TEN

Aftermath

 
 

I woke up, tried shifting, and almost screamed when the pain in my chest flared again.

”Don’t move, Acatl-tzin.” Teomitl’s face swam into focus, his skin dark brown again, all traces of the goddess purged from him.

I managed to shift my gaze down to see my chest swathed in a mass of bandages. That feeling of emptiness was still there, and I wasn’t sure any more whether it was the hole left by Axayacatl-tzin’s death, or simply a remnant of the magic of Mictlan that had arced through me as I stabbed upwards.

”If I’m still here, I imagine it’s gone?”

Teomitl nodded. “Disappeared the moment it was stabbed. Couldn’t have done it without the Wind of Knives, though.”

The Wind. I could no longer feel Him in my mind. He had vanished at the star-demon’s death.

I lay back, and breathed a sigh of relief.

Teomitl’s face hovered between horror and fascination. “That’s what we have to deal with?”

”A lot more of them, yes,” I said. If only Quenami had seen that, even he would have had to admit that this was a genuine threat.

I pulled myself upwards cautiously. The surroundings were unfamiliar. Frescoes depicted the triumphant march of Huitzilpochtli across the marshes, our enemies trampled underfoot, the sorcerer Copil vanquished and his heart torn out, the founding of Tenochtitlan after two hundred years of wandering and our rise to glory. “Where–?”

”Manatzpa’s rooms,” Teomitl said. “A different part. Now, if you’ll excuse me, I have some ahuizotls to send away.” He frowned. “The other High Priests are at Tizoc-tzin’s banquet. I’ve sent for a priest of Patecatl. He’ll be here any moment.”

Healing spells required a heavy sacrifice to obtain, their cost all but restricted their use to the Imperial Family. “I’m not sure…”

Teomitl’s face was pale, but determined. “You’re High Priest for the Dead in Tenochtitlan, Acatl-tzin. Of course he’ll come.”

Of course. I lay back, feeling infinitely weary. “Thank you. Just go see to those ahuizotls before the screaming starts.”

I watched him leave and reflected that he could have sent the ahuizotls away from the room; this meant he had something else to do, something he didn’t want me to be privy to. I wasn’t sure I wanted to know, in my current state.

A tinkle of bells at the entrance-curtain heralded the entrance of Manatzpa, who was carrying a tray with two bowls of warm chocolate. His own wounds were bandaged, but he walked very carefully, as if the least sudden movement would take him apart.

”I thought you worse off.” I managed to pull myself up into a sitting position, wedged against the wall.

He didn’t smile. “We both have looked better.” He set the tray between us, and sat down facing me. “But, no, it just knocked me out.” His lips curled upwards. “A good thing your student is strong.”

There was an expression in his eyes I couldn’t quite read; as if he had some strong feeling that he was trying to hide from me, either hatred or fear or… “He’s your candidate, isn’t he?”

Manatzpa looked away. “He’s young.” His voice was toneless. “A minor, inexperienced member of the Imperial family, with only one prisoner to his name, and a reputation as an uncontrollable element dabbling in sorcery. And he won’t have a chance to improve it before the coronation war.”

“So you won’t vote?”

”You already know what I think of the other candidates.” Somehow my questioning appeared to have put him off. He pushed a bowl towards me. The bitter smell of cacao, mingled with that of spices and vanilla, wafted up to my nostrils, tantalising.

”And you know…”

He made a quick, stabbing gesture with his hand, and grimaced as he was reminded of his wounds. “I know, Acatl-tzin, I know. But, as I said before, I’d rather have a good leader than the first that came to mind.”

”Even after seeing this?”

For a moment, anger stole across his stately features. “I won’t forget what happened to Echichilli, or leave it unpaid. But I’ll stand by what I believe.”

Perhaps I was deluding myself, then. If even such a measured man as Manatzpa could bring himself to wait, having seen what a star-demon could do, then how would I stand a chance of convincing Quenami or Tizoc-tzin that we had to choose a Revered Speaker now?

Manatzpa drained his bowl in one gulp. He still appeared angry; at my questions, or at Echichilli’s death? “I disturb you. I’ll leave you to your rest. We’ll have visitors soon enough.”

 

Left alone, I drank my own chocolate, enjoying the familiar hint of bitterness taste on my tongue before the chilli overwhelmed it. Manatzpa’s rooms were as devoid of furniture and ornaments as Teomitl. No wonder he liked his nephew enough to support him for the Turquoise-and-Gold Crown.

All the same…

Something felt wrong, and I couldn’t have said what. A premonition, such as the ones the adepts of Quetzalcoatl sometimes received? But I did not worship the Feathered Serpent, or claim any more than a distant allegiance to Him. Perhaps just the wounds and the lightness in my whole body, which would have been enough to make any man feel moody? But, no, it wasn’t that.

My mind could not seem to focus on anything. It drifted, watching the frescoes blur and merge into each other. Huitzilpochtli’s blue-striped face loomed larger and larger, shifting into the grin of a star-demon, and the darkness swarmed over me and swallowed me whole.

 

In my dreams, I stood on one of the hills around Tenochtitlan, garbed as a High Priest in my cloak embroidered with owls and the skull-mask over my face.

By my side stood other High Priests, Quenami in jaguar skins and Acamapichtli with his heron-plumes, and others, lesser ones I could not recognise. Above us were the stars, blinking slowly and coldly; and they were coming down, one by one, trails of light against the dark sky, growing larger and larger, until we could see the eyes in the joints of their elbows and knees, feel the cold of their passage. The sun had faded into darkness, and the earth underneath rumbled, splitting itself apart…

There was a chant, in the background, harsh, sibilant words in a language that I had heard before and couldn’t place. And then, as everything split apart in a shower of sparks, I could finally make it out.

 

“From darkness I call you

For the broken, for the discarded

For the imprisoned, wailing in the world below

The world is desiccated bones, twisted and gaunt faces

It is the time of my mastery

The opening of my reign.”

 

And I knew, too, where I had heard them: they were the words of the invocation Manatzpa had been attempting to make to defend himself against the star-demon – words no one but a devotee of She of the Silver Bells should have been able to use.

 

I woke up with a start, my heart hammering painfully against the confines of my chest. I felt stiff and sore; but when I attempted to move I only felt the dull, distant pain of healed wounds. It looked as if the priest of Patecatl had indeed come, and healed me while I was asleep – leaving me whole but weak and drained of everything. Great.

The dream remained hovering at the edges of my mind. But, like ice brought from the mountains, it thawed, leaving its revelations mercilessly clear.

Manatzpa. No wonder he had been angry when I had questioned him about his allegiances; no wonder he was willing to temporise, if it would buy the return of his goddess – to lie, to smile, to poison Ceyaxochitl to prevent her from prying any further.

Which meant…

I cast a glance at the empty bowl. I wasn’t feeling any worse, but Ceyaxochitl had not felt the symptoms for a few hours after her return. There was no telling–

Enough. If he had poisoned me – and I could not see why he would take such a risk, not when he had defused my suspicions so deftly with the mention of Teomitl – then there was nothing I could do. Yaotl had said there was no antidote.

In the meantime… in the meantime, I lay alone, exhausted and defenceless with a sorcerer, a murderer and a poisoner as my sole company.

The Duality curse me, where were the other High Priests when you needed them?

There was no way in the Fifth World I could get out discreetly. In my current weakened state I wouldn’t stay up long, and Manatzpa would catch up with me fast.

Not to mention the possibility he’d summon a star-demon, of course. But, even keeping to mundane happenings, the odds did not look good.

If the priest of Patecatl had already come, then the only person I was still waiting for was Teomitl – but he still hadn’t come back.

I was going to need all of the gods’ luck if I wanted to survive the night.

I must have slept, sliding in and out of consciousness, waking up with a vague dread before remembering my predicament, muttering confused prayers and letting darkness overtake me again. I dreamt of coldly amused stars watching me, of the gods turning Their faces away from the city, of Tizoc-tzin’s coronation under the Heavens where shone a bright, cold moon that kept growing larger and larger against the thunderous rattle of huge bells…

I woke again, and the sky through the pillars was grey. Huitzilpochtli grinned at me from the frescoes, far away and powerless, resting in the heartland with no care for us. The air was bitterly cold. I shivered, and drew my cloak closer around me.

”I see you’re awake.”

I had half-expected the voice, what I had not expected was that it would come from so close to me. It took all the nerves I possessed not to jerk in surprise. “Manatzpa?”

He was sitting across from my sleeping mat. A bowl of maize porridge lay between us, along with dried algae. His face in the dim light was unreadable. “I brought you breakfast.”

”Someone…” I fought to part my tongue from the palate where it seemed to have become stuck. “Someone has come.”

Manatzpa looked curious. “Yes. The High Priests, the SheSnake and the Master of the House of Darts. They brought a priest of Patecatl with them, but couldn’t wake you up even after the healing. I told them it wasn’t worth disturbing you.”

Quenami, Acamapichtli, the She-Snake and Tizoc-tzin – all the help I could have expected, but he had sent them away. No one would come back before daybreak. “And Teomitl?”

Manatzpa’s eyes narrowed. Did I seem too eager to leave? He could not possibly have guessed that I knew. “I feel like I’m imposing on you,” I said, with what I hoped was my most embarrassed smile.

”Not at all.” His lips curled up, in that peculiar approximation of a smile. “Anything for the High Priest for the Dead. It’s people like you that keep us safe.”

He would know, of course. I lowered my gaze, as if embarrassed. In reality, I was wondering if Teomitl had come or not, if I could expect him.

Not that it mattered. I made as if to rise, but could not find the strength.

”Acatl-tzin.” Manatzpa shook his head. “Surely you can’t think of leaving so soon. Look at yourself.”

”I have duties,” I gasped, falling back on the sleeping mat.

”Your duties can wait.” His eyes were dark, knowing. “Have some maize porridge.”

And some poison? “I don’t feel very hungry,” I started, but when I saw the shadow steal across his face, I knew I’d gone too far. If he hadn’t been suspicious before, he was now. “But I do appreciate all the trouble you’re going through for my sake.” I reached across, took the bowl, and raised it to my lips, hoping that I wasn’t courting my own death.

The porridge was hot and spicy; my lips tingled from the first sip, but surely it was just my imagination? It couldn’t possibly be that fast-acting.

Better not tempt luck, though. I took a few sips, made a face like a sick man who has discovered he can’t stomach food so soon, and carefully laid the bowl down again. “I’d have thought a man of your stature would have slaves,” I said.

Manatzpa shrugged, an expansive gesture that racked his whole frame. “I have several, but they’re often on errands. I’m young enough to take care of myself, Acatl-tzin.”

He sounded uncannily like Teomitl. If circumstances had been different, I might even have liked him. As it was…

Manatzpa was looking at me, his gaze thoughtful, as if trying to work out something. “Is anything wrong?” I asked.

His lips thinned to a pale brown line against the dark skin of his face, as if he were angry, or amused. “Nothing is wrong, Acatltzin. I just have many things to do, as I have no doubt you have.”

I inclined my head, inhaling the sharp, spicy smell of the maize porridge. “I have no doubt the council will be in a panic after what happened last night.”

Manatzpa’s face did not move. “Two deaths in so little time. Yes, that would be cause for concern.” He gestured again towards the bowls. “You’ve barely eaten anything, Acatl-tzin. Please.”

His eyes were too eager, too hungry. That was when I knew for sure that there was something in that porridge, something he wanted me to consume. My lips itched again, as if blood had just returned to numb flesh. Was that what had happened with Ceyaxochitl? “I’ve already told you,” I said, very carefully. “I feel like my stomach has been overturned.” I pointed to the bandages on my chest. “That tends to cut the appetite.” It was hardly a lie. In the past few moments, the feeling of emptiness had seemed to increase a hundredfold – not like the coming of a star-demon, but as if the existing hole in the centre of the Fifth World had spread – had become a maw, sucking me into its depths.

”I see.” Manatzpa’s lips curled up again. He didn’t believe a word of it. “But you need it, believe me.” His voice was flat, his eyes as dull as quarried stone. “If necessary, I’ll force it down your throat.”

My heart missed a beat; I tried to convince myself I’d misheard, but I knew I hadn’t. “Manatzpa.”

He knew. The sensation of emptiness was increasing in my chest. A hollow grew in my stomach, as if dozens of lumps of ice were forming there.

Manatzpa’s face had changed; contempt and hatred filled the emptiness of his eyes, but he had it under control again in a heartbeat, becoming once again the harmless, round-faced man I’d first met. That was more frightening than anything I’d seen that night. “Let’s not dance around each other like warriors at the gladiatorial sacrifice, Acatl-tzin. You know I can’t possibly let you walk out of this room alive.”

There was nothing here I could use; my weapons had been stripped from me, and none were in evidence. He had me backed against a wall, sitting between me and the only exit. Even if I hadn’t been wounded…

The sensation of emptiness was becoming as crippling as the wounds. If I didn’t act now, I never would.

I reached out in a heartbeat, the side of my hand catching the bowls of warm porridge and sending them flying into his face. Then I was up, ignoring the weakness that knifed through me, and running towards the exit with agility I hadn’t known I possessed.

From behind me came curses, and the tread of heavier feet. He was wounded too, but I was drained. He would catch me…

I ran, pain beating like sacrificial drums in my chest. I swung the entrance-curtain out of the way in a jangle of bells, plunged into the courtyard and towards what I hoped was the exit.

I didn’t look back, but I knew he was getting closer.

Another room; another set of entrance-curtains; another courtyard. I wasn’t going the right way.

”Acatl-tzin. This is pointless,” Manatzpa said behind me. His voice quivered, on the edge of breathlessness. “You cannot hope to get out.”

I didn’t bother to answer, just tried to run faster. But he caught the hem of my cloak, sending me sprawling to the ground. “You fool.”

He stood over me in the courtyard under the red, swollen gaze of the Fifth Sun. Obsidian glinted in his hand; a knife. “This is going to be much harder to explain…”

The emptiness in my chest flared to life, a huge fist punching through the confines of the Fifth World. The air around us rippled, the sunlight dimmed, and a cold wind blew through the courtyard, prickling our skins like shards of obsidian.

”What?” Manatzpa asked, the knife pausing in its descent.

I didn’t spare time to think. I pulled myself upwards again, and half-crawled, half-ran towards the entrance-curtain. There were voices, close by, indistinct murmurs that sounded like a lament for the dead.

I burst out of Manatzpa’s rooms into the courtyard, and all but crashed into Teomitl.

”Acatl-tzin?”

He wasn’t alone. A group of guards accompanied him and, just next to him, were a priest of Patecatl, and my sister Mihmatini, pale and wan and looking as though she wanted to tear me to shreds for deliberately splitting my wounds open again. “Acatl!”

I struggled to speak, the air in my lungs like searing fire.

The entrance-curtain tinkled again and Manatzpa staggered out, still holding the knife. It took him a moment to understand what he was looking at; but then his lips curled into a bitter smile, and he threw the knife away. “I see,” he said. “It was good game. A pity I lost.”

Teomitl looked from me to Manatzpa, but he had never been a man to hesitate for long. “Arrest him.” He half-turned towards me. “And there had better be some explanations.”

Explanations. Yes. I looked up, at Tonatiuh the Fifth Sun, Whose light was once more bright and welcoming. But I was not fooled. The hole in the Fifth World had widened again; and it could only mean one thing.

The Guardian of the Sacred Precinct – Ceyaxochitl, agent of the Duality in the Fifth World, my friend and mentor – was dead.

 

There were explanations; or, at any rate, all those I could offer Teomitl, given my current knowledge. He all but carried me to his room, where he insisted I lie down.

”You need rest,” Teomitl said, fiercely. “You shouldn’t overexert yourself.”

”As if he’d do it,” Mihmatini said, from where she was sitting, in the furthest corner of Teomitl’s room. “My brother is one of those men who can kill themselves quite effectively by sheer exertion.”

Teomitl raised a hand. “Not now.” He turned back to me, his face hardened into stone. “I want to know what happened.”

He listened to my increasingly confused explanations, his face growing darker as I spoke. “The Guardian is dead?”

”I’m not sure. You could send to the Duality House.” But I was sure, and the emptiness in my chest, the tightness in my eyes, weren’t only because of the hole in the Fifth World. Ceyaxochitl had loomed large over my life, and, much as I wanted not to believe that she had gone, I had seen enough people deny Lord Death’s grip on their lives, and pay the price for their blindness. Death should be accepted, and the living should move on.

I knew this. But still, I couldn’t keep my voice from shaking, couldn’t stop the prickling in my eyes.

”And Manatzpa is the summoner?”

”Yes,” I said. “And the man who killed Ceyaxochitl.” But it made no sense. Manatzpa’s life had been as much in danger as ours and he had seemed genuinely angry at Echichilli’s death. And, to cap it all, he had not been able to cast out the star-demon. “I’m not sure, actually. Some things just don’t fit.”

”I see.” Teomitl’s gaze was dark and thoughtful. “I’ll ask Tizoc if I can interrogate him, then.”

”He’s in Tizoc-tzin’s hands?” I asked. If he’d been in any hands but Teomitl’s, I’d have expected the She-Snake’s.

”Those were his guards.” Teomitl sounded genuinely surprised. “Do you think I have my own?”

”You’re Master of the House of Darts.”

”Not yet.” His voice was low and fierce. “I have to be worthy of it first.”

”I should think you’ve proved yourself amply.”

 He sighed. “You’re not the one who makes the decisions, Acatl-tzin.”

A fact I knew all too well. “Still…”

”Still, I’m a troublemaker.” His lips twisted into a smile. “Not ready for politics. But with Tizoc’s help, this should sort itself out.”

”You went to see him yesterday,” I said. “When you said you were going to dismiss the ahuizotls.”

”What of it?”

”Nothing,” I said. “Except that you could have told me the truth.”

”I know how you feel about my brother.” Teomitl’s face had grown cold again.

Silence stretched, tense and uncomfortable. It was Mihmatini who broke it. “Teomitl,” my sister said. “He needs rest. Honestly.”

Teomitl looked me up and down. His gaze darkened, as if he didn’t like what he saw. “Yes, you’re right.” He rose, stopped by her side to run a hand on her cheek. “Take care of him.”

She smiled. “Of course.”

A tinkle of bells, and then he was gone, leaving me alone with my sister. Somehow, I wasn’t sure this was an improvement. “Acatl–”

I raised a shaking hand. “I know what you’re going to say. I need sleep, I need my wounds to close; and I need to stop traipsing around the palace on too little food.”

”See? I don’t even need to say it.” Her face went grave again. “Seriously, Acatl.”

”Seriously,” I said, pulling myself up against the wall. “You shouldn’t be here.”

She puffed her cheeks, thoughtfully. “Why?”

I wasn’t deceived. I might not have been a big part of her childhood, since more than ten years separated us, but I knew all her ways of deflecting my attention. “You must know that you’re not welcome here.” That you weaken Teomitl’s position – that you open him wide to Tizoc-tzin’s accusations, however unfounded they might be…

But I couldn’t tell her that. I couldn’t repeat the horrors Tizoc-tzin had said about her.

”Acatl.” Her gaze narrowed. “My brother is gravely wounded. I don’t care what it looks like. Knowing you,” she said, darkly, “you might have killed yourself before I got there.”

Manatzpa had almost taken care of that. “Look–”

”No, you look. I’m not a fool. I know who doesn’t want me here; and I know that he’s not Revered Speaker yet.”

”He’s still powerful enough to cause you a lot of trouble.”

”What’s he going to do?” Her gaze was bright and terrible, and for the first time she looked more like a warrior-priestess than my smiling, harmless sister. “I don’t have a position at Court, or anything he can touch. He can order me not to see Teomitl again–” she stopped, her eyes focusing on me. “Oh.”

I shook my head. “No. He wouldn’t dare displace me. Not now.” I wasn’t so sure, but it was reassuring that more than a day had elapsed since my interview with Tizoc-tzin, and that I was still High Priest for the Dead.

Or perhaps Tizoc-tzin was just biding his time. I didn’t know. I’d never pretended to understand how his mind worked.

I steered the conversation to another, albeit related, subject. “Teomitl has been different lately.”

Mihmatini sat by my side with a sigh. She wore her black hair long in the fashion of unmarried women, it fell back from the smooth, perfect oval of her face. that is, until she spoiled the effect by grimacing. “He has a lot to face. He might be Master of the House of Darts in a few days, one of the inner circle, moving in the wake of power.”

”I didn’t think that would frighten him,” I said, finally.

”No. But you know how he is.” She smiled, a little self-consciously. “Always trying to be the best at everything, always judging himself to have fallen short.”

Was that the only explanation? “And that’s why he talks to Tizoc-tzin.”

”You might not like him,” Mihmatini said, and the tone of her voice implied she didn’t much care for him either. “But he’s still Teomitl’s brother. They still share something.”

”I guess,” I said, finally. Out of all my brothers, the only one I saw semi-regularly was the eldest, Neutemoc, a Jaguar Knight and successful warrior elevated into the nobility. But our understanding was recent and fragile, and I couldn’t say he’d ever been much of a confidante.

If anyone had filled that role, it had been Ceyaxochitl.

”Acatl?” Mihmatini asked.

”It’s nothing.” I watched the light glimmer across the entrancecurtain, and wondered if things would ever feel right again.

I couldn’t believe they would.