39
Looking up from her pillow, Lady Giulietta asked the question that had been troubling her for months. Certainly since Prince Leopold had moved her into a house on a small estate on the mainland. “Will you kill me when my baby’s born?”
Prince Leopold wiped sweat from her brow with a vinegar-soaked rag and wrinkled his nose at the smell. “Why would I do that?”
“That’s not an answer.”
Taking her hand, Prince Leopold waited until she looked him in the eyes. “I won’t,” he said. “I can’t believe you’d think I would.”
“You hate Venetians. Remember?”
He looked apologetic.
And then she swore. “Shit. Shit, shit, shit…”
“I’ll get the midwife.”
Face screwed in agony, her hands gripping her gut, Giulietta cursed as a second contraction hit. And then she drew breath, air rushing into her lungs as the muscles in her abdomen unlocked. It was an hour since Leopold had arrived. Five hours since this torture began.
Watching him look around her room, an upper chamber in a near-ruined farmhouse near Ravenna, she wondered what Leopold saw.
A sweating prisoner with distended stomach and swollen and aching breasts, screaming in pain? A young woman terrified of what came next? A child who’d already caused him endless problems?
She should never have sent for him.
In dismissing the midwife and demanding they let Leo in, she’d doubled the rumours. The guards below already said he was the father of her child. This would simply confirm it for them.
“My love,” said Leopold.
She felt tears fill her eyes, and was too exhausted to stop sadness spilling over and running down her cheeks. Instead, she turned away.
“What?” he said, turning her face back.
“You called me… You’ve never called me…”
As he stroked her face, she felt him scoop up a tear and trace it back to the corner of her eyelashes. He was smiling. “I never dared.”
She looked at him. “You’re scared of nothing.”
“I’m scared of losing you.”
“Why would that happen?”
“Because you love that boy you talk about.”
“Leopold!”
“It’s true,” he said. She was still crying when her maid, his doctor and the midwife returned.
In the hours that followed, the pain became so fierce that Giulietta barely stopped screaming. She had never imagined, had never dared imagine, such pain existed outside a torture chamber. Each contraction was fiercer than the one before. But the baby inside her showed no sign of being born. When she begged for the shutters to be opened to cool her room they were for a while. Until the doctor ordered them shut again. Giulietta thought stuffiness was part of her treatment. Then she realised the shutters were kept closed to keep in her cries.
She pushed until she could push no more.
As the afternoon wore on the encouragements of the midwife and the platitudes of the doctor faltered and finally faded. When Leo’s doctor went to the door, shouted for Giulietta’s maid, and told her to find the master and tell him to come at once, Giulietta realised he thought she could no longer hear them. And inside the tight red swirl of her pain there were times when she couldn’t. Although this wasn’t one of them. And then it was, and she was lost in memories.
Leopold’s words hurt.
His sadness that she had loved someone before him, and better. She wanted to say… If she lived through this, she would say, it was untrue. And it was, she told herself, even as she knew it wasn’t. The fierce-faced boy in the basilica had set his hooks in her flesh with a single touch and his was the scowl she now saw.
Silver-grey hair. Amber-flecked eyes that looked right through her. Shivering, Lady Giulietta felt a little warmth leave her body.
“She’s going,” the midwife said.
“Why hasn’t someone found the prince yet!”
“He’s outside, sir.”
“Gods, woman. Ask him to come in.”
“I was riding,” Prince Leopold said, shutting the door behind him. “I couldn’t stand…” His voice was a whisper that Giulietta heard from miles away. The rustle of wind through the grass. She was beyond pain now. Floating in a red warmth far removed from her body.
“You have a choice,” the doctor said.
“What choice?” Leopold said.
“I can try to save my lady but you will lose her child for certain. Or I can save her child, and you will lose her. If it’s a boy, God willing he will live. My lady’s ability to live is less certain…” To Giulietta, it sounded as if the doctor had already made his own choice.
“Save both,” Prince Leopold said.
“Your highness. That’s not possible.”
“You don’t have the skill?”
“No, sir. No one could…”
“Then find someone who can,” Leopold said, not letting the man finish his protest. “And do it now. I will not accept the death of either.” His voice held an anger that threatened bloodshed if he was disobeyed. Even Giulietta, cocooned in her red warmth, and wondering if it wouldn’t simply be best to let sleep take her, flinched at his fury.
“Highness,” the doctor said, his voice tight from the fear of being asked to do the impossible. “I beg you to…”
“There’s a man in the next town,” the midwife interrupted. “He cut a baby from a slave, and a pup from a hunting dog. All lived.”
“He’s a heathen.” The doctor sounded outraged.
“Yes,” she said. “A heathen who dislikes losing his slaves.”
“The man’s a Jew?” Prince Leopold asked.
“Calls himself a Saracen, my lord.” The midwife sound scared to be addressing the prince directly.
“Send for him.”
“Your highness, consider…”
“You know who this is?” Prince Leopold asked the doctor.
“No, my lord. They said she was…”
“My woman?”
The doctor nodded.
“God willing she’ll be my wife. If she dies I will have you hanged.”
The Saracen was sent for.
Having cleared the little room of people, he opened the shutters and announced that if the screams of a birthing woman were bad luck then people should go elsewhere. Since it was the nature of women in childbirth to scream. Even Christians should be able to accept that.
Water was brought.
Cold water for drinking. Warm water for washing. And boiling water for cleaning his implements. And having sharpened his knives, and knelt at Lady Giulietta’s side and whispered his apologies, the doctor removed her sweat-soaked sheet and washed between her legs before feeling for the child.
“As I thought,” he said. “The baby has turned.”
Since she hovered on the edge of the red darkness, and the room was empty apart from the two of them, he had to be talking to himself.
“It cannot be turned back. So it is best if you sleep. Either you will wake or you will not. Mostly that is in God’s hands. And a little bit in mine.”
Opening a wooden box, he found black paste wrapped in oiled silk, and unstoppered a small bottle of spirits, the only spirits he ever let himself touch. Mixing the paste with the spirits he dribbled the mixture between Lady Giulietta’s lips and waited for her to settle. Once she had, he began to cut open her abdomen.
The newborn boy issued his first cry ten minutes later.
Although it was a day and a half before Lady Giulietta was awake enough to realise she lived and her child already suckled for milk, his face against the ring she kept on a chain between her breasts. By then, Prince Leopold had named the boy Leo, claiming him as a son.