Chapter 69
10 years AC
O2 Arena - ‘Safety Zone 4’, London
She stood up, emerging from between the
rustling rows of leaves twenty yards away from the gate. She called
out almost immediately, not wanting them to spot her and fire
before she had a chance to talk.
‘Hello?’ Her voice carried across the stillness and
she watched the five boys, standing in a circle in murmured
conversation, suddenly spin on their heels. She heard the click and
clatter of their guns, swung off shoulders and pointed in her
direction.
‘Please . . .’ she said quickly, ‘don’t shoot. I
just need to speak with you.’
There were two taller, older boys and three smaller
ones.
Second Generation. That’s what Adam called
the younger ones; boys more recently recruited and trained by the
boys that he, Walfield and the other two had originally trained.
The older two would be in charge. Leona took several slow steps
forward, her hands instinctively raised. She addressed herself to
the taller of them; a straggly-thin black boy wearing a bandanna on
his head.
‘I want to join the girlfriends,’ she said. She
felt a twist of nausea in her gut as she spoke.
Bandanna’s posture subtly shifted, his head tilted
over on one side, his shoulders squared as he puffed himself up.
She recognised the body language; all the boys did it when they
wanted to make a show of bravado in front of their comrades.
‘You wan’ join our girls?’
Leona nodded.
A torch snapped on. Instinctively she covered her
face from the blinding light.
‘Drop your hands, lemmesee yo’ face,’ said the boy
with the bandanna.
She did so and heard from somewhere behind the
glare of the torch one of the younger boys chuckle. ‘Ahh, man,
she’s all beat up.’
‘You ugly,’ said one of the boys. ‘Piss off back
inside.’
The torch wavered off her face for a moment, down
and up. ‘Face ain’t all that, love,’ said Bandanna, ‘but the rest
looks tight. Show us your tits an’ we’ll see.’
‘What?’
‘You heard me. Show me your tits,’ repeated
Bandanna.
The other boys liked that, a ripple of giggles
amongst them. ‘Go on, make her show all the pooty,’ one of the
smaller boys egged him on.
Leona felt nausea inside turn quickly into a barely
suppressed gag response. For a fleeting moment she thought she was
going to chuck up this evening’s gruel right there.
‘I said show us the fucking tits!’ snapped
Bandanna.
She saw Dizz-ee’s snarling face on his; an almost
identical sneer.
Come on. Come on. They’re distracted enough now,
surely?
‘We do like the old tell-ee-show X Fat-ryy
on you, bitch,’ said Bandanna. ‘You give us all an audition,
right? You show the pooty an’ dance for us. An’ I’ll decide.’
A peal of excited laughter spread amongst them. The
torch was off her face again and down on her chest, on her torso.
She could see that Bandanna had slung his rifle on one shoulder.
Although the other four were no longer pointing their guns at her,
they still had them in their hands.
‘Come on! You heard. Take your fuckin’ clothes
off!’
Bandanna took a step forward, one hand already down
and fiddling with his flies. He stopped and turned to the others.
‘Forget the dance. Let’s just do her. Me first, then it’s Biggz’
turn. Then you three can ’ave a go. ‘Kay?’
The other boys nodded. She noted the other older
boy - presumably Biggz - set his gun down on one of three plastic
garden chairs by the gate, getting ready for his turn.
For God’s sake. Come on!
Bandanna turned back to her and closed the distance
between them. ‘S’up? Why ain’t you undressin’, bitch?’
She smiled tightly. ‘I’m a bit . . .’ she nodded at
the others. ‘Not in front of everyone, please? We could go over
th—’
‘You wanna be a girlfriend, then you gonna do it
anywhere we wan’ it. Now show me some titties an’ bush right now or
I’ll have to slap you up.’
Her hand slowly reached down for the hem of a tatty
and faded purple sweatshirt that had been donated to her in the
infirmary.
It was then she heard a scrape of feet on the
ground and a stuttered breath drawn in surprise.
Bandanna flashed the torch over his shoulder back
at the boys, just as Biggz’s long legs began to slowly buckle, his
eyes wide and rolling, his hands scrabbling at something sticking
out of the side of his neck.
‘What the f—?’
Movement. Bandanna swung the beam of his torch to
the left, catching a last-moment blur - Adam Brooks and Bushey both
racing towards him. They careered heavily into Bandanna, knocking
him to the ground and sending the torch spinning into the air. She
heard the three of them struggling and scraping on the floor. The
boy let out a startled high-pitched scream that was quickly muffled
as a hand clamped heavily over his mouth. She could still hear his
gagged voice, screaming, and the oooff of exertion as either
Adam or Bushey punched their knives into him.
She could hear the other three boys, clinking and
rattling in the dark.
Loading their guns?
Someone scooped the torch off the ground and shone
it in their direction.
‘Drop your fucking guns!’ snapped Walfield. The
three younger boys, to Leona’s eye, surely no more than thirteen,
stared at the light, wide-eyed and startled like rabbits caught on
a back road.
Huey, Dewey and Louie, she found herself
thinking.
One of them shook himself out of the momentary
stupor and resumed fumbling a clip out of his pouch, arrogantly
certain by the determined look on his face that he could load,
cock, aim and fire his assault rifle before some stupid old
peasant.
Walfield didn’t bother repeating his warning. The
single shot cracked loudly, filling the torchlit space between them
all with a billowing cloud of blue smoke. The boy slammed back
against the barricade wall, rattling the wire at the top and
loosing sheets of corrugate. He slid to the ground, already
lifeless and bleeding out from what was left of the back of his
head.
The scuffle on the floor with Bandanna was over
now. Adam appeared within the loom of light from the torch, blood
spattered in ribbons across his shirt.
‘You boys drop your guns and webbing and go!’ he
snapped.
Dewey and Louie nodded vigorously, placing their
guns quickly on the ground and sliding effortlessly out of the
loose webbing designed for grown men. They stepped back
uncertainly, their eyes glued to the gun in Walfield’s hands.
‘Now piss off!’
They turned and sprinted off into the dark, down a
walkway between sections of the plantation towards the dome’s main
entrance, their feet slapping noisily in the darkness.
‘We gotta go now, sir!’ said Bushey. ‘They’ll all
be coming this way!’
‘The guns!’ said Leona. ‘And all the
bullets. We need to gather them up.’
Adam nodded, scooping up the discarded orange
jackets and several pouches of army webbing. ‘Pick up everything
they dropped, everything. We can sort through what’s crap
later.’
Harry appeared in the cone of light, carrying an
armful of plastic bottles. ‘You okay?’
She nodded. ‘I’m . . . yeah, I’m okay.’
She bent down to scoop up the weapon that Bandanna
had dropped. She saw the pale glow of his trainers sticking out of
the darkness, and from the dancing light from the torch one of his
hands palm up, fingers looped with chunky gold rings, slowly,
reflexively curling open and closed as if beckoning her over.
She wondered why she felt nothing at all. Not for
him, not for the other boys. She wondered if that made her as sick
and empty inside as them. Impulsively, she stepped forward into the
gloom and swung a leg at where she guessed his head was. She made
contact, dull, cushioned and heavy.
‘You bastard,’ she spat through gritted
teeth.
She swung another kick at him. And another.
You bastards.
She felt the bile in her throat, a stinging acid
burn that threatened to bubble up and leave her retching.
‘Come on, Leona,’ said Harry softly, reaching for
her and pulling her away from the body. ‘He’s dead now.’
‘Right then,’ Adam announced. ‘That’s everything.
We should go.’
As if on cue a floodlight near the main entrance
flickered on and she thought she saw a flurry of movement in the
entrance foyer through the glass wall.
Adam swung the torch on her. She winced at the
bright light.
‘You good to go, Leona?’
‘Yes,’ she nodded, swinging the assault rifle onto
her shoulder. ‘I’m ready.’