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JACK WAS ASLEEP AND DREAMING. THE ENERGY HE WAS
RADIATING wasn’t disturbing her, but there was something not quite
right about it. She levered herself up on one elbow and looked down
at him. He was lying on his side, facing her, the sheet pushed down
to his waist. Energy stirred in the atmosphere, subtle but
strong.
He had fallen asleep almost immediately in the
aftermath of the profound release. That was good, she thought. The
man needed to relax. But what his senses desperately required was
some truly deep sleep, and that wasn’t what he was getting.
She studied the murky energy seething in the prints
on the pillow. The residue of the currents was weaker now than it
had been two days ago when he had walked into her office, but it
was still detectable. Whatever meds he had been taking to halt the
sleepwalking evidently had a long half-life. That wasn’t
surprising. Traces of some strong psychotropic medications
frequently remained in the bloodstream for days. It could take the
body a long time to get rid of the last vestiges of particularly
strong medicine. In the case of a few really potent sedatives there
was occasionally permanent damage to the para-senses. She could see
that Jack was recovering, however. He just needed a little more
time.
She might be able to help him get the true sleep he
required tonight, however.
Gingerly she put her palm on his bare shoulder. He
stirred but did not awaken. Jack was into control. She was almost
certain that he would not like what she was about to do. On the
other hand, if the procedure worked he would get the rest he
needed. She could always explain and apologize in the
morning.
She opened her senses to the max, cautiously tuning
in to the currents of his dream energy. She was braced again for
the unpleasant crackle of sensation she always got when she brushed
up against someone else’s dreamlight, but, again, to her amazement
there was no shock. The currents were strong, but they weren’t
painful.
And then she was into the pattern, getting a fix.
The dark taint of the sleeping meds was more obvious now. The stuff
was still disturbing a portion of Jack’s dream spectrum in an
unwholesome way, and it was very powerful. But she might be able to
calm the disturbance temporarily, long enough for him to get some
real rest. It was the same technique she used to give her Irregular
Clients of the street a vacation from their nightmares.
She went to work, pulsing delicate currents of psi
into Jack’s field.
Energy recoiled across the spectrum like the
blowback of a firestorm, stunning her. She lost her focus. Before
she could retreat she was caught in a fist of raw power. Like a
surfer with bad timing she was sucked under and tumbled along the
bottom of the sea. She snatched her hand off Jack’s shoulder, heart
pounding, fighting for air.
Jack looked at her, hot psi burning in his
eyes.
“What the hell are you doing?” His voice was
shockingly calm and cold.
She sat up fast and took several breaths in an
attempt to pull herself together. “Sorry,” she managed. “I was just
trying to make sure you got some proper sleep.”
“How?”
“Uh, well, it’s part of my talent.”
“You can put people to sleep?”
She winced. “That doesn’t sound good, does
it?”
“No. What are you? The sand lady?”
“Sorry,” she repeated. “I wouldn’t have hurt you. I
think you know that. I just wanted to make sure you got a good
night’s sleep.”
“How?” he said again.
She sighed. “Well, if you let me, I can sort of
adjust your dreamlight.”
“Sort of adjust it?”
“Just a smidge, honest. Those meds you took to stop
the sleepwalking are still affecting your sleep.”
“And you think you can overcome the effects?”
“I think so, yes. Temporarily. Long enough to give
you some quality sleep, at least.”
He thought about that. “Could you force me to go to
sleep?”
“Not now that you’re fully awake, no. You’re too
powerful. You’d have to cooperate. And to do that you’d have to
trust me, I mean really trust me.”
“Huh.”
“Sorry.”
“You said that a couple of times already.”
“Right. Sorry.”
He just looked at her. There was still a little
anger in his eyes.
“But you can put some people out, can’t you?” he
said. “That’s what you did to that bastard, Sawyer, who murdered
Rose’s parents. You went in as a hostage and you put him to
sleep.”
She hesitated and then nodded. “The minute he
touched me it was all over. He went out like a light.”
“And when he came to he was crazy.”
She stiffened. “He was a killer. He was already
crazy.”
Jack watched her with his knowing look, the one
that said he saw every weakness and vulnerable point. “But not
crazy in that way. He wasn’t suicidal. Guy like that would have
tried to game the system. Probably would have sold his story to the
newspapers or maybe to a publisher. He would have gloried in the
attention. Instead he hung himself.”
She exhaled slowly. “There are many kinds of sleep.
Some are deep and often irreversible.”
“Like a coma?”
“Yes.” She paused. “But there is another stage of
sleep that, if you were to get trapped in it for an extended
period, would be psychologically devastating.”
“What’s that?”
“The border between the sleeping state and the
waking state. I think of it as the gray zone. We’ve all been there,
but we usually don’t spend more than a few seconds or minutes in
that place. It is disturbing and disorienting, however. You can’t
tell whether you’re dreaming or awake. Sometimes you are physically
paralyzed. You see things that aren’t there. With my talent I can
put someone into that state.”
“Permanently?”
“Probably not,” she said quietly. “But in Richard
Sawyer’s case, long enough to drive him mad. He was already
disturbed. What I did to him pushed him over the edge.”
Jack was silent for a moment. “To quote a certain
private investigator I know, that is one hell of a talent you’ve
got.”
“The truth is, I didn’t even know for sure I could
do what I did until I did it to Richard Sawyer. But when I sent him
into the gray zone I did it deliberately. I knew what I was
doing.”
“Just like I knew what I was doing when I killed
that man on Capitol Hill.”
“Yes. And we’re both going to dream about what we
did from time to time for the rest of our lives.”
“The price we pay?”
“No matter how well justified, the destruction of
another human being exacts a price somewhere on the
spectrum.”
“I can live with what I did,” he said.
She thought of the sense of closure that had come
over Rose after Richard Sawyer’s death, how the nightmares had
finally begun to fade. How Rose had been able to start the healing
journey.
“So can I,” she said.
“You were about to put Madeline Gibson to sleep the
other night, weren’t you? That’s why you had your hand on her
shoulder when I came through the doorway.”
“I was just going to put her under, not send her
into the gray zone.”
“And now you want to put me to sleep.”
She smiled, rueful. “After what I just told you, I
can understand why you’d be reluctant to let me help you.”
“Try it,” he said.
She blinked. “You really want me to put you to
sleep?”
“You’re right; I can’t keep running on psi. I need
some real sleep. Do your thing. Let’s see if it works.”
“Like I said, you’d have to cooperate,” she said.
“You’d have to open your senses and not fight me.”
“I trust you.”
She took another deep breath. “All right, here
goes.”
She felt energy whisper in the atmosphere again.
She elevated her own senses in response, seeking a gentle, soothing
pattern. He watched her for a moment, not resisting, and then he
closed his eyes.
He was suddenly, completely asleep, plunging
swiftly into the dreamstate. But this time the energy felt stable.
The disturbance created by the medication had been overcome, at
least for now. She did a little more tweaking to ensure that the
currents would remain steady for a few hours, and then she
carefully withdrew from the pattern.
She waited, but Jack remained sound asleep. Sound
asleep and dreaming. By rights she should be looking for the
nearest exit. But she was okay here with Jack. How was that
possible?
She studied him with a growing sense of wonder. The
neon-infused moonlight filtering through the thin curtains gleamed
on his sleekly muscled shoulder.
Cautiously she opened her senses again, testing.
Jack’s dreamprints were on the pillow and the sheet, and she could
see the dark ultralight aura that enveloped him. He was definitely
dreaming. But her own energy patterns remained undisturbed.
It dawned on her that, for the first time in her
life, she might actually be able to sleep in the same bed with a
man.
But even as the astonishing thought struck she
became aware of the irritating, unsettling traces of the old dream
psi of previous hotel guests that stained the sheets and bedding.
She might be able to sleep with Jack, but there was no way she
could sleep in this particular bed without protection.
She pushed aside the sheet, got to her feet and
crossed the room to the small carry-on bag she had brought with
her. Unzipping the bag, she took out the long-sleeved, high-necked
silk nightgown and silk travel sheet. For some reason that she and
Phyllis had never understood, silk was a barrier of sorts. It did
not entirely block old dream psi, but it provided a buffering layer
that sometimes—not always—allowed them to sleep on tainted
sheets.
She put on the nightgown and unfolded the travel
sheet on the bed next to Jack. The sheet was constructed like a
sleeping bag with a zippered opening on the side and a large flap
at the top that was designed to cover a pillow. Jack did not stir.
She crawled inside the silk cocoon, zipped it shut and prepared to
conduct the Great Experiment.
She fell asleep before she could contemplate the
implications of what it all meant.