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Marguarita Fernandez’s breath caught in her
throat and she sank back on her heels. What she was doing? She
could envision screaming at herself to stop, deep inside where no
one else could hear her—but as much as she told herself to let him
die, as he demanded—she couldn’t. There was no turning back now,
and he surely would kill her. She dared to disobey a De La Cruz.
Not just any De La Cruz, either. She had disobeyed the one the men
whispered about. This was Zacarias, no one mentioned him unless
they did so in terms of great respect—and even greater fear.
He had already warned her. His voice carved the
words forever into her heart. You will suffer as no one else has
ever suffered for your disobedience. He had warned her
repeatedly to leave him. She just—couldn’t. There was no way
to explain that to him. She didn’t know the reason herself. And she
had no voice. No way to soothe him other than to treat him as she
treated the wild creatures around her.
It took great courage and physical effort to wrench
her gaze from the imprisonment of his. Pressing her lips together
and ignoring her thundering heart, she yanked at his clothing to
get the smoldering mess away from his skin. She gasped, nearly
flinging herself backward when she saw his wounds. Congealed blood
lay thick and ugly over the mottled burns. He’d been in a terrible
battle, wounded repeatedly, and he hadn’t taken care to heal the
lacerations or, judging by his pale complexion, feed.
There was no time for niceties. He was probably
being pursued. The undead would be in the ground as the sun rose,
but they had all manner of foul servants. She had been drilled
since birth on the readiness for assaults by the undead on their
home. She ran through the hacienda, securing every window and door
and distributing weapons for easy access before rushing to the
kitchen to mix a solution to cool her master’s burning skin.
She carried the pitcher back to the man lying on
the floor. His gaze followed her, but he made no more effort to
push fear into her mind. Maybe because she was already so filled
with terror there was no room for anything more. Still, his eyes
were ferocious with red flames, and a promise of retaliation. She
avoided looking into those eyes, a little afraid he could somehow
control her and she wouldn’t—couldn’t—step aside and allow
him to die. Every cell in her body demanded she save his life—even
at the cost of her own.
Her hand trembled as she began to sponge the
cooling solution over his body. She knew it had to sting the gaping
lacerations, but she had to stop the burn before she could attend
his other wounds. She tried very hard not to notice his defined
muscle and impressive male equipment. She pretended he was a wild
animal, and perhaps he really was, but it was difficult to view him
that way when she was stroking the soft washcloth over his very
masculine body.
Marguarita was used to being in the company of men.
She’d worked on the ranch for as long as she could remember, but
none had a body like this. Zacarias was all hard muscle, broad
shoulders and narrow hips. He had a fearsome reputation. Few ever
saw him in the flesh, but the rumors were terrible. Cesaro Santos,
the capataz of the ranch, had told her when she’d been
attacked by the vampire that Zacarias had saved her life, but she’d
never met him, spoken with him or even caught sight of him before.
Still, she knew with absolute certainty that this man was the
eldest of the De La Cruz brothers and the master of all the
ranches.
She carefully cleaned his wounds, all the while
soothing him as she would one of her wild creatures, unaware if it
helped or not. His body was totally dead, although his eyes
remained wide open and fixed on her face. He needed blood. He was
far too pale and it was evident from his wounds that he’d lost too
much. She could hear her heart begin to accelerate, but she’d come
this far already. What would going further matter? He’d already
condemned her for her actions.
Taking a breath, she drew the knife from its sheath
at her waist and before she could think too much about what she was
doing, she sliced her wrist. If she could have screamed aloud, she
would have, but even opening her mouth wide, no sound emerged. She
positioned her wrist over the master’s mouth, allowing her own
blood to drip steadily. Silently she demanded he swallow. He could
do that much, she was certain of it. When there was no movement,
she watched closely and realized his mouth seemed to absorb the
blood, as if he was so starved his body took any sustenance it
could get. It made sense. He was nearly immortal. His body had been
designed to live on regardless of his wounds.
She gave him as much blood as she dared, maybe too
much, because she felt a little dizzy when she finally pulled her
wrist away and staggered to the bathroom to wrap a bandage around
the wound. She had gone past fear and terror now, working on
automatic pilot. No one would come into the house now that her
father was dead. He had died trying to prevent the vampire from
killing her just before Zacarias had arrived. The workers would
recognize the signal—the doors and windows locked and covered with
the heavy drapes—that a De La Cruz was in residence and must be
protected, but not disturbed. Cesaro would put a close guard on the
livestock and prepare the ranch for battle.
Marguarita opened all doors between where
Zacarias’s body lay and the master bedroom where she knew the
chamber beneath the earth was situated. She struggled with moving
the enormous bed out of the way as it covered the heavy trap door
leading down to the darkened chamber beneath the house. She was
sweating by the time she rushed back to Zacarias. Her wrist
throbbed and burned and her legs felt like rubber.
It was hell dragging him on the tarp through the
house. Thankfully, his eyes finally closed and all breath ceased.
He appeared as if he were stone-cold dead. Although she knew the
basic principles of Carpathian existence, it was still
disconcerting to see him lie as if dead when she’d risked so much
to save him. For a moment she was in danger of hyperventilating, a
condition that often woke her from her nightmares after the
undead’s attack on her. She recognized panic and forced herself to
breathe slowly and evenly while she yanked on the tarp, covering
the floor inch by inch until she got to the trap door.
Marguarita bit her lower lip so hard she drew a
tiny bead of blood. How in the world was she going to get him down
the stairs? She hadn’t thought beyond immersing him in the rich
dark soil the De La Cruz brothers had brought from their homeland
to put in their many resting places. If she called Cesaro to help
he would ask questions she didn’t dare answer.
With a shrug of her shoulders she went in front of
him, pulling him down the stairs on the tarp. She kept his head
from hitting each step, but his body thumped all the way down.
Although his eyes were closed and his breathing seemed to have
ceased, she was certain he was aware of what was happening to him
because when she touched his mind with warmth, she felt as if she’d
connected to that wild part of him in the way she did with animals.
It wasn’t as if she could talk as she had no voice, but she sent
him the impression of sorrow, of being sorry. Of being afraid. She
knew it wouldn’t be enough to appease his rage, but it was all she
had.
Once she got him on the ground, she began to dig.
She wanted the hole deep enough to cover him so the earth could
heal him. She could have gone to the tool shed for a shovel, but
she didn’t dare run into anyone. She didn’t lie, not even with her
sign language. She wasn’t all that adept at it yet and few
understood her, so mostly she wrote on paper. Her hands would shake
and Cesaro would know something was wrong.
She dug with her hands. The soil was rich and
fertile, a black loam abounding with minerals and nutrients. She
knew it was so just from the feel of the dirt. It took most of the
morning and she was sweating and covered in grime by the time she
was satisfied with the depth of the hole. His body needed to be
completely surrounded and covered by the soil if he was going to
heal properly.
Marguarita dragged the tarp to the very edge of the
hole, her stomach churning a little. It did feel as though she was
trying to cover up a murder. She could add this day to her
nightmares for certain. Crouching, she placed her hands firmly on
his shoulder and hip and pushed. Fortunately, she was strong from
handling horses since she was a child, but it was still a difficult
task to roll him into his resting place.
Zacarias landed awkwardly on his side, like a rag
doll—or a dead body. She pressed a dirty, trembling hand to her
mouth, feeling limp herself. She rested for a few minutes before
she began covering him with the dark soil. When he was completely
buried, she sank to her knees beside him and allowed herself a few
minutes to have a panic attack.
What had she done? The De La Cruz family made few
demands on their people. Very few. Everyone who worked for them was
wealthy by any standards. All owned their own lands adjacent to the
De La Cruz lands, all because one of the family members had
purchased it for them. Cousins, aunts, uncles—everyone related was
taken care of. Fathers passed the legacy to their sons. Mothers to
their daughters. All had obeyed until Marguarita. She’d disgraced
her family name by her disobedience and she had no doubt that she
would pay dearly.
She lifted her chin and forced herself to stand.
She was a Fernandez, her father’s daughter. She would not run from
her crime but stay and face whatever Zacarias De La Cruz deemed fit
for her punishment. A shudder went through her and icy fingers
crept down her spine. He barely seemed human. Or Carpathian. He was
terrifying.
She couldn’t change what she’d done. She didn’t
understand it and put it down to her compassion for all things
hurt, but that didn’t explain why she’d defied him after he’d told
her to allow his death. Why would he choose to burn in the sun? It
was a horrible death, and how could he think that she could stand
by and watch him burn?
He’d saved her life. She touched her mangled
throat, stroking dirt-smeared fingers over the scars. Sometimes, at
night, when she woke in a sweat, trying to scream but nothing would
come out, she thought she had called to him to save her. She could
hear the echo of his name faintly in her head, as if she’d managed
just his name. Now he was here and he wasn’t at all the fantasy
figure she’d conjured up in her mind.
Zacarias frightened her in an elemental way, deep
down in her very blood and bones. In her soul. She pressed a
clenched fist over her heart while it beat frantically out of
control. He was handsome, had a rock-hard body, seemed everything a
woman might dream of, but his eyes . . . his face. He was
terrifying and every girlhood fantasy she’d secretly harbored
vanished on encountering him.
Marguarita climbed slowly out of the chamber,
dusting every grain of dirt from her clothes and body. She couldn’t
leave tracks. If a vampire’s puppet penetrated the ranch’s
defenses, there could be no trail leading to Zacarias’s resting
place. She lowered the trap door and again swept the floor and even
washed it, afraid the scent of Zacarias’s blood would be detected.
It was extremely difficult to push the bed back into place, but she
managed, smoothing out the covers carefully.
She refused to dwell on her behavior or the fear
building insidiously in her mind. She had work to do and she would
remove every single bit of evidence that Zacarias had been outside
or inside. Because she desperately needed it, she made herself a
cup of mate de coca, a tea made with coca leaves. She took
her time, savoring the tea for the pick-me-up she needed to keep
going.
Marguarita cleaned the entire house, every room,
mopping and dusting and permeating the house with a strong cinnamon
scent. She armed herself and went outside, following the trail of
the tarp back to the stables, carefully removing all signs that
something heavy had been dragged through the wet grass. Close to
the stable where Zacarias had sat and then laid in preparation for
death, she found some of the grass scorched. She very carefully
removed every blade.
Exhausted, she had another cup of tea and then
showered and changed her clothes again, meticulously washing and
drying the outfit she’d been wearing, using perfumed soaps to
remove and cover any lingering scent. When she was fully satisfied
that she’d done all she could, she went out to help with the
stock.
Cesaro spotted her as she came out of the stable on
her favorite mare, Sparkle. He waved to her, his face set in grim
lines.
“The oldest one has come, hasn’t he?” he greeted as
he rode up beside her.
Marguarita saw no reason to deny it. She’d signaled
by closing the heavy drapes and one of the men had given him the
word that a De La Cruz was in residence. It was the only time the
drapes were pulled. She nodded her head.
“I knew it. The cattle and horses are uneasy in his
presence. Perhaps you should go visit your aunt in Brazil.”
She frowned in question.
Cesaro hesitated, clearly not wanting to appear
disloyal. “He’s difficult, Marguarita. Very different from the
others.”
She signed a question mark between them.
Cesaro sighed. “I don’t know exactly what to tell
you. I met him many years ago when I was a boy. He was the only man
who frightened my father—frightened all the men on the ranch. And
more recently, when we lost your father, when this . . .” He
indicated her throat. “He had grown even worse.”
She signed the question mark again.
Cesaro shrugged, obviously uncomfortable with the
topic. He even glanced toward the main hacienda as if Zacarias
might overhear them and—for all Marguarita knew—maybe he
could.
“If animals bred as stock horses are terrified when
he’s around, that should tell you something, Marguarita. When he
was here the last time, he saved your life, but he came close to
taking mine.” He sat for a moment in silence, and then shrugged
again. “I would have given my life to save his, but still, there
was something not right about him. Even his friend worried. It’s
best you go.”
Marguarita turned the warning over and over in her
mind. Had Zacarias tried to burn himself up in the sun because he
was close to becoming something he didn’t want to be? She ducked
her head, unable to look Cesaro in the eye. The idea of running
away to her aunt in Brazil was tempting, but she knew she couldn’t.
She set her shoulders and indicated the animals.
Cesaro sighed audibly. “You’re a very stubborn
young woman, Marguarita, but I am not your father and I can’t order
you to go.”
She waved toward the horses, ignoring the fact that
he was trying to make her feel guilty. She already had enough guilt
going. In any case, she noticed that because she couldn’t speak,
some of the men were beginning to treat her almost as if she were
deaf as well. And while annoying, that was somewhat to her
advantage in such a male-oriented world.
“Yes, we could use your help settling the horses
down. We have three mares close to giving birth and I don’t want
anything to go wrong. Go into the stable with them and see if you
can get them to calm down.”
It was highly unusual for a Peruvian Paso to be
skittish about anything. They were bred for their calm temperament.
Any horse showing signs of nerves wasn’t bred. The horses from
Hacienda De La Cruz were considered some of the best in the world
and yet Zacarias had spooked them all, even their working
horses.
She nodded her head, but she feared she’d made a
very bad mistake, even as she sent a calming wave to the restless
animals huddled in the far corner of the pasture. She gestured
toward the sky and made a sign, pointing to her teeth, indicating a
possible attack from vampires.
Cesaro understood. He was the best on the ranch at
interpreting her strange gestures. “We’re aware of the risk of an
assault on the hacienda anytime one of the masters is in residence.
Everyone is armed, the women and children are under cover—with the
exception of you. The moment the horses settle, go into the house
and lock it down.”
She indicated that she already had done so and she
touched the rifle, hand gun and knife she had on her. She was as
ready for an attack as she could be, although the thought was
nearly as terrifying as knowing she’d disobeyed Zacarias.
Cesaro nodded approvingly. Marguarita, like
everyone on the ranch, had been taught to shoot at a very young
age. He suddenly stiffened and indicated something over her
shoulder, alarm on his face. “Your man has come courting
again.”
She pulled the pen and paper from her pocket. He
is certainly not my man. Why don’t you like him?
“He’s your father’s choice, not mine. A city man.”
There was a sneer in his voice. “He’s smooth, but he knows nothing
of ranch life. You would be better off with Ricco or my son,
Julio.” He leaned over his horse’s neck, standing a bit in the
stirrups. “He does not ring true for me. He looks down on us, even
you. Ricco or Julio suit you more.”
She loved Ricco, one of the men working the cattle;
she’d known him for years. And she’d grown up with Julio. It was
impossible not to think of him as her brother. She wanted to please
Cesaro almost as much as she wanted to please her father.
He isn’t pressing a serious courtship. Since the
death of my father, he has only been kind.
Cesaro shrugged, the frown still on his face. “You
can’t bring him into the hacienda. Send him away,
Marguarita.”
She scowled at Cesaro. She knew her duty. She
turned her mare back toward the stables, waving at Esteban Eldridge
as he drove up to the corrals in his truck. She had no idea how the
vehicle stayed as clean as it did. Esteban wore his wealth easily.
He was a powerful figure, very attractive—at least he had been
until she’d laid eyes on Zacarias. Even injured and burning,
Zacarias exuded a tough, almost brutal handsomeness, although that
seemed too insipid of a description. Zacarias dominated every room
he was in. But Esteban didn’t scare her, or threaten her in the
deep elemental way the eldest De La Cruz did. And she knew when a
man was seriously interested in her—Esteban wasn’t. But she really
enjoyed his sister’s company.
Cesaro sat on his horse and watched her. She could
feel his eyes burning into her and it made her upset that he would
think she might betray their code of honor to an outsider. She
ducked her head a little. She’d already betrayed their code, but
not in the way he thought she might and no doubt he would know soon
enough of her sins.
She swung off the mare, watching as Esteban strode
toward her. He made a striking figure as he covered the ground in
long purposeful strides. Her father had introduced them and,
clearly, Esteban Eldridge was her father’s choice for her. He’d
acted as if he was courting her before the vampire attack, but he
had never been truly serious. Esteban obviously liked to have fun
and he was a city boy. Cesaro was correct when he’d said Esteban
looked down on the ranch workers, barely acknowledging them. How
could she fall in love with a man like that?
He had been kind after her father died, showing up
often with his sister, Lea, although after her “accident” that left
her without the ability to speak, he treated her like many of the
others, as if she was unable to hear or maybe even see. Lea, on the
other hand was very genuine.
She smiled and waved a second time in
greeting.
“Marguarita.” Esteban rolled her name off his
tongue easily, taking her hand and holding it briefly to his mouth.
“As usual you’re looking lovely.”
She drew the pen and paper from her pocket and
wrote: I didn’t expect you today.
“I’ve finally decided I would purchase a few horses
and I thought you might come by to take a look at them for
me.”
She frowned. He lived in an elegant home on the
outskirts of the biggest town near them. He rode, but he wasn’t a
big fan of it. He didn’t even have a place to keep the animals.
Before she could write down her question, asking what he planned on
doing with the horses, he looked around, noting the men out in
force, all armed.
“Is something wrong?” he asked.
Marguarita shrugged and went into the stable where
the three very pregnant mares stamped and pawed restlessly in their
stalls. She was very aware of Esteban following close to her. She
could hear him, feel him, her heightened awareness of Zacarias so
vulnerable in the ground making her tense. Ordinarily she welcomed
visits from the Eldridge family, especially Lea. Esteban was
gentlemanly, but sometimes, his overexaggerated flirtations were
annoying when she knew he wasn’t sincere. The men she’d grown up
with knew she could ride and shoot as well if not better than them.
Esteban made her feel very feminine, treating her like a fragile
woman, ignoring the fact that she was very capable. Right now, all
she could think about was an imminent attack on the ranch from the
worst, most vile enemy possible and she didn’t want Esteban
anywhere near the hacienda.
“Your horses have never acted this way,” he
observed. “Was there a jaguar close this morning?”
She heard the worry in his voice and it warmed her
in spite of the situation. He believed she had survived a jaguar
attack, and that her father had died saving her, but she’d lost her
vocal cords to the animal ripping her throat. In truth, it had been
a vampire attacking, seeking Zacarias’s resting place. She shrugged
again, not wanting to lie to him. Writing down a lie was worse even
than speaking it.
“Lea said to tell you hello and she hoped to see
you soon.”
Marguarita flashed a smile as she opened the stall
door and went right in with the mare heavy with foal. She placed
her hand on the outstretched neck and sent her waves of reassurance
until the horse calmed. Esteban said nothing, just watched as she
went from stall to stall, soothing the animals. His presence began
to slowly make her uneasy. She felt a kind of dread begin to grow
somewhere in the vicinity of the pit of her stomach. It took great
effort not to pass her nervousness on to the animals.
Esteban stood quite still outside of each stall,
his gaze watchful. The prickle of unease grew until her skin felt
as if a thousand pins and needles stabbed into her. She rubbed at
her arms as she stepped from the last stall. The horses were eating
peacefully and there was no more for her to do. She turned and
faced him, taking a deep breath and forcing a smile.
Esteban took her hand and drew her close to him.
Strangely the prickling in her skin grew to a burn under the pads
of his fingers. She pulled her hand away from him and ran her palms
down her thighs to try to rid herself of the sensation.
“I am always astonished at the way you have with
horses. They trust you.”
She usually enjoyed his compliments, but right now,
with the master so close and vulnerable, she wanted Esteban to be
gone. She’d never experienced such unease before, and she was
beginning to sweat. She could feel dampness growing between her
breasts. The burning on her hand faded, but didn’t stop completely.
She moistened her lips and took out her pen and paper.
I’ve always had an affinity with animals. Yes,
I’ll come look at your horses in a couple of days. Why are you
thinking of purchasing them? You’ve never been interested
before. She certainly wouldn’t want to sell one of the beloved
Peruvian Paso to him. He never so much as patted them.
His smile was very wide, showing his perfect teeth.
“I’ve discovered a love of polo. I’ve been borrowing a friend’s
horses and I want my own.”
He sounded very excited, like a young boy. She
wanted to be happy for him, to share in his excitement, but he
really cared nothing for horses as she did. And there was the main
reason for her reluctance to take his suit as seriously as her
father wanted. Ricco and Julio both rode horses every day. They
cared for and understood them, and they appreciated her love and
need to be around the animals as Esteban never would. Esteban
Eldridge seemed an affable, likeable man, but he didn’t quite ring
true for her. She was surprised her father hadn’t realized
that.
Where do you plan to keep your horses?
“My friend, Simon Vargos, said I could keep them at
his hacienda.”
She tried not to wince at that. Simon Vargos
traveled to various countries playing polo. He spent a lot of time
staring at himself on videos, drinking in bars and picking up
women, but no time caring for his stock. He employed grooms, but
cared little whether or not they did their job.
“Let’s go up to the hacienda and get something hot
and discuss a good date,” Esteban suggested. “I don’t know what
anyone is thinking having you outside if a jaguar is prowling
around.” He put his hand on the small of her back.
Marguarita’s breath caught in her throat as pain
jolted through her body. She stepped away from him on the pretense
of stroking the mare’s neck before once more taking out her pen and
paper. She handed it to him.
Sorry. Too busy. Cesaro needs me. We’ll get
together another time.
He frowned, using the same expression on his face
when his younger sister, Lea, annoyed him. She’d always thought it
rather charming, but now she felt pressured. Nothing seemed right.
Her skin was too sensitive, and Esteban was a touchy person.
“Your father would never allow you outside if
danger threatened. I need to talk to your man Santos.”
His domineering tone annoyed her. She knew Esteban
bossed his sister and had a tendency to be just as overbearing with
her. Normally she rolled her eyes and ignored him, but she was too
worried about anyone discovering Zacarias was in residence—and what
she’d done. Esteban had no idea he was encouraging her to enter the
very place where the most dangerous predator slumbered.
We all work for a living, Esteban. It is sweet
of you to worry for me, but I was raised to do this.
“You were raised to grace a man’s side, Marguarita,
not work until your back breaks.” Ignoring the fact that she was
scribbling fast, he continued, “Tell me about this trick you do
with the horses. Do you influence them with your mind? Psychically?
Lea tells me you can ride without a saddle or bridle and the horse
does everything you ask.”
She wasn’t prepared for the question and had to
scratch out everything she’d been writing, something she detested.
In a conversation, dialogue was back and forth, but few people had
the courtesy to wait until she wrote down her responses. It was
very frustrating. She was trying to learn sign language, but she
was working out of a book and only Cesaro, Julio and Ricco were
even attempting to understand.
My presence soothes the horses for some
reason.
It was more than her presence, but she didn’t know
how to describe communicating with an animal. She’d always been
able to calm an animal, to share her emotions with them and they
simply responded in kind.
“Can you influence a human being the way you do
horses?”
Her gaze jumped to his. Esteban searched her face
intently. She frowned as she scribbled her answer. How could I
influence human minds?
She didn’t like the turn in conversation. She was
always uncomfortable discussing her gift. Her family simply never
discussed her ability. They were happy for her to work with the
animals on the ranch, but “talking” with horses was not acceptable
in a world where many unexplained things could be evil. Her father
had recently become interested in whether or not it might be termed
a psychic ability but after his death, she didn’t much care what
her gift was labeled.
“Don’t be defensive,” Esteban soothed. “Lea and I
had a little argument about this. She said you commmunicate with
horses. I thought perhaps it was more a meeting of the minds and
you somehow influenced them to do as you wish and that maybe you
could do the same with people.”
She bit down hard on her lower lip. He was hitting
a little too close to the mark.
“Is this some family secret I’ve stumbled onto?”
There was amusement in his voice.
She had many family secrets and this one was
minuscule in comparison to the others. She realized she was in a
foul mood, not wanting to deal with Esteban and his annoying charm
when an impending attack from vampires or their puppets was
possible.
I’m sorry, Esteban. I really don’t have time for
this conversation. I need to get to work. I hope you understand. We
can arrange for me to look at your horses another time. To make
certain he understood she was finished, she pushed the pen and
paper back into her pocket after he’d read her note.
Esteban scowled at her. “I don’t think you’re
behaving very well, Marguarita. Your accident doesn’t give you
license to be rude.”
He was suddenly too close. She could feel the blast
of anger pouring off of him. The stable felt too small, and too far
away from everyone. He crowded her until she gave way, stepping
back before she could stop herself.
“Marguarita.” The hard male voice had both of them
spinning toward the entrance.
Marguarita breathed a sigh of relief.
Julio Santos sat astride his horse, his piercing
dark eyes on Esteban as he held out his hand to Marguarita. “You’re
needed. Come with me now.”
She didn’t hesitate, moving around Esteban and
catching Julio’s wrist. He swung her up behind him. She expected
him to start off immediately, but he sat still, regarding Esteban
from beneath the brim of his hat. The two men eyed one another for
a long, tense moment.
“You good, Marguarita?” Julio asked.
She put her arms around his waist, laid her head
against his back and nodded so he could feel the movement. Again
she had that strange reaction, her skin burning the moment she made
contact with Julio. She jerked her cheek from his back, lifted a
hand toward Esteban as if nothing was wrong and, without thinking,
silently urged the horse to get out of the stable. Julio was
unprepared for the horse’s sudden motion, but he was an excellent
rider and moved with the animal.
“Next time warn me.”
She squeezed her arms tighter to say she was
sorry.
“Father sent me. He doesn’t like Esteban on the
property. He’s still shoving the idea of the two of us at me. I got
one hell of a lecture, Marguarita, about how I’m allowing such a
treasure to slip away.” He patted her hands with gloved fingers.
“Did he do the same to you?” There was sympathy in his voice.
She nodded her head, once again against his back.
That horrible burn was much sharper this time and beginning to
spread through her arms, although her skin was covered with the
material of her blouse. Uncomfortable, she loosened her grip, using
her knees to hold on. Julio’s mount was so smooth she doubted if
she had needed to take such a precaution.
Julio always made her laugh. She loved him and she
had no doubt that he loved her back just as fiercely and
protectively—maybe more so. Julio was one of the best men she knew.
But they had been raised from birth together and every time someone
suggested they pair up, they laughed hysterically together.
Although recently, ever since Esteban had come into the picture,
Cesaro had pushed them together until it was uncomfortable.
“I’ve tried to explain to him, but he worries now
that your father is gone. Esteban doesn’t belong in our
world.”
She pulled out her pen and paper. Luckily the ride
was smooth and made writing easy. He is incapable of keeping
secrets, let alone one as big as the De La Cruz family and what
they are.
If she married outside the ranch, she would have to
leave it and she would never be able to divulge her family’s
secrets to her spouse. Their association with the Carpathians was
closely guarded. She knew she wouldn’t remember the De La Cruz
brothers, all memories would be removed before she left their
properties.
“He doesn’t belong in this world. Why did he come
to our small town, Marguarita? People who come here are desperate
for another life. They usually have nothing. He’s got money and, to
me, that means he’s hiding from something.”
She thought about it for a moment and then
scribbled another message. He asked me if I could influence
people like I do the horses. Why would he ask that?
“I don’t know. I don’t like it. The De La Cruz
brothers can influence people and have used their abilities to gain
more property for themselves and for us than most are able to have
here. It’s possible he wonders how we were able to get our lands in
such large increments.”
She trusted Julio’s judgment as she always had.
Julio wasn’t the least bit complicated and he never had hidden
agendas. If he tapped on her window in the middle of the night to
go riding, it really was to go riding. If he told her he wanted to
show her something, it was always something special—usually some
wildlife he’d spotted. More than once they’d snuck off together to
go into the rain forest to track some animal.
“I’m taking you back to the house once I see him
leave,” Julio said. “We’ve got everything settled down, but I’d
feel better with you inside. We could be attacked tonight.”
The chance of a vampire attacking while a De La
Cruz was in residence was far higher than when they were
away.
“Did you see him?” Julio asked. “It has to be the
eldest or the cattle and horses wouldn’t react like they have. I’ve
never actually spoken with him.”
She didn’t want to lie so she merely nodded her
head. Julio glanced at her over his shoulder and raised his
eyebrow. He regarded her pale face steadily. She couldn’t quite
meet his eyes, her gaze sliding away.
“That scary?”
She nodded.
Julio sighed. “Will you be all right?”
She pressed her lips together tightly and penned a
short answer. He won’t notice me——I hope.
She considered telling Julio the truth, but he
would go all macho on her and insist on protecting her against
Zacarias’s wrath. As frightened as she was—she had disobeyed
a direct order—she couldn’t allow anyone else to be punished for
her sins. She’d face Zacarias alone and try to explain. Fortunately
she had until sundown to find the right words and she’d write it
all down. She didn’t expect the Carpathian to understand—she didn’t
understand herself—but she would do her best to let him see she
hadn’t meant to be defiant.
She nodded her head and Julio turned his attention
to riding through the yards, putting his horse through various
gaits, showing off that he could control his horse with his hands
and knees. She missed laughing. She opened her mouth, but no sound
emerged and that took some of the joy away from sharing with
Julio.
Only when Esteban’s vehicle disappeared down the
road did Julio take her back up to the house. He extended his arm
so she could dismount easier, but retained possession of her hand
when she went to turn away. That same burning sensation snaked up
her arm. She looked up at the boy—no, man—who had been her
confidante and companion since birth. He regarded her steadily,
looking straight into her eyes.
“What’s wrong, little sister? I know you too well
for you to pretend with me. Did Esteban say something that
frightened you? Or is it De La Cruz?”
She swallowed hard. She loved Julio. She refused to
lie outright to him. She shook her head slowly as she tried to
gently pull her hand from his.
Julio tightened his grip and the burning sensation
became more painful, a deep brand that seemed to go to her very
bones. She had to fight to keep from crying out and jerking
away.
“Tell me.”
She pressed her lips together and slowly tugged
until Julio allowed her to slip away. She pulled out her pen and
paper and scribbled, unknowing if she told the truth or not.
I will be fine, Julio. I love you very much, but
you worry too much.
He continued to stare down at her face for a long
moment and then he touched his hat. “I love you, too, little
sister. If you need me, ring the bell and I’ll come running.”
She smiled at him, warmth stealing into her cold
bones. Of course he would come if she sounded the alarm they’d
rigged up. Julio was someone she’d always counted on and she knew
he was telling her he would go against the code of their families
if necessary to protect her. She put her hand over her heart and
watched him ride away, her deep affection for him making her eyes
burn and tears clog her throat.
Slowly, she entered the house, her heart beating so
hard, she feared she would have a stroke. The empty rooms were
silent, accusing, and she wandered around, feeling a little lost in
her own home. Eventually, the taste of fear subsided and she cooked
herself something to eat and spent the rest of the day writing out
long letters to Zacarias, explaining to the best of her ability why
she had saved him against his wishes, and then discarding
them.
The sun sank and night descended. Insects began
their calls in earnest. Frogs chimed in. Horses stamped
occasionally and the cattle settled for the night. Storm clouds
gathered overhead, dark, ominous roiling masses that blotted out
the sliver of moon and stars. Heavy with rain, a few drops fell, a
portent of what was to come. Lights went out in windows, one by
one, as the workers settled in with their families.
Marguarita took a bath and once again sat at her
desk, trying to compose a letter that might save her. The
wastebasket overflowed with crumpled paper as she became more and
more frustrated. The wind picked up, battering at her window, and
Marguarita finally crawled into bed and pulled up the covers, her
pen still in her hand.