Chapter One
June 1870
San Francisco
Except for the fact that the guest of honor had
failed to make an appearance, everyone who’d gathered to celebrate
his birthday agreed he was missing a splendid affair.
Comfort Elizabeth Kennedy stood with her back to
the granite balustrade on the portico and surveyed the activity in
the grand salon. She’d closed the French doors behind her when she
made her escape to the portico, but she didn’t have to strain
overmuch to hear the lilting melodies of the stringed orchestra or
the titter and tattle of so many voices rising and falling in
concert with the music. Woman after woman was led in a graceful arc
past the beveled windows, blurring the definition of each gown
until Comfort saw them as a single piece and held their
luminescence in her eye as she would a rainbow.
One corner of her mouth lifted as she saw her Uncle
Tuck taking his turn across the floor with Mrs. Barnes. He was duty
bound to do so, as Uncle Newt had already danced with the widow. It
wasn’t competition that prompted each of them to invite every
eligible woman to dance; rather, it was the very opposite of that.
Neither wanted to show the least favoritism or become the subject
of speculation in regard to any particular female.
Smile fading, Comfort turned away from the house.
Torches lighted the circuitous path to the fountain situated
squarely in the center of the wide expanse of lawn. She considered
leaving the portico for the relative privacy of the garden, even
moved a foot in that direction, but then came up short as she
realized she didn’t want to be that alone. For a moment she let
herself do more than hear the three-quarter time of the waltz; she
let herself feel it. She swayed, feet rooted, her side-to-side bent
so slight as to merely suggest motion. Raising her head, she
studied the night sky and found calm and order and the peace that
had been snatched from her when Bram made his ridiculous
announcement. And it was a ridiculous announcement.
Spectacularly so.
She couldn’t bring herself to place all the blame
on his shoulders. Hadn’t she gone along with him? Trusted him as if
she had no mind of her own? Where was the sense in that? His own
mother would have counseled her against it. Abraham DeLong meant
well. That was at the crux of the problem. He always meant well.
Comfort rarely felt as easy in anyone’s presence as she did in
Bram’s. That was his effect on people, his special talent, and
tonight, when she’d needed to keep her wits about her, he’d managed
to make her forget the most fundamental truth: there were
invariably unforeseen consequences for following Bram’s merry
lead.
The doors behind her opened. Comfort stiffened as
the music momentarily swelled, and she wished that she had acted on
the impulse to leave the portico in favor of the fountain. It was
too late, of course. She was standing in a pool of torchlight and
couldn’t hope to slip unnoticed into the shadow of a marble
column.
“So this is where you’ve gone,” Bram said, closing
the doors.
Comfort shrugged and purposely did not glance over
her shoulder. If she didn’t look at him, the odds improved that she
would remain firm. Bram’s reckless smile had caused hearts stouter
than her own to seize.
“You’re angry.” He stood directly at her back and
placed his hands on the balustrade on either side of her. If he
dropped his chin, he could rest it in the curve of her neck and
nuzzle her ear with his lips. He did neither of these things. “I
can tell you’re angry.”
“Then there’s no need to comment, is there?”
He chuckled softly. “How is it possible that you
can be flush with heat and frigid in your sentiments? Butter won’t
melt in your mouth, but I could boil water for tea on the nape of
your neck.” Bram tilted his head to gauge her smile and saw that
there was none. “Oh, you are mad.”
Comfort lifted Bram’s right hand from the
balustrade and stepped sideways to elude capture. “I thought you
understood that was a given.” She turned and showed him her most
withering look. True to form, he remained undaunted. Worse, she was
afraid his smile was actually deepening. “You might have warned me
that you intended to announce our engagement.”
“You would have had no part of that.”
“Precisely.”
“Then I fail to understand how informing you would
have helped. Everything would be just as it was at the outset of
the evening when there was hardly an utterance that did not include
the name of our sainted guest of honor. When is he coming? Where
has he been? Will he be surprised? What could have detained him?”
Bram’s gaze slid from the fountain to Comfort. “I can tell you,
Mother is mortified by his absence.”
“Your mother is made of stronger stuff than that. I
do not think she has the capacity for mortification.” Comfort was
tempted to point out that it seemed to be a DeLong family trait.
“Even if you’re right in this instance, Bram, what possessed you to
make such an outrageous statement?”
“Didn’t I just say? Everyone was talking about
him. What is unreasonable about giving Mother’s guests
something else to discuss? And if you’ll permit a small immodesty,
I want to point out that Mother’s event has been saved by my quick
thinking. Our engagement put her over the moon.”
Comfort took a slow, calming breath and chose her
words carefully. “I appreciate that you want her favor, but did you
consider even for a moment what her reaction will be when our
engagement is summarily ended?”
Bram’s gaze sought out the fountain again.
Comfort sighed. “I didn’t think so.” As there was
nothing to say beyond that, Comfort simply joined Bram in his deep
study of the torch-lit garden. She did not mind the silence
settling between them, but experience told her it would be
short-lived. Bram’s inclination was to fill the void.
“Summarily,” he said. “Why summarily?”
“Pardon?” Her mistake, she supposed, was that she
turned to look at him in the same moment his grin was breaking
wide, changing his features from merely handsome to indecently so.
His pale blue eyes met hers with unwavering directness and issued a
challenge that still managed to be boyishly charming and full of
mischief. She found herself asking the question she did not believe
she had the courage to voice: “You intend our engagement to end,
don’t you?”
“Of course.”
Comfort was glad that she had steeled herself for
just such a careless reply. He’d answered with no discernable
hesitation. It was better that way, she told herself. She had
nothing to grasp at, nothing that she would question later and
perhaps attempt to interpret as uncertainty on his part. If he were
uncertain, she would have cause to hope. Nothing good could come of
that.
“Then summarily seems entirely appropriate,” she
said. She was relieved to hear herself sound so sensible. She
concentrated on schooling her expression to be equally
imperturbable. “As we are in agreement that the engagement must
end, it should be done without delay.”
One corner of Bram’s mouth kicked up. Reaching out,
he tapped Comfort on the tip of her nose with his index finger.
“There it is again. Why should it be done without delay? Who says
that’s the better course?”
“I do.”
“Well, yes, but I don’t think you’ve thought it
through.”
Indignation made Comfort stiffen. “I haven’t
thought it through? You’re saying that to me?”
Bram tapped her nose again. “Careful, dearest.
You’ll put this out of joint, and your lovely countenance will not
be improved for it.”
She slapped his hand away. “Stop acting the fool,
Bram. I am angry with you. Do not test the limits of my
patience.”
Dutifully dropping his arm back to his side, Bram
stood sharply at attention. Although he made the effort, he could
not quite manage to affect a contrite mien. His mouth
twitched.
Comfort stared at him. He’d recently run his
fingers through his blond thatch of hair, and she quelled the urge
to make the unruly runnels right again. Her fingers curled into
loose fists at her side.
“If it will make you feel better,” he said, “you
can blacken my eye.”
“Do not tempt me.” She relaxed her hands. “What
makes you think I’d blacken only one?” She was gratified to see
that gave him pause. Gathering the unraveled threads of her
composure, Comfort said, “If you don’t believe our engagement—our
sham engagement—should be ended quickly, then you’d better
explain yourself. What you’ve begun involves more than just the two
of us. I am also thinking of my uncles. They did not welcome your
announcement with the enthusiasm of your mother.”
“That’s because I did not approach them first to
state my intentions and ask for your hand. I grant you, that was an
error of judgment on my part. There was no time to take them aside
and do the thing properly.”
“And that’s because you acted on the
engagement the moment you thought of it. Why me, Bram?” She
waved a hand toward the salon, where his mother’s guests continued
to chatter and laugh and spin themselves about the floor oblivious
to the small drama unfolding just beyond the doors. “Look there.
Amelia Minter.” Out of the corner of her eye, she saw him follow
the sweep of her hand. She pointed again. “Deborah Brush. Oh, and
there is Miss Arleta Ogden. All have something to recommend them
besides the fact they’re unattached. I know any one of them would
have been pleased to participate in your scheme. I cannot think why
you chose me.”
Bram’s eyebrows rose. He regarded her with
surprise. “I believed that was obvious. Aren’t you my friend,
Comfort? I should have been well and truly snared if I’d put myself
in reach of any of those young ladies. You were my only choice. I
trust you.”
There it was, Comfort thought. In her own way she
was as predictable as he was. He’d never been disappointed by
depending on her steadiness and good sense. “I should insist that
you marry me,” she told him. “It would serve you right if I took
offense to my own nature and behaved as rashly as you.” She took
some solace from the small crease that appeared between his
eyebrows. It would not last long, she knew, but he was momentarily
wary.
“You wouldn’t, would you?”
“God forbid.”
Relieved, he leaned forward and bussed her on the
cheek. “This is why I adore you.”
Comfort was tempted to raise her palm to her face
and make a shelter for the lingering imprint of his mouth.
Resisting temptation was part and parcel of her long friendship
with Bram DeLong. “And I adore you,” she said, meaning it. “That
doesn’t release you from making a full explanation, however. If our
engagement is not to be ended summarily, you will have to say how
you mean for us to go on. Further, do not suppose for a moment that
I will keep the truth from my uncles. You may say what you like to
your mother, but Newton and Tucker will hear the truth from
me.”
Bram blinked. “Then I am a dead man.”
Unmoved, Comfort shrugged.
“Although that will summarily end our engagement,”
said Bram.
For the first time since Bram joined her on the
portico, Comfort smiled.
Bram chuckled. “Very well, I can hardly stop you
from speaking freely to them. I hope you will find a way to soften
the blow.”
“And I hope you will not be offended, but I believe
they will be relieved by the news. You are not what they hope for
me, Bram. If they were still prospectors, they wouldn’t stake a
claim on you.”
“A man who does not know his shortcomings as well
as I do would take offense to your candor. It is to my credit, I
think, that I am fully aware that my moral fiber is dangerously
frayed.”
Comfort laughed. “Only you can manage to turn a
slight upon your character on its head. Enough. You have one more
chance to state your intentions before I announce to everyone in
the salon that you were only pulling their collective leg.”
“Six months,” he said quickly. “We will allow our
engagement to run its course in six months. You will end it in
whatever manner you choose, publicly if you wish.”
“I would never do that.”
He ignored her. “You may humiliate me, make me the
villain, turn me out for being the fool that I am. It would serve
me right.”
“I’m sure it would, but you fail to appreciate how
I would become an object of speculation and pity. We will end it
quietly by simply dropping a word here and there with our most
sympathetic but reliably indiscreet friends. The engagement will be
ended that easily.”
“All right.”
“But six months?” she asked. “That is too long,
Bram. You cannot manage to keep up appearances for so long, and I
will not be made a fool while you troll the brothels for female
companionship. Everyone knows where you take your
entertainments.”
Bram’s lips twitched again. “Plain speaking,
Comfort, even for you. Is your objection to brothels in particular
or me having female companionship in general?”
His amusement twisted her heart, but she brought up
her chin and narrowed her eyes in a way that put him on notice. “It
is my opinion that perhaps you can abstain from visiting your usual
haunts for six weeks.”
“Only six weeks? Is it your contention that I
behave like a satyr?”
“If the horns fit . . .” When he merely continued
to stare at her, she added, “I said ‘perhaps.’ I am not confident
you can stay away from the Barbary Coast that long.”
“Are you challenging me?”
“No.”
“It sounds as if you’re challenging me.”
“That’s because you are filled with ridiculous
notions this evening.”
“Six months, Comfort. I can do it. I tell you, I am
flirting with responsibility. It wasn’t so long ago that I was
dispatched to Sacramento to attend to matters of business for Black
Crowne. I held my own with the governor. I sat at the same table
with railroad men and their Pinkerton agents and didn’t blink. Six
months is nothing compared to spending an evening with legislators
who require money for favors but aren’t nearly as straightforward
about it as whores.” He realized his own speech had become rather
plain, and he apologized.
She rolled her eyes. “I’m not asking for six
months. Six weeks is sufficient. Moreover, people will expect that
I come to my senses before then. If I wait as long as six months to
end it, they will wonder at my discernment, and the public relies
on my ability to recognize a good investment from a bad one. Jones
Prescott is successful in part because of my facility for
discriminating the levels of risk.”
Now it was Bram DeLong who rolled his eyes. “Not
everything you do is a reflection on the bank.”
“You’re wrong.”
“I’m not, but I see that you believe it. I do not
accept the same yoke, and it is a yoke, Comfort. Everything
I do is not a refection on Black Crowne. I am a person
separate from the family enterprise, and if you do not know that to
be true, then ask my brother. He will tell you the same.”
Comfort chose not to press him. Hadn’t he just
described his trip to the capital as a flirtation with
responsibility? As far as she was concerned, Bram had made her
point for her. “Six weeks,” she said.
“Four months.”
“Six weeks.”
“Three months.”
“Six weeks.”
“Two months.”
“That’s eight weeks, Bram.”
“Yes, I know.”
“Very well.” She was not gracious in concession.
“But if I learn before then that you’ve been a visitor anywhere in
the vicinity of Pacific Street, I will break the engagement
immediately. If there is gossip about you, whether it’s whoring or
gaming, I will break your thumbs. You understand that would be
painful, I imagine.”
Bram had sense enough not to laugh. There was
nothing in her expression to indicate that it was an idle threat.
Comfort rarely spoke about her childhood, and there were likely
only a dozen or so people who knew some of the truth, and only
three that knew all of it, but in spite of the success of Jones
Prescott, or perhaps because of it, there was always talk. The fact
that the talk was mostly whispered seemed to lend it credence. It
was possible that Miss Comfort Kennedy, she of the well-modulated
voice and correct manner, might indeed know a thing or two about
breaking a man’s thumbs.
“Painful,” said Bram. “Yes, I understand.”
Comfort did not indicate that she was satisfied.
She simply gave him her back and began walking toward the
garden.
“Comfort.”
She didn’t turn. “Don’t follow me, Bram.” She could
almost feel his hesitation. He wasn’t used to being held at bay,
and she had never had cause to do it before this evening. She was
afraid the balance of their easy friendship had shifted, and if
that were so, it fell to her to keep Bram from realizing it. She
could not make herself that vulnerable. “Make some excuse for me.
You’ll think of something.” Well outside of his hearing, she added,
“You always do.”
Even before she stepped onto the garden path, she
heard the music swell and then recede as the door to the salon was
opened and closed again.
She wondered how Bram would explain her prolonged
absence, but the thought didn’t occupy her. He had a gift for
making explanations, and one would come to him far more easily than
one would have come to her. His knack for making the most
outrageous behavior seem reasonable, even acceptable, fascinated
her. She could admit, at least to herself, that she was a little
envious of his talent. Except in matters of virtually no
consequence, she had an almost compulsive tendency to tell the
truth. Lying came hard to her, and there were times when that was
more curse than blessing.
Comfort veered away from the fountain. The steady
rush of water was pleasant to her ears; the spray was not. She
circled to the far side and followed the flickering torches all the
way to the back of the garden. A hedgerow, carefully tended to take
on a shape that was probably painful to its leaves and branches,
bordered the rear of the property. Comfort removed one of her
elbow-length gloves and ran her palm along the top of the hedge as
she skirted the perimeter. She walked slowly, occasionally stopping
to breathe deeply from the scent of the bay far beyond her. The
ocean called to her from the opposite direction, still farther
away, and in her mind she called back, taking the first tentative
steps to the water’s edge. A ship was waiting for her, a Black
Crowne ship, bound for . . .
Adventure, she supposed. Yes. Bound for
adventure.
“You look as if you wish yourself anywhere but
where you are.”
Startled, Comfort instinctively shied away from the
voice. She required only a moment to recover her wits and the glove
she’d dropped. Straightening, she stared down at the intruder, a
circumstance that was made possible because he was lounging on a
stone bench some three feet away.
“I might say the same of you,” she said. It was
difficult not to show her agitation as she pulled on her
glove.
“I’m exactly where I wish to be.”
“Your place is inside, Mr. DeLong. Your mother is
expecting you. Her entire guest list is expecting you.”
“And yet, I am here.”
She noticed that he didn’t stir. He remained in a
half-reclining position in the corner of the bench, an arm extended
across the scrolled back, one leg drawn up at the knee and the
other stretched and angled in her direction. He regarded her
without any particular interest, as if he were already bored by
their brief exchange. It made her wonder why he’d spoken in the
first place. She might easily have passed without noticing him.
Almost immediately, she corrected herself. For reasons she did not
entirely understand, failing to notice Beauregard DeLong had never
been possible.
Comfort was glad of the shadow play across his
face. His eyes were a most peculiar shade of blue-violet, and to be
the subject of his study was to be pinned in place by twin points
of light glancing off polished steel.
“Are you going inside?” she asked.
“I haven’t decided. Are you?”
“I’ve been inside all evening, Mr. DeLong.”
“Bode.”
Comfort acknowledged this preference with a slight
nod. She couldn’t imagine that she’d ever be that familiar with
him. From Bram she knew that his older brother’s name had been too
much of a mouthful, even for a child as precocious as Beauregard
was alleged to have been. He repeated what he thought he was
hearing all around him. Beauregard DeLong. Beau DeLong. Bode Long.
The most difficult part of the story for Comfort to imagine was
that Beau DeLong had ever been a child.
“Would you like to sit?” asked Bode.
As he didn’t move, Comfort considered the
invitation suspect. She had never thought of him as someone who
embraced formalities, so perhaps it was only that he was tired of
looking up at her. “No, thank you.”
“As you like.”
Bode didn’t shrug, but it was as if he had. Comfort
wondered that he could communicate so much carelessness in so few
words. Nodding again, this time as a parting gesture, Comfort took
the first backward step to remove herself from his presence. She
came up short when he spoke.
“I noticed you and Bram in earnest discussion on
the portico.”
Comfort stared at him and said stiffly, “You should
have made yourself known.”
“Perhaps. I thought it impolite to
interrupt.”
“It is far more impolite to eavesdrop.”
“It is. And so I came over here.” A short, soft
laugh rose from the back of his throat. “You don’t believe
me.”
She didn’t deny it. “I suppose I’m wondering at
what point you left.”
“Do you imagine listening to your conversation with
my brother was a temptation? I assure you it was not. My only
thought was escape. I saw you, and I left. And why wouldn’t I? Your
presence there gave me another opportunity to avoid that crush
inside. Who are all those people?”
“Your friends.”
“Do you think so?”
“Your mother and Bram say they are.”
“Then they must be.”
Comfort sighed. “You’ve known about this party,
haven’t you? For how long?”
“Just about as long as my mother.”
She smiled a bit ruefully. His answer was not
unexpected. “I suppose her excitement made all the secret planning
perfectly transparent.”
“Something like that.”
Comfort had hoped for a less enigmatic reply.
“You’ll be appropriately surprised, won’t you?”
“Is it important to you?”
Not understanding the question, she frowned. “To
me? It’s important to your mother.”
“I’m certain it is, but that’s not what I
asked.”
“I don’t see why it matters.” When he said nothing
and let silence become a burden, she answered. “It’s important to
me because it will give your mother pleasure. She deserves
that.”
“We are all deserving.”
“I hope so.”
Bode tapped the back of the bench with his index
finger. “What has your part been?”
“My part?”
“Mother elicited your support. She can’t have a
secretary to help her manage her affairs, so she relies on those
trusted people within her sphere of influence.” He paused, arching
an eyebrow. “Are you going to tell me she didn’t rely on
you?”
“I assisted her with the guest list.” One corner of
her mouth lifted. “And the menu.” The quirky line of her lips
became more defined. “And the seating arrangements.” Laughing
softly, she added, “And I auditioned four separate stringed
orchestras before I hired this one.”
“Then you’re also invested in the success of this
party.”
“I suppose I am.”
He considered her answer for a long moment before
he made his decision. “Then you’d better help me up.”
Comfort stared at him. “Help you—” She stopped
talking and rushed forward to lend assistance when he began to push
himself to his feet. There was no mistaking that standing required
his full attention and effort.
Comfort took his right arm and brought it around
her shoulders, supporting him as best she could. She was tall, but
he was taller still, and the fit presented no difficulty for either
of them.
“What happened?” she asked. “Where are you
injured?”
“My back.”
She glanced at him, saw his grimace when he stepped
forward, and paused to allow him to catch his breath. “Can you make
it with only my assistance? Perhaps I should summon more
help.”
“I hobbled here on my own. Your support is
sufficient.” To prove it, he took a more confident step. This time
his lips didn’t twist into a perversion of a smile. “By the time we
reach the doors, I’ll be able to walk unaided.”
Comfort kept her doubts to herself. She slid an arm
around his waist to steady him. “You haven’t said what
happened.”
“No, I haven’t.”
Recognizing that she held the upper hand, no matter
how briefly, Comfort decided to take advantage. She stopped cold
and halted his forward progress. For the first time since happening
upon him, torchlight bathed Bode’s face, and when Comfort’s glance
swiveled sideways, she saw clearly what the shadows had
concealed.
His face was distorted by the swelling in his left
cheek. It was only a matter of time before it took over his eye.
Dried blood defined a slash just below and a little to the right of
his chin. A cut on his forehead disappeared into his
hairline.
She sighed with great feeling. “Did you give as
good as you got?”
“At least that good, I hope.”
“The police? They were notified?”
“And further delay my arrival? No. I didn’t make a
report.”
“I see. What happened to the miscreant who
assaulted you?”
“Miscreants,” he corrected, offering a slim smile.
“All away, I fear, run off by a gang of young ruffians who then
relieved me of my money and what remained of my dignity.”
“Then you’ll have no justice.”
“It seems unlikely.”
Comfort braced herself to take Bode’s weight again.
“I think we should use an entrance other than the salon.”
“That was my intention before I came upon you and
Bram. The first side door I tried to use was barred.”
“Bram insisted. He was concerned that with so much
attention on the salon, the rest of the house was ripe for plunder.
I think we’ll find the servants’ entrance open. If not, I can slip
inside the salon and find someone who will open it.” She slowed
their progress as they reached the fountain and invited him to rest
for a moment.
Bode refused the offer. “Too many kinks to work
out,” he said. “It’s better if we keep going.”
“Very well, but if your back seizes again, allow me
to shoulder more of your weight.” She was uncertain of his
response. It might have been laughter; it might have been a growl.
Neither communicated cooperation. When she considered it, it was
rather astonishing that he’d asked for her help at all. That must
have pained him every bit as much as his back.
“Where were you assaulted?”
“Not more than fifty yards from the Black Crowne
warehouse.”
“So you were on your way home.”
“I was on my way here.”
The distinction was not lost on Comfort. Bram lived
in the family home with his mother. Bode lived above the shipping
offices on Montgomery Street and had done so since returning from
the war. Comfort was not privy to the reason Bode chose to live
apart from his family, and Bram was often uncharacteristically
tight-lipped where Bode was concerned. Her encounters with Bode had
always been brief, mostly in passing, and for her at least,
accompanied by a fine element of tension that annoyed her and
appeared to amuse him. Bram made a point of steering her clear of
Bode when he was around, but she had a niggling suspicion that this
was done more for Bram’s sake than hers. “Will you recognize your
assailants if you see them again?”
“Which ones?”
“The ones that waylaid you first.”
“Then no, but I think I know where to find the
young ruffians. They might be able to identify the others, if they
can be compelled to talk. On principle, they’re against speaking
out.”
“Honor among thieves?”
“More likely fear of retaliation if any one of them
talks. And by retaliation, I mean disfigurement or death. My
attackers were probably Rangers.”
The Rangers were the most fearsome of the gangs
operating in the Barbary Coast. No one faced them down, although
the newspapers regularly pointed out their vices, reported the
harrowing accounts of their victims, and called for them to be
rounded up and expelled from the city.
Comfort felt Bode’s eyes on her again, as though
trying to decide what she knew or had heard about the Rangers. Had
he meant to shock her or prove to himself that she could not be
shocked? If it was a test, she had no idea whether she passed or
failed. She was relieved when they reached the portico and Bode
indicated that they would go on. They were more than halfway to
their goal.
“You were fortunate to have survived the
encounter,” she said evenly. “I’ve never heard of the Rangers being
run off by anyone.”
“That occurred to me also, but those boys swarmed
like locusts.” He gestured toward the servants’ entrance. “The
kitchen will be as crowded as the salon,” he said. “But I think I
know all of the staff. I can’t say the same for the guests.”
Comfort ignored that. If the guest list included
people he did not count as his friends, he was still acquainted
with them. They were business associates, men of power and
influence, traders, bankers, railroad men, politicians, and
speculators, and Beau DeLong stood shoulder to shoulder with them.
They’d come to wish him well, and quite possibly to use the
opportunity to settle some bit of business, but mostly they’d come
to wish him happy on his thirty-second birthday.
“There is considerably less hesitation in your
step,” she said.
Bode nodded. “You can ease away if you like.”
“When we reach the door.”
They negotiated the stone steps that led down to
the kitchen with considerable care. Comfort was glad she hadn’t
abandoned him. He was favoring his left leg, and she suspected the
injury to his back was now radiating pain as far as his knee.
“I understand the bruises and cuts to your face,”
she said. “But what happened to your back? Were you kicked?”
The truth was less palatable. “Tripped.”
“You tripped or you were tripped?”
“Is that an important distinction?”
“Perhaps not to you, Mr. DeLong, but I would like
to know if there’s amusement to be had at your expense or if I must
continue to feel sorry for you.”
“I stumbled over my own feet trying to avoid the
point of a knife.”
“Well,” she said, vaguely disappointed. “It’s
difficult to know how to respond to that.” Comfort reached for the
door and turned the knob, testing whether she’d be able to ease it
open. At first she thought it was barred, but a second push made it
give way. “If you don’t want to be seen, I can manage to distract
the staff long enough for you to take the back stairs to your old
bedroom. I’ll send Hitchens to you. He’ll see to your cuts and draw
you a bath.”
“Send Sam Travers. Hitchens will report to
Alexandra straightaway.”
It struck her oddly that he referred to his mother
by her Christian name, but she didn’t comment. “All right.” She
looked him over, gauging his ability to manage the staircase on his
own. The narrowness of the passage would assist him, because he
could brace himself on either side as he climbed. “Shall I tell
Bram that you’ve arrived?”
“No.” He touched his swelling eye. “There will be
no hiding this. Does any reasonable explanation come to
mind?”
“I’m afraid not.” Comfort wondered what it was
about his brief, mocking smile that drew her attention away from
his eye. “Bram is the one you should ask.”
“Yes, he is.” He fell silent for a moment. “No
matter. Something will occur to me.”
Regarding the whole of his battered face again,
Comfort meant her smile to be encouraging, but she suspected it
lacked confidence. She had never heard anything about Beauregard
DeLong that led her to believe he had a facility for telling less
than the bald truth. It made him feared. Indeed, all evidence to
the contrary, now that he’d set his jaw tightly enough to make a
muscle jump in his cheek, he was not a man who had been beaten. She
did not think he had ever needed her help, or perhaps
anyone’s.
Disquieted by his steady, frank regard, Comfort
felt her smile fading. For the second time in the course of the
evening, she wished herself anywhere but where she was. Giving him
the faintest of nods, she turned away to slip into the kitchen,
where the activity remained loud and furious. She hadn’t taken a
step when she felt Bode’s fingertips brush her elbow. She wanted to
ignore him. Instead, she looked back.
“Does my brother know that you’re in love with
him?”
Of all the things he might have said, this question
was easily the least expected. Comfort knew what it was to have the
blood drain from her face, and she felt it again now. A chill crept
under her skin, and beneath the smooth crown of her ebony hair, her
scalp prickled.
“Yes,” she said. She spoke quickly, too quickly,
and it made her wonder how he would interpret it. She swallowed,
all but choking on the lie, and was unnaturally pleased that she
could meet his gaze directly. On the heels of that hubris, she
realized that it was truer that she couldn’t look away. She did
what was left to her and made her features expressionless. “That
is, I should hope so. He announced our engagement this
evening.”
Bode’s expression merely became thoughtful. “Did
he?”
“Yes.”
“Then you have my con”—an infinitesimal
pause—“gratulations.”
Comfort felt certain he’d wanted to say
condolences. That tiny pause had been deliberate, pregnant
with meaning, and she should have bristled in defense of Bram, or
at least in defense of herself. What she did, though, was incline
her head and accept his words at face value. “Thank you.”
“That remains to be seen.”
Comfort’s nostrils flared slightly, but she made no
reply.
“I saw you,” he said simply. “On the portico. I
told you that.”
Comfort understood then that she had no better
evidence that Bode hadn’t overheard any part of her conversation
with his brother. His eyes told him a story his ears wouldn’t
have.
“I saw both of you.”
Now Comfort had his full meaning. “I’ve been told
to expect more directness from you, Mr. DeLong. Say it. Say all of
it.”
“Bram doesn’t love you, Miss Kennedy.”
Having it put before her so bluntly, even though
she’d demanded that he do so, still had the power to make her heart
falter. “I believe your brother will disagree with you.”
“I’m sure he will. He frequently does. It doesn’t
mean I’m wrong.” He leaned his shoulder against the inside wall,
not casually, but for support, a small concession to his injuries.
“Don’t misunderstand. I’m aware you and Bram have been friends for
years. He probably cares more for you than he does for anyone else
of his acquaintance, and he could well mistake that circumstance
for love, but you should know that it’s not.”
“Perhaps what it is,” she said, “is enough.”
He was quiet for a moment before he conceded, “I
hadn’t considered you might take that view.”
“Now you know.” She spoke with a certain directness
that effectively ended their conversation. Careful not to give Bode
any indication that she was in full and hasty retreat, Comfort
swung her skirts to the side and left the entry alcove for the
relative calm of the kitchen.
Newton Prescott slipped a finger between his stiff
shirt collar and his Adam’s apple and tugged. He’d probably been
more uncomfortable in his life, but just now no specific memory was
coming to him. The salon was warm, and for some reason that defied
good sense, the doors to the outside remained closed. He had always
suspected that Alexandra DeLong’s blood ran cold, and here was
proof. Lord, but he could think of no greater pleasure right now
than sitting in his own home with his slippers on and feet
up.
He surveyed the gathering as best he could without
finding a box to stand on. Mrs. Rodham’s smooth, white shoulder
kept getting in the way. In any other circumstance, it would have
been a pleasure to look at, but right now it was a distraction and
an obstacle. Although Newt was not engaged in conversation with his
present company, he nevertheless excused himself from their circle
and maneuvered sideways to reach the inner perimeter of the dance
floor.
Across the room, he saw Tucker engaged in a similar
scan of their surroundings. Tuck had the advantage of height, and
he was able to make his survey from deeper in the crowd. Newt
noticed that Michael Winter was yammering in Tuck’s ear, oblivious
to Tuck’s attention being elsewhere. Newt caught Tuck’s eye when
that dark gaze came around to him. Their communication would have
been imperceptible to anyone looking in their direction, but the
exchange of nods and glances had them moving simultaneously toward
the overflow of guests in the hallway, and then to the front
parlor, and finally to the relative quiet of what had been Branford
DeLong’s sanctuary within the house when he was alive: the library.
It was also the place where Branford regularly cornered and groped
the prettiest of his house servants, willing or not. Newt had once
overheard Branford confide that the walls of books deadened the
sound of so much sweet moaning. Having it from the horse’s mouth,
Newt never questioned the gossip about Branford DeLong’s interest
in women outside of his marriage, an interest that necessarily came
to an end when Branford was killed running a Union blockade near
Hampton Roads, Virginia.
At the time of his death, it was rumored that
Alexandra Crowne DeLong made peace with her husband’s affairs and
indiscretions, but that she would never, ever forgive him
for taking up the Confederate cause. Newt reckoned it was true.
Alexandra’s family probably built the Mayflower before they
boarded it.
Newt leaned against the library door to keep other
guests out. Tuck was already hitching a hip on the edge of
Branford’s massive mahogany desk.
“Where d’you suppose she’s gone?” asked Newt. “I
haven’t seen her for the better part of an hour.”
“Bram disappeared for a while. Did you
notice?”
Newt nodded. “I thought he’d come back with
her.”
“Our little girl has a mind of her own.”
Their little girl was a woman full grown,
twenty-five on her last birthday, but Newt didn’t remind Tuck of
what he already knew. “Six proposals of marriage,” he said instead.
“Six. And this is the one she accepts. That must be the very
definition of a mind of one’s own.”
“Must be.”
Newt frowned. “Is it our fault?” he asked suddenly,
rubbing his broad brow. “Something we did?”
Tuck folded his arms across his chest. “Something
we did that made her stubborn? Or something we did that made her
stupid?”
“Oh, I know she gets her cussedness from us.”
“Then I expect we also have to take some
responsibility for stupid.”
Newt accepted that Tuck was right, but he wasn’t
happy about it. His broad brow remained furrowed. “Remind me, what
was it about that McCain boy we didn’t like?”
“Shifty.”
“And Fred Winslow’s oldest son?”
“Shiftless.”
“Theodore Dobbins?”
“Full of shift.”
Chuckling, Newt felt the tightness in his chest
ease. “Who does that leave?”
“Jonathan Pitt.”
“Over my dead body.”
“And Richard Westerly.”
“Over your dead body.”
Tuck nodded. “There you have it. We’ve come to
Abraham DeLong.”
“She didn’t ask us what we thought.”
“Could be she didn’t want to know, or could be she
knows and didn’t want to hear.” He drew in a deep breath and
released it slowly. “You harbor any doubts that she loves
him?”
Newt tugged at his shirt collar again. “There’s a
couple or three ways to look at that, so hell yes, I have doubts.
We agree our girl has a mind of her own, but that doesn’t mean she
knows her own mind. I can’t figure if she loves him or just thinks
she does.”
“Does it matter?”
“Maybe not. I can’t find a way to make anything
good come of it, and when it’s all said and done, and her heart’s
brittle and breaking, she’ll blame herself.”
“That’s her way,” said Tuck. “Always has been.
Remember how she was when we found her, all hollowed out, nothing
but empty black eyes and a shell of body that looked like it would
shatter if she sucked in enough air to catch her breath?”
“I remember.”
“And all those years going by while she carried
around that little red-and-white tin like it was something real
special, when what she was doing was reminding herself that it was
her fault for what happened to those pilgrims.”
“I recollect that, too.”
“That’s her nature,” Tuck said. “We can’t undo her
nature, so I suppose what we can do is take her in when it all goes
to hell in a handcart.”
“I reckon that’s right.” Newton’s cheeks puffed as
he blew out a breath. “Did you suspicion things were going to take
a turn tonight?”
“I had a feeling.”
“You should have told me.”
“I thought it was indigestion. I had the
clams.”
Newt made a sound at the back of his throat that
communicated his displeasure. “Seems like there’s no choice but to
go along with this engagement.”
“Seems like.”
Newt kicked the door hard enough to make it
shudder. “Damn it, Tuck. Bram DeLong should have asked us for
Comfort’s hand. The way he did it, it was disrespectful.”
Tucker put out a hand. “Easy. We don’t need company
on account of you causing a ruckus.” He waited for Newton’s
shoulders to go from hunched to brooding. “Bram’s spoiled.”
“I’m not arguing that.”
“Comes from having a face like an angel, I
expect.”
Newt stared at Tucker. “He has a face like an
angel?”
Tucker shrugged. “I’ve heard women say that. He
looks regular to me.”
Newt just grunted.
Tucker pushed himself away from the desk and stood.
“We’d better go back. If Comfort’s not with Bram by now, you look
for her outside. I’ll look around upstairs. Maybe Alexandra’s
cornered her and they’re planning the wedding.”
And because Newt looked as if he wanted to kick the
door again, Tucker hurried over and opened it.
Bram went to Comfort’s side the moment he saw her
on the threshold of the salon. Before anyone close to her could
remark on her absence, he captured her wrists and held them out on
either side of her. Smiling warmly, he cocked his head and made a
thorough study of her.
“Your gown has been repaired beautifully. Didn’t I
tell you that Mary Morgan was extraordinarily talented with a
needle and thread?”
So that was the explanation he’d given for her
disappearance. It was rather uninspired as excuses went but
thoroughly serviceable. “Indeed,” she said, turning slightly to
show off the sixty-five-inch train that was de rigueur for a proper
ball gown. “I defy you to find the rend.”
Bram chuckled. “You know I cannot.” He released one
of her wrists and drew the other forward until he had her arm
secured in his. With a brief apologetic smile to the guests closest
to them, Bram led Comfort onto the floor and swept her into the
waltz with a grace that made it seem effortless.
Comfort smiled up at him. “I am always a better
dancer when you’re my partner.”
“I know. And I’m a better partner when I’m dancing
with you.”
Her smile reached her dark, coffee-colored eyes.
“Have you always known the right thing to say?”
“I think so, yes.”
She laughed.
The sweet sound of it washed over Bram like a cool,
cleansing spring rain. For reasons he did not entirely understand,
it sobered him. “I’m sorry, Comfort. I mean it.”
She could have said that he always meant it.
Underscoring that point seemed petty. “I know,” she said. “We’ll
manage. It is only for six weeks, after all.”
“Eight,” he said. “That was the hard bargain you
struck.”
“I was merely confirming that you
remembered.”
Bram regarded her in a way he hadn’t done before.
His last study had been for the benefit of his guests, and he
realized he’d barely seen her. This he did for himself, taking in
the upsweep of her thick black hair and the exposed vulnerability
of the nape of her neck. Comfort did not meet any standard of
beauty. Her mouth, especially her bottom lip, was too generously
proportioned; her eyes, a fraction too widely spaced and a bit too
large for her face. Her nose was unremarkable, neither turned up
prettily nor refined in the manner of the blue bloods. Tall and
slender, she had no curves to speak of except those that were
compliments of the construction of her evening gown. Beneath the
red-and-white-striped silk dress, a pannier crinoline exaggerated
the definition of her hips and derriere, while the formfitting
cuirass and décolletage gave the impression of fuller breasts than
she’d been endowed with by nature.
And yet, he thought, while no single feature would
inspire the poets to put pen to paper, Comfort Kennedy could
inspire a man to be better than he was. Newton Prescott and Tucker
Jones believed that. They credited her with all their success.
Looking at her now, with her darkly solemn eyes and slim, reserved
smile, Bram realized he believed it as well.
Who would he be, Bram wondered, if he were a man
better than himself?
And the answer came to him: Bode.
It was like a blow, and Bram’s breath hitched. His
timing off, he made a misstep and could not catch himself quickly
enough to steer Comfort clear of the same mistake. She stumbled. He
corrected their course by lifting her slightly and then steadying
her on the downbeat.
Comfort regarded him curiously. “What is it?”
“Nothing. That is, nothing that matters. A stray
thought, is all. My mind wanders.”
“Yes, it does,” she said.
Bram heard no accusation in her tone, only
acceptance. Was that how she did it? he wondered. Did she make a
man better by embracing who he was until he expected something more
of himself?
“You’re really very lovely, Comfort,” he said, and
realized he meant it.
“Pretty compliments?” she asked, her indifferent
tone at odds with the creeping color in her cheeks. “Save them for
someone who will truly have you, Bram. You know I am not that
woman.”