10
Zacarias stood in Marguarita’s bathroom,
inhaling her unique fragrance. The clawed tub was deep and the
scent of peaches and cream wafted up from the porcelain. His
slumber had been disturbed by the pebbles hitting her window. He
was so tuned in to her now, so much a part of her mind, that even
in his sleep, he was aware of her.
He was a little stunned at the excitement flaring,
his nerve endings alive and sizzling with the anticipation of being
in her company. He was looking forward to sparring with her. He’d
even teased her a little about touching him without permission and
as shocking as he found that—he’d enjoyed it.
He’d been all over the world, climbed to the
highest mountaintops, descended into the deepest of caves, lived in
the rain forests, roamed free and never once in all that time, in
all those centuries, had he felt alive—until now. Standing in a
small room drawing the scent of Marguarita deep into his lungs made
him feel more than he ever had—or could ever remember.
He looked forward to seeing her, touching her.
Hunger beat in his veins, a raw, frantic need that echoed through
every cell in his body. His physical body took up that call, an
urgent demand for the taste and feel of her. Marguarita, his
beautiful lunatic. His woman. He allowed the thought to seep into
his bones and settle in his soul. He couldn’t remember a time when
he had called anything his. Warriors were never attached to
anything or anyone. But Marguarita had somehow found her way inside
him—become a part of him. He didn’t even know how it happened. She
was just there, in his mind, filling all those shadowed places and
connecting broken threads he hadn’t known—or cared—existed.
He knew the moment she entered the house. She
washed her hands in the kitchen and then went to her bedroom. He
heard the rustle of clothes and moved silently into her room to
stand behind her, just observing. She stood in front of a
full-length mirror, and as he came up behind her, he made certain
his reflection didn’t show in the glass.
There was something beautiful about a woman doing
the simple task of undressing. The skirt pooled at her feet and she
stepped free of the material, revealing her slender, shapely legs,
and her rounded bottom encased in a very sheer scrap of lace. His
breath caught in his throat as she slowly opened the buttons of her
blouse and inch by slow inch revealed the creamy swell of her
breasts molded by another sheer, lacy undergarment.
Her skin was flawless, so soft it was difficult not
to reach out and run his hand down her back. He liked her hair
wild, a black cloud of silk cascading like a waterfall to below her
waist. Zacarias stepped close to her, his hands sliding around her
to link just below her breasts. She inhaled in a kind of shocked
delight, her eyes jumping to the mirror. He allowed his own form to
materialize behind her. He was a good head taller than she was, his
shoulders much wider than hers. He cupped the soft weight of her
breasts in his palms and leaned down to bury his face in the cloud
of her hair.
“I love how you smell,” he whispered into all that
silk. He loved how she felt, how her hair felt against his skin.
How they looked together, her feminine body so completely engulfed
by his masculine one. Simple things. Pleasurable when there had
never been pleasure.
She didn’t tense or push him away as he expected.
He would have allowed her freedom, but she leaned back into him and
closed her eyes, relaxing against him. Such a small thing, but for
him, intense.
He nuzzled her neck, his fingers moving over her
breasts, the sensation astonishing. He felt the softness beneath
the pads of his fingers and each touch fueled more heat in his
body, driving his temperature up. He did nothing to control the
rush, allowing it to spread through his body, marveling at the
miracle of woman. He stroked caresses over all that soft skin. His
shaft swelled, became full and heavy, and he pressed closer to her
soft body.
“I want to exchange blood with you. This time it
will not hurt. I will make certain you will enjoy it. Will you
trust me?” He whispered the words, a blatant seduction. He wanted
her to agree, to give herself to him. To be part of him
willingly.
She went still, but there was no rejection, not
from her body, or in her mind. She slipped her arm back over her
shoulder, hooking her hand around his neck as she tilted her head
back. The action lifted those soft, full breasts, her nipples tight
and pushing at the lace.
Kiss me. A soft wisp of heat curling in his
mind. Sheer temptation.
His cock jumped. Pulsed. She was sensual without
even knowing it, enticing him when he no longer had the will to
resist her. He had known when he answered her call that he was
making a commitment to her. He hadn’t considered that he would make
her fully his. She had never been in so much danger and yet she
didn’t seem to have any self-preservation.
“If I kiss you, kislány kuηenak minan—my
little lunatic—I do not know if I will stop there.” The ache was
there. The need. The hunger clawing deeper than it ever had.
She nuzzled his neck. You would stop if I asked
you to.
There was complete confidence in her voice. She
should have been afraid of him. He had given her reason to fear
him—deliberately had done so, yet he felt her confidence. She was
giving herself into his keeping and he didn’t understand why. He
truly didn’t trust himself with her—so how could she? She was every
bit the lunatic he had named her, yet now, it was an endearment.
Now, he thought her beautiful and brave. He thought
her—his.
Kiss me, she whispered again into his mind.
An enticement. A seduction.
Her fingertips traced his earlobe and his body
tightened. He felt the breath leave his lungs. There was no
resisting that soft lure. He turned his head to find her mouth with
his. He brushed his lips gently, almost reverently over hers. He
felt the impact right down to his toes. Electricity sparked along
his nerve endings.
He took his time, tracing her lips, committing the
shape and feel of her to memory. He had refused for so long to
retain anything in his memory that didn’t add to his fighting
abilities, but now, learning all about her was as necessary as
breathing. He didn’t want to hurt her. Not again. He’d spent a
great deal of time thinking about how she felt his emotions when he
couldn’t. How she saw inside of him when he was unable to do
so.
Her fingernails traced around the upper curve of
his ears. She turned her head a little more and found his earlobe
with her mouth, biting gently, and then suckling, her tongue a
velvet rasp, sending spiraling heat to his aching groin. Her
fingers found his thick hair in an erotic massage that added to the
sensations streaking to his cock.
The physical feelings were intense now, gathering
like a fireball in the pit of his stomach and spreading through his
body like a wildfire. He hadn’t felt anything for so many centuries
and now she had brought his icy body to volcanic, fiery life. And
she knew what she was doing. She wanted him to feel.
It doesn’t hurt you to feel. Her voice
slipped seductively into his mind, proving she was lodged deep in
his being—proving she knew his thoughts. Feel me, Zacarias. Feel
what I’m feeling when you’re touching me.
“This is dangerous,” he whispered, knowing he was
already lost.
His hands, of their own accord, pushed aside the
flimsy scrap of lace covering the soft weight of her breasts. He
tugged at her nipples, his mind already firmly entrenched in hers.
He could feel exactly what each tug and roll did to her, the
sizzling streaks of fire racing to her core. He could become just
as addicted to feeling her pleasure as he was fast learning about
his own. “You are dangerous.”
I won’t hurt you.
The words brushed in his mind like silk against his
skin. He felt her smile, that tender, outrageous, amazing gift of a
smile.
“I am afraid of hurting you. You have
no idea what I am capable of.” He was fighting for her, yet he
couldn’t stop his hands from exploring all that creamy flesh. She
was so soft and warm and beautiful. The heady scent of her arousal
enveloped him and fed the fires burning and clawing at his
belly.
Her fingers continued that slow, erotic massage
along his scalp. Her lips whispered over his ear, his neck, her
tongue tasting his pulse. She was temptation and he was too weak to
resist.
I see you. I’m inside your mind just as you’re
inside my mind. I see inside of you, Zacarias. You would never hurt
me. Never. It isn’t in you.
I did hurt you. Several times.
Her soft laughter rippled through his groin, so
that he felt himself swell more. Felt the first drops of need
weeping for her. You were striking at yourself, Zacarias, not at
me. You know what I say is truth.
He hoped she was right, because there was no way he
could stop himself from tasting heaven. Not now. Not with her soft
body moving against his and her wild hair brushing like silken
skeins over his skin. Not with her breasts in his hands, his
fingers rolling and teasing and tugging at her sensitive nipples.
Every shiver that went through her body, every electrical spark, he
felt in his own. He heard himself groan as she bit down on his
neck, that sweet sensitive spot where his shoulder joined. She was
killing him slowly.
Hunger beat at him, raw and desperate. The sound of
her pulse throbbed in his own veins. He didn’t hide his need from
her. He wanted her to see who he was—what he was. She had to accept
the truth, not some girlish human fantasy. He was pure predator. He
had no gentle edges, or soft spots. She was rousing the devil, and
if he took her, he would never let her go.
“I need your blood.” He said it deliberately, his
mouth moving over that sweet pulse that called so deeply to
him.
He waited for her to panic, to pull away from him,
to save herself. Instead, her lips moved back to his ear, tugging
on his earlobe and sending another streak of fire straight to his
groin.
Kiss me. I won’t be so afraid of you taking my
blood if you kiss me. You can’t lie when you’re kissing
someone.
Did she think he would lie to her? He knew nothing
of relationships. He’d long ago buried his mother and father from
his existence, refusing to ever allow them into his mind—or heart.
They were gone along with every scrap of humanity that had ever
been in him. On some level, he recognized that this woman, this
human woman who had no reason to even like him, was fighting
to save him. It was in her mind, in her heart.
Kiss me, Zacarias.
His heart felt brittle. He feared it would shatter
in his chest. Kissing her again would be claiming her. Making her
irrevocably his. Her body was amazing, a sensual lure he doubted
few could ever resist, but it was that tenacious determination, her
resolve that she would pull him into the light that drew him like a
magnet. She mesmerized him. She had no thought for herself, and she
refused to abandon him to the fate of all predatory
Carpathians.
How did one fight that? How did he find the
strength to walk away from someone that courageous? He was lost for
the first time in his life. And for the first time, he wanted to
fight for his existence—for her. To match her courage.
He drew her close, his breath settling over her,
into her. His heart picked up the frantic rhythm of hers and
automatically took charge, matching her pulse beat for beat. He
watched her lashes drift down to veil the desire in her dark eyes.
Her lips parted. He took her breath into his lungs. She was so warm
and soft, heating him from the inside out.
He let his mouth settle leisurely over hers. A part
of him was desperate for her, so hungry he could barely think, but
he wanted to take his time, to feel her every heartbeat, to taste
her every breath, to know the shape of her mouth, the velvet
depths, what made her breath catch and what made her body crave
his. His kissed her lightly, a slow exploration, absorbing every
separate sensation until need overcame him and he simply lost
himself in her fire.
He kissed her over and over, stealing the breath
from her lungs, breathing for her, his tongue taking possession of
that inviting, scalding velvet paradise. His thumbs traced her
nipples, as he took her mouth over and over. She melted into him,
all that fire, scorching him, searing his very heart.
What happened when fire met ice? He feared he would
cease to exist, yet there was no other path for him now. His body
was in flames. His hunger beat at him like a thunderous drum. The
pounding need filled his groin and ate at his soul. Marguarita.
His. He had to take her now. Had to make her his. Had to
fill his veins, his body with . . . her.
His mouth drifted over the corner of hers. He
kissed his way down the curve of her face to the small indentation
at her chin. He swept back her cloud of hair from her neck with one
hand, his mind firmly settled in hers. He allowed himself to
experience all that she was feeling and she was completely aware of
his every need—of every urgent demand of his body. His growing
hunger. Still, she didn’t pull away from him, but he could feel her
holding herself very still.
“Do not fear this, Marguarita. There is great
courage in you.” He whispered the words against her collarbone as
he kissed his way along her smaller frame. He turned her in his
arms, his mouth continuing along the swell of her breast.
It’s hard to be afraid when you make me feel so
alive, she confided. But it is a little frightening after
the last time.
He would make certain a blood exchange would be
erotic, not painful. She had been born with a barrier, a product of
evolution, so many generations of her family having served the De
La Cruz family. That barrier in her mind had been reinforced, so
controlling her was difficult at best. And he didn’t want control.
He wanted her to be willing.
I am willing, she whispered in his mind.
I’m just a little nervous, but I’ve never been with a man, so
all of this is new to me.
He knew that, he was locked in her mind with her.
He knew her every insecurity, and right now, she was holding
herself together for him. Because he needed, and she provided. It
was the Carpathian way, but she was human and yet instinctively,
she knew what he needed.
He pressed his forehead against the soft temptation
of her breasts. He had walked the earth for well over a thousand
years, had a vast wealth of knowledge, yet knew nothing of
humans—or of women. And this woman was everything—would be his
everything from this moment forward.
She didn’t see him the way the rest of the world
did. She didn’t even see him the way he saw himself.
I see what and who you are. I see your heart and
soul.
She terrified him. Her courage matched that of
every warrior he knew. He was no normal man. The hard edges inside
of him, the driving need to hunt and kill should have sent her
gentle nature running, screaming from him. Those dark shadows, the
one tainting him from birth, the terrible legacy handed down from
his father scarred his very soul. The light in her shining so
bright should have diminished, should have shunned him and yet she
faced him, faced her own fears—to save him. To offer him life. She
knew what she was doing. She knew he planned to allow the sun to
take him—but she stood in front of him, deliberately seducing him
with her soft, giving body and her amazing courage.
“It would take a miracle to save me,
Marguarita.”
She was a miracle to him. He was long gone from
this world. He’d never belonged, and now modern society had passed
a man such as him up centuries ago. Miracle or not, courage or not,
how could she possibly live with such a throwback to ancient times?
His world was kill or be killed. Survival of the fittest. Women
weren’t a part of such things, and if they were, they were used and
forgotten quickly, or held captive, close where a warrior could
always protect her.
“Do you see who I really am, or who you want me to
be?” Because, God help them both, he would rule her. He would hold
her too close. He would destroy both of them. He would damn them
both to hell, but it didn’t seem to matter. He couldn’t break free
from her, not even to save his honor. He burned like fire. He
needed. Desire ruled him. Craving. Aching. Pure need. Pure hunger.
He was predator, and she was prey. He was locked on, focused his
entire attention on her. She would forever bear the cross of his
shame, his inability to resist taking what he now had to
have.
I want to be yours, Zacarias. I need you to stay
with me. Please stay. Please choose me. Whatever this is—it isn’t
shameful. I’m giving myself to you freely.
He heard his own groan. There would be no escape
for her. How could he refuse her plea? Her gift? He couldn’t resist
her soft breasts, her dusky nipples teasing his lips. He closed his
mouth over temptation and suckled. He wanted this to be real. More
than anything, he wanted what she was offering to be real. By all
that was holy, let him have a miracle.
Her body arched into him. Her arms crept around his
head, cradling him to her.
I see you. All of you.
He couldn’t give up the amazing sensations
streaking through both of them. The characteristics she saw in him,
he wasn’t certain they were really there, but he wasn’t going to
stop what he was doing to use his voice to tell her that. He tugged
on her nipple with his teeth, heard her gasp, but fire streaked
through her—through him, the blood rushing to both their centers,
as if she had a pathway to both leading straight from her
nipples.
You know what I am. Yet you are not
afraid?
He tugged again, a little rougher, his hands
kneading soft flesh, rolling that taut peak, using tongue and teeth
mercilessly. He needed her to understand he was a rough, dangerous
man, all hard edges and steel. It didn’t seem to matter how he
touched her, she tightened her arms around his head, her breath
ragged, her arousal permeating the air between them.
I’m giving myself to you, Zacarias. Freely.
Without restrictions. I don’t know what your women do, but I can
only be me. I know of no other way. I don’t want you to go. The
thought of you alone, fighting an evil enemy night after night with
no one to hold you, is abhorrent to me.
If I walk into the sun, I will not be fighting
an enemy.
No, but you will always be alone and that is
unacceptable to me. I can’t find impressions to show you why, so,
yes, I’m giving myself to you of my own free will to entice you to
stay. I want you to stay with me. What you do with me is entirely
up to you. But you will not go alone if you choose to
leave.
His mouth was filled with her, his hands sliding
possessively over her curves and hollows. How could he give her up?
And yet, he was no man of honor if he did not. You did not
answer my question. Are you not afraid?
Yes. She was absolutely truthful. Of
course I have fear of the unknown, but that fear is small compared
with my need to keep you safe.
His heart clenched. Do you fully understand what
you are offering to me, Marguarita? Her body called to him. Her
blood. The taste of her burst through his mouth, through every cell
in his body. His groin swelled until he was so full and hard the
ache was intolerable. The thought of this woman giving herself so
completely to him was intoxicating. His to command. His every wish
fulfilled. Marguarita with her soft skin and her doe eyes.
His.
He lifted his head to look into her eyes. They
stared at each other a very long time. He felt himself falling,
drowning in those dark pools of courage.
Be very certain. You will think only of me. Your
life will be my life. My happiness will be your happiness. I know
no other way. If you are mine, if you wish me to continue this
life, then you will bind yourself to me for all time. Forever.
He sighed, his voice sinking to a whisper of sarcasm. Not so
long, forever. Marguarita, the years will be endless if you are
unhappy.
I know what I ask of you, she said. I
know you’re weary and you fear who and what you are. But I want you
to stay—with me. I want you to live. To know happiness for whatever
time we have together.
There was no more resistance in him. She was going
to be his world, and he would fight with every breath in his body
to keep her.
“Then give yourself to me.”
His whisper was against the soft swell of her
breast, right over her heart. He felt her heart jump and then begin
to pound. His hand drifted down her body to slide between her legs.
She was damp for him, her arousal evident, but as his fingers
skimmed over her panties, her heart accelerated and he felt her
force herself to stand still for him. He hesitated, his teeth
already lengthened, the taste of her bursting through his mouth. He
didn’t want her afraid. And she had to be certain.
Once I claim you as mine, there is no going
back.
She drew a breath. He felt it in his own lungs. She
caught his face in her hands and looked him straight in the eye.
Stay with me.
She was afraid, but determined. He wasn’t about to
be a saint and turn away what she was offering. Life. Emotion.
Color. Something for himself. Something all his.
He bent his head and ran his tongue over her
frantically beating pulse. He felt the echo of that throbbing beat
deep in his own veins, pulsing through his thick cock. His teeth
rasped back and forth over her skin, his tongue easing the small
sting. Each time his teeth bit gently, he felt the liquid heat
dampen her panties in welcome.
“I will say words—powerful words that will unite
us. Our souls will become one. I will take your blood and give you
mine in a full exchange. This will not bring you fully into my
world, but it is our second exchange and you will be more than
halfway there. There will be—repercussions.”
I don’t understand.
“Unlike human marriages, ours are irreversible.
Once the words are said, there is no retracting them.” His mouth
teased her pulse and moved to her nipple, suckling a little
roughly, tugging with his teeth, once more moving his tongue in a
velvet rasp to ease the ache. “You will always need me near you. I
will always need you close to me. Our minds will forever seek to
remain locked within the other’s. I will never be able to let you
be free. Nor will I be free. There will be no Zacarias without
Marguarita. No Marguarita without Zacarias.”
She took another deep breath, her fingers burrowing
into the thick mass of his hair. She closed the strands in her fist
and held tightly.
He took that for her assent. There would be no
going back for either of them. She was giving him life when she
gave herself into his keeping. He pulled strongly at her breast,
allowing himself to get lost in the sensations of pure
pleasure.
“Te avio päläfertiilam,” he whispered
against her pulse. “You are my lifemate.” His body shuddered, the
fiery streaks of need turning his groin into an inferno. He shed
his clothes with a thought and drew her closer, removing the lacy
scraps shielding her body from him in the same way. “Éntölam
kuulua, avio päläfertiilam.”
What does that mean?
His teeth nuzzled that pounding pulse. “I claim you
as my lifemate.” He kissed her soft skin along the curve of her
breast and bit deep. Pain flashed through her. He pressed his hand
between her legs, caressing with his knuckles, sending shivers of
excitement coursing through her. The pain gave way to an erotic
rush. She threw her head back and held him to her breast, her fist
pulling at his hair.
The essence of her life poured into him, feeding
his addiction. He craved that unique, sexy taste that was all
Marguarita. All his. Only for him. Created for him.
He switched to the more intimate form of
communication while he drank. Ted kuuluak, kacad, koje—I belong
to you. He would always belong to her. He always had.
Élidamet andam—I offer my life for you.
Pesämet andam—I give you my protection. Uskolfertiilamet
andam—I give you my allegiance.
Her blood flowed into him, rejuvenating every cell.
Filling him—with her. He could feel the powerful ritual words doing
their work, binding them together with millions of tiny,
unbreakable threads.
Sívamet andam—I give you my heart. He
did give her his heart such as it was. Shadowed. Damaged. But it
was hers to keep for all time.
Sielamet andam—I give you my soul.
His soul was in shreds. So many holes had pierced it. All those
kills over the centuries. He had lived for them and each one had
taken a toll on the soul he was giving to her.
Ainamet andam—I give you my body. His
body craved every inch of her, and he could feel that same craving
rushing through her for him. He felt it in her welcoming wetness as
he pushed one finger into her, feeling her muscles clamp down on
him, desperate to draw him inside of her.
Zacarias lifted his head and watched the ruby beads
run down the slope of her breast before dipping his head and
following the trail with his tongue. He used his saliva to close
the puncture wounds before shifting her in his arms, lifting her
and cradling her close to him. Very gently he carried her to the
bed where he sat, holding her naked body in his lap.
She was beautiful. Her rounded breasts were
streaked with marks from his hands and mouth. His. His mind
couldn’t believe that someone so much of the light could look at
him with such smoldering desire. With such a need burning in her to
be with him. A gift. His miracle.
“You will drink, Marguarita. I know it feels wrong
to you, but this is our way. You’ve put yourself into my keeping.”
He drew a line over the pulse beating in his breast and pressed her
mouth to him. “Trust in me now.”
Marguarita tried. She moved her lips over the
laceration, her tongue tentatively tasting him. He groaned, his
erection pressing tightly against her bare buttocks. He had not
expected the terrible raw demands of his body, the way she would
get inside of him, all heat and fire, melting the ice in his veins,
bringing back floods of memories, good and bad, bringing him fully
to life. Bringing his body to such a fevered pitch of sheer need.
He uttered a command to make it easier for her to accept his gift
of immortality.
He whispered the next part of the ritual binding
words into the cloud of her hair. “Sívamet kuuluak kaik että a
ted. I take into my keeping the same that is yours.”
Her body would always be in his keeping and he
would spend his nights worshiping her in every way he could. He
filled her mind with erotic images. His hands roamed over her,
massaging her rounded bottom, sliding up the clean line of her back
to the flair of her hips and her narrow, tucked-in waist.
One hand tugged and rolled her nipples to keep her
stimulated while she drew the essence of his life into her
body—while the very blood of the Carpathians claimed her for his
own.
“Ainaak olenszal sívambin—your life will be
cherished by me for all my time.” Cherished. He knew the
meaning of the word now, where he never had before. He would
cherish her. Protect her. Keep her.
Marguarita was the meaning of life, his holy grail
at the end of the centuries-old battle between good and evil. She
was the reason. She was what he had been looking for all of his
life and never once realizing it. “Te élidet ainaak pide
minan—your life will be placed above my own for all time.” He
knew the moment he uttered the words that he meant them. Her life
would always be put above his own. His woman. His personal miracle.
A human woman who had found a drowning man and served herself up as
a lifeboat.
“Te avio päläfertiilam—you are my
lifemate.” Colors shimmered before his eyes, glittering and
bright. Vivid, dizzying colors. For a moment his world tilted and
then righted itself. Those colors pulsed and throbbed in his heavy
erection, sending spirals of electrical currents charging through
his body.
“Ainaak sívamet jutta oleny—you are bound to
me for all eternity.” He had tried to save her, but it was
far too late now. They were tied together soul to soul for all
time. She would stay with him through both good and bad and he
feared, for her, it would be far more difficult than she could ever
imagine with her modern mind. She could not conceive of the kind of
monster he truly was.
“Ainaak terád vigyázak—you are always in my
care.” That was the one thing he could give her. He could promise
her. He would never go back on his word. There would be absolute
loyalty to this woman and he would always, always see to her
care.
Gently he slipped his hand between her mouth and
his chest. Her tongue rasped one last time over the laceration and
his body clenched, shuddered, the feeling so erotic he knew he
would want the experience over and over. He closed the wound and
took her mouth, his hand on the nape of her neck, holding her still
while he fed at the rapture there.
Heat poured through him. He shifted her, turning,
laying her out on the bed in front of him like a gift. Her eyes
were slightly glazed, brilliant champagne diamonds glittering with
lust and need. He’d put that look there. It was all for him. She
was all for him.
He knelt over her, his hands in between her thighs,
pulling her legs apart so she was open to him, so he could enjoy
the sight of the glistening evidence of her need of him. His hands
went to her breasts, roughly kneading, rolling and tugging on her
sensitive nipples. Every streak of fire that went to her core shot
straight through to his cock. He took her into his mouth, suckling
strongly, his teeth teasing that taut peak, tugging and biting
while she writhed and gasped beneath him.
Her hips bucked with every sting of his teeth, with
every lave of his tongue. He sucked hard, reveling in her body, in
the soft, pliant offering. His. All for him. Her arms came up to
circle his head, she arched into his mouth, pushing deeper, her
hips lifting to rub over his body. His heavy erection pressed
against the V at the junction of her legs and she widened her
sprawl to try to get closer to him. Her smooth thighs rubbed
against his body, driving him past sanity.
He captured her nipple and tugged just to feel the
wonderful sensation of streaking fire, filling his groin, vibrating
through him. His mouth found hers again, a little brutally this
time, taking her response, demanding she give him everything she
was. He wanted nothing less than everything from her, nothing less
than complete surrender.
Marguarita never so much as pulled away from him in
her mind. His hands grew rough as they shaped her body, claiming
her, wanting her to know and accept him as he was. He would give
her everything he was, pour himself into her, give everything he
was to her—it was all he had.
She was incredibly responsive to him, her body
writhing and bucking as he stroked caresses over her belly and
thighs. He inhaled, wanting to forever remember this moment,
wanting to savor every new separate experience and emotion. He’d
never had such a sensual, tactile experience. Pure sensation. Pure
pleasure. Lust was deep and driving, in his blood, pounding with
need, clawing and raking, yet at the same time, spreading like fire
through his body—and through her body. The dual sensations were
overwhelming and irresistible.
He completely indulged himself, exploring every
inch of her soft, curvy body. Every streak of fire that went
through her, went through him. He felt drunk on the building
hunger, this time for her body, for that scorching hot sheath that
begged and wept for him. He was just as addicted to the rush of
electricity streaking through his body and filling his heavy
erection as he was to the taste of her blood.
He had no idea of passing time, only of her body,
of her taste and texture. Of knowing her gift was real. Never once
did she protest, even when he took her too high and she was gasping
and pleading with him for release. She stayed connected, wanting
his pleasure, giving herself to him without reservation, keeping
her word.
And he found her pleasure was just as important to
him, if not more, than his own. Each gasp, every plea in his mind,
the score of her nails raking down his back, her fist in his
hair—all of it added to his pleasure. He loved seeing her needy for
him, seeing her eyes dazed, her mouth open, the soft cries in his
mind. The mindless chant of his name. He was rough, yes, but he
made certain that she felt nothing but pleasure. He wanted her to
want to be with him in every way he could conceive, and hurting her
or ignoring her needs felt repugnant and wrong to him.
He indulged himself for the first time in his life,
taking this time for himself—for her. The two of them were one now,
soul to soul, and as long as he was in her mind, he felt. He saw in
color. His world was rich and emotional. There was no ice in his
veins, no shadows in his heart. Her bright light illuminated him
inside and he felt as if he could soar to the heavens or run in
freedom across the land. She made him free.
When he knew she was more than ready for him, slick
and hot and gasping, he knelt between her legs and lifted her hips,
pushing into that tight hot space created just for him, joining
their bodies in the same way their minds were joined. He was
careful, feeling her response. He was thick and long and she was
tight. He could feel the burning and stretching with his invasion
just as she could feel the sizzling pleasure racing through his
body as her sheath grasped him in scorching pleasure.
He had to fight a battle to control himself. He
needed to plunge into her, bury himself deep, and had he not been
in her mind, feeling what she felt, he had no doubts that he would
have selfishly done so, but the burning was bordering on pain for
her. He forced his body to go slow, whispering to her in his native
language, soft words of encouragement. He found himself calling her
sívamet—my love, or more literally, of my heart.
He hadn’t known until that moment of pure
revelation that she was of his heart. She had given him so much,
this small slip of a human woman with more courage than good sense
and she had somehow slipped inside of him and wound herself tightly
around his heart. He was more careful than ever, slipping into her
inch by slow inch until he felt that thin barrier.
“Take a breath, kislány kuηenak minan.”
Deliberately he leaned closer to her, pressing on the spot that
brought her the most pleasure and translating what had become an
endearment, “My little lunatic, you have given yourself to me, and
I accept you into my keeping.”
He took her then, making her fully his, burying
himself inside that tight cauldron of heat, claiming his home, his
sanctuary. The ice was gone from body and mind to be replaced with
Marguarita. He had found home and he never wanted to leave.
He took his time, careful to allow her to catch up
to him, at first setting a slow, excruciating rhythm, and then, as
her body became more receptive to his invasion, as pleasure sizzled
through her, he picked up the pace and drove into her as he needed
to do, hard and fast, his hands biting into her hips, his body
plunging home again and again, burning light into him.
He threw back his head in a kind of ecstasy, fire
burning him through the inside out, driving him higher and higher.
All the while, he was aware of her, every caress, her fingers in
his hair, her soft little gasps, her hips bucking under his, that
exquisite tight sheath, grasping and milking, just as needy for him
as he was for her.
He could hear her soft gasp in his mind and knew
the exact moment the building tension in her body hit that shocking
point where she was stretched on a rack of intense pleasure that
touched pain. He pushed her over the edge, her body taking his with
it, her muscles massaging, milking and grasping so tight he burned
for her.
He lay a long time over her—in her, mind to mind,
connected, forever wanting to live there—knowing the moment he
withdrew, he would be that köd, varolind hän ku piwtä—dark,
dangerous predator, filled with shadows and tainted with evil. The
brilliant colors would fade and his vivid, intense emotions would
fade. He hoped to hell his care of her wouldn’t do the same. They
were tied now, for good or bad. He couldn’t undo what he’d done and
she could not survive without him—or he without her.