4
BLOOD MOON
NOW IT ENDED.
On the seventh floor of the Conclave’s tower, Dart
sat in a chair, hands folded in her lap. She tried not to stare at
the row of girls seated in chairs along one side of the hall, and
especially not at the dwindling number of girls that stood between
her and the closed doors at the end of the hall. The sigil of the
healers, an oak sprig, was carved into the door’s lintel.
In preparation for the night’s ceremony, they were
to be tested, and examined, judged whether or not they were pure
enough to kneel before the gods’ Oracles.
Dart already knew her fate.
Tears threatened, a mix of terror, guilt, and
sorrow.
The door opened again, releasing another girl, a
fourth-floorer, who fled along the rows of chairs like a frightened
sparrow. But from the smile on her face, it was not fear, but
delight that was the wind under her wings. On her forehead, she
bore a smudged blue cross, a mix of oils and dyed unguents, marking
her as pure by Healer Paltry. She could attend the ceremony this
night, opening the way to being chosen as a handmaiden.
Matron Grannice appeared in the open doorway. All
the seated girls stood. Dart did the same, well aware of the ache
in her loins, a dull bruise of the former pain.
Matron Grannice waved for the next girl, seated
nearest the door. “Come, Laurelle. We’ve a long day ahead of
us.”
Laurelle curtsied. On this day, she would be the
first of the thirdfloorers to be tested. As was custom, the
sixthfloorers were checked first, then the fifth and fourth,
leaving the thirdfloorers for last. It would be the first time for
Dart’s class to be presented before the Oracles, the blind servants
of various gods, who arrived with the first full moon of summer to
pick handmaidens and handmen for their gods.
Draped in white silk, her feet slippered in snowy
soft velvet, Laurelle crossed to the door. She was the embodiment
of purity. While it was a rarity for a thirdfloorer to be picked,
what Oracle, blind or not, could fail to see the perfection that
was Laurelle mir Hothbrin?
Pausing at the threshold, Laurelle glanced back at
the line of remaining thirdfloorers. The powder on her face could
not hide the blush of heat in her cheeks. Nervousness. She tried to
smile bravely at the others, but it came out sickly.
All eyes, including Dart’s, followed Laurelle as
she disappeared into the healer’s chamber. The door closed.
Now one girl sat between Dart and the door:
Margarite. Like Laurelle, Margarite was dressed in white finery,
down to the flowered tassels on her slippers.
Dart fingered the simple white shift and sash she
wore, trying to pluck some semblance of beauty from it. Still, no
amount of linen, silk, or the finest embroidery could make her pure
again.
“Quit fidgeting!” Margarite spat under her breath,
quick-tempered from her own anxiety.
Dart’s hands settled back to her knees.
For the past seven days, she had hidden all signs
of the attack. But it had not been easy. Ripped and sore, she had
continued to spot her underthings and bedsheets for the first three
days.
On the second night, it came to the attention of
Matron Grannice. Dart had hurriedly told the third floor matron
that the bleeding was from her first menstra. With a frown, the
portly woman had pulled Dart into her private study.
Panicked, Dart had expected her corruption to be
bared, but Matron Grannice had merely sat her down and spoken
kindly and gently. “The bleed is nothing to be ashamed of,” she
consoled. “It is your first step into womanhood.” She then went on
to instruct Dart in how to control her seepage and keep herself
clean. Afterward, the matron had given her a long hug, a rare
showing of warmth and affection from the large woman.
Dart had cried. It was not just relief that drew
out her tears. Wrapped in Matron Grannice’s bosomy embrace, Dart
was reminded how much she was about to lose. It was more than the
roof over her head and the warm meals in her belly. It was the
familiar faces she had known since a babe, the everyday routines of
the only life she knew. Here was her home, her family.
She had cried for a long time until finally Matron
Grannice had gently shushed her, wiped her tears, and sent her back
to her bed.
A few days later, here she sat, awaiting the end.
She would be stripped and spread on Healer Paltry’s bench.
Experienced fingers would touch her shame and find her broken and
spoiled, unfit for a god, too corrupt to even walk the halls of the
Conclave. She would be whipped and cast out to the streets, spurned
by all.
Master Willet had ripped away more than her
virginity and innocence on the floor of the rookery. His rutting
had torn down the very stone walls around her, broken her home into
a bloody ruin. Had the monster known this? Had this been part of
his black pleasure?
Master Willet’s disappearance had not gone
unnoticed by the Conclave. Talk, rumor, and innuendo had quickly
spread: that he had been waylaid by brigands outside the Conclave
and his body dumped in the Tigre where it was washed away; that he
had taken a whore for a wife and fled the First Land; that he had
been practicing some Dark Grace and been sucked into the naether,
never to be seen again. The less fanciful supposed he simply took
service with some other caste and had left before his current
contract was contested. But there were three in the Conclave who
knew the truth: Dart, Pupp, and the person who had sent Master
Willet up the stairs to attack a lone girl.
This last remained hidden, as much an accomplice in
that dark play as those up in the rookery. No one came and pulled
her aside, accused Dart in private or public of the crimes in the
high tower. But someone knew.
Dart’s eyes settled to the hall’s stone floor. Pupp
lay curled, his body steaming gently, his molten brass surface
glowing brighter with each breath, then dimming as he exhaled with
a wheeze of flame. She had experimented with him in solitary
moments, testing various humours to see if anything besides blood
would allow her to touch his phantom form. Nothing did, not saliva,
yellow bile, or even tears.
Only blood.
In the dark, she had planned horrible strategies
upon the body of the one who had sent Master Willet up the stairs.
But now she would be cast out before her vengeance was
complete.
The door at the end of the hall opened again.
Laurelle strode out, back straight, eyes flashing. None needed to
see her satisfied smile or the blue cross on her forehead to know
she had passed judgment. “Margarite!” Matron Grannice called from
the doorway, startling them all. “Don’t drag your heels, child! Get
in here!”
All the girls popped to their feet. Margarite
hurried through the door. Dart moved two steps over and took the
girl’s abandoned seat. It was still warm from the fear of each girl
who had sat there before.
The door closed.
Laurelle stood a few steps down the hall, basking
in the envy of her fellow pupils. “It was nothing,” she consoled
the others. “It is no more frightening than the yearly physique.
Only much more thorough.” She spoke this last with the
authority of a master to apprentices, then pressed the back of her
hand to her forehead. “I have never felt so completely tested, so
sure of my purity and readiness to be a handmaiden.”
Murmurs of approval and assurances that she would
be chosen wafted down the line of seated girls.
Her words awakened the terror in Dart’s heart. As
she stared at the closed door, her eyes traced the oak leaves and
acorns on the lintel. Normally the sigil signified the art of
healing: soothing balms, calming teas, all the gentle Graces to
ease a body. But now the meaning had darkened; beyond that door,
her life ended.
A touch on her shoulder made her jump. She turned
to find Laurelle bent before her. All the girls watched, ready to
see what new mischief Laurelle meant to inflict on Dart for their
amusement.
Pupp was already on his feet, passing through
Laurelle’s gown, his molten skin roiling with agitation.
“I know your secret,” Laurelle whispered, so softly
no other could hear. “I know about the blood.”
Dart tensed, her vision darkened at the
corners.
Laurelle continued. “I overheard Matron Grannice.
Having your first menstra is frightening enough, but to have it
mere days before the full moon ceremony . . .” Her fingers found
Dart’s hand and squeezed ever so gently, then let go. “You’ll be
fine.”
The sudden kindness caught Dart unprepared.
Laurelle straightened. “It’s not like you have any
chance of being chosen this night anyway.”
Snickers and giggles met her words.
But Laurelle seemed deaf to the others. As she
turned away, she carried a haunted look to her eye, and a touch of
something else, the hint of envy again.
Studying her closely, Dart watched Laurelle
struggle for a more confident smile. Dart had always been the
invisible one, the girl in the shadows, as much a phantom as Pupp
at times. For the first time, she wondered how much of a burden it
was to always stand in the light.
Laurelle moved down the line of girls, offering
little words of encouragement and praise. But Dart saw how her
shoulders trembled slightly, burdened by the weight of all the
expectations placed upon her. Not only by the girls, Dart
suspected, but by her family, too.
The creak of hinges drew all their eyes back
around. Margarite appeared, head high, a blue cross shining
brightly on her brow.
“Margarite!” Laurelle cried, rushing to embrace
her. “You passed!”
The girls laughed, dancing in each other’s
arms.
Matron Grannice shooed them farther down the hall.
“Dart, you’re next. Let’s not keep Healer Paltry waiting.”
Dart stood, but with her first step, she came close
to falling. Her knees had turned to porridge, her thighs to rubber.
Only a quick hand to the wall saved her.
“It’s not a walk to the gallows,” the matron
grumbled and helped her stand straighter with a grip on her
elbow.
Dart was half led, half dragged over the
threshold.
“Why does she even bother?” Margarite said behind
her. “Who would pick such a weed when there are flowers like us to
choose?”
Matron Grannice closed the door behind Dart,
shutting out the rest of the thirdfloorers. Dart wondered if she’d
ever see them again.
Behind her, Pupp pushed through the door, trotting
to Dart’s side. The healer’s illuminarium was bright with candles
and smoky with burning stems of dried herbs. The scent of witchweed
and briertail almost made her swoon.
“Come, child.” Matron Grannice led her past the
cramped antechamber and into the illuminarium proper.
The room was circular in shape with small cots
aligned along the wall like the markings on a sundial. The beds
normally comforted the ill, but they had been emptied for this
hallowed day. Privacy was necessary to adequately judge the
potential servitors to the gods.
In the center of the room, a single bench rested,
shaped like a reclining figure, arms and legs spread. Dart had
never seen such a bench, but she had heard of it.
Along with the four sacred illuminaria that
surrounded it.
Above the bench, a chandelier blazed with
fist-sized bulbs; the glass globes held small drizzles of a fire
god’s humour, burning brightly. Below, a crystal basin brimmed with
water, its surface stirring in a constant whirlpool, blessed by a
single tear from a god of water. And to either side rested the
remaining two illuminaria: a small glass terrarium containing a
full-grown, miniature oak tree, perfect down to its pin-sized
acorns, and a lightning box that held a billowing cloud behind
glass, flashing and roiling. They represented loam and air
respectively. Each aspect was represented to verify the purity of
the supplicant.
As Dart stood at the threshold, she sensed her
doom. Even if she could somehow hide her shame from mortal eyes,
the four illuminaria would reveal her corruption.
“Off with your clothes,” Matron Grannice said with
a trace of impatience and boredom. “Pile them on the bed over
there, then return to the bench and lie down.”
Dart undid her buttons with shaking fingers.
“Mistress . . .” she began, sensing she might fare better if she
revealed all now.
“Shush, Dart. Now is not the time to speak. Here
comes Healer Paltry.”
The head of the Conclave’s healing caste entered
through a back door. He was dressed in a simple robe of blue silk
with a hatching of oak leaves around the collar. He was not a tall
man, barely Dart’s own height. His eyes were the deepest blue. His
hair, long to the shoulder, was as dark as any raven’s feather.
Though barely thirty years past his birth, his skills in the Arts
were known throughout Myrillia. It was said he even ministered to
Chrism himself at the Grand Castillion. And here at the Conclave,
there was many a girl who feigned fever or stomach churns just to
be near him.
Even Matron Grannice tugged a loose strand of hair
into place behind an ear, smoothing it down as he strode to
them.
Though busy, Paltry still offered Dart a tired
smile. “Be welcome, child. There is nothing to fear here.”
Nodding despite the lace of terror around her
heart, Dart shimmied out of her outers. Then after a moment’s
hesitation, she stripped bare of all, even her scuffed slippers.
There was no reason for shyness with Healer Paltry. Twice yearly,
the man gave the girls their physiques, confirming their intact
virginity. He was always gentle, teasing with light words, his
hands always warm.
“Onto the bench with you, child,” Matron Grannice
said with a nudge, bumping her back to the moment.
But Dart found herself frozen in place, knees
locked together. “Mistress . . .”
Paltry cupped her chin. “This will be quick.”
His calming touch released her from the spell of
her fear, and she stumbled stiffly to the bench. With gentle
directions, she lay back, spreading her arms out and her legs along
the joists. Her hands nearly touched the illuminarias of loam and
air. Overhead, the fire globes blazed hotly, and below, unseen,
Dart felt the stir of the basin’s waters in her own stomach.
Now it would all end.
Paltry leaned over her, holding four thimble-sized
jars. “This unguent is made of the blood of the four aspects. You
might feel a little tingle, and the corresponding illuminaria will
shine brighter if you are accepted. You must pass all four. Do you
understand?”
“Y-yes.” She squeezed closed her eyes. In her ears
echoed the cries of ravens.
A finger touched her brow four times: top, bottom,
left, and right. The points of a cross. Only if she passed would
the marks be connected with blue oils, sealing her purity.
Dart shook, knowing that would never happen.
As the fourth mark blessed her forehead, Paltry
spoke near her ear. “Now to judge the purity of your spirit
and—”
Glass exploded with a shatter. Dart cried out,
curling in a ball. Overhead, shards rained down from the
chandelier.
Dart felt impacts rattle the underside of the
bench. Slivers cut into her back and arms and thighs, like a
thousand bee stings.
Matron Grannice yelped, ducking away. Pupp raced in
circles around the bench, eyes ablaze, jumping and leaping, as
startled as any of them.
All around light blazed from the four illuminaria,
near blinding in their brilliance.
Paltry stood, bleeding from lacerations on his
face. His eyes were huge. “By all the gods . . .” he swore under
his breath. The light quickly faded from the four exploded
illuminaria. “I’ve never seen such a response.”
“What happened?” Matron Grannice asked, accusation
in her voice, her eyes fixed on Dart.
“I didn’t . . . I couldn’t . . .” Dart said. “I’m
sorry.”
Paltry wiped his face, picking out glass, then did
the same for Dart. “It’s not her fault. While normally the
illuminaria wax only slightly brighter, I’ve witnessed more
brilliant displays over the years. Yet nothing of this magnitude.
The strength and clarity of her spirit is without question.”
Finished with his ministrations, he glanced up at Grannice. “From
this radiant response of the illuminaria, I see no need to perform
a physique.”
Dart felt a surge of hope. Without an intimate
exam, her terrible secret would remain hidden. Perhaps for another
half year, until the next physique.
But such hope was dashed with Matron Grannice’s
next words. “You must, Healer Paltry. A supplicant before the
Oracles must be cleared spiritually and physically.”
Paltry stared at the ruined illuminarias. “Of
course, you’re right. But let’s be quick about this. I must study
in more detail what happened here.” He waved for Dart to stretch
back on the bench. He examined her with swift efficiency, hurried,
with none of his usual gentleness.
Dart trembled under his touch as he checked her
body from brow to toe. Lastly, he crouched between her spread legs
and reached toward the ache in her loins, probing toward the root
of her shame. “She’s been bleeding,” he said.
“Her first menstra,” Grannice explained, arms
folded.
By now, tears rolled down Dart’s cheeks. She
awaited the end of her life.
With a clearing of his throat, Paltry straightened
and gained his feet. “Everything appears fine,” he said, patting
her inner thigh. “She can attend the night’s ceremony.”
Dart gasped in shock, struggling to speak.
“Up with you then, child,” Matron Grannice said.
“Into your clothes.”
Dart stared between the portly woman and the healer
as he marked her forehead in blue oil. “I . . . I passed?”
She could not keep the incredulity out of her
voice. Was she healed? Maybe the attack in the rookery had been
just some horrible nightmare. She could almost believe it, wanted
to believe it. At times over the past days, it had even felt that
way. Or had some Grace secretly blessed her, made her pure
again?
“Pure,” she repeated aloud. In her heart, the word
also meant home and family.
“Yes, yes,” Matron Grannice scolded, “it’s indeed a
blessed miracle. Now get yourself dressed. You’ve much to do before
the full moon rises.” The matron turned to Paltry. “What of the
other girls? Those still in the hall?”
Paltry shook his head. “I can test no others. It
will take some days to acquire another four illuminaria. As such,
they will not be able to attend this moon’s ceremony.”
Grannice hurried Dart into her clothes. “See what
you’ve done, child! Ruined it for all the others!”
“But I didn’t mean to—”
“It’s truly not her fault,” Paltry pledged in her
defense.
Dart nodded vigorously, tugging on the last of her
clothes. She could only imagine the anger of the remaining
thirdfloorers. There would not be another choosing until
midwinter.
Frowning deeply, Matron Grannice led the way to the
door. Dart hopped after her, trying to get her foot into her last
slipper. Pupp, thinking it a game, jumped and nipped at her loose
footwear. She shooed him away.
The matron reached the door and tugged it open. As
Dart pulled into her slipper, she heard the matron’s announcement
and the shocked responses that followed. Wincing, she stood in the
shadows, sheltered behind the large woman’s bulk.
Healer Paltry placed a reassuring hand on her
shoulder and leaned to her ear, speaking low and urgently. “I don’t
know what you did with Master Willet, but I promise you I’ll find
out.”
Dart gasped. Understanding struck her immediately.
She had passed the healing wards on the seventh floor on her way to
the rookery. The room tilted, and her vision darkened.
Paltry was Willet’s partner. The healer had lied about her
purity a moment ago. She remembered his fingers . . . in her,
probing . . . possibly even appreciating his partner’s bloody
handiwork.
A shudder passed through her. She felt violated all
over again, her momentary hope dashed into ruins. She felt
unmoored, terrified, trapped.
“I’ll be watching you, Dart.” His voice was as
gentle as ever, but his fingers dug deeper, painful, threatening.
“In the meantime, it seems we both have secrets to keep.”
Matron Grannice spoke above the babble of shocked
voices from the hall. “Come, Dart. Night won’t wait on you
forever.”
With a small cry, Dart fled the healer’s grasp and
into the passageway. Forty pairs of eyes narrowed at her in angry
rebuke. None came to congratulate her on the blue cross on her
forehead. She felt a bone-deep urge to flee to the nearest privy
and scrub the mark off. But for now the cross was all that stood
between her and banishment.
She continued down the hall, refusing to look back.
She had won back her home for a short time—but was it even worth
it?
Laurelle and Margarite met her at the end of the
hall. They stared at her as if she had been freshly dredged up from
the muddy bottoms of the Tigre.
“What happened back there?” Laurelle asked.
Dart shook her head. She had a more important
mystery to ponder: What was she going to do now?
Night came much too quickly.
Dart huddled with the crowd of other supplicants in
the hall below the High Chapel. In the center of the room, a spiral
brass staircase wound up to the sacred domed chamber above, but the
way remained locked, awaiting the rising of Mother moon’s full face
and the chiming of the oracular bells.
Earlier, after sunset, Dart and the others had been
sent here to prepare themselves. Small altars dotted the walls of
the hall. After fasting the entire day, the supplicants to the
Oracles were required to burn a stick of incense, sending their
prayers up into the aether, while dropping leaden weights into deep
watery troughs to shed their sins into the naether below.
With this final purification complete, only the
waiting remained.
Dart stared around her. Off by the staircase, in a
place of honor, the young men and women of the fifth and sixth
floors gathered, stubbornly struggling to look calm or bored, but
Dart saw their terror. Time ran short for members of this group. It
was the very last ceremony for some of them, the last chance to be
chosen.
On the other side of the hall, the fourthfloorers
chattered merrily, wide-eyed and still fresh to the ceremonies,
excited by the pageantry of it all.
Closer at hand, a sea of boys surrounded her, all
thirdfloorers, dressed in the traditional black breeches, tucked
into gray boots with loose gray shirts. The likelihood of being
chosen was slim for those of such tender age. As such, their
attention was focused away from the spiral staircase and toward the
odd trio of small girls in their midst: Laurelle, Margarite, and
Dart.
Word of the incineration of the illuminaria had
spread rapidly through the Conclave. A few glared at Dart with
murderous intent, others seemed merely intrigued, while most simply
found it all too amusing.
“So they blew up?” Kessel asked, motioning with his
hands and whistling. “I wish I could have seen poor Healer Paltry’s
face!” The boy screwed up his own face into a mock of outraged
shock.
His young attendants almost burst from trying to
stifle their laughter, patting him on the back, holding their
sides, and trying not to make too much noise.
“It was not funny!” Laurelle huffed at him, pinning
the others with a baleful glare. “The . . . the accident ruined the
chances for the other girls. Now they have to wait half a year,
until the midwinter ceremony.”
“That only leaves more chances for all of us!”
Kessel said with a shrug. “We should be thanking that girl.”
The gathered gazes focused back on Dart. She tried
to shrink away.
“Don’t worry,” Margarite said heatedly. “The other
girls will be thanking her later up on our floor.”
“That’s if she isn’t chosen first,” said a boy in
the back. Dart did not know his name, but she had noticed him
before. He was new to the Conclave, arriving only last year. He was
taller than the others, his skin a deeper bronze than theirs,
suggesting he came from one of the lands far to the south. But he
never said exactly where, not even to his fellow
thirdfloorers.
“She’ll never be chosen,” Margarite shot back.
“Look at her, wearing hand-downs from storage. She smells of
mothguard and mold.”
Dart kept her arms crossed over her black dress,
tucking down her frayed gray half cloak. Even her boots were
mottled white with age, not like the rich gray leathers of
Margarite’s and Laurelle’s footwear.
“It is not the cut of one’s cloth that will be
judged here,” the bronze boy said, turning away dismissively.
Dart appreciated his support, but it was futile.
Despite the blue cross on her forehead, she was not pure enough to
kneel before the Oracles of the Myrillian gods. It was not only
mothguard and mold that would be sniffed out by these blind seekers
of handmaidens and handmen. They would surely know of her
corruption. The servants in the High Chapel were not mere boxes of
old humour, like the illuminaria. They were the very senses of the
gods.
The best she could hope was not to be exposed. And
if she did indeed escape such ruin, what then? The punishment that
would surely be inflicted upon her by the other girls was nothing
compared to the terror that awaited her in the empty halls, where
Healer Paltry would be waiting.
She had only one other hope.
Pupp appeared out of the crowd of boys, winding
around some, passing straight through others. The crowds had him
all excited. He pranced to her side, glowing brightly, his
brass-plated muzzle steaming, a tongue of flame lolling from his
razored mouth. At her side, he shook out his mane of copper spikes,
ruffling them like real fur.
As she reached a hand to him, chimes began to ring
overhead.
The oracular bells.
The room immediately went silent. Laurelle and
Margarite grabbed each other’s hands and pulled in close.
At the top of the spiral staircase, double doors
were thrown wide. The musky scent of darkleaf flowed down from the
open doorway, accompanied by bright moonlight. The beaten silver
doors shone like shields of pure light.
The ceremony had begun.
The fifth- and sixthfloorers headed up the brass
stairway, winding around and around. They would be presented first,
followed in order by the other floors. As everybody waited to mount
the steps, tension in the room grew thicker. Many were already in
tears, wiping them away quickly lest they appear weak. One boy from
the third floor ran to an altar stone and emptied his belly with a
splash of fluid. None derided him. All felt the same.
Now was the moment when dreams were either lost or
fulfilled.
As the last fifthfloorer disappeared into the vast
vault that was the High Chapel, the fourth floor’s group headed up
the steps, their earlier chatter strangled away by the austere
moment.
At the base of the staircase, the boys from the
third floor had already gathered. Their faces craned upward, bathed
in moonlight. Only one remained bowed, eyes on the floor: the
bronze boy who had come to Dart’s defense. His lips moved in silent
prayer.
Dart found herself staring at him. In the
moonlight, his skin appeared even darker, a bronzed sculpture in
prayer. Then his group began the winding climb to the High Chapel.
He unclasped his hands and followed.
Dazed, Dart continued to stand there, frozen in
place, a statue, too.
A small hiss drew her attention. Laurelle motioned
to her. She and Margarite, still hand in hand, were heading for the
stairs. Pupp followed after them, sniffing at the edges of their
dresses.
Dart found her feet moving on their own. She
hurried to the girls, finding comfort in the familiarity of her
fellow students. As she joined them, Laurelle reached out with her
free hand and gripped Dart’s. All past sins forgotten in the terror
of the moment. Even Margarite nodded to her, eyes wide.
The last thirdfloor boy mounted the stair.
The girls stared at one another. Who would go
first? Laurelle took a deep breath, steeled her grip upon her two
companions, then let go. She crossed stolidly to the stairs and
climbed them. Margarite was right at her heels.
Pupp planted his forepaws on the lowest step and
wagged the stump of his brass tail. He stared back at Dart. For the
briefest flicker, she again saw a strange, dark intelligence
shining from his eyes, studying her. Then it was gone, snuffed away
by unseen winds. Dart headed to the stairs. Laurelle and Margarite
were already two steps ahead. She hurried to close the gap. Her
boots clanged on the brass stairs. The rail was ice to her
fingers.
She stared at the line of boys vanishing away
through the blindingly bright doors overhead. Nothing could be seen
beyond. The line of supplicants continued to be swallowed
away.
At last, Dart and the other two girls reached the
top of the stairs. The open doors lay ahead. Laurelle glanced back
to them, her face drained of blood. Tears brimmed her eyes.
Words came to Dart’s lips. It was the first she had
spoken since entering the hall below. “Be strong,” she
whispered.
Laurelle closed her eyes for a breath, opened them,
and nodded. She turned and strode through the smoky doorway.
Margarite ran after her. Dart moved more slowly, led by Pupp.
The group marched through the clouded nave. They
passed braziers piled with dried darkleaf, the leaves crisping and
curling in flame, roiling with thick, acrid smoke. In the chapel
beyond, a single greatdrum beat in slow rhythm, guiding their steps
forward. The sonorous beat thrummed against the rib, against the
heart.
Once past the braziers, the smoke cleared as the
domed chapel opened before them. It was like stepping out of a
tunnel and into open air. The High Chapel stood atop the tallest
tower of the Conclave. It was said that the only higher tower was
Chrism’s own keep.
Dart’s gaze immediately drew upward to the glass
eye in the domed roof. The full face of the lesser moon shone down
at them. The greater moon had long set, leaving the night sky to
the beauty of its pregnant sister.
The illumination of the moon limned the entire room
in silver. There was no other source of light. Then again none was
needed. It was nearly as bright as midday.
Dart trailed the others into the chamber.
Tiered rows of seats and balconies circled the High
Chapel, climbing half the wall. The highest tiers had long gone
rotten and were blocked off from use. Shadowy shapes filled the
lower benches and balconies: the mistresses and masters of the
Conclave, the cloistered entourage that accompanied the great
Oracles from far-off lands, and the families of supplicants with
wealth enough to be here.
Dart noted Laurelle searching around, a hopeful
glow on her face.
But there was not much time to scan the gallery.
Already the other students were filling the supplicant stoops. The
kneeling benches were raw squallwood, arranged in an oval, facing
inward. Dart kept in step behind Margarite, but with her eyes on
the chamber, Dart’s foot knocked into the corner of a stoop. She
flew forward, arms outstretched. She bumped into Margarite, who
kept her feet.
Dart was not as fortunate.
With a startled yelp, she landed on her hands,
skinning her palms raw and landing flat on her belly. Dart quickly
pushed up amid small sounds of amusement from those in attendance,
but it quickly hushed. Dart scrambled to her feet, ignoring her
stinging hands, and hurried after the two girls.
Margarite glanced back at her, mortified. Laurelle
simply covered her mouth. Dart motioned them forward. They hurried
after the last boy and took the three stoops beside him. Dart noted
it was the bronze boy. He glanced at her, then away, his face
unreadable.
Dart gratefully sank to her kneeling bench, resting
her elbows on the rail. There were many empty stoops, as vacant and
dusty as the upper balconies, more than could be accounted for by
the missing thirdfloor girls. The school must have been more
populous in the distant past.
Before Dart could consider this oddity, the bells
chimed one final peal. From a door opposite the supplicants, a row
of white-draped figures drifted into the room.
The Oracles.
A small red-liveried servant attended each figure,
guiding their blind masters. As each Oracle entered the chapel,
their snowy cowls were tossed back. They bore red strips of silk
across their eyes, or rather where their eyes should have been.
From her studies, Dart knew that the Oracles’ eyes were burned to
empty sockets by the blood of the god they represented. Emblazoned
on their foreheads was the sigil of the god they served.
No one knew how many Oracles would show up at each
ceremony, seeking replacements for their lieges’ handmaidens or
handmen. It was a matter of utter secrecy. Even the Oracles
themselves had no foreknowledge of how many or what manner of
servants were needed in other gods’ households. Handmaidens and
handmen, called collectively Hands, lived exultant but short lives,
exposed to powerful Graces that slowly altered their bodies.
Replacements were needed regularly by the households of the hundred
realms.
The Oracles were led into the center of the chapel,
surrounded by the supplicants’ stoops. They faced the hopeful
group, abandoning their red servants for the moment, concentrating
on the circle of young men and women, boys and girls.
Dart noted the sigils: Yzellan of Tempest Sound,
Isoldya of Mistdale, Dragor of Blasted Canyon, Quint of Five Forks,
Cor Ven of Chadga Falls, and on and on. The number of Oracles was
not large, but they represented some of the finest houses.
A small murmur spread through the assembly as the
last Oracle entered the chapel and revealed himself. It was a very
old man, borne by two servants and still needing a cane.
Dart squinted at his sigil on his forehead—ҁ—and
gasped with recognition.
Chrism.
Here was the Oracle of Myrillia’s eldermost god. It
had been three years since Chrism had called for a new
servant.
As this elderly Oracle took his place among the
others, another servant ran in from the hallway. He searched the
room, then hurried to one of the Oracles. The two bent in whispers.
As the Oracle straightened, his cowl was drawn back over his head.
He withdrew with the new servant, leaving the chapel amid fervent
murmuring from the gallery.
Dart had read the sigil on the departing Oracle.
Meeryn of the Summering Isles. How odd. She could not recall
an Oracle ever withdrawing in the middle of a ceremony. Something
drastic must have transpired in Meeryn’s household.
As Meeryn’s Oracle left, the greatdrum began to
beat again, slow and solemn. It filled the vast space, making it
seem larger, yet at the same time more intimate.
It was the signal to begin the choosing.
Dart knew what to do from here. Kneeling, with her
elbows already on the rail, she pushed out her hands, palms up, and
bowed her brow to her forearms in the posture of supplication. As
she did so, she was acutely aware of the sting of her abraded
hands. It was shameful to offer such soiled palms, but then again,
it was somehow fitting, considering the corruption of her body and
spirit.
With her head bowed, she saw nothing. Still, she
closed her eyes to staunch the hot tears that threatened. She heard
the shuffle and brush of robes as the Oracles spread out among the
supplicants, searching with the senses of the god they represented,
seeking the perfect match to fill their need.
Dart’s hands trembled. The stoop was all that kept
her upright. Around her, she heard startled cries from the other
students as they were chosen.
After so much pageantry, the selection was a simple
matter. The Oracle would simply place a small gray slate stone, the
size of a dol-jin tile, into a student’s upraised palm, claiming
the supplicant for their god. There was no appeal or argument
allowed. In the High Chapel, under the first moon of summer, the
Oracles were their gods.
The chosen would then be raised from the stoop by
the red-liveried servant and brought to stand by his or her new
master. Only then could they look upon the tile and know which of
the nine Graces they had been assigned. The primary quadricles were
the most exalted: blood, seed, menses, sweat. But none would shun
any of the secondary quintrangles: tears, saliva, phlegm, yellow
and black bile. It was an honor to be chosen at all.
The choosing stretched painfully long. Dart heard
Oracle after Oracle pass her station with a brush of robes. Her
palms stung worse and worse. No cool tile was placed there to numb
the pain.
Then the beating of the greatdrum ceased on one
resounding crash, and it was over.
Dart raised her face, noting the empty stoops.
Margarite still knelt beside her. But beyond was an empty
station.
Laurelle had been chosen.
Margarite began to sob with the realization. Both
of them searched the gathered Oracles to see who had chosen her
best friend. Already the servants were pulling up their masters’
cowls, preparing to leave.
Dart was the first to spot Laurelle. She covered
her mouth in shock and delight. Laurelle stood in the shadow of the
elderly, bent form.
“It’s Chrism . . .” Dart whispered in awe.
Margarite sobbed harder, a bitter sound.
Noting their attention, Laurelle nodded to them and
touched the corner of her eye. She was signaling the Grace to which
she had been chosen.
“Tears,” Margarite half-wailed, shedding her own
for her friend and for her own loss.
It was the best of the secondary quintrangles, an
honor for one so young.
Dart simply kept her mouth covered. She allowed the
pleasure of the moment to well through her, happy for Laurelle. She
read the bright expression of relief on her face and could not help
but be delighted.
“All of our sisters should have been here to
witness this,” Margarite hissed, grief quickly firing to anger,
needing a target.
Dart’s momentary happiness dimmed. Margarite was
right. It was a success the entire floor should have shared.
The Oracles began to file out of the room with
their charges. Dart noted the bronze boy leaving with the Oracle
who represented Jessup of Oldenbrook, a distinguished house of the
First Land. The dark boy did not seem to notice her attention, but
she followed him with her eyes as he departed. No other
thirdfloorers had been chosen.
With her attention focused elsewhere, Dart barely
noted the slow, assisted passage of the ancient Oracle. He and his
entourage crept past Dart’s station. Laurelle waved to her and
Margarite, wisping a kiss in their direction, tears running down
her face. But Laurelle’s eyes also spent a long time searching the
tiers and benches.
Dart noted her lack of discovery. Her family was
not in attendance.
But Dart had her own concerns. With the ceremony
over, she had to face the ruins of her own life. How long could she
stay hidden here? What of Healer Paltry, lurking in the
halls?
The bent-backed Oracle stopped before Dart’s
station, leaning heavily on his cane, resting a breath. Servants
supported him on both sides. His head swung in her direction, blind
and swathed in silk. But Dart sensed him staring at her, like a
weight upon her heart.
A crooked finger rose and pointed at her.
Another servant rushed to her side and grabbed her
by the shoulder.
Dart pulled away, knowing she had been found out,
her inner fears heard by the blind seer. Weak from dread, she did
not fight as her arm was yanked forward.
The Oracle stepped heavily toward her, stabbing his
hand out at her. She stared wide-eyed, taking in every detail: the
yellow nails, the parchment-thin skin, the spiderweb of veins. It
was more claw than hand.
A cry built up inside her. All eyes were on her.
She would be debased before the entire assembly.
Then a stone dropped into her palm. Reflexively she
caught it, closing her fingers. Her arm was released.
Murmurs of shock and surprise echoed from the
gallery.
“You are chosen.” The servant at her side spoke
solemnly. “Rise and take your place.”
Dart could not. She simply trembled. “I can’t . . .
mistake . . .” She tried to push the tile back toward the
Oracle.
The ancient one ignored her and stepped away.
Laurelle took his place. “Be strong,” she
whispered, returning Dart’s words to her. She offered a free
hand.
Slowly, on wobbling legs, Dart stood. She slipped
around the stoop and stepped to Laurelle’s side.
Margarite looked on, her face aghast and drained of
all color.
“What Grace have you won?” Laurelle asked.
Dart numbly glanced to her closed fist. She opened
it and stared down at the painted Littick sigil:
H
Her hand trembled, almost dropping the slate.
Laurelle steadied her with a hand. “Well?”
Dart could not speak. She showed her tile to
Laurelle. The disbelief on the other girl’s face matched her
own.
It was the one Grace above all others.
Blood.