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Marguarita went very still. What if she’d
been wrong? What if he was truly vampire? The mark Zacarias had
left at the side of her throat throbbed and burned. His breath
stirred the hair at the back of her neck . . . She stiffened. His
fingers brushed her skin, moving aside the heavy rope of her hair.
His body was tight against hers so that she could feel every breath
he took. He smelled feral, a wild, dangerous creature trapping her
far from all aid. His every muscle imprinted on her, every beat of
his heart.
His question penetrated her mind.
Dim-witted? Had he really just asked if she was dim-witted?
Fury burned through her, mixing with fear.
Warmth poured into her mind, heralding Zacarias.
Earlier when he’d struck, he had penetrated deep, invaded and
conquered. This was different. This time he used a slow assault, a
heat spreading like molasses, filling her mind with—him. Her breath
caught in her throat and she bit down hard on her lower lip. The
warmth didn’t just stay in her mind, it spread through her body, a
thick lava that took her veins an inch at a time, moving lower and
lower. Her breasts felt heavy and aching. Her nipples peaked. Her
core grew hotter.
Her physical reaction to his invasion was more than
disturbing—it was every bit as horrifying as his biting her neck.
Every instinct screamed at her to run, but she didn’t even
struggle, horror and fury holding her in place. His hands caged
her, settling on her waist, large hands, shaping her hips, feeling
too possessive. Flames licked her skin right through her clothes
where he touched her.
She had never had such a female reaction to a male
in her life. She’d been told how danger could mask itself in
seduction and now she could bear witness to those rumors. Zacarias
was as sensual as a male could be, igniting a slow-burning fire
inside of her. Marguarita shivered, fearing for her very soul. She
made the sign of the cross in a silent attempt to save
herself.
“I know you can hear me—whether I speak aloud or
inside your mind. Your blood calls to mine. Mine answers. Do not
pretend you cannot hear me.”
She moistened her lips. I am not dim-witted.
A little thunderstruck maybe, but she understood him. She just
didn’t understand herself or what was happening to her body.
She trembled, wanting to wrench herself from his
hand, yet she burned for him. She could hear his heartbeat, the
sound echoing in her own veins.
He leaned closer until his lips touched her ear.
“If you are not dim-witted . . .” One hand slipped from her hip
back to her waist, burning through her clothes until her skin was
branded with his palm imprint. The other hand slowly wrapped around
her throat, one finger at a time. He forced her head back until she
rested against his chest, until she had no choice but to stare into
his dark, merciless eyes. They stared at each other, locked
together in some strange combat she didn’t understand.
“Then do you have a death wish?”
His voice didn’t just whisper in her ear, but over
her skin, touching nerve endings, the trail of fingers brushing
gently, shaping her body. The sensation was so real she shivered,
fear choking her. She swallowed hard against his hand. Mutely she
shook her head. It was impossible to look away from him. His eyes
were compelling, so dark and fathomless, heat and fire where he’d
looked so flat and cold before. There was something real inside of
him—she could see it in his eyes. He wasn’t entirely a killing
machine, nor was he the undead as she’d first believed—those eyes
were too alive. His body was too hot—too hard.
Marguarita reached for the animal part of him—the
biggest part of him. He had long ago lost all civility—or maybe
he’d been born as he was now, mostly cunning, savage and extremely
territorial. She understood animals, even dangerous predators.
Pushing aside her fear of the Carpathian, she concentrated on the
animal, trying to find a way to soothe him. She didn’t expect to be
friends, no more so than she would have a jaguar, but she’d
encountered one of the big cats and they had both gone their own
ways with no animosity. She hoped for the same with Zacarias.
The problem was, he confused her far more than a
large cat—or bird of prey. She felt the flowing warmth that always
preceded the connection. And it was easier than she’d believed, as
if she already knew the path, as if it was well worn. She soothed
him as she would a wild thing, a soft approach, touching him
gently, stroking with her mind to quiet and calm him.
Zacarias abruptly stepped back away from her,
dropping his hands, his eyes glacier cold and more frightening than
ever. “You are mage-born.”
It was an accusation, a curse, a promise of dark
retaliation. Marguarita shook her head vigorously denying the
charge. She had no idea why he was accusing her of being a mage—a
being who could cast spells. That would be more him than
her—he was the one bemusing her. If his eyes were anything
to go by, no mage wanted to cast a spell around Zacarias De La Cruz
and most certainly she didn’t.
“What are you then?” he demanded.
She frowned. The answer should have been obvious,
but then she was thinking of him as an untamed, feral animal,
perhaps she was closer to the mark than she knew. I am just a
woman.
Zacarias studied that perfect pale face in front of
him for a long time. She was streaked with mud. Exhausted. Her
heart-shaped face was all eyes, enormous and frightened.
I am just a woman.
Five simple words, yet what did she mean? He knew
women—but none like her. She was far more than just a woman.
He searched his memories and he had many over centuries of time,
but no one had ever caught his interest, not like this woman
had.
They stared at one another for a long time. “You
will return to the hacienda with me.” He stated it. Ordered it.
Gave the command and waited for her typical reaction—disobedience.
Perhaps she had some infirmity that made her do the opposite of a
direct order.
He watched her throat work, a delicate swallowing
and another wave of fear washed over him, hastily suppressed—one
didn’t show fear to a predator. He knew they were still very much
connected and he was feeling her emotions. It was interesting
seeing himself through her eyes. He knew, on a strictly
intellectual basis, that other animals, including men, thought him
a killer, but he didn’t have a visceral reaction to the knowledge.
Connected as he was to her on that primitive level, he felt her
emotions as if they were his own and it was—uncomfortable.
Her small tongue licked at that perfect bow of her
lower lip. She stepped back very slowly, feeling with one boot for
solid ground. He shook his head and she stopped instantly.
Zacarias read her thoughts easily on her face. She
wanted to run and she didn’t care if anyone—including
him—considered the act cowardly. Her self-preservation instinct was
strong now. She’d sacrificed herself once. As far as she was
concerned, that was enough. She’d been punished.
“I am not finished with you, woman. You will return
to the hacienda with me while I figure out what is going on. And
you will not leave again without my permission.”
That got to her. He could see the storm clouds
gathering in her dark eyes. He couldn’t look away even if he wanted
to. Her eyes weren’t a dull gray like the world around her. Neither
was her hair. Both were rich ebony, a deep midnight black, a true
absence of color. Her mouth fascinated him. Her lips should have
been gray or dull white, but he swore they were a darker pink. He
blinked several times to try to rid himself of the impression, but
the strange color remained, making him a little dizzy. She
fascinated him as no other could possibly do.
Marguarita’s chin went up. If you are going to
kill me, do so right here. Right now.
His eyebrow shot up. “If I am going to kill you, I
will choose the time and place, not be dictated to by a woman who
does not know the meaning of obedience.”
She pulled a pen and notepad from her pocket and
began to write. Zacarias swept both items from her hand and
pocketed them.
Use our blood bond.
Mutely she shook her head and reached toward his
pocket.
He shook his head just as resolutely, no longer
shocked that she disobeyed him. He was certain she had an
infirmity, some rare, peculiar mental disorder from birth, that
made her do the opposite of what any authority figure told
her.
“I read all forty-seven missives this night. I do
not wish to read another.”
All forty-seven? You went into my private room?
They were in the wastebasket. Thrown away. Obviously not meant for
you to read.
So she would use the blood bond when she chose.
Something close to satisfaction rose in him. The fear had faded
enough that she responded much more naturally to him. “Of course
they were meant for me to read, kislány kuηenak minan—my
little lunatic. They were clearly addressed to Señor
Zacarias De La Cruz.” He bowed slightly. “Very formal and proper of
you. One would think you would be able to carry out simple
instructions.”
Give me back my paper and pen.
“You will use the blood bond between us.” He knew
it made her uncomfortable because it was a much more intimate form
of communication, but he found himself craving the intimacy of
their bond.
Her eyes went even darker, turned obsidian, flaring
like shiny fire-stones. She clenched her teeth together in a
snapping bite. The whiteness of them caught his attention. Without
thought, he gripped her upper arms and yanked her close, turning
her head toward him so he could see the intense color—gleaming
white, like little pearls. Not gray. Not the dingy brownish white
he was used to. For a moment there was nothing else in the world,
but those small, white teeth and her incredible almost black
eyes.
Something smacked his chest, not hard, he barely
noticed, but her little yelp made him look down. She had slammed
her palms against his chest and had obviously hurt herself. He
frowned at her. “What are you doing now?”
I’m hitting you, you brute. What does it feel
like?
She had a temper. He recognized the smoldering fire
now. She’d hurt herself though, and truthfully, he’d barely felt a
thing. “Is that what you call it? You really are a little crazy. No
wonder Cesaro tried to remove you from the house. He feared I would
be upset with your insanity.”
Insanity?
Marguarita closed her fist and took a punch at him.
Judging from the way she threw it, someone had taught her how to
fight. He ducked to the side before she could land the blow and
caught her, spinning her around, crossing her arms over her breasts
and holding her tight against his body. His breath came out in a
burst of sound that shocked him. He went very still, resting his
mouth against her neck, against that warm pulse that beat so
frantically and called so loudly to him. Laughter? Had he
laughed?
Had he really laughed? That was impossible. He had
never laughed. Not that he remembered. Maybe as a young child, a
mere boy, but he doubted it. Where had that sound come from? Was it
possible this crazy, dim-witted woman was his lifemate? By all that
was holy, it could not be. He could not in any way be mated to
someone incapable of following the simplest of directions. And his
emotions and colors should have returned at once. But truthfully,
he felt more alive in that moment than he had in a thousand
years.
Like him, she had gone quite still in his arms
again, like a frightened little rabbit. She shivered, her wet,
muddy clothes clinging to her soft, feminine form. The moment he
became aware she was cold, he removed the mud and rain from her
clothing, his body heating hers. Such things were natural to his
kind, and with her, he had to remember mundane things.
“I will make excuses for you as you did not have a
mother to teach you proper etiquette, but my patience will go only
so far.” He whispered the words against her ear, determined that
she would learn who was in charge. Certainly not some little slip
of a thing, so silly she went out in the rain forest unescorted and
at night. “You have certain duties.”
I know my duties. What time is it?
Puzzled, he glanced up at the boiling sky. “About
four in the morning.”
Exactly. I am off duty. This is my
time.
He was tempted to bite that sweet spot between her
neck and shoulder as punishment for her continued defiance. “When a
De La Cruz is in residence, you are on duty from sunset to dawn. Or
whenever I tell you. O jelä peje terád, emni—sun
scorch you, woman. Do not argue with me. Have you learned nothing
in the last few hours? You will not go unescorted, anywhere.
You are a woman. A single woman. And you will have a chaperone at
all times.”
She made no sound, but he felt her absolute
rejection of his decree. Deep inside, it came again, that strange
sound that started in his belly and welled up like champagne
bubbles. By all that was holy, she made him laugh. He felt
amusement. This slight woman brought laughter into his life. Until
he figured out why she had such power over him, he wasn’t about to
leave her side. She could deny his authority all she wanted, but
she was about to learn what and who was the dominant in her
life.
He inhaled her scent and found himself fighting the
call of her blood. He tasted her in his mouth. That exquisite, rare
taste beyond anything he’d ever known bursting in his mouth,
trickling down his throat to seep into his veins, pouring through
his body like molten gold. Her skin was so warm and soft, her pulse
calling to him. He closed his eyes and simply listened to the
rhythm of her heart. He wasn’t hungry, yet he craved her, like an
addiction, wanting to bite down, to feel her soft flesh . . .
His hands slid up over her wrists, stroking, his
palms brushing her breasts. Her nipples were peaked with cold—or
excitement. He couldn’t make his mind stop long enough to find out
which. His every sense, his entire being focused on her body. The
shape of her. The feel of her. Time slowed. Tunneled. There was
only his hands sliding over her, cupping her breasts, his thumbs
brushing those hard nipples. His heart hammering. Hers
answering.
Heat rushed into him. Filled him. Blood pounded
through his center, rushed into his cock, until he was hard and
thick and aching—and shocked. His body burned from the inside out.
There was a strange roaring in his head. He felt on fire, flames
scorching his skin, racing through his veins. Erotic images filled
his mind, her body writhing beneath his, a million things he’d seen
in his existence, a million ways to make her his. He had seen such
things, but never once thought of them. Never once in all his
existence had he ever entertained the idea of taking a woman
without consent. Never considered burying his body deep in a woman
and doing whatever he wanted with her—until that moment. The images
and his terrible, brutal need overwhelmed him. Tiny beads of blood
dotted his skin, sweat as he’d never known it. He felt edgy, out of
control, insane with the terrible craving that had spread from his
need of her blood to his body’s need of hers.
He shoved her away from him, breathing deep, taking
in great gulps of air to stop the madness burning through him. He
had known his soul was in pieces, no more than a sieve held
together with tiny, fragile threads, but this—this would destroy
him—destroy his honor. He wiped the sweat from his face and stared
at the blood smears on his hands. “What are you, woman? You have
bewitched me.”
She shook her head mutely, so pale she nearly
glowed there in the darkness. I didn’t. I swear I didn’t. I
don’t know why this is happening to you.
She’d felt him all right, felt the rising demand of
his cock pushing against her body with urgent demand.
“You will not control me.”
I’m not trying to.
She took two steps away from him, staring at the
large bulge in the front of his trousers. He saw the exact moment
when her fear got the better of her and she turned and ran from
him.
Zacarias took another deep slow breath and spread
out his arms, welcoming another shape, needing the relief from his
male human form. Feathers burst along his skin as he shifted. This
time the harpy eagle was enormous. He took flight, staying low as
he gave chase. The eagle twisted and turned, easily making his way
through the trees, hunting his prey. He loomed over her. She
glanced over her shoulder, her eyes wide with terror as he dove,
his talons reaching for her, snagging her as she ran, and lifting
her into the air, Zacarias’s enormous strength aiding the large
harpy eagle.
Marguarita struggled, but as he took her higher,
his giant wingspan beating to gain height, and the ground dropped
away, she went utterly still, her hands wrapping around the bird’s
legs. Once he gained altitude, he sped his way through the rain
forest back toward the hacienda. Harpy eagles easily flew a good
fifty miles per hour when they wanted, and with the ferocious wind
at its back, the bird swiftly covered the distance, reaching the
ranch in record time.
Zacarias dropped Marguarita gently in the grass
just outside the front door. He shifted as his feet touched the
ground beside her. She didn’t attempt to run again, but lay
quietly, her hands pressed tightly over her waist where the talons
had clutched her so tightly. Zacarias bent down and caught her up
in his arms, cradling her to his chest.
Her eyes took up half her face and the fear was
back, all traces of temper gone. She couldn’t scream and her mouth
wasn’t open to try to call for aid, and that upset him more than it
should have.
“Do not look at me that way,” he snapped. “Had you
simply come with me without a fuss, I would not have had to drag
you back in such a manner. Has no one ever taught you
consequences?”
She looked away from, shifting her gaze to
somewhere over his shoulder, but she couldn’t contain the shudder
that went through her. Perhaps his voice had been too harsh. He had
to remember her infirmity. Her father certainly should have
addressed her need to flout authority, but he was there now, and he
had no doubt he could get the job done.
He waved his hand at the door and it opened for
him. He swept through with Marguarita in his arms and placed her on
the sofa while he turned back to employ safeguards. He wove
intricate, very strong guards around the entire structure, taking
his time, determined no one would enter—and no one would leave
while he slept. The workers on his properties knew when a De La
Cruz was in residence, they were not to be disturbed during
daylight hours. When he was satisfied no one—not even one of his
brothers—could get through his weave, he turned back to study the
woman who embodied the word mystery.
Marguarita sat up slowly. He saw her catch her
breath and pain flashed across her face. He frowned and stepped
close to her. The scent of blood hit him. Zacarias pulled her to
her feet. She kept her hands pressed tightly to her waist. He could
see small red droplets trickling through her fingers. Humans didn’t
heal themselves. He hadn’t spent time around humans in years. He’d
fed and was gone, a ghost in the night no one ever saw—or
remembered.
“Let me see.” He softened his voice when her gaze
jumped to his. “Take your hands away, woman. I need to see the
damage done.”
Apparently he sounded just as menacing when he used
a low tone because she shivered, but couldn’t seem to move.
Very gently he gripped her wrists and moved her
hands. The puncture wounds from the grizzly-sized talons of the
harpy eagle wrapped around her, front to back on either side. He
should have thought about what those talons would do to human
flesh, not about her defiance. Watching her face, he spit into his
hands. His saliva would not only help mend the punctures, but he
had numbing agent that would stop the pain as he healed her. He fit
his palms easily over the marks, pressing into her, his hands
nearly spanning her midsection.
“You will feel warm, but it should not hurt you,”
he assured her.
She was trembling so hard he wasn’t certain she
could remain standing. Her eyes stared into his with the exact look
he’d seen on the prey of cobras. She looked mesmerized and
terrified, unable to look away from him.
“Stop fearing me.” He had wanted her to be afraid,
now he wished he could take it back. She looked very fragile,
vulnerable, and so very alone. “I will not allow anything to happen
to you. It is my duty to look after you.” He was telling the truth
to her. Nothing would take this woman from him—certainly not death.
By some miracle or some devilish trick, he was at long last coming
to life, his body reborn, his mind once again intrigued.
He looked around the room and everything in it
remained a dull gray. When he looked back at her, he could see
emerging color, faint, but there. Her eyelashes were that same
amazing black as the rope of her hair. Enormous eyes of deep dark
chocolate stared back at him. Her eyebrows were black. Her lips
were definitely pink. Colors could only be restored by a lifemate.
Emotions—and he was having unfamiliar reactions to her—could only
be restored by a lifemate. The fact that his body had reacted
physically to her was astonishing, problematic and yet
exhilarating—if he could feel exhilaration. But a lifemate would
have restored those things instantly.
Mages had infiltrated, occupying the neighboring
ranch only a few months earlier, biding their time in hopes of
destroying the De La Cruz family. Dominic and Zacarias had stopped
them, but there was a slight chance the alliance between the master
vampires and the mages had held and mages had found their way back
for another attempt. If Marguarita was shadowed by a mage spell—he
would have known. As much as he kept coming back to that
explanation, a dread was growing in him that he knew the real
explanation.
If Marguarita truly was his lifemate, then
something had gone wrong, and he feared he knew the answer to what
that was. He had not found her in time. His soul was in tatters,
already beyond repair. His other half could not seal him to her,
could not bring light to the utter darkness within him. It was no
surprise that he was a lost cause. He had probably been born that
way, but still, there was a time when he’d dreamed of this moment,
when he’d envisioned a lifemate and even actively sought one.
His palms grew warm as he pushed heat through his
body into hers. Her lungs fought for air and he purposely breathed
for her, calming her, the air flowing naturally through his until
her body followed the same even rhythm. Her heart pounded so hard
he feared she would have a heart attack.
“Just breathe, mića emni kuηenak minan—my
beautiful lunatic.” There was an inadvertent ache in his voice, a
mourning for what he’d lost long before he’d ever found it.
Marguarita looked up at Zacarias De La Cruz’s
strong face. It was a face carved from the very mountains, chiseled
with battle and age, yet strangely handsome. This was not a man who
had ever been a boy, he was all warrior. For the first time, deep
in his eyes, she saw sorrow. The emotion was deep and real and when
she touched his mind, she wanted to weep. He didn’t appear to
realize the depths of his anguish, or maybe he simply didn’t
acknowledge emotion, but it made her want to weep for him.
He was completely self-contained, not needing
anyone. So powerful. And so utterly alone. He inflicted pain,
terrified her and then so very gently healed her wounds. Perhaps he
was a little mad from being alone for so long. Each time he called
her something in his language, his voice softened almost to a
caress, his words wrapping around her like strong arms. Sadly for
her, that lonely, feral quality in him drew compassion from her.
Already her mind reached for his, automatically soothing him,
sending him warmth and understanding.
Without thought she lifted her hand to touch those
deep lines carved into his face. He caught her wrist, startling
her. She hadn’t been aware she was actually contemplating touching
him. Her wrist ached from the force of his palm slapping her skin.
He was as hard as a kapok tree, his flesh not giving at all. His
fingers wrapped around her wrist easily, clamping down like a vise,
making it impossible to pull away. Her heart slammed hard in her
chest and she blinked up at him. Her breath exploded out of her
lungs. She’d managed to stir the tiger again, without even
thinking.
I’m sorry. Truly.
The suspicion in his eyes was so like a wary wild
creature that she couldn’t stop that flow of compassion and warmth
from her mind into his. She felt as if she needed to calm him. He
didn’t belong inside a house. There was no way four walls could
contain his power or his savage nature. She couldn’t imagine
anything or anybody being at ease around him. He was too dominant,
taking over the room, his aristocratic ways and hard authority
adding to the terrifying aura surrounding him.
“Were you planning on petting me?”
There was no sarcasm in his tone, but his question
hurt. She licked her suddenly dry lips and shook her head. She
didn’t know what she had been doing. If she had her pen and
paper—maybe she could try to express herself, but she felt cut off
from the world most of the time, like this moment. How did she try
with mere impressions to convey the way her strange gift
manifested?
She wasn’t even certain how her gift worked. She
only knew that everything in her reached out to the wildness in
him, to the tortured soul, stark and lonely and in need. He didn’t
even know he was in need. How could she explain when she didn’t
have a voice?
I’m sorry, she repeated, unable to think
what else to do.
Zacarias’s expression remained absolute stone as he
brought her fingertips to his face and held them there. “Do not be
sorry. I am not.”
Her stomach performed some weird acrobatic
somersault at the touch of his skin beneath the pads of her
fingers.
“If you wish to touch me, you have my
permission.”
For the first time since the vampire had attacked
her, she was glad she couldn’t speak. There were no words. Nothing.
She should have been irritated by his aristocratic condescension,
but instead she wanted to smile.
She had no excuses. Whatever compulsion he seemed
so worried about was obviously working on her as well. And without
her pen and paper she felt vulnerable, stripped naked, unable to
communicate. She swallowed hard and nodded, wondering a little
hysterically if he thought she should thank him for his
consent.
He dropped his hand, leaving hers against his
shadowed jaw. She pressed her palm into that dark scruff and felt
her heart reach out to his. The sensation was so strong it scared
her. She dropped her hand abruptly and stepped back, confused at
her reactions to him. She was very afraid of him, yet the sadness
in him weighed so heavily on her she couldn’t stop herself from
feeling compassion.
She’d done this to him. She was guilty and there
was no getting around that. He had come here to end his life
honorably, and she had stopped him, leaving him once more in the
loneliness of his bleak world. If there was truly a man who was an
island unto himself, it was Zacarias De La Cruz. She couldn’t see
his entire lonely world, but she felt the tip of it and that was
enough to make her want to weep forever. She owed him and a
Fernandez always paid their debts.
I didn’t know what I was doing when I stopped
you from ending your burdens. If I could go back and undo it . .
. Would she? Could she stand by and let him die? Her shoulders
slumped. She couldn’t lie to him. She would never be able to just
stand there while he burned in the sun. It was beyond her ability.
She raised unhappy eyes to his. I’m sorry. Was there nothing
else she could say to him?
Zacarias studied her face for so long she began to
think he wouldn’t speak again. Then his gaze dropped, drifting over
her body, studying her feminine form much like one of the ranchers
assessing stock. She bit her lip hard to keep from shoving him away
from her. She wasn’t a horse. She owed him, yes, but she’d
apologized more than once. And he didn’t have to look at her as if
she was a germ.
His gaze jumped back to her face, locking with
hers. “I am reading your thoughts.” His hand dropped to hers. He
lifted her clenched fist to his chest and one by one pried open her
fingers. “You are a bad-tempered little thing, aren’t you? And very
confused. One moment you feel remorse and think to offer me your
services and the next you think to strike me. You already serve me.
I have only to order and you will provide whatever I require. As
for striking me, it is not advisable or permitted.”
Talking to him was much like having fur rubbed the
wrong way, she decided. It mattered little that everything he said
was true. She had been about to call a truce with him, to offer her
services willingly—not grudgingly. That man was so arrogant he
didn’t seem to know the difference. And as for striking him—it
might not matter whether or not it was permitted if he kept talking
like that to her.
A slow, rusty smile, very faint, but real, softened
the hard line of his mouth. It was brief, she barely caught it, but
his smile was—incredible.
“I am still reading your thoughts.”
She frowned at him. That isn’t polite. I can’t
help what I’m thinking. Maybe she’d conjured up that smile, it
had disappeared so fast—more like ice cracking.
“Of course you can. You will sleep during the
daylight hours as I do. You will not, under any circumstances,
leave the hacienda without my permission. You will provide for all
my needs until I leave. And most of all, you will obey me
instantly, without question.”
What he needed was a robot, not a woman. She fought
not to roll her eyes. How long will you stay? God help her
if it was longer than another night.
His eyebrow shot up. “You have no need of that
information. You will be happy to serve me as long as I choose to
be in residence.”
He was serious. She could see that he was totally
serious. He expected her to be happy—even grateful to serve him—the
arrogant, impossible, dominant royal pain in the neck.
Should I curtsey, your majesty?
His brows drew together. The silence grew until the
very walls seemed to expand with the tension. His gaze remained
locked on hers, unblinking and menacing. She fought not to look
away—not to be totally cowed by him. He appeared enormous. He
dominated the entire room, his shoulders blocking out everything
behind him, making her aware of his power—and her
vulnerability.
“Perhaps the alliance between our families has come
to an end. If that is what you wish, you have only to say you will
not honor our agreement.”
Her breath caught in her throat. He wouldn’t allow
her to leave. She could feel the need in him. He couldn’t. He
didn’t recognize that he had emotions boiling deep below the
surface. She tapped into them through their primitive animal
connection, but not only didn’t he recognize his own feelings, he
had no idea they were there. Even if she allowed her fear of him to
ruin the alliances between the De La Cruz family and her large
extended family, it wouldn’t save her.
She pressed her lips together and shook her head.
I wish to serve you.
“Without question.”
She gritted her teeth. He wanted his pound of flesh
for her sins. Or maybe she was reading him wrong. He didn’t seem to
have the least idea how to deal with humans. He probably hadn’t
been in polite society for hundreds of years.
“Nor did I care to do so,” he said, obviously still
reading her mind.
She considered taking great delight in stitching
his mouth closed while he slept in his chamber. The moment she
began to think there was a remote possibility that he could have
excuses for his imperious and crass behavior, he opened his mouth
and ruined everything.
She flashed him a quick look and saw his lips curve
into that ridiculously incredible very brief, faint smile. Her
stomach reacted with the same earlier slow-rolling
somersault.
“I am getting the distinct impression of someone,
who looks suspiciously like you, sewing my mouth closed with a
needle and thread. Could I possibly be interpreting your thoughts
incorrectly?”
Marguarita tried her best to look innocent.
Perhaps we could communicate more accurately if you gave me back
my pen and paper. That way, we wouldn’t have these little
misunderstandings. Surely that wasn’t a lie. And if nothing
else, it might keep her out of trouble.
“I doubt a pen and paper has that much power,” he
remarked.
She really wished he’d stay out of her head. I
need to sit down, Señor De La Cruz. She hadn’t realized she was
swaying. Shock maybe, but suddenly the room was spinning.
He caught her arm and lowered her onto the sofa.
“Would you like a glass of water?”
Anything for a reprieve from his overwhelming
presence. She nodded her head, trying to look like the fainting
type. She was fairly sturdy, so maybe he wouldn’t completely
believe it, but he was so feudal it was just possible she had a
good shot at it.
His mouth did that slight curving twitch that
indicated a faint smile. He shook his head and handed her a glass
of water. “You are not very good at censuring your thoughts. Tell
me what your normal day is like.”
She shrugged and ran through her days in her mind.
Bath. Brushing hair. Cleaning her room. Breakfast. Cleaning the
house. Ordering for the homes on the ranch. Checking horses and
cattle for illness or injuries. Making lunch. Taking hot coffee and
sandwiches to Julio. Riding with him while they chatted . . .
The air in the room turned heavy. The walls
expanded and the floor rolled. She scowled and grabbed at the sofa.
What’s wrong? You asked me to tell you a typical day. I do get
free time for lunch and riding.
“Who is this man you laugh with?”
Marguarita frowned. You don’t know Cesaro’s
son? When he continued to stare until she swore she felt a
burning sensation in the region of her forehead she sighed. I
need a pen and paper. I can’t send correct impressions.
“I think I understand your impressions very well.
You will not be riding with this man again. Proceed.”
Marguarita rubbed her head. She had the beginnings
of a headache. She was exhausted and too confused to be afraid
anymore. One moment she was angry with Zacarias and the next
amused. She had absolutely no idea how to handle him. The
connection between them seemed to be growing stronger the more she
was in his mind. She didn’t want him in her head, and the more she
communicated with him through telepathy, the easier it was for him
to slip into her mind without her knowledge. The sensation had
become so natural in such a short space of time, she could no
longer feel anything but warmth.
I visit any of the ranches that need help, take
care of any medical issues that crop up when the men are working,
fix dinner and eat . . .
“I cannot tell if you eat alone.”
He sounded so grim she glanced up at his set face.
He looked like stone. She pressed her fingers to her head. Most
of the time. I clean up the kitchen, bake sometimes, bathe and read
before I go to bed—alone.
He reached down and settled his fingers on her
temples. “Close your eyes. I think you have had enough for the
night. You need to rest. We will continue this conversation at
sunset tomorrow. We shall call a truce between us. Tonight, you
will sleep and be unafraid. I have provided strong safeguards.
Should a servant of the vampire come, he will not be able to gain
entrance to my home.”
Her heart jumped. He’d said “my home.” She had
never heard of any of the De La Cruz family refer to a place as
their home. The thought slid away from her before she could hold on
to it, the warmth replacing the ache in her head making her
slightly fuzzy.
Zacarias bent and scooped her up, carrying her
through the house to her room. The bedroom door was perfectly
intact. Her bedroom was immaculate, she noted in passing. Her
eyelids felt heavy, her body not wanting to move. He laid her on
her bed and smoothed back her hair, his touch almost a
caress.
She couldn’t remember why she thought him
overbearing and arrogant and feudal. He tucked her in and reassured
her that she was safe. She felt safe. She even smiled at him before
she let her lashes drift down. She liked the idea of a truce. She
could totally manage a truce.