plumped the pillows. “It’s not anyone. She’s not pregnant. If she
fainted, and I still have my doubts that Harrison or the person he
listened to got it right, it’s not because she’s carrying a
child.”
“I believe you’re offended on her behalf.”
“I’d like it if you weren’t so surprised. Comfort
is my friend, Mother.”
“How easily you forget yourself, Bram, and I find
that I’m offended on her behalf. She’s your fiancée. It’s natural
that you should offer a stout defense of her character, but I think
you should base it on this new development in your relationship,
not the friendship that came before.”
“Very well,” he said, closing his eyes. He could
feel the laudanum beginning to work. “I expect she’ll come by
today, or send someone around to ask about me. I’ll inquire about
the opera then.”
“I was thinking you should send a note inquiring
after her. That’s the proper response given what the doctor
said.”
“All right. I will. Later, though. I’ll do it
later.”
Alexandra frowned. “This is precisely why I have no
liking for those drops.”
“I know, Mother.”
She sighed and leaned over to brush away the hair
that had fallen so predictably across his brow. “I cannot stay out
of patience with you,” she said. “Your brother either. I admit I’ve
been unhappy with him, but I’m going to invite him to dinner this
evening.”
Bram gave her a wan smile. “You’re curious.”
Alexandra didn’t deny it. “You’d be just as curious
if your brain wasn’t a potato.”
He supposed she was referring to the soporific
effects of the laudanum. “You’ll let me know what he says, won’t
you?”
“Yes.” Standing, she drew up the covers so they
fell over Bram’s shoulders, then she stroked his head again. “I
know you care about Comfort’s welfare. I do, too. That’s what makes
it difficult to know how to think about Bode’s involvement, whether
it’s blessing or curse.”
When Bram offered no opinion, she realized he’d
fallen asleep. It was probably just as well. She knew which side
he’d take in the blessing versus curse debate. Outside of his
brother’s hearing, Bram did not often miss an opportunity to
pronounce Bode the devil incarnate.
Bode didn’t wait for Newton and Tucker to come to
him. After escorting Comfort home, and seeing her all the way to
the front door, he directed his driver to take him to the Jones
Prescott Bank.
He was shown to the second floor, where the
partners shared an office, and was announced with deference that he
didn’t require or believe he’d earned. He supposed the head
teller’s behavior had something to do with Bram’s accident. Perhaps
he believed there were still repercussions to come.
“Mr. Tweedy, is it?” asked Bode.
“Yes, sir.”
“Thank you. My mother also wishes for me to thank
you for your assistance when Bram fell.” His mother had no idea who
Mr. Tweedy was or that he’d been of any particular help, but Bode
was grateful, and he knew Alexandra’s thanks would send the other
man along quickly, if for no other reason than to tell his
coworkers. As expected, Tweedy hurried off.
Newton and Tucker were getting to their feet as
Bode approached. He shook their hands and waved them back in their
chairs. “I apologize for arriving unannounced. I appreciate that
you’re busy.”
Tuck folded his rangy frame back into his leather
chair and stretched his legs under the desk. “Take a chair,” he
said. “I had a feeling you’d come by today.”
Newt frowned. “You did? You didn’t say anything.
How many times do I have to remind you that you gotta start telling
me when you get one of those feelings?”
“You’ve been sayin’ it since we fought at
Monterrey, so I guess if I was counting, that’d be quite a few plus
a bunch.”
Bode had never been privy to the sparring between
these men. They were well known from San Francisco to Sacramento
for being careful but canny investors. There had been a time when
their reputation for turning a profit led to undisciplined
speculation among less scrupulous financiers, but after watching
the opportunists drive share prices to heights that had nothing to
do with their real value, Tucker Jones and Newton Prescott changed
the way they conducted business. To protect their depositors’
savings—and their own—secrecy was their holy grail.
Bode wondered if perhaps their best-kept secret was
that they were still foot soldiers at heart.
“Newt and I were going to pay you a visit later, so
I guess you saved us the trouble of getting there.” Tuck rubbed the
back of his neck when Bode remained standing. “About that chair . .
.”
Bode glanced around and chose one that straddled
the invisible line dividing the partners’ office.
“It’s always telling where a person sits,” said
Newt. “That’s why we insist on it. You want to hear what your
choice tells us about you?”
“Actually, no.”
Tucker gave a shout of laughter. “Good for you. I
believe that’s the first time someone’s declined. People generally
like hearing that sort of nonsense. Newt says pretty much the same
thing no matter where someone sits, but it makes most folks think
he knows them real well.”
Newt’s mouth curled in disgust. “Now, you didn’t
have to tell him all that.”
“Think I did,” Tuck said. “You started it.” He gave
Bode his full attention. “Are you here about our niece or some
other matter?”
“It’s Miss Kennedy,” said Bode. “She visited Black
Crowne Shipping this morning. I came here to let you know that I
delivered her home safely. It is impossible to know whether she’ll
remain there, although I believe Suey Tsin will take extraordinary
measures to see that she does.”
Bode had not given much thought to how Comfort’s
uncles would react except to hope that they would not throw him
out. Given an eternity to contemplate what they might do, he still
couldn’t have predicted that Newton would stand and reach across
the desks to Tucker with his palm out.
“Didn’t I say she would?” asked Newt. “That’ll be
twenty.”
Tuck opened a drawer on his left and counted out
the bills. He laid them in Newt’s hand. “Best use of that would be
to hire a keeper for her.”
Newt nodded as his fingers closed over his
winnings. He darted a significant look in Bode’s direction, one
eyebrow arched in a dramatic fashion, his mouth curled in a half
smile.
Bode held up his hands, palms out. “No, sir. Not
for twenty dollars.” In the event they misunderstood and thought he
had a price, he added, “Not for all the tea in China.”
Disappointed, Newt sat back down and put the money
away.
Bode’s glance darted between the two men. “I don’t
understand. If you suspected she would make the trip to my office,
why didn’t you make some effort to stop her?”
Tuck tugged lightly on his earlobe, his narrow
features thoughtful. “Frankly, we didn’t discuss it until we were
here, and you saw for yourself that I lost a bet because I depended
on her to show more sense. Newt gauged her worry better than I
did.”
Newt slid his hands along the arms of his chair.
His fingers curved around the ends. “We both figured that if I was
right, we could count on you to look after her. Seems we
could.”
Tuck nodded. “I don’t know that we would have felt
that way if we hadn’t seen you with Comfort last night, but you
were gentle with her, and a gentleman.”
Bode was certain he didn’t deserve their
unconditional trust, but he wasn’t going tell them about kissing
their niece to illustrate the point.
“And we noticed you didn’t annoy her,” Newt said.
“Least-ways not so much that she put you on your backside
again.”
Bode couldn’t have imagined that he’d be grateful
for that reminder, but it was helpful in pushing the kiss from the
forefront of his thoughts. Evenly, he said, “So you saw what she
did while we were dancing?”
“I didn’t,” Newt told him. “Tuck did. He told me.
Comfort said she had cause. Did she?”
“I’m afraid so.”
“Well, now you know. She does all right looking
after herself, although we’ve never known her to do what she did to
you outside of a lesson with Chin Fong.” He tapped his fingers
lightly against the chair. “We’d appreciate it, though, if you
didn’t let that become fodder for a good story.”
Bode’s smile was faintly ironic. “It’s only a good
story if she tells it. I wasn’t the one left standing.”
“True.” Sitting back, Newton crossed his legs. His
slight smile faded as he set his arms across his chest. “Tuck and I
want to know what you caught and returned to that fellow last
night.”
“It was a tin. Red and white. I told Miss Kennedy
the same thing.”
“How did she accept it?” asked Tuck.
“With difficulty. She believed me . . . believed
what you told her . . . but she can’t remember it any differently
than she does. She still sees a glove.”
Both men sighed audibly. Neither spoke.
Bode breached the silence. “It’s confusing to
her.”
Newt nodded. “It’s confusing to us.”
“I understand. I can’t explain it, and neither can
she.”
Tucker pushed back his chair, rose, and went to the
door to close it. He didn’t return immediately to his desk. He
crossed the room to the safe. Bending in front of it, he carefully
turned the dial, and then twisted the handle. He withdrew a bottle
of whiskey and three glasses. He held them up so Bode could see.
“You’ll join us?”
Bode nodded. “That’s a Hildesheim safe, isn’t
it?”
“Yes? You’re familiar with them?”
“Not them,” he said. “That one specifically, I
think.”
“Huh.” Tucker used the heel of his shoe to shut the
safe’s door. “Comfort told you about it, did she?”
“Yes.”
Tuck set the glasses on his desk and poured a
couple of fingers in each. “I don’t know that she’s ever told
anyone how we came by that safe. Surprises me some that she told
you.” He distributed the drinks and sat down again. “What else did
she say?”
Bode understood that they needed to hear it from
him. They would be naturally cautious about telling him anything
that Comfort didn’t want him to know. He wasn’t confident they’d
answer questions that she hadn’t. “I think you will agree that she
was extraordinarily candid,” he said, and then proceeded to recount
what Comfort had shared.
Tuck and Newt listened without comment. When Bode
finished, their glasses were empty and his was hardly touched. He
sipped his whiskey while they continued to think about what they’d
heard. It was Newt who finally stepped into the silence.
“It seems she was candid,” he said in a
manner that indicated he accepted it. “Do you know, last night was
the first time in years that the three of us—Comfort, Tuck, and me,
I mean—talked about anything connected to the night we found her.
Seemed to Tuck and me that she went east to college and came back
with it all settled in her mind.”
“You’re aware she still has nightmares, though.”
Bode was uncertain what the look that passed between them meant. He
thought they might have been surprised that he knew about
her dreams, but then Tuck reached for the whiskey bottle and tipped
it ever so slightly over his glass. Bode watched him add a splash
to his tumbler and then pass the bottle to Newt to do the same.
“You didn’t know,” he said. “Neither of you.”
Tuck shook his head. “Not a word from her. Best of
my recollection is that she was quiet about them for a couple of
years before she went to Oberlin.” He lifted his glass and used it
to point to Newt. “She was, what? Sixteen? Seventeen?”
“Sixteen. Just before the coming-out party,
remember?”
“That’s right. Sixteen, then.” He addressed Bode
again. “That’s the last time she said anything.”
Newt continued the explanation. “She was a real
Nervous Nellie about the party. Didn’t want any part of it and told
us so, but my sisters said it was the proper thing to do to bring a
young lady out in society, and Tuck and I made up our minds we
would do it. As the day got closer, we began to notice that her
sleep was more troubled. The night before her come-out, she had
such a spell that we decided that no introduction to society was
worth putting her through so much hurt.” He shrugged. “She talked
us out of canceling the party, didn’t she, Tuck?”
Contemplating the drink he poured, Tuck nodded
slowly. “She sure did. And naturally, we thought we’d done right
all around because we never heard anything after that.”
“We didn’t just accept her silence,” said Newt.
“We’d ask her about it from time to time. She led us to believe the
nightmares were gone. Of course, growing up, she never remembered
what they were about. Tuck and I always figured we knew, but she
couldn’t tell us. After her come-out, she didn’t say another word.
Maybe we should have been more suspicious.” He rolled his glass
between his palms. “It’s the damndest thing to think about it now,
but back then we thought it had something to do with Bram.”
“Bram?” asked Bode. “Why would you think
that?”
“She met him at the party,” Tuck explained. “And he
showed a particular interest in her. You must have seen it. You
were there, remember?”
Bode gave no indication that he did.
Tuck went on, watching Bode closely. “Of course,
Bram danced with her; you didn’t. If recollection serves, he asked
her more than once. We both remarked that the only time she seemed
to genuinely enjoy herself was when he was close by. He could make
her laugh, and that counted for something.”
Newt nodded. “Bram, being Bram and all, well, we
didn’t figure that he’d remember Comfort the next day, let alone
pay a call. He was just a boy full of wildness then, so we—” Newt
abruptly stopped as he realized that he was talking to the wild
boy’s older brother. “No disrespect meant, Bode, but that’s how it
was.”
“I understand,” Bode said. Bram was not
significantly changed from that boy, and they all knew it. Newton
Prescott was showing restraint by not pointing that out.
Newt went on. “So we paid as much attention to him
as he was paying to Comfort, but best as we could reckon, he was
good company for her. We knew her feelings were attached, but—” He
broke off again, this time in response to Tuck shaking his head.
“Well, I don’t suppose she’d want me to be saying anything about
that.” He shrugged. “What’s more important is that they became
friends. Stayed that way, too.”
Tuck rested his chin on his fist. “I don’t know
what to make of what you’re telling us now. Seems we credited Bram
with more influence than was rightly his due, but that’s because we
wanted to believe our girl was doing better. She just got real
quiet about all the bad that was still going on inside her. That’s
something she chose to do on her own. We probably should be careful
about thinking Bram’s responsible for that.”
Bode wanted to knock back what remained of his
drink. Instead he set it on his knee and turned the tumbler slowly,
hoping the gesture appeared more absent or thoughtful than it was.
“No, you’re right. Bram’s not responsible.” Bode decided he’d let
them put whatever construction they liked on his statement. “And
Miss Kennedy’s not entirely honest. That makes for a fragile
friendship, I think, and for an even more fragile marriage.”
Tuck and Newt were careful not to exchange glances.
It was now clear to them that while Comfort had revealed a great
deal to Bode in relation to the red-and-white tin, she’d told him
nothing about the engagement being false. Her omission made it
awkward to defend her against Bode’s charge that she was not
entirely honest, and pointing out that no person was
entirely honest was inadequate justification for her
behavior.
Tuck shifted all six feet of his rangy frame as he
settled back in his chair. “This is the first I’m getting wind of
any concerns about the engagement from a DeLong. Does Alexandra
feel the same?”
“I have no plans to discuss this with her. I also
won’t be sharing any part of my conversation with Miss Kennedy with
my brother. It’s her place to do that. More than that, her
acceptance of his proposal makes it her responsibility. I hope you
will persuade her to be forthright with Bram.”
“You can be confident that Newt and I will be
having a conversation with her,” said Tuck. “Whether she is
persuaded by anything we have to say is something else again.” He
tilted his head to the side, his expression more considering than
it had been. “Of course, you’re welcome to tell Comfort yourself
that she has a responsibility to Bram. It would be interesting to
see how that turns out.”
Bode knew when he was being baited. He left what
Tuck was dangling on the hook and sipped his drink instead.
Newt clasped his hands and rested them on his
chest. He tapped his thumbs. “What makes you so certain Comfort’s
still having nightmares? Did she tell you she was?”
“I observed it.”
“You probably should explain that, ’cause from
where I’m sitting, it doesn’t sound quite right.”
Bode told them about Comfort falling asleep in the
parlor the evening of Bram’s accident. “She denied she remembered
anything about the dream.”
Newt nodded. “That’s true. She’s never been able to
recall what they’re about.”
Tuck caught the fractional lift of Bode’s brow.
“Wait a minute, Newt. I think Bode has a different idea about that.
Is that right, Bode?”
Bode’s gaze encompassed both men. “She remembers.
She admitted as much. Talking about what she remembers doesn’t seem
possible for her. And I wouldn’t suppose that she remembers all of
what she dreams or even that what she dreams is an accurate account
of anything that happened before you found her. It’s tempting to
say her nightmares are about the robbery and murders, but do you
really know that?”
In unison, Tucker and Newt shook their heads.
“I don’t know it either. What she told me was that
she wakes up thirsty. She described it as having swallowed a
mouthful of sand. It struck me that it might have something to do
with the lozenges, but I couldn’t walk softly enough on those
eggshells to keep Miss Kennedy from hearing me.”
“We know the feeling,” said Tuck.
“There’s one last thing,” Bode said, and he told
them the circumstances around Comfort fainting a second time.
Newton’s cheeks puffed as he blew out a long
breath. “I can’t make any sense of it. You say it happened when you
were telling her about that gentleman thanking you?”
“That’s right. I don’t know how you recall what
happened last night, but I don’t think she fainted until he turned
to thank me.”
“So she recognized him?”
Bode shook his head. “I don’t know. Maybe. She
couldn’t explain it.”
“Or wouldn’t,” said Tuck. “I’m entertaining doubts
about which it is.”
“What did he say?” Newt asked Bode.
“Exactly.”
“I don’t remember exactly. I recall the gist.” He
repeated it as best he could, but no one, including him, was
enlightened by his recitation. He removed the tumbler from his knee
and set it on the corner of Tuck’s desk. “If it’s agreeable to you,
I’d like to make some inquiries and discover what I can about the
gentleman who dropped the tin. It shouldn’t be difficult to find
out who he is, but I’m not confident that it will come to anything
when I do.”
“Every stone needs turning over.” Tuck looked at
Newt. “You agree with that?”
“I do. Comfort won’t.”
“I’m not asking her permission,” said Bode, getting
to his feet. “I’m asking yours.”
Newt pushed back his chair and stood. He held out a
hand to Bode. “You have it.”
Bode clasped his hand. They shook. Tuck rose a
moment later, and the ritual was repeated. “Gentlemen.” He nodded
to each in turn. “Good day.”
Comfort stood outside her uncles’ study for a full
minute before she entered. She was tempted to press her ear against
the door as she’d often done as a young girl when summoned to this
room. Being called to their study didn’t necessarily mean that
she’d done something wrong and that a scold was imminent, although
that certainly happened now and again. More often she was asked to
sit here with Newt and Tuck when they wanted to tell her something
they’d decided was significant. The emphasis was hers.
Announcing their intention to give her a coming-out
party was significant. Acceptance to Oberlin was
significant. Learning that she would have a position of
responsibility at Jones Prescott was significant. Comfort
had often wondered if the rows and rows of heavy leather-bound
tomes contributed to the solemnity of the room, because when they
were inside it, her uncles spoke as if every word had weight.
Lifting her chin, Comfort braced herself for what
she suspected was waiting for her on the other side of the door,
that most dreaded combination of punishing lecture and grave
pronouncement: the significant scold.
“Good,” Tuck said as she stepped into the room.
“You’re here.”
What he meant, Comfort knew from experience, was
“Good. You didn’t keep us waiting.” The hint of annoyance in his
tone confirmed her suspicions of why they wanted to see her. Tucker
was only ever impatient when he was facing a task he found
distasteful, and whatever he had to say to her clearly fell into
that category.
Her uncles were sitting like bookends on either
side of the cold fireplace. Without being told, Comfort took her
usual seat in the middle of the dark green velvet sofa facing them.
Folding her hands in her lap, she regarded them expectantly and
tried to remember she was no longer five, but twenty-five. The need
not to disappoint them, though, was still the same.
“We spoke to Beau DeLong today,” Newt said. “I
imagine you knew we would.” When Comfort nodded, he went on. “He
came to us before we got around to paying a call on him.”
Comfort wasn’t successful at concealing her small
start.
“Yes, well, we were surprised also. He gave you up,
Comfort.”
She swallowed. “Gave me up?”
Newt nodded. “Told us everything.”
Everything? she wondered. What did that
mean?
“I didn’t threaten him,” said Tuck. “In case you’re
wondering.”
“I wasn’t,” she said. “Did he do something that
made you think you would have to?”
“Not at all, but I wanted you to know. If there was
a bargain struck between you, he went back on his word.”
Comfort realized that Tuck was simply trying to
protect her. “He didn’t betray my confidences, Uncle Tuck. I didn’t
ask him not to speak to you.”
“Somehow I doubt you meant for us to know that you
visited him at Black Crowne.”
Comfort had regained enough poise not to show her
relief. If they believed her conversation with Bode had taken place
in his office, then they didn’t know she’d been in his apartment
above it. More importantly, they didn’t know about her
indiscretion. Or his. He hadn’t told them everything. That
gave her the confidence she needed to say, “Mr. DeLong is free to
report whatever he likes. I wouldn’t suppose that I could restrain
him from doing that.”
Newt knuckled his chin. “Bode restrains himself. He
has no intention of telling his mother or Bram about your
ill-advised trek through the Coast to reach his office.”
Tuck picked up that thread and continued. “Just as
he has no plans to reveal anything you told him to his
family.”
“That’s good, isn’t it?”
“We think so,” said Tuck. “He does have one
expectation, however. He expects that you will tell Bram.”
“And we expect,” said Newt, “that you’ll be honest
with us about these dreams that are still troubling you.”
Comfort stared at them. She had forgotten there’d
been any discussion with Bode about her dreams. That wasn’t part of
what she thought he’d told her uncles. Equally disturbing, but
easier to discuss with Tuck and Newt, was Bode’s expectation that
she relate the whole of it to Bram.
“What I say to Bram, and whether I say anything at
all, is my decision, isn’t it? Bode can’t dictate to me.”
Newt cleared his throat. “He hasn’t. Not precisely.
Tuck misspoke. What Bode expects is that we’ll persuade you
to speak to Bram.”
“Then I am sorry you’ve been put in that position.
I’m not telling Bram. Further, there’s no reason that I
should.”
“From Bode’s perspective there is,” Tuck said. “He
believes your engagement is quite real. I think you can appreciate
that he’s uncomfortable with you marrying his brother while keeping
so much from him.”
“He made an excellent point,” Newt said, “about
your long friendship with his brother. Isn’t it reasonable to
suppose that over the years you should have shared at least some of
this with Bram?”
“Reasonable to whom? Has everyone but me forgotten
that Bram tends to act first and apologize later? I might as well
place an announcement in the Chronicle as share a confidence
with him. The nature of my friendship with Bram does not extend to
telling him anything I don’t wish at least ten other people to
know. How could you not understand that?”
“I think I do, but maybe I’m finally understanding
something else.”
“Oh?”
“Maybe Bram’s your friend because you know
you can’t tell him the important things. That’s as good an excuse
as any to keep what’s bothering you all tucked up inside. When I
think about it that way, lots of things make sense to me. Like why
you’d start denying your nightmares and why you’d want to pretend
that you don’t remember any part of them. Bram wouldn’t know what
to make of all that unpleasantness, so you figured you wouldn’t
have any. I bet he hardly ever asks a hard question anyway, and
that’s what makes you so easy in his company. That sound about
right?”
Comfort stared at Newt. She felt the ache of tears
at the back of her eyes and a solid lump forming in her throat. She
didn’t try to speak.
Tuck glanced sideways at his friend. “Never thought
much of your carpentry skills, but you hit that nail square. Hard
to believe we’re only seeing it now.” He reached in his pocket and
removed a handkerchief. He rose briefly to pass it to Comfort.
“What happened the last time you forgot yourself and trusted
Bram?”
She squeezed the handkerchief in her fist. That
worked as well as pressing it to her eyes. “You know what happened.
He announced we were engaged.”
“So he did. Seems to me like you need to set that
right. First with him and then with Bode. Bram can tell Alexandra
the truth himself. That’s not for you to do.”
“I promised him,” she said dully. “Eight
weeks.”
“Doesn’t matter,” said Tuck. “You’re deceiving
people, Comfort. You deceived us. Bode. Alexandra. Everyone at that
party. Could be that you’re deceiving yourself.”
She pressed her lips hard together. If she said
something now, there’d be no mistaking the quaver in her
voice.
“Could be,” Tuck went on more softly than before,
“that your head knows better than your heart and maybe you should
start listening to it.”