6
Inside the dark hacienda, beneath the heavy
four-poster bed, buried deep in the rich soil, Zacarias’s eyes
snapped open simultaneously with the first beat of his heart. A
shadow passed over the house, barely there, but still, he was an
ancient warrior and he felt that subtle disturbance. The sun had
sunk from the sky and night had dropped like a heavy curtain over
the ranch. The night had brought spies with her.
He normally would have welcomed the hunt. It was
what he did. All he knew. He was comfortable in that role. He was a
loner. He had no idea how humans lived or worked and he had never
wanted to know. They were certainly fragile creatures. Now he
had—her—the beautiful lunatic who had somehow crept into his
life and had no idea how to even protect herself from an eagle’s
claws.
He had known it was only a matter of time before
his enemies would seek revenge. By the very swiftness of their
search, he knew a master vampire directed them to each of the De La
Cruz haciendas. He had been in existence for far too long to think
it might simply be a coincidence. They were hunting him. Ordinarily
he would let them know exactly where he was and he would have
welcomed the battle—but this time there was too much at stake. He
waited until the flock of shadowed birds had passed overhead,
circling the ranch several times before moving on.
And then he reached out to touch—her. The
woman. Marguarita Fernandez. He reached for her before he thought,
before he could stop his mind. He wanted—her. She should
have been sleeping peacefully in her bed waiting for him to wake
her. But of course she wasn’t. He sighed, no longer surprised by
anything she did.
He waved his hand to open the soil, clothing
himself as he rose, careful not to disturb even the air so she
would not know he had risen. Emni kuηenak ku
aššatotello—disobedient lunatic. Did she not realize he would
kill for her? She didn’t seem capable of learning, no matter how
hard the lesson. His enemies were already searching and if they
found her, if they knew about her or even suspected . . . He closed
his mind to what could happen and ignored that peculiar and very
unfamiliar need to smile at the thought of her continual ignoring
of his every wish. She really did have to be dim-witted, there was
no other explanation.
How strange that this woman could arouse even a
small interest on his part. His reaction to her enforced the
nagging idea that she could be his lifemate. Before stopping his
heart at dawn, he had gone carefully over the details each of his
brothers had shared with him about the moment they had recognized
their lifemate. They had known instantly on contact. There had been
no doubt. Emotions had poured back into them. Colors blinded
them.
Even after centuries of existence, Zacarias didn’t
understand the key to unlocking the mystery of lifemates, but if
Marguarita Fernandez was actually his, the universe was playing a
joke on him. The woman was positively maddening.
He strode through the master bedroom out into the
hall. The scent of her filled the house, an intensely feminine
fragrance. He realized she had occupied his home for years, even as
a child, her father had lived here, in the main house. The house
wasn’t stark and bare as were most of his lairs. Marguarita
lingered in every corner. She had made this dwelling her home.
There was warmth here, the warmth of a woman who cared about her
home and took care of it with loving attention to detail.
The rooms were gray and dull, yet he felt the
richness of each in the hand-woven rugs and thick lap blankets
obviously quilted by hand. He stopped by a heavy chair and rubbed
the material of the blanket between his fingers. He felt Marguarita
in each of those tiny stitches. She did far more than keep the
house. She loved it.
She liked candles. They looked homemade as well.
They had electricity and a backup generator but he was certain with
the fierce storms they often got, downed trees often took out the
electricity and all manner of things could happen to a generator.
He had never had to think of such things, but clearly Marguarita
did and she prepared for them.
She not only prepared her own home for emergencies,
but he saw the list she’d been working on laid out on the coffee
table, the name of each family housed on the De La Cruz lands, and
what they needed. Lanterns and candles and canned food seemed to be
the biggest items. He had never given much thought to how these
people lived and worked, but he realized Marguarita took care of
them in his name.
The door to the bathroom was open and steam mixed
with perfume drifted into the living room. He inhaled deeply to
bring her into his lungs. Anticipation stirred. He waited a few
heartbeats, savoring that small ability just to look forward to
seeing her and there was no doubt now, he was definitely
feeling, although he couldn’t say it was anything like his
brothers had described.
His fingers bunched in the quilt and he brought the
soft fabric to his face. The material carried a hint of her
intriguing fragrance. His body tightened. Not the savage reaction
of the evening before, but still, it was a reaction. He breathed
his way through shock. His little lunatic was almost assuredly his
lifemate and, sun scorch the woman, she’d come along too late. That
was just like her. Fate had certainly played a joke on him with its
choice and timing.
Zacarias sighed and drew another deep,
fragrance-filled breath into his lungs. It didn’t matter one way or
the other, because he certainly couldn’t condemn her to a half-life
with him. He was no prize, not with savagery and darkness bred into
his very soul. He had been damned from birth and he had accepted
that. This was a terrible blow, one completely unexpected. To be
given a lifemate who would always remain just out of reach was the
worst torture he could conceive.
Something soft and feminine tickled his mind.
Amusement. No sound, just the impression of happiness—a warm glow.
He absorbed her into his heart, allowed himself to indulge for just
a brief moment. His mind, so obviously tuned to hers, refused to
obey him when it came to Marguarita. It needed the contact, that
warmth that infused his entire body.
Hunger swept through him, a gnawing, clawing need
that beat in his veins and consumed him quickly. He tasted her in
his mouth, that unique taste that was all Marguarita. He recognized
that he was already obsessed with her, but after centuries of a
barren existence, it wasn’t too high a price to pay for the ability
to feel something.
He slipped further into her mind, craving the
warmth of her. Deep laughter burst through his thoughts, an
explosion of sound, all male, distinct and familiar to Marguarita.
He felt her easy acceptance, the softness in her that wasn’t there
when he was with her. She was amused by her companion. Accepting of
him.
Zacarias moved so fast through the house he was
merely a blur, literally bursting into her room. The door
splintered with a crash, wood flying in all directions as he ripped
it apart. Marguarita sat on the floor by her open window. A man
stood on the other side, his head through the opening, his hand on
Marguarita’s arm. Both turned simultaneously toward him at the
sound of the door disintegrating. Zacarias was on the man in a
split second in a violent explosive action, yanking him through the
window with vicious strength and slamming him against the wall. He
held him easily with one hand, legs dangling above the floor as he
sank his teeth deep into the pulsing vein in the neck.
No! Stop! You have to stop!
The man gave no resistance after that first stiff
struggle. Zacarias made no attempt to calm him, the offense was far
too great. He heard a terrible roar and it took a moment to realize
the sound emerged from his own throat. He gulped at the rich blood,
even as Marguarita’s frantic plea burst into his mind.
She caught at his arm and tugged, tried to reach up
to insert her hand between Zacarias and his prey. He could see her,
far off, through the red haze in his mind, through the need to
kill, through the strange animalistic roaring that crashed through
his head, but nothing mattered to him but destroying this man who
had dared to put his hands on Marguarita.
Zacarias felt Marguarita’s warm spirit moving
through the ice in his mind and instantly saw himself through her
eyes. She was close to panic. He had exploded into violence much
like a large jungle cat bringing down prey and was completely and
utterly a killer in that moment. On some vague level she realized
she was the cause. She was terrified of him, reading his intent,
knowing he was acting on instincts rather than intellect.
She flooded his mind with frantic impressions of a
wolf pack, and then with dozens of babies as if he was the
dim-witted one and couldn’t understand the concept of family.
Finally she resorted to pushing an image of Cesaro into his mind in
a frantic attempt to tell him this man was Julio, Cesaro’s son. As
if he wouldn’t know that. The woman was a menace to herself and to
everyone she knew. He swept his tongue across the puncture wounds
to close them and dropped the man to the floor, holding him easily
with his mind.
Very slowly he turned on the nuisance of a woman.
She took two steps back and then made herself stop. She looked
small and vulnerable and very, very afraid as she glanced toward
Julio.
Is he dead? She took a step toward the
unconscious man.
“Do not dare to touch him.”
She halted instantly, her face going completely
white.
“No, Carpathians do not kill when they feed. You
should know that. Are you uneducated as well as disobedient?”
She shook her head and looked around the room, her
gaze settling on the pen and paper she’d been using to communicate
with her lover. When she stepped toward it, he held out his hand
and both items flew to him. He pushed them into his pocket for
closer inspection later.
“You disobeyed again. Is there anyone you do obey?
Or do you simply do whatever you want when you want to do it?” He
kept his voice very low, afraid she might faint or fall down. She
was so rattled he could see her shaking.
I did not disobey. She was adamant,
thrusting her denial into his mind. I stayed in the house just
like you ordered. I didn’t do anything wrong.
Was it possible she didn’t understand the enormity
of her error? How was that possible? “Having a man in your room is
absolutely forbidden. How could you not know that? Do you wish to
be taken for a whore?”
She blinked her long lashes at him, her body
suddenly quite still. A slow blush infused the pale white of her
skin. He could clearly see the color sweeping up her neck into her
face and the beauty of it captured his attention so that he almost
missed that she stepped into him and swung her hand at his
face.
He caught her wrist inches from his head only
because of his preternatural speed. They stood toe-to-toe, gazes
locked. She was furious. He could feel the rage in her, yet was
hyperaware of the smallness of her bones, of the soft skin and lush
curves. She was wearing a skirt and blouse, the skirt long,
covering her slender legs and emphasizing her rounded hips and
narrow waist. He found her pleasing in feminine clothes.
Her eyes sparkled at him, glittering like champagne
diamonds. She no longer appeared gray or shadowed, but her every
feature was beginning to emerge in color and detail. He had never
encountered anything more beautiful in all his centuries of
existence.
“I believe we covered the issue of you touching me
without permission.”
Don’t you dare call me a whore.
He had never seen true sparkling champagne diamond
with such pure chocolate and it was an amazing color, especially
sparkling as her eyes were now. “I believe I asked if you wished to
be taken for a whore. I did not call you one.”
He spoke very slowly and distinctly in case she
didn’t quite grasp the difference. He also noted that along with
her anger, she was much more adept at communicating telepathically.
He could see her words in the impressions she sent and realized
then what it must be like not to have an actual voice to express
herself.
His thumb slid over her pulse in a small caress. He
felt her shiver in response. “You look quite lovely in your
feminine clothes. You will wear them at all times.”
She frowned. He thought she would like the
compliment, but truly, she was difficult. Her eyes flashed with
glinting fire, which was spectacular, but he had wished to please
her. Females were difficult to understand.
I won’t, you know. I prefer to wear skirts
indoors, but not when I ride. And I love to ride, so no skirts.
Her chin went up, those eyes sparkling more than ever.
He studied her defiant little face for a long time.
She never once looked away from him. Never in his life had anyone
defied him the way she did. He was beginning to think there was
nothing dim-witted about her after all. “You really are emni
kuηenak ku aššatotello minan.” He couldn’t help the soft caress
in his voice.
What does that mean? I’ve heard you call me that
and similar things.
“My disobedient lunatic,” he answered honestly,
expecting fireworks. He even took a firmer grip on her wrist.
Her lips twitched, curved into a smile so that her
white teeth flashed at him for a moment. He got the impression of
amusement in his mind and the feeling warmed him. “You are getting
very good at communicating through our blood bond. It will increase
in strength when we exchange blood again.”
A shadow crossed her face. She swallowed hard and
nodded, refusing to look away. She was very afraid but she faced
him with courage.
“It will not hurt, Marguarita,” he assured. “You
will enjoy the experience.”
She didn’t look convinced but she nodded at him and
then glanced again toward Julio. A roaring protest ripped through
his body and he felt his teeth lengthen, exploding in his mouth
before he could stop the reaction. She gasped, and he looked down
at her wrist, still captured in his hand. His fingernails had
lengthened into deadly talons.
He could smell the man, until the stench of him
nearly overpowered the subtle fragrance that was Marguarita. He
didn’t want a male close to her, let alone in her bedroom. He
recognized he was at his most deadly.
“It is not safe for your friend to be here,” he
admitted. Evidently some emotions were returning. Rage. The need to
kill. Jealousy. Things he hadn’t experienced before and therefore
had no way of anticipating or understanding what he was feeling,
let alone the necessary knowledge to deal with such things.
Marguarita slowly nodded her head. Should I
summon Cesaro?
His body rebelled, his heightened senses already in
battle mode. “That is not a good idea. I will take him to his house
and leave him to rest.” He didn’t want another man around her while
he was adjusting to the new, emerging and uncomfortable emotions.
He counted himself lucky that he didn’t have the same reaction to
his lifemate that his brothers had had.
She nodded her head, biting her lower lip a little
anxiously.
“Is the word of a De La Cruz no longer good here? I
have said I will leave him to rest, yet you are still anxious. Is
this man someone important to you?”
He felt her struggle to make him understand. She
looked around for a pen and paper but he shook his head. She was
his lifemate and they needed to learn to communicate. She sent him
one emotion-laden look, and then pushed the image of Riordan, his
youngest brother, into his head. She pointed to Julio and then to
herself.
“This man is your brother? Cesaro’s son?”
She nodded, frowning the entire time. Not
blood.
He didn’t want the man anywhere near her. “It is
not safe for him. You understand me?”
Marguarita nodded her head. Zacarias couldn’t stand
the presence of the other male close to her, or the worried look in
her eyes. He scooped Julio up and draped him over his shoulder. He
took a step away from her.
Señor De La Cruz?
That soft caressing note in her voice sent a rush
of heat speeding through his veins. He looked at her over his
shoulder.
Perhaps you would be so kind as to fix my door
on your way out.
There it was, that now familiar need to smile. The
amusement tamped down his need to destroy every male who had ever
come near her. He needed her to use his more intimate first name.
“Zacarias,” he corrected. “And no problem.”
He went out before the urge to heave the offending
male through the window so he could yank Marguarita to him and
taste her exquisite unique flavor overcame him.
Marguarita watched as he paused to casually wave
his hand, weaving the splintered door back into a solid mass before
striding out. She took a deep breath and allowed herself to sag
onto her bed. Her hand shook as she pressed her fingers to her
trembling mouth. She had never seen anything—including the rain
forest predators—exploding into violence so fast.
Being in the same room with Zacarias De La Cruz was
overwhelming, much like being with a tiger. He took up the entire
space, the very air, with his power and energy. He always gave the
impression with his focused stare of being alert and ready to
strike instantly. When he did erupt into action, it was too fast to
even follow and so violent the act was numbing to the senses.
She had done this. Made a terrible mistake.
Zacarias had known he had grown too dangerous to be in the company
of others and he had taken steps to protect them all. He had made
an honorable decision, but she’d inadvertently interfered and
placed all of them—including his eternal soul—in jeopardy.
The puncture wounds on her waist were healed, but
she would never forget that painful, terrifying ride through the
air as the eagle had taken her into the night sky, huge wings
beating loud enough for her to hear the whomp, whomp
as they cut through the air. She’d been sick and dizzy, staring at
the ground below as it dropped away. She didn’t even have the
release of screaming. Sadly, and strangely, the only comfort she
had was in touching his mind, the mind of a man more feral beast
than human.
She touched the mark on her neck and for a moment
she couldn’t breathe, remembering the way his teeth had burned as
they drove through her skin. It had hurt so bad, and she’d been
terrified that he would finish the job the vampire had started, or
worse, not kill her and make her his living puppet, the very
embodiment of evil. She stroked the throbbing mark with the pads of
her fingers. She had already made up her mind to serve him as long
as necessary—and she knew that included allowing him to take her
blood for sustenance.
This evening changed nothing, in fact, it only
reinforced her belief that she owed Zacarias her aid, no matter how
terrifying it was to her. She covered her face for a moment,
rocking back and forth, gathering her courage. She had to find a
way to keep him from the workers on the ranch—especially Julio.
When Julio awakened and remembered what happened, he would be
desperate to make certain she was all right and that was a
potential problem.
Resolutely, Marguarita scrubbed her hands down her
face, wiping away fear and straightening her shoulders. This was
her mess. She’d created it. She could feel the intense sadness, the
heavy sorrow weighing Zacarias down. She felt his emotions—and they
were strong to the point of crushing—but she knew he didn’t feel
them in the same way she did.
He had wanted her to go about her daily routine, so
that was what she was going to do, just as if he wasn’t in the
house. When it came time for him to take her blood she would find a
pleasant place in her mind and go there. It was the duty of her
entire family to provide whatever a De La Cruz needed—or wanted—and
she wouldn’t fail her family or herself.
She stared at herself in the mirror. Her hair was
in the usual thick braid, but her neck was clearly exposed. Her
heart jumped wildly. Perhaps that was too much of a temptation.
Quickly she loosened the weave and allowed her hair to spill to her
waist. She wrapped a loose tie around the middle just to hold it
back from her face so she could work without the huge mass getting
in her way. Her hands smoothed the flowing skirt and she took
another breath before heading for the kitchen.
Filling the teapot, she turned and nearly dropped
it when he was standing there, quite close to her, his hand
reaching for the abundance of hair, staring at it as though
fascinated. He dropped his hand immediately and stepped back to
allow her to get to the stove. Ignoring her pounding heart,
Marguarita pretended he wasn’t in the room. If he wanted to observe
what she did, that was fine. She would make herself breakfast even
though it was early evening.
Zacarias leaned one hip against the sink and
watched her with that unblinking, totally focused stare that was
definitely that of a large hunting cat. She glanced at him from
under veiled lashes, unable to help herself.
Would you care for tea?
He frowned. “I have never actually tried human
food. My brothers have. To appear human they stock the house with
food items and have actually gone to charity events and other large
gatherings that made it necessary to appear to eat.”
But not you.
He raised his eyebrow. “I do not bother with such
things. I make humans uneasy so it was better to send Nicolas or
Riordan.”
Not even once? In all your years of existence,
you never once wanted to taste the forbidden?
“I felt nothing, kislány kuηenak minan—my
little lunatic. Curiosity has never been a problem for me. I exist.
I hunt. I kill. My life is very simple.”
She pressed her lips together. She couldn’t imagine
such a life. No comfort. Not needing comfort. You are never
afraid? You have never experienced sheer terror?
“What has there been in my life to fear? I have
nothing to lose, not even life itself. I have only a responsibility
to protect my people to the best of my ability. I do so with
honor.”
You’ve never felt joy? Or love?
“There was a time in my life, when I was a boy,
that I loved my brothers. For a time I could touch their memories
and remember the affection I had for them. Even that is gone for
me.”
She wanted to weep for him. He spoke so
matter-of-factly, as if having no one—nothing at all to soften his
life—was normal. There was no one to comfort him, no one to talk
things over with, no one to hold him—or love him. All the while he
fought to protect others, there was no one for him.
She realized for all his knowledge, there were huge
gaps in his education. Carpathians could regulate body
temperatures. They could heal their wounds and minimize most pain.
He hadn’t considered that she couldn’t do those things, which
explained why he’d seemed so shocked by the eagle’s talon’s
puncturing her skin. He either didn’t know, or he truly hadn’t
given humans very much thought.
He didn’t interact with anyone but the undead. His
brothers came to the various holdings and talked with the local
governments. Zacarias only came when wounded and he needed a fast
fix. The workers were all leery of him. Because her aunts and
uncles and cousins worked at the various De La Cruz properties
throughout South America, she knew all the gossip on the family and
few had ever set eyes on Zacarias. He had been completely alone for
centuries.
Marguarita kept her back to him, afraid compassion
would show on her face. She might fear him—but it didn’t mean she
couldn’t feel for him. His life had been one she would never have
wanted and yet he’d endured for over a thousand years. He had
probably welcomed death, and she had taken even that solace from
him. She had to find a way to connect more solidly with him so she
wouldn’t jump every time he came near her. She decided the best
course of action was to get to know him, to exchange a little
information so she could be more comfortable with him.
How is it that I can feel your emotions, but you
can’t?
There was a small silence. She braced herself
before turning to face him. The battles of many centuries chasing
the undead through countries in a ceaseless attempt to protect the
inhabitants were etched deep into the lines on his face. He stood
there, his head unbowed, watching her with those eyes that held a
sorrow he didn’t even recognize or comprehend.
There was no place he could go where he could be
completely vulnerable. There was nowhere he could be loved or
protected or safe. She had a sudden urge to put her arms around him
and hold him tightly to her, but she’d have to ask permission first
and she wasn’t making that mistake again.
Silence stretched between them, filled suddenly by
the whistle on the kettle. She carefully poured the boiling water
into her mother’s small, intricate clay teapot. The body was
rectangular and hand-painted with Peruvian Paso horses running free
with tails and manes flowing as if in the wind. She loved the
teapot her mother had made so many years earlier and was always
careful of it. Using it always made her feel closer to her mother
and, right now, comforted. She couldn’t imagine Zacarias having
nothing like that in his life.
“I was not aware you could feel my emotions,” he
finally, almost reluctantly, admitted.
She turned to face him again, leaning against the
counter and studying his face. She found it amazing that he could
look so stern and tough, but yet be so brutally handsome. His hair
was long, even for a Carpathian, almost as long as hers. A few
strands of gray enhanced the deep midnight color. The mass of hair
had wave to it—enough wave to spiral into several long swirls from
the leather cord he bound it with. The spiraling waves didn’t
soften his appearance, but only made him that much more
attractive.
He didn’t appear to be relaxed or at ease. He
appeared exactly as he was—a killing machine. No one would ever
mistake him for anything else, but maybe she was getting used to
his presence because the inner tremors had finally ceased.
I can.
“Explain it to me.”
He seemed genuinely puzzled, but how could she
explain? She tried to picture a volcano with masses of churning
magma. I can feel what’s inside of you. Anger. Sorrow. It’s very
turbulent and intense, but I can tell you don’t feel it in the same
way as me.
His eyes didn’t leave her face. She couldn’t help
the sudden rise of color. She felt a little like an insect under a
microscope. Clearly he was studying her—a human specimen.
“Tell me about your friend Julio.”
Her stomach knotted. That way lay disaster. His
expression hadn’t changed, but his eyes had. There was only a
subtle difference in his eyes, but she could feel the volcanic
emotion roiling inside of him. She turned back to making her
breakfast so she wouldn’t be afraid.
She did her best to show him her relationship with
Julio. We grew up together. He is but a few months older than
me, so we were raised as brother and sister.
She found it difficult to project that concept,
but, glancing over her shoulder at his dark face, she persisted.
There were no other children around. This is a working ranch and
even as children, of course, we were expected to help.
Again, she tried to send impressions of the two of
them working in the stables, and in the fields with the cattle.
I could do a better job with my pen and paper.
“You are doing just fine.”
She risked another quick look at his face. She
wasn’t doing just fine. He still had death in his eyes. She forced
down panic, feeling as if she was failing Julio. My mother died
when I was very young and I was inconsolable. I lost myself in the
animals. In the rain forest.
He stirred as if the thought of that little girl
alone in the rain forest bothered him, but she couldn’t imagine
that he could conceive of her pain as a child at the loss of her
mother. Or that he might worry for a human child that was of little
consequence to him. But Julio had worried. He was only a little boy
himself, but he defied his parents and followed her to keep her
safe.
And then his mother caught a fever and she died
a year after my mother. That created a bond between us. I was
careful to stay close to him, as he had done for me. Again she
tried to convey the deep sorrow that both of them had felt and the
lifelong connection that had been established.
Marguarita turned then and studied his face, the
dark turbulence in his eyes. She took a deep breath, feeling a
little desperate for him to understand. Can you see my memories
of the two of us? If he could get into her mind and see for
himself, maybe he would be able to feel her affection for Julio and
realize it was sisterly, not that of a woman loving a man.
“Of course. Our blood bond is strong, but I would
have to go deeper into your mind. You already fear me.”
Her heart pounded. They both could hear it. She
took a breath as she cut two slices of bread for herself and broke
open two eggs to scramble with some ham. Does it hurt?
“It would not hurt. It would feel . . .
intimate.”
The last word whispered over her skin like a soft
caress. Marguarita shivered. He was close to her. She could feel
the warmth of his body as he stood behind her, watching her cook.
It felt dangerous, standing in her kitchen performing everyday
tasks with him so close, watching her every move. Breathing when
she breathed. She swore their hearts kept the same rhythm.
She swallowed hard and carefully concentrated on
sandwiching the eggs between the slices of bread. She placed her
breakfast on a plate, ignoring her trembling hands. She was afraid
of Zacarias, but when he spoke in that certain tone of voice, her
body reacted. Did she dare take a chance on adding to that strange
physical attraction by consenting—no—even inviting him deeper into
her mind?
She reached for the teapot handle just as he
reached around her for it as well. His arm caged her and his
fingers settled over hers. A thousand butterflies took flight in
her stomach.
“Let me,” he said.
That same low caressing note was in his voice. She
closed her eyes briefly against the sudden assault on her senses
and slid her hand from under his. He didn’t move, keeping her caged
between him and the counter while he poured her tea. She knew there
was a space between them, maybe the width of a sheet of a paper,
but she could feel heat radiating from him. Her body caught fire.
Flames danced over her skin, darted through her bloodstream to
settle into a burning need in her most feminine core.
Her breath caught in her throat as he moved that
scant width, closing the paper-thin distance as he set the
teakettle down, so that he was pressed against her, his warm breath
against her neck. He inhaled her, drawing the air laden with her
scent deep into his lungs. A soft, purring growl rumbled in his
throat. The sound seemed that of a feral animal, but there was
something terribly sexy about it. She froze, paralyzed with fear,
but unsure whether it was of him or of herself. The growl vibrated
through her body, until her every sense was completely consumed
with Zacarias.
Zacarias De La Cruz was a dangerous powder keg, and
she was terribly afraid if she moved or allowed him further
entrance to her mind, she would be providing the spark that would
set him off. It wasn’t his fault that she had such a reaction to
him. She’d never had such a reaction to any other male, but it had
happened once before with him in the forest. It made no sense, but
she couldn’t quite catch her breath, waiting . . . wanting . . .
what, she didn’t know.
Zacarias’s lips moved against her ear, his breath
stirring her hair and sending an electric shock sizzling through
her veins. “I can hear your heartbeat.”
She closed her eyes and sent up a prayer that her
scent wasn’t that of a woman desperate for a man, because if she
could feel the dampness in her panties he most likely could smell
her feminine call to him. A man so close to animal would have a
heightened sense of smell.
I’m sure you can. She could hear her heart
thundering as well. There was no mistaking her fear—or her
attraction.
His fingers moved the mass of hair she’d so
carefully left covering her neck. At the brush of his fingertips
her womb clenched, and hot liquid spilled. His mouth moved over her
skin, his tongue a velvet rasp, making his brand on her pulse with
frantic need. She gripped the edge of the counter, her heart
pounding with dread—or excitement—she didn’t know which.
Hold very still, mića emni kuηenak
minan—my beautiful lunatic, I have to taste you. It would
not be a good thing to fight me. At this moment, I feel on the very
edge of my self-control.
His mind slipped into hers unbidden, but she
couldn’t say unwanted. His touch was sensual, sending a frisson of
pleasure down her spine, but his warning frightened her. The
thought of his teeth sinking into her was so terrifying she should
have fainted, yet her body was suddenly alive, every nerve ending
on fire.
I’m afraid. There. She’d admitted it to
him.
There is no need. You are the safest person in
the world around me. Do not fight me, woman. Give yourself to
me.
She wasn’t certain what he meant by her being the
safest person in the world around him. She didn’t feel safe; she
felt threatened on every level there was. She forced herself to
keep from struggling as he turned her to face him and inexorably
enfolded her against his chest. He was enormously strong, his arms
like the trunk of a kapok tree, hard and unyielding, a cage she
couldn’t escape.
Zacarias pulled her tightly against him, fitting
her to him as if she belonged there, his body imprinted on hers.
She tilted her head to look up at him. He was so beautifully
carved, like a statue made of the finest stone, sensuality
personified. His eyes darkened with hunger. His teeth glinted at
her, white and slowly sliding into place, incisors rather than
canines, but his canines appeared very sharp as well. The
distinction between vampire and Carpathian was there, but it was
slim.
Her heart raced far past pounding, accelerating so
fast she feared it would come through her chest. He lowered his
head slowly to hers, his mouth brushing the lightest of kisses on
the corner of her eye. Her entire body nearly went into meltdown.
There was no way to stop the purely sexual reaction to that
feather-light touch. His lips trailed from her eye to her jaw, soft
little barely there kisses, a leisurely exploration.
Her body went soft and pliant, melting into his.
Her temperature soared, her core on fire, burning her from the
inside out. All tension drained out of her, her lashes drifting
closed as his lips continued down her neck to her shoulder. She
felt adrift in a river of pure sensation, floating toward him with
her entire being. Her heart and maybe even her soul reached for
him.
His teeth scraped back and forth over that
throbbing spot and her body reacted, raising her temperature
another notch. Her breasts ached, nipples pushing against the thin
lace of her bra. On some level she knew she was giving herself up
to him, that if she succumbed to him she would never be the same,
but he’d woven a sensual web and she was trapped in
it—willingly.
He sank his teeth deep, the pain crashing through
her, shocking her.