Missing Images
C-17 TRANSPORT PLANE, ATLANTIC AIR SPACE,
SUNDAY 31 JANUARY, 0630 GMT
Carr took a seat with Kristín and Miller in the C-17’s cramped flight cabin. Kristín did not know what had become of the other men, nor how many other people were on board. No one had been introduced, nobody had a name; she felt she was in a world of nameless shadows.
A cup of coffee was handed to her. She could not remember when she had last eaten – perhaps at Jón’s farm, perhaps not. She had no idea what day it was, what week or month, nor how long she had been awake. All she knew was that she was on a plane somewhere over the Atlantic. And Steve was dead.
‘Colonel Miller’s trying to convince me that you know nothing about the sensitive contents of this German plane which we have gone to great lengths to retrieve,’ Carr said. ‘He says there aren’t enough Icelanders in the world.’
‘Who are you?’ Kristín asked. She was too shattered and depressed to take in much about this man. He was just another in the string of shadowy figures she had encountered over the last forty-eight hours.
‘That’s of no importance.’
Never cross Carr, Kristín thought. Behind her eyelids burned the image of Ratoff lashed to the pallet.
‘Are you Carr?’ she asked.
‘As far as we’re concerned, the mission’s over. We just need to tie up a few loose ends and . . .’
A man appeared at the door, entered the cabin and bent to whisper a few words in Carr’s ear. Carr nodded and the man went out again.
‘You shit,’ Kristín muttered in a low voice.
‘Excuse me?’ Carr said.
‘You fucking American shit.’
His grey eyes appraised her coolly from behind his glasses. She read nothing in his gaze – neither amusement nor offence. ‘I can understand how you feel,’ he said.
‘Understand?’ she laughed. ‘How could you understand anything?’ As Kristín’s indignation rose, she caught the look of alarm on Miller’s face. He tried to caution her but Carr silenced him.
‘You are murderers. You have violated every law and standard of decency. You disgust me – so don’t claim to understand how I feel,’ Kristín went on.
Carr waited patiently until she was finished. ‘For what it is worth, I regret what was done to your brother and his friend,’ Carr said. ‘It should never have happened.’
Kristín moved faster than Carr had expected but it was all over in seconds: she sprang out of her chair and struck him in the face so hard that his head rocked back. Miller shouted at her – she had no idea what – and two men materialised behind her and forced her down into her seat. Carr rubbed his cheek, which was already turning a mottled red.
‘You saw what became of Ratoff, I assume,’ he said calmly.
‘Is that supposed to appease me? Seeing that sadist wheeled out of the plane?’
‘He overestimated his usefulness and was punished. I didn’t see you trying to help him.’
‘You shit!’
‘Don’t, Kristín,’ Miller warned. ‘That’s enough.’
‘We’ll see you get back,’ Carr said. ‘We’ll send you home to Iceland. Of course, we’ll have to wait until all our personnel have left with their equipment but after that you’ll be free of us and we’ll be free of you. You can say what you like: you can talk to the authorities and the press, to your family and friends, but I doubt anyone will believe you. We’ve already begun disseminating misinformation about the purpose of the mission. At the end of the day no one knows anything and that’s for the best. Incidentally, there’s a man on his way to Keflavík with the troops. His name’s Júlíus. A friend of yours, I believe. Leader of the rescue team on the glacier. He’s perfectly safe and will be set down outside the gates of the base. He’ll be able to back up your story. And so will your brother – Elías, isn’t it? I gather he’s safe, by the way, and has been admitted to a Reykjavík hospital.’
‘You mean he’s . . . alive?’ Krístín gasped.
‘Yes,’ Carr replied, ‘to the best of my knowledge.’
‘You’re not just playing with me?’
‘Certainly not.’
The relief was overwhelming. It did not matter that the news had been delivered by a stranger, a man who, from what she could tell, bore the chief responsibility for what had happened to her. She had been unable to face up to the possibility that, despite all her efforts, Elías might die. Now, however, here was the confirmation that she had managed to save his life and suddenly all she could think of was that it was Steve who had paid the ultimate price. She ground her teeth in frustration.
‘We can always send people after the three of you. It’s up to you to make that clear to the others. And I do urge you to take me seriously, Kristín. Go ahead and tell who you like, but if Júlíus were to go missing one day, you’ll know why.’
‘All because of . . .’ Kristín began.
‘An old plane,’ Miller interrupted. ‘All because of an old plane.’
‘All I want to know is what’s happening. What’s going on? What’s the truth?’
‘Kristín, Kristín, you ask too much,’ Carr said. ‘Truth and lies are nothing but a means to an end. I make no distinction between them. You could say we are historians, trying to correct some of the mistakes made during a century that is now coming to its close. This has nothing to do with any truth, and anyway what’s in the past is irrelevant now. We reinvent history for our own purposes. The astronaut Neil Armstrong once visited Iceland – we know that. But who can say for sure whether he ever landed on the moon? Who knows? We saw the pictures but what proof do we have that they weren’t staged in a US air force hangar? Is that the truth? Who shot Kennedy? Why did we fight the Vietnam War? Did Stalin really kill forty million? Who knows the truth?’
Carr stopped.
‘There’s no such thing as truth, Kristín, if ever there was,’ he continued. ‘No one knows the answers any more and few even care enough to ask the questions.’
It was the last thing Kristín heard.
She felt a pinch on her neck. She had not noticed anyone behind her and never saw the needle. All of a sudden she went limp, a feeling of utter tranquillity spread through her body and everything turned black.