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He was uneasy. When a hunter such as
Zacarias De La Cruz was uneasy, it was a good time to go looking
for trouble because it had to be near—or approaching.
Three nights. It had to be enough time for
Marguarita to fully heal. For three long nights he had lain beside
her, holding her in his arms, and yet even then, the world was grim
without her filling the empty spaces in him. He was numb. Starkly
alone. When one was used to such a thing, when emotions and color
faded slowly, it was easier to bear, but losing it all so fast, one
moment her warmth filling him, driving out shadow, and the next,
being completely alone, was far more difficult than he had ever
expected.
Still, Zacarias found himself pacing outside in the
night where he could breathe in the night’s information instead of
waking Marguarita once again. The night was waning, but still he
refused to bring her to the surface. Something was just that little
bit off kilter. He couldn’t find it, not with the wind and not with
the insects. Everything appeared normal, but it wasn’t. He knew it
wasn’t. He stepped off the porch and moved out into the yard, his
keen sight hunting now—looking for one tiny discrepancy that would
alert him to danger.
He needed her. Zacarias De La Cruz who never needed
anyone in his life, needed Marguarita. And he needed her happy,
giving herself to him, her laughter, her warmth, her soft, sweet
body. Was he imagining things because he was he afraid to face her?
Fear was an emotion and without Marguarita he didn’t have such
complications. No, there was something out here, something not
right. It was only a matter of time.
His body went on alert, ready for anything. Her
horses stamped restlessly in the stables. Missing her. As he was
missing her. He moved away from the yard toward the rain forest
bordering his land, drawn by an unknown frisson of warning,
listening to the night. Insects chorused, the frogs chimed in, the
cattle murmured and the horses stamped. Still—there was that
note—or lack of one. Maybe it was just him. He felt off. Something
not right in the pit of his stomach.
Concern for Marguarita’s safety was uppermost in
his mind. Things had been relatively quiet on the ranch since
Esteban and DS had died. Even Cesaro had stayed away from the main
house. He had given blood each time Zacarias had come to him and
even seemed a little more at ease with him, but Zacarias had not
sought him out for company, only for sustenance. He walked around
the fence line to the back of the property, every sense
alert.
Zacarias scanned the area for blank spots that
might indicate a vampire was near. Absolutely everything seemed in
place, perfect, too perfect. He didn’t believe it. An attack was
imminent, but from which direction? Was this another probe, or the
real thing? Wings fluttered up in the trees. Without moving his
head, he let his gaze drift to the thick line of trees guarding the
rain forest. Eyes shone back at him.
Calm settled over him like a mantle. He stretched
his senses. The real thing then. Constant movement in the canopy
heralded more and more birds gathering. He wanted to take the fight
as far from the hacienda as possible, not willing to risk
Marguarita, the workers or her beloved horses. He was grateful she
was beneath the ground, that he hadn’t yet brought her to the
surface where a vampire might detect her presence.
As far as any of his enemies knew, he had no
lifemate. He didn’t feel the emotions most Carpathian hunters
experienced once they found the other half of their soul, so in
that regard, he was both lucky and unlucky. The lack of emotion
would aid him in his battle. He kept moving, using the same
unhurried, very fluid stride, feeling his muscles loosen in
preparation. His breath came evenly, his heart steady and
strong.
The wind picked up, the subtlest of movements. The
tops of the trees swayed just a little more, leaves fluttering.
Along the ground the grass undulated in a slow wave. This was the
opening gambit. The battle always felt a little like a chess match
to him. Combat was his world and he understood it, every
nuance.
Zacarias continued his casual stride, drawing
closer to the fence and the trees. The rain forest appeared quiet
and dark. The rain fell steadily, soft drops that shifted a bit as
the wind blew away from the trees and toward the hacienda. The land
sloped down just slightly, the grass a little higher near the fence
line. Zacarias walked along the fence, all the while keeping an eye
on the birds gathering in the dark of the rain forest. Even as he
walked, his arms swinging naturally at his sides, his hands wove a
seamless pattern.
He barely noticed the rain. Cool water dripping
steadily from the sky, from the rolling clouds above his head. A
drop hit his neck and burned through his skin. He shut off the pain
instinctively, throwing his woven shield over his head as he ran
toward the fence and the forest to take the fight to them and away
from Marguarita.
A deluge opened of small acid drops raining from
the sky, even as the wind picked up. His shield protected his head,
but the wind blew the burning drops into his back and thighs as he
sprinted for the cover of the canopy. Fireballs slammed into the
earth all around him, several striking his shield with alarming
force. Overhead, a towering dark cloud churned with a fiery mass of
red and orange threads.
Zacarias took another step and the ground opened
up, a long jagged fissure, deep and gaping. He tumbled in, his
shield falling a distance away from him. The acid rain and the
fiery darts sliced through him. The earth shuddered and moved,
closing that foot-wide gap. Zacarias dissolved into tiny molecules,
speeding up toward ground level, trying to beat the closing of the
fissure. The clap of the two sides of rock and dirt coming together
was horrendous, echoing for miles. Birds shrieked and took to the
air. Great predators darted down in a frenzy, looking for
prey.
The ground shook, a tremor rocking the foundations
of the stables and hacienda. Zacarias rose into the air. At once
the birds screamed in exaltation, programmed eyes finding those
tiny molecules through the rain and wind, diving for them as if
streaking for the surface of water to plunge below for fish.
Zacarias had no choice, unless he wanted to be torn
apart and consumed by birds. He streaked toward them, meeting the
attack, shifting from molecules to a fire-breathing dragon,
something he rarely did, but right now, he needed to rid the sky of
the predatory birds. He shot through their ranks as they tore at
his flanks, pecking like mad so that ruby red droplets dripped from
him.
The scent of blood added to the frenzy of the
birds. He wheeled and banked, coming above them, sending a stream
of fire sweeping through the mass. The stench of burning meat
permeated the night as blackened bodies fell from the sky. The
remaining birds kept coming, pouncing on the dragon, hundreds
multiplying into thousands, pecking and tearing with razor-sharp
talons, digging through the tough hide to try to get to the
Carpathian inside.
The sheer weight of the birds sent the dragon
tumbling toward earth. Torn and bloody, Zacarias burst from the
dragon before it hit the ground, the majority of the birds riding
the great carcass to the ground, tearing at it in a kind of fury.
Calling to the sky, he used the churning cloud of masses of
red-orange flames, drawing them down to slam into the birds in
great fireballs. Screaming, the vicious creatures tried to rise
into the air, but long spears and tiny darts of flames leaped from
one to the other until they were all engulfed in fire.
“Do you wish to keep up this silly charade,
Ruslan,” Zacarias called as he settled in the slight clearing just
on the other side of the fence, in the rain forest itself. He
continued to edge deeper beneath the canopy of trees, taking the
fight farther from Marguarita.
Thunder rolled in answer. The clouds churned and
boiled. The black cloud burst upward, a tower of fire and brimstone
roiling angrily in the sky. The wind rushed through the trees, yet
didn’t move the clouds from overhead. Branches swayed, great stick
arms reaching almost to the forest floor, as though bowing—or
looking to grasp someone with bony fingers.
A dark, hooded figure emerged slowly from the trunk
of a large kapok tree. He moved slowly, without any sign of hurry.
It was a testament to the power of a master that the tree and
surrounding ground didn’t recoil from his presence. Nature could
not stand the abomination of the undead, yet a true master was so
adept at illusion, for brief periods, even Mother Earth could be
deceived.
Not a single leaf or blade of grass withered. The
figure was tall, imposing, shoulders wide and he walked with
complete confidence. Stepping into the grove of trees where the
canopy protected the forest floor, he flung off his hood. Long
flowing hair was as black as night, his face young and brutally
handsome. He smiled and held out his hand to Zacarias.
“Son. We meet again under more pleasant
circumstances, I hope.”
Zacarias frowned. What was Ruslan playing at?
Testing him to see if he had emotions? If he had a lifemate? Every
other De La Cruz brother had found his lifemate. Ruslan would hate
them all the more for that. He believed himself superior to all of
them—so why shouldn’t he have the women? Zacarias and his family
were unworthy of such things.
“I thought more of you, Ruslan. This is a tired
trick. Show yourself and be done with it.” For the first time he
realized that not feeling emotion without Marguarita locked to him
could be more than a curse. Ruslan could not endanger what he did
not know of.
Zacarias waved his hand with a true casualness, as
if that perfect image of his father didn’t bother him at all—and in
truth—he felt nothing at all at the sight of the man who had been
his childhood hero. His wave removed the illusion and revealed
Ruslan’s true form. For one second he stood stripped of civility,
his body rotted through with a thousand maggots crawling through
him. His face was pitted with holes, his eyes sunken and his teeth
blackened and serrated, pointed like ice picks sticking up through
his gums.
In the time it took Zacarias to blink, that image
changed as if it had never been. Ruslan stood before him as he had
all those centuries ago. Young. Virile. His face without lines,
almost beautiful rather than handsome. Zacarias looked rugged and
older in comparison, lines etched into his face and a few scars
intersecting here and there.
“I see your vanity has not changed at all,”
Zacarias greeted. “You did so love your pretty face. I suppose that
is half the reason you chose to become vampire.”
Ruslan brushed back his long length of hair. “At
least you still know pretty from ugly. I have long kept tabs on
you, old friend. You refuse to join us and you refuse to die. In
all the centuries you have never stayed in one place more than a
single night or at best two. Yet here you remain.” He swept his arm
toward the hacienda and the wind changed course, following his
direction, taking with it dozens of small fireballs to rain down
across the pastures and structures.
Zacarias sent the rain in a fast deluge, putting
out the small fires immediately. He flexed his shoulders, now
burned through to bone with a thousand brands from the acid rain
and the small, pebble-sized fireballs Ruslan was now using against
the ranch.
“We can do this all night, but surely you did not
think I would be impressed by such childish games? I play them with
your puppets, but they are not really worthy of my attention. I
thought at last I might have an opponent of merit.”
“You do not heal your wounds.”
Had there been a hint of eagerness in Ruslan’s
tone? Zacarias shrugged again. “I do not feel such things, so how
necessary is it really?” He observed Ruslan closely, watching the
vampire’s nostrils flaring and his tongue continually licking at
his lips. “Does the scent of my blood bother you?”
Ruslan shook his head. Shook it again. Much like a
twitch he couldn’t stop. The licking of his lips continued
compulsively. “No more than the scent of any blood I consume. You
have not fed this night. I offer my blood.”
“How very gentlemanly of you.” Zacarias gave a
short, mock bow. “What do you want, Ruslan? I grow weary of your
games. Have you come for deliverance? Justice? I’ll be more than
happy to send you from this earth if that is what you wish.”
“Justice is a good word to use for a
betrayer of friendship. Of brotherhood. You turned on us and made
an alliance with that brat of a prince. He is worse than his father
before him.” Ruslan spat a mouthful of wriggling white worms.
Zacarias shrugged. “What is it then?”
“I had long thought to have you join our ranks, but
you never came. Then you sent me such an insult, destroying my army
to the last puppet.”
“They were merely pawns you sent to test me. You
expected me to kill them. Cannon fodder, Ruslan, nothing more. Your
silly plot to kill the prince didn’t work. You had to know testing
it on me would prove that to be so.”
“You were never supposed to be there.” Ruslan’s
voice rose to a higher note. His beautiful mask slipped a little.
The trees shivered as he shrieked out his rising anger. He could
barely contain his rage, his fingers curling into tight fists. “You
never spend time with your brothers. You never stay in one place.
Why? Why would you change your pattern after so many centuries? Did
you do so just to irk me?”
“You flatter yourself, Ruslan. I do not give as
much thought to you as you give me credit for. I am a
hunter—nothing more and nothing less.”
All the while he spoke, Zacarias didn’t allow
himself to focus wholly on Ruslan. The vampire had traps just
waiting to be sprung. He noticed every detail, including the rising
wind. It was subtle, but the grass bent just that little bit more
toward him. The leaves fluttered and spun, a strange grayish when
they had been a dull, muddy greenish-brown.
The wind teased the ground around his feet,
stirring the leaves and vegetation on the forest floor. Strangler
vines shivered. Flowers winding up tree trunks lost petals. To
Zacarias they looked like white-gray ash falling to the forest
floor.
“You have not told me why you stayed here, old
friend,” Ruslan coaxed. “It is odd behavior for you.”
Zacarias shrugged his shoulders, loosening his
muscles. “A bit of an injury, but nothing for you to worry about.
Plenty of ready sustenance while I recouped. Have no worries, I am
in top condition now.”
Ruslan clucked his tongue. “That was not what was
reported to me. My men have much to answer for. I was told your
injuries are still quite severe.”
“Do not believe such tales. I would not want you to
worry, Ruslan, about your old friend. I am quite capable of
bringing justice to every undead who walks this earth.”
Flames leaped to life in Ruslan’s eyes. He grimaced
and once again that handsome mask slipped revealing blackened,
serrated teeth and muddy receding gums. His fingers twitched, and
then closed once more into a tight fist.
The wind tugged harder at the debris on the forest
floor. Zacarias felt a jab of pain, which he instantly stemmed as
something large went through his leg. Glancing down he saw creeper
vines rising and writhing together, coiling around and through his
leg, starting at his foot and ankle. They grew together, and
through his flesh, driving like spears to weave in and out of his
leg, making him a part of the new plant.
The vines were covered in moss resembling scales
with little hooks. Every scale had snapped up as the thing snaked
up and through his leg, hooking into his flesh. He attempted to
shift and found his leg was held fast, as the vines growing through
his leg locked him in place.
Immediately he knew something alive was being
injected into him, tiny bodies running beneath his skin, boring
into muscle and tissue, digging deeper still. He ignored the
sensation. More than likely the object was to weaken him, bleed
him, until he was unable to effectively fight Ruslan while the vine
literally held him in place, making him part of its
structure.
The master vampire was too experienced to directly
challenge him in hand-to-hand combat. He would trade blows from a
distance and continue his battle plan of nipping at Zacarias,
taking bites out of him until he was certain the hunter was unable
to defend himself. Only then would he move in for the kill.
The strategy had one flaw. Zacarias was a
single-minded hunter. His body meant nothing to him. Only the kill
mattered and he would kill Ruslan Malinov. Nothing else in
that moment could concern him. Ignoring the vine winding up his
leg, now almost to his thigh, he raised his own hands toward the
rain forest and called his own weapon.
The wind shifted back toward Ruslan, a swift
change, giving him no time to gloat. The sky around the vampire
darkened as thousands of tiny biting flies swarmed over and into
Ruslan. Every rotting hole provided an entrance, his mouth, eyes
and nostrils. Illusions didn’t matter, they saw only rotting
flesh.
Like tiny missiles they torpedoed deep into
Ruslan’s body, breeding as they went, depositing larvae and
reproducing at a rapid rate. The flies multiplied even as they
attacked. Ruslan tore at his chest, sharp nails slashing his face
open, giving Zacarias the necessary time to study the vine growing
through his leg.
It was a simple enough trap, utilizing what was
already in place. The plants were dead, as were the leaves and
vegetation lying on the forest floor. In order to breathe life into
them, Ruslan had to put some small part of himself into those dead
plants. The leaves on the forest floor continued to feed the vines,
so that they bored through skin and muscle driving deeper still
until they emerged on the other side.
Zacarias let go of his physical self in order for
his spirit to enter his body. The vines winding their way through
his body, stabbing and spearing through flesh and bone moved toward
one thing—the small light of his spirit in him. Granted, without
Marguarita, that light was small, but it was there, keeping his
honor. The tiny bugs consuming his insides were also sustained by
that light. Zacarias took a deep breath and let go of life. All
life. He stopped his heart for a moment, refused to allow air
through his lungs. The plant loosened immediately, but when he
forced his body to work again, the bugs continued to feast.
Zacarias was mostly darkness. Shadows and stains,
tainted in a way few if any other hunters were. That darkness was
the very thing that allowed him to ignore such wounds, such
excruciating pain. He was already part of that world. His father
had been legendary with amazing skills in battle, but he was the
only Carpathian Zacarias knew of who carried shadows within his
soul—until his son had been born.
Now, deliberately, Zacarias reached for those
shadows—embraced them—let himself lose all light, drawing on the
darkness that seemed to make up so much of him for aid. The moment
all light within him was extinguished, the bugs began to die. The
shadows were too dark to keep them alive. The plant lost its
ability to continue growing, and with an already loosened hold on
him, Zacarias was able to sheer off the outer woven branches,
leaving the vines still inside his body.
There had to be a source for bringing the dead
leaves and vines to life. Zacarias was a hunter and he scented the
undead immediately, a small slice of Ruslan giving life to his
creation. Ruslan couldn’t sustain being in two places at one time,
not while fighting off the attack of tiny flies. It took only
moments to slay that dark force and take control of the vine within
his body. Ignoring Ruslan’s scream of fury and promises of
retaliation, Zacarias changed the molecules of the remaining plant,
reshaping, absorbing, utilizing the thick vines inside him to
replace the muscle and tissue lost. He could do nothing about the
blood loss, but anything natural and of the earth was within his
ability to manipulate.
The moment his body was healed, he attacked without
hesitation, a blur of motion, speeding across the distance between
the vampire and himself, closing fast. Ruslan shrieked and rushed
toward him. Thunder cracked. Shook the earth. Lightning sizzled
across the sky in great whips as the two crashed together.
Zacarias drove deep with his fist, piercing the
rotted chest. Acid blood poured over him, burning through skin to
bone. He hit something solid, abruptly stopping his attack,
preventing him from reaching the blackened heart. The jar rode up
his arm, and a burning vise fused around his arm sending waves of
pain he cut off. The tiny stinging flies took to the air in a black
swarm, closing around both vampire and hunter. It was difficult not
to breathe them into his lungs. Talons tore at his chest, carving
out great chunks of skin and muscle.
Zacarias dissolved, allowing the wind to take him
away from Ruslan, giving himself time to temporarily heal injuries
and to keep as much blood as possible from leaking onto the ground.
Ruslan licked at his fingers, his tongue long and obscenely thick,
forked like a serpent’s. His face no longer wore his mask of
beauty. The real vampire was revealed.
Zacarias had seen his share of rotting corpses, but
nothing equaled Ruslan Malinov. Flesh peeled off of him. Worms
crawled through gaping holes in his flesh. His mouth was more of a
gaping hole, without lips, his eyes sunken. Every living thing
shrunk from him, grass withering, ferns and moss going muddy brown.
Even the insects scurried away. Only the black flies persisted,
feasting on the rotting flesh and depositing as many eggs as
possible in the blackened organs.
“You really have let yourself go, old friend,”
Zacarias observed. “I think your arm is about to fall off.”
Ruslan roared, the threat rumbling through the
forest, shaking the trees. He raised his arms, up and down, palms
pointed to the sky. All around Zacarias the leaves rustled, came to
life, whirling and flying with the chaos Ruslan created. It was
impossible to see through the whipping leaves as they stacked and
formed one creature after another.
He extended his arms and closed his eyes, removing
the distraction of thousands of leaves coming alive around him. He
reached with his other senses to find the threat within the moving
debris. The figures surrounded the entire area, forming a loose
ring and adding numbers inside the circle until the forest was
populated with great monsters all moving toward him. The shadows in
him called to the darkness in them. Ruslan had learned
quickly.
“I fear it matters little how I look to you,
Zacarias. My little army does not care, either. I have no need to
expend energy for your last moments. You should have joined me. In
truth, you have always had the darkness in you—far more than I ever
had. This was your legacy, the greatest gift of your father yet you
refused to embrace it.” There was real contempt in Ruslan’s voice.
“You had greatness handed to you, but you chose to be a martyr,
suffering alone while I have whatever I want.”
Zacarias slowly opened his eyes, smiling, knowing
his white teeth were a stark contrast to Ruslan’s blackened, gaping
maw and that small detail would prick Ruslan’s vanity as nothing
else could.
“I cannot fear you, Ruslan. I cannot feel what you
do to me. I do not care about anything other than destroying you.
You think you have the advantage, but in fact, I do. You want to
continue your pitiful existence. You seek power. You wish to rule
the world. To destroy the prince. To kill me.”
Zacarias’s smile turned as cold as ice. “So many
wishes, when I have only one. Your death. You are
kuly—nothing more, an intestinal worm, a demon who devours
souls. You are truly hän ku vie elidet—a thief of life and
for that, I pronounce sentence on you.”
The dead and rotting vegetation, collected over
hundreds, perhaps thousands of years went into a frenzy, flapping
arms and growing teeth as they shuffled toward him. Zacarias sent
the wind, but the leaf creatures weren’t in the least affected,
holding their own against the blast.
Ruslan’s laughter grated on the ears of any within
hearing range. Joyfully he danced around. “I do not think it will
be me who dies this night, hunter.”
The creatures closed in, making the air stagnant,
oppressive, smelling of dead, rotting things. He needed something
completely the opposite to oppose Ruslan’s force, giving him the
necessary time to kill the vampire. Deliberately Ruslan had preyed
on his worst secrets, those shadows cutting through his body,
taking his soul.
Now was not the time for pride. Or for fear. He was
a hunter and he had no choice but to use every resource possible.
Ruslan Malinov was the biggest threat to the Carpathian people.
Without him, the army of vampires would diminish, giving Mikhail,
the prince, time to bring together his people and shore up all
defenses.
He did the unthinkable. Marguarita. You must
wake.
He could not allow himself to think of her and what
she might go through upon waking beneath the ground. She was human
and he had already asked so much of her. This vampire was
responsible for bringing the Carpathian people to near extinction.
He could not escape no matter the cost to the hunter—or his beloved
lifemate.

Deep beneath the hacienda, Marguarita became aware
of two things: she was buried alive, and Zacarias was in trouble.
She came awake instantly, the knowledge flooding her body along
with a terrible hunger that clawed and raked her belly. She kept
her eyes closed tight, determined not to panic. She knew she would
have if she’d simply awakened buried alive, but she felt
Zacarias.
Strangely, she could hear her heartbeat, but there
didn’t seem to be air moving through her lungs. The sound echoed
eerily through her head. She concentrated on Zacarias, ignoring her
need to mindlessly scream, to feel the weight of the earth pushing
down on her. Gently, with great stealth, she found the path to his
mind. Pain engulfed her—savage—vicious pain, an agony that pushed
through her entire body easily rivaling what she had gone through
in the conversion. She slipped out of him before she could give
herself away, or faint from the horror and pain of what he
suffered.
What had he said to her? He had told her how to
move the soil from her resting place. Visualize, Marguarita,
she reminded herself. Will it to happen.
Her first attempt got her nowhere, just panic
seeping in. Determinedly, she pushed it away. Use your will.
Your father always said you were stubborn enough to move mountains
if you really wanted to do it, so move this little bit of
earth, she commanded herself.
Her mind screamed the moment her fingers moved and
she was more aware than ever that she was beneath the ground, but
she kept her eyes closed tight and forced her mind to picture the
dirt above her parting like the Red Sea, pushing up and to either
side. When she could draw breath and look up at the ceiling of the
chamber, she wiped beads of sweat from her face and sat up.
I am here.
Come to me. Inside me—your way. If this goes
wrong, pull out immediately.
She didn’t hesitate. No matter how angry or hurt
she’d been, a man like Zacarias De La Cruz would never ask such a
thing in a time of battle unless it was necessary. She found that
now-familiar primitive animal in him and gained entrance, sliding
ever so gently into him. The darkness took her breath away. Sheer
savagery, kill or be killed. Every part of him seemed dark and
shadowed, walls of sheer ice, blocks of it, filling his mind, ice
in his veins.
His insides were ravaged. The pain, excruciating,
yet somehow he was able to block it, something she didn’t
understand but was grateful for. She didn’t want to know how all
that damage had occurred, or how he could remain on his feet, his
entire focus on destroying evil. She poured warmth into him. Love.
Everything she was. She gave herself up to him, filling him,
forcing the dark to recede, spilling her brightness across every
shadow.
He made no move to connect with her, but she felt
him tap into that flow of warmth—of empathy and understanding. He
sent out a call into the rain forest. She felt the summoning. No,
not exactly a summoning, more of a request such as she would make.
No command. No arrogance. No hint of self. Only that request for
aid.
The dead in the forest had to be destroyed by the
living. It amazed her how he knew such things—how his mind worked
so quickly surrounded by creatures bent on tearing him apart. He
needed a clear path to Ruslan and that was all that mattered to him
in that moment.
Marguarita took a deep breath as the leaf figures
attacked, swinging at Zacarias, slicing through skin and bone as he
whirled in the center among them, using every available means to
keep them at bay. Fire. Wind. Nothing worked against them and all
the while, Ruslan laughed, a shrill, grating sound that set her
teeth on edge.
She forced herself to try to stay disconnected from
what was happening to Zacarias. He was very calm, his mind working.
All this was a distraction. She didn’t see how it would help at
all, but she couldn’t help but be in awe, even as she was terrified
for him. He didn’t attempt to hide the truth from her—that she was
in his mind—but not on his mind. She was in him only because
he needed another weapon, and he didn’t acknowledge she was a flesh
and blood woman—his woman. He was not afraid for himself or for
her. He felt only the need to destroy evil.
The forest canopy rippled with life and monkeys
dropped from the tree branches onto the backs of the creatures,
toppling them, tearing them apart and leaping onto the next. It
took a moment or two for Marguarita to realize the creatures being
destroyed were the ones blocking the path to the exulting
Ruslan.
Zacarias sped through the opening the monkeys had
carved for him, his entire being focused on one thing only. He knew
exactly where Ruslan stood and where his heart was located. He had
the time to assess the obstacle he’d met in his earlier attack and
he knew how to penetrate that protective coat of armor to reach the
withered heart.
He was on Ruslan before the vampire had time to
realize he was vulnerable. Zacarias once again changed the
molecules in his body, shifting at the last moment to drive through
that plating, using split-second timing to open his fist and grasp
the heart. His fingers dug through the tendons and muscle, ripping
at them in an effort to reach the organ.
Ruslan shrieked, blasting Zacarias in the face with
the foul stench of putrid rot. He sank both hands into Zacarias’s
belly, tearing it open, spilling blood on the ground, insane with
rage, dipping his head to the contents, trying to eat the hunter
alive with his savage, serrated teeth.
Zacarias ripped the heart from the chest, spinning
to try to get the vampire off of him. Powerful Carpathian blood
poured over Ruslan’s face and down his chin while his own black
venom burned through Zacarias’s hand and arm to the bone. Zacarias
flung the heart from him and clamped both hands over Ruslan’s head
and jerked, snapping the neck and flinging the vampire away from
him.
He clamped both hands over his open belly, his legs
going out from under him. He landed hard on his knees, breathing
deep, riding out the pain before he could shove it away from him.
Ruslan had landed a few feet from him and rolled, his head
obscenely lolling to one side.
Zacarias groaned when he saw that Ruslan had fallen
over his extracted heart. The vampire caught up his heart and took
to the air, black blood dropping and sizzling along the ground. He
licked at his fingers in the air, trying to extract every bit of
Carpathian blood from his arm and hand before streaking away.
The moment Ruslan had been attacked, he’d pulled
his energy from the army of the dead, so that the leaves and
branches tumbled back to the forest floor. Monkeys scrambled back
into the trees. Zacarias let himself fall, looking up at the rain.
Once more it was a gentle drizzle, hitting him in the face. It took
great effort to call down the white-hot energy to rid himself of
the vampire venom. As soon as it was off of him, he dropped his
arms wearily to his sides.
I’m coming to you. Marguarita made it a
statement, not a question.
He found himself smiling. His beautiful lunatic.
She had every right to despise him, every reason to fear him, yet
if he had ordered her to stay away, she would have defied him and
come to him anyway. There was no stopping such a quiet force and he
was too far gone to try. She never seemed to bother to argue. She
just did what she believed was right. His blood was leaking out all
over the ground and healing himself was going to be a difficult
task.
Do not forget your clothes. Cesaro will be
riding this way any moment. I would have to kill him and I am not
certain I am up to the task.
She tried to laugh, he’d have to give her that. Her
amusement came through her tears. She was crying for him and he
knew she would be doing that a lot in the years to come. I
should have converted you with love, Marguarita. With care. I
should have held you when you were so afraid. I am so far in the
dark, perhaps there is no way to bring me back.
I don’t want to bring you back. I just want to
save you. There’s a difference. You’ll have to do the clothes
yourself. I can’t manage. There was impatience in her voice.
And she was much closer than she had been.
Zacarias lifted his head. Her beloved mare raced
toward him with Marguarita astride her back, and thanks to the good
Dios the horse had a smooth gait. She was entirely naked. He
shook his head. She was slowly filling him back up with her light,
pushing the darkness away. He could see his blood was red, pooling
on the ground around him.
She was off the horse and running toward him as he
waved his hand to clothe her. She nearly tripped over her skirt as
she raced to him. Using both hands, she shoved a soft cloth she
carried against his belly. Lie back. Just relax for a moment.
And don’t let me too far into your mind. I don’t want you to feel
this.
He allowed himself to sink back down and just
watched her face—that beloved face with so much concern stamped
into it. So much love—love he didn’t deserve. “What did you mean
when you said you didn’t want to bring me back from the darkness,
that you just wanted to save me? It is the same thing.”
She shook her head, digging into the soil to find
the richest, untainted earth she could find. She used her own
saliva to make a paste. Actually, it isn’t the same thing. The
darkness in you that you despise so much is a precious gift and one
you have come to rely on. It allows you to hunt the way you do. It
keeps you alive when others would die.
She winced visibly as she packed his wounds tight
with the muddy paste she’d made. He touched her lips with gentle
fingers. “You think it is a gift not to feel? To be so close to
darkness that every moment I exist is a fight?”
Yes. It is that darkness that allows you to
instinctively know where your prey is going next, to be one step
ahead of them. To endure these kinds of mortal wounds that would
kill anyone else. You are already healing yourself, Zacarias. And
you are already thinking of where this vampire will be hiding until
tomorrow night. It is near dawn and you know he is seeking a
resting place. That’s what those shadows do for you. They allow you
to live and do what you do like no one else can do it. So, no, I
don’t want to take that from you.
“But you fear I will not come back to you.”
She extended her wrist to him. Hunger beat at her,
but it was far more important to give him whatever she could to
sustain him and help him heal as fast as possible. You are so
good at pushing aside your memories that a small part of me thinks
you will one day forget to remember me after the battle.
He took her wrist and very gently made the cut,
allowing her life-giving blood to flow into him. It was the blood
of an ancient Carpathian now. Powerful and strong because his blood
flowed in her veins. He felt his body reach for it, every organ,
all muscle and tissue, each cell.
I will always return to you—always, but I can
only be who I am, Marguarita. I want to be gentle for you. I want
to give you all the things you deserve. I will always expect you to
follow my lead . . .
Her eyebrow shot up. With her free hand she
smoothed back his hair. Do you think I am unaware of this about
you? I want who you are, Zacarias, but I expect you to follow the
vows you swore to me. I want to be cherished. I want you to have in
mind my happiness when you make your decisions. And you have to
know I will always be me. I will make up my own mind when I feel
you are wrong.
He glanced up at her face, a smile in his eyes.
I cannot conceive of being wrong. Well—there was that one time .
. .
Her laughter spilled into his mind. One? I’m
going to let that go because after this battle you might just be a
little out of your mind.
He swiped his tongue across the cut on her wrist.
“Cesaro comes. He will give you blood and you will have to take it,
Marguarita. I need to go.”
Her breath caught in her throat. Go? I don’t
understand. Go where? You have to go to ground and heal is what you
have to do and I can be with you.
“I must hunt Ruslan.”
She shook her head adamantly. No. You can’t do
that, not tonight. It’s almost dawn and you could be caught out in
the sun.
“You saw my memories of Dominic and his woman
sharing their blood with me.”
Yes, but I also saw him warn you that you have
to be cautious, to test your limits. You haven’t done that and you
said yourself, the stronger the darkness, the less a Carpathian can
take the sun. Don’t do this, Zacarias. For me. Don’t do
this.
He reached out and very gently caressed her long
sweep of hair. “This particular vampire is a master unlike any
other. I would not get this chance again in another ten thousand
years. I am asking you to not ask this of me. Right at this moment,
I would give you anything you want—even this, Marguarita. But I
need you not to make this request.”
She closed her eyes tightly. For a moment she felt
she couldn’t breathe. She had to let him go. He couldn’t be
anything but what he was—a hunter. She would be asking him to be
something he was not. See that you come back to me in one
piece.
Zacarias stood, his clothing in bloody tatters.
Lacerations and wounds crisscrossed his body. The bloody cloth fell
from his belly, but the wound was closed. He flexed his muscles.
“You will take Cesaro’s blood from his wrist. He will guard you
while I am gone.”
Framing her face with his hands, Zacarias leaned
down to kiss her upturned mouth. She clung for a moment, uncaring
that Cesaro was watching them. Reluctantly, Zacarias put her aside
and took to the air. The moment he was away from her, he dismissed
her from his mind, pushing her out, trusting her to stay out. There
could only be one chance at this. Ruslan Malinov was too dangerous
of an adversary to allow him to escape.
Zacarias caught the scent of the vampire’s foul
stench and he followed, using the droplets as a guide. He had spent
centuries patrolling up and down the Amazon crossing borders and
going from country to country. He knew every cave, every place a
vampire might choose as a resting place. He knew where his enemy
would most likely go. More than that, Marguarita was correct in
saying the darkness in him allowed him to think like the
undead.
Ruslan would want to get as far from Zacarias as
possible, but he would want to be able to feed as easily as
possible. There were very few towns and ranches in the area near
caves. Zacarias knew every one of them. He was convinced Ruslan
would choose the most inaccessible, a mere crack in the rock
allowing a shapeshifter to flatten his body enough to slide inside
that narrow, steep tunnel leading down to the very bowels of the
earth. Ruslan would guard it well as only a master vampire could
do, so either Zacarias arrived ahead of him—before dawn and
secreted himself inside to wait—or it could take hours to unravel
the safeguards and he could get caught in the sun.
Ruslan had a head start on Zacarias, but he was
cunning and he would know his blood was in the wind and a hunter
like Zacarias would scent it as well as any wolf. He would use
false trails, backtrack, every trick he had ever learned to hide
his true destination from the Carpathian and that would take time.
Ruslan would try to use the sun against a hunter, only going to
ground at the last moment so there was no risk a hunter could catch
him in his lair. Zacarias had to make a decision—go with his gut
feeling—depend on the very thing he detested in himself—or follow
the trail. Either one could cost him his prey.
Marguarita had said the darkness in him was a gift.
She trusted it because it was a part of him. He thought of it as
evil. He only remembered his father as evil, never earlier. It was
as though that one moment had negated his father’s entire life,
centuries of honor and duty. His father had taught him every skill
he possessed. He had swung his lifemate into the air and laughed
readily with her. He had rejoiced as each son was born and mourned,
crying bloodred tears unashamedly when his one daughter had lost
her battle for survival. His father had not been evil all of his
life.
So then, let the darkness guide him. He abandoned
the trail and chose the cave deepest in the earth, hurrying now to
get there before his prey. If he was wrong, he had lost his chance,
but he would be safe from the sun.
Zacarias passed over the rocky ledge where the
cracked boulder was the only sign of an entrance to the narrow
tunnel. He used stealth, allowing a slight breeze to let him drift,
examining the area from every angle. Ruslan didn’t appear to have
reached the resting place before him. He moved closer, careful not
to disturb so much as a pebble, testing the entrance. There was
nothing to hinder him going inside.
As smoky vapor, Zacarias slipped inside the
mountain, weaving his way through the long crack into the narrow,
small tunnel. He followed it deeper and deeper beneath the earth.
The sound of dripping water grew in volume as he neared the small
chamber. The tunnel had narrowed so that only a small animal might
get through to the larger hollowed-out cavern.
Ruslan had not been there before him. There was a
certain odor to a vampire, one that even a master could mask only
for so long. Did that mean he had never found this particular cave?
There was no more time to go looking. He had to trust in his
experience. He took his time, examining the small chamber, finding
several cracks running through the ceiling and walls. Water dripped
steadily from the north wall, but the southern wall was mainly
rock. He chose one of the smaller cracks to secrete himself
in.
His body desperately needed to go to ground.
Shifting took energy, and even with Marguarita’s blood, he knew he
didn’t have much time before it would become critical to heal in
the soil or it would be too late. Few Carpathians would be able to
survive the mortal wounds he had and continue the hunt. He knew the
darkness within him enabled him to never acknowledge what was
happening to his body. He fought, he healed himself and he went on
without pain or exhaustion. But eventually his body would collapse.
If Ruslan did choose this cave, Zacarias could not think about when
that collapse would come.
Minutes ticked by. He knew the exact position of
the sun and it was very close to rising. He could feel its presence
like a burning lamp pressed close against him. He knew the light
would always get to him, even if Solange’s royal blood really
allowed him a few more hours of the day to move in. He would never
be comfortable, but if it made Marguarita happier with him, he
would endure it, just as he would endure her human
companions.
A rock rolled in the dirt. Something scratched
along the narrow tunnel wall just outside the chamber. Zacarias
stayed relaxed, not expending any of his precious energy. He was in
bad shape and if he gave himself away too soon and Ruslan was able
to fight, they both would die this night. The foul stench of
rotting flesh drifted into the chamber.
Immediately, familiar calm swept through Zacarias.
Nothing else mattered now, not him, not anything, but the
destruction of this one vampire who had caused the Carpathian
people so much pain and damage. This was the reason Zacarias had
been born and bred to fight. This was why the darkness in him ran
so deep—defending his people against the most vile, evil creature
imaginable.
He stayed still, patient, watching as Ruslan
prepared his safeguards and staggered to his resting place. His
head still listed to one side, which told Zacarias the vampire was
as injured as he had been. Ruslan was too vain to allow something
like that to go unless he needed to conserve his energy. Zacarias
didn’t move as Ruslan lay down and folded his arms across his
chest, giving himself up to the sleep of the dead. Even then,
Zacarias waited until the sun had begun its climb. He wanted to
insure Ruslan was in a leaden state.
With infinite stealth he dislodged from the ceiling
and made his way to the master vampire’s resting place. Instantly
Ruslan’s eyes snapped open. He hissed, a low sound of hatred. There
was no movement, but that didn’t mean he wasn’t capable. Zacarias
stayed out of the strike zone just to be certain.
“What honor is this? Coming to me in my weakest
hour?” Ruslan demanded.
Zacarias’s eyebrow shot up. “Exterminating vermin
is not about honor. Living with a code of conduct is honorable,
Ruslan. That is what you always failed to understand. Killing is
not honorable. This is my job. Honor demands I use whatever tool
possible, whatever weapon, to destroy evil—and you are evil. There
is no honor in the method of kill, only the fulfillment of a job
that is necessary.”
Ruslan’s cackle filled his mind. “You can rip out
my heart here in this cavern, but you cannot bring the lightning so
deep beneath the earth. We will see who survives come
nightfall.”
“I have no intention of ripping out your heart.”
Zacarias approached the leaden figure with extreme caution. Ruslan
was a powerful vampire and, as a hunter, he respected that power,
knowing the master would not go easily to his end.
Ruslan looked puzzled, his hollowed eyes filled
with hatred and cunning. Bats dropped without warning, covering
Zacarias’s body, biting with sharp teeth, trying to drain him for
their master. Worms burst through the dirt walls and spiders crept
from every crevice, all at the summons of the master. A few rats
poked their heads out of the tunnel, beady eyes fixed on
Zacarias.
Zacarias dissolved under the weight of the bats,
shifting quickly to put himself across the room. He blazed light
through the room, a flash bright and terrible, very hot, a
concentrated sun that singed the bats and drove the insects and
rats away. He needed only a small amount of time.
“You cannot keep that up forever,” Ruslan crowed,
“and they are mine to command.”
“It does not matter.” Zacarias was on him
instantly, scooping the dead weight into his arms. The foul breath
blasting his face disoriented him for just a moment. There was
poison in that concentrated breath, but he shifted, taking the
vampire’s rotting form with him.
What are you doing? Ruslan demanded,
switching to the Carpathian common path of communication, for the
first time truly alarmed. Where are you taking me?
To the surface. Your safeguards keep others out,
but they do not keep us in.
Zacarias knew the exact moment Ruslan understood
what he was doing. Once through the tunnel and crack, he shifted
again, bringing them both into the dawning sun. Ruslan’s mouth
opened wide in a soundless scream of agony. With sudden effort,
driven by sheer will and desperation, he buried talons deep into
Zacarias’s skin.
If I burn, then so will you.
Zacarias sank with his burden to the ground, his
strength nearly gone. He would not be able to enter the cave and he
knew by the feel of the sun on his skin that he would not have
enough time to unravel the safeguards.
I love you, Marguarita. I am truly sorry for the
mistakes I have made with you. Reach for my brothers, they will aid
you when I am gone.
Zacarias could not allow himself to think what
would happen to her or of all the things he’d done wrong with her.
He wanted his last memories of her to be held close, that feeling
of complete, unselfish love she’d given him.
Tell me where you are. I will not come to you,
have no worries, but show me.
She was calm. Utterly, completely calm. That was
Marguarita, and for the first time he believed. She had been sent
to him to save him from himself—his own personal miracle. If anyone
could save him—she could—but he didn’t see how. Even by car, there
was no way to reach him in time. He didn’t tell her that, what was
the point?
He was weary, so exhausted he could barely
move.
Don’t you dare give up.
He loved that little bite in her voice.
What are you smiling about? Ruslan demanded.
You will die with me. Hurry. I will show you how to unravel the
safeguards if you have the strength left to get me out of the
sun.
Zacarias shook his head. “You die this fine
morning, Ruslan. No matter the cost to me, your evil will never
walk the earth again.”
Ruslan’s body writhed. Turned lobster red. Heated
until he scorched Zacarias’s skin. Still those talons remained
hooked in his sides, locking them together while the vampire began
to sizzle, his rotting skin bubbling. Smoke rose. The stench of
burning meat filled the air. Ruslan screamed, the sound tearing
through his chest and throat to startle the birds in the nearby
trees into flight.
Zacarias looked up. Vultures began to circle. His
own skin burned only because Ruslan’s body touched his. He didn’t
try to fight it. His body hadn’t turned to lead as of yet, but his
arms and face prickled, wanting to shrink from that mass of red-hot
churning threads.
Holes burst through Ruslan’s body. The stench
increased until Zacarias wanted to gag. The talons loosened, and
without the thick plug of those razor-sharp hooked nails, blood
began to leak onto the ground, forming a small pool around
him.
Stay with me, Zacarias, Marguarita
urged.
Her calmness astounded him. She should be in a
panic, yet her mind was much clearer than his. He was too tired to
think.
Give yourself to me, she whispered. Trust
me to keep you safe.
He had never trusted anyone. If he did as she asked
and passed his spirit into her keeping, there would be nothing she
did not know about him. His inability to feel without her shamed
him. He would never know the true love of his brothers unless she
was anchored in his mind. He would always be uncomfortable in the
presence of humans. He could barely tolerate that world and she
would know. She would see that he felt nothing even for those
serving him. She would see too much. How much could a woman
take?
Give yourself to me. Freely—as I gave myself to
you.
Losing her to death was perhaps an act of cowardice
rather than allowing her to face the true monster that she had
given herself to. He had claimed her. Bound them together. Through
it all, she had been the one to give herself to him over and over,
meeting his every demand.
Ruslan burst into flames, shrieking his hatred of
the world. The talons fell from Zacarias’s skin, freeing him, and
Zacarias dragged himself away from the burning vampire. Black smoke
shot into the sky like a beacon.
Zacarias watched until that white-hot heat consumed
every inch of the master vampire, until he was certain the heart
was gone and not so much as a sliver of him remained anywhere. Only
then did he lay his head back and let his body turn into a limp rag
doll.
He took a breath and then a leap of faith that she
would want him anyway, as dark and shadowed as he was. He sent his
spirit outside his physical body, into her keeping. Just before he
closed his eyes, he heard the sound of a helicopter and he smiled.
That piece of equipment was of the modern world—her world. Maybe
there was something to it after all. His resourceful lifemate had
obviously used his blood bond with either Julio or Cesaro, and Lea
Eldridge was flying them to his rescue.