Chapter 79
10 years AC
‘LeMan 49/25a’ - ClarenCo Gas Rig Complex,
North Sea
‘She’s in here?’ Leona asked incredulously.
‘They shoved her in here?’
Martha nodded tearfully as they made their way down
the dark, unlit and narrow passageway towards the battery storage
rooms. They were on the same deck as the generator room and
connected sludgery. Even though neither had been in use for several
months, the stink was everywhere still; ingrained in the very walls
of this place now. It was overpowering to Adam, a step or two
behind Martha and Leona, and he fought an urge to gag.
‘How could you?’ she demanded, looking at Martha
then turning round and glaring at Tami. ‘Mum? Your friend,
right?’
Martha sobbed as she led them to the door. She had
no answer and instead she shook her head, ashamed, unable even to
look Leona in the eye.
‘He had a hold over them,’ Dr Gupta uttered. ‘He .
. . we . . . there was nothing I could do . . .’ Her voice broke
and faded to nothing as she began to cry as well.
Martha slid the bolt and opened the door to reveal,
in the gloom, Jenny perched on the cold hard floor, a bowl of cold
uneaten broth at her feet. A toilet bucket in the corner. Leona’s
first reaction was a shudder of familiarity.
My God.
Leona pushed in past Martha. ‘Mum? Mum, it’s
me.’
There was a faint spear of light coming in through
a tiny cracked window, clogged with bird feathers, at the top of
the wall. Not much light, but enough that Leona could see her eyes
remained locked on the scuffed and peeling wall opposite. Leona
knelt down beside her.
‘Mum?’
At her daughter’s touch her trance broke and she
turned to look at her, a momentary look of confusion on her scarred
face.
‘Mum? It’s me!’
‘Leona?’
‘Yes!’
‘I thought . . . it was. Like your father . . .
just a dream . . .’ Then the hazy look of bewilderment was gone,
replaced as her eyebrows suddenly arched and her face crumbled. She
wrapped her arms tightly around Leona and began to sob
uncontrollably into her shoulder.
‘It’s okay, Mum, I’m back. I’m back.’ She said I
not We. Right now wasn’t the time to tell her about Jacob. Not now.
If Mum asked she decided some white lie would do for the moment.
Jenny sobbed a stream of tear-soaked words into her neck, none of
which Leona could untangle or make much sense of. She recognised
Walter’s name in there somewhere, however.
Adam stepped past Martha into the store room.
‘Leona, we should make sure we find that fella. You know? Before he
decides to rally his fan club and give us any more grief.’
He’s right.
Leona loosened her mother’s arms and pulled back
slightly. ‘Mum, we just need to go and straighten things out, all
right? Then I’ll be back and we’ll talk.’
‘Lee, don’t go again . . . please . . .’ she
whispered.
‘I’m not leaving you, Mum. I promise. I’m home
now.’
She got up slowly, easing her mum’s lean arms from
her, and started to follow Brooks out of the room.
She stopped and turned to Tami. ‘Dr Gupta?’ Formal
- she didn’t feel like indulging in first names with either of them
right now. ‘See to her, will you? Clean her up. Take her back to
her quarters?’
‘Of course, Leona. Of course.’
Outside in the passage, Adam turned to her. ‘That
was your mum?’
She knew what he was asking by the tone in his
voice. That’s the tough woman you warned me about?
‘Yeah, that’s my mum.’ She wanted to add, you’re
not exactly catching her at her best. But she decided not
to.
Adam seemed to understand. ‘So, let’s go find that
fucking bastard, shall we?’
She nodded. ‘Let’s.’
Leona looked at the far end of the walkway: the
primary compression platform, a crowd of people on the main deck
just beyond the walkway’s wire cage.
Not such a big crowd of fans now, though, is
it?
Whilst she’d been looking up from the tugboat at
the safety rails lined with once-familiar faces, Leona had assumed
the whole community was in thrall to Mr Latoc. However, as
soon as they’d managed to scale that rope ladder, as soon as his
loyal followers had digested the sight of four soldiers bearing
firearms . . . and Leona, looking like she was ready to cut herself
a scalp or two, his support had quickly begun to fall away.
Funny, that.
And now they were staring down the walkway at his
more loyal acolytes, those who had run back across onto ‘Valérie’s
platform’. Her lips pressed out a hard smile. Little more than
fifteen minutes ago that manipulative bastard had considered all
five platforms to be his own personal fiefdom. It was now him and
fifty or sixty of his followers over there and, having checked
Walter’s gun locker, there was a solitary gun somewhere amongst
them.
She caught the glint of gun-metal, and saw it was
Howard who was holding it shakily. Aiming it down the walkway at
her. Right behind him, her head poking over his rounded shoulder,
was Alice Harton.
‘You fucking well stay back!’ she screamed at them.
‘Or he’ll shoot you!’
Despite the warning, Leona stepped forward onto the
walkway and into the wire cage. ‘Where is that bastard?’
Alice angrily jabbed a finger over Howard’s
shoulder. ‘You stay right there!’
Leona advanced calmly, unarmed, fortified not so
much by any notion of courage as an unshakeable desire to wrap her
hands around the bitch’s throat. She’d never been a big fan of
Alice Harton. Certainly much less so now.
‘Where is he, Alice?’
The woman said nothing.
Leona felt the walkway grille under her feet
vibrate and turned to see Martha joining her.
‘Lee,’ she said, her strong voice catching with
emotion. ‘I . . . I was as guilty as them. I listened to him. I
believed in him. I . . . I’m so, so sorry, love. I was one of the
first to turn against your mum. He told us God sent him to
us. He told us we was chosen.’
‘More fool you, then,’ replied Leona coolly.
Martha nodded. ‘Yes . . . yes, he did fool us.’ She
stepped closer until she was standing shoulder to shoulder with
Leona, looking down the remaining fifty feet of walkway.
‘He lied to us!’ she shouted towards Alice and
Howard and the others. ‘Valérie lied to us!’
Alice was about to shout something back, but Leona
saw Howard hush her.
‘Valérie is a bad man. He did the . . . he was the
one who killed Natasha! It wasn’t Walter!’
There was a ripple of response amongst those at the
end of the walkway, dark ‘o’s appearing on their faces.
‘And . . .’ Martha hesitated a moment, unsure
whether to continue. She glanced at Leona’s set face. ‘And I think
he was the one who killed Hannah!’
‘It was an accident.’ Leona turned to her. ‘Wasn’t
it?’
Martha shook her head. ‘We don’t know for sure,
love,’ she replied quietly. ‘But I found things in his pockets,
things he kept.’
‘What things?’
Alice Harton had heard enough. ‘Martha! You bitch!
You fucking traitor!’
Martha turned back towards the others. ‘I found
things, Alice! I found things amongst Valérie’s clothes! Things
that belonged to the girls!’
There was another ripple of consternation. Howard’s
gun dipped slightly.
‘Yeah? Oh . . . just now? That’s bloody
convenient!’ replied Alice.
‘No.’ Martha shook her head, ashamed. ‘No, it was
days ago!’
‘You never said anything. You’re a liar!’
‘I was afraid!’ replied Martha. Her voice wobbled.
‘I was afraid! I didn’t want to believe it was him . . . and not
Walter! I didn’t want—’
‘What things did you find?’ called out
Howard.
Martha’s voice quavered and broke. ‘Hannah’s hair!’
she sobbed. ‘Natasha’s pants!’
Leona saw Howard’s eyes widen, his bushy white
eyebrows locked angrily. ‘Her underwear?’
Martha nodded. ‘He kept them . . . like a
trophy.’
Howard stared at her in silence, the gun trembling,
slowly lowering.
‘And there was blood on them!’ she continued, her
words broken up by sobs and her breath hitching. ‘He hurt her, he
killed her! And then he blamed Walter!’
‘You can’t believe her!’ snapped Alice. ‘It’s not
true! She’s making this up!’
‘Fuck this!’ shouted Howard. He turned round,
pushed past Alice, and disappeared into the crowd.
Leona grasped one of Martha’s heaving shoulders.
‘You just said he had Hannah’s hair on him?’
She nodded. ‘A . . . a lock . . . and . . . and one
of her ribbons.’
‘Are you saying he killed my Hannah? He
killed her?’
‘I . . . I don’t know, love. I . . . I just don’t
know.’
‘What? Is he a . . . is he a child molester? Is
that what he is?’
She looked at Leona through streaming eyes. ‘I . .
. I think we let a monster in.’ Her lips quivered and she heaved in
a shaky breath. ‘An’ . . . an’ he made us think it was . . . it was
p-poor Walter.’
The walkway was ringing with footsteps. Leona felt
Adam’s hand press the small of her back.
‘Looks like they’re folding over there. Let’s take
advantage of that and go get this fella.’
She nodded, leading the way across. As they
approached the far side, Leona could see the uncertainty in Alice’s
eyes. She came to a halt in front of the woman. ‘You’ve always been
a vicious bitch, haven’t you?’ whispered Leona. ‘Always the one
moaning, bitching, causing trouble.’
Alice’s mouth hung half open.
‘What, not saying anything this time?’
Her mouth still hung open, her eyes seemed to be
searching the far off horizon for inspiration.
‘Let me guess, you were hoping you could spread
your legs for Latoc? Become the queen to his king? Become the queen
bee here? Was that it?’
Alice looked at Martha. ‘I . . . I . . . just
wanted . . . what was best for us all. That’s all I ever—’
‘Yeah, right.’
‘It was for the children’s sake, Leona. For
Hannah’s sake that I . . . that I thought Walt—’
Leona slapped her face hard. The crack of palm on
cheek echoed between the platforms like a brittle gunshot.
‘Don’t you dare,’ Leona whispered through clenched
teeth. ‘Don’t you fucking dare say another word.’ She pushed past
her and finally stepped onto the firm footing of the compression
platform’s main deck. There was a commotion up ahead through the
crowd. She saw Howard and William strong-arming Valérie Latoc
towards them.
‘That’s the guy, is it?’ asked Walfield.
Leona nodded. ‘Yes.’
They wrestled him through the crowd on the deck,
growing in numbers now as the curious and the less loyal made their
way across the walkway in the wake of the soldiers to see what was
going on. Howard and William stopped in front of Leona, Valérie
held between them in an armlock.
‘So, did you do it?’ asked Howard.
‘No, of course not,’ said Valérie. ‘I would never
harm a child.’
‘Why did you have those things in your pockets?’
snapped Martha.
Valérie shrugged. ‘I do not understand.’ He pulled
the pockets of his trousers inside out. ‘I have nothing in my
pockets. Martha, why are you saying these things?’
‘Where is he bunked?’ asked Leona.
‘The plant monitoring suite on the top floor,’ said
Howard.
‘Someone search it,’ ordered Leona. Howard nodded,
released his grasp on Latoc and pushed his way back through the
crowd towards the external steps.
‘I’m not telling a lie,’ said Martha.
Leona’s gaze remained on the man. ‘I know, Martha.
Even if Howard finds nothing . . . he’s still going.’
She took a step towards him. ‘So, is he going to
find something?’
Latoc looked uneasy, his eyes darting from one
armed solider to the next. Then to Leona. ‘I never touched Hannah.
I promise you.’
Leona suddenly buried her face in her hands. The
thought of what might, or might not, have been the experience of
Hannah’s last few minutes was too much for her. She felt Martha’s
arm around her shoulders.
‘I’m okay . . .’ she said, rubbing away tears that
she didn’t want to share with everyone else. ‘I’m okay.’
Adam took over. ‘What about this other girl?’
Latoc hesitated. ‘The other girl?’
‘What are we going to find?’ Adam turned to Martha.
‘You found those things. What did you do with them?’
‘I . . . I put them back where I found them. I was
too s-scared to do anyth—I just didn’t want to believe—’
Adam raised a hand to hush her and turned back to
Latoc. ‘So, chances are your little trophies are still up
there somewhere.’
Valérie’s calm composure slipped for a moment. He
dropped his head. ‘I never touched Hannah. She was an angel. But .
. .’
‘But what?’ asked Leona, her hands dropping away
from her face. ‘But WHAT?’
‘The other one . . . I . . . she . . . I just
wanted to be . . .
‘Wanted to be what?’
‘Close.’
“‘Wanted to be CLOSE”. What the hell is that
supposed to mean?’
From towards the rear of the gathered knot of
people Denise Bingham sobbed noisily.
‘To hold her . . . that is all. Just to hold her.
The Lord told me to—’
‘Don’t do that!’ snapped Leona. ‘Don’t you dare
justify what you did with a God-told-me-so!’
‘He is love. God is love. I am love . . . the
physical form of love . . . that is love, too, yes?’
‘Did you hurt her? Did you kill her?’
He shook his head. ‘No . . . I . . . I just wanted
to hold her. She was so beautiful. You know? That is all. Just to
hold her and pray with her. But she tripped and hit her
head—’
‘Oh, that sounds like bollocks,’ grumbled Walfield.
‘Sounds like a load of shit, already.’
Leona grabbed a fistful of Latoc’s shirt. ‘Is that
how it went with Hannah? You just wanted to hold her? And
what? She tripped? Hit her head? Is that it?’
‘Lee,’ said Adam, placing a hand on her arm.
‘What?’ she replied over her shoulder, not taking
her eyes off Latoc.
‘We need some evidence, right? We can’t just go on
this. Why don’t we see what’s up in his rooms?’
Leona turned round. Between Brooks and Walfield she
saw William was loosely holding the gun Howard had been aiming down
the walkway at them moments ago. She quickly pushed through and
snatched the gun out of his hands.
Adam stood in her way. ‘Leona? What’re you
doing?’
‘Out of my way!’ she barked, pushing him aside and
jamming the barrel of the gun into Latoc’s ribs. ‘MOVE!’
He stepped uncertainly backwards.
She prodded him across the deck, the crowd parting
either side of them.
‘You want me to leave?’ asked Latoc. ‘If that is
what you wish, then I—’
She prodded him hard again, Latoc taking faltering
steps backwards until his backside bumped up against a safety
rail.
‘Now fucking climb it.’
He turned round to look at the railing, the smooth
grey sea eighty feet below. He shook his head defiantly. ‘Leona,
anger is the devil’s way in to your soul. Do you not see that? You
are letting him in. I know you are better than—’
‘CLIMB OVER IT!’
He remained rooted to the spot. Leona aimed the
barrel of the gun at his face and let her finger slide onto the
trigger.
‘D-don’t,’ he whispered. She saw another crack in
his calm demeanour, his eyes narrowing into a wince.
She aimed the gun a couple of inches to the left
and pulled the trigger. The shot passed his head and echoed out
across the stillness on the deck. He cowered at the deafening sound
next to his ear.
‘CLIMB!’
Latoc hesitantly swung a leg over the safety
barrier, then the other, eased himself over the rail and stood on
the narrow lip of rusty metal beyond, one hand tightly holding the
upper bar, his other arm, with its bandaged hand, wrapped around
the stanchion.
Adam pushed his way through the crowd towards them.
‘Leona, we can’t do this just on someone’s say-so!’
She ignored him. ‘You . . .’ she started, her voice
faltering to nothing but a croak. She hawked up and spat on the
deck by Latoc’s feet. ‘People like you,’ she continued. ‘Takers.
You take what you want, and fuck anyone else.’
She swung her aim back onto his face. ‘People like
you, shit like you, took my father, took my daughter, took my
brother, took . . . me.’ She found herself trembling, her
voice robbed of the brittle force of righteous vengeance. Now it
was little more than a fluttering whisper. ‘Takers . . . takers . .
. takers. Fucking parasites. People like you,’ she said, leaning
forward and prodding the muzzle against his cheek, ‘people like you
fucked the whole world up; sucked it dry until everything
collapsed.’
Brooks put a hand on her arm. ‘Leona.’
She shook it off, her eyes still on Valérie Latoc.
‘You. I hate men like you. Pricks . . . fucking selfish
pricks.’
Valérie shook his head and smiled. Some sense of
his calm composure rebuilt one more time. ‘You have me all wrong,
Leona. I am not like other—’
‘NOW LET GO OF THE RAIL!’ she screamed. She hated
the sound of her voice. It sounded like someone else. High-pitched
and shrill and desperate.
Latoc’s eyes dipped and the smile slipped away. ‘I
. . . I am human. I have human weaknesses. That is why the Lord
came to me. Because, yes . . . I am . . . I was the lowest
form of life, once. I was hated. I . . .’ He looked down in shame.
‘I was in prison for this kind of thing. I was spat at before the
crash. I know what it is to be despised, Leona.’ He looked up at
her again. ‘But He came to someone like me to show us all
that anyone can be forgiven. Anyone!’
She laughed. ‘Oh, you want me to forgive you? Is
that it?’
‘You . . . I see in you the strength to . . . to
forgive.’
‘Just SHUT UP!’ she snapped at him. ‘Shut
up!’
Adam tried again. ‘Leona,’ he said in a soft voice.
‘C’mon, Lee, this isn’t you. You can’t execute this man just on
someone’s say-so. Give me the bloody gun.’
‘Leona,’ said Latoc, ‘this place, these rigs . . .
this is a sacred place. It is the beginning.’
‘What?’
‘I was sent here. Do you see? Sent here. This place
is the ark. I was sent here for a purpose. I—’
‘Is that the kind of crap you’ve been telling
them?’ She laughed bitterly. ‘This is a . . . what? A Noah’s
ark?!’
‘Yes,’ a woman called out from behind him. Leona
turned round to see her mother pushing her way to the front.
‘That’s exactly the crap he’s been peddling. That we’re special
because we’re going to be the last humans in the world.’
She joined Leona beside the railing. ‘But I think
all he was really after was his own little brothel.’
‘No, that is not it, Jennifer,’ said Latoc quickly.
‘You have made a very special place here. God sees that. A very
special place. God is grateful for all that you did.’
‘God’s grateful is He? Oh, yeah, God’s been a
really nice guy. Was it God’s call that Walter be killed?’ She
turned round to look at the others. ‘Or did you all have a hand in
it?’
The crowd shuffled uneasily under her gaze.
Adam slowly extended a hand towards Leona. ‘This
isn’t the right way to deal with this. Trust me, it’ll haunt you.
Give me the gun.’
She turned to look at him and saw in his eyes that
he was talking from experience.
‘Seriously.’ He rested a hand on the gun’s
still-warm barrel. ‘Don’t do this.’
They heard the sound of a door swinging shut and
the clang of feet on the metal rungs of the stairs. All eyes
drifted up and watched Howard hasten his way down, wheezing and
puffing at the bottom of each flight. He was holding something in
his hands.
‘Leona, wait, I’ve got—’ he called out from the top
of the last flight of steps, the words were pulled away by the
wind. Finally, he made his way across the deck, pushing through the
crowd towards her, finally spotting Jenny and Leona by the railing.
For a moment he gasped, trying to catch his breath.
He’d told her to wait. That meant he must have
found something that mitigated the circumstances. She felt the
resolve to kill without mercy begin to ebb away. Her hands loosened
their grip on the shotgun and she let Adam silently relieve her of
it. She turned towards the sweating, gasping old man beside her.
‘Howard, what did you find?’
He opened his left hand. ‘Martha was right.’
She saw a single loop of blonde hair in his fleshy
palm. She reached out and touched it with the tip of her finger.
The right texture. She picked it up and held the lock of hair to
her nose. Her smell.
Hannah.
Unmistakably Hannah.
‘NO! I . . . I did not t-touch her!’ said Latoc.
She turned to him and saw his eyes were wide with fear, the last
vestige of composure torn from his face like a cheap plastic
Halloween mask. ‘Understand . . . God told me I could have
the other one . . . Natasha. But not Hannah! He s-said I could
have—’
‘Oh, fuck off!’ said Leona, lifting a booted foot
off the deck and kicking his groin through the gap between the
railings. Both his feet lost purchase on the narrow lip of metal
and he flapped desperately with his hands to keep hold of the
railing. His unbandaged hand found the vertical stanchion, sliding
down the pitted metal, cheese-grating the skin of his hand on the
way down. The other arm lost its hold completely; the hand swathed
in layers of bandaging gave him little more than a mittened hook to
grasp with. He hung there for a moment, bloodied and scraped,
wrapped tightly around the base of the stanchion, the rusting post
creaking perilously with his weight. He swung, knuckles and sinews
in his hand bulging as he clung on desperately. The bandaged hand
flapped around the pole, trying ineffectually to get a purchase on
it, too.
‘PLEEEAASSE!!’ he screamed, his long Jesus-like
locks flickering and dancing in the updraught.
‘My daughter told you to fuck off,’ hissed Jenny,
delivering a swift kick at his fingers.
Valérie Latoc’s wide-eyed face and his bloody hand
disappeared from sight.