56
Preparations for Departure
ATHOS LOST NO MORE time in combating this
immutable resolution. He gave all his attention to preparing,
during the two days the Duc had granted to him, the proper
appointments for Raoul. This labour chiefly concerned Grimaud, who
immediately applied himself to it with the goodwill and
intelligence we know he possessed. Athos gave this worthy servant
orders to take the route to Paris when the equipments should be
ready; and, not to expose himself in keeping the Duc waiting, or to
delay Raoul, so that the Duc should perceive his absence, he
himself, the day after the visit of M. de Beaufort, set off for
Paris with his son.
For the poor young man it was an emotion easily to
be understood, thus to return to Paris amongst all the people who
had known and loved him. Every face recalled a suffering to him who
had suffered so much, to him who had loved so much, some
circumstance of his love. Raoul, on approaching Paris, felt as if
he were dying. Once in Paris he really existed no longer. When he
reached Guiche’s residence, he was informed that Guiche was with
Monsieur. Raoul took the road to the Luxembourg, and when arrived,
without suspecting that he was going to the place where La Vallière
had lived, he heard so much music and respired so many perfumes, he
heard so much joyous laughter, and saw so many dancing shadows,
that, if it had not been for a charitable woman, who perceived him
so dejected and pale beneath a doorway, he would have remained
there a few minutes, and then would have gone away, never to
return. But, as we have said, in the first antechambers he had
stopped, solely for the sake of not mixing himself with all those
happy existences which he felt were moving around him in the
adjacent salons. And as one of Monsieur’s servants, recognising
him, had asked him if he wished to see Monsieur or Madame, Raoul
had scarcely answered him, but had sunk down upon a bench near the
velvet doorway, looking at a clock, which had stood for nearly an
hour. The servant has passed on, and another, better acquainted
with him, had come up and interrogated Raoul whether he should
inform M. Guiche of his being there. This name even did not rouse
the recollections of poor Raoul. The persistent servant went on to
relate that Guiche had just invented a new game of lottery, and was
teaching it to the ladies. Raoul, opening his large eyes, like the
absent man in Theophrastus, had made no answer, but his sadness had
increased by two shades. With his head hanging down, his limbs
relaxed, his mouth half open for the escape of his sighs, Raoul
remained, thus forgotten, in the antechamber, when all at once a
lady’s robe passed, rubbing against the doors of a lateral salon
which opened upon the gallery. A lady, young, pretty, and gay,
scolding an officer of the household, entered by that way, and
expressed herself with much vivacity. The officer replied in calm
but firm sentences; it was rather a little love pet than a quarrel
of courtiers, and was terminated by a kiss on the fingers of the
lady. Suddenly, on perceiving Raoul, the lady became silent, and
pushing away the officer: —
“Make your escape, Malicorne,” said she; “I did not
think there was any one here. I shall curse you, if they have
either heard or seen us!”
Malicorne hastened away. The young lady advanced
behind Raoul, and stretching her joyous face over him as he
lay:—
“Monsieur is a gallant man,” said she, “and no
doubt—”
She here interrupted herself by uttering a cry:
“Raoul!” said she, blushing.
“Mademoiselle de Montalais!” said Raoul, more pale
than death.
He rose unsteadily, and tried to make his way
across the slippery mosaic of the floor; but she had comprehended
that savage and cruel grief; she felt that in the flight of Raoul
there was an accusation, or at least a suspicion against herself. A
woman, ever vigilant, she did not think she ought to let the
opportunity slip of making a justification; but Raoul, though
stopped by her in the middle of the gallery, did not seem disposed
to surrender without a combat. He took it up in a tone so cold and
embarrassed that if they had been thus surprised the whole court
would have had no doubt about the proceedings of Mademoiselle de
Montalais.
“Ah! monsieur,” said she, with disdain, “what you
are doing is very unworthy of a gentleman. My heart inclines me to
speak to you; you compromise me by a reception almost uncivil. You
are wrong, monsieur; and you confound your friends with your
enemies. Farewell!”
Raoul had sworn never to speak of Louise, never
even to look at those who might have seen Louise; he was going into
another world, that he might never meet with anything Louise had
seen, or anything she had touched. But after the first shock of his
pride, after having had a glimpse of Montalais, the companion of
Louise—Montalais, who reminded him of the turret of Blois and the
joys of youth—all his reason faded away.
“Pardon me, mademoiselle; it enters not, it cannot
enter into my thoughts to be uncivil.”
“Do you wish to speak to me?” said she, with the
smile of former days. “Well! come somewhere else; for here we may
be surprised.”
“Oh!” said he.
She looked at the clock doubting, then, having
reflected:—
“In my apartment,” said she, “we shall have an hour
to ourselves.” And, taking her course, lighter than a fairy, she
ran up to her chamber, followed by Raoul. Shutting the door, and
placing in the hands of her camériste the mantle she had
held upon her arm,—“You were seeking M. de Guiche, were you not?”
said she to Raoul.
“Yes, mademoiselle.”
“I will go and ask him to come up here presently,
after I have spoken to you.”
“Do so, mademoiselle.”
“Are you angry with me?”
Raoul looked at her for a moment, then, casting
down his eyes, “Yes,” said he.
“You think I was concerned in the plot which
brought about your rupture, do you not?”
“Rupture!” said he, with bitterness. “Oh!
mademoiselle, there can be no rupture where there has been no
love.”
“An error,” replied Montalais; “Louise did love
you.”
Raoul started.
“Not with love, I know; but she liked you, and you
ought to have married her before you set out for London.”
Raoul broke into a sinister laugh, which made
Montalais shudder.
“You tell me that very much at your ease,
mademoiselle. Do people marry whom they like? You forget that the
King then kept for himself as his mistress her of whom we are
speaking.”
“Listen,” said the young woman, pressing the cold
hands of Raoul in her own, “you were wrong in every way; a man of
your age ought never to leave a woman of hers alone.”
“There is no longer any faith in the world, then?”
said Raoul.
“No, Vicomte,” said Montalais quietly.
“Nevertheless, let me tell you, that if instead of loving Louise
coldly and philosophically, you had endeavoured to awaken her to
love—”
“Enough, I pray you, mademoiselle,” said Raoul. “I
feel that you are all, of both sexes, of a different age from me.
You can laugh and you can banter agreeably. I, mademoiselle, I
loved Mademoiselle de—” Raoul could not pronounce her name,—“I
loved her well; I put faith in her; now I am quits by loving her no
longer.”
“Oh, Vicomte!” said Montalais, pointing to his
reflection in a mirror.
“I know what you mean, mademoiselle; I am much
altered, am I not? Well! do you know why? Because my face is the
mirror of my heart, the inside has changed, as the outside
has.”
“You are consoled, then?” said Montalais
sharply.
“No, I shall never be consoled.”
“I don’t understand you, Monsieur de
Bragelonne.”
“I care but little for that. I do not too well
understand myself.”
“You have not even tried to speak to Louise?”
“Who! I?” exclaimed the young man, with eyes
flashing fire; “I!—why do you not advise me to marry her? Perhaps
the King would consent now.” And he rose from his chair full of
anger.
“I see,” said Montalais, “that you are not cured,
and that Louise has one enemy the more.”
“One enemy the more?”
“Yes; favourites are but little beloved at the
court of France.”
“Oh! whilst she has her lover to protect her, is
not that enough? She has chosen him of such a quality that her
enemies cannot prevail against her.” But, stopping all at once—“And
then she has you for her friend, mademoiselle,” added he, with a
shade of irony, which did not glide off the cuirass.
“Who! I?—Oh, no! I am no longer one of those whom
Mademoiselle de la Vallière deigns to look upon; but—”
This but, so big with menaces and storms;
this but, which made the heart of Raoul beat, such griefs
did it presage for her whom lately he loved so dearly; this
terrible but, so significant in a woman like Montalais, was
interrupted by a moderately loud noise heard by the speakers,
proceeding from the alcove behind the wainscoting. Montalais turned
to listen, and Raoul was already rising, when a lady entered the
room quietly by the secret door, which she closed after her.
“Madame!” exclaimed Raoul, on recognising the
sister-in-law of the King.
“Stupid wretch!” murmured Montalais, throwing
herself, but too late, before the Princess; “I have been mistaken
in an hour!” She had, however, time to warn the Princess, who was
walking towards Raoul.
“M. de Bragelonne, madame.” And at these words, the
Princess drew back, uttering a cry in her turn.
“Your Royal Highness,” said Montalais, with
volubility, “is kind enough to think of this lottery, and—”
The Princess began to lose countenance. Raoul
hastened his departure, without yet divining all; but he felt that
he was in the way. Madame was preparing a word of transition to
recover herself, when a closet opened in front of the alcove, and
M. de Guiche issued, all radiant, also from that closet. The most
pale of the four, we must admit, was still Raoul. The Princess,
however, was near fainting, and was obliged to lean upon the foot
of the bed for support. No one ventured to support her. This scene
occupied several minutes of terrible silence. But Raoul broke it.
He went up to the Comte, whose inexpressible emotion made his knees
tremble, and taking his hand, “Dear Comte,” said he, “tell Madame I
am too unhappy not to merit my pardon; tell her also that I have
loved in the course of my life, and that the horror of the
treachery that has been practised on me renders me inexorable for
all other treachery that may be committed around me. This is why,
mademoiselle,” said he, smiling, to Montalais, “I never would
divulge the secret of the visits of my friend to your apartment.
Obtain from Madame—from Madame who is so clement and so
generous—obtain her pardon for you whom she has just surprised
also. You are both free, love each other, be happy!”
The Princess felt for a moment the despair which
cannot be described; it was repugnant to her, notwithstanding the
exquisite delicacy which Raoul had exhibited, to feel herself at
the mercy of an indiscretion. It was equally repugnant to her to
accept the evasion offered by this delicate deception. Agitated,
nervous, she struggled against the double stings of the two
troubles. Raoul comprehended her position, and came once more to
her aid. Bending his knee before her: “Madame,” said he in a low
voice, “in two days I shall be far from Paris; in a fortnight I
shall be far from France, where I shall never be seen again.”
“Are you going away, then?” said she, with great
delight.
“With M. de Beaufort.”
“Into Africa!” cried Guiche, in his turn. “You,
Raoul—oh! my friend—into Africa, where everybody dies!” And
forgetting everything, forgetting that that forgetfulness itself
compromised the Princess more eloquently than his presence,
“In-grate! said he, ”and you have not even consulted me!” And he
embraced him; during which time Montalais had led away Madame, and
disappeared herself.
Raoul passed his hand over his brow, and said with
a smile, “I have been dreaming!” Then warmly to Guiche, who, by
degrees, absorbed him: “My friend,” said he, “I conceal nothing
from you, who are the elected of my heart. I am going to seek death
in yonder country; your secret will not remain in my breast more
than a year.”
“Oh, Raoul! a man!”
“Do you know what is my thought, Guiche? This is
it: ‘I shall live more, being buried beneath the earth, than I have
lived for this month past. We are Christians, my friend, and if
such suffering were to continue, I would not be answerable for the
safety of my soul.”
Guiche was anxious to raise objections.
“Not one word more on my account,” said Raoul; “but
advice to you, dear friend; what I am going to say to you is of
much greater importance.”
“What is that?”
“Without doubt, you risk much more than I do,
because you love.”
“Oh!”
“It is a joy so sweet to me to be able to speak to
you thus! Well, then, Guiche, beware of Montalais.”
“What! of that kind friend?”
“She was the friend of—her you know of. She ruined
her by pride.”
“You are mistaken.”
“And now, when she has ruined her, she would ravish
from her the only thing that renders that woman excusable in my
eyes”.
“What is that?”
“Her love.”
“What do you mean by that?”
“I mean that there is a plot formed against her who
is the mistress of the King—a plot formed in the very house of
Madame.”
“Can you think so?”
“I am certain of it.”
“By Montalais?”
“Take her as the least dangerous of the enemies I
dread for—the other!”
“Explain yourself clearly, my friend; and, if I can
understand you—”
“In two words. Madame has been jealous of the
King.”
“I know she has—”
“Oh! fear nothing; you are beloved, you are
beloved, Guiche; do you feel the value of these three words? They
signify that you can raise your head, that you can sleep
tranquilly, that you can thank God every minute of your life. You
are beloved; that signifies that you may hear everything, even the
counsel of a friend who wishes to preserve your happiness. You are
beloved, Guiche, you are beloved! You do not endure those atrocious
nights, those nights without end, which, with the arid eye and
devoured heart, others pass through who are destined to die. You
will live long, if you act like the miser who, bit by bit, crumb by
crumb, collects and heaps up diamonds and gold. You are beloved;
allow me to tell you what you must do that you may be beloved for
ever.”
Guiche contemplated for some time this unfortunate
young man half mad with despair, till there passed through his
heart something like remorse at his own happiness. Raoul suppressed
his feverish excitement to assume the voice and countenance of an
impassible man. “They will make her, whose name I should wish to
still be able to pronounce—they will make her suffer. Swear to me
that you will not second them in anything, but that you will defend
her when possible, as I would have done myself.”
“I swear I will,” replied Guiche.
“And,” continued Raoul, “some day, when you shall
have rendered her a great service, some day when she shall thank
you, promise me to say these words to her: ‘I have done you this
kindness, madame, by the warm desire of M. de Bragelonne, whom you
so deeply injured.’ ”
“I swear I will,” murmured Guiche.
“That is all. Adieu! I set out to-morrow or
the day after, for Toulon. If you have a few hours to spare, give
them to me.”
“All! all!” cried the young man.
“Thank you.”
“And what are you going to do now?”
“I am going to meet M. le Comte at the house of
Planchet, where we hope to find M. d’Artagnan.”
“M. d’Artagnan!”
“Yes, I wish to embrace him before my departure. He
is a brave man, who loves me dearly. Farewell, my friend; you are
expected, no doubt; you will find me, when you wish, at the
lodgings of the Comte. Farewell!”
The two young men embraced. They who might have
seen them both thus, would not have hesitated to say, pointing to
Raoul: “That is the happy man!”