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Now. See me now. He pushed the
compulsion into the room and held his breath as Marguarita lifted
her head.
Her eyes were drenched in tears. Enormous,
beautiful, chocolate eyes. Her gaze locked on to him, and he saw
her catch her breath. Her breasts rose and fell in a soft, feminine
movement. She swallowed as if something was lodged in her throat.
Her fingers were twisted so tightly together they were white. But
it was her face he focused on.
She stared at him for what seemed eternity. Very
slowly she stood up, feeling her way up the wall, her eyes wide,
moving over him inch by inch, looking for damage. Carefully
inspecting him. When her gaze returned to his face, she took the
few steps to stand in front of him. Her hands framed his face and
then slid over him, a touch of her fingers, feather light, but the
obvious caress sent a jolt through his body.
A mixture of emotions crossed her face, so easy to
read. She couldn’t speak, but her feelings were transparent.
Relief. Joy. Fear. It was all there, but his heart took up a
rhythmic beat when he hadn’t even realized it was stuttering along
with his ragged breathing.
He wrapped his hand around the nape of her neck and
drew her body close to his, holding her head against his chest,
slipping his arm around her to feel her body against his. She
melted into him, her arms circling his waist. She held him as if
comforting him, or comforting herself. And maybe both of them
needed comfort. He rested his head on the top of hers and let her
peace seep into his mind and heart. She hadn’t looked at him as if
he was a monster. She was afraid, but for him, not of
him. Perhaps having a beautiful lunatic for a lifemate was the
perfect solution for a lost man like him. She didn’t know enough to
fear him.
Holding her wasn’t enough. He needed her inside of
him. “Come into me, sívamet. I need you inside me.” He
whispered the invitation into the cloud of midnight blue-black
hair.
She lifted her head and looked into his eyes. He
felt himself falling. The ground under his feet shifted. She came
into him slow, like warm molasses, thick and perfect, filling him
with her brightness, filling the holes in his heart and soul,
bridging the broken connections and driving the shadows out. She
filled him with—her. Her spirit moved against his. His soul
recognized hers. She became the rhythm of his heart.
Zacarias had never needed anything or anyone. Now
he couldn’t do without her. She made him as vulnerable as a new
baby. He knew forever. He’d lived forever, but now, with her, with
Marguarita, everything was different. Forever wasn’t going to even
be close to long enough with her. He blinked several times, the
colors in the darkened room so vivid and bright they hurt his eyes.
Marguarita was color, all those intense, beautiful hues that burst
in front of his eyes when she was in him.
Using the hand wrapped around her throat, he forced
her head up so that her dark eyes were compelled to meet his. His
heart stuttered in his chest. His body trembled. He felt as if he’d
been hit by a tsunami and he was being swept away, drowning.
Perhaps he’d been drowning all along and had never noticed the
sensation until her mind connected all the dots, but now, he knew
the water had closed over his head and he was under.
There was only Marguarita in his world. Marguarita
with her soft skin and the light she poured into his dark soul. It
was a strange thing for a man who had spent lifetimes utterly alone
to need. It was uncomfortable and unfamiliar, but the need was
greater than anything else in his world. She was so fragile, so
vulnerable. He could crush her easily, yet she had all the
power.
Drowning in her eyes, a rush of fire swept through
him. Need became physical, leaping from his mind to his body, a
dangerous flame, so hot and so raw every muscle tensed as hot blood
rushed with the fire from every point in his body to fill his groin
with a terrible, clawing demand. Lust burned deep and
gut-wrenching. Where before, his need had been hunger, now it was
for Marguarita. All of her, her blood, her body, mind and heart and
soul. He needed.
She brought him life. She made him experience what
he could not. Pain. Pleasure. Sorrow. Laughter. Rage. Joy. She was
life. She was now his life. His everything. He couldn’t live
without the emotions and colors she brought to him, or the soft
slide of her mind against his, the warmth that melted all that ice
in his veins. He needed.
She caressed his shadowed jaw with her fingertips
and that slight touch, that whisper of a burning caress, ignited
something raw and primal deep within him. Lust and hunger hit with
a brutal punch, a vicious clawing need in his belly, filling his
groin until he hurt beyond all reason.
He lifted her chin and took her mouth without
preamble. No soft kiss. No gentle tenderness. He took what was his,
claiming her mouth for his own. “I need to be inside of you. Deep
inside you. Do you understand, Marguarita?”
It was an impossible question. How could she
possibly understand? The world he lived in and the one she offered
him were in complete contrast to one another. He understood one and
needed the other. For a Carpathian hunter, needing was the worst
possible obsession.
His kiss roughened as hidden emotions welled up, a
volcano, long suppressed, building and building inside of him.
Anger at her for having such a hold on him. She had claimed she was
no witch, but the spell was stronger than any he had ever
encountered, the web more beautiful but no less lethal than any
trap ever sprung on him. He was caught. By this. By her.
Marguarita. His fingers dug deep into her shoulders and he gave her
a little shake, the anger building by the moment.
She had dragged him away from eternal rest, forced
him to face his past, the memories long buried—and forgotten. He’d
put those things in a vault and locked them up tight never to
revisit them. She opened floodgates and, sun scorch her, he was
addicted to her and those vivid intense emotions she allowed him to
feel.
He realized those few moments after killing the
vampires, when the horses rejected him, when the cattle turned
away, shunning him, preferring the unknown to coming near him, he
had been terror-struck. He hadn’t connected those feelings until
she’d poured into him, but she’d reduced him to that. A warrior
beyond all measure, and he’d been nearly brought to his knees at
the thought that she might turn away from him.
His mouth took hers over and over, long hot, rough
kisses. He didn’t give her a chance to breathe, to pull away, to be
anything but what he wanted her to be. His. Only his. All
his. She leaned into him, giving herself, but it wasn’t enough for
him. He could hear the growls rumbling in his throat, but he
couldn’t stop. The force inside him demanded she give him
everything.
He used his hands to rid her of her clothing, his
enormous strength, brutally ripping her blouse and tearing off her
skirt to get at her soft skin. He became a frenzied madman,
desperate to remove every barrier between him and her body. She
didn’t question him, but stood still under his rough hands, until
he’d stripped her bare.
He paused for one moment looking down at her naked
body, all soft curves and feminine heat. This woman was his only
salvation, his only way to go on living and stay sane. She was his
sanity, his life, and he would demand impossible things of her, but
he couldn’t give her up, no matter that it might be the honorable
thing to do. He was too far gone. With a small groan and a wave of
his hand to remove his own clothes, he took her mouth again.
He sank into all that heat and silken promise. His
tongue slid along hers. He filled her mouth the way he wanted to
fill her body, hard and deep, holding her still for his assault on
her senses. He kissed his way down her face to her throat, his
tongue flicking over the bites he left along her skin, a trail of
his possession. His hand found the soft weight of her breast and he
cupped paradise in his palm, his teeth and tongue and lips finding
the path to the creamy swell.
He lapped at her frantic pulse. Her felt her grow
still, her body trembling. He lapped at her nipple and bit gently
with his teeth, then harder, tugging, arousing her, sending
lightning streaking through her body. He felt that reaction, and
lifted her, growling, desperate for her.
“Wrap your legs around my waist and lock your
ankles. Put your hands around my neck.” His gruff order was barely
audible.
She sucked in her breath, knowing how open she
would be to him, but she obeyed without hesitation. He closed his
eyes, feeling her warm, slick heat on his belly. She pulsed against
him and he felt the answering jerk in his cock. He was desperate to
be inside her haven, to bury and lock himself there, away from the
rest of the world. Away from blood and death. He chose life and he
chose Marguarita.
His fingers flexed on her hips, her only warning,
and he slammed her down over this surging erection. He was so thick
and hard, he drove through her tight folds. The feeling burst
through him, the moon rising over the river, spreading through his
body to take over every cell. Her sheath was scorching hot, searing
him to his soul, driving out every shadow, the exquisite pleasure
pounding through his veins. He held her, his hands driving her down
over him mercilessly, his hips rising to meet that velvet soft
fiery paradise. He was lost for a time, lost in the ecstasy,
pounding into her, turning so he could lean her back against the
wall and continue driving like a jackhammer, feeling every stroke
through his body, every ripple of hers.
Her breath turned into ragged gasps, her breasts
bouncing against him, nipples rubbing over his chest. Her hair was
everywhere, brushing over his skin in a sensuous fall. He let
himself go, let the monster reign, gave him power. He took her
savagely, taking everything for himself, his pleasure, his need
driving him.
He nuzzled at her neck, wanting more, but he
couldn’t get to her with her head lying on his shoulder. Put
your head back, he commanded.
She complied immediately, throwing her head back.
Her breasts jutted toward him, a beautiful sight, bouncing with
every hard surge and thrust. She had no choice but to ride him, he
refused to allow her respite, even when her body tightened and
spasmed around his, again and again. He simply drove her higher.
Taking her without inhibition. Needing this. Needing—everything,
wanting to feel her orgasm again and again, wanting the pleasure
bursting behind his eyes and rushing up his legs to center in his
groin.
More. Give me more. Again, Marguarita.
Again.
His head was filled with erotic lust, need driving
need. He managed to remember to swipe his tongue over her neck
before he bit deep. The taste of her burst into his mouth, his
mind, rushed like a fireball into his groin. Her body went into
another orgasm, one right after the other, her sheath gripping so
tight she was strangling him. He could hear her gasps, and pleas
for mercy from somewhere in his mind, but it wasn’t enough. He
needed more. He couldn’t leave that inferno of pure, unadulterated
pleasure. His haven. He was lost there. Mindless.
He wanted to consume her, be part of her, live
inside her skin. Feel this. This perfect place, perfect moment,
with her pleas for mercy and his body serving hers, giving her more
pleasure than she’d ever dreamed or imagined. She would always know
she was his. No one else could ever do these things to her body.
Make her feel as he did. He could take all the power back, leave
her stripped and as vulnerable as he was.
This was his obsession. This was his brand of
ownership. This was—love. The realization of what he was doing
swept over him. Shocked him. Utterly shocked him. He was loving
her. Trying to say without words the intensity of what he felt for
her. How could he possibly say it when he didn’t recognize the
feeling? It was only here, deep in her body, that he knew
absolutely the stark, raw truth. This wasn’t punishment for giving
him life. This wasn’t ownership or possession or obsession. This
was love. His love, as rough and raw and untamed as it was. The
rage inside of him, welling up like a volcano, threatening to
explode, to destroy both of them—that was his love for her.
He was saying with his body what he didn’t know how to say with his
words. He was worshiping her. Giving himself to her, burning up in
her fire.
He swept his tongue across the bright strawberry on
her neck and lifted his head to look into her eyes as he felt the
volcano take him, sweeping him up in a rocketing eruption, killing
him with fierce, hot pleasure so that he was reborn, remade. A
phoenix rising from the ashes. And sun scorch him, he should have
been more careful with her.
Her soft admonishment slid into his mind. Love
me any way you want, Zacarias. I feel your love in everything you
do to me. I don’t need the words. I don’t need gentle. Yes,
sometimes I’m a little afraid, but I know you won’t ever hurt
me. She rested her head on his shoulder, her body surrounding
his, almost melting into him so that they did feel as if they had
the same skin. Her hair was damp. So was his skin.
He held her close until their hearts slowed from
the dangerous high to a more controlled beat. He kissed that sweet
spot, the junction between her neck and shoulder, over and over and
then swept up her throat to find her mouth.
He had never apologized to anyone in his life. I
am sorry, I should have been more careful with you. It was
easier to push the words into her mind, rather than say them aloud.
He felt so much a part of her, his cock still deep inside her,
still throbbing while her body pulsed around his with continuous
aftershocks.
Her hands caressed his ears, and she lifted her
head to look at him before she initiated another kiss. Her lips
slid along his, her tongue finding the seam of his mouth, teasing
for entrance. He let her take control, let her explore his mouth,
loving the way she gave herself unconditionally to him. She would
be sore. He’d been a savage, his cock a jackhammer. He had spent a
long, mindless time losing himself in her.
I loved every second of it. Feel free any time.
I might be sore tomorrow, but it will feel wonderful knowing it was
from you making love to me.
You were thoroughly loved. He had given
everything he was to her. He demanded no less of her. And it seemed
easier to refer to their bodies than their hearts.
Her teeth tugged on his lower lip. He felt her
amusement as he slowly allowed his body to separate from hers. Very
gently he lowered her feet to the ground, holding her until he was
certain her legs were steady enough to hold her. In the distance,
outside the house he heard footsteps.
“We have company,” Zacarias said. “Your friend
Julio and the woman who flew the helicopter.” He cupped her
breasts, reluctant to give up even a few moments with her. He
wanted this night for himself.
Lea Eldridge. Marguarita’s hands went to his
bare chest and pushed. I’ll have them leave as quickly as
possible. She can’t see you. Her brother and his friend are too
interested in you. Go. Hurry, Zacarias, while I dress.
He smiled, his palm shaping her throat, tipping her
head up toward his. “I am your protector. I will stay and meet this
woman.”
Her face paled, her eyes darkened and went wide
with shock. He couldn’t resist bending his head to brush her parted
lips with his. She blinked at him, and then shook her head
frantically.
It’s too dangerous to let her see you. If she
accidently slips up and lets her brother know you’re in residence,
he’ll tell that awful friend of his. Seriously, don’t stand there
smiling at me, you have to go.
She looked around for her clothes, pressing both
hands to her mouth as a blush started up her entire body. Her
clothes were in ruins, shredded by his urgent hands earlier. He
loved the way she looked, helpless and vulnerable. She was all soft
skin and generous curves, her wild hair tumbling in all directions
around her body, the silken strands catching sensuously on her
nipples and traveling in waves to the curve of her very sexy butt.
The marks of his possession were everywhere, all over her skin, red
marks, dark smudges, his fingerprints, his bite marks. She was
beautiful to him. He couldn’t resist sweeping his hand over her
creamy breasts, watching the breath catch in her lungs.
He loved the way her stomach muscles bunched under
his palm and as he dipped lower, the way she widened her stance to
accommodate his searching hand letting him know she accepted his
possession of her body. She was hot and slick from their lovemaking
and smelled of him. He was stamped deeply into her now, and that
knowledge pleased him. No matter that he lived in modern times, he
was a throwback and the ways of his world would always be a part of
him. He wanted other males to know she belonged to him, that she
was protected and taken.
His fingers delved a little deeper, into that hot,
damp passage and her hips bucked in response. Her body trembled. He
loved to feel the shiver of need move through her mind and body. He
bent his head to the temptation of her nipple, taking his time,
letting her know she belonged to him and it mattered little what
the rest of the world was doing while he took his pleasure. And it
did give him pleasure to see her little gasps, the flush spreading
and the dazed look in her eyes. He loved the desire smoldering
there, the need and hunger for him.
He pushed two fingers deep into all that scorching
heat. He thought of that tight fiery hot sheath as his. All
for him. All that intense desire and need gathering in her eyes was
for him. Her half-opened mouth. That glazed look of wonder. Her
ragged breath. His thumb found her most sensitive spot, flicking
and teasing, while his fingers plunged deep. He left a wet trail
with his teeth and tongue and lips down her neck and chest to his
ultimate destination.
He couldn’t resist taking her breast into his mouth
and biting down on her nipple with exquisite precision. Her entire
body jumped and shook. He moved back and forth between her breasts,
taking his time, uncaring of the knock on the door, lost in a world
of pleasure, his mouth going from peak to peak. His fingers pushed
deep and retreated, then buried deep again while his thumb tapped
and tugged on her now engorged button. She shattered, her breath
hissing out, her body bucking, rippling, muscles gripping hard as
he threw her into another orgasm.
The knock on the door was polite but persistent. He
glanced toward it, supporting her weight when her knees buckled. He
smiled at her, pleased with her heightened color and wild hair. She
looked like a woman who had been made thorough love to. She raised
one hand to her mass of hair and he caught her wrist and pulled it
down.
“Leave it. I like the way you look. I will get the
door while you go to the kitchen and prepare refreshments for our
guests.”
She frowned, still fighting to breathe, to think
logically. I’m naked. And Lea can’t see you. Please, Zacarias. I
can barely think straight.
“There is no need to think. Just do as I tell
you.”
I have to clean up.
He looked at the mixture of his seed and her cream
glistening on her thighs and the intriguing V of curls at the
junction of her legs. “I asked you to go to the kitchen and prepare
food for our guests, not argue with me. It is a relatively simple
request, Marguarita. As usual you seem to find it difficult to
follow instructions.”
She pressed her lips together. He saw the flash of
fire in her eyes. Her chin went up. Without a word, she turned her
back on him and walked away, naked, barefoot, her long hair
caressing the curves of her butt. He felt his heart jump. She had
courage—and fire. And she kept her word no matter how
difficult.
“Marguarita.” He said her name softly.
She half turned, her left breast, red and covered
with his marks, nipple still hard and taut, peeked out at him
through the veil of long hair.
“You forgot your clothes.”
She frowned, puzzled, glancing at the shredded
strips of cloth on the floor. He flashed a grin and waved his hand.
Her feet remained bare, but a long skirt fell gracefully to her
ankles and a soft peasant blouse clung to her breasts, the loose
neckline nearly off her shoulders. A wide belt cinched her waist.
Gold glittered at her earlobes and around one wrist.
She touched the bracelet. It’s beautiful. Thank
you. Her hands smoothed the full skirt over her hips. Umm.
Zacarias. You sort of forgot my underwear.
He flashed his teeth at her. A wolfish smile. “I do
not forget—anything.”
The blush stole up her neck into her face. She
shook her head, her gaze dropping from his. She went on through to
the kitchen without another protest. He enjoyed teasing her. He
enjoyed the flashes of temper he caught simmering in her eyes—in
her mind. As if he’d ever allow another man to look at her body. It
wouldn’t happen and she should have known that.
Warmth flooded his mind, soft laughter. I knew.
The moment I turned and started toward the kitchen and felt your
laughter and your smug, arrogant male satisfaction. I knew then
that you were teasing me.
Little lunatic of a woman. I am far too
possessive of you to let another man see what is mine. You should
have known at once. I do like watching you walk away from me naked.
It gives me great pleasure.
He sent a fresh breeze through the entire house,
and added scented candles burning low. He would have left
Marguarita’s shredded clothing on the floor, but it would have
embarrassed her. Neither visitor would fail to notice that he had
made love to Marguarita. The evidence was all over her body. In any
case, it wouldn’t take them long to realize she belonged to him,
because he planned on making that very clear.
He flung the door wide and Julio gasped and took a
step back, putting his body between Lea Eldridge and Zacarias. “I
didn’t know you were here, señor,” he said, his tone
apologetic.
“Come in. Marguarita is making tea and some sort of
wonderfully smelling cake,” Zacarias greeted, stepping back to
allow them entry.
Julio looked more confused than ever and gave a
brief shake of his head, slightly jerking his chin toward Lea. His
protective instincts toward the De La Cruz family had kicked in. He
had been born into a family that guarded their symbiotic
relationship carefully from all outsiders.
Lea peeked around Julio’s shoulders, her eyes going
wide. Zacarias could read the excitement in her eyes, the
appreciation and stark, raw fear. She put her fingers in Julio’s
back pocket, a gesture Zacarias was certain she didn’t even know
she’d made. It told him several things without penetrating her
mind. She knew he was a De La Cruz and she was very interested in
Julio Santos.
Zacarias swept his hand toward the interior, and
Julio reached behind him and took Lea’s hand in his, before
stepping inside.
“Señor De La Cruz, this is Lea Eldridge. She did us
a great favor tonight by flying Ricco Cayo to the hospital. I had
no idea you were here. When did you arrive?”
Julio was fishing for Zacarias to set the lead on
what to say and how to act.
Zacarias bowed, an old-world, courtly gesture that
had Lea blushing. He flashed what he hoped would pass for a smile
as he closed the door behind them. “I cannot stay away too long
from my woman . . .” He frowned and shook his head.
“Päläfertiilam.” Again he shook his head and lifted an
eyebrow at Julio. “How do you say this? Esposa. Wife. My
wife.”
He was very pleased by Julio’s shocked look.
Zacarias had married her, in the way of the Carpathian people, and
it was far more binding than any other species he knew of. They
could not live now, one without the other. Marguarita was his wife
in every sense of the word.
Lea gasped. “You can’t be talking about
Marguarita.”
“Of course Marguarita,” Zacarias said smoothly.
“She is mistress here.”
“But—” Lea pressed her fingers to her mouth as if
trying to hold back her question. She blurted it out anyway. “Why
wouldn’t she tell me? I’m her friend. Why wouldn’t she say anything
to everyone around here? You can’t be married to her.”
“I assure you, Ms. Eldridge, she is mine.” Zacarias
spoke quietly, but his tone brooked no argument.
Lea looked to Julio, hurt, offended, and excited
all at the same time.
Julio shrugged his shoulders, in an effort to look
casual. “You can appreciate how this would not be a good thing to
get around. Marguarita has to be protected. The De La Cruz family
has a great deal of money and many kidnappings take place. It’s
better if no one knows.”
Lea flashed him a look of pure annoyance, but she
was obviously intimidated by Zacarias and didn’t say another word
until they were in the kitchen.
Zacarias entered first and stopped, his gaze on
Marguarita. She stood by the stove, pouring water into the teapot
her mother had made. To him, there was no more beautiful sight in
the world. The colors of her skirt were vivid and bright, her skin
gleamed and her hair was a shiny waterfall of blue-black silk. Her
movements were graceful and fluid. He knew his blood had enhanced
her already beautiful looks when the humans looked at her with such
awe, as if they were seeing her for the first time. He could see
appreciation in Julio’s eyes. He would have to teach her how to
turn down her allure.
His blood also enhanced her senses. She couldn’t
have failed to hear the conversation, not with Carpathian blood
running in her veins, and her face was very still as she looked at
him, not at their guests. He went to her side and lifted her left
hand, remembering the human tradition of wearing a circle of gold.
He lifted her fingers and kissed the ring he’d fashioned for
her.
She pressed her lips together and frowned a little,
looking at the band. What are you doing, Zacarias? What game are
you playing?
He detected hurt in her voice. He’d done something
to hurt her. His fingers tightened around hers and he tugged,
pulling her into the shelter of his larger frame, uncaring what
their guests might think. He wrapped his arms around her from
behind and held her locked against him.
“Have you tea ready for our guests?”
He had made certain the kettle boiled so there
would be no waiting. He brushed his mouth over the top of her hair.
The contrast between her brightness and the way he saw Julio and
Lea was astonishing. Lea was an attractive woman and he could see
her in color, but those colors were dull in comparison. Julio’s
colors were there, but again not rich and vibrant, and he could see
his beating heart, the arteries running like a road map through his
body. Lea’s heart and arteries were there, but much fainter.
Soft amusement poured into his mind. Targets, my
man. You’re identifying targets. He’s a friend, not a target.
That’s how you always see everyone. Even me at first. You don’t see
them as people, they’re all potential enemies.
He realized it was true. He hadn’t thought about
anyone as human or Carpathian in centuries. He lived in a kill or
be killed world. Julio’s skin and features were the dullest because
he was the biggest potential threat. It was those broken
connections Marguarita had filled, the shadows, so many, so large,
throughout his mind, that she had provided bridges for that allowed
him to recognize Julio was more than a potential enemy. He was a
man. Maybe someone who would not be a friend, Zacarias had few in
the world, but someone he could respect.
Zacarias realized how he saw the world without
Marguarita. There hadn’t even been knowledge of identifying others
as targets, it was so ingrained in him. He knew every pressure
point on a body, every place one could deliver a mortal blow. He
had been that disconnected from civilization.
Marguarita’s hands suddenly crossed over his
tightly, as if holding him. She was reading emotion in him that he
wasn’t aware of. He searched for it. Shame. He was ashamed that men
like Julio, good, courageous men had fought for his family, some
dying for his family, and he had never acknowledged them. Not once.
Not to himself.
Please sit down and tell us how Ricco is
doing, Marguarita wrote and invited.
Julio’s gaze jumped to Zacarias’s face and he took
another step back, toward the door as if he might flee, his grip on
Lea tightening.
Zacarias took another deep breath to draw
Marguarita’s scent into his lungs. He didn’t need any others in his
life, but she did. He made an effort to feel her emotions toward
Julio and Lea. They were important to her—so that made them
important to him.
“Yes, please sit.” He indicated a chair, looking
straight at Julio. It was a clear order, couched in polite
words.
Julio immediately held a chair for Lea and sank
into the one next to her.
Try not to sound so intimidating, Marguarita
advised.
Sun scorch them both, woman. They are taking up
my time with you, he said, but there was a teasing note in his
voice that surprised them both.
He toed a chair around and straddled it while
Marguarita put the tea and cakes on the table. She started to sit
opposite him, but Zacarias caught her wrist and tugged her down
beside him. She blushed at Julio’s raised eyebrow.
What are you doing? This isn’t a good idea.
Seriously, Zacarias, you shouldn’t be here and you shouldn’t let
anyone know that we’re . . . It isn’t safe for you.
You are lucky I do not make you sit in my lap
where I can feel your soft body against mine, he teased
wickedly. He rather enjoyed this part of company. His woman wasn’t
embarrassed around him, but she was shy about their relationship in
front of others. That made no sense to him, but he enjoyed her
fussing at him.
“Why didn’t you tell me that you were married,
Marguarita?” Lea asked, hurt in her voice. “I thought we were good
enough friends that you could have confided in me. And you let
Esteban think you were available.”
Marguarita drew the notepad to her and began to
write. Zacarias put his hand over the pad the moment he saw the
apology.
“I know you do not wish Marguarita to apologize for
something that is a safety issue. Your brother was never seriously
entertaining the idea of courting her, and she knew that. I am a
very wealthy man and I have many enemies. Marguarita would have
told you if she could. If you need to be angry, please be angry
with me. I put her in the position of secrecy. And certainly, Julio
is not to blame. He knew I was in residence, but he was not privy
to our marriage.”
We are not married.
Zacarias flicked her one look, daring her to deny
him. There was a promise of retaliation in that look. If she didn’t
acknowledge what he was to her . . .
We have not stood before a priest.
I do not understand. We are married. I spoke the
ritual words to bind us.
“Let me see your ring,” Lea said, by way of
forgiving her.
Zacarias frowned. Marguarita had done nothing
wrong, and Lea’s magnanimous tone bothered him. Before he could
react, Marguarita laid her hand very gently on his wrist in
warning.
It’s a human thing. Please let it
pass.
He didn’t fully understand, but then it didn’t
matter, not when he could do something so simple for her. He would
demand much of her and small things that meant a great deal to
her—as this obviously did—was easy enough to give her.
Marguarita slid her hand across the table to show
Lea her ring. It was actually braided gold, Renaissance antique,
wound in several braids and forged together. Intricate, when one
looked closely, there were ancient words in a beautiful scroll
wrought into the gold.
Marguarita rubbed her finger over the letters.
Sívamet andam. Sielamet andam.
“What does it say?” Julio asked, frowning at the
unfamiliar words.
“I give you my heart. I give you my soul,” Zacarias
translated. “I have done so, and once given, a De La Cruz doesn’t
ever take them back. Both belong to Marguarita and are forever in
her care.”
Lea made some kind of noise of approval, beaming at
him.
“Congratulations, señor.” Julio made an
effort to look Zacarias straight in the eyes, but couldn’t hold his
gaze, looking at the ring instead. “Marguarita is very beloved on
the ranch. Do you plan on taking her away from us?” Julio
demanded.
Zacarias felt the shock spread through Marguarita.
She hadn’t considered that. What had she thought? That he would
come and go as he always had? It mattered little. Where he went,
Marguarita would be with him. She had given herself into his
keeping—and keep her he would.
Marguarita pressed her lips together tightly, but
he felt her fear shimmering in his mind. This was her home, her
world. These people. The horses. The ranch. He wasn’t attached to
anyone or anyplace nor could he imagine ever feeling that way. His
gaze returned again and again to Marguarita. She was home to him
and a part of him didn’t want to compete with people, animals and
places for her. He wanted to take her far from them all so she
would always turn to him for her every need. He would be all things
to her.
You are everything to me. There was calmness
in her. Acceptance. Her spirit moved against his, a soft caressing
brush that weakened him. If you wish me to leave this place, I
won’t lie to you, Zacarias, it would be difficult and wrenching,
but I would choose you over this place in a moment and I would not
regret my decision.
His heart hammered in his chest for a few beats
before settling into a steady rhythm. There was truth in her quiet
declaration. He was a man with no trust—and a centuries-old code of
honor that had kept him alive but alone. She was changing all that.
Her truth was becoming enough for him. Why? Why are you so
certain, Marguarita? I can be very rough.
She reached for him, right there in front of the
others, her heart in her eyes. You need me, Zacarias. I see the
real you, the one I love with all my heart. You can’t see him
without me.
So she knew. He should have realized he couldn’t
hide the truth from her any more than he could hide his memories.
Her fingers trailed over his face and he caught them, holding her
hand to his heart.
Lea ducked her head, glancing at Julio. It wasn’t
that difficult to read the longing on her face. Zacarias forced a
smile, hoping he looked friendly, not wolfish.
“Do you plan on staying in our little corner of the
world, Lea? Marguarita enjoys the company and we intend to make
this ranch our home base, although we will have to travel at
times.” He could give that much to Marguarita.
Lea put her teacup into the saucer and nodded. “I
hope to. My brother plans to move on soon, but I’ve been making
arrangements to stay. I like it here.”
“You can’t stay alone,” Julio objected. “Your
brother wouldn’t leave you alone, would he? Who would protect
you?”
Lea made a face. “I don’t need protection. I’m a
big girl.” She sent Marguarita a small, apologetic smile. “I’m not
married to one of the richest and most elusive men in the
world.”
“You’re a woman,” Julio muttered, his face
darkening. “What kind of brother would leave you to fend for
yourself?”
Lea’s chin went up. She stared coolly at Julio over
her teacup as she lifted it toward her mouth. Zacarias detected the
slight trembling. It was so subtle he doubted if Julio noticed, but
Lea Eldridge was a little more nervous of being on her own in a
strange place than she let on.
“My brother doesn’t enjoy it here, it’s too remote
for him. But I like it, and who knows, if your helicopter pilot
doesn’t show up, maybe I can have his job. I’ve already interviewed
for it.”
“Where is the helicopter pilot?” Zacarias asked
before Julio could make another retort.
Julio sighed. He wiped his hand over his face and
glanced anxiously at Marguarita. She pulled the notepad toward her,
but once again Zacarias laid his hand over it.
“I am asking you, not Marguarita,” he said quietly,
once again a command in his voice.
“Charlie Diaz has a drinking problem, señor.
He’s good for months and then he falls again, goes off and stays
drunk for three or four months before coming back.”
Zacarias narrowed his eyes. “Knowing this, Cesaro
kept him on? He is a danger to all of you. Ricco Cayo would have
died without medical attention. Had Ms. Eldridge not been here to
fly him to a hospital, we would have lost him.” The censure in his
low voice was as alarming as his ice-cold eyes.