14
WHISPERS In THE DARK
DART KNELT ON A SMALL GOOSE-DOWN PILLOW AND
SLOWLY unrolled the linen scarf across the stone floor. She then
placed the small wyrmwood box onto its center. All the while, she
felt the two pairs of eyes scrutinizing her every move.
Matron Shashyl stood with her hands folded behind
her back, her lips pursed as she oversaw Dart’s preparation for her
first bloodletting.
Lord Chrism merely sat upon a chair, his face
turned toward the open window of his chamber. He smelled of hay and
freshly turned soil. His hair was oiled and combed straight back,
making his green eyes seem larger, shining brighter than the
afternoon sunlight.
With trembling fingers, Dart opened the small
wyrmwood box. Lord Chrism’s sigil was inlaid in gold on the lid.
Inside, brown velvet protected the contents: a line of silver
instruments, a ribbon of tightly braided silk, and a fresh
repostilary. The crystal receptacle had been blown by the glass
artisans only two days previous. Dart had toured the Guild’s shops
across the courtyard and watched this very repostilary being
crafted.
Her first.
“This will be a full draw,” Matron Shashyl said.
“So which lancet will you choose?”
It was not a difficult question. Shashyl had
schooled her vigorously over the past two days.
Dart reached and pointed to the leaf-shaped lancet.
To create a flow rich enough to fill an empty repostilary to the
brim, she would need the largest of the silver blades. It was
filigreed with gold inlay, again the sigil of Chrism. Dart knew it
was an ancient instrument, dating back to the second millennia
following the Sundering. Yet the tool was maintained in such
delicate fashion that the silver shone without a single pox of
tarnish. Its honed edge looked sharp enough to slice through
darkness itself, its tipped point so fine it was hard to discern
the end of the lancet without squinting.
“Very good,” the matron said. “Let us not keep our
Lord of the loam waiting any longer.”
Chrism sighed with a ghost of a smile, his
attention drawn back upon student and teacher. “Mayhap, dear
matron, you should leave my Hand and I alone for this first
bleeding.”
“But, my Lord, she is—”
The garrulous old woman was silenced with the
lifting of a single finger. “She’ll do fine,” Chrism said in
consolation. “This is a private time between god and Hand.”
Matron Shashyl quickly bowed, then retreated toward
the exit to Lord Chrism’s chambers.
Dart kept her eyes upon the floor, upon the spread
of her tools. She found it hard to breathe, as if the air had gone
suddenly too thick. Pupp lay on the stones, his stumped tail
wagging slowly. His fiery eyes were fixed upon the tools, like a
dog eyeing a soupbone. She had warned him off with a firm gesture
when she first knelt down.
Chrism stirred in his chair by the window. “As much
as the good matron may press upon you the import and weight of your
duty, it is truly a matter of no great concern.”
Dart glanced up at him. His eyes shone with emerald
Grace, framed in soft brown curls, a slight stubble of beard
shadowed his cheeks and chin. She found comfort in the warmth of
his soft smile. She remembered his tears on the night of Willym’s
murder, shed without collection, a treasure spent in memory of the
god’s former servant.
“Every man bleeds,” Chrism said. “A god is no
different. I can’t count the times this past winter alone that I’ve
pricked a finger while working out in the Eldergarden.”
Dart found such a concept impossible to imagine,
but she recalled her first encounter with Chrism among the gardens,
mistaking him for some common groundskeep. Looking at him now, she
could not fathom how she made such a mistake.
“While my blood may have value in trade and stock,
it flows from me like any other man’s. Be not afraid. Master Willym
and I were beyond ceremony.”
Chrism rolled back the sleeve and exposed his arm.
His skin was tanned the color of red loam, while soft hairs,
bleached blond by the same sun that tanned his skin, curled up the
length of his forearm. He turned his arm to expose his wrist. Here
the skin shone paler, appearing tender, as smooth as a woman’s
cheek.
“You must simply stab deep and quick. My beating
heart will do the rest of the work.”
Dart nodded. She took up the length of braided
silk. Pupp lifted his head, tail wagging more vigorously. She waved
him down with her free hand. She did not want him
interfering—especially not when blood was involved.
Pupp lowered his head but maintained his
vigil.
Dart knelt by Chrism’s chair and tied the ribbon
above the god’s elbow. She worked rapidly, having practiced all
night. She snugged it, careful not to touch his flesh.
“Tighter,” Chrism said. “You can cinch it more
firmly.”
Dart swallowed hard and did as he instructed. The
silk pressed deeply into his flesh. For some reason, she had
thought a god’s flesh would be more unyielding, more like
stone.
“Very good.”
Dart sat back and gently lifted the silver lancet
from the scarf. Now came the hard part. To stab the god she
served.
“Can you see the vein at the edge of my wrist?”
Chrism asked. “Willym preferred that one for a deep
bleeding.”
Dart reached up and cradled Chrism’s wrist. His
skin was warm, almost hot to the touch.
“A quick jab is all it takes.”
She hesitated.
“Be not afraid.” His voice purred with patience and
concern.
Dart bit her lip and drove the point into his flesh
and out again. A ruby drop of blood immediately welled upon his
pale flesh, a jewel more precious than any mined from the heart of
Myrillia. Here was a treasure mined from the heart of a god.
“The glass . . .” Chrism said with a smile.
Dart stumbled back, realizing she had frozen in
place, mesmerized. She reached blindly for the repostilary, knocked
it over with her fingertips; its crystal stopper rolled free of the
scarf, tinkling on the stones. She grabbed the tiny decanter.
“Calm yourself. There is no hurry.”
Blood welled on the god’s wrist into a pool. Dart
held forth the repostilary, needing both hands to hold it steady.
Still the crystal receptacle tremored with each beat of her own
heart.
Chrism leaned forward and tilted his wrist with a
skill honed over millennia. The pool of blood became a channel,
rushing from his flesh into a thick stream. The repostilary caught
the flow as it poured forth.
Dart kept her gaze focused on keeping the wide
mouth of the receptacle positioned to accept the god’s gift. Her
trembling continued to bobble the jar a bit, but not a drop was
spilled. The repostilary filled.
Chrism studied the flow. “That should do nicely,
Dart.” She flicked a gaze in his direction. His lids lowered
slightly. A glow bloomed softly on his wrist, moonlight through a
break in clouds. Chrism had cast a blessing upon himself. The blood
stopped flowing, dripping away, healed.
“The bit of linen, please,” Chrism said.
Dart let go of the repostilary with one hand and
reached for a folded slip of green Kashmiri linen. She snatched it
up and held it out.
Chrism turned his wrist toward her. She dabbed the
blood from his skin. No sign of her stabbing wound remained.
Clutching the repostilary, Dart finished her
ministrations, wiping the last drops away. The bit of linen would
be burned upon the brazier outside the chamber, a fire continually
stoked for this very purpose. The residual Grace in the scrap of
cloth was too capricious, dangerous, unpredictable, apt to be used
in dark rites by black alchemists. Such items had to be purged
regularly, including Chrism’s daily garments after the slightest
soiling by sweat or bile, the same with his bedsheets. Even forks
and spoons were cleansed in fire to burn off any residual
saliva.
Her focus on Dark Graces brought her back to the
afternoon in the gardens, to the murder of the woman named Jacinta,
turned to ash. She pictured the cursed black blade—and the man who
had wielded it, a lord she knew by name now after inquiring
discreetly.
Yaellin de Mar. Another of Chrism’s Hands.
Dart knew nothing else about the man, avoiding him
at every turn. The man oversaw the aspect of black bile, the solids
passed by Chrism into a crystal chamber pot, twinned with another
pot that collected the god’s yellow bile each morning and
night.
Dart had gone over the murder in the gardens . . .
and Jacinta’s final words. Myrillia will be free! What did
that mean?
It was the woman who had brought the cursed dagger
onto the grounds. Once exposed, she had seemed to throw herself on
the dagger to keep from being captured. Why? And what role did
Yaellin have in all this? If innocent, why hadn’t word of the
encounter in the garden spread, especially here in the High
Wing?
Dart had her own secrets, too many already. She
wanted no others. So she had spoken to no one about it, not even
Laurelle. What could she say? How could Dart accuse or slander a
Hand who had been in service to Chrism for going on his second
decade?
Distracted by these black thoughts, Dart missed the
roll of a drop of blood from Chrism’s wrist. It fell toward the
stones. Wincing, she watched the ruby jewel splatter—not against
the floor, but upon a bronze nose. Pupp had darted forward,
catching the drop in midair.
Rather than passing through her ghostly companion,
the droplet found substance. With the touch of blood, Pupp grew
momentarily solid. His bronze nails clicked on the stone floor. His
molten form settled into ruddy plates and a mane of razored spikes.
Dart felt the heat of his presence like a stoked fire.
She froze.
Chrism’s eyes had returned to the view out the
window as Dart had finished her ministrations, but now he stirred
in his seat. Pupp stared up at the seated god. His eyes flared
brighter. His tongue, a lick of flame, lolled out.
As Chrism leaned forward, the droplet of blood
sizzled on Pupp’s nose and burned away. A tiny dance of smoke
marked its passage. And Pupp’s form turned just as smoky.
“What’s that scent?” Chrism asked. He withdrew his
arm, placed his palm on the armrest, and shifted upward, staring
around the room.
Dart waved a hand through the puff of blood smoke,
clearing her throat. Pupp shook his head like a wet dog and trotted
back across the room.
Chrism failed to note his passage, but his nose
remained crinkled.
Dart quickly bowed her head. “One of the other
Hands must be cleansing the utensils from your last meal, my Lord.
In the grand brazier outside your doors.”
With a worried crinkle of brow, Chrism settled back
to his seat, but not before glancing one more time around the
room.
Keeping her head down, Dart carefully plugged the
repostilary with its crystal stopper and returned it to the
wyrmwood box. She then folded the scarf over the box, and though
her knees threatened to betray her, she stood smoothly.
“You did very well, Dart.” Chrism returned to his
watch on the flowing river below his window.
“Thank you, my Lord.”
“Take the repostilary to Matron Shashyl. She’ll
instruct you from here.”
“Yes, my Lord.” Dart backed toward the door.
As her fingers touched the door’s latch, Chrism
spoke again, only a mumble, still staring out the window. “We must
be watchful . . . all of us.”
“So tell me every bit,” Laurelle said in a rush of
breath and silk, sweeping into Dart’s chamber. “Was it
terrifying?”
Dart closed the door behind her friend. Laurelle
was dressed in a white cotton dress, belted with silver silk, a
match to her slippers. Dart had changed out of her own finery and
back into a more comfortable shift that fell about her like a sack.
She found its plainness a comfort.
Laurelle fled to Dart’s bed and perched on its
edge. Her eyes glowed in the last rays of the sun. Beyond her
windows, the deeper bowers of the Eldergarden already shone with
moonglobes and dancing fireflits.
Dart settled to a spot on the bed beside Laurelle.
She took a pillow and hugged it to her belly.
Laurelle fell back to the crimson coverlet, arms
flung out. “To see a god cry . . .” she murmured. “His tears shone
like molten silver. I feared collecting them. How my hands shook!
The tiny crystal spoon quavered in my grip.”
Dart listened as Laurelle related her own first
collection of Chrism’s tears. It was a heady day for both of them.
Dart still felt a twinge of unease. Pupp had almost been seen, made
solid by the blood of the very god she served. It awakened her own
fear of discovery . . . not only of her strange ghostly companion,
but of her corruption.
Blood . . . why did she have to be chosen for
blood?
“So tell me,” Laurelle finished, sitting back up.
“Did his humour glow with Grace? Did you swoon? I’d heard back at
the school that some Hands faint away when drawing their first
blood.”
Dart glanced to her friend. “Truly?”
Laurelle’s eyes widened. She reached a hand to
Dart. “Did you faint?”
Dart shook her head.
“Then what happened? You have a great look of worry
upon you.”
Dart stared into her friend’s eyes. Perhaps she
could tell all to Laurelle. About Pupp, about the murder in the
gardens, about her own defilement. Instead she found herself
relating the event in dry tones. She spoke of Chrism’s kindness and
patience, of her own nervousness, of the successful draw. Laurelle
listened to all with rapt attention.
Dart made no mention of Pupp . . . nor of Chrism’s
final cryptic words. We must be watchful . . . all of
us.
“It all went well, then,” Laurelle stated as Dart
finished. “Why the long pout?”
Dart shook her head. “I . . . I’m just tired. It
was trying. See . . . seeing the blood and all.”
Laurelle’s fingers squeezed hers. “But you didn’t
faint. You should be proud.”
Dart offered a weak smile. It was all she could
manage.
Her sour mood dulled the shine from Laurelle but
failed to subdue her entirely. “Come,” she said, standing abruptly
and drawing Dart up by the hand. “Matron Shashyl has promised us a
special feast to celebrate our first day. It’s to be served in the
common room. All the Hands will be there.”
Dart now felt a swoon threaten. All the Hands .
. .
The sixth bell rang out in the courtyard. It was
answered by a small chime sounding in the High Wing’s hall.
“We must get you dressed,” Laurelle said. “Matron
Shashyl sent me in here to fetch you. She said you were suffering a
headache and she didn’t want to disturb your rest until now.”
Dart glanced to the cold cup of willow bark tea,
untouched. She had feigned illness to escape to her chambers after
the bloodletting. Shashyl had seemed to understand, nodding and
taking her under her thick arm. She must have suspected, like
Laurelle, that Dart had been overcome, perhaps swooned.
A part of Dart felt a stab of irritation. She had
performed the bloodletting without mishap. Did they all think so
little of her ability? Had she not accomplished her studies with
dutiful alacrity?
That bit of fire helped steady Dart’s legs. If she
could stab a god, she could face the gathered Hands. Even the
black-and-silver-haired Yaellin de Mar. He had given no indication
that he recognized her from the gardens. And why should he? She had
nothing to fear.
So she allowed Laurelle to tug free her shift, and
together they searched her wardrobe for proper attire.
“Not too fine,” Laurelle said. “We mustn’t come off
too pompous. But then again, we don’t want to appear as drab
either.” Dart soon found herself in a ruffled white dress with a
crimson sash. Though only of moderate splendor, it was far better
than any of her clothes back at school. She felt like a mushroom
masquerading as a flower.
Laurelle gave her one final look, fixing back a few
loose curls. “Perfect.”
As if timed, a knock sounded at the door. Matron
Shashyl called from the hall, “How are you faring in there? Dinner
is being brought up to the commons. Master Pliny will not leave a
quail’s wing to split between the two of you if you keep his ample
appetite waiting.”
Laurelle hid a giggle behind her fingers. It was a
common jest across the High Wing that Master Pliny, the Hand of
Chrism’s Sweat, was more a servant of his belly than his god.
Dart and Laurelle crossed to the door. Laurelle
took her hand. Dart found comfort in the familiarity and support.
Laurelle leaned over and gave Dart a fast peck on the cheek. “As
long as we’re together, we’ll always be fine.”
Dinner lasted past the eighth bell. Course after
course had been marched into the common room: a soup of roasted
butternut squash sprinkled with sweet cheese, a sour stew of boar’s
meat and ale, an oven full of gravy pies, platters of spit-turned
rabbit and quails, a huge haunch of roasted boeuf seasoned with
peppered apples, and lastly, spun confections of sugar and cinnamon
shaped into fanciful creatures of lore.
By the end, Dart’s head whirled amid the chatter
and flows of wine.
Laurelle kept at her side, bolstering her up.
Skilled with a charmed tongue, she had no trouble keeping up
conversation. Dart was left mostly to watch, nibble, and sip.
All the Hands were in attendance. It had been many
seasons since any new Hands had been brought into the fold. The six
other men and women seemed more family than fellow servants. They
squabbled, they pointed forks, they laughed, they taunted with
jokes that originated in their shared pasts. Dart sensed it would
take considerable time to blend in with this bunch.
But Laurelle tried her best. “And when all the
illuminaria shattered, the looks on the other girls’ faces were
shocked to the point of speechlessness. And Healer Paltry, I had
never seen him so shook up.”
Dart had only been half-listening up to this point,
having been caught up in a conversation between Master Pliny and
Mistress Naff about the price of repostilaries. It seemed the flow
of Grace between borders had been slowing of late, due to growing
turmoil and odd behavior among some of the realms. Dart had
listened intently, only to be drawn back to Laurelle at the sound
of her own name.
“Dart looked the sickest of them all though. So
green of face that you could barely note the mark of purity on her
forehead.”
“I can only imagine Healer Paltry’s countenance,”
Master Munchcryden mumbled. The diminutive man, the Hand of Yellow
Bile, dabbed the corner of his lips with the edge of his sleeve.
“How I would’ve liked to have been in that chamber to see that
eternal smile of his break.”
Laurelle turned to Dart. “You know best. You should
tell this story.”
Dart felt an icy finger of terror trace her spine.
She knew Laurelle was only trying to include them in the table’s
talk, to share anecdotes of their own shared past. Everyone knew
Healer Paltry here, as he served as the High Wing’s healer and
physik. To gently gibe him seemed to please the table.
Dart found one set of eyes falling with studied
intent upon her. No amusement shone in Master Yaellin’s dark eyes.
He wore a silver shirt with an ebony surcoat over it, adorned with
raven feathers stitched into it as shimmering accents. The reminder
of ravens unsettled Dart further.
“What reason did Healer Paltry give for the shatter
of the illuminaria?” Yaellin asked. The casual manner of his words
did not match his eyes.
Dart found all attention upon her. Under such
weight, she lowered her gaze, fixing her attention to her wine
goblet. “He said such things sometimes happened. That ofttimes the
illuminaria would flare brighter with certain testings.” She
attempted to punctuate her disinterest with a shrug. She ended up
bobbling her wineglass and spilling it across the white
linen.
A maid quickly scurried forward and dabbed up the
pool. The distraction helped divert attention. Other conversations
started. Still, one set of eyes remained focused on her.
Yaellin de Mar’s.
“Are you all right?” Laurelle asked.
Dart pushed back her chair. “It’s just the wine.
I’m not accustomed to such richness of fare. I think I should
retire to my room.”
Laurelle stood, too. “I’ll go with you.”
Mistress Naff lifted her wineglass to them. She was
lithe of form and generous of bosom, dressed in a gown of red and
brown silks, matching the drape and braid of her hair. Though rich
of cloth, it was also somewhat chaste, laced to the neck. Naff was
the Hand to Chrism’s seed. It was whispered back at school that
some such Hands would occasionally bed their gods to collect the
vital humours, but these rumors were mostly told among the boys,
amid snickers and rude comments. It was in fact not the manner.
Once monthly, a god would spill his seed or her menstral bleeding
into a crystal repostilary. Sometimes a Hand would attend, more
often they would merely be called in to collect the crystal
receptacle afterward. As such rare humours allowed Grace to be
blessed upon a living person, they were second only to blood in
importance.
Mistress Naff nodded to them. “Sleep well. And
welcome to our small family.”
Dart gave a half curtsy. She recognized a certain
sadness in Mistress Naff’s eyes. Did she see her own lost youth in
their young faces? Mistress Naff had served Lord Chrism for only
eight years, but already Grace had aged her countenance with early
lines and sags. The humour she served was said to be the hardest
burden to bear. Though handled only monthly, its Grace was attuned
to living people, wearing its servant more than the others.
The other Hands acknowledged the departing girls
with raised glasses, except for Master Pliny, who grunted and
lifted a honeycake, dusting crumbs from his full belly.
Here was their new family.
Master Fairland and Mistress Tre stood up, too, and
announced their departure. They were the most silent of the Hands,
barely speaking, seldom smiling, a twin brother and sister, both
chosen at the same time, representing the humours of saliva and
phlegm respectively. They kept mostly to themselves, even shaving
their dark heads to match, a custom among the steamy jungles of the
Fourth Land. They were also the newest Hands, besides Dart and
Laurelle, having been chosen three years ago.
The assembly continued to disperse in the wake of
Dart and Laurelle’s departure. Dart heard the well wishes and good
nights spreading among the others. She glanced over one shoulder as
the twin Hands departed toward their neighboring rooms.
In the doorway to the commons, Yaellin de Mar
stood, leaning on the frame, his face in shadows. But Dart knew
those eyes were on her. Why? He had shown no interest in her before
now.
Without a doubt, the damnable story of the
illuminaria had piqued some curiosity in him. None of the other
Hands had found the story anything but an amusement. Yet Yaellin’s
attention pinned her like a crossbow’s bolt. This last thought drew
a shiver. A crossbow’s bolt. The murder of Master Willym
replayed in her head. It had been a murder meant for her . . . or
rather the position she held, the new Hand of blood. But now
Dart wondered. Had it been a more personal attack?
Without turning, she felt Yaellin’s eyes still upon
her. What did the breaking of the illuminaria mean? Prior to this
moment, she had never properly considered it, too caught up in
terror and circumstance since that day. If it had garnered the
attention of Yaellin, had it also attracted someone else’s eye,
too? Someone with ill intent? She again pictured the blood pouring
from Master Willym, his weight falling on her.
Was there more meaning upon that attempt on her
life?
She glanced over her shoulder. The doorway to the
commons was empty.
Yaellin de Mar was gone.
She knew she would have to watch him more
closely.
If she was ever to get any answers . . .
Sleep came hard. The rich food and wine did not
sit well on her worried stomach. Dart listened to each bell’s
ringing, until the final bell chimed with the rising of the Mother.
The greater moon’s face shone full, bright even through the sheer
drapery.
But sleep did finally come . . . and dreams.
Dart smelled the sea. She was being carried in a
woman’s arms, a babe again, her bearer’s bosom pressed tight to her
tiny head.
“We cannot wait the tide,” the woman said to
another. “They almost caught us in the wood.”
The cloaked figure nodded and led the way down a
tiny stone quay. He was dressed all in black, even his boots. As he
turned to glance behind, she noted his face was masked.
A Shadowknight.
He crossed to a low skiff with black sails moored
at the quay’s end.
The woman hurried after, bouncing Dart in her arms.
Moonlight shone on her face: auburn hair tied in a single braid,
green eyes crinkled with lines of middle years, her complexion bled
of all color. Dart knew the woman from vague memories of her
earliest years, but even more from the oiled paintings that hung in
the Conclave. It was the former headmistress of the school, the
woman who had rescued Dart from the hinterlands.
She reached the skiff and hopped into its bow. “We
must be away.”
“What of the others?” the cloaked figure, a man
from the timbre of his speech, asked while freeing the mooring
lines.
“Gone . . . oh sweet gods above, all gone . .
.”
He tossed the ropes into the stern and dropped
beside the rudder. He yanked the black gloves from his hands and
dropped them in the boat’s bottom.
A horrible howl erupted, sounding as near as a
stone’s throw. It was all blood and bile.
“They’re here!”
“And we’re away.” The knight waved a hand at the
sails, and they filled with winds. The skiff sped across the silver
waters of a cove, aiming for the open waters.
The beastly howl chased after them.
The headmistress slunk to the floor of the skiff,
cradling Dart in her lap. The swaddling fell open. Dart felt a
small tug on her belly. Something fiery rose from the edge of her
swaddling, where her navel lay. An ugly face of molten bronze,
barely formed, only the pair of fiery eyes, glowing agate stones,
were familiar.
Pupp . . .
He was no bigger than a kitten, curled on her
belly. He lay nested around a blackened knot on her belly, the tied
stump of her umbilicus. He attempted to suckle it like a nipple,
seeking milk. Again she felt that tug at her belly . . . no,
deeper . . . coming from beyond flesh and bone. Pupp’s form
flared brighter. He then settled back to her belly, half-sunken in
her flesh, ghostly.
The man spoke as they cleared the cove. “You can
still drown the babe. Be done with the abomination.”
A shake of the head. “She is no abomination.”
Dart was collected back to the headmistress’s
bosom, her swaddling secured. Neither seemed aware of the suckling
Pupp.
“The Cabal wanted her blood,” the headmistress
continued. “Rivenscryr must not be forged anew.”
The skiff reached the open waters, now riding
smooth swells. Behind them, the howl echoed.
The Shadowknight guided the craft, one hand on the
rudder, the other occasionally waved at the sails. Dart noted the
black tips of his raised fingers, dark to the first knuckle. Dried
blood. A blessing of air alchemies.
“There will be others,” the man intoned.
The woman clutched her tighter. “But they won’t
have this one.”
A strong gust filled the sail with a snap of cloth
and rope. The boat sped faster. The man glanced back to the
receding cliffs of the shoreline, then forward again. “We’re clear.
Even their naether-lenses won’t be able to track us.”
The headmistress relaxed, though her hands still
trembled. Her next words were a mumble meant only for her own ears.
“What have I done?”
The knight heard. “What you had to. You know that,
Melinda.”
A sigh answered him. “But have we done the child
any kindness?”
The man stared down at Dart, his eyes aglow with
Grace above his masklin. “These are not kind times,” he said sadly.
“And the worst is yet to come. If what we dread comes to pass . .
.”
“I know . . . I know . . . but it seems such a
large burden for one so small.”
The man grunted. “Sacrifices must be made by all.
You saved her from the knife, now you must leave her hidden and
unnoticed, a buried key.”
The woman rocked the baby. As Dart felt her dream
self grow droopy, one tiny hand rose to nuzzle her thumb. She
struggled to listen, to hold the threads of her dream.
They proved too fragile, more light than
substance.
Words began to dissolve. Images, too. Her blood . .
. the headmistress whispered as the boat and sea grew darker.
The knight’s words faded. It will take corruption
to fight corruption.
Will she be strong enough . . . ?
She must be.
Oh, Ser Henri, what have we done?
There was no answer, only darkness and quiet as
true sleep carried her deeper, both babe and girl, beyond dreams,
beyond words.
Dart woke with sunrise. Her tongue felt thick, and
her head addled. The light through the drapery felt brittle and
sharpened to points. She sat up, thirsty, her stomach churning. Had
she drunk too much wine?
She shoved her feet free of the bedclothes and
stood unsteadily.
Pupp poked his bronze nose from under the bed,
blinked at her, then retreated back into the darkness. He seemed no
more pleased with the morning.
Dart crossed to the privy, unsure if her stomach
would hold. Every joint ached as she pumped cold water into the
carved marble basin. She soaked a cloth and pressed it to her face.
The icy chill quickly cooled the slight fever to her skin, her head
ached less, and her stomach settled.
Echoes of the night’s dream played in her head. A
vague remembrance of a boat ride, the headmistress, and a
Shadowknight. They had been talking about her, a babe. Any meaning
had been clouded, snatches of a conversation, more inference than
communication. Chrism’s words returned instead: We must be
watchful . . . all of us.
She knew this to be true.
Dart stepped back to her room. In the light of
morning, it was easier to set aside her disturbing dreams.
She crossed to her wardrobe and was struck by an
odd odor. She had not noted it before; perhaps she had been too
addled. The scent was as faint as a whisper and seemed to fade with
every breath she took, making its source difficult to discern. It
smelled of sweated horses and the tang of wintersnap.
Halting in the middle of the room, she turned
slowly around.
Pupp remained hidden, but his eyes shone from the
gloom under her bed. He must have sensed her sudden tension.
Dart moved slowly to one of the four iron braziers
that dotted each corner of the room. Each was identical, shaped
like a repostilary jar, covered by a tiny grate. She checked the
two closest to the window first. Both were cold to the touch.
She moved to the one by the privy. Also cold.
Already the scent faded beyond her senses. Perhaps
she had imagined it. Maybe it had been a miasma from her morning
illness.
She crossed to the last brazier, by the door. Her
fingers brushed its surface.
The iron warmed her cold fingertips. She placed her
palm on its side. It was not hot to the touch, but it was not cold
either. Whatever small fire had heated the metal had only recently
been extinguished.
Bending down, she creaked open the grate and peered
inside. The strange scent wafted stronger again, but the brazier
was empty, cleaned, and wiped. Yet coals had been burned here.
Recently.
Cold dread crept up her spine, drawing her
upright.
Pupp slunk from his hiding place and belly crawled
to her side.
Someone had been in her rooms last night.
Someone had lit her brazier.
Who . . . and why?
Perhaps it had only been Matron Shashyl. But she
always knocked before entering, announcing herself, awaiting
invitation. Though the elderly matron might have a sharp tongue for
the newest of Chrism’s Hands, she had always respected their
private spaces.
No, someone else had been in here.
Dart knew this with horrified certainty. She
glanced around the room, fearful of discovering an extra shadow, a
hand clutching a fold of drapery. She took a few shuddering breaths
to calm herself. Whoever had been here had cleaned the brazier,
covering their steps. They were surely gone again.
Still, Dart found her chest constricting. Whatever
security and solace there had been behind the locked doors of her
rooms was shattered. She had no safe place to call her own.
She trembled. Tears rose.
Someone had been in here, perhaps standing beside
her bed, looking down on her. Why?
She remembered her disturbed slumber, the restless
dreams, the morning queasiness. She could only imagine what dark
alchemies had been burned on the brazier.
To what end? By whose hand? Or rather which
Hand?
Dart pictured the dark eyes of the Hand of black
bile, studying her over dinner, watching her. There could be no
doubt.
Yaellin de Mar had been in her room.