Chapter 19
10 years AC
‘LeMan 49/25a’ - ClarenCo Gas Rig Complex,
North Sea
Jenny felt her insides turn instantly to
stone. ‘What’s happened?’
Rebecca’s mouth hung open, panting for a few
seconds, gathering breath to speak, but also the words she should
use. ‘She’s missing, Jenny. She’s missing. She never turned up for
the start of Leona’s class.’
Jenny looked at the watch on her wrist; a clunky
man’s watch with a winder and no need for batteries. It was 10.37
a.m.; classes began at ten.
‘Leona waited a while,’ Rebecca continued, ‘said
Hannah woke up cranky this morning and was moaning about going to
school today.’
Jenny nodded. She most definitely had awoken in a
funny mood. Very quiet and sulky.
‘Where is Leona?’
‘I don’t know. She’s out looking for her. I don’t
know where exactly.’
Missing. The word had a deadlier meaning out here
on the rigs. ‘Get everyone looking,’ she said, getting up and
pushing past Rebecca into the hallway, ‘everyone!’
Outside, on the top deck of the accommodation
platform, she could already see the flitter of anxious movement,
people leaning over rails and scanning the sea below.
Oh, God, no, please . . . not that.
Word was already spreading. She could hear distant
voices calling her granddaughter’s name over and over. Martha,
standing beside her, instinctively followed suit calling out for
her.
Below, spreading out amongst the winding pipes,
scaffolding and a mess of stacked Portakabins on the compression
platform, she could see the children of both Leona’s and Rebecca’s
classes crouching, ducking, calling, stretching, looking into every
awkward recess for their missing classmate.
‘She knows to be sensible,’ whispered Jenny. ‘She
knows not to play near the edges.’
‘Didn’t Lee say she could play on the tomato
deck?’
Jenny turned round to look up at the overhanging
helipad. She could see movement up there. Could hear someone
calling Hannah’s name.
‘Oh, God, Martha,’ she whimpered, ‘what if
she’s—’
Martha put an arm around her. ‘She’ll turn up,
love. She just playin’ silly buggers.’
Jenny heard the bang of a doorway below and then
Walter emerged from the canteen onto the gantry beneath them. He
turned round to look up at her.
‘There you are! Someone said Hannah’s gone
missing!’ he called out.
Jenny nodded, unable to speak for the moment.
‘I saw her earlier,’ he said quickly. ‘Not long
after breakfast.’
‘Where?’
‘I saw her with Latoc.’
Their eyes met and wordlessly exchanged between
them was every conversation ever had over a kitchen table on the
subject of a missing child, taken . . . the type of monsters that
prey on children and the punishment creatures like that
deserved.
She felt her blood flush cold, her scalp prickle at
the thought that she might have stupidly allowed a monster in
amongst them; that Hannah . . . ?
‘No,’ she uttered. Her freshly cut hair suddenly
felt like a badge of betrayal, a dunce-cap of stupidity. If she
believed in such things, why not a punishment from God for allowing
herself a foolish moment of vanity? Whilst she’d been preening,
outside, somewhere, the man whose eye she’d been hoping to catch
had been busy doing God-knows-what with her granddaughter.
‘Where is Latoc?’ she barked.
Walter shook his head. ‘I’ve not seen him
since.’
Then she saw it, half a mile away, the white blob
of a sail. She leaned forward over the rail and looked down at the
davit winches on the neighbouring compression platform. The chains
dangled and clinked idly against the spider deck: one of their two
boats was gone.
Oh, God . . . he’s taken her.
She sheltered her eyes from the glare of sunlight
and the glints on the sea, beautifully blue this morning and
reflecting the azure sky. The boat was turning lazily, only the
mainsail up, no jib. It seemed in no particular hurry to put
distance between itself and the rigs.
A spark of hope ignited inside her. Perhaps Latoc
had taken Hannah for a go on the boat? An innocent, but ill-judged
kindness. That being the case, she decided she’d give him a very
public bollocking for lowering the boat into the water without
getting permission first. It wasn’t there for joyrides.
They watched in silence for a few moments as the
vessel slowly came about, the boom gently swinging across. Jenny
squinted, trying to make sense of the distant flicker of movement
in the cockpit.
‘I think the boat’s comin’ back now,’ said
Martha.
They were waiting down on the spider deck, perhaps
a hundred of them, assembled like a lynch mob, many more lining the
railing above, watching the boat peacefully carve a return passage
across the docile tide, the mast tilted, the mainsail full.
Leona was shaking with rage beside Jenny. Rage, and
anxiety.
‘Come on . . . come on,’ she hissed under her
breath. ‘Hurry the fuck up.’
Jenny rested a hand on her arm. ‘I’ll deal with
him, Leona. I won’t let this happen again.’
Her daughter stared at her silently. Jenny wondered
if some of that anger was directed her way. ‘If he’s touched a hair
on her—’
Jenny squeezed her arm. ‘She’ll be fine,’ she
smiled. ‘I’ll let you deal with Hannah, though.’
The boat’s return was painfully slow. Although
Jenny didn’t say anything, she was nervously wondering if the boat
might suddenly swing about and head away as soon as Latoc spotted
the reception awaiting him. But it didn’t.
As it entered the loom of shadow cast by the rigs,
the mainsail dropped to the foredeck and the yacht slid slowly
forward under its own momentum. William Laithwaite’s narrow frame
stepped up from the cabin and into view. Eyebrows arched in
surprise from behind his glasses as he finally noticed the sea of
faces lining the safety railings.
‘What . . . uh . . . what’s the matter?’ he called
out.
‘Hannah’s gone missing,’ shouted Jenny. ‘Is she
with you?’
William shook his head. ‘No.’
‘Oh, God . . . Mum,’ whispered Leona beside
her.
‘Why’d you take the boat out, Bill?’ asked
Walter.
The boat softly nudged against one of the
support-legs and Kevin emerged from the foredeck hatch, grabbing at
the collapsed mainsail and pulling it down through the hatch to
store it in the fore cabin.
‘I was changing over the sails, thought, uh . . .
thought it would be a good opportunity to give young Kevin some
practice. Also, Mr Latoc fancied a ride with—’
‘He’s on there with you?’
‘Yes! I am here!’ Valérie stood up awkwardly in the
cockpit, leaning around the boom and the fluttering folds of
sail.
‘What the fuck are you doing on there?’ snapped
Walter.
Valérie recoiled guiltily. ‘I am sorry . . . I . .
. thought it would be—’
Jenny waved impatiently for him to stop. ‘Mr Latoc,
you spoke to Hannah last. You were seen—’
‘What has happened to the girl?’
‘She’s gone missing. Hannah’s gone missing,’ she
replied. Next to her, she heard Leona’s breath hitch, followed by a
quiet keening whimper.
‘You were seen talking with her last, Mr
Latoc.’
‘What have you done with her?’ Leona suddenly
screamed. ‘You fucking bastard . . . what’ve you—!’
Martha reached for Leona, and held her tightly as
her cries diminished to a whimpering.
He shook his head. ‘Nothing. I spoke with her after
breakfast, yes.’
‘We can’t find her anywhere,’ said Jenny,
struggling to keep her own voice even. ‘She knows to be careful
near the edges. There’s no sign of her on any of the—’
‘Did you try your generator room?’
Jenny looked around to her left and right. Heads
were shaking. She certainly had not thought to look down
there.
‘The generator room,’ continued Valérie, ‘your
children showed me this the other day. They are very proud of it.’
He shrugged. ‘That is all I can suggest.’
‘She knows not to play down there on her own,’
Walter said defensively. ‘None of the little ones are allowed in
there without me or Jenny with them.’
Leona shot an accusing glance at Walter then Jenny
before hurriedly turning and pushing her way through the gathered
crowd and up the steps. Jenny followed in her wake, wondering what
accusation was wrapped up in that look.
You should have had Walter put a lock on that
room, Mum.
‘Stay back!’ said Walter to the others outside the
generator room. ‘Hannah!’ Walter called as he pushed the door wider
and stepped in. His voice bounced back at him off the hard metal
walls. The room’s pitch-black darkness was pierced by the fading
beam from his hand-trigger flashlight. He pumped the trigger
several times, setting the dynamo whirring, the beam brightening
once more.
Behind him footsteps echoed noisily along the
passageway outside and up the stairs at the end; a procession of
the concerned.
Walter turned round and raised a hand. ‘Stop! I
don’t want everyone stomping around in here,’ he said. ‘There’re
cables, pipes, and all sorts. Not to mention a couple of gas tanks
full of highly flammable methane!’
Jenny and the rest of the search party halted in
the doorway.
Walter panned his torch around again. ‘Hannah!
Hannah, love . . . are you hiding in here?’
It was completely silent.
‘I really don’t think she’s here,’ he said. ‘I’ll
just take a quick look in the fermenting room. You lot stay there,
please.’
He stepped across to the doorway leading to the
next room. Jenny could hear Leona’s trembling breath. Knowing what
she was thinking; they were wasting precious time down here, she
could be anywhere on the rigs, perhaps having tripped over the lip
of a bulkhead, or fallen off the edge of a Portakabin and broken a
bone on the deck below. A myriad of unforgiving hard and rusty
metal edges for a child to come to grief on.
Jenny didn’t want to even consider the most
horrifying possibility; that she’d simply slipped over the side,
despite the many railings and catch-nets and grids they’d built
over the years for the benefit of the young ones; there were still
gaps to be found.
Slipped over the side and gone for ever.
Jenny shuddered and could only hope her daughter was not
entertaining the same possibility just yet.
Walter emerged from the fermenting room; a quick
shake of his jowly face told Jenny there was no sign of her. Then
he stopped in his tracks. He aimed the torch beam at the
generator.
Jenny took an involuntary step forward into the
room and out of the passageway. ‘What? Walter?’
He looked up at her, his face frozen.
‘Walter?’
‘Not another bloody step!’ he hissed.
Behind her Jenny heard Leona cry. ‘What is it?! Is
she there? Hannah!’
Jenny ignored him and pushed forward through the
doorway and into the generator room.
‘No!!’ Walter barked. ‘Out!! Everyone stay the fuck
out!!’
‘Walter, is she there?’
‘Get out!! Get out!!’ he bellowed, stepping
cautiously towards the doorway, plugged with Jenny’s form, Leona
trying to push her way in behind, the others craning their necks in
the passageway.
‘The feed pipe’s been detached! It’s on the
floor!!’ He reached Jenny and pushed her roughly back. ‘Out,
everyone out! No one goes in. I need to ventilate the room right
now. There’s gas everywhere!’
‘But is she there?’ asked Jenny.
He looked at her quickly and nodded.
Oh, God.
Leona spotted the subtle gesture, intended only for
Jenny. She suddenly screamed and pushed her mother out of the way
to get through the narrow door and into the room.
‘NO!’ Walter grabbed her arm and wrestled her back
out through the door into the passage. ‘Somebody help me!’
Several pairs of hands restrained her as she
struggled and screamed and kicked. ‘No!! Let me SEE HER!!’
‘Everyone get out! GET OUT!’ yelled Walter. ‘A
spark could set the lot off!’ He flapped his hands furiously at
them, ushering them back down the passage. He expected Jenny to
fall in beside him and assist in urging them towards the stairs at
the end. Instead she slipped past him, wrenched the flashlight out
of his hand and stepped into the room.
‘Jenny! NO!’ he barked. ‘Get out!!’
She swung the light towards the generator and
immediately spotted one of Hannah’s bare feet protruding from
behind the metal casing; a single sandal on the floor a few inches
away.
Instinct overcame her and she rushed forward into
the darkness to retrieve her granddaughter, not for one moment
considering the risk of a spark of static, or the potential sudden
disaster of anything metal hitting or scraping anything else metal;
nor for one moment considering the foolishness of pumping the
trigger on her wind-up torch to see her way inside as the bulb
finally began to fade.
A tiny glimmer from the hand-held dynamo; a glow of
light from the bulb, just enough for her to see the glassy-eyed
face of her granddaughter lying amidst the cables and pipes of the
generator. And just enough time for Jenny to scream as she scooped
up Hannah’s lifeless body, once more triggering the dynamo in her
torch to look into the pale face for any possible sign of
life.
Then things flashed white. That’s all she
remembered.