27
A LIGHT TO YOUR PATH
obsequy what we would call a funeral, also
known as a funery or inurment. These rites typically include a
declaration of the person’s merit and then some traditional
farewell given by the mourners. In the Haacobin Empire it is most
commonly thought that when people die they simply stop: a life
begins, a life ends. In the cultures about them and in their own
past there have been various beliefs about afterlife and some
all-creating elemental personage, but such notions are considered
oppressive and outmoded. They would rather leave these ideas to the
eekers, pistins (believers in a God) and other odd
fringe-dwellers.
GIVEN his own room in the Fend &
Fodicar and saloop spiked with a healthy dose of bellpomash,
Rossamünd slept two days through after the attack, while outside
the rain became a fierce storming downpour. He did not know till he
had woken again that a dispatch had been sent to Winstermill
informing them of the terrible things done at Wormstool and of the
two young survivors. Neither was he aware that the loss of that
cothouse had occasioned the temporary suspension of lamplighting
along the entire twenty-five-mile stretch of highroad between Bleak
Lynche and Haltmire. Nor did he know that Europe had returned from
a course while he slept and after a brief inquiry into his health,
left again, quick on the trail of the surviving nickers. How the
young lighter wished she had been with them at Wormstool; what
lives might have been spared with the Branden Rose at the
task.
As he slowly awoke, eyes heavy and senses murky,
Rossamünd was gradually cognizant of a figure looming at his side.
In fright his senses became sharp and he sat up swiftly, pivoting
on his hands ready to jump, to run, to shout red-screaming murder.
With clarity came truth and with truth came the profoundest
delight. It was Aubergene—his old billet-mate—sitting by
Rossamünd’s recovery-bed on an old high-backed chair, dozing now as
if he had been waiting at the bedside a goodly while. Even as
Aubergene’s presence fully dawned on Rossamünd, the older lighter
snorted awake.
“Aubergene!” Rossamünd exclaimed.
“Aubergene!”
“Ah, little Haroldus.” The older lighter grinned,
though sadness lurked at the nervous edges of his gaze. “Dead-happy
news to find you and the pretty lass hale! I’ve heard from the
house-major here how you won through. A mighty feat for young
lighters.”
Rossamünd swallowed a sob of relief. “I thought
y-you were killed with the rest!”
Aubergene nodded leadenly in turn. “Aye, I suppose
you would—but me and the under-sergeant and Crescens Hugh were sent
out with deliveries for the Mama not so long after you went off
with Splint.” He hesitated. “Poor Splint, poor Rabbit . . .” He put
his chin in his hand. “We weren’t anywhere nigh the Stool when
those wicked unmentionable baskets did their worst there. We were
still set on, though. We’d only just begun the return. Mama Lieger
warned us not to venture out again, but we figured she was just
feeling for some comp’ny.Yet we weren’t more than half a mile gone
when Hugh put his box on and, certain enough, kenned something odd
in the air and had us hurrying back to the Mama’s seigh with a
whole handful of the blightenedest hob-boggers in chase.”
Rossamünd listened with amazed relief, glad to hear
that Mama Lieger was not to blame, glad to know that some had won
through that day.Yet these three fellows had survived in that small
high-house where the might of Wormstool had failed. “How—how did
you live through it?”
“We tried our aim from the Mama’s windows and
hacked at ’em by the door if they tried to shimmy up, Mama Lieger
laughing and shrieking like a soul gone mad, poking at the baskets
with this great long prod of hers.” A strange, troubled thought
suddenly haunted Aubergene’s brow. He looked to his right and
hunched as if he was about to enter into a conspiracy. “Rossamünd,”
he said low and halting, “we—we was defended by other—by other
bogles too.”
A chill shivered down Rossamünd’s scalp. His
hearing whined. “You were defended by monsters?”
Aubergene looked at him hard, almost aggressively,
yet there was something pleading in his brittle gaze; he seemed
more troubled by what he had just said than by the destruction of
his billet-mates. “It’s not sedorner talk, Rossamünd! I’m no
bogger-loving basket—it’s just what I saw with the same eyes that
look on you now . . .”
“You’ll never hear me call you a sedorner,
Aubergene,” Rossamünd answered, an image of Freckle flickering in
his mind. “I know there are kindly monsters . . .”
The older lighter’s dogged expression loosened.
“Poesides warned Hugh and me about speaking on it,” he said in a
grateful hurry, “but I reckon the Mama might be right about you,
Rossamünd, that you do see things more in her way; I reckoned you’d
not begrudge me what we witnessed,” he finished, almost imploring
Rossamünd to say it was so.
The young lighter gave a bemused, shrugging kind of
nod. Rossamünd would never cast a stone at the unusual revelations
of another.
“I reckon them hob-possums fought for the Mama’s
sake,” Aubergene continued. “Remember that little doll you said
winked at you?”
“Aye.” Rossamünd barely dared a wheeze.
“Well, you were right! It was a beastie—some
weensome bogle-thing made of sticks and bits that’s been just there
on the mantel all the while, and up it jumped, leaped out the
Mama’s door without a pause and wrestled baskets dead-near ten
times its bulk. Something else joined it—we could scarce catch a
sight of the fellow, but something heavy and all bristling beard
came, and with great crashings and flashes like some fulgarine.This
new nicker set our enemies on a run. I’ve never seen such a thing,
never knew it was really so—just eeker talk, naught but
bewilderment and nonsense. When all was quiet, the Mama called out
in her old tongue—whether it was to her weeny bogle friend or
bristle-beard or the birds themselves I could not reckon. Either
way, magpies began to sing as if in answer, getting loud, sounding
for all the lands like speaking—dead eerie and unhuman.The Mama
became satisfied then and we were left in peace.” Aubergene looked
out the window.
AUBERGENE
It was beginning to rain again, a pelting rat-a-tat
on the mullions. Rossamünd found he had almost forgotten such a
merry sound after two months without.
“If nickers weren’t enough”—the troubled man nodded
toward the wet—“this storm set itself against us and Poe daren’t
let us out till Hugh was sure we were clear. The Mama said she’d
have her ‘friends’ watch over us, but Poe refused her. The old dame
shrugged at us all contrariness and secrets, but Crescens never
caught sight or smell of any escort.”
“I am”—Rossamünd could not think of how to put his
sad relief—“glad some of us have survived, Aubergene . . . ,” he
tried, feeling a little daft.
“Aye, though I sorely wish I were at the Stool to
defend her, though your deadly feats near won the day.” The man
looked to him with evident pride. “You earned your name aptly I
reckon, Master Harold, smashing every nicker that crossed
you—though I’m sure you were dead-glad to have Lampsman Vey with
you.”
Rossamünd nodded. “She saved us both,” he said
softly. “But it was not enough to help the—the others.”
“No.” Aubergene dropped his gaze. “No, I s’pose it
- weren’t.”
Two days later, the remains of their comrades were
recovered, brought back to Bleakhall and buried. Even the
nonlighter folk of Bleak Lynche attended. Rossamünd had never
attended an obsequy before; any foundling who died was buried
privately, just for Madam Opera and the masters to see. Here, in
the deepest cellars of Bleakhall, with the lighters gathered about,
their heads and his own covered over with black mourncloths, he was
privy to the whole somber process.
With every burial came the ritual intonation: “A
light to your path. A way in the dark.”
Rossamünd was surprised, even in his sorrow, by the
smallness of the tombs and the thoroughness with which they were
sealed with plugs of clay once the corpse was interred. There was
something bitterly oppressive about this hurried, repetitious rite,
the lives of the passing grieved as a waste, their honor grimly
asserted by House-Major Fortunatus and attested to by silent, angry
nods from the lighters. “Lampsman 2nd Class Fadus Theudas,” the
senior officer said, “true of heart and quick of shot, who sought
to serve, so young and so well.”
“A light to your path. A way in the dark.”
Blinking back tears, Rossamünd looked furtively to
Threnody, standing across from him at the memorial, and marveled
that she and he had survived a theroscade together. The girl looked
haunted as they slid the remains into small tombs deep below,
glancing reluctantly at him with dark, imploring eyes.
“A light to your path . . .”
She was to be puncted that night. He had no desire
to see her marked, for to do that would be to relive the horror and
violence—and he simply could not. Providentially—when the time came
that evening—he was not made to attend.
After the burial day the young survivors were
given light duties about Bleakhall, small tasks to keep them from
dangerous brooding.
Any unoccupied time Rossamünd and Threnody had they
spent sitting together and talking in the room given to him in the
wayhouse.
“Rossamünd”—the girl lighter looked at him with sad
earnestness, fingering the bandage that covered her still-forming
puncting—“how did you slay those monsters?”
“You were there, Threnody! I just did—I hit them
and they died. Isn’t that the way it is meant to happen?”
“Yes . . . but Sp-Splinteazle was not able to even
bruise one and he is—was thrice your size.”
“Sequecious skewered at least one,” Rossamünd
tried. “Probably more!”
“A huge man using a blade coated in aspis. Did your
crook have a venificant on it?”
“No.” He had no other answer for this but the one
he had already given the house-major.
Threnody squinted at him. “You catch heavy barrels
and slay monsters with one blow.”
Rossamünd had nothing to say to this.
A welcome silence stretched out.
“Will you go back to Herbroulesse now?” he asked
eventually.
“And let Mother win?” Threnody scowled.
“Never. I am a lighter now, like you, and we shall serve on
just as we ought. Once a lighter, always a lighter—isn’t that what
they say?”
“Aye . . . Maybe.” Rossamünd could not conceive of
what his future might be now. What little enthusiasm for lighting
he had managed to find had been slaughtered out at Wormstool.
Between the violent malice of monsters and the ruthless ambition of
men, where was he to go?
A week after the attack they were talking quietly
about unimportant things when Europe entered Rossamünd’s room,
unannounced and without a knock. She had only now returned, and
looked haggard beneath her fine clothes and manners.
There was an uncomfortable hesitation.
With a resigned sigh, Threnody stood, bowed stiffly
to the fulgar and left the room.
The lighter and the fulgar peered at each other,
Europe’s expression impenetrable.
Strange feelings boiled within Rossamünd’s bosom,
but most of all, with her there he felt truly safe. Without
thinking, he leaped from the bed where he had been sitting and
flung his arms about the fulgar.
Startled, she relented for a moment, hands placed
lightly on his shoulders, but Rossamünd could feel her gathering
discomfort and, shamefaced and awkward, he let her go.
“I-I am glad you are safe,” he stammered, feeling
small and stupid. He sat back on the cot.
Europe nodded. “I know how funny you can get about
a monster’s dying,” she continued circumspectly, “so you may or may
not be glad to hear that I have found and slain every hob-thrush,
botcher or gnasher I could.”
She was right: Rossamünd did not feel any better
for the news.
“That old eeker-woman, Mother Lieger, even helped
me—if you can credit that.” Europe pulled a wry face. “I must give
part of my success to her guidance: she knew very well where the
baskets might be hiding at—and a girl will never refuse aid however
it might come. Here is me all along believing these foolish
eeker-folk were in love with the nickers. Indeed, she even asked me
to send you her greetings, and tell you that she declares it a
‘terrible wicked thing to have happened.’ ” She sighed a deep,
heartfelt sigh. “Now the folk of Bleak Lynche want to fete me, and
the house-major wants to cite my deeds for some kind of Imperial
commendation . . . I refused them both, of course.”
Rossamünd nodded sadly. “They wanted to give me a
mark, but I refused them too.”
Europe let out a small laugh. “Of course you did.”
She sat on the edge of the bed. “By-the-by, I saw your glamgorn
friend. It was loitering out there near the edges of the town and
keeping downwind of the dogs.”
“You didn’t do anything to him, did you?” Rossamünd
sat up sharply.
“I cannot quite believe I am saying this but, no, I
let the wretched thing be. I had little choice, actually.” She
folded her hands in her lap. “Once it knew I was about, it left
rather smartly.”
Rossamünd lay back. “I feel so tired, Miss Europe.
I don’t know why, but I cannot seem to raise much eagerness for
anything.”
“I can tell you why, Rossamünd.” Europe looked at
him appraisingly. “You have stood victorious in a desperate
stouche. Dark moods always follow. Your potential as a factotum
increases almost every time I see you. Dear Licurius, in all his
might, may well have struggled where you have won.”
“But all I did was survive!”
“I don’t think you comprehend what you have done.”
Europe leaned toward him. “A wit, even a clumsy, new-cut one,
should be able to win through a pack of monsters, else what would
be the point of all the pain and inconvenience? But you, an
ordinary little man, have not just won through, but—from what I
hear—beaten to death three nickers, full-formed and ancient.”
Rossamünd hung his head. “I was not
counting.”
“No,” the fulgar said, fixing him with serious eye,
“but others are.”
The reply from the Marshal-Subrogat arrived two
weeks after that horrid Dirgetide day. It declared tersely that the
circumstances of the sacking of Wormstool were too unusual for the
limited jurisdiction of the ignoble end of the road. It demanded
that Rossamünd and Threnody leave immediately on the return post,
strangely omitting to summon Under-Sergeant Poesides or Aubergene
or Crescens Hugh the lurksman. They had not been witnesses to the
fall of the cothouse and were to stay and serve at Bleakhall until
further directed from Winstermill. Having stated this in the
firmest terms, the dispatch went on to deny any immediate relief to
the beleaguered lighters of Bleakhall. The Master-of-Clerks did not
see the wisdom in rushing men into the fray when he knew so little
of the current situation.
Under the escort of one of the scrutineers who had
seen the aftermath, the two young lighters were to be on their way,
messengers of the tragedy and bearers of a second urgent request
for reinforcement.
Though Rossamünd knew Europe had gone again,
hunting somewhere out on the flat with her hired lurksman, he
nevertheless looked out for her in hope, even up to the moment of
departure. Before boarding the return post, the young lighter left
a desperate scrawl for her with Goodwife Inchabald, a plea for the
fulgar to follow after him to Winstermill. It was a lot to ask, but
he was about to return to the den of that black habilist Swill, and
the Branden Rose was the only one who he felt could protect him
anymore.
In somber silence, the post-lentum left for the
Idlewild proper, farewelled by only Aubergene, sadly waving, and a
silent Poesides. Not sparing of the horses, it hurtled west. What
little was left of their belongings Rossamünd and Threnody now
carried with them in the cabin. All the rest was charred to
smithereens in the burning and collapse of his old
billet—including, to Rossamünd’s great woe, his peregrinat and the
remarkable valise given him by Madam Opera.
Out of exhaustion and an unbearable gloominess at
his enforced retreat to the manse, Rossamünd slept much of the
journey. The return became a bizarre blur of unhappy, cataclysmic
dreams; hurrying landscape glimpsed from the thin slot allowed
between sash and door frame; strange, anxious faces at whatever
stop they made; and tasteless meals he had no appetite to stomach.
Threnody too sat in silent grieving, seemingly diminished without
her fine furs and traveling bags.
Rossamünd lost the reckoning of time. All seemed
dark to him, whether day or night; he could have well done with
House-Major Grystle’s hack-watch now. Consequently he was unable to
share in the wonder of their escort, who stated that they had
achieved Winstermill in a record four days—rather than six—and
“that done at the end of the bad traveling season and all!” Four
days, six days, ten days, twelve—this was no relief to the young
lighter. He had once gloried that he had escaped the oppressive,
now-corrupted place, yet here he was, returning to the manse after
only two and a half short, violently terminated months.
Now he feared he might never be allowed to leave
this den of massacars again.
Their arrival at Winstermill went unheralded, and
from the coach yard they were met by Under-Clerk Fleugh and hurried
directly through the manse to wait with their escort in the
Marshal-Subrogat’s anteroom.
“No happy welcomes for us, I see,” Threnody
muttered as they were let through to the Ad Lineam, the hall-like
gallery of tall, many-mullioned windows that took them to the
Master-of-Clerks’ file, their feet slapping thump thump
thump as they were hastened along.
As if there was some kind of criminal inconsistency
to be found in their accounts, Podious Whympre saw fit to meet with
each of them separately. The Bleakhall escort was interviewed
first; this was a long meeting that gave the two young lighters
time to catch a breath as they sat under the impassive gaze of a
foot-guard.
“What do you think will happen?” Threnody wondered
quietly.
“I don’t know.”
“What more can Odious Podious want to know?” she
persisted.
“I don’t care.”
“Hmph.” Threnody folded her arms and leaned back as
best she might in the high-backed chair.
Their escort reemerged looking harassed and
disappointed.
Threnody was called for next.
“Do well,” Rossamünd offered. The encouragement
sounded weak in his own ears.
“And you,” she returned with a dazzling smile, and
disappeared through the portentous door.
Finally, as the sun westered, shedding gold on the
west-facing angles of the mess-hall window frames, Rossamünd was
shocked from his doze by a summons. His time with the clerk-master
at last. As he was let through to Podious Whympre’s file, he could
hear the tail of the previous interview.
“In such startling and tragic circumstances,” came
the Master-of-Clerks’ smooth voice, “I have taken the liberty of
sending for your mother.”
“I do not want her here!” Threnody
objected.
“But she is here already,” Whympre returned evenly.
“I shall have my man take you to her immediately. Ah, Master
Bookchild, our little teratologist! It would appear you have an
unfortunate aptitude for being right in the thick of troubles.” The
Master-of-Clerks glowered at him almost as soon as Rossamünd
entered the narrow, unfriendly room. “Thank you, Lady Threnody.
That will be all.”
The girl pivoted on her heel, her nose in the
air.They exchanged a quick look,Threnody rolling her eyes and
exiting without another word.
Rossamünd stepped into the Master-of-Clerks’ file
and stood at the far end of the great table that ran most of the
length of the room.The first thing he noticed was the enormous
antler-trophy of the Herdebog Trought, thrusting out into the upper
atmosphere of the room. The trophy was hanging from the wall as if
it had been Podious Whympre himself who had bagged the beast.
Rossamünd gave a brief scowl of disgust. The musk of the horns
cloyed the air in here, joining the sweet fragrance of that old
wood and the sharp bouquet of the unguents in the Master-of-Clerks’
wig. Rossamünd hated this narrow unfriendly room, wallpapered in a
fussy pattern of velvet and gold, with its too-high ceilings of
dainty white moldings, too-tall windows looking out to the
treacherous fens north of the manse. Its morbid silence hummed with
distracting, lurking echoes. In the far-end wall, underneath an
enormous painting of some ancient Imperial victory, were three
doors. Remembrance made his gizzards tight as Rossamünd wondered
which it was he had burst through on the night he slew the
rever-man.
The Master-of-Clerks sat tall and stiff, aloof in a
great gilt chair at the farther end of the ostentatiously carved
table. Dressed in the brilliant scarlet of the Empire, he had
removed his thick black wig of long complex locks—an inconvenience
when shuffling sheaves of paper. It was also a subtle reminder that
neither Rossamünd—nor Threnody, nor their escort for that
matter—were important enough to warrant the trouble of being fully
dressed.
To the left of the clerk-master, seated on a
markedly smaller stool of drab wicker, was Witherscrawl, with
stylus in hand and giant book on lap.The indexer scowled through
his glasses at Rossamünd, who could feel those beady eyes and
ignored them. Laudibus Pile was there too, of course, sitting just
behind his master, leaning forward, ready to expose false speech.
Rossamünd refused to be daunted—he had nothing to hide.
“Please sit, Lampsman 3rd Class Bookchild,” the
Master-of-Clerks purred.
There was not much new about the interview itself.
The same kinds of questions were asked as had been asked by the
house-major of Bleakhall: the why, the where, the how—and
Rossamünd’s answers were the same. Whympre kept pressing for more
detail on just how the young, prematurely promoted lighter had
fought and beaten his foes. Rossamünd was troubled by the inkling
that there was more to the queries than simple, official
inquisitiveness. Nevertheless he answered every question
truthfully.
“All this loss of life is very alarming and
vexing.” The Master-of-Clerks stroked his face and looked anything
but alarmed or vexed. Indeed, he seemed more troubled by the
destruction of property. The most significant thing he had to tell
was that there was to be a formal inquiry of the Officers of the
Board into the affair, “to be held here, hence the brevity of this
evening’s fact-finder. A disaster of such magnitude requires proper
bureaucratic process.” The man smiled coldly. “Also, I wish to
investigate some . . . irregularities. The people of the Idlewild,
and the Sulk End too, need to see that their Marshal-Subrogat is
not a slouch at the important end of the day—ad captandum
vulgus and all that, you understand.”
Actually Rossamünd did not understand. What
irregularities? The events were straightforward.
“I shall allow you a day to gather yourselves,
after which we will begin, first thing on the first day of the new
week. Understood?”
“Aye, sir.”
Shortly after, with his attention waning and
sleepiness waxing, Rossamünd was dismissed. He was led to a small
room on the first floor of the manse, away from Threnody or any
other lighter. Missing mains, he lay on the foreign cot in the cold
foreign room and slept.