CHAPTER FOUR
 
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“Thank God.” Sam almost started crying again as her hand brushed against the flowers.
They were still there, and there was no way in hell she was going to deliver the basket to the Choes. Not now, maybe not ever. They could find someone else to do the flowers for Sin Moon’s wedding, someone who didn’t have ties to malevolent entities that enjoyed killing people.
A connection.
A shiver swept across her skin that had nothing to do with the cool night breeze. She couldn’t deny that the presence she’d sensed just before she’d entered the ruins and in the apartment with her clients was eerily familiar.
She knew that wicked energy, and would have recognized it the second she entered Mrs. Choe’s body if she hadn’t been so sickened by the blood and violence. She’d bet one of her other senses it was one, or more, of the invisible demons her parents had summoned when she was six years old. The smell, the … feel was too similar to be ignored. Invisible demons couldn’t hold a bat, but they’d been in that room. After what she’d just experienced, there was no doubt about it.
Her dreams had grown progressively violent in recent months, but no dream could compare to the vision she’d just had. She’d never experienced anything like that, never felt the evil that had taken her sight so close. Not since that night in the barn, when it had been her body the demons invaded.
Sam shuddered, suddenly wishing for the symbolic black shadow fingers of her dreams. No matter how evil the energy seething from those fingers, it was much easier to watch a shadow pass over someone’s face than to see their life bludgeoned away with such merciless efficiency.
“Sam, let me call you a car. At the very least. You shouldn’t be—”
“I’m fine. Really, I am.” She had to pull it together. There would be time to figure out what to make of her vision once she made sure the Choes were safe and put some distance between her and Jace.
Taking a deep breath, Sam chucked the flowers into the Dumpster. “Choe,” she said loudly, signaling her earbud to dial the number.
“I don’t think you should—”
“Just a second,” Sam said, holding up a hand. She could feel Jace’s irritation at being ignored, but couldn’t worry about that right now. She had to talk to Mrs. Choe. Now. Ten minutes ago, if possible.
The phone rang, two, three times, while Sam’s heart did its best to crawl up her throat. She couldn’t be too late. The flowers were still here. Chang-su and Ellen had to be alive.
Finally, Mrs. Choe answered on the fifth ring. “Hello? Sam? Where are you? We were getting worried.”
“Oh, my God. Me too. Very worried.” Sam laughed, a slightly hysterical sound that ended in another sob. “I’m so glad you’re there. Listen, I’m not going to be able to make it tonight.”
“But we were counting on you,” Mrs. Choe said, her disapproving-mama voice making Sam nostalgic for the mother she’d never had. Well, the mother she’d had but couldn’t really remember. Probably for the best. Who wanted to remember a parent who was willing to sacrifice her children to demons? “I already made tea, and Sin Moon is going to stop by after she gets off work to see what you’ve done. She’s very excited.”
“I’m so sorry, but I really can’t make it.” Sam nibbled at her lip, wondering how to warn Mrs. Choe without sounding like a complete nutcase. “Something came up, something serious.”
“Are you all right? Do you need one of the boys to come over?” Mrs. Choe had three sons, none of them much taller than Sam, but all as tough as any Southie kid.
They were good boys, however, and hated men like Jace. They loathed the mercenaries who roamed the ruins even more than the demons they hunted. After all, demons were animals that killed because they were hungry, not for pleasure. Demons didn’t bully Southie residents for graft or have ties to various mobs either. Nope, the Choe boys wouldn’t be pleased to see her with a bounty hunter, despite the fact that Jace and Stephen had been friends for as long as Sam could remember.
Call her crazy, but she really wasn’t in the mood for any more “big brothering” tonight. Besides, she hadn’t seen the Choe boys in her vision. If they stayed at home, the murder might be even less likely to come to pass.
“No, keep the boys at home. In fact, I think it would be best if all of you stayed at home. Don’t answer the door and don’t invite anyone in who you don’t know.”
The animalistic demons that infested the Village didn’t need an invitation to enter a home, but other demons did. Information on aura demons was scarce—but the more “out-there” experts in demon studies believed there were bodiless demons in existence. These demons were invisible to the human eye and needed an invitation to come inside a home—or a body.
In that case, the Choes would be safer if they remained safely behind closed doors.
“And why is this?” Mrs. Choe asked, her voice a little colder, more distant. Another person might not have noticed, but Samantha had become attuned to the slightest variation in tone and pitch. It was one of the ways she made up for not being able to see people’s facial expressions. She was going to have to come up with a real reason for Mrs. Choe to stay in tonight, something that would satisfy the shrewd woman.
“I know this is a little strange, but … I’ve heard from a reliable source that one of the gangs plans to rob the pharmacy on the first floor of your building tonight.” She winced slightly, wondering if Mrs. Choe could hear the lie in her voice, the way Sam had heard suspicion in hers. “I have no idea if they plan to hit the private residences, but I’m hesitant to come over alone, and I really wouldn’t want you or your family to get hurt, so—”
“Of course. No, please. Don’t say another word. You can’t be too careful.” The other woman’s tone warmed again, even as a new note of tension entered her voice. “We’ll go to my sister’s in Midtown. We still have time to make it through the barricade before curfew. You go home and lock your doors. We’ll reschedule for early next week.”
It wasn’t staying in, but surely they’d be safe if they went straight to her sister’s. Besides, Sam couldn’t think of another lie that would encourage them to stay put. This was why she usually told the truth.
“Great. Thanks so much,” Sam said, deciding to hold off on backing out of the wedding.
No need to complicate things tonight, and who knew? Maybe the link to the aura demons would fade. She’d gone nearly twenty years without feeling this connected to the creatures. Surely life would return to normal in a few weeks. Maybe it was just the identity of the demons’ intended victims that had caused her to have such a violent response, the fact that it was someone she knew that had given her the ability to psychically see the murder in time to put a stop to it.
The thought made her feel calmer, and her hands had stopped shaking completely by the time she said her good-byes and ended the call.
“Gangs targeting the Choes’ building. Where did you get this information?”
“I have my sources,” Sam said, turning back to Jace with what she hoped was a blank look. There was no way she could try to explain what had really happened. Anything she said would only make things worse. Jace was just like her brother: the kind of man who was never going to believe in a sixth sense or invisible demons, and would think a woman who said she had visions of the future was a freak.
“You’re full of shit is what you are.”
“What?” The words hurt. She knew Jace had as filthy a mouth as any of the guys who hung out at the bar, but having him curse at her felt personal tonight.
Hmmm, wonder why?
“You were lying. You look to the left when you lie.”
“I do not.” Shit. She’d just looked to the left again. Sometimes she wished the world were a complete blank. Sometimes it seemed it would be easier to see nothing at all instead of the vague shadows her straining eyes could never make sense of. “Listen, I know this might seem strange, but I promise—”
“You don’t have to tell me what’s going on.”
“I don’t?” Well, that was a shocker. She was accustomed to everyone being in her business. It was part and parcel of being “impaired.” Everyone and their uncle felt it was their duty to tell her what to do. Knowing Jace wasn’t going to push her was … nice.
“Nope. I don’t care.”
“Oh.” That … wasn’t so nice.
“You can lie to your clients and throw away your own flowers all night, but you’re not going to do it here.”
So they were back to the alpha-male-without-a-cause bit. Her sassy seduction hadn’t accomplished a goddamned thing; Jace was too set in his ways. Either that, or she’d ruined the take-a-strong-woman-to-your-bed bit by going psycho on him ten minutes into their encounter. Guess she’d never know which was to blame. Or if there could have been anything between them besides some groping in a darkened alley.
She sighed, suddenly exhausted. And sad. “I didn’t plan on staying here. I’m going to—”
“You’re going to your brother’s bar,” he said, taking her by the elbow, his fingers wrapping all the way around the bone in a way that made her feel small, almost childlike. But not childlike enough to put up with his bustling her off to wherever he saw fit. Jace really needed to learn that jerking women around wasn’t okay, not even when the woman gave you permission, which she certainly had not.
Well, not permission to do this, anyway.
“No, I’m not.” She twisted easily from his grasp, using a self-defense move she’d learned in her classes down at the Y. “I’m not going to the bar tonight. I’m going to go home.”
“No, you’re not. You’re going to the bar.”
“No. I’m not.” Sam sensed him reaching for her and jumped back, nearly tripping before she righted herself. Great. Way to show Jace she was fine on her own. “I’m tired and I want to go home.”
“I don’t care what you want.”
The sheer balls of the statement made her slow to react, giving Jace time to close the distance between them and grab her by the upper arms. He pulled her close, flattening her breasts against his chest, sending a frisson of awareness through her hardening nipples.
“Well, you’d better learn to care,” she said, anger clear in her voice, though her body seemed to like Jace’s manhandling. But then, her body just liked Jace’s hands on her, no matter what they were doing there. “I’m serious. If you don’t want a lawsuit, then I suggest you—”
“You just spent five minutes mumbling about dead people,” Jace said, his breath warm against her cheek. Sam shivered, and fought the urge to turn her head and find his lips with her mouth. How could she still want to kiss this man? What was wrong with her? “I don’t think you want to get the police involved in this. Now give me your cane. I need to make sure you’re safe.”
“No, I won’t give,” she whispered, not trusting her own voice not to betray her desire.
She’d already made a fool of herself; she wasn’t going to let Jace know how he still affected her, even when they were arguing. Just because he’d gotten that soft note in his voice when he’d talked about making sure she was safe was no reason to back down and follow him meekly down the street. She’d fantasized about his taking control in an erotic situation, yes, but she wanted him to take control because she was a woman he found irresistible, not a crazy person he thought incapable of taking care of herself.
“You’re not going to make this easy, are you?”
“No, I’m not going to—” Her words ended in an outraged squeal as Jace inserted his shoulder in her gut and flipped her into a fireman’s carry. Her cane clattered to the ground as her hands instinctively braced themselves against his back.
And ass. One hand had definitely strayed into ass territory. And what an ass it was. Firm and round and muscled and just … perfect. Exactly the kind of ass she’d have loved to dig her fingernails into while Jace labored above her, fucking her the way she’d dreamed about.
If he weren’t a complete asshole.
But he’d taken this too far. He had no right to pick her up and haul her back to her brother like some kid who’d run away from home. It was ludicrous.
“Put me down,” she insisted, moving the hand full of ass to the small of his back. She did not want to feel Jace up. Or at least, she didn’t want to want to feel Jace up. That was nearly the same thing, wasn’t it?
“Sorry. Can’t do that.” He grunted as he bent down and then stood again, presumably retrieving her cane. “Wouldn’t feel right about it.”
“Put me down, Jace, or I swear to God I’ll—”
“It’s not going to happen. You might as well save your breath,” he said, as he set a brisk pace down the street. “I’m not letting you go home alone, not in your condition.”
Ah. So this was because he thought she was crazy. He couldn’t let her go home. He felt obligated to deliver her into her brother’s keeping, no matter what she had to say about it, because she was a loon.
“And I’m sorry about what happened back there,” he continued, obviously uncomfortable. “I shouldn’t have touched you. It won’t happen again.”
Sam swallowed her response and the lump that rose in her throat. She wouldn’t let her feelings get hurt. She should have known better. This was how her relationships always panned out. No matter how competent she was, there always came a time when she became the helpless blind girl who couldn’t be taken seriously.
After she’d spent two and a half years running a successful business, and lived on her own for nearly six months, Jace still saw her as something less than a sighted person. That was the only reason he thought he could get away with throwing her over his shoulder and toting her down the street. He wouldn’t dare treat anyone else like this, not even the shy, malleable girls he liked to take to his bed.
Like he would know a real partner if she came up and bit him on his undeniably yummy ass. Jace was the quintessential loner, a man who made a living hunting dangerous creatures, did not play well with others, and wasn’t particularly well liked. He wasn’t an easy man to relate to, and most of the neighborhood preferred to leave him alone.
She suddenly understood the sentiment.
“You’re going to be sorry you did this,” she warned, knowing better than to ask Jace to put her down. He’d decided something in that pig head of his and there would be no debate. But there would be payback. Oh, yes, there would be, no doubt about that.
“Guess that’s a risk I’ll have to take,” he said, unconcerned with the threats of a helpless woman like her.
Good. Let him underestimate her. She knew how to turn other people’s lack of expectation into a tool and, occasionally, a weapon. Sooner or later she would make Jace sorry he’d treated her like a child. Sorry he’d taken the hottest sexual experience of her life and ruined it with his apology.
Yeah. If the moment hadn’t already been tainted by psychic visions of murder, you would have really been pissed.
The inner voice. It could always be counted on for a smart-ass remark.
The thought might have made her smile at some other time, but the horror of the vision was too fresh. It just wasn’t funny. It wouldn’t ever be funny, but hopefully she could at least put it behind her. After tonight, her awareness of the aura demons that still roamed the earth, looking for a way to complete the summoning spell her parents had begun, would go back to being the stuff of nightmares.