Chapter Twelve

It seemed to Guy that the gaming room hummed with excitement when the foursome sat down to the game of whist Lady Widow had dictated. Certainly envious gentlemen in the room looked up to see whom she had favoured, but the real excitement was inside him.

How often had he sat beside his wife at the breakfast table, at dinner, in the parlour? At such times he had been conscious of an aching regret, because he did not know how to heal the breach between them, but this temptress incarnate stirred his blood. To have her arm so near his, her skirt brushing his leg, her face almost kissably close—how was he to attend to cards?

She smiled like the hostess of a Mayfair ball. ‘Sir Reginald, you shall shuffle the cards. You are so skilled at it. Mr Sloane, you may cut them to see who deals.’

On the other hand, perhaps she was more like his company commander.

Poor Sir Reginald was obviously in as sad a state as he. The man’s colour was high, his eyes bright. Sloane was harder to read, but Guy had no illusion Sloane would abandon his conquest or forgo the gentlemen’s bet. He had seen Sloane speak privately to her, had seen her respond. What had Sloane said to her? What had she replied?

A moment later he’d reached the table, and she’d turned her charm fully on him, her husband. Sloane was all but ignored. Was that part of her game, or had she truly dismissed the man?

Lady Widow won the deal.

Guy’s first hands were unremarkable and he had no difficulty adhering to the unwritten rule that Lady Widow must always win. She and Sir Reginald took the first game. But the next hand! The ace, king, queen and knave of trump. Two other aces besides, and four other face cards. He couldn’t be an idiot and lose this hand, even if Sloane played like a gudgeon. He could not help himself. At ten pounds a point, it was sure to be a heavy loss for the lady. But the money remained in the family, did it not? What harm was there?

Sloane shot him a sharp glance when he caught on to Guy’s hand. Guy returned it with an impassive expression. Sir Reginald fidgeted in his chair. Lady Widow, however, remained engrossed in the play, watching every card thrown on the table. At the end of the hand, Guy had won the honours points. Once scratched, the itch to win took over. Guy played the rest of the hands to win.

At the end of the game, Lady Widow’s eyes danced with excitement. ‘Well done!’ she exclaimed.

Both Sloane and Sir Reginald raised their eyebrows in surprise, but Guy knew what she was about.

His suspicion had been confirmed. His wife Emily, Lady Widow, was mad for cards. The more challenging the game, the more she liked it. She, like he, could become lost in that thrill of luck, that intoxication of wresting a win from what might have been a loss.

Guy also played the third game to win. Sloane glared at him half the time, but went along with it, apparently not so willing to let the lady win if it meant crossing a partner. Sir Reginald became as caught up in the fever as Guy himself, and Lady Widow was delirious with the play. What parts of her face were visible were flushed with excitement. Her eyes had a sparkling clarity. She sat erect, economising her movements to what entailed playing the cards.

Guy and Sloane won the game and won the rubber.

‘Oh, that was fun!’ Lady Widow said, reaching into her reticule for more coin.

‘Allow me to cover your losses,’ said Sloane, pushing his stack of counters to her side.

‘I would be honoured to pay your debt as well,’ Sir Reginald piped up, clearly upset that Sloane had thought of it first.

‘No, indeed.’ She laughed them both off. ‘How shabby would it be for me not to pay my own gambling debts?’ She counted out coins to both Sloane and Guy. Sloane pushed the coins back at her, but she ignored him and left them on the table.

‘Thank you, gentlemen, for much amusement.’ She looked directly at Guy. ‘Perhaps you will allow me a rematch another night?’

‘My pleasure.’ He inclined his head, but was not so certain he was happy to discover she could become as deep in cards as could he.

When the more serious gamblers in this room caught on how much she loved the challenge, she would certainly continue to lose. How long before her debts became unmanageable? In spite of that worry, the game had invigorated him as much as it had her, bringing no credit to either of them.

She rose. ‘I must be leaving.’ Before Sir Reginald or Sloane could interject, she added, ‘Lord Keating, would you escort me to my carriage?’

Yes, he would certainly like to discover who transported her back and forth. More so, he’d like the time alone with her.

‘Another pleasure,’ he said.

Knowing Sloane’s eyes shot daggers at his back, Guy threaded his wife’s arm though his and walked her to the hall. He directed the footman to bring her cloak and his topcoat, and placed her cloak around her shoulders, enjoying having his hands upon her again, even if through layers of cloth.

When he stepped out into the night air with Lady Widow on his arm, fog muted the street lamps and swirled at their feet like smoke over a cauldron. Guy fancied it was like a blanket wrapping around them both, blocking out the rest of the world. He would much prefer they be wrapped in a real blanket.

As they neared the end of the street, a hackney emerged from the mist, its driver holding the horses and nodding familiarly to Lady Widow as she became visible. Guy could barely see the man, and the hackney looked like a dozen others that might pass by in the space of an hour. How had she managed this arrangement?

‘Allow me to accompany you, my lady, to see you arrive home safely.’ It was worth a try.

‘Oh, no!’ she said in all seriousness. ‘That would never do. You might discover where I live, and my secret would be out.’

Her secret had been out with him within a few moments of seeing her. He helped her in to the hack, amused by the irony of her statement. ‘Would I know you, Lady Widow? Have I seen you before this?’

‘No,’ she said, with a confusing note of sadness in her voice. ‘You have never seen me.’

The hackney driver flicked the ribbons and the coach moved down the street, soon disappearing into the mist. Her words seemed to float back to him on the droplets of moisture in the air.

You have never seen me.

 

Emily slept late enough to hope everyone had finished breakfast. She heard the aunts’ voices in the back parlour as she went downstairs. With any luck, Lady Keating would be with them or in her own room. Guy’s room had been very quiet. He was either still abed—and she did not wish to reflect much on that idea—or he was up and away. At least she hoped so. She said good morning to Rogers, who passed her in the hall, and made her way to the dining room.

At first glance it was blessedly empty, but as she entered, a voice came from the sideboard. ‘Ah, good morning, Emily.’

Her husband. She nearly jumped in fright. ‘Good morning, sir,’ she mumbled.

She had no recourse but to stand at his side to fill her plate. He seemed inordinately slow, choosing this or that, picking at the slices of ham as if one mattered over another. She was forced to wait or lean over him for a bit of toast.

‘Allow me,’ he said, interrupting his interminable selection process and putting a slice of toast on her plate. ‘Or would you prefer a fresh one? I’ll call for Bleasby.’

What was this solicitude?

‘No, do not trouble him,’ she said. ‘I’m quite content with what is here.’

She took her slice of toast and hurried to a seat, busying herself with spreading the jam. Her husband whistled a Scottish air while he finished filling his plate. He sat in the chair adjacent to hers.

She poured him tea, knowing from other mornings how he liked it.

‘Thank you,’ he said. His whistle became a hum. ‘Did you sleep well?’

This cheerfulness addled her. She glanced down at her plate to regain composure. ‘Very well, thank you.’

His humming recommenced.

She did not think she’d ever seen him in such a jolly mood. He had won at cards, both with the gentlemen he’d played first and later from Lady Widow. Had the sum been so large to precipitate this good humour?

Or was he cheerful because Lady Widow had singled him out? Once planted, that idea grew like a bramble, wending its way through her insides, prickling wherever it touched.

‘I have some errands on Bond Street,’ he said, interrupting his infernal humming. ‘Would you care to accompany me?’

She shot him a surprised glance. Luckily he was busy cutting his meat and had not noticed. She swallowed. ‘If you desire it,’ she said, keeping her voice steady.

He raised his head, smiled, and resumed humming.

This attention seemed too pointed to be due to winning. It smacked of…guilt. That was what it was. Guilt.

Whenever her father had done something particularly reprehensible, like staying out for days without a word then waltzing in big as you please, reeking of rosewater, he always fussed over her mother, bringing her trinkets, plying her with treats, escorting her to the theatre.

The door opened and Lady Keating entered. ‘Ah, there you are,’ she said to Emily, then, seeing her son, swished over to him and gave him a kiss on the cheek. ‘Guy, I did not see you at first.’

‘Good morning, Mother.’ He stopped humming.

‘Yes, to you too, my son, but I came in search of…of your wife. To see if she may accompany me on calls today.’

Emily opened her mouth to reply, but her husband spoke first. ‘Then I suggest you ask her. She is right here in front of you, Mother.’ His voice had hardened.

The Dowager went red. With anger, Emily supposed. Or embarrassment. ‘What do you wish of me?’ Emily asked in a mild tone.

Her mother-in-law looked almost grateful. ‘I…I do beg your company this afternoon. To accompany me on my calls.’

Emily glanced at her husband whose expression remained stony. ‘I would be honoured to come with you, ordinarily, but I am not entirely certain I will be available…’ Her voice trailed off.

Guy could renege on his invitation to her if he wished. It seemed his practice to indulge his mother whenever possible. Emily was certain Lady Widow would not tolerate having her wishes come second to another’s, but Emily would not risk causing a scene. She waited to see what he might decide.

‘Emily is previously engaged,’ he said.

His mother’s lips pursed, and Emily’s jaw nearly dropped open.

He added, ‘She is to accompany me.’

Her eyes narrowed. ‘Indeed,’ Lady Keating said. ‘And where do you go?’

‘I have a few errands on Bond Street,’ he replied.

His mother brightened, ‘Oh, well, that cannot be so important. She would do better to come with me.’

His eyes grew stern. ‘She accompanies me, Mother. That is the end of it.’

Emily observed this exchange with more astonishment. It was nonsensical that her husband and his mother would vie for her company.

‘Very well,’ the Dowager said with a huff. ‘I bid you both good day.’ She flounced out of the room.

Emily gaped at her husband, but he seemed absorbed in spearing a piece of ham on his fork.

 

A pleasing autumn breeze had swept the previous night’s mist quite away, bringing back bright colour to the town.

As they stepped on to the pavement in front of the townhouse, Guy asked, ‘Shall we walk to Bond Street?’

It was not far. ‘Very well,’ agreed Emily.

She had become accustomed to walking with her mother-in-law on their morning calls. Her mother-in-law was a great walker and, in truth, it was a pleasure Emily shared, although she did not so inform Lady Keating. Emily greatly missed long rambling walks in the country. Her sister Madeleine had been mad for riding, but Emily always preferred the sedate pace of her own two feet. An autumn day at Malvern, the family estate, would not see the smoke of London chimneys quickly erase the blue of the sky. One might walk all day in its beauty.

‘What a glorious day,’ her husband said expansively as they left Essex Court.

It was glorious for the moment, still clear and bright. He tipped his hat to a lady passing them, one who lived on the Court. Emily nodded to her. Might the lady remark to others that young Lady Keating had been seen out walking with her husband? It would be a novel on dit, indeed.

‘What shops shall we visit?’ Guy asked.

Another surprise. She was unused to any Keating asking her wishes. ‘Wherever you wish,’ she replied. ‘You mentioned an errand.’

‘Ah,’ he said. ‘Nothing significant. I thought to stop in Hatchard’s. I’ve a fancy for purchasing The Naturalist’s Diary.’

Naturalist’s Diary? This seemed an odd choice for a gamester’s library. She’d be less surprised if he were in search of a copy of Hoyle’s book.

‘Very well,’ was all she replied.

He stopped as they were about to turn into St James’s Street. ‘Now, you also must select a destination. Do you fancy a visit to a draper’s? A milliner? I am at your disposal.’

This solicitude was rattling. What had provoked it? Did he desire her to have a new dress? Perhaps something as daring as Lady Widow? After his win the previous night, perhaps he could well afford to purchase a new gown for his wife.

Her mother’s wardrobe always expanded nicely when her father was philandering. Perhaps Guy Keating was anticipating similar recompense due to his pursuit of Lady Widow. Was he about to make Lady Widow a shocking proposition such as Sloane had made? How might Lady Widow respond?

Emily made herself gaze impassively at her husband. ‘I would not impose upon you, sir. Your mother would, I presume, be happy to accompany me to such shops. I shall wait upon her.’

He gave her a crooked grin. ‘You make it difficult for me to indulge you.’

She met the direct glittering blue of his eyes, eyes a woman could fall into and never, ever escape. What might it be like to have this handsome man bent on giving her pleasure?

She swallowed. No, she was convinced he meant to appease her as her father did her mother. The pleasure belonged to Lady Widow. ‘There is no need to indulge me,’ she said.

With a tiny shake of his head, he started walking again. They reached Piccadilly, where a ragged boy ran up holding a broom. Guy tossed him a ha’penny, and the boy swept the street in front of them as they crossed.

When they reached Hatchard’s Bookshop, Guy went in search of The Naturalist’s Diary and Emily was free to browse the shelves. She spotted Glenarvon, the shocking novel everyone knew had been penned by the scandalous Lady Caroline Lamb about her affair with Lord Byron. Emily would never have admitted to following the whole sordid sequence of events, but she had.

She opened the book, her eyes lighting on a passage.

…Oh I am changed, she continually thought; I have repressed and conquered every warm and eager feeling; I love and admire nothing; yet am I not heartless and cold enough for the world in which I live. What is it that makes me miserable? There is a fire burns within my soul…

She slammed the book shut and replaced it upon the shelf, closing her eyes on stinging tears. A fire burns within my soul.

‘Would you like the book?’

She opened her eyes. Her husband stood before her, eyeing her quizzically. A fire burns within my soul, she thought again.

She shook her head. ‘I was merely passing the time. I desire nothing.’

He cocked his head, regarding her for a long moment. He finally said, ‘I will make my purchase.’

 

Guy offered his wife his arm as they walked out. She’d gone so pale in the bookshop. What had happened to her in there? He wished she would open up her thoughts to him, her hopes, her desires.

Emily, the mask you wear conceals more than Lady Widow’s, he said to himself. He wished they could cease this masquerade and bring the fresh air of honesty into their relationship.

But he was not ready to be honest, not until he’d secured their finances and her future. He owed that to her. Still, it would be pleasant to give her some enjoyment on this lovely autumn day. He must be more clever.

‘I have a notion Aunt Pip and Aunt Dorrie might fancy some sweets,’ he said. ‘Are you too fatigued to walk to Gunter’s?’

‘I am not too fatigued,’ she responded, agreeable as ever.

They walked towards Berkeley Square, the day warming in the afternoon sun.

Another gentleman was entering the shop as they neared it. He smiled at them warmly. ‘Lady Keating. Lord Keating. Delightful to see you.’

Guy recognised him as Lieutenant—no, Captain, he’d gained a promotion—Devlin Steele. He had a brief acquaintance with the man in the Peninsula, but not enough to warrant this friendly greeting. Emily’s grip tightened on his arm. She knew him? And was distressed to see him? Another secret, no doubt? Guy extended his hand. ‘Lord Devlin. Good to see you.’

Steele accepted the handshake and turned to Emily. ‘How nice we meet again so soon.’

Soon? What sort of secret might this be?

The man went on, smiling at Emily. ‘Do you come for an ice? The day is almost warm enough for it. I beg you will bear us company. Madeleine is in the carriage over there.’ He gestured to a fine shining vehicle bearing the Heronvale crest. ‘She will want to see you.’

She was acquainted with the wife! Guy felt more than a measure of relief. ‘Would you desire it, Emily?’

With an odd light in her eyes, she responded, ‘Oh, yes.’

Steele insisted upon procuring the ices and shooed them over to the carriage. Emily almost ran to it. As they approached, a pretty face appeared at the carriage window.

‘Emily!’ she exclaimed.

‘We have come to sit with you,’ Emily said, sounding happy.

Her friend opened the door, and Guy assisted his wife in.

As Emily took the seat beside her dark-haired companion, she said, ‘My lord, may I present Lady Devlin. Madeleine—I mean, Lady Devlin, my husband, Lord Guy Keating.’

Guy remained on the pavement. ‘My pleasure, ma’am.’ He shook the lady’s hand.

Lady Devlin regarded him intently. ‘I am very delighted to meet you,’ she said.

Emily smiled at her friend, and the smile reached her eyes.

‘I shall leave to assist Lord Devlin,’ Guy said, aware of a small pang of envy.

He bowed to them and walked to the confectioner’s. He’d wished to please his wife this day. He had not known he would do so by giving her a moment alone with her friend, a moment away from her husband.

 

Cyprian Sloane stood in the shadow of the tall green shrubbery watching Keating leave the carriage and walk back to Gunter’s. He’d caught sight of Lord and Lady Keating walking down Bruton Street and on a lark decided to follow them. One never knew what useful information might be unearthed if one seized an opportune moment like this.

He’d watched Keating and his wife meet up with Heronvale’s younger brother and thought it mildly interesting. When he saw a lady’s face at the window of the Heronvale carriage, hairs stood erect on the back of his neck.

Had his eyes deceived him?

He’d moved closer, selecting this vantage point amidst the shrubbery. All he need do was wait for the face to appear again to be sure.

If he were correct, he’d need some time to ponder how to use the information to further his aims. The connection appeared to be between Lady Keating and the young woman he’d recognised. He’d need to discover how she came to be in the Marquess of Heronvale’s carriage, in the company of the Marquess’s brother, and on friendly terms with the respectable Keatings. Then he’d find a way to make this knowledge useful.

Sloane grinned. He’d spent the war years bartering in information, not too dissimilar to what he thought he’d discovered here. It felt invigorating to exercise his skills once more. All it took was a talent for being in the right place at the right time, patience to wait until all facts were revealed, and a little luck.

It was all a bit like a card game. Sloane would wait as long as it took. Then he’d see if he’d just been dealt a queen of spades.