CHAPTER 63
11.43 p.m. GMT Beauford Service
Station
The truck parked hard up against the front of the
pavilion obscured most of what was going on outside. But standing
over on the right-hand side, Jenny could see round the front of the
truck. There was a bonfire out in the middle of the car-park. They
had amassed a pile of rubbish and set it alight. And now it was
burning ferociously, bathing the place in a flickering amber
glow.
Jenny stared out at it, and the mass of people that
had gathered around it. It seemed in the last couple of hours,
since . . .
… since I was nearly beaten to a pulp … and Ruth
was . . .
… since then the number of people out there
had grown alarmingly. She guessed there must be a couple of hundred
of them milling around outside.
Ruth.
She’d hardly got to know her really. They had
spoken a bit this morning, and yesterday walking along the hard
shoulder, but she knew very little about her. She’d perhaps learned
more about her in those last moments outside, when Ruth had held a
mob at bay for a couple of minutes with nothing but the force of
her personality.
She was probably not the sort of person Jenny would
have mixed with, done lunch with, back in normal times, but right
now Jenny would have traded in every last one of her upwardly
mobile friends, past and present, to have someone as Bolshie,
loudmouthed and downright ballsy as Ruth, by her side.
She looked out at the Dante-esque scene before her.
It looked like some sort of satanic cult gathering. She expected to
see hooded and robed figures calling things to order, and some
young virgin, raised on an inverted crucifix over the fire.
Of course, it was the dancing flames coming from
the fire that lent the scene such a disturbing aura. She reminded
herself they were normal people, just very frustrated and hungry
normal people.
She looked around at Mr Stewart’s staff. She could
see they were frightened; staring at the scene outside and
exchanging muted comments in Polish, Romanian, Cantonese. She
realised that for them - unable to understand a lot of what had
been going on over the last few days, and knowing they were so
obviously outsiders - this must have been even more
terrifying.
Paul wandered over to stand beside her. ‘That
doesn’t look good,’ said Paul. ‘When you get the mob starting to
light fires, it doesn’t take long for buildings to start burning
down.’
‘They won’t try and set this place on fire, surely?
It would destroy all the food and water they’re after.’
Paul shook his head. ‘I don’t know. Maybe they’re
too pissed off to care about that now. Maybe thirst is driving them
a bit loopy.’
Yes, they had to be bloody thirsty out
there.
It had been a very warm week since Monday; hot
even, at times. And now, there was no longer any running tap-water.
She had noticed earlier this afternoon when she’d tried to flush
the toilet. They had to be getting thirsty outside, and other than
tap-water, cans or bottles, what else could they drink? She’d not
noticed any nearby rivers or reservoirs. And anyway, the state of
most waterways these days, thick with foam and floating condoms -
you’d need to be bloody desperate first.
Meanwhile, inside the pavilion, they had
fridge-cold bottled water, hundreds of cans of Pepsi and Fanta
glistening with dew-drops of condensation, cartons of fruit juice,
even tubs of Ben and Jerry’s ice-cream, for crying out loud.
‘Yup,’ said Paul quietly, ‘thirst makes people do a
whole load of crazy things.’
Jenny looked at him, wishing he hadn’t said that.
She looked back out again, at the milling crowd around the bonfire
and then noticed that someone was standing on something, and
addressing them. Jenny watched the person gesturing, shouting.
Although she couldn’t make out what was being said, she could
guess.
She could just make out the raised voice drifting
across the crowded car-park towards them. It had that unmistakable,
shrill, humourless tone - it was the platinum-blonde woman. That
skinny, hard-faced bitch, in her vest top and tracksuit bottoms,
those long nails … and those thin lips stretched across those
snarling teeth.
Platinum Blonde seemed to have won over the people
out there. Not good. She was sure many of those people simply
wanted to break in, grab some food and water and go home, that’s
all. But the blonde, she’d want to make an example of
someone.
Me probably.
‘They’re going to get in here tonight. Aren’t
they?’
Paul looked out at the crowd. ‘Yeah. I don’t think
they’re going to be satisfied just throwing a few bricks and stones
at this place. They need to get in tonight … they’re getting
desperate.’
‘What if we throw some water out to them?’
A wry smile spread across his mouth. ‘Yeah, I’m
sure that’ll placate them. And off they’ll trot back home.’
Jenny ignored his sarcasm. ‘So what do you suggest
we do?’
He looked furtively over his shoulder before
speaking. ‘I suggest we leave before it all kicks off. As in,
pretty bloody soon.’
She glanced at the staff, huddled together
anxiously in the foyer, talking in hushed, frightened tones. Mr
Stewart, meanwhile, was nowhere to be seen. He had retired to his
office a couple of hours earlier. She hadn’t seen him since.
‘What? We can’t abandon them. Look at the state of
them.’
‘And? They’re not my responsibility, nor are they
yours. I want to get home, and I don’t particularly want to get
caught up in this fucking mess.’
‘It was your bloody idea to stay!’
‘Yeah, well, guess what? I got that wrong. This is
looking nasty and I suggest we sneak out whilst there’s a
chance.’
‘And leave them?’ she nodded towards the
others.
‘It sounds pretty shitty, but yeah.’
Jenny shook her head. ‘I’m guessing you’re a bit of
a selfish bastard in normal life, aren’t you?’
He shrugged. ‘Call me selfish, but I just don’t
want to be lynched by the mob, all right?’ he said. ‘I just know we
can’t take on all these poor sods. They have to look after
themselves. We have to put ourselves first. That’s how things are
now, I’m afraid. Who do you want to save? These strangers, these
people who you’ve known for five minutes? Or your family?’
Jenny watched the silhouette of Platinum Blonde as
she stirred up the crowd milling around the burning car.
‘It all came undone so quickly. Just a few days,’
she gestured towards those outside, ‘and look at us.’
Paul nodded as he watched the people outside. ‘I
suppose, when the rules go, no matter which country you live in,
we’re all the same. We’re just a few square meals, a power-cut, a
sip of water away from doing things we never dreamed we would, from
being a bunch of cavemen.’
Outside something was beginning to happen. Platinum
Blonde had finished saying her piece and had stepped down off her
box and merged with the milling crowd.
‘Shit, I think they’re about to do whatever it is
they’ve been planning,’ muttered Paul. ‘We need to find a way out
now.’
The thought of that woman breaking in to the
service station and finding her sent a chill through Jenny. Paul
was right, they had to think of themselves right now. Guilt,
self-reproach, introspection - that could come later when there was
time.
‘Find a way out? Where? How?’
He turned away from the perspex wall, looking back
at the dimly lit interior of the pavilion. The emergency generators
still running the food freezers were also supplying power to a few
muted emergency wall lamps towards the back of the area. ‘My guess
is there’ll be a trade entrance at the rear somewhere, maybe we’ll
get lucky and no one’s thought to watch the back of this
place.’
The crowd outside began to approach them. Jenny
noticed some were carrying containers; buckets, bottles. She backed
away from the perspex wall as they came round the front of the
truck and squeezed into the gap between the truck and the wall.
They peered through the scuffed surface, shouting angrily as they
made their way along the narrow space towards the locked revolving
door. The first to get there was holding a two-litre plastic bottle
of pop. There was a three or four inch gap between the revolving
door’s frame, and the door panel of one of the segments. He pushed
his arm through the gap and poured something out of the bottle on
to the floor inside.
The smell wafted through almost instantly.
‘Petrol,’ said Paul. ‘They’re going to burn the
doorway down. That won’t take long to melt. Let’s stop dicking
around and go.’
Jenny looked once more at the frightened huddle of
staff. Paul grabbed her arm.
‘No!’ he said quietly. ‘If you tell them we’re
going out the back, they’ll all get up and follow us. Those people
outside will see that and suss what’s going on.’
He started towards the rear of the pavilion,
pulling her arm. ‘Come on.’
She reluctantly followed him, looking back over her
shoulder at the doorway. Several more of the crowd had squeezed
their arms through the gap and poured the contents of their
containers into that segment. The reek of petrol was that much
stronger.
Then she saw Platinum Blonde standing at the front
of the truck holding a burning stick in one hand, and peering
through the scuffed perspex wall, her face pushed up against
it.
She’s looking for me.
Jenny felt an even greater surge of fear take hold
of her. For some reason, that woman had focused on her, as if Jenny
personified somehow the desperate predicament they were all
in.
I really … really, don’t want her to get hold of
me.
She turned back to look at Paul. ‘Okay, okay, let’s
go.’