19
As soon as I got home my eye fell on my mobile and
I ignored it. When I went to the office in the afternoon it was in
my pocket, but still turned off.
Maria Teresa engulfed me the very moment I opened
the door. They’d been hunting for me all morning, at home and on my
mobile. At home there was no answer and the other was always
off.
Naturally – I thought – because I was in the pine
wood, taking the sun, in defiance of the lot of you and without the
damn phone.
That morning all hell had broken loose.
Surely I hadn’t forgotten some hearing? Ah, just as
well, I thought not. Lots of people looking for me? No matter,
they’ll call again. No, certainly I hadn’t forgotten that the time
limit for Colaianni’s appeal expired tomorrow.
Liar! I had completely forgotten. Just as well I
had a secretary who knew her job.
They’d called three times from the prison since
midday? Why was that?
Maria Teresa didn’t know. It was something urgent,
they said, but they hadn’t explained what. The last to call had
been a certain Inspector Surano. He had asked me to call him back
as soon as I was traced.
I called the switchboard of the administration
building, asked for Inspector Surano and, after a wait of at least
three minutes, I heard a low, hoarse voice with the accent of the
province of Lecce.
Yes, I was Avvocato Guerrieri. Yes, I was acting
for the prisoner Abdou Thiam. Yes, I could come to the prison, if
he would first be good enough to tell me the reason.
He told me the reason. That morning, following
visiting hours, the prisoner Abdou Thiam had put into effect an
attempted suicide by means of hanging.
He had been rescued when he was already swinging
from a rope made of torn-up sheets plaited together. He was now in
the prison infirmary with a round-the-clock watch on him.
I said I’d be there as soon as possible.
As soon as possible is a very ambiguous concept if
it is a matter of getting to the prison from the centre of Bari on
a working afternoon.
However, in scarcely over half an hour I was
outside the admin building and ringing the bell. Having parked the
car illegally of course.
The warder in the guardroom had been alerted to my
arrival. He asked me to wait and called Inspector Surano, who
arrived surprisingly soon. He said the governor wanted to talk to
me and we could go to him at once. I asked how my client was and he
said he was fairly well, physically. He personally would accompany
me to the infirmary immediately after our meeting with the
governor.
We plunged into the yellowed, ill-lit corridors, in
which hung the unmistakable odour of food typical of prisons,
barracks and hospitals. Every so often we passed a prisoner
wielding a broom or pushing a trolley. We finally entered a freshly
painted corridor with potted plants in it, and at the end of this
was the door of the governor’s office.
Inspector Surano knocked, looked in, said something
I didn’t hear and then opened the door wide, ushering me in and
following.
The governor was a man of about fifty-five, with an
anonymous air, papery, lustreless skin and an evasive look.
He was sorry, he said, about what had happened, but
thanks to the presence of mind of one of his men tragedy had been
averted.
Yes, another tragedy, I thought, remembering the
suicide of one of my clients – a twenty-year-old drug addict – and
the rumours, never confirmed, of violence committed on the
prisoners to impose discipline.
The governor wished to assure me that he had
already given strict instructions for the prisoner – what’s his
name now? – ah yes, the prisoner Abdou Thiam to be under constant
surveillance with a view to preventing further attempts at suicide
or any kind of self-inflicted harm.
He felt sure that this unpleasant incident would
have no consequences, let alone publicity, for the peace and quiet
of the penal institute and of the prisoner himself. For his own
part, he was at my disposal in case I needed anything.
In plain language, if you don’t give me any
trouble, it’ll be better for all concerned. Including your client,
who’s in here and here to stay.
I would have liked to tell him to go fuck himself,
but I was in a hurry to see Abdou and in addition I suddenly felt
exhausted. So I thanked him for his readiness to help and asked him
to have me accompanied to the infirmary.
We did not shake hands and Inspector Surano led me
back the way we had come, and then along other even more dreary
corridors, through barred doors and that stench of food that seemed
to penetrate into every cranny.
The infirmary was a large room with about a dozen
beds, nearly all occupied. I failed to spot Abdou and looked
questioningly at Surano. He jerked his head to indicate the far end
of the room and went ahead of me.
Abdou was in a bed with his arms strapped down and
his eyes half closed. He was breathing through his mouth.
Close by him was sitting a fat, moustachioed
warder. He was smoking, on his face an expression of boredom.
Surano chose to assume an air of authority.
“What the hell are you doing smoking in the
infirmary, Abbaticchio? Put it out, put it out, and give your chair
to the Avvocato.”
Such courtesy was new to me. Plainly the governor
had given orders for me to be treated with kid gloves.
This Abbaticchio gave the inspector a sullen look.
He seemed on the point of saying something, then thought better of
it. He put out his cigarette and moved off, ignoring me completely.
Surano told me I could take my time. When I had finished, he would
himself escort me to the exit. Then he too retired as far as the
infirmary door.
Now I was alone at Abdou’s bedside, but he didn’t
seem to have noticed my presence.
I bent over him a little and tried calling his name
but there was no reaction. Just as I was about to touch him on the
arm he spoke, almost without moving his lips.
“What do you want, Avvocato?”
I withdrew my arm with a slight start.
“What happened, Abdou?”
“You know what happened. Otherwise you wouldn’t be
here.”
His eyes were wide open now, staring at the
ceiling. I sat down, and realized only then that I had absolutely
no idea what to say.
Once down level with him, I noticed the marks on
his neck.
“Did Abajaje come this morning?”
He made no answer, nor did he look at me. He closed
his mouth and set his jaw. After two attempts he managed to
swallow. Then, like a scene in slow motion, in the inner corner of
his left eye I saw a tear – one only – forming, growing, detaching
itself and coursing slowly all the way down his cheek, until it
vanished at the edge of his jaw. I too had trouble
swallowing.
For a time incalculable neither of us spoke. Then
it came to me that there was only one thing I could say that made
sense.
“You’ve been abandoned and you think that now it’s
really all up with you. I know. And you’re probably even
right.”
Abdou’s eyes, which had stayed riveted on the
ceiling, now turned slowly towards me. Even his head moved, though
very little. I had his attention. I started to speak again and my
voice was surprisingly calm.
“In fact, as I see it, you have only one chance,
and even that is a slim one. The decision is up to you
alone.”
He was looking at me now, and I knew I was in
control of the situation.
“If you want to fight for that chance, tell me
so.”
“What chance?”
“We won’t opt for the shortened procedure. We’ll
have a trial before the Court of Assizes and try to win it. That
is, to get you acquitted. The chances are slight and I confirm what
I said last time. My advice is still to choose the shortened
procedure. But the decision is up to you. If you don’t want to go
for the shortened procedure, I will defend you in the Court of
Assizes.”
“I don’t have the money.”
“To hell with the money. If I manage to get you
off, which is unlikely, you’ll find a way of paying me. If they
convict you, you’ll have more serious problems than a debt to
me.”
He turned away his eyes, kept fixed on mine while I
was talking. He returned to gazing at the ceiling, but in a
different way. I even had the impression of the shadow of a smile,
a wistful one, on his lips. At last he spoke, still without looking
at me but in a firm voice.
“You are intelligent, Avvocato. I have always
thought of myself as more intelligent than other people. This is
not a lucky thing, but it’s hard to understand that. If you think
yourself more intelligent than others, you fail to understand a lot
of things, until they are suddenly brought home to you. And then
it’s too late.”
He made a motion to raise his right arm, but it was
checked by the strap. I had an impulse to ask him if he wanted to
be freed, but I said nothing. He started to speak again.
“Today it seems to me that you are more intelligent
than I am. I thought I was a dead man and now, after listening to
you, I think I was wrong. You have done something I don’t
understand.”
He paused and took a deep breath, through his nose,
as if summoning up all his strength.
“I want us to go to trial. To be acquitted.”
I felt a shiver that started at the top of my head
and ran all the way down my spine. I wanted to say something, but
knew that whatever I said would be wrong.
“OK” was all I could manage. “We’ll meet again
soon.”
He set his jaw again and nodded, without taking his
eyes off the ceiling.
When I got back to the car, the windscreen bore the
white ticket of a parking fine.