CHAPTER 8
 
HEATH CAUGHT HIS BREATH AS THE DOOR OPENED and his mother came into the room. He hadn’t realized how much he’d missed her until she stood there, tray in hand, with an apron over her dress.
“I’ve brought more broth, Master Healer,” Anna said as she entered. She hadn’t seen Heath yet. “How does my lord husband?”
Eln shut the door swiftly behind her.
“They followed me,” Anna said in an offended whisper. “One of Lord Durst’s men, up from the kitchens, if you can believe.”
Eln took the tray. “Anna—”
“Standing around my kitchen, eating my food, disrupting my staff,” Anna growled. “I’ll see to it that their bellies—”
“Anna,” Othur said. “Anna, look who’s—”
“Mama?” Heath said softly.
His mother’s head turned, and her eyes went wide, her mouth falling open. Her lips moved, but no sound came out. She just held open her arms in a longing plea.
Heath walked into them and swept her into a hug as she clasped him tight. He felt her body start to shake as she began to weep—great sobs that shook her entire body.
“Mama, mama, it’s all right.” Heath’s voice cracked. “I’m here, I’m here.”
“My baby, my baby.” Anna lifted her tear-stained face to look at him. “Goddess, Lady of the Moon and Stars, thank you, thank you. Oh, my son, I thought I’d never see you again.”
“I’m home, Mama,” Heath whispered. “And Lara will be here tomorrow.” He hugged her tight, then eased up, letting her get her breath. “Healthy, happy, and as big as a cow.”
“Heath!” Anna stepped back, wiping her eyes. “You best not have said that to her!”
“No.” Heath grinned at his mother. “But you’ll agree.”
“No, no.” Anna shook her head. “You never say that to a pregnant lady. The very idea—”
She stopped in mid-sentence and stiffened, her eyes going over Heath’s shoulder. “What’s she doing here?”
 
 
OTHUR GAVE ATIRA QUITE A BIT OF CREDIT. SHE only snarled and put her hand on her dagger hilt. Far better than he expected.
“You have a lot of nerve, showing your face here after luring my son off, chasing after you like a dog chases after a bitch—”
Othur moved, then, to take his wife by the shoulders. “Anna, that’s enough. You must return to the kitchens. The man that followed you here will leave with you. That will clear the way for Heath to return to Lara with our warning.”
Anna’s glare was hot, but Othur had years of experience dealing with it. He just turned her toward the door. “Come, my love. Heath will be here officially tomorrow. That’s time enough for this conversation.”
“I’ll go with Anna,” Eln said. “Escort her to the kitchen, get some more medicines.”
“And no doubt eat your own meal,” Othur grumbled.
“A Master Healer needs to keep up his strength,” Eln agreed. “Come, Anna.”
“Very well,” Anna sniffed.
Eln and Anna slipped through the door together—Anna still weeping, Eln offering quiet reassurances as to Othur’s health.
Othur pulled Heath and Atira over to the hearth and lowered his voice. “Time for you both to go. Make sure that Lara makes a big impression during her entrance tomorrow.”
“I think she planned on it,” Heath said.
Othur nodded. “I will make a miraculous recovery a day or two after her return—attributed to Eln’s amazing healing powers, of course. Or Lara’s.”
He reached for Atira’s hand. “You’ll forgive my ladywife? She loves Heath, and it may take time for her to adjust to this idea.”
“Idea?” Atira looked confused. “Idea of what?”
“Ah.” Othur glanced back between the two of them. “Well, that will wait as well. Best be on your way.”
Atira went to blow out the candles, leaving only the fire in the hearth to light the room. Othur reached to give Heath a hug at the same time his son reached out for him. He gave thanks to the gods at his son’s return, as those strong arms held him close.
“Go, go,” Othur said, stepping back into the shadows behind the door.
With that, they were gone, closing the door behind them.
Othur sighed, then picked up the tray that Anna had brought and went over to the fire. He sat, replacing the blanket so that he looked the proper invalid, and took up the bowl of broth. It tasted fine; for all of her sharp tongue, his Anna was an excellent cook.
Othur settled into the chair with a sigh of pleasure. Heath had returned from the Plains, and he looked fit and healthy. Lara would be back tomorrow, and that was cause for joy, and not just because she bore a babe. She and her Warlord would deal with the governance of Xy, with Othur in the background where he belonged.
Othur grimaced as he contemplated the amount of work that would be waiting for him. But Heath had been trained in a Seneschal’s duties; perhaps he could take over some of the tasks. Captain of the Castle Guard would be a good start.
Maybe he could start to recover tomorrow, and at least call for real food again. He was fairly sure he could eat a haunch all by himself, and a few loaves of Anna’s good bread.
Provided her bread was good. Anna’s cooking tended to sour when she was unhappy, and she was not happy about Atira’s role in Heath’s departure.
But then again, it seemed that Atira was uncertain as to her place in Heath’s life.
Well, one thing was sure. He’d seen the look in his son’s eyes, and he knew full well that Heath had lost his heart.
Othur decided to concentrate on enjoying his broth. These things all tended to work themselves out one way or another, and worrying wouldn’t make anything happen any faster.
 
 
“WHAT GIVES HER THE RIGHT TO TALK THAT WAY?” Atira demanded.
They’d returned to the pines with little more than silent steps through dark halls and whispers to the palace guards. The only delay had been in the last room, the one that Heath claimed as his own. He’d paused, rummaging in one of the trunks, removing something that he’d bundled up and brought with him.
The horses were resting undisturbed where they’d left them. Heath had filled a waterskin with cold water from a creek, and they had gurt and dried meat to share. The stars gave enough light to see by as they settled under the pines.
“You ever see a warrior about to make a mistake, and care enough to stop them?” Heath asked.
“Of course.” Atira took a drink from the waterskin.
“Well, take that care and turn it into a herd of thundering horses, and you have a mother’s care. That’s what makes her think she has the right.”
“Think?” Atira asked slyly.
“My mother doesn’t decide how I live my life,” Heath said firmly. “I do.” He took the waterskin from her. “Clouds are moving in; it will be pitch dark in a few hours. We’ll bed down here and sleep until first light. With any luck, we can get back to camp before they’ve had their kavage.”
Atira nodded. There was no sense risking the horses in the dark. She offered Heath her pouch of gurt, but he shook his head, so she tucked it back into her saddlebag. “What’s in that bundle that you brought from the castle?”
“Something for tomorrow.” Heath stood. “I’ll get our bedrolls.”
“We should share,” Atira stood, brushing pine needles from her trous. “For warmth.”
“No.”
“No?”
“No,” Heath repeated. “If you are not interested in a life with me, Atira of the Bear, then no, I am not going to let you string me along like a spare mount.” He appeared out of the darkness, and dropped the bedrolls at her feet.
“I am not string—”
“Yes, you are,” Heath said calmly. “I want a life with you, not just sharing.” He looked off in the direction of the castle. “I’d also forgotten . . .”
Atira waited, but Heath just shook his head and knelt down to spread out his bedroll in silence. “Forgotten what?” she asked.
For a moment she thought he wasn’t going to answer her, but then he sighed. “I’d forgotten that once I was back in the city, I’d be expected to return to my duties. My responsibilities. Serving in the Guard. Aiding my father.” Heath frowned at the blankets in his hands. “There’s something going on in the castle and it’s my job to prevent it.”
“The Warlord will protect the Warprize from any threat, as will all of his warriors,” Atira pointed out.
“You’ll protect her from any threat you see,” Heath corrected her. “But it’s a very different world from the Plains, and I can detect unseen threats.”
“Not so different,” Atira sighed. “The Council is sundered, and warrior fights warrior now.”
“True enough,” Heath said. “Dangers all around, I fear.”
“But for this night, we are safe enough,” Atira said. “We are off the path, and the horses will warn of any approach. No need to keep watch.”
Heath nodded and unbuckled his sword-belt. Atira stepped closer and put her fingers on his. “We’re not within those walls, my city-dweller. And I am here . . . and I want you.”
“Atira,” Heath’s whisper was a breath on her cheek. “Tomorrow . . .”
“Who can say what tomorrow will bring?” Atira asked, then pressed her lips to his.
For a moment, she feared he’d resist her or push her away. But then his lips opened under hers.
“I want you,” Heath groaned.
“You have me,” Atira said, pressing as close as armor allowed.
“No, I don’t,” Heath said. “But if I can’t have you, I can have this night . . . this memory.” He claimed her mouth then, a kiss that seared her soul. Atira gasped against his lips as he crushed her in his arms. “You’ll not forget this night, my lady.”