Chapter 3
Paul Healy sat with a pair of headphones around
his neck in the back of an old Ford Transit van opposite an array
of jerry-rigged electronics equipment bolted into a basic
framework.The gobbledygook sound of the secure communications
emitted from a pair of small speakers. Healy was in his early
fifties, balding and looked old and tired, like someone who was
nearing the end of a long, exhausting journey having discovered
halfway through how pointless it all was. Tommy sat watching him
from the driver’s seat, smoking a cigarette, dog-ends all around
his feet. Tommy had been given two specific responsibilities: drive
the van, and protect Healy, with his own life if need be. He
watched Healy with contempt. There was no way he was going to give
his life for that man.
Tommy was suspicious of Healy for no other reason
than he was not a member. Tommy didn’t have a friend in the world
who was not a militant pro-Republican, a member of the Irish
Republican Army. Although Healy was Irish Catholic, he was just a
hired hand and that made him untrustworthy. If he cared about the
cause he would not be taking money. Healy could have been forced to
do the job, but experience had taught the organisation that it was
far more effective to steal the money to pay for the professional
than to steal the professional and threaten him to work for his
life. They needed Healy, reputed to be the best in the whole of
Ireland at what he did, to be on best form for this job.
Tommy was right to think Healy didn’t give a damn
about the cause, but Healy had no love for the Brits either, not
after what they had done to him. He had only one true lifelong love
- solving puzzles. The more complicated they were the greater the
challenge and the purer the high if he succeeded in cracking them.
He should have been born fifty years earlier. He would have given
anything to be a code breaker in the Second World War. He knew
everything there was to know about Ultra and the breaking of the
German, Japanese and Italian codes. Mathematics and psychology had
been the primary skills then; now it was as much about knowing
computers and electronics. But Healy had made sure he had kept up
to date in that field too. If he had not screwed up all those years
ago he could have ended up working for MI6 or possibly even the
CIA. But now those ambitions were dead and buried for ever.The
irony was that his childhood dream could now be fulfilled only by
working for the other side, thugs and morons like these.Terrorists.
He had worked for several organisations over the years: Libyans,
Palestinians and Iranians. They were pretty much all the same as
far as he was concerned. Some were just a bit more insane than
others. The jobs were nothing to brag about but at least he made a
living doing what he enjoyed and that, surely, was the important
thing.
Tommy listened to the unidentifiable sounds coming
over the speakers and watched Healy as he concentrated on every
transmission and scribbled notes into a large notebook.‘Why do you
listen to that if you can’t understand a word?’ he asked.
‘I may not be able to understand a single word, but
there’s a lot of information to be gained,’ Healy replied as if
talking to a child.
‘Like what?’ Tommy asked, lighting a new cigarette
with his old one.
Healy would normally prefer not to get into a
conversation with any person who had a single digit IQ, as this one
obviously had, but when it came to his work he could talk about it
to anyone who would listen. ‘Well, there’s tone for one,’ he said.
‘You can hear urgency, or lack of it. You can sometimes tell if
it’s just casual communication or if it’s important, such as an
operation. And you can tell, more or less, how many people are on
the network. That’s quite a lot of useful information in the right
hands.’
Tommy stared at Healy unconvinced. ‘Sounds like a
load of bollocks to me.’
‘Which is why you only get to operate that nice big
wheel in the front of the van and I get to play with all these
little ones in the back,’ Healy said with a genuine enough smile.
Healy had long since got used to spending his time with thickoes;
wherever he worked he always had a driver or bodyguard and it was
too much to expect anyone from that stratum to have any
intelligence.
Healy first arrived on the scene in the seventies,
a cocky, arrogant genius, bragging he could crack any code if he
was given the time and equipment and volunteering his services to
the IRA. That was in the days before secure scrambled
communications. The IRA was willing to take a chance on him and
gave him the money, the time and the place in which to prove
himself: Belfast. He was as good as his word and within a year had
successfully cracked the codes used by Britain’s most elite
Northern Ireland undercover group, compiling lists of vehicles,
number plates, photographs of operatives and the codes for every
important location in the province. In the back of Healy’s mind he
knew there was a good chance he would get caught eventually. In
fact, as the prison psychologist said, from the start he really
wanted to be caught because he craved the acknowledgement of his
genius. After he was arrested he was all too ready to crow to the
British, offering to show them how to prevent against any such
future technical invasions. Didn’t the Americans employ German
geniuses after the Second World War? How naïve he was to think they
would forgive him, let alone ask him to join them. He never got
over the shock of the public trial and the ten-year jail sentence.
He was released after six years, a marked man and with any hope of
a career in Western intelligence in tatters. If there was any
solace he might gain from his circumstances, it was that it was due
to his success in breaking the British military codes that the new
secure communication system he was listening to at that moment had
been introduced.
Another garbled transmission came from the
speakers. Healy frowned as he concentrated on it. Then he smiled,
nodding in recognition and self-satisfaction as he jotted something
down on a piece of paper. Tommy leaned over to read what Healy had
written.
‘Mary? Who’s Mary?’
‘It’s a voice,’ Healy replied. ‘Listen to the
transmissions long enough and you start to recognise different
voices.That was Mary. I’m certain it was. She’s been with the
detachment almost a year now.’
‘How do you know her name is Mary?’ asked Tommy,
looking confused.
‘I don’t.That’s just the name I’ve given her.’
Healy adjusted some controls on his panel. ‘And by the signal
strength I’d say she was getting closer.’ He then checked his
watch, curious about something. ‘There’s one element missing,’ he
said, more to himself.
‘What’s that?’ asked Tommy.
‘I’d have thought it would be up by now. A bit
slow. Which is good, I suppose.’
‘What’s slow?’ Tommy asked, a little annoyed at
being ignored.
Healy looked at him as if just remembering Tommy
was in the van with him. ‘The helicopter,’ he said.
Stratton drove at speed along the airbase access
road and arrived at a collection of long, narrow single-storey
buildings on the edge of an airfield. He screeched to a halt,
drawing the attention of the handful of mechanics and service
engineers lounging outside on a smoke break. He climbed out with
his bag and rifle, passed the servicemen, who watched him
curiously, and headed towards a Gazelle jet helicopter parked alone
on the grass fifty yards away. There was no sign of the pilot or
ground crew.
He opened the passenger door of the sleek
four-seater, dumped his bag on the floor in front of the passenger
seat, and looked toward the Air Corps buildings. The pilot casually
stepped out, wearing the standard green one-piece flying suit, a
helmet and pulling on his tight leather gloves. Stratton took off
his jacket, removed a shoulder holster from his bag and pulled it
on, clipping the tail to his trouser belt. The pilot did not
acknowledge Stratton as he walked around the other side of the cab
and climbed in with the urgency of someone preparing for a Sunday
drive. Stratton had a problem with him already.
‘Do you know what an op Kuttuc is?’ Stratton
asked.
The pilot was a young, cocky lieutenant fly-boy
with a condescending smile he reserved specifically for those he
considered to be of an inferior class. He had placed Stratton in
that category the moment he laid eyes on him.
‘Yes,’ he replied. It was one of those long,
irritating ‘yeses’ that went up at the end, suggesting the question
was childishly obvious. ‘One of your chaps has been kidnapped,’ he
said as if he had been watching too many old Brit war movies.
Stratton watched him climb in.The man was digging his own grave,
completely ignorant of it.
Stratton checked his pistol and slid it into his
holster. ‘This kite should’ve been turning over by the time I got
here.’
‘I was here as soon as I got the word,’ the pilot
replied tiredly.
‘You’re the standby pilot, right?’ Stratton
asked.
‘Obviously,’ the pilot said as he flicked switches
and pushed buttons in the order on his checklist.
‘That means you standby in your kit, helmet at your
side, and when the bell goes you sprint like the Battle of
Britain.’
The pilot continued checking his instruments,
ignoring Stratton. Stratton reached over and took his arm in a vice
grip. ‘Do you understand?’
The pilot stopped and looked at him, quite
horrified by the physical contact.
‘Now get this fucking thing airborne,’ Stratton
continued, releasing the pilot’s arm to pull on his heavy
jacket.
The pilot continued to check off instruments,
glancing at Stratton, unbalanced by his attitude. He was certain
Stratton was not an officer and no matter what the urgency he had
no right to talk to him in that manner, let alone physically grab
him. He decided not to make an immediate issue of it as there
obviously was some urgency, but he would certainly bring it up with
his CO when they got back. He couldn’t give a fig if this ruffian
was from Special Forces. Long hair and dirty clothes did not give
him the authority to be insolent.
The pilot started the engines while Stratton
climbed inside and pulled his door closed. Stratton fastened his
seatbelt web, pulled on his headset and plugged the giro-steady
device attached to the rifle into the power source on the
instrument panel. He placed a full magazine into the magazine
breach, rested the end of the barrel on top of the instrument panel
and pulled back the cocking leaver, loading the weapon loudly. The
pilot glanced at him and the rifle, aware the rifle should have
been loaded outside the helicopter and in the sandbagged loading
bay as standing orders demanded. He wondered why these people acted
as if they could break any rule that suited them.
Aggy flew down the lane in more doubt of her
driving skills than ever.The speedometer was hovering around eighty
mph. She leaned into a smooth left hand-bend and barely kept her
nearside wheels on the road. If another vehicle had been coming the
other way the chase would have been over. Ed had squeezed permanent
indentations in the base of the seat with his fingers and was fast
reaching his breaking point. He pulled on his seatbelt, a defining
act since operatives always declined to use seatbelts because it
slowed their escape from vehicles if they came under fire.
‘We’ll do ’im no good if we kill ourselves!’ he
shouted.
The way Aggy saw it they had no choice. She was not
about to give up trying and if she went any slower she might as
well stop.
‘Crossroads!’ Ed suddenly screamed.
She tore right through it without slowing or even
looking either way.
‘Fookin’ ’ell,’ Ed exclaimed. ‘This is fookin’
mad!’
‘That was blue six,’ she said, trying to sound as
calm as she could. Ed only had eyes for the road. ‘Blue six,
towards green three. Tell ’em!’ she shouted.
Ed found the send button and pushed it.
Healy listened to the jumbled communication and
checked a device. ‘You’d better get ready.Your boys are close,’ he
said to Tommy.
Tommy ditched his cigarette, craned forward and
scanned the empty lane.
The Gazelle raised off the pad a few metres,
dipped its nose and accelerated forward, rising at a gentle angle
as it gained speed. Stratton adjusted his headset and pushed his
mouthpiece close to his lips. ‘Straight over the Neagh, south-west.
Got that?’ he said.
The pilot nodded. Got that, he said to himself.
Whatever happened to ‘sir’?
‘When I give you an instruction, you say
understood, or otherwise if you didn’t. If you say nothing, I don’t
know if you’ve heard or understood.’
The pilot sighed. ‘Understood,’ he said, making an
attempt to convey to Stratton he was not merely a taxi
driver.
Stratton pressed a button on the headset cable.
‘Whisky one, airborne.’
In the ops room, Graham pushed the transmission
button on the desk. ‘Whisky one is airborne,’ he confirmed. ‘One
three kilo still has from blue six towards green three.’
‘Blue six to green three, understood,’ Stratton
said. ‘Any tracking located? I’m too far to pick up anything
yet.’
‘No. We won’t have anything else in the area to
pick up the signal before you get there anyway,’ Graham said. ‘It’s
gonna be up to you.’
‘Roger that,’ Stratton said as he pulled out his
map book and studied it.
The Gazelle flew at three hundred feet as it left
the land to cross the cold, grey waters of Lough Neagh. Stratton
looked below to the water then at the pilot with irritation.
‘How long’ve you been flying, pal?’ Stratton
asked.
‘It’s Lieutenant Blane to you. Not pal,
understood?’ the pilot said, becoming very vexed indeed.
‘I asked you how long’ve you been flying?’
‘Long enough.’
‘Then get your nose down, drop to ten feet above
the water and red line this fucking crate. There’s easily another
twenty knots in her right above the water.’
‘Now don’t you start telling me how to fly
too!’
‘They teach you ground effect in school?’
‘Yes.’
‘I’ve got a team-mate right now being driven to his
funeral and we’re his only hope.’
‘It’s dangerous to get too low over these
waters.The winds are treacherous.’
Stratton cut him off and talked into the radio.
‘Whisky one, I’ve got a chicken shit pilot here. Can you put Mike
on.’
There was a silent pause, then, ‘Wait one,’ came
Graham’s voice.
After another short pause Mike’s refined voice came
over the air. ‘This is the CO of Camelot. Can you hear me
Lieutenant . . . Blane, is it?’
‘Yes, sir,’ the pilot replied, suddenly a little
cautious.
‘I’ll make this brief and easily digestible. There
are only a handful of people between myself and God in this chain
of command. If you don’t do exactly what the man beside you tells
you, and that includes flying underwater if he asks, I promise I
will use my considerable power to see you are court-marshalled for
disobeying a direct order from me and therefore the
Commander-in-Chief. Do you understand?’
‘Yes, sir,’ the pilot replied, already going red in
the face.
‘Out,’ Mike finished.
Stratton looked at the pilot for the real
confirmation that he fully understood. ‘Well?’ he said.
The pilot could not believe this was happening to
him. He had only been in the province two months. So far, all he
had been required to do was ferry senior officers to various
barracks and carry out the occasional spy in the sky job for one of
this lot. Like the rest of his colleagues, he knew the gang from
the ‘funny farm’ were at the sharp end of intelligence gathering,
but he regarded them as overrated and that they fancied themselves
a bit too much. However, he was also aware they had a lot of clout
and that he would be a toilet roll in a napalm fight if he so much
as squeaked a word of dissent at them. He firmed his grip on the
joystick and pitch controls, dropped the nose and accelerated
toward the lapping water.
Graham lowered the handset from his mouth as Mike
stepped in from the intelligence cell, reading a file. ‘A tad over
the top,’ he said without looking up from his file. ‘And I would
never put myself before God . . . Tell Stratton to head for
Aughnacloy.’
The two standby bleeps smirked at Graham and
received a wink back from him as he picked up the handset. ‘Whisky
one,’ he said into it. ‘Head for black seven.’
‘Black seven,’ Stratton said, his voice, mixed with
the thud of the helicopter rotors, boomed over the speakers.
A satisfied grin slowly spread across Healy’s face
as he listened to the scrambled message. ‘Now there’s a resonance
even you would recognise if you heard it more than a couple of
times.’
‘That your helicopter?’ Tommy asked, his eyes fixed
up the lane.
‘Very good. That was the helicopter. But I refer to
the voice,’ Healy said as he adjusted some dials. ‘It was a man’s
voice.’
‘You know his voice too, do you?’ asked Tommy,
somewhat sceptically.
‘Oh, yes. I call him Achilles.’
‘That’s a grand name you’ve given him.’
‘He’s someone you wouldn’t like to cross swords
with in a hurry.’
‘That a fact?’ Tommy said contemptuously.
‘I’ve heard his voice only a handful of occasions.
On two of them someone died . . . two of yours.’
Healy hit a replay button on a tape recorder and
played back Stratton’s last transmission a couple of times.The
garbled sounds echoed through the van. ‘Yes, that’s Achilles all
right.’
Tommy glanced over at Healy, disliking him even
more following his reference to the dead as ‘yours’ and not ‘ours’.
A car zoomed down the lane like a jet, passing in front of the van
from right to left, the tail wind rocking the lower branches of the
trees that reached over the road.
‘That was Sean,’ Tommy said quickly.
‘Mary is not all that far behind,’ said
Healy.
Tommy started the engine and craned to look back up
the road in the direction the car had come from. He tapped the
steering wheel with his fingers, a little nervous about this next
phase, but anxious all the same to get it done.
He suddenly saw Aggy’s car no more than a couple
hundred metres away, the bushes whipping in its wake. ‘Here she
is,’ he said as he put the engine into first gear and nudged
forward a little, the nose of the van just poking from the small
clearing in the wood. He needed to time his move perfectly. He
could not afford for her to ram him and put him out of action. His
orders were to get away and over the border as soon as possible.
More to the point, he had to get Healy and his equipment back into
the south.
When Aggy’s car was eighty yards away Tommy gunned
the van forward and forced the creaky old vehicle on to the lane to
show her his rear. Healy watched anxiously out of the dirty back
window as Aggy’s car slammed on the brakes but continued to close
at a rapid rate of knots, fishtailing in the narrow lane. He
grabbed hold of the seat in case she hit them.
It was obvious to Aggy and Ed the instant they saw
the van pull out that this chase was over for them. The
instantaneous subconscious question for Aggy was: how badly was it
over? Ed already foresaw the absolute worst.Aggy’s mind raced to
process what little information she had. Her hands turned the wheel
just enough so as not to cause them to roll immediately. They
missed the back of the van on Ed’s side by inches and headed at an
angle for the hedge.The slight verge served as a ramp to tip the
front up and the car left the lane. It hit the hedge halfway up,
punching out a chunk of it and shattering the headlights as they
sailed through. The car was airborne for a few seconds before
nosing hard into a freshly ploughed field. The frame bent on
contact and the windscreen cracked all over. Aggy locked her arms
on the steering wheel and rocked like a crash dummy on contact with
the earth, her face enveloped in the airbag. The rear wheels hit
earth and the car slid sideways for a short distance, shuddering
over the ruts to finally come to a steaming stop.
Healy looked back at the car as they drove down the
lane. He watched it until they were out of sight. ‘Bye bye, Mary,’
he said.
Tommy glanced at him and shook his head.
Aggy and Ed sat for a moment without moving. Ed
had his hands over his eyes as if refusing to look, or perhaps he
was praying.
‘You okay?’ she asked.
‘Fuck off . . . Don’t speak to me for a moment,
okay?’
She accepted he needed some release time and
checked all about them through the windows. There was no sign of
anyone. She felt for her gun. It was still in her shoulder
holster.
‘How come my fuckin’ airbag didn’t go off?’ Ed
finally asked.
‘You don’t have one on your side. That’s where they
put the radio scrambler.’
‘Fuckin’ brilliant,’ he said.
She pressed the button below the seat. ‘Zero alpha,
this is one three kilo, check?’
‘Zero alpha, send,’ came Graham’s voice from the
ops room.
‘We’re out of it,’ she said. The words came out
like a pathetic confession of failure for all to hear.
Stratton received the message with his usual calm
acceptance and quickly moved on. He studied the map, considering
the possibilities.The obvious one - and the one he would go for -
was that the kidnappers planned to take Spinks directly over the
border and into the South. Keeping Spinks in the North would remove
the high risk of being stopped at a crossing point, but then they
would remain under the RUC and army’s nose. If Stratton was wrong
and the kidnappers stayed in the North, there was still a chance of
finding Spinks alive. If they made it over the border, Spinks was a
dead man for sure. Time was the crucial factor. It would take
precious minutes for the army and police to set up roadblocks on
every crossing, especially the small lane crossings in the
countryside, minutes they might not have.
Water from the Neagh sprayed the bubble glass as
the helicopter roared across the lake barely five feet above it.
Land the other side was in sight, but they were still too far to
know if Spinks had played his ace card, the only card he probably
had left.
Brennan sat in the rear of the car, his pistol
levelled at Spinks, while keeping an eye on the road ahead as they
entered the town of Dungannon at a normal speed.
‘Nice and easy,’ he said. ‘Let’s not draw any
attention.’
Sean was annoyed with the obvious advice. He took
the constant flow of petty orders as a show of nerves on Brennan’s
part, not what he expected from a man who was as hard and
experienced as he was reputed to be. Sean drove into the town and
before heading up the steep hill toward the city centre he turned
into a housing estate.
‘There it is,’ said Brennan. ‘Pull in
behind.’
Sean slowed the car and parked behind a van in the
quiet street. Brennan leaned closer to Spinks’s face with his
pistol shoved in his stomach and made his words as clear and
murderous as possible.
‘We’re now going to change vehicles. If you try to
run, I’ll shoot you, you Pink bastard. If you make a fuss and lark
about, it won’t matter because we own this street, but I’ll batter
the livin’ shite outta ya anyway for not doing what you’re told.
Understand?’
Spinks nodded.
‘I was ordered to deliver you alive. No one said
anything about bits of you bein’ missing, okay?’
Spinks believed him.
‘Pull yer trousers on,’ Brennan said.
Spinks shuffled on his back and pulled up his
trousers and clipped them together. He tried to fasten the zip but
it was broken.
‘Don’t worry about your shoes and socks. We’ll get
you a nice pair of comfy slippers when we get to the hotel,’
Brennan said with a grin. ‘Nice and slowly now.The driver’s going
to get out, open your door, and I’ll follow you out.’
Spinks pulled his shirt closed to cover his exposed
chest and stomach. Brennan nodded to Sean, who opened his door and
climbed out. He looked around and up and down the street. The
windowless wall of the building behind him was covered with
drawings of Republican flags and slogans. There was a handful of
people about, someone returning from shopping, an old woman walking
a dog, a couple of housewives chatting over garden fences, children
kicking a football the far end of the street. Sean opened the rear
passenger door.
‘Nice and easy,’ Brennan reminded Spinks.
As Spinks started to sit up he felt spasms of pain
in several parts of his body, damage caused from the ride and where
Brennan had roughed him up. He supported himself on his arms,
pushing himself upright so he could drag his legs around and move
them out the door ahead of him. His right hand slipped off the seat
and into the boot where it touched something metallic jammed under
the seat.The stun grenade. Spinks stalled for a second, his mind
flying through the possibilities. He knew it was a slender chance,
but he also knew that if he ended up wherever this thug was taking
him it was the only one he had. There was still the ace to play,
but he couldn’t use that while this bastard kept so close an eye on
him. This might give him the opportunity to play that last card, if
he could only get to it.When the kidnap scenario had been discussed
in training all the emphasis was placed on avoidance. Once the
operative was in the enemy’s clutches it was pretty much accepted
the game was to all intents over. ‘Take your chances early,’ was
the advice they always gave.
‘Move it,’ Brennan said impatiently, prodding
Spinks with the gun.
Spinks lost hope at the sight of the gun barrel and
decided the idea was suicide. He let his hand leave the grenade as
he squeezed his legs past the back of the front seats. But,
suddenly, he felt like a drowning man letting go of his lifebelt.
He knew he had to take the risk. He had absolutely nothing to lose.
He pushed his feet round to the door and fell back to let his hand
find the grenade once again. It was jammed under the seat, but the
right way around. He could feel the ring. He slipped his finger in
through it, but then Brennan grabbed him viciously by the
throat.
‘Move your bloody arse!’ he growled, his spittle
hitting Spinks in the face.
The threat only served to remind Spinks how much he
had to go for it now. He knew they were in Dungannon. He had
recognised the town immediately.This monster grew only stronger the
closer they got to the South. ‘I said move it!’
Brennan released Spinks who pulled himself upright.
As he did so he pulled the ring clean from the stun grenade. There
was a distinct and audible ‘ching’, a metallic sound he knew well
but which, he hoped, Brennan and Sean would not. It was the
actuating arm flying off under released pressure from the
detonation spring, which in turn allowed the plunger to strike the
cap that would start the sequence.
The explosions were rapid and immediate, noisy and
bright, like a giant firecracker, dozens of bangs in succession,
non-injurious but frighteningly loud, with particles of blinding,
burning magnesium to add to the effect.The smoke and cacophony
filled the car, one of the small charges going off inches from
Brennan’s face. Brennan jerked back in immediate fear, dropping his
gun to cover himself. The weapon designed to create instant
confusion had done its job perfectly.
Spinks pushed out of the car and, crouching low,
his bare feet hit the ground. He rolled forward and shouldered Sean
backwards, throwing him to the pavement, then mustering all his
grit and determination he ran with every ounce of strength he could
pull from his legs. He slammed one bare foot in front of the other,
ignoring the pain as the soft skin on the soles of his feet were
slashed open in the first few paces. He was moving, but, it seemed,
hardly at all as if he was running through molasses. The explosions
behind him would not last long. Five or six seconds perhaps.
He turned off the pavement, ducked between the van
and the car, and ran on to the street.
People looked towards the noise, looked at Spinks,
his jacket and shirt flapping open, his bare feet. Spinks kept
running, hard as he could, gaining a precious yard with each step,
arms beating the air. Yet more misfortune befell him when the clip
holding his trousers together snapped and they started to slip. He
grabbed them with both hands and kept on going, but it upset his
rhythm, slowing him as the crotch dropped closer to his knees and
shortened his stride. He pulled them up a few inches and speeded up
again.
Then he felt something dig into his crotch, under
his balls, something sharp. He knew what it was and suddenly feared
losing it. He reached into his underpants, still running hard, his
fingers digging beneath his testicles. He touched it. At that same
instant something flew out of his body, out of his chest just below
his left shoulder. It felt hot and it burned. It flew ahead of him.
It was a length of blood. He felt a hard whack on his back, behind
where his chest burned, a brutal thump, like a rock hitting him, or
a hammer blow. His mind acknowledged a loud bang somewhere behind
him, a boom.
The force of the blow toppled him forward. He tried
to keep his feet under him as he tipped by increasing his stride
but it was no use. His head dropped lower than his hips, the road
suddenly all he could see, He released his trousers and reached out
with his left hand, his right jammed awkwardly inside his
underpants, but the hand crumpled on contact, unable to hold his
falling weight. His face hit the tarmac and scraped along the rough
surface, taking the flesh from his forehead, his nose, and gouging
his lips and chin. His gut hit and he bounced a little and rolled
on to his side and then his back. He skidded a few more feet then
lay there, breathing hard, dazed, commanding his limbs to get
going. They beat the air as if he were running, but he could not
coordinate them, the ground gone from beneath them.
Suddenly arms grabbed him and he was rolled on to
his front. A hand pulled him up by his hair, another grabbed his
collar, choking him, while another grabbed one of his arms. He was
dragged forward in this position, his toes scraping along the road,
taking the skin off to the bone.
He reached the back of the van, its doors open. He
was raised quickly up and inside, then dropped into something, a
trunk, or large box. He looked at the blurred faces above him, but
only for an instant before a lid came crashing down inches from his
face and it went black. There were more bangs in quick succession
as doors were shut, and then the vehicle’s engine started up.
Spinks lay, rocking, in a dark, confined space once
again. His shoulder started to burn as if it were on fire. He let
out a moan, then a cry for help. All he could hear was the engine
and the whine from the axle beneath him. It was his worst nightmare
come true. Every operative’s worst nightmare.The unthinkable was
happening to him. He was the one. It did not seem possible, even as
he lay there. They had talked about it, the recruits together,
during breaks in training, or at night in their beds, and sometimes
at the bar in the camp after a few beers. It was like a ghoulish
fairytale, the kind of horror that could only happen to someone
else.
Spinks started to cry. His life flashed in front of
him, with plenty of time to see the details. Life was not so
meaningless, even the old days, the boring pointless days of his
youth. He wanted to live. And he would, for quite some time he
expected. But every second of that would be horror. The stories of
what they did to captives were unthinkable. If they could slowly
torture to death one of their own, what would they do to him, a
British spy, a hated undercover man?
Tears rolled off his face into his ears. His chest
shook with painful heaves as his fear took hold. He scratched the
top of his coffin. His nails broke. He didn’t care. He scratched
and pushed with his feet as he cried. But it was no good. His
coffin was too strong. He gave up the effort and just cried. He
wallowed in his nightmare for a few moments more, and then even
that was too exhausting to maintain. He eventually lay there,
quietly, listening to his breathing above the sound of the engine.
He moved a hand to touch the burning pain below his shoulder. It
was wet. He felt under his shirt and found a small tender hole in
his flesh. Images of his run and fall came back to him. He could
see the scene more clearly now than when it happened. He was in
Dungannon. They were still in the North. Then he remembered his
ace.
Despite the intense pain in his chest, Spinks
twisted himself in the confined space so that he could manoeuvre
his arm down into his underpants and between his fatty legs. He
reached under his balls to where it had moved and felt its hard
plastic edge. Brennan had thoroughly searched for it but had
stopped short of Spinks’s most dank nether regions. Had it remained
where Spinks originally placed it, loosely in the front of his
undies, Brennan might have found it when he pulled them down. He
gripped the miniature transponder in his fingertips and carefully
pulled it out.