I Find My Wealth All About Me
WHEN I came to Lisbon, I found out, by inquiry,
and to my particular satisfaction, my old friend the captain of the
ship, who first took me up at sea off of the shore of Africa. He
was now grown old and had left off the sea, having put his son, who
was far from a young man, into his ship; and who still used the
Brazil trade. The old man did not know me, and, indeed, I hardly
knew him; but I soon brought him to my remembrance, and as soon
brought myself to his remembrance, when I told him who I was.
After some passionate expressions of the old
acquaintance, I inquired, you may be sure, after my plantation and
my partner. The old man told me he had not been in Brazil for about
nine years; but that he could assure me that when he came away my
partner was living, but the trustees, whom I had joined with him to
take cognizance of my part, were both dead; that, however, he
believed that I would have a very good account of the improvement
of the plantation; for that, upon the general belief of my being
cast away and drowned, my trustees had given in the account of the
produce of my part of the plantation to the procurator fiscal, who
had appropriated it, in case I never came to claim it, one third to
the king, and two thirds to the monastery of St. Augustine, to be
expended for the benefit of the poor and for the conversion of the
Indians to the Catholic faith; but that if I appeared, or anyone
for me, to claim the inheritance, it should be restored; only that
the improvement, or annual production, being distributed to
charitable uses, could not be restored; but he assured me that the
steward of the king’s revenue (from lands) and the
proviedore, or steward of the monastery, had taken great
care all along that the incumbent, that is to say, my partner, gave
every year a faithful account of the produce, of which they
received duly my moiety.
I asked him if he knew to what height of
improvement he had brought the plantation, and whether he thought
it might be worth looking after; or whether, on my going thither, I
should meet with no obstruction to my possessing my just right in
the moiety.
He told me he could not tell exactly to what degree
the plantation was improved; but this he knew, that my partner was
growing exceeding rich upon the enjoying but one half of it; and
that, to the best of his remembrance, he had heard that the king’s
third of my part, which was, it seems, granted away to some other
monastery, or religious house, amounted to above two hundred
moidores a year; that as to my being restored to a quiet possession
of it, there was no question to be made of that, my partner being
alive to witness my title, and my name being also enrolled in the
register of the country; also he told me that the survivors of my
two trustees were very fair, honest people, and very wealthy; and
he believed I would not only have their assistance for putting me
in possession, but would find a very considerable sum of money in
their hands for my account, being the produce of the farm while
their fathers held the trust, and before it was given up as above,
which, as he remembered, was for about twelve years.
I showed myself a little concerned and uneasy at
this account and inquired of the old captain how it came to pass
that the trustees should thus dispose my effects, when he knew that
I had made my will and had made him, the Portuguese captain, my
universal heir, etc.
He told me that was true; but that as there was no
proof of my being dead, he could not act as executor until some
certain account should come of my death; and that besides, he was
not willing to intermeddle with a thing so remote; that it was true
he had registered my will and put in his claim; and could he have
given any account of my being dead or alive, he would have acted by
procuration, and taken possession of the ingenio (so they
called the sugar-house) and had given his son, who was now at
Brazil, order to do it.
‘‘But,’’ says the old man, ‘‘I have one piece of
news to tell you, which perhaps may not be so acceptable to you as
the rest, and that is, that believing you were lost, and all the
world believing so also, your partner and trustees did offer to
account to me, in your name, for six or eight of the first years of
profits, which I received; but there being at the time,’’ says he,
‘‘great disbursements for increasing the works, building an
ingenio, and buying slaves, it did not amount to near so
much as afterwards it produced. However,’’ says the old man, ‘‘I
shall give you a true account of what I have received in all, and
how I have disposed of it.’’
After a few days’ further conference with this
ancient friend, he brought me an account of the six first years’
income of my plantation, signed by my partner and the merchant
trustees, being always delivered in goods, viz., tobacco in roll,
and sugar in chests, besides rum, molasses, etc., which is the
consequence of a sugar work; and I found by this account, that
every year the income considerably increased; but as above, the
disbursement being large, the sum at first was small. However, the
old man let me see that he was debtor to me 470 moidores of gold,
besides 60 chests of sugar, and 15 double rolls of tobacco, which
were lost in his ship; he having been shipwrecked coming home to
Lisbon, about eleven years after my leaving the place.
The good man then began to complain of his
misfortunes, and how he had been obliged to make use of my money to
recover his losses, and buy him a share in a new ship. ‘‘However,
my old friend,’’ says he, ‘‘you shall not want a supply in your
necessity; and as soon as my son returns, you shall be fully
satisfied.’’
Upon this, he pulls out an old pouch, and gives me
160 Portugal moidores in gold; and giving me the writings of his
title to the ship, which his son was gone to Brazil in, of which he
was a quarter part owner, and his son another, he puts them both
into my hands for security of the rest.
I was too much moved with the honesty and kindness
of the poor man to be able to bear this; and remembering what he
had done for me, how he had taken me up at sea, and how generously
he had used me on all occasions, and particularly how sincere a
friend he was now to me, I could hardly refrain weeping at what he
said to me. Therefore, first I asked him, if his circumstances
admitted him to spare so much money at that time, and if it would
not straiten him. He told me he could not say but it might straiten
him a little; but, however, it was my money, and I might want it
more than he. and I could hardly refrain from tears while he spoke.
In short, I took 100 of the moidores and called for a pen and ink
to give him a receipt for them; then I returned him the rest, and
told him if ever I had possession of the plantation, I would return
the other to him also, as indeed I afterwards did; and that as to
the bill of sale of his part in his son’s ship, I would not take it
by any means; but that if I wanted the money, I found he was honest
enough to pay me; and if I did not, but came to receive what he
gave me reason to expect, I would never have a penny more from
him.
When this was passed, the old man began to ask me
if he should put me into a method to make my claim to my
plantation. I told him I thought to go over to it myself. He said I
might do so if I pleased; but that if I did not, there were ways
enough to secure my right, and immediately to appropriate the
profits to my use; and as there were ships in the river of Lisbon
just ready to go away to Brazil, he made me enter my name in a
public register, with his affidavit, affirming upon oath that I was
alive, and that I was the same person who took up the land for the
planting the said plantation at first.
This being regularly attested by a notary, and a
procuration affixed, he directed me to send it, with a letter of
his writing, to a merchant of his acquaintance at the place, and
then proposed my staying with him till an account came of the
return.
Never anything was more honourable than the
proceedings upon this procuration; for in less than seven months I
received a large packet from the survivors of my trustees, the
merchants for whose account I went to sea, in which were the
following particular letters and papers enclosed.
First, there was the account current of the produce
of my farm, or plantation, from the year when their fathers had
balanced with my old Portugal captain, being for six years; the
balance appeared to be 1174 moidores in my favour.
Secondly, there was the account of four years more,
while they kept the effects in their hands, before the government
claimed the administration, as being the effects of a person not to
be found, which they called civil death; and the balance of this,
the value of the plantation increasing, amounted to [38,892]
crusadoes, which made 3241 moidores.
Thirdly, there was the Prior of the Augustines’
account, who had received the profits for above fourteen years; but
not being to account for what was disposed to the hospital, very
honestly declared he had 872 moidores not distributed, which he
acknowledged to my account; as to the king’s part, that refunded
nothing.
There was a letter of my partner’s, congratulating
me very affectionately upon my being alive, giving me an account
how the estate was improved, and what it produced a year, with a
particular of the number of squares or acres that it contained; how
planted, how many slaves there were upon it; and making
two-and-twenty crosses for blessings, told me he had said so many
Ave Marias to thank the Blessed Virgin that I was alive;
inviting me very passionately to come over and take possession of
my own; and in the meantime to give him orders to whom he should
deliver my effects, if I did not come myself; concluding with a
hearty tender of his friendship, and that of his family, and sent
me, as a present, seven fine leopards’ skins, which he had, it
seems, received from Africa, by some other ship which he had sent
thither, and who, it seems, had made a better voyage than I. He
sent me also five chests of excellent sweetmeats, and an hundred
pieces of gold uncoined, not quite so large as moidores.
By the same fleet, my two merchant trustees shipped
me 1200 chests of sugar, 800 rolls of tobacco, and the rest of the
whole account in gold.
I might well say now, indeed, that the latter end
of Job was better than the beginning. It is impossible to express
here the flutterings of my very heart when I looked over these
letters, and especially when I found all my wealth about me; for as
the Brazil ships come all in fleets, the same ships which brought
my letters brought my goods; and the effects were safe in the river
before the letters came to my hand. In a word, I turned pale, and
grew sick; and had not the old man run and fetched me a cordial, I
believe the sudden surprise of joy had overset Nature, and I had
died upon the spot.
Nay, after that, I continued very ill, and was so
some hours, till a physician being sent for, and something of the
real cause of my illness being known, he ordered me to be let
blood; after which I had relief and grew well. But I verily
believe, if it had not been eased by a vent given in that manner to
the spirits, I should have died.
I was now master, all on a sudden, of above #5000
sterling in money, and had an estate, as I might well call it, in
Brazil, of above a thousand pounds a year, as sure as an estate of
lands in England. And in a word, I was in a condition which I
scarce knew how to understand, or how to compose myself for the
enjoyment of it.
The first thing I did was to recompense my original
benefactor, my good old captain, who had been first charitable to
me in my distress, kind to me in the beginning, and honest to me at
the end. I showed him all that was sent me; I told him that next to
the Providence of Heaven, which disposes all things, it was owing
to him; and that it now lay on me to reward him, which I would do a
hundredfold. So I first returned to him the hundred moidores I had
received of him; then I sent for a notary, and caused him to draw
up a general release or discharge for the 470 moidores, which he
had acknowledged he owed me, in the fullest and firmest manner
possible; after which, I caused a procuration to be drawn,
empowering him to be my receiver of the annual profits of my
plantation, and appointing my partner to account to him and make
the returns by the usual fleets to him in my name; and a clause in
the end, being a grant of one hundred moidores a year to him,
during his life, out of the effects, and fifty moidores a year to
his son after him, for his life. And thus I requited my old
man.
I was now to consider which way to steer my course
next, and what to do with the estate that Providence had thus put
into my hands; and indeed, I had more care upon my head now than I
had in my silent state of life in the island, where I wanted
nothing but what I had, and had nothing but what I wanted; whereas
I had now a great charge upon me, and my business was how to secure
it. I had ne’er a cave now to hide my money in, or a place where it
might lie without lock or key, till it grew mouldy and tarnished
before anybody would meddle with it. On the contrary, I knew not
where to put it, or whom to trust with it. My old patron, the
captain, indeed was honest, and that was the only refuge I
had.
In the next place, my interest in Brazil seemed to
summon me thither, but now I could not tell how to think of going
thither till I had settled my affairs and left my effects in some
safe hands behind me. At first I thought of my old friend the
widow, who I knew was honest, and would be just to me; but then she
was in years, and but poor, and for aught I knew, might be in debt;
so that in a word, I had no way but to go back to England myself,
and take my effects with me.
It was some months, however, before I resolved upon
this; and therefore, as I had rewarded the old captain fully, and
to his satisfaction, who had been my former benefactor, so I began
to think of my poor widow, whose husband had been my first
benefactor, and she, while it was in her power, my faithful steward
and instructor. So the first thing I did, I got a merchant in
Lisbon to write to his correspondent in London, not only to pay a
bill, but to go find her out and carry her in money a hundred
pounds from me, and to talk with her and comfort her in her
poverty, by telling her she should, if I lived, have a further
supply. At the same time I sent my two sisters in the country each
of them a hundred pounds, they being, though not in want, yet not
in very good circumstances; one having been married and left a
widow, and the other having a husband not so kind to her as he
should be.
But among all my relations, or acquaintances, I
could not yet pitch upon one to whom I durst commit the gross of my
stock, that I might go away to Brazil and leave things safe behind
me; and this greatly perplexed me.
I had once a mind to have gone to Brazil, and have
settled myself there; for I was, as it were, naturalized to the
place; but I had some little scruple in my mind about religion,
which insensibly drew me back, of which I shall say more presently.
However, it was not religion that kept me from going there for the
present; and as I had made no scruple of being openly of the
religion of the country, all the while I was among them, so neither
did I yet; only that now and then having of late thought more of it
than formerly, when I began to think of living and dying among
them, I began to regret my having professed myself a Papist, and
thought it might not be the best religion to die with.
But, as I have said, this was not the main thing
that kept me from going to Brazil, but that really I did not know
with whom to leave my effects behind me; so I resolved at last to
go to England with it, where, if I arrived, I concluded I should
make some acquaintance, or find some relations that would be
faithful to me; and accordingly I prepared to go for England with
all my wealth.
In order to prepare things for my going home, I
first (the Brazil fleet being just going away) resolved to give
answers suitable to the just and faithful account of things I had
from thence; and first, to the Prior of St. Augustine I wrote a
letter full of thanks for their just dealings, and the offer of the
872 moidores which was indisposed of, which I desired might be
given, 500 to the monastery, and 372 to the poor, as the Prior
should direct, desiring the good padre’s prayers for me, and the
like.
I wrote next a letter of thanks to my two trustees,
with all the acknowledgement that so much justice and honesty
called for; as for sending them any present, they were far above
having any occasion of it.
Lastly, I wrote to my partner, acknowledging his
industry in the improving the plantation and his integrity in
increasing the stock of the works, giving him instructions for his
future government of my part, according to the powers I had left
with my old patron, to whom I desired him to send whatever became
due to me, till he should hear from me more particularly; assuring
him that it was my intention not only to come to him, but to settle
myself there for the remainder of my life. To this I added a very
handsome present of some Italian silks for his wife and two
daughters, for such the captain’s son informed me he had; with two
pieces of fine English broadcloth, the best I could get in Lisbon,
five pieces of black baize, and some Flanders lace of a good
value.
Having thus settled my affairs, sold my cargo, and
turned all my effects into good bills of exchange, my next
difficulty was, which way to go to England. I had been accustomed
enough to the sea, and yet I had a strange aversion to going to
England by sea at that time; and though I could give no reason for
it, yet the difficulty increased upon me so much, that though I had
once shipped my baggage in order to go, yet I altered my mind, and
that not once but two or three times.
It is true I had been very unfortunate by sea, and
this might be one of the reasons. But let no man slight the strong
impulses of his own thoughts in cases of such moment. Two of the
ships which I had singled out to go in, I mean more particularly
singled out than any other, that is to say, so as in one of them to
put my things on board and in the other to have agreed with the
captain; I say, two of these ships miscarried, viz., one was taken
by the Algerines, and the other was cast away on the Start, near
Torbay, and all the people drowned except three; so that in either
of those vessels I had been made miserable; and in which most, it
was hard to say.
Having been thus harassed in my thoughts, my old
pilot, to whom I communicated everything, pressed me earnestly not
to go by sea, but either to go by land to the Groyne, and cross
over the Bay of Biscay to Rochelle, from whence it was but an easy
and safe journey by land to Paris, and so to Calais and Dover; or
to go up to Madrid, and so all the way by land through
France.
In a word, I was so prepossessed against my going
by sea at all, except from Calais to Dover, that I resolved to
travel all the way by land; which, as I was not in haste, and did
not value the charge, was by much the pleasanter way; and to make
it more so, my old captain brought an English gentleman, the son of
a merchant in Lisbon, who was willing to travel with me. After
which, we picked up two more English merchants also, and two young
Portuguese gentlemen, the last going to Paris only; so that we were
in all six of us, and five servants; the two merchants and the two
Portuguese contenting themselves with one servant between two, to
save the charge; and as for me, I got an English sailor to travel
with me as a servant, besides my man Friday, who was too much a
stranger to be capable of supplying the place of a servant on the
road.