CHAPTER 68
4.05 a.m. GMT
Paul drove for several hours down the M6,
bypassing Birmingham in the dark, marked not by city lights or the
ever-present amber-tinged glow of urban light pollution bouncing
off the night sky, but by the sporadic intervals of buildings on
fire and the flickering movement of people around them.
Parts of Coventry, on the other hand, seemed to
have power; they drove along a deserted section of dual carriageway
that was fully lit by the arc sodium lights along the central
island. To Jenny’s eyes the distribution of power seemed almost
haphazard, as if some central switchboard had been overrun by
monkeys who were now randomly punching the shiny buttons in front
of them. She’d thought there might have been an even-handed
distribution of powered time-slots, or if not that, then certain
‘safe’ regions - a little unfairly maybe - which would be allocated
a constant supply of power to the detriment of the lost-cause big
cities.
But no. There seemed to be no discernible pattern
at all to it.
South of Coventry, the lights along the motorway
went out and they once again adjusted to the pitch-black of night.
Paul spotted a sign for a Travelodge ahead and swung Mr Stewart’s
car down the slip-road as it came up.
‘What are you doing?’ asked Jenny.
‘I need to sleep. I’ve not slept since Monday
night. It would be stupid if having made our escape earlier, we end
up wrapping ourselves around the central barrier on the
motorway.’
Jenny nodded. It made sense.
‘Let’s give it a look. If it’s surrounded by a
baying mob, then we’ll push on, all right?’
They drove off the slip-road into an empty car-park
in front of the motel. There were tell-tale signs that similar
things had happened here as at Beauford Service Station; bits and
pieces scattered across the parking area, some broken windows in
the lobby at the front of the building, but that was all. The
Little Chef next door to it on the other hand, looked like it had
been more thoroughly seen to, every window smashed and a trail of
detritus and trampled goods strewn in front of it.
‘Well, seems like whatever happened here has been
and gone,’ said Paul.
‘I suppose everywhere that can be looted for food
and drink has been emptied by now,’ said Jenny. ‘I wonder when all
that’s been gobbled up, what people will do for food?’
‘I’m sure we’ll start seeing troops or police on
the streets sometime today. It’s got to happen today,’ he said with
less conviction than the last time he’d bullishly asserted things
would right themselves quickly. He swung the car round and parked
it just outside the entrance to the motel.
‘It seems okay to me.’
Jenny looked up at the two floors of dark little
curtained windows. It would be nice to have a bed to sleep on, and
the chance of stumbling across any wandering bands of
thirst-maddened crazies here appeared to be acceptably
remote.
There was no sign of anyone here and she wondered
where exactly everyone was. Sixty-five million people on such a
small island and since leaving Beauford Services, she’d seen hardly
any.
They’re all tucked away in their homes waiting
this out. Only fools like us and those with bad intentions are
outside, roaming around.
Paul climbed out of the car and led the way inside.
It was dark, of course. Pitch-black inside, with no ambient light
from any source at all coming in through the cracked smoked-glass
at the front.
‘Hang on,’ she heard him murmur, and a moment
later, a pale square of light lit the foyer up dimly.
‘What’s that?’ she asked.
‘My organiser.’
‘Clever.’
In the absence of any other light, it was
surprisingly bright.
‘Okay . . . stairs,’ said Paul. She watched the
pale square of light float across in front of the reception desk
towards a doorway, ‘Over here,’ she heard him say.
She followed him through, up one flight of stairs,
through another door, and then they were standing in a
corridor.
‘You seem to know your way around this one,’ she
said.
‘They’re all very similar. And I use them quite a
lot. Right then, first floor rooms. You choose.’
Jenny walked down the corridor, passing a door that
was open. Jagged splinters of wood jutting out from the door-frame
told her the door had been forced. She didn’t want to sleep in a
room that had been picked over by someone. That just somehow felt .
. . clammy. The next door along had also been kicked in, and
the next. Finally towards the end of the corridor, she found a door
that remained intact, locked. ‘I’ll have this one,’ she said.
‘You’re okay being alone? I spotted another locked
one on the other side, up the far end. I can take that one.’
Jenny stopped to think about that. She wasn’t
entirely sure she wanted to spend the night sleeping in the same
room as this guy, but then . . . being alone down one end of the
corridor, in a deserted motel.
‘Okay, maybe we should share this one.’
‘I think that makes sense,’ said Paul.
He lifted his organiser up towards the door to read
the room number. ‘How does Room 23 sound?’
With one well-aimed kick at the swipe-card door
lock, the door swung in and banged off the wall inside; the noise
echoed disturbingly down the empty corridor.
Inside, it was how she hoped she’d find it,
undisturbed, cleaned, bed made for the next customer. She opened
the curtain and the blind behind it, then swung open the window.
The room was hot, and a faint breeze wafted in.
In the sky the grey light of dawn was beginning to
provide enough natural light for them to find their way around.
Paul quickly turned his organiser off and pocketed it.
‘Okay then, sleep,’ said Jenny, sitting down on the
bed; a double bed.
Paul pulled open a cabinet door to reveal a drinks
fridge. ‘A-hah. We’re in luck.’ Inside he found it decently
stocked. ‘There’s several cans of Coke, ginger beer, tonic water,
and a pleasing range of mini-liquors: vodka, gin, rum, whisky. Some
beer even.’
Jenny smiled in the pale grey gloom of dawn. After
the recent hours, the last few days, a single stiff rum and Coke
would be absolutely what the doctor ordered, even if it was going
to be warm and without ice.
‘I’ll have a rum and Coke, please.’
‘Good choice, Ma’am,’ said Paul. She heard the pop
and hiss of the Coke can, the click of a lid being twisted off and
the gurgle of the rum being poured.
‘Here.’
The first one was a strong one. The second drink
she asked for she wanted weak, but Paul’s definition of ‘weak’
didn’t seem to square with hers.
‘So, you mentioned something a while back,’ said
Paul, ‘about your hubby predicting this?’
‘Well, sort of. He wrote a report a while back . .
. lemme see, yeah it was back in 1999, because that was the year we
did Christmas in New York. It was an academic paper really, he
wrote most of it when he was at university in the States, but then
when he got commissioned to write it again, he did some new
research and updated chunks of it with new data he’d managed to
track down.’
‘And it was about this whole thing?’
‘Well, sort of I suppose. Andy was very secretive
about it, client confidentiality kind of thing. But I know it had
something to with Peak Oil, and our growing reliance on fewer and
fewer major oil reserves, and how that made us much more vulnerable
to someone needing only to disable a few places around the world to
hold us all to ransom. He described how it could be done . . .
which were the most vulnerable places . . . that sort of
thing.’
And that’s where Andy’s obsession had truly
began. Wasn’t it?
The people who’d commissioned his work had paid him
good money for that. Very good money - enough that they bought that
house of theirs outright, and money left over that they were able
to put both kids through fee-paying schools.
‘But after doing that job, you know . . . he
started changing. Became I guess . . . edgy, very serious. He spent
too much time obsessing about the whole Peak Oil thing. And a
little paranoid too. Just silly little things like worrying about
viruses on his computer that might be spying on him, noises on the
phone line. Daft really. I don’t know, he used to be so much fun.
Great company. And then, like I say, he changed after New York. And
it’s been a slow steady roll downhill ever since. So much so, in
fact, I was actually in the middle of organising our big split-up
when this happened.’
‘That’s too bad,’ said Paul. ‘So, where is he
now?’
‘Somewhere in Iraq. He’s been getting regular
assignments there for the last few years. He was over there when
this started. And my kids are alone in London.’
Jenny’s voice caught.
Shit, I should know by now drink does this to
me.
‘You okay?’ Paul asked, placing a hand on her
shoulder and squeezing gently.
‘Of course I’m not. I just want to get home. They
need me.’
His arm slid across one shoulder, across her neck
to the other. ‘Don’t worry Jen, I’ll get you home safe and sound.
I’ve got you this far haven’t I?’
She felt the tips of his fingers slide under her
chin, lifting her face up to look at him, and it was then that she
knew where this was going.
‘Look, I . . . errr . . . I think I’ve had enough
to drink.’
‘You’re kidding right? There’s loads more, and
Christ we deserve it after the shit we’ve been through together.
What do you say?’
‘I think we’ve probably both had too much. We need
to keep our wits about us, right? Who knows what might happen
tomorrow? ’
Jenny swung her legs off the bed. ‘And you know
what? I might try one of the other rooms—’
A hand wrapped around her forearm. ‘Why? What’s
up?’
It was a tight, urgent grip, and it hurt a
little.
‘Look, I just think it’s a good idea, okay?’
‘What? Come on. We’re just talking here. No harm
done.’
‘Can you let go please?’
His grip remained firm. ‘I’ve been looking out for
you these last few days. It’s not too much to bloody ask is it? A
little . . . conversation?’
She could hear the slightest slur in his voice. He
wasn’t pissed as such, just a little tipsy. No worse than the
couple of come-ons she’d fended off at the last office Christmas
party she’d been to; harmless enough somewhere crowded, but a
little disconcerting, alone like this.
‘I’ve been looking out for you,’ said Paul again.
‘Not asking much, for Chrissakes.’
‘I think Ruth looked out for me a little more than
you did,’ she replied, and almost immediately wished she
hadn’t.
‘Fuck you,’ he snarled.
‘Would you mind letting go please?’
He let her go, and she headed for the door. ‘I’ll
see you in a few hours, when you’ve sobered up.’
She stepped out into the corridor, and strode
through the darkness of it, the only light, the faintest pre-dawn
grey coming in through a window at the far end. She picked a
doorway halfway down on the right. It was a door that had been
forced by someone, and as she stepped in, she could see that the
room had been hunted through and the drinks cabinet emptied.
Good, hopefully all the other cabinets in this
place are empty too.
She’d hate to see what Paul was like when he was
fully loaded.
Jenny pushed the door shut behind her. And as an
afterthought, she pulled the armchair in the corner of the room
across the doorway. Not that she thought it was entirely necessary.
Paul was like the other office Romeos; emboldened a little by the
booze, but still essentially a coward. A sharp ‘no’, or a ‘piss off
’, did the trick for the likes of them . . . most of the
time.
No . . . he’d probably drink himself into a
stupor and fall asleep trying to whack himself off.
She lay down on the bed and then felt the tears
coming - worried about Jacob and Leona, and Andy too, realising
she’d been so wrong in the way she had treated him. She wished the
robust, no-shit-taken Ruth was here with her right now, talking
some good plain common sense, probably making her laugh too. If
Ruth were here, they’d probably be raiding the drinks cabinet
together right now and shamelessly taking the mickey out of
Paul.
Jenny closed her eyes and was asleep within a
minute.