Chapter 5
Hank caught glimpses of England through the
clouds. His first sight of the old world was fascinating but it
also increased a feeling of uneasiness that had been slowly growing
deep within him. Not that it was unusual for Hank to get nervous
about anything that could drastically affect his career. But this
was different. He was heading into the complete unknown and, what
was truly new for him, doing it on his own.
When his commanding officer first told him six
months ago that he was on the shortlist for the job he was jazzed,
but when it was made official a couple of months later he began to
feel apprehensive. Up until then he had not allowed himself to
think of all the things he would have to deal with, but
confirmation brought a myriad concerns, not all of them work
related. He had four months to get organised and his first problem
was what to do with the house for the two years abroad. He
considered selling it, but when he suggested that to Kathryn she
went nuts, ranting about how much time and money they had spent
getting it just right. Hank knew her horrified reaction was not
just to do with the house. He pulled back from selling it and
placed an advertisement on the Navy website newsletter offering it
up for rental. Kathryn tried to fight that option too. She said the
thought of complete strangers living in their home revolted her.
Hank totally refused to leave the damn thing empty for two years
while still paying the mortgage. She gave in but it was only the
start of his Kathryn-related problems.
Janet and Helen, their five- and six-year-old
girls, were another concern. He wondered how they would find moving
to a new country and a foreign school even though, thankfully,
their initial reaction was ‘cool’. Marty Whelan, the guy Hank was
replacing, turned out to be a great help. Marty, who had a wife and
child, had gone through everything Hank was about to and assured
him all would be fine and that in no time at all they would be
settled in. He reminded Hank that the posting with the Brits was a
couple of decades old and that most of those who had gone before
him had been married with kids and managed okay. Hank knew he was
getting too strung out about the move and blamed Kathryn for much
of his stress. She was by far his biggest problem at the moment. He
was afraid this trip was going to test just about every aspect of
their relationship. The problem was she did not want to go to
England and her reason was deep-seated, family and historical. She
hated the English and everything about them. Not that she had ever
known a single English person or even been to England before. She
had been brought up to hate them.
The captain’s voice filled the cabin announcing
that there were twenty minutes before landing. Hank pushed his
fingers through his short, brown hair. He had not slept a wink on
the flight even after four beers and four Jack Daniels chasers. He
prided himself on being able to sleep anywhere, anytime, wet or
dry, on rocks or feathers, but the combination of the new
appointment and family concerns was more than he had ever had to
handle at any one time before. He finally decided the best way to
deal with Kathryn’s issues was to ignore them. This trip was about
his career and not her problems with the English. He was going to
spend two years with the Special Boat Service (SBS). If he did well
he could look forward to a promotion to E8 on his return. That
promotion was the true source of his concerns. Without it, and it
was not guaranteed by a long shot, he could look forward to three
or four more years max in the Navy and then it was civvy street.
The very thought depressed him. His dream was to be a lifer but it
all hinged on how he was going to get on with - and impress - this
foreign Special Forces outfit that his own American one was
originally based on.
He had received several briefings on what to expect
and how to comport himself.The two organisations were related, i.e.
both were Navy and played in the water, though not exclusively, but
they were also quite different. Americans gave the impression of
being more laid back than the British, and in most cases that was
true, but the SEALs were in fact a much more rigid structure and
more traditional than the SBS. The SEALs were also far wealthier.
The SBS had seen more action in the past few decades and boasted a
greater number of successes, but Hank was not intimidated by that
and proud to be a Navy SEAL.
He knew that if he wanted to return home in two
years with an outstanding report he was going to have to impress.
The issue was not if he could achieve his goals, but how. He had
seen action in the Gulf War even though that was an overall
disappointment for the SEALs, who were hardly utilised. His team
had retaken a small oil platform in the Persian Gulf to prevent the
Iraqis from destroying it, but there had been no resistance and it
was basically a formality. He had also been part of the team that
liberated the US embassy in Kuwait, but that was just a show for
the press, roping down from a helicopter on to the roof while
journalists, who had been there days before, filmed the event from
outside on the street in a somewhat carnival atmosphere. Somalia
was a little more hairy for him but he missed out on the bigger
engagements. Afghanistan had looked hopeful but ended up another
disappointment. As usual, it seemed, he arrived too late to see the
best of the action. It was always about being in the right place at
the right time and he never was. Two years with the Brits, however,
did not necessarily mean a break in those possibilities.There had
been rumours of previous exchange officers seeing action with the
Brits, and not just in the Gulf or Afghanistan. He would just have
to wait and see how true that was.
Hank checked his daughters were belted into their
seats beside him and glanced over at Kathryn the other side of the
aisle. She always looked pretty to him, even when she was stressed
and unhappy. Her auburn shoulder-length hair shone like it had just
been washed. It fascinated him the way it always seemed to fall
perfectly into place. But her eyes looked tired as they stared
ahead at nothing and there was a slight frown across her forehead.
She was still annoyed at having to travel economy class. That was
tough, he thought. The overseas allowances made this a good money
trip and he was not about to squander it on an expensive upgrade.
It annoyed him the way she had no respect for money. Hank’s
philosophy was that of a Special Forces soldier: economy and
planning, but despite his insistence he reckoned he lost as many
fights with Kathryn as he won. The two things he regretted giving
into most were the house and the car, both more than they could
sensibly afford. It irked him every time he thought of the size of
the combined monthly payments. Now the damned car was in storage
for two years while they continued paying for it.
He went back to the view out of his window, his
thoughts gravitating once again to his new posting. He had no idea
what he would be doing once he arrived in Poole town. In some ways,
coming to England would be like starting over. That was one of the
big pluses for him. Making friends was not a problem. He liked to
work hard and party harder, which had been as much a part of his
problem as it was his charm. The plan for this trip was to hold off
in the party department until he was more familiar with the guys.
It was a matter of record that Hank could make an ass of himself
when drunk, which was why he almost lost out on getting the
promotion he needed to qualify for this job. But this trip was as
much about public relations as maintaining the good rapport they
had with their cousins over the pond. Hank had learned that his
boss had based his final decision on the conclusion that Hank might
just fit in with the Brits quite well; after all, the Brits liked
their beer too.
‘Mommy,’ Helen said, leaning into the aisle.‘Are we
nearly in England?’
‘Yeah, sweety. We’re nearly in England,’ Kathryn
replied, wishing her little girl wasn’t so excited. The nose of the
plane dipped a little to lose height.
‘Pinch your nose and blow into your ears the way we
practised it, honey,’ Kathryn advised. ‘You too, Janet.’ The two
girls pinched their noses and blew repeatedly, their little cheeks
puffing out.
‘I felt a pop, Mommy,’ Janet said.
‘That’s good, honey.’ Kathryn glanced at Hank, who
was still staring out of the window, absently rubbing his palms.
She wanted to put her hands on his and tell him he was going to do
just fine, but she couldn’t. He may be worried about the next two
years, but so was she. She resented him for not understanding her
needs. While he was doing his job she was looking forward to two
years of hell.
Kathryn stood in the arrivals lounge between two
trolleys piled high with suitcases, and Helen and Janet parked
tiredly on top of them. Hank had gone outside to look for Marty,
who was supposed to be meeting them. Kathryn was tired and wondered
how long it would take to get to wherever they were headed. She had
no interest in looking at a map of the country and knew nothing
about where they were going, how far it was, or even in what part
of England it was situated.
She looked around the crowded terminal at the
people, races she had never seen in the flesh before and languages
she could only guess at. She heard American voices and craned to
search for them. They were easily spotted: a loud, well-fed group
in crisp, colourful clothes; retired couples from Texas or Arizona
she guessed. She watched as they shuffled towards an exit that
promised the coach terminal.
She was really here, she thought. Goddamned
England. It was numbing. There was not one single positive aspect
of being in England and no end of negative ones. Leaving the house
had been unbearable. She hated the people they had let it out to: a
lieutenant from SEAL Team 4 on the West Coast and his snooty
Californian wife. The woman made it obvious it was beneath her
status to rent a house belonging to a mere chief petty officer, but
as she kept saying, much to Kathryn’s irritation, ‘there simply
wasn’t anything to choose from’ implying Kathryn’s house was a last
resort.
Saying goodbye to her friends was almost as bad.The
day they left for the airport it should have been her turn to host
the wives’ get-together. Hank had accused her of being petty when
she moaned about it but it represented all that was important to
her. Her social life dominated everything. Most of her friends were
Navy wives and young mothers. There was always a birthday party, a
baby shower or picnic to attend or plan. Every weekend someone was
having a barbeque. She never went shopping alone; a phone call
would always find at least one wife to come along and turn it into
a day out. Her women’s group was probably the most important event
for her.And at the centre of everything were, of course, the
children.
Standing there in the arrivals lounge, thousands of
miles from all of that, Kathryn felt as if she had been ripped out
of her life by the roots. She had even delayed packing to the last
minute, hoping and praying the trip would somehow fall apart. Never
in her life had she considered coming to England. It irked her even
more to think Hank was actually keen on it. His parents were also
of Irish descent. Maybe not second generation like hers but what
was the difference? When she tried to talk to him about it all he
would say was, ‘They ain’t at war with you.’ ‘Tripe’ her mother
called his comment.‘The war was against the Irish, and we’re
Irish,’ she insisted. Hank said Kathryn was using the Irish thing
as an excuse and that it was her friends she really didn’t want to
say goodbye to.
Kathryn ultimately gave in because Hank had
threatened to quit the SEALs if she didn’t go with him; it was a
married and accompanied draft and he would not have been able to go
without her. She had never seen him so angry as when she first
refused. She thought he was going to wreck the entire house when he
came home drunk later that night. If he quit the Navy they would
have had to leave Norfolk for him to find work anyway. She had her
doubts that he would have carried out his threat but she didn’t
want to take the risk. He was capable of doing crazy things at
times. Hank tried to console her with stupid comments such as it
wouldn’t be quite so bad once she made new friends. He just didn’t
get it. She didn’t want anything to do with the English. She was
realistic enough to know she could not avoid the other wives
completely but she was not about to get pally with any of them.The
girls would obviously make friends at school.They would want to
bring them home. The mothers would then want to come in for their
cups of tea and no doubt ask endlessly stupid questions about what
it was like in America. There would be birthday parties and
sleepovers. The more she thought about it the more it worried her
that she could not keep it up for a week, never mind two
years.
‘Mommy? I wanna drink,’ Helen said, looking as if
she was close to falling sleep.
‘You’re gonna have to wait, honey.’
‘But I’m thirsty.’
‘Daddy has all the English money.’
Kathryn saw Hank moving nimbly through the crowded
hall towards her. A man she vaguely recognised was following him.
He must’ve been six three or four, at least a couple inches taller
than Hank.
Hank arrived a little out of breath and grabbed one
of the trolleys, turning it in the direction he just came from.
‘Hold on, honey,’ he said to Janet, then to Kathryn as he started
to push off, ‘We gotta hurry. Marty’s parked in a no-waiting
zone.’
‘Hi,’ Marty said with a carefree grin as he arrived
and took charge of the other trolley, but in nowhere near the rush
as Hank who was already heading off.
‘I told Hank we don’t need to rush so much,’ Marty
said in a lazy, mid-western drawl. ‘They ain’t so crazy here ’bout
parkin’ out front as they are States side.’
‘Comin’ through here,’ Hank shouted to people
blocking his way.
Kathryn plucked Helen off the trolley Marty had
hold of, forcing a smile for him, uncomfortable as she usually was
with strangers. ‘I’m Kathryn.’
‘We met a couple years back at an open day,’ Marty
said. ‘My wife’s name is Kate.’ Marty was broader than Hank and had
a farm-boy quality. He was almost handsome.
‘I remember,’ she said. ‘I’m sorry but I don’t
remember your wife. Kate, did you say?’
‘Yeah,’ he said. ‘I’d only just dragged her out
from Kentucky that week. She was shy about meetin’ new people back
then.’
Kathryn decided she liked Marty and his slow,
confident way of talking and moving.
Hank looked back to check on their progress. ‘Come
on, honey. Otherwise the car’ll get towed,’ he shouted.
Marty politely indicated Kathryn to go ahead. She
wondered how well Marty knew Hank. They seemed quite opposite in
character. She took Helen’s hand and moved off in pursuit of her
husband.
By the time Marty approached the entrance to the
M3 motorway, seatbacks had been adjusted for maximum comfort,
pillows were made from clothing and everyone was settled in for the
drive.
‘’Bout two hours should see us into Poole, maybe
more if this jam doesn’t clear,’ Marty said.
‘Is the traffic always this bad?’ Hank asked as
they crawled along the three-lane highway sandwiched between a
truck and a double-decker bus.
‘There was a bomb scare on one of the bypasses a
couple hours ago. That’s why I was late. We’ll be past it
soon.’
‘Bomb scare? Who would that be?’ Hank asked.
‘RIRA probably. They’ve been stepping up their
attacks on the mainland lately.’
‘RIRA?’ Hank asked, having never heard the
term.
‘The Real IRA. That’s what they call themselves.
They’re one of the new groups since the ceasefire.’
‘They’re all IRA though, right?’ asked Hank.
‘I guess. You’ve got the official IRA, the old
original outfit, and then the Provisional IRA. Anyhow, they’re
supposed to be having a ceasefire.Then there’s a group called the
Continuity IRA, which are pretty much like the Real IRA. They’re
made up of guys from PIRA, the Provos that is, who don’t agree with
the ceasefire. But then the Provos were originally formed back in
the seventies or sixties by guys who thought the IRA in those days
weren’t putting up enough of a fight. Basically not a lot’s changed
as far as most of the Catholics in Northern Ireland are concerned.
They still want the Brits out.’
‘So why don’t they just leave?’ Kathryn said,
almost to herself, not really wanting to get into a conversation on
any subject.
‘Problem is the Protestants want to stay British
and there are more of them than Catholics and they’ve got most of
the power and money . . . Funny thing is the Brits first sent
troops into Northern Ireland to protect the Catholics from the
Protestants. The first Brit soldier killed was by a Protestant, or
was it the other way around? Yeah, I think the first guy the Brits
shot was a Protestant. Maybe it was both. Anyhow, nothing seems to
have changed, like I said. Except of course since the September
eleventh thing. Terrorism, even in Ireland, doesn’t get the same
support it did before the towers were hit.’
‘What about the English terrorists?’ Kathryn
asked.
Hank rolled his eyes.
‘How’s that?’ asked Marty.
‘Haven’t you ever heard of the famine?’
‘The famine?’ Marty asked.
‘That was when the English tried to wipe out the
whole Irish nation,’ she said.
‘Sorry. History ain’t my thing,’ Marty said, eyeing
her in the rear-view mirror. He grinned. ‘You ain’t gonna be too
popular round here with sentiments like that.’
Kathryn stared out of the window at the traffic, as
if she gave a damn.
Hank knew where Kathryn was coming from and kept
quiet.
‘What’s a bomb scare, Mommy?’ Helen asked, sucking
her thumb, trying hard to stay awake.
Hank leaned around from the front passenger seat
and tucked the blanket up under her chin, snuggling her in. ‘It’s
when people try and scare other people, honey. You warm enough,
cuddles?’ Helen nodded as her eyes spent more time shut than
open.
‘Anyone wanna grab a coffee or a bite?’ Marty
asked.
The little girls were already asleep. ‘I’m okay.You
okay?’ Hank asked Kathryn.
‘I’m fine,’ Kathryn said, checking her watch.
‘Dinner in Poole it is, then,’ Marty said.
Kathryn did a quick calculation and decided that
the wives’ monthly get-together finished about four hours
ago.
Three hours later they arrived in Corfe Mullen, a
town a few miles inland from Poole, and pulled into a cul-de-sac in
the middle of a large residential area built on a collection of
hills.The adults climbed out leaving the children fast asleep. Hank
and Kathryn stood on the pavement and looked up at the modern
bungalow built on a sharp incline. It looked clean and maintained
but nothing spectacular.
‘I hope it’s okay,’ Marty said, worried Kathryn
wouldn’t like it. ‘You can always change it,’ he added.
Kathryn had no enthusiasm whatsoever. The driveway,
just long enough to fit a car, was very steep and led up to a
garage connected to the house.The garden wrapped tightly around the
front and the entire building fitted snugly in between the houses
either side with very little room to walk between them.
‘What do you think, honey? It looks fine to me,’
Hank said.
‘It looks fantastic,’ she said dryly.
‘If you don’t like it we’ll grab a hotel, for
Christ’s sake,’ Hank snapped. ‘They have hotels in this town, don’t
they, Marty?’
Marty remained neutral.
Kathryn pulled a bag out of the vehicle. Marty held
out the keys for Hank. ‘The small one’s the front door, the long
one’s the back. Why don’t you dump your stuff inside and we’ll head
round to my place. Kate’s got a real Southern home-cooked supper
waiting for you guys.We live a couple blocks up the road. We’ve got
a couple beds set up for you and the kids for tonight.’
Kathryn smiled politely at him in thanks,
appreciating Marty’s kindness.
Hank took the key as Kathryn headed up the steep
incline. ‘What time are you going to the base tomorrow?’ he
asked.
‘You don’t have to come in till next week,’ Marty
said. ‘Take your time. Get settled in.’
‘I’d like to get into it right away.’
‘You’re not scheduled to meet the boss till next
Wednesday.’
‘Maybe you can show me around, if you’ve got
time.’
‘If that’s what you wanna do,’ Marty said, seeing
Kathryn waiting impatiently at the front door for Hank to open it.
‘That’s what I’m here for,’ he said as he grabbed a bag and headed
up the drive.
Hank was getting annoyed with Kathryn’s attitude
but told himself to stick to his guns and let her deal with her
problems. He had a job to do and bright and early tomorrow was day
one.